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You're dancing, aren't you?

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Smile.

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She's dancing!

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Are you dancing?

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Larissa!

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Do you see that girl in pink,

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standing in the corner
at a birthday party?

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Her name is Larissa.

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Here, in April of '94,

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when everyone on our street was talking
about the World Cup,

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she was celebrating
her first year of life.

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When she was born,

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on March 30th of the previous year,

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nobody knew that the Larissa,

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dancing in front of the speakers,

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would become Anitta,
the biggest pop star in Brazil's history.

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Anitta, I love you!

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You really couldn't tell.

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After all, at that time,

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Larissa was just a girl
from Honório Gurgel.

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A place far different

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from the Rio of Bossa Nova
and "The Girl from Ipanema",

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that would become known to the world
precisely because of her.

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She would take funk and the favela
to the world's most important venues.

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Now, if you pay a little more attention…

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you'll see that this girl right here,
the girl from Honório,

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was already different.

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It was a children's party, full of people,

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but she was by herself.

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As if she was dancing, but at the same
time, seeing everything from the outside.

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Split in two.

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She didn't know Brazil would end up
winning that World Cup,

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nor that she would end up
actually splitting in two,

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and eventually that giant Anitta,

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at some point, would come to miss
being in the corners of such parties.

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Both the corners of parties
and the corners of herself.

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Because all that would remain of that
Little Red Riding Hood-themed party

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was the power of the speakers.

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Anitta is number one…

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The singer has made history in the world's
most important music festival…

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When I started,
you couldn't play funk on the radio.

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I had to change my songs
so they would sound like pop.

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Anitta has won yet another award.

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She's on an intense tour.
She's been to many cities,

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done so many concerts.

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From the outskirts of Rio to the world…

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When Larissa called me
and invited me to be a part of this film,

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I admit I felt kind of lost.

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I didn't quite understand
what was going on.

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I mean, she's Anitta now, right?

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She can get whoever she wants
to film her.

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Why me?

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But when she explained it,
I think I understood why.

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You'll be with me filming the whole thing.

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When Anitta is working,
as well as Larissa in private, too.

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It's Anitta!

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Anyone can film…

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Actually, I think everybody has done it.

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But Larissa…

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not Larissa.

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Because I need someone very discreet.

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Larissa is a very well-kept secret
that nearly no one has access to,

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and only appears
for those she really trusts,

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those who have been with her
since the beginning.

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We can start whenever you want
as far as I'm concerned.

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Whenever you want,
I'll be getting started.

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Actually,

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I think I'm here because this confusion
between Larissa and Anitta,

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creature and creator,

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was still not sorted out in her head.

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The work of the star from Honório Gurgel
has been acknowledged,

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as she received the award for best
Latin American Music Video at the VMAs,

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the award show hosted by American MTV.

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I think she understood
that my perspective

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and the fact that we come from the same
place could be useful in this process.

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It made sense
that she called me to film her.

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But I sort of panicked right
before we began. Kind of obvious, right?

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After all, Larissa,
the first girl I ever had a crush on,

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was now queen of the world.

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And she might not know,

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but also queen of the most poorly resolved
love of my life.

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That message I sent and deleted…

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I was asking if you were going
to sleep over there.

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To ask you if you wanted
to come over here.

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Because I write something like that,
and then I'm like, "thank you!"

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My God, that's the last time
I'll ever say something cute to you.

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Oh no, here I go again, annoying you.

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I was like, "Fuck it.
I'll just send it. I don't care."

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I don't care if you feel smothered.
Fuck it.

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Hi. I'm angry at you.
But I can't be, can I? Stop worrying.

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Because I love you.

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-Is he going to film us?
-We… yes.

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Hold it right here.
This is how you focus, here.

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Oh my God.

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I was filming her for the first time,
from the back of the stage.

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That is so different
from what I was used to.

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My closeness was always to Larissa.

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Come on in.

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Oh, my bad.

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I realize I haven't introduced myself.

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My name is Pedro
and I'm also from Honório.

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And little by little,
I started understanding

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when Larissa leaves the stage
and Anitta enters the scene.

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Like this.

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I'm back.

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Whether you want it or not.

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When she invited me to be in this movie,

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I think she wanted a witness
of who she was before Anitta.

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I said yes 'cause I realized
she wanted to talk about that,

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about that crazy split.

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And I knew that,
having known her back then,

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I was one of the few people
who could explain that.

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I know the love I feel for her
has nothing to do with this film.

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But I thought,

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maybe I'll have the courage this time…

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to tell her everything
I've been feeling all these years,

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watching her from afar.

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Making a movie brings people closer,
you know?

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I'm glad you're back.

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Me too. I'm glad I'm back.

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Is there still anything between us?

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Will she think
this totally regular guy is interesting,

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having hung out
with all those mega-famous people?

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Will I be able to film her professionally,
without getting things mixed up?

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Do you feel better being together?

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I guess. Why?

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Nothing.

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Or worse--

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That's great.

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Is she still herself?

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Will I be able to be myself?

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Of course I didn't tell her any of that,

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but it was what I was thinking
when we walked into this hotel room.

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Should I put it on?

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I remember she liked to say my name,
because it was her grandfather's name.5

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He was also a musician.

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And he was the person who introduced her
to the world of music.

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Pedro! Pedro! Where's Pedro?
Pedro! Pedro! Pedro!

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It's like I've been away for a long time.

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You were away for a long time!

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For me, it never went away.

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Me, Anitta, Larissa,
and my camera, you know?

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A camera that came here to see a person,

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but suddenly found itself before two.

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Two amazing women,

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who unbelievably
have opened this door to me

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and now to you.

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You're not dating anyone?

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No. You think I'm dating someone?

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-I do.
-Why?

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I just think you are.

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I think you are,
and you're telling me not 'cause…

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it's all in the name of art.

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I saw your girlfriend on Instagram.

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Did you? Who?

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-The one who's there.
-Who?

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The one on your Instagram.

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-The photo?
-Mm-hmm.

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We broke up about…

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four months ago.

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So you're single?

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-I'm single. Unfortunately.
-For real?

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For real.

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Why would I lie about that?

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I don't know.

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I mean, I do know.

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You know what pisses me off?
When you tell stories

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about when we were kids,
you insist on saying you were ugly.

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I was horrendous!

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Come on, Larissa.

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I was really horrendous.
In class, people--

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Did your friends say that?

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At the time,
when I walked into the classroom,

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people would pretend they were dying,
'cause of how big my nose was.

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-I swear to god.
-What?!

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People would pretend
they were suffocating to death.

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What kind of classroom was that?

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Back then, my father was kind of going
through a shitty time with his business.

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So we had to go to…

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go to public school.

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I loved to study. I was the biggest nerd.

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I was scared of going to public school.
I was like, fuck, fuck, fuck.

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And then there was this pageant.
I don't believe in coincidences, okay?

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I think it all happened
just so I could have this story to tell.

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There was this "Spring Girl" pageant.

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And the prize was a scholarship.

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So I signed up for the pageant.

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And why do I know I'm ugly?
Because I became the-- Because I was ugly.

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Because I became the laughingstock
of the school at that time.

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And the pageant had a theme,

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recycling.

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I got home and I said,
"Mom, I signed up for this pageant

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and I have to win
because the prize is a scholarship."

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So, my mom and I started making
costumes out of coffee cups.

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And when we got there,
the girls were all dolled up.

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Look at hers!

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It's a Paco Rabanne.

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Now look at mine!

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So my mom said,
"Larissa, come on, let's get out of here."

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I said, "Mom, what do you mean?"

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And she said, "No, no."

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"Can't you see these people,
they've hired God knows who,

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and we made your costume ourselves,
you and I?"

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I told her, "Mom, it doesn't matter.
They don't have what I have."

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-She asked, "What do you have?"
-And I said, "Charisma."

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I entered the stage like this.

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Like this.

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Like that. Like that!

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-I have pictures.
-I can picture you doing that.

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-No--
-Everything.

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I have pictures.

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So when it was already like, 7pm,
my mom started to…

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She was leaving.

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She was already at the door.

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And the lady announced,
"And the winner is…

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Larissa de Macedo Machado!"

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And I just looked at my aunt and said,
"Didn't I say I was going to win?"

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And I strutted across the stage,

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grabbed my sash, my flowers,
and my scholarship.

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I got to study for free.

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PROUD DUCKLING KINDERGARTEN
RIO, DECEMBER 14TH, 1998.

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Larissa, ever since she was a toddler,
she had so much personality,

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as she still does.

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Even as a little child,
everything had to be the way she wanted,

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there was no getting around that.

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She's always been like that.

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She'd come up with these games,
like, "Let's be singers,

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let's play this, let's play theater."

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She was the boss, she managed it all,
ever since she was little.

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There!

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Give me that!

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We've always been very close.

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If there was a birthday party,
everyone would be there.

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Something she always says. She says,

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"We've always been happy, haven't we?
With or without money."

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And I say, "That's right."

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For those who come from the place
that we do, family is everything.

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It's the foundation.

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I've always valued mine a lot.

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But I've never seen
anything like the way Larissa does.

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Hi Dad, good morning. How are you?

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Dad, I dreamt
you were in bed crying with back pain.

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Are you okay?

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-Mom!
-Dad!

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You're still crying?

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Oh my God.

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My brother knows how I think,
everything I want.

250
00:20:39,321 --> 00:20:41,448
It's ridiculous.
I love and admire him so much.

251
00:20:41,531 --> 00:20:43,659
I can't imagine my life without him.

252
00:20:44,660 --> 00:20:46,912
He is the love of my life.
My greatest love.

253
00:20:46,995 --> 00:20:48,038
We work together.

254
00:20:48,705 --> 00:20:49,998
I'm going with you tomorrow.

255
00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:52,626
I couldn't see this in him,
and he couldn't see it in me.

256
00:20:52,709 --> 00:20:56,088
But now I can feel how much he loves me,
and I think he does too.

257
00:20:56,171 --> 00:20:57,547
He's, like, everything.

258
00:21:01,426 --> 00:21:03,387
Oh Dad, I love you so much.

259
00:21:03,470 --> 00:21:06,848
I love being with you.
I love it, I love it. I'm so happy.

260
00:21:07,599 --> 00:21:10,227
When I'm by your side,
my life improves, my--

261
00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:12,104
A rainbow appears.

262
00:21:12,187 --> 00:21:13,939
You're wonderful. I love you.

263
00:21:18,568 --> 00:21:19,987
Me too, darling.

264
00:21:20,070 --> 00:21:23,573
I'm very happy when I'm by your side.
Very happy, okay?

265
00:21:24,616 --> 00:21:27,244
I love you a lot too, okay?

266
00:21:28,120 --> 00:21:29,997
I'm happy that you're happy.

267
00:21:34,334 --> 00:21:36,920
Larissa is also very close to her aunts.

268
00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:38,839
I've seen that in Honório,

269
00:21:39,339 --> 00:21:43,552
and I see it on Instagram, for example,
when she travels and brings everyone.

270
00:21:44,386 --> 00:21:46,096
-Portuguese.
-Portuguese?

271
00:21:46,763 --> 00:21:49,057
I want my family
and my friends to come on stage.

272
00:21:49,141 --> 00:21:52,394
And then my family comes,
you've got to get the Brazilian flag.

273
00:21:52,477 --> 00:21:55,063
-Super.
-My friends, and then they all dance…

274
00:21:56,815 --> 00:21:59,443
Or when she puts
her entire family on stage.

275
00:21:59,943 --> 00:22:01,903
My family is here with me.

276
00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:05,532
This is one of the best days in my life.
Thank you, Portugal!

277
00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:17,127
To this day, I still think about
how many stories Larissa has to tell.

278
00:22:17,836 --> 00:22:19,004
What was it again?

279
00:22:20,213 --> 00:22:24,259
When I was a child, at the mall,
those Disney things, Minnie,

280
00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,261
Mickey, Pluto.

281
00:22:26,345 --> 00:22:28,513
-Disney.
-But there was a line for each of them.

282
00:22:28,597 --> 00:22:29,431
Yeah.

283
00:22:29,514 --> 00:22:31,725
And we couldn't stand
in the line for Minnie,

284
00:22:31,808 --> 00:22:33,643
because it was too long.

285
00:22:33,727 --> 00:22:37,147
So we went to the shortest line,
which was for Pluto, for…

286
00:22:37,230 --> 00:22:40,734
But there she stayed, looking,
but she never said, like,

287
00:22:40,817 --> 00:22:43,487
"I don't want this."
She'd stay in her head and look at us,

288
00:22:43,570 --> 00:22:46,740
and we'd go, "Minnie's is too long."
And she was like this.

289
00:22:47,407 --> 00:22:49,868
Suddenly, where was Larissa?

290
00:22:49,951 --> 00:22:53,914
There was such a big crowd,
and we were like, "Where's Larissa?"

291
00:22:53,997 --> 00:22:57,042
I started crying right away.
I said, "They kidnapped her."

292
00:22:57,125 --> 00:23:00,587
She was tiny. "Calm down." And I--
I get too nervous. That's who I am.

293
00:23:01,088 --> 00:23:03,340
And she was just gone. Where was Larissa?

294
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:04,841
Standing in line.

295
00:23:05,425 --> 00:23:10,680
And what frightened us,
was that she didn't throw a tantrum,

296
00:23:10,764 --> 00:23:12,682
nor did she say, "I want to go there."

297
00:23:12,766 --> 00:23:16,561
No, she just went. In her mind,
she was like, "Hey, that's cool."

298
00:23:16,645 --> 00:23:17,771
And she just went.

299
00:23:18,897 --> 00:23:21,316
Her aunts raised her
together with her mother,

300
00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:23,527
because the three of them worked together.

301
00:23:24,111 --> 00:23:27,406
Miriam, Márcia, and Marília.

302
00:23:28,698 --> 00:23:30,492
And since Miriam and Mauro separated

303
00:23:30,575 --> 00:23:32,994
when Larissa was under two,
and Renan was four,

304
00:23:33,078 --> 00:23:35,122
the aunts really came to her rescue.

305
00:23:35,914 --> 00:23:37,874
There's even this matter with Larissa.

306
00:23:38,458 --> 00:23:41,878
She thinks since her brother was older
when their parents separated,

307
00:23:41,962 --> 00:23:46,550
and he seemed to be in more pain than her,
she felt a bit abandoned.

308
00:23:47,759 --> 00:23:50,470
You know those people
who don't seem to need attention,

309
00:23:50,971 --> 00:23:53,223
might be the ones
who need attention the most?

310
00:23:53,974 --> 00:23:57,018
And when they don't get it,
they get tougher and tougher?

311
00:23:57,978 --> 00:23:59,521
I think that's the case.

312
00:23:59,604 --> 00:24:00,772
Larissa is fragile,

313
00:24:01,523 --> 00:24:02,482
and sensitive,

314
00:24:03,150 --> 00:24:04,818
while Anitta is super tough.

315
00:24:05,360 --> 00:24:06,903
It's even scary sometimes.

316
00:24:07,404 --> 00:24:10,115
But I think both
are very romantic deep down,

317
00:24:10,198 --> 00:24:12,325
even if Larissa makes that more evident

318
00:24:12,409 --> 00:24:15,203
while Anitta
seems to be the exact opposite.

319
00:24:16,121 --> 00:24:19,416
And who said you can't be
everything at once?

320
00:24:20,667 --> 00:24:24,129
In any case, for someone who spent
their whole childhood feeling invisible,

321
00:24:24,212 --> 00:24:25,714
like she always says,

322
00:24:25,797 --> 00:24:27,674
I don't know,

323
00:24:27,757 --> 00:24:32,554
I think it's easier to choose
only one version of yourself

324
00:24:32,637 --> 00:24:36,099
and later realize that both sides can…

325
00:24:36,183 --> 00:24:37,350
How can I say this?

326
00:24:38,143 --> 00:24:39,186
Coexist.

327
00:24:44,024 --> 00:24:47,694
Like, throughout my childhood,
I was invisible in my house.

328
00:24:49,696 --> 00:24:52,532
My mom didn't really accept who I was.

329
00:24:54,451 --> 00:24:56,453
She thought I should be less.

330
00:24:56,953 --> 00:24:58,121
Less?

331
00:24:58,205 --> 00:25:03,043
Stand out less, speak less,

332
00:25:03,126 --> 00:25:06,254
be less flashy, less extravagant, less…

333
00:25:06,963 --> 00:25:10,133
She always said that I should be
just like my brother.

334
00:25:12,969 --> 00:25:16,556
And my brother was always the calmer one,

335
00:25:17,474 --> 00:25:18,558
more like her.

336
00:25:18,642 --> 00:25:19,851
And I was more…

337
00:25:24,481 --> 00:25:26,274
And I didn't want to not be…

338
00:25:26,858 --> 00:25:27,901
I wanted to be…

339
00:25:32,781 --> 00:25:34,282
If it weren't for my career,

340
00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:37,452
if it weren't
for what I have built as Anitta,

341
00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:39,204
the things I have…

342
00:25:41,831 --> 00:25:44,751
all the times I made…

343
00:25:46,586 --> 00:25:48,755
history in my home country, in…

344
00:25:49,673 --> 00:25:51,091
in the whole damn thing,

345
00:25:52,592 --> 00:25:54,678
it would be like I didn't have any value.

346
00:25:54,761 --> 00:25:57,556
As if there were no reason
for anyone to look at me.

347
00:25:58,181 --> 00:26:03,562
Because if I hadn't done all that
and become Anitta…

348
00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:10,193
it wouldn't…
it would be like I'm irrelevant, you know?

349
00:26:10,277 --> 00:26:12,904
Because that's the way it was
for my whole childhood.

350
00:26:15,073 --> 00:26:16,449
Hey Mom, how are you?

351
00:26:16,533 --> 00:26:17,742
Remember Pedro?

352
00:26:18,368 --> 00:26:22,664
My childhood friend from Honório?
Blond, blue eyes, I kissed him?

353
00:26:22,747 --> 00:26:25,584
He's here doing some filming with me.

354
00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:28,378
I love you very much.
Oh, the video was marvelous.

355
00:26:28,878 --> 00:26:29,921
It was so cool.

356
00:26:30,005 --> 00:26:34,843
I'm going back to Miami.
I love you so much. Miss you.

357
00:26:46,479 --> 00:26:50,358
Do you think birds can fly as far
and as high as they want?

358
00:26:50,442 --> 00:26:52,944
Is there a cap
for how high a bird can fly?

359
00:26:53,445 --> 00:26:54,279
There is.

360
00:26:55,030 --> 00:26:55,947
What is it?

361
00:27:00,994 --> 00:27:03,580
Anitta has set a new record

362
00:27:03,663 --> 00:27:08,043
with her hit single "Envolver,"
reaching Top 1 Global on Spotify.

363
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:20,764
-Where's my mom?
-She's down there.

364
00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:26,353
-Can you believe that?
-Mom!

365
00:27:28,772 --> 00:27:32,067
Can you believe it?
Neither can I. I still can't.

366
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:41,201
-I said--
-Dad!

367
00:27:47,457 --> 00:27:48,708
My God!

368
00:27:50,502 --> 00:27:52,295
-Very good.
-My God!

369
00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:54,798
-My God!
-Yeah.

370
00:27:55,632 --> 00:27:57,884
-That's right, honey.
-Dad…

371
00:28:03,431 --> 00:28:04,557
It's unreal.

372
00:28:05,141 --> 00:28:07,060
-That's right.
-It's unreal.

373
00:28:08,853 --> 00:28:10,397
It's unbelievable.

374
00:28:11,314 --> 00:28:13,108
No, it was playing, and then--

375
00:28:53,356 --> 00:28:54,816
Awesome!

376
00:28:55,734 --> 00:28:58,611
-Beautiful!
-Yeah, it is.

377
00:28:58,695 --> 00:29:02,323
-Whoa.
-That's awesome!

378
00:30:26,074 --> 00:30:28,868
-Hey, are we going to have those holes?
-No, no.

379
00:30:29,619 --> 00:30:32,413
Because since it's a square,
we can't move it like this.

380
00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:35,375
No, come here. Come here.
I'll show you how it works.

381
00:31:35,351 --> 00:31:37,812
There are cases of artists
who have changed their names

382
00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:40,690
and created, I don't know,
other artistic personae.

383
00:31:41,566 --> 00:31:45,194
But what usually happens
is that one of those sides eventually

384
00:31:45,278 --> 00:31:46,738
ceases to exist.

385
00:31:46,821 --> 00:31:48,031
Not with her.

386
00:32:32,575 --> 00:32:36,120
Seeing up close the way
Larissa and Anitta exist, together…

387
00:32:40,041 --> 00:32:43,336
We were in California
and in Honório at the same time.

388
00:32:51,469 --> 00:32:54,472
The two of them in the world's
most important music festival.

389
00:33:19,622 --> 00:33:23,501
-It's your first time in Coachella, right?
-Yeah, I'm like…

390
00:33:24,919 --> 00:33:26,254
Scared shitless.

391
00:33:26,337 --> 00:33:28,631
-You're scared shitless?
-I'm afraid.

392
00:33:31,009 --> 00:33:32,093
At this moment,

393
00:33:33,594 --> 00:33:34,887
I'm the one who's scared.

394
00:33:36,180 --> 00:33:41,144
Scared of giving myself to a woman
who may be more used to the big time

395
00:33:41,227 --> 00:33:42,895
than to the simple life.

396
00:33:51,612 --> 00:33:55,742
When you're a woman in show business…

397
00:33:57,660 --> 00:33:59,370
Come on, help me put this on.

398
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:03,249
If you don't have a showbiz man,

399
00:34:03,332 --> 00:34:05,835
things are
a little more difficult for you.

400
00:34:08,379 --> 00:34:10,089
It's also business.

401
00:34:11,299 --> 00:34:15,553
Who are you going to form a couple with?
Where will you show up together?

402
00:34:16,220 --> 00:34:17,555
Did you get my skates?

403
00:34:20,099 --> 00:34:22,560
Aren't you going to be cold
wearing those clothes?

404
00:34:24,228 --> 00:34:28,232
And I understood that even though
I wanted that story for myself,

405
00:34:28,316 --> 00:34:30,860
I'm not made for that.

406
00:34:30,943 --> 00:34:31,861
Here, look.

407
00:34:32,779 --> 00:34:35,114
So you won't be cold.

408
00:34:35,198 --> 00:34:38,951
Here. See how much I like
taking care of the people I love?

409
00:34:41,913 --> 00:34:44,248
So I understood,
this is how it's going to be,

410
00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:46,501
when I like someone,

411
00:34:46,584 --> 00:34:48,920
I'm going to be
with someone who's good for me.

412
00:35:12,902 --> 00:35:14,403
Whether it's the waiter,

413
00:35:15,404 --> 00:35:17,490
the parking attendant,

414
00:35:18,574 --> 00:35:21,577
it could be the doorman…

415
00:35:21,661 --> 00:35:22,870
It doesn't matter.

416
00:35:49,522 --> 00:35:51,649
We have to go all the way to the entrance.

417
00:35:53,860 --> 00:35:54,944
Let's--

418
00:35:58,322 --> 00:36:01,534
-It's cutting off our heads.
-Can you see? I can't see.

419
00:36:01,617 --> 00:36:03,995
-Yes, I can. Now I can.
-Where? Can you see now?

420
00:36:04,495 --> 00:36:06,164
Yes.

421
00:36:07,498 --> 00:36:08,499
It's crazy.

422
00:36:08,583 --> 00:36:11,961
If a man went out with a really beautiful
girl from the countryside,

423
00:36:12,044 --> 00:36:15,006
and the guy was rich and famous,
everyone would say,

424
00:36:15,089 --> 00:36:16,674
"Oh, that's so nice, isn't it?"

425
00:36:16,757 --> 00:36:20,386
"Wow, he's going out with this nice girl
from the countryside."

426
00:36:20,970 --> 00:36:24,599
But if it's a woman who becomes
involved with a regular guy

427
00:36:24,682 --> 00:36:26,392
with a regular job, then,

428
00:36:26,475 --> 00:36:30,897
"Wow, you should be with a guy who's
at your level. He's not on your level."

429
00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:34,609
It's like the man determines
whether you have worth, not you.

430
00:36:44,368 --> 00:36:45,453
Aren't you coming?

431
00:36:47,121 --> 00:36:48,456
Aren't you coming to bed?

432
00:36:48,539 --> 00:36:51,000
Yes. I'm taking a shower
and then I'll sleep.

433
00:36:51,584 --> 00:36:53,085
Then I'll wash you.

434
00:36:54,170 --> 00:36:55,922
-What?
-I'll wash you.

435
00:36:56,005 --> 00:36:57,548
So you won't smell like--

436
00:36:57,632 --> 00:36:59,759
Where is it? Come here.

437
00:37:01,260 --> 00:37:04,764
See, just a little to get rid
of this gross cigarette smell.

438
00:37:09,810 --> 00:37:10,686
Okay.

439
00:37:11,437 --> 00:37:14,232
Wait, I'll take care of it. Come on.
Come on, come on.

440
00:37:14,732 --> 00:37:15,566
Come on!

441
00:37:29,247 --> 00:37:30,081
Come on.

442
00:37:34,085 --> 00:37:36,003
You're covered in tattoos, aren't you?

443
00:37:36,087 --> 00:37:38,756
But you never learned
how to take a shower.

444
00:37:39,257 --> 00:37:41,717
-Can I wash you too?
-No. I know how to shower.

445
00:37:41,801 --> 00:37:42,718
Oh, okay.

446
00:37:44,178 --> 00:37:46,097
No, I know how to take a shower.

447
00:37:46,931 --> 00:37:48,307
You're the one who doesn't.

448
00:38:16,877 --> 00:38:17,753
Anitta!

449
00:38:19,588 --> 00:38:21,173
Look, Anitta has arrived!

450
00:38:21,924 --> 00:38:22,883
Knock, knock.

451
00:38:26,846 --> 00:38:28,014
I can't!

452
00:38:30,474 --> 00:38:33,686
-Anitta.
-I can't be Anitta with you, dumbass!

453
00:38:33,769 --> 00:38:35,646
I'll have to get drunk tonight, okay?

454
00:38:35,730 --> 00:38:38,733
-Let's start drinking!
-I'll start. Come on, give it to me.

455
00:38:38,816 --> 00:38:41,319
-Adult entertainment then?
-I'll do it!

456
00:38:43,946 --> 00:38:46,365
Look, there's some Don Julio Rosado.

457
00:38:46,449 --> 00:38:47,408
Whoa!

458
00:38:47,491 --> 00:38:48,326
There's…

459
00:38:48,409 --> 00:38:50,786
Remember when you arrived
and it was just you and me?

460
00:38:50,870 --> 00:38:52,121
I remember.

461
00:38:52,204 --> 00:38:54,206
So we were talking a certain way, right?

462
00:38:54,290 --> 00:38:55,499
Right.

463
00:38:55,583 --> 00:38:59,295
Didn't you notice how I changed
when the others arrived?

464
00:38:59,795 --> 00:39:01,047
When those people come in

465
00:39:01,130 --> 00:39:04,050
and I don't feel like showing
my real self…

466
00:39:06,552 --> 00:39:08,471
my personality changes.

467
00:39:09,180 --> 00:39:11,515
And sometimes I ask myself, "Fuck…"

468
00:39:12,224 --> 00:39:14,435
"Why am I suddenly like this?"

469
00:39:14,977 --> 00:39:17,021
And I know why…

470
00:39:17,688 --> 00:39:20,274
but it's not something I can control.

471
00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:21,942
Why do you think that happens?

472
00:39:22,026 --> 00:39:26,113
Because I'm afraid those people
are going to judge me, I think.

473
00:39:33,454 --> 00:39:35,039
-I'm hungry.
-What's up, Anitta?

474
00:39:35,122 --> 00:39:36,082
Hey, Pedro.

475
00:39:36,791 --> 00:39:37,833
Hi!

476
00:39:38,584 --> 00:39:42,963
-Come here, I'll tell you a secret.
-Tell me. I'm filming the secret, okay?

477
00:39:43,464 --> 00:39:47,134
Pedro, you look so hot
when you have your camera in your hands.

478
00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:51,806
Was it Anitta who said that? Or Larissa?

479
00:39:56,352 --> 00:39:58,229
-Well? Answer.
-I'm so mad!

480
00:40:02,441 --> 00:40:03,859
Do you want to answer later?

481
00:40:04,985 --> 00:40:07,238
Anitta, of course.
Because I'd never say that.

482
00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:12,410
-But I think it.
-I want to hear about that later.

483
00:40:12,993 --> 00:40:14,829
-Huh?
-I want to hear about it later.

484
00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:54,243
-The hurricane showed up, didn't it?
-No, yes. Today you did.

485
00:40:54,326 --> 00:40:57,621
The more uncomfortable I am
when I'm doing something as Anitta,

486
00:40:57,705 --> 00:41:00,332
the stronger Anitta comes to me, you know?

487
00:41:00,416 --> 00:41:04,420
-Tonight she means business.
-She comes earlier, stronger, with more…

488
00:41:06,630 --> 00:41:08,591
Just out of control.

489
00:41:09,341 --> 00:41:12,178
When we get home, will you hug me…

490
00:41:12,261 --> 00:41:14,138
-Of course.
-…if I start freaking out?

491
00:41:14,221 --> 00:41:15,055
Oh, that's easy.

492
00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:18,684
-You already do, even without a crisis.
-Yes.

493
00:41:20,853 --> 00:41:22,688
When I came in to film Larissa,

494
00:41:22,771 --> 00:41:26,066
my biggest challenge
was covering up what I felt for her.

495
00:41:27,943 --> 00:41:30,696
Pretending I was just following
the girl from my street,

496
00:41:30,779 --> 00:41:32,656
who had become a pop star.

497
00:41:40,372 --> 00:41:43,000
-Do you know whose purse that is?
-Which one?

498
00:41:44,335 --> 00:41:45,169
What purse?

499
00:41:47,630 --> 00:41:50,132
Oh, that one? No,
I don't know whose it is.

500
00:41:50,216 --> 00:41:51,800
It was Carmen Miranda's.

501
00:41:51,884 --> 00:41:52,760
Oh, wow.

502
00:41:53,886 --> 00:41:55,888
"NIGHT PURSE"

503
00:41:55,971 --> 00:41:58,974
I very quickly realized our intimacy
hadn't changed a bit.

504
00:42:01,894 --> 00:42:04,396
And that the difference
was that, suddenly,

505
00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:06,398
I felt like I was in a love story.

506
00:42:09,652 --> 00:42:11,987
Done. Do you know what I'm about to do?

507
00:42:12,071 --> 00:42:13,113
Guess.

508
00:42:14,698 --> 00:42:17,409
-I can't believe this. Oh my God.
-Lights off.

509
00:42:18,202 --> 00:42:19,745
Is this a dream?

510
00:42:19,828 --> 00:42:23,666
Don't do anything. Let me close this.
Check out how dark my bedroom gets.

511
00:42:28,420 --> 00:42:29,421
My God.

512
00:42:30,923 --> 00:42:34,093
Do people think
I'm really fucking insecure?

513
00:42:35,761 --> 00:42:37,763
Do you think they'll find out now?

514
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:40,140
I think so.

515
00:42:40,724 --> 00:42:41,642
I think so too.

516
00:42:41,725 --> 00:42:45,938
I don't think anyone imagines that I go
on stage thinking that it all sucks,

517
00:42:46,021 --> 00:42:48,857
that I suck, that no one wants it,
that no one wants to see me,

518
00:42:48,941 --> 00:42:52,111
that everything sucks,
that no one is going to like it,

519
00:42:52,194 --> 00:42:54,196
that no one is coming to the show.

520
00:42:55,030 --> 00:42:56,198
I doubt it too.

521
00:42:59,702 --> 00:43:00,536
CARNIVAL

522
00:43:00,619 --> 00:43:02,830
When Larissa told me, before going to bed,

523
00:43:02,913 --> 00:43:05,291
that she gets insecure
before going on stage,

524
00:43:05,374 --> 00:43:07,084
I was totally lost.

525
00:43:07,167 --> 00:43:09,336
What's up, Rio de Janeiro!

526
00:43:13,549 --> 00:43:14,842
Because as the day began,

527
00:43:14,925 --> 00:43:17,636
she'd activate this boss mode
that seemed unbeatable.

528
00:43:25,686 --> 00:43:28,939
When she's performing,
she has two channels on her mic.

529
00:43:29,023 --> 00:43:31,859
One for singing
and one for talking to her crew.

530
00:43:33,444 --> 00:43:34,945
This is amazing!

531
00:43:35,446 --> 00:43:36,780
Come take off the wings.

532
00:43:40,826 --> 00:43:42,870
I'm going to do the circle now.

533
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:01,305
I'm scared this old lady
is going to get crushed

534
00:44:01,388 --> 00:44:04,266
on the railing over there.
Get her over here, in front row.

535
00:44:22,451 --> 00:44:24,703
Attention, city guards!

536
00:44:25,954 --> 00:44:27,956
He robbed a guy who was over there

537
00:44:28,832 --> 00:44:29,917
and went that way.

538
00:44:30,417 --> 00:44:33,837
I saw it. Not the people. I saw it.
He robbed him and went that way.

539
00:44:34,463 --> 00:44:37,132
She's not happy just being a celebrity.

540
00:44:37,216 --> 00:44:39,635
She won't be on the fence,
be it on an electric trio,

541
00:44:39,718 --> 00:44:41,929
or if need be, even during an election.

542
00:45:05,661 --> 00:45:08,831
And they didn't stay to check.
They didn't watch the rehearsal.

543
00:45:38,569 --> 00:45:42,364
What the camera captured was a mixture
of artist and producer, all at once.

544
00:45:42,448 --> 00:45:44,450
Because she's aware of everything.

545
00:46:17,232 --> 00:46:18,358
A question.

546
00:46:18,442 --> 00:46:21,695
Does Larissa feel it,
when you use Anitta's energy?

547
00:46:21,779 --> 00:46:23,363
Like a…

548
00:46:24,072 --> 00:46:25,240
a recoil from a gun?

549
00:46:25,824 --> 00:46:27,659
Yeah, I mean…

550
00:46:28,285 --> 00:46:30,621
I only feel it when I get home.

551
00:46:30,704 --> 00:46:32,539
I come back home and it's like…

552
00:46:33,957 --> 00:46:36,877
as if I had been
torturing myself, you know?

553
00:46:45,052 --> 00:46:45,928
What's up, Pedro?

554
00:46:46,428 --> 00:46:50,265
Did you just wake up? Did I wake you
with the noise from the thing that fell?

555
00:46:50,349 --> 00:46:52,601
Let's go.
One more of Larissa's tales, people.

556
00:46:53,644 --> 00:46:57,189
Once upon a time,
Larissa was going to the Grammy Awards.

557
00:46:57,272 --> 00:47:00,442
Larissa started doing her own make-up
right before leaving.

558
00:47:00,526 --> 00:47:01,902
Someone is calling you.

559
00:47:01,985 --> 00:47:03,487
I'm not going to cry

560
00:47:04,404 --> 00:47:06,406
I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

561
00:47:06,490 --> 00:47:11,286
Soon I'll scrub it all off my face
and say, "I'm not going anymore. I'm not."

562
00:47:11,870 --> 00:47:14,331
You're making me nervous,
looking at me like that.

563
00:47:17,584 --> 00:47:20,838
I'll manage somehow, and we'll go out,

564
00:47:20,921 --> 00:47:22,381
and I'm going to be gorgeous.

565
00:47:22,464 --> 00:47:24,675
Everyone is going to say,
"You look amazing."

566
00:47:24,758 --> 00:47:27,469
I'll be like, "Yes, I am. Thanks."

567
00:47:28,303 --> 00:47:30,347
And that will be tonight's CliffsNotes.

568
00:47:31,306 --> 00:47:33,183
There are people dying of starvation,

569
00:47:33,267 --> 00:47:35,435
and I'm here worried
about such a foolish thing.

570
00:47:36,562 --> 00:47:37,896
My life is very interesting.

571
00:47:37,980 --> 00:47:40,399
A bunch of things happen all the time.

572
00:47:40,482 --> 00:47:42,442
So you end up

573
00:47:42,526 --> 00:47:46,113
wanting to talk about all that.

574
00:47:46,196 --> 00:47:48,448
You know? To show all those things.

575
00:47:48,532 --> 00:47:52,744
And that makes it look like
Larissa's life is not interesting.

576
00:47:53,370 --> 00:47:55,873
Because there isn't
that avalanche of things happening,

577
00:47:55,956 --> 00:48:00,961
that bunch of plot twists,
problems to be solved, etc…

578
00:48:01,044 --> 00:48:04,172
So she fades into the background.
You forget to talk about her.

579
00:48:05,007 --> 00:48:06,842
And that happens to me as well.

580
00:48:07,926 --> 00:48:12,723
I am forgetting her,
because her life is less intere--

581
00:48:12,806 --> 00:48:16,894
Not less interesting,
but less cluttered with information.

582
00:48:17,603 --> 00:48:19,313
I've lost my charger already.

583
00:48:19,813 --> 00:48:22,399
This is one of those moments
I wish I wasn't Anitta.

584
00:48:22,900 --> 00:48:25,319
Why? Because I'm just dying to go out,

585
00:48:25,986 --> 00:48:28,280
and I don't want to have to worry
about where.

586
00:48:28,363 --> 00:48:30,782
I want to go wherever I feel like going.

587
00:48:30,866 --> 00:48:34,620
Because if I go to this place,
they'll say it's not good for me,

588
00:48:34,703 --> 00:48:37,205
because it's not good for me to be there.

589
00:48:37,289 --> 00:48:39,666
And if I go there,
I shouldn't be on the street.

590
00:48:39,750 --> 00:48:41,251
I would like to be in the street.

591
00:48:45,839 --> 00:48:49,801
Do you have Bluetooth?
Do you have Bluetooth, my friend?

592
00:49:24,169 --> 00:49:25,754
-Who is this?
-Carmen Miranda.

593
00:49:25,837 --> 00:49:27,923
-Don't you know who she is?
-No.

594
00:49:28,006 --> 00:49:30,759
Let's have a teachable moment
for our friend

595
00:49:30,842 --> 00:49:33,845
who doesn't know who Carmen Miranda is.

596
00:49:34,930 --> 00:49:38,392
Carmen Miranda was the first Brazilian

597
00:49:38,475 --> 00:49:41,561
to be famous outside of Brazil.

598
00:49:41,645 --> 00:49:46,274
Besides her, do you know who is the only
Brazilian who achieved a similar feat?

599
00:49:46,942 --> 00:49:48,026
Guess who.

600
00:49:59,329 --> 00:50:01,790
So, what did you think about tonight?

601
00:50:02,374 --> 00:50:03,208
Well…

602
00:50:03,917 --> 00:50:04,960
we had fun.

603
00:50:05,460 --> 00:50:08,130
People are always scared
of telling me things…

604
00:50:08,630 --> 00:50:10,966
-Like what?
-…and asking me things.

605
00:50:11,049 --> 00:50:16,054
They think, "Oh, she's Anitta,
the girl who dances and twerks."

606
00:50:16,138 --> 00:50:18,807
And when it's time to have sex,
they go like,

607
00:50:18,890 --> 00:50:21,518
"Oh my God, I can't, uh…

608
00:50:23,311 --> 00:50:27,065
I have to live up to expectations,
because she's so famous,"

609
00:50:27,566 --> 00:50:29,484
and then they can't get it up.

610
00:50:29,568 --> 00:50:33,196
In the beginning
I used to feel terrible about it,

611
00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:36,450
I'd feel super sad, super sad.

612
00:50:37,325 --> 00:50:40,203
Because no one was able
to be with me like that.

613
00:50:40,287 --> 00:50:44,875
And I'd think, "Fuck,
why does this always happen to me?"

614
00:50:44,958 --> 00:50:48,045
I sort of acted like the victim.
And nowadays I just go, "Oh."

615
00:50:48,128 --> 00:50:51,965
"Okay, if you didn't have the guts,
it's because it wasn't meant to be."

616
00:50:52,883 --> 00:50:53,717
Enough.

617
00:50:55,594 --> 00:50:56,470
I'll turn it off.

618
00:50:57,512 --> 00:51:00,015
Okay. What's your favorite song?

619
00:51:00,098 --> 00:51:02,976
-Look.
-Are you going to like it? I think so.

620
00:51:03,060 --> 00:51:05,062
I'm almost positive
you're going to like it.

621
00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:17,616
This is the song you would listen to

622
00:51:17,699 --> 00:51:20,702
for the rest of your life
if you had to choose one?

623
00:51:20,786 --> 00:51:22,621
Yeah. Will you tell me yours?

624
00:51:23,205 --> 00:51:24,664
-Mine?
-Yeah.

625
00:51:25,290 --> 00:51:26,416
I'll tell you.

626
00:51:28,752 --> 00:51:30,587
This is my favorite song.

627
00:51:37,677 --> 00:51:38,595
This one.

628
00:51:39,763 --> 00:51:40,639
Wait.

629
00:51:48,105 --> 00:51:50,232
When I was a teenager,

630
00:51:51,608 --> 00:51:52,859
I saw this movie.

631
00:51:53,527 --> 00:51:55,320
I don't remember the name,

632
00:51:56,029 --> 00:52:01,326
but the girl sings this song,
and it was super…

633
00:52:01,409 --> 00:52:05,330
sort of romantic, a declaration of love,

634
00:52:05,413 --> 00:52:08,625
and I've always been this romantic,

635
00:52:08,708 --> 00:52:10,919
this other me no one knows,

636
00:52:11,002 --> 00:52:12,212
this me here,

637
00:52:12,921 --> 00:52:17,384
she's that silly romantic
you can already see.

638
00:52:18,218 --> 00:52:20,637
That's how it became my favorite song.

639
00:52:21,721 --> 00:52:22,848
In the whole world.

640
00:52:46,788 --> 00:52:47,914
Are you sleepy?

641
00:52:47,998 --> 00:52:49,249
I'm drunk.

642
00:52:50,750 --> 00:52:53,461
Like, here in my--

643
00:52:53,545 --> 00:52:54,546
Once upon a time.

644
00:52:55,297 --> 00:52:58,008
In the fairy tale I came up with.

645
00:53:11,021 --> 00:53:13,815
One of the things
I admire the most about Larissa,

646
00:53:13,899 --> 00:53:15,483
is that she's very spontaneous.

647
00:53:17,986 --> 00:53:19,446
Everything about her is real.

648
00:53:21,615 --> 00:53:24,326
And she can laugh and cry
within less than ten seconds.

649
00:53:25,994 --> 00:53:28,205
Like seduction and pajamas, you know?

650
00:53:32,167 --> 00:53:35,086
She's the stage and shoulder
to lean on at the same time.

651
00:53:37,714 --> 00:53:39,424
She's deep, she's a jokester,

652
00:53:40,383 --> 00:53:41,635
queen of the world,

653
00:53:41,718 --> 00:53:44,930
and nobody I know worries
as much about other people as she does.

654
00:53:45,013 --> 00:53:46,348
Sometimes I wonder

655
00:53:46,431 --> 00:53:49,351
how such contradictions
can fit into one person.

656
00:53:51,269 --> 00:53:54,981
On that day, I remember I asked her
why she started crying out of the blue.

657
00:53:56,316 --> 00:53:57,817
We were laughing so hard.

658
00:54:00,695 --> 00:54:03,949
She stopped, looking so serious,
looked at me and said,

659
00:54:04,032 --> 00:54:05,033
"I don't know."

660
00:54:10,372 --> 00:54:13,083
I'll bring it closer to you
so you can listen properly.

661
00:54:13,583 --> 00:54:15,961
Sit here. Sit here.

662
00:54:21,383 --> 00:54:24,219
-Hello.
-Come through now.

663
00:54:26,888 --> 00:54:27,806
What?

664
00:54:39,192 --> 00:54:41,861
I want you guys to listen
to this fucking song

665
00:54:41,945 --> 00:54:43,738
until your ears fall off!

666
00:54:50,620 --> 00:54:51,746
So, bye, everybody.

667
00:55:02,882 --> 00:55:03,800
What?

668
00:55:05,093 --> 00:55:07,429
She comes, she does, she goes. Fuck it.

669
00:55:07,512 --> 00:55:08,930
I just saw it.

670
00:55:29,743 --> 00:55:30,869
Pajamas!

671
00:55:36,333 --> 00:55:37,751
I'm terrified of flying.

672
00:55:38,752 --> 00:55:42,339
That was one of the hardest parts for me
in all these months of filming.

673
00:55:42,839 --> 00:55:46,134
But compared to what she goes through,
fear of flying is nothing.

674
00:55:53,391 --> 00:55:55,560
-Hi, dear.
-Hi, doctor. How are you?

675
00:55:55,643 --> 00:55:58,271
-Hi, can you hear me? How are you doing?
-Go ahead.

676
00:55:58,355 --> 00:56:00,315
So, he's done the PET scan.

677
00:56:01,191 --> 00:56:04,986
The PET scan is the exam
that gives us the highest probabilities.

678
00:56:05,070 --> 00:56:08,323
And the highest probability
is that it's a lung tumor.

679
00:56:09,866 --> 00:56:12,660
-Cancer?
-Luckily--

680
00:56:13,244 --> 00:56:17,999
Yeah, apparently it's cancer.
But it's localized.

681
00:56:18,083 --> 00:56:22,545
The PET scan looks at the whole body,
and we couldn't find cancer anywhere else.

682
00:56:22,629 --> 00:56:27,258
That means if the surgery is well done,
your father will be cured.

683
00:56:33,181 --> 00:56:34,891
Receiving such difficult news

684
00:56:35,392 --> 00:56:38,353
and having to continue
with your millions of appointments,

685
00:56:38,436 --> 00:56:41,272
because canceling them
is just not an option.

686
00:57:03,086 --> 00:57:05,463
Imagine coming up
with another name for yourself

687
00:57:05,547 --> 00:57:09,050
and living your life in two completely
distinct and contradictory ways.

688
00:57:50,091 --> 00:57:51,217
Mom, look!

689
00:57:54,137 --> 00:57:55,472
Am I really like that?

690
00:57:55,972 --> 00:57:56,931
Of course.

691
00:57:57,640 --> 00:58:00,852
Larissa has always made it very clear
that she needed to be seen.

692
00:58:04,898 --> 00:58:08,318
But seeing her there with her mom,
being doubly seen…

693
00:58:10,445 --> 00:58:13,573
this means much more to her
than it does to the world.

694
00:58:14,949 --> 00:58:15,867
Thanks.

695
00:58:18,369 --> 00:58:19,996
Bye. Thank you.

696
00:58:29,672 --> 00:58:34,010
Daddy, tomorrow morning, what is the best
time for the nurse to go draw your blood?

697
00:58:34,093 --> 00:58:36,304
So they'll have the results
when I get there

698
00:58:36,387 --> 00:58:38,723
and we can get it all done together?

699
00:58:40,266 --> 00:58:42,352
And even though Anitta looks invincible…

700
00:58:44,479 --> 00:58:45,563
Larissa isn't.

701
00:58:50,693 --> 00:58:52,278
The math doesn't always add up.

702
00:58:55,782 --> 00:58:58,201
Welcome Anitta!

703
00:59:06,668 --> 00:59:07,835
It's all right.

704
00:59:07,919 --> 00:59:10,797
I'm already speaking Portuguese,
so let's just keep going!

705
00:59:13,341 --> 00:59:14,175
Goddamn it!

706
00:59:14,259 --> 00:59:17,178
If the sound doesn't stop working again
we can move on.

707
00:59:19,097 --> 00:59:21,349
If the sound stops working, sing for me.

708
00:59:21,849 --> 00:59:24,269
In English, we'll pretend
everything is all right. Look--

709
00:59:51,212 --> 00:59:54,507
Bring me my drink.
I'm so done with this shit.

710
01:00:02,932 --> 01:00:06,311
No one notices it,
except those who are really close.

711
01:00:07,520 --> 01:00:09,606
I want to thank everyone…

712
01:00:13,568 --> 01:00:16,195
Because it's not just
that she dances, sings,

713
01:00:16,279 --> 01:00:19,240
and gives a visceral performance
when she's on stage.

714
01:00:19,324 --> 01:00:21,200
If that was all, it'd be no big deal.

715
01:00:24,746 --> 01:00:29,417
She controls this gigantic operation
and makes sure it's running properly.

716
01:00:31,169 --> 01:00:32,795
That must be so exhausting.

717
01:01:21,552 --> 01:01:25,515
Come on, come on. Come in or get out.
That's it. Close the door.

718
01:01:26,974 --> 01:01:29,394
Oh my God, shut the door

719
01:01:30,061 --> 01:01:31,437
Man, this water is hot…

720
01:01:31,938 --> 01:01:34,315
-Did you get the--
-Yeah.

721
01:01:35,066 --> 01:01:36,025
Thanks.

722
01:02:14,564 --> 01:02:15,523
It's insane.

723
01:02:16,149 --> 01:02:19,068
This person has to give up their life.

724
01:02:20,653 --> 01:02:22,363
Of course, there's a price to pay.

725
01:02:31,497 --> 01:02:33,916
I think things reached a point
where she understood

726
01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:36,669
that Larissa needed to listen to herself.

727
01:02:37,670 --> 01:02:41,841
That if she kept going at that pace,
her health might really take a hit.

728
01:02:46,429 --> 01:02:48,139
And she mentioned that to me,

729
01:02:48,639 --> 01:02:51,267
because she'd been reading
a book on Carmen Miranda,

730
01:02:52,393 --> 01:02:54,228
who also worked non-stop.

731
01:02:54,312 --> 01:02:56,814
And in the end,
her body gave in, you know?

732
01:03:12,955 --> 01:03:16,167
It's so tricky, man. So hard.

733
01:03:17,543 --> 01:03:22,048
It's like one thing is fixed,
and then there's another one…

734
01:03:23,132 --> 01:03:24,926
Right after. Like, the body…

735
01:03:25,009 --> 01:03:27,595
my body can't stand being at peace.

736
01:03:27,678 --> 01:03:29,722
I can't take it anymore, you know?

737
01:03:29,806 --> 01:03:32,225
Every time I come across someone

738
01:03:32,308 --> 01:03:33,976
who knows who Anitta is,

739
01:03:34,060 --> 01:03:35,645
but I'm not close to them,

740
01:03:35,728 --> 01:03:36,979
I become her.

741
01:03:37,939 --> 01:03:39,357
A switch is flipped.

742
01:03:39,440 --> 01:03:42,360
And I don't want to turn
into that person all the time.

743
01:03:42,443 --> 01:03:44,821
I used to be able to control
when I turned.

744
01:03:44,904 --> 01:03:48,157
But now that everybody knows me,
I have no more control.

745
01:03:48,241 --> 01:03:50,201
And I can't stand it anymore, you know?

746
01:03:50,701 --> 01:03:54,205
I can't stand not being able to control
when I will become this person.

747
01:03:54,288 --> 01:03:56,290
That's the price. You can't give up.

748
01:03:56,374 --> 01:03:59,669
That's the price you pay for being
who you've been until today.

749
01:03:59,752 --> 01:04:02,839
-For that character you've created.
-No, I just want to bury it all.

750
01:04:02,922 --> 01:04:05,800
It's impossible for me to give
as much as I used to.

751
01:04:06,676 --> 01:04:09,345
And, like, I don't--
I can't stand it anymore.

752
01:04:11,013 --> 01:04:12,098
I just can't.

753
01:04:13,307 --> 01:04:16,435
Maybe that's why she decided

754
01:04:16,519 --> 01:04:18,646
to reconnect to herself.

755
01:04:20,106 --> 01:04:22,108
But she doesn't like things to be easy.

756
01:04:24,485 --> 01:04:26,863
She chose to do it
at the world's highest peak.

757
01:07:13,070 --> 01:07:17,033
On that day I felt exactly
how I feel in my career.

758
01:07:20,411 --> 01:07:24,540
I wanted to get some rest.
I was feeling extremely sick, tired.

759
01:07:27,001 --> 01:07:31,088
But the people around me had
such a clear picture of Anitta as someone

760
01:07:31,881 --> 01:07:33,340
who never gives up.

761
01:07:34,300 --> 01:07:37,094
Someone who gives her all
until the last drop

762
01:07:37,178 --> 01:07:40,806
to be the best, to reach the top,
to win more and more and more.

763
01:07:41,932 --> 01:07:43,392
And they barely believed me.

764
01:08:38,614 --> 01:08:42,576
What's wrong with giving up?
What's wrong with changing your mind?

765
01:08:43,994 --> 01:08:45,621
And I wanted to be free.

766
01:08:47,289 --> 01:08:49,917
I felt that if I kept climbing,

767
01:08:50,000 --> 01:08:53,254
I would only be satisfying
the expectations of the crew,

768
01:08:53,337 --> 01:08:56,257
the filming crew,
whom I didn't want to disappoint.

769
01:08:56,757 --> 01:09:00,136
But now, suddenly,
the will to keep quiet was louder

770
01:09:00,219 --> 01:09:01,929
than the will to reach the top.

771
01:09:03,097 --> 01:09:07,309
Maybe only reaching the halfway point
gave me the best of both worlds?

772
01:09:08,018 --> 01:09:09,979
Just enjoying the place, the nature,

773
01:09:10,646 --> 01:09:13,858
capturing some footage, and being quiet.

774
01:09:16,986 --> 01:09:20,948
Okay, I won't have the footage
of me reaching the top.

775
01:09:21,782 --> 01:09:22,908
But would I endure

776
01:09:22,992 --> 01:09:28,205
the consequences of getting to the top
of the highest of all peaks?

777
01:09:28,289 --> 01:09:31,834
There are just too many side effects.
To both things, right?

778
01:09:34,545 --> 01:09:38,465
I started to rethink my whole career,
my whole life.

779
01:09:39,633 --> 01:09:42,303
I like traveling alone,
walking on the street,

780
01:09:42,386 --> 01:09:44,388
walking with no bodyguards,

781
01:09:44,471 --> 01:09:48,017
befriending unknown people,
people I meet at bars,

782
01:09:48,517 --> 01:09:50,895
I like dancing
in the middle of the dance floor…

783
01:09:52,563 --> 01:09:54,648
Maybe if Anitta climbs even higher,

784
01:09:55,274 --> 01:09:57,776
Larissa will never
get those moments again.

785
01:09:59,028 --> 01:09:59,945
Then what?

786
01:10:01,363 --> 01:10:02,573
What do we do then?

787
01:10:06,035 --> 01:10:07,244
I was happy for her.

788
01:10:09,663 --> 01:10:15,002
Because I think giving up is often
exactly what we need to keep going…

789
01:10:18,339 --> 01:10:19,965
even if in a new direction.

790
01:10:21,717 --> 01:10:24,386
And the direction
she's now going in is more like

791
01:10:24,470 --> 01:10:26,889
the mentality of not needing
to always be on top.

792
01:10:27,806 --> 01:10:31,602
Singer Anitta spent five days
at a spiritual retreat.

793
01:10:31,685 --> 01:10:34,438
She did the so-called "gestational map."

794
01:10:34,521 --> 01:10:39,109
She isolated herself in search of balance,
far from the buzz of everyday life.

795
01:10:46,992 --> 01:10:49,828
I'm healed! Hey, I'm healed! It's over.

796
01:10:49,912 --> 01:10:51,413
It's over. It's all over.

797
01:10:51,497 --> 01:10:54,333
It's a matter of recovering,
healing my scars, renewal.

798
01:10:54,416 --> 01:10:56,418
It's over. You've got to go there.

799
01:10:57,127 --> 01:10:58,003
Girl!

800
01:10:59,171 --> 01:11:03,092
Trust me. If you don't go,
I'll drag you there.

801
01:11:03,175 --> 01:11:04,885
-My God!
-They have cold ones there.

802
01:11:04,969 --> 01:11:10,391
-Mom! Wow! Mom!
-Are you happy, honey? Oh, thank God!

803
01:11:10,474 --> 01:11:13,227
She didn't really open up to me
very often, like,

804
01:11:13,310 --> 01:11:15,813
telling me what she was going
through or something.

805
01:11:15,896 --> 01:11:20,359
She didn't tell me things.
But I was always asking.

806
01:11:20,442 --> 01:11:24,488
Some days she would say,
"Mom, I give up. I can't take it anymore."

807
01:11:25,864 --> 01:11:28,993
-That's Renan. He's always been like that.
-That's me.

808
01:11:29,076 --> 01:11:30,244
You.

809
01:11:30,327 --> 01:11:33,664
I'm a person who screams
and jumps up and down.

810
01:11:33,747 --> 01:11:35,874
-I'm a person who--
-Always has been.

811
01:11:35,958 --> 01:11:39,920
Yeah, but now I am like that
and I like what I am like, you know?

812
01:11:40,004 --> 01:11:41,839
-Yeah.
-That's how it's supposed to be.

813
01:11:41,922 --> 01:11:44,508
-Exactly.
-And that's the way I'm supposed to be.

814
01:11:44,591 --> 01:11:47,720
-I'm joyful, I jump up and down, I sing…
-Right on!

815
01:11:47,803 --> 01:11:51,765
I make jokes, I fuck up,
and I like being crazy.

816
01:11:51,849 --> 01:11:54,893
And I like doing crazy things,

817
01:11:54,977 --> 01:11:57,313
and I am very happy.

818
01:11:57,813 --> 01:12:00,399
Totally nuts! Being nuts!

819
01:12:05,195 --> 01:12:06,530
Is there anyone at home?

820
01:12:07,906 --> 01:12:08,866
Beautiful!

821
01:12:12,578 --> 01:12:14,496
I think when we're kids,

822
01:12:14,580 --> 01:12:16,999
we don't really know who we are, right?

823
01:12:17,082 --> 01:12:19,585
We're whatever those around us
decide we are.

824
01:12:19,668 --> 01:12:22,338
And that can last a lifetime.

825
01:12:23,255 --> 01:12:26,133
Larissa was always special,
different somehow.

826
01:12:26,842 --> 01:12:29,511
But I don't know, I get the impression…

827
01:12:30,012 --> 01:12:34,058
I think she didn't fit into herself,
so she tried to be more plain.

828
01:12:34,975 --> 01:12:37,686
But I think when we get
to that place in life,

829
01:12:37,770 --> 01:12:39,063
in our 30s,

830
01:12:39,938 --> 01:12:42,232
we start to see what really matters.

831
01:12:44,485 --> 01:12:47,196
Anitta is a character.

832
01:12:47,279 --> 01:12:51,158
She wants to be strong and powerful.

833
01:12:53,118 --> 01:12:57,623
And inside all of that is Larissa,
doing all the other things

834
01:12:57,706 --> 01:12:59,666
she has been doing since she was a kid.

835
01:13:00,167 --> 01:13:04,588
I think she's different on stage.

836
01:13:04,671 --> 01:13:07,341
But over the years,

837
01:13:07,424 --> 01:13:12,096
I've started to feel she is more
like Larissa. She's being her true self.

838
01:13:12,679 --> 01:13:14,890
She's letting it happen.

839
01:13:27,069 --> 01:13:29,154
Guys, did you see the moon tonight?

840
01:13:30,239 --> 01:13:34,076
I was taking Charlie out for a walk
and when I looked up, guys…

841
01:13:37,121 --> 01:13:41,291
I don't know if it's like that in Brazil,
but it looks insane here. Oh my God.

842
01:13:41,375 --> 01:13:42,709
I can't stop crying.

843
01:13:43,544 --> 01:13:45,879
So beautiful. I love you all so much!

844
01:13:45,963 --> 01:13:49,258
I'm so grateful for having you in my life.
What a beautiful moon!

845
01:13:52,177 --> 01:13:54,596
Man, I saw her change.

846
01:13:55,931 --> 01:13:58,767
I don't remember how many times
she told me to go

847
01:13:58,851 --> 01:14:02,604
to family constellation therapy,
to Kundalini, to spiritual retreats…

848
01:14:10,946 --> 01:14:14,491
I used to throw parties
to get everybody drunk and fooling around.

849
01:14:14,575 --> 01:14:17,536
Now I organize meetings
for spiritual growth,

850
01:14:17,619 --> 01:14:19,997
so everybody can become beings of light.

851
01:14:23,167 --> 01:14:24,168
Oh, you're chatting.

852
01:14:24,251 --> 01:14:26,628
I thought
you had started a session with her.

853
01:14:26,712 --> 01:14:30,007
-No, I'm waiting.
-I said-- Oh!

854
01:14:31,341 --> 01:14:34,845
And today we did
Kundalini activation, right?

855
01:14:34,928 --> 01:14:38,515
Yes, a Kundalini activation.
It's the most powerful energy we have.

856
01:14:38,599 --> 01:14:41,727
Oh, right now I'm all
about peace and tranquility.

857
01:14:41,810 --> 01:14:44,229
Give me a hug.
You need to study, don't you?

858
01:14:44,313 --> 01:14:46,940
You need some training.

859
01:14:49,193 --> 01:14:52,488
Whoa! You hugged me too!

860
01:14:55,949 --> 01:14:57,576
Give her all the hugs.

861
01:14:57,659 --> 01:14:59,870
Let's do it.
You'll have to do it every ten days.

862
01:14:59,953 --> 01:15:03,540
-I don't really hug anyone. I don't--
-You hugged me. I thought it was so cute.

863
01:15:03,624 --> 01:15:06,251
-But I'm--
-Yeah, but like, isn't she the…

864
01:15:06,335 --> 01:15:08,212
-She's one of the crowd.
-I've hugged you.

865
01:15:08,295 --> 01:15:10,672
I even let that hug go on.

866
01:15:10,756 --> 01:15:12,883
Now even I…

867
01:15:17,971 --> 01:15:18,805
I love you.

868
01:15:18,889 --> 01:15:22,059
She has issues with this.
You have to grab her to give her a kiss.

869
01:15:22,142 --> 01:15:25,020
I grab her, she says, "Oh my God!"
I say, "Calm down!"

870
01:15:27,898 --> 01:15:28,941
We're friends.

871
01:15:32,069 --> 01:15:35,697
She will find a way
to do something for her spirituality,

872
01:15:35,781 --> 01:15:36,615
for her mind.

873
01:15:36,698 --> 01:15:38,158
If she doesn't get vacations,

874
01:15:38,242 --> 01:15:40,994
if she doesn't get the time
to recover her energy,

875
01:15:41,078 --> 01:15:43,413
she'll get sick again.

876
01:15:43,497 --> 01:15:45,332
So it's almost an ongoing search.

877
01:15:45,415 --> 01:15:49,503
Larissa gets into everything. Yoga,
Kundalini, spiritual retreats, everything,

878
01:15:49,586 --> 01:15:54,216
so she'll have the strength
to go up on stage as Anitta.

879
01:16:08,772 --> 01:16:10,399
She doesn't want to be alone.

880
01:16:11,525 --> 01:16:13,360
She wants her friends by her side.

881
01:16:17,948 --> 01:16:19,908
I love you, Ju!

882
01:16:23,745 --> 01:16:24,997
Oh, girl!

883
01:16:30,460 --> 01:16:31,795
Let me have one last sip.

884
01:16:36,174 --> 01:16:37,926
-Are you going for a dip?
-Girl, I'm--

885
01:16:38,010 --> 01:16:40,345
No, but only because
there's no towel to dry myself.

886
01:16:40,429 --> 01:16:42,097
But I'm so happy.

887
01:16:43,599 --> 01:16:45,434
Nature is beautiful.

888
01:16:46,518 --> 01:16:48,228
The sea is beautiful.

889
01:16:48,312 --> 01:16:51,398
The neighbors looking
at us drunkards is beautiful.

890
01:16:51,982 --> 01:16:53,191
Everything is beautiful.

891
01:16:59,072 --> 01:17:02,409
We could stay here until the sun comes up.
And then in the morning…

892
01:17:03,160 --> 01:17:03,994
Girl!

893
01:17:05,621 --> 01:17:09,333
I loved doing everything I've done.
I think I've changed people's lives.

894
01:17:09,416 --> 01:17:12,169
But did I send them the right message?

895
01:17:12,252 --> 01:17:13,420
It's so beautiful!

896
01:17:13,503 --> 01:17:16,131
Does the sun rise over here
or over there?

897
01:17:17,716 --> 01:17:21,011
I reached the point at which
I had already conquered everything.

898
01:17:21,094 --> 01:17:23,847
Everything I've desired, I achieved.

899
01:17:24,640 --> 01:17:27,142
I want to be number one in the world,
and I was.

900
01:17:27,225 --> 01:17:29,478
But after I reached
number one in the world,

901
01:17:29,561 --> 01:17:33,440
just because everyone was like,

902
01:17:33,523 --> 01:17:35,984
"Where's the next one?
Where's the next one?"

903
01:17:36,068 --> 01:17:41,114
I stopped relaxing and started
worrying about where the next one was.

904
01:17:43,283 --> 01:17:45,535
Man, I had always dreamed
of being number one.

905
01:17:45,619 --> 01:17:48,664
Why didn't I just enjoy it
and travel somewhere?

906
01:17:49,748 --> 01:17:52,084
You're going to get all wet!

907
01:17:55,212 --> 01:17:56,963
I hate this question.

908
01:17:57,714 --> 01:18:02,177
"What are your plans for next year?
What are your plans for--"

909
01:18:02,260 --> 01:18:03,887
I don't fucking know! Fuck!

910
01:18:05,097 --> 01:18:06,348
I don't fucking know!

911
01:18:08,058 --> 01:18:10,769
No one can stay on top forever,

912
01:18:12,187 --> 01:18:15,607
having all that,
and being genuinely happy.

913
01:18:15,691 --> 01:18:17,401
You're only truly happy

914
01:18:17,484 --> 01:18:20,529
if you'd still be happy
after losing it all.

915
01:18:21,530 --> 01:18:22,447
I think…

916
01:18:23,782 --> 01:18:26,034
if you do everything I did,

917
01:18:26,827 --> 01:18:28,995
being everywhere at the same time,

918
01:18:29,830 --> 01:18:32,082
there's always a big void.

919
01:18:32,749 --> 01:18:36,545
You don't even think of yourself anymore.

920
01:18:36,628 --> 01:18:38,255
You just want more, more.

921
01:18:38,338 --> 01:18:40,882
More attention, more and more attention.

922
01:18:43,760 --> 01:18:46,471
And I think that emptiness
in me was so big

923
01:18:47,180 --> 01:18:50,892
that it didn't matter
how successful I became.

924
01:18:51,727 --> 01:18:54,813
Nothing filled that void,
because the void is inside,

925
01:18:54,896 --> 01:18:58,734
and we keep trying to fill the void
with things from the outside.

926
01:18:59,651 --> 01:19:02,362
So if I lost it all tomorrow,
would I be happy?

927
01:19:02,446 --> 01:19:04,072
That's what I want to test.

928
01:19:05,031 --> 01:19:07,993
I'd like to test it, stop and say,
"Wait a minute."

929
01:19:08,076 --> 01:19:11,455
"I have to learn to be happy
without any of that."

930
01:19:14,207 --> 01:19:16,626
And I think that is for me
and for everyone else.

931
01:19:19,337 --> 01:19:20,881
I wanted to make this film

932
01:19:21,631 --> 01:19:23,925
to try to tell people

933
01:19:24,009 --> 01:19:27,304
you don't have to be famous and rich

934
01:19:27,387 --> 01:19:28,930
to be special.

935
01:19:29,556 --> 01:19:31,433
What if I told people…

936
01:19:33,560 --> 01:19:36,480
that there's nothing wrong

937
01:19:37,606 --> 01:19:38,815
if tomorrow…

938
01:19:40,150 --> 01:19:41,234
if next year

939
01:19:41,943 --> 01:19:45,238
you don't have a car that's cooler
than the one you have?

940
01:19:46,698 --> 01:19:50,786
That it's okay if next year
you don't get a better house?

941
01:19:51,870 --> 01:19:54,122
That it's okay
if I don't have a hit single

942
01:19:54,206 --> 01:19:56,208
five years from now, you know?

943
01:19:58,877 --> 01:20:01,087
Because we can be happy without hits.

944
01:20:08,386 --> 01:20:10,388
Oh, I feel so good!

945
01:20:11,056 --> 01:20:13,016
Come here, doggy. Stay here with mommy.

946
01:20:13,099 --> 01:20:14,851
Nice and cozy with mommy.

947
01:20:15,519 --> 01:20:17,395
-You know what's funny?
-What?

948
01:20:17,479 --> 01:20:20,941
I was reading that blue book,
and I finished it.

949
01:20:21,024 --> 01:20:22,150
Yes.

950
01:20:22,234 --> 01:20:25,695
And there was this fucking
amazing chapter about death.

951
01:20:26,947 --> 01:20:28,198
It's about…

952
01:20:29,366 --> 01:20:32,035
living your life
as if you were going to die tomorrow.

953
01:20:35,121 --> 01:20:36,832
If you were going to die tomorrow,

954
01:20:36,915 --> 01:20:39,584
you'd value each minute
of your day much more.

955
01:20:42,838 --> 01:20:46,216
You'd be like, "Wow! I'm up!
Wow! Look at the sky!"

956
01:20:59,104 --> 01:21:01,147
-I want more. I want more.
-Louder!

957
01:21:01,231 --> 01:21:04,192
I read that chapter and went to bed.
When I woke up, I said,

958
01:21:04,276 --> 01:21:06,862
"Fuck, man. It's true!"

959
01:21:10,866 --> 01:21:12,951
And then everything changed for me.

960
01:21:16,705 --> 01:21:18,456
I woke up that day…

961
01:21:22,210 --> 01:21:23,336
like,

962
01:21:23,420 --> 01:21:29,175
marveling at everything,
at the hotel, at the sky, going, "Damn!"

963
01:21:29,759 --> 01:21:31,595
And I did the show very happily

964
01:21:31,678 --> 01:21:33,638
because I didn't give a damn

965
01:21:33,722 --> 01:21:37,726
what was going to happen afterward,
if people were watching or not.

966
01:21:37,809 --> 01:21:40,854
Damn, I just wanted
to have fun doing the show.

967
01:21:40,937 --> 01:21:44,065
Damn, I just wanted to enjoy
every second of that day.

968
01:21:50,739 --> 01:21:53,241
The first time I saw Larissa,
I came home euphoric.

969
01:21:53,325 --> 01:21:56,620
It was like Christmas
or New Year's Eve or something.

970
01:21:57,120 --> 01:21:59,080
Look at you, all white with snow.

971
01:22:01,291 --> 01:22:02,667
-It's cool?
-Uh-huh.

972
01:22:02,751 --> 01:22:04,252
-Wait.
-So nice.

973
01:22:04,336 --> 01:22:06,588
When we kissed, I felt the same thing.

974
01:22:12,969 --> 01:22:15,472
And when she invited me
to be part of this film,

975
01:22:15,555 --> 01:22:16,765
it was sort of the same.

976
01:22:16,848 --> 01:22:18,683
-Did you hear?
-Of course I did.

977
01:22:19,434 --> 01:22:22,520
Sure, she knew I was working in Film.

978
01:22:22,604 --> 01:22:26,066
A long time had passed.
The proposal was completely professional.

979
01:22:28,777 --> 01:22:32,530
Check, check, check, check. Testing audio.

980
01:22:35,617 --> 01:22:38,370
I'm saving your ass again, Pedro.
Let it be on the recording.

981
01:22:38,453 --> 01:22:41,623
I felt as if I was 13 again, you know?

982
01:22:41,706 --> 01:22:44,668
Rehearsing what I was going to say
to her after school.

983
01:22:44,751 --> 01:22:46,461
What are my eyes saying now?

984
01:22:46,962 --> 01:22:49,506
I never thought
we'd experience what we did.

985
01:22:49,589 --> 01:22:50,757
I'm embarrassed to say.

986
01:22:51,716 --> 01:22:52,842
-Say it!
-I almost died--

987
01:22:52,926 --> 01:22:56,388
-So I can be sure you can read my mind!
-No, no! I'm embarrassed!

988
01:22:56,471 --> 01:23:00,016
I fell in love all over again.
And I think she did, too.

989
01:23:00,100 --> 01:23:02,894
Can you put that camera aside
and come sit next to me?

990
01:23:02,978 --> 01:23:05,105
I don't want to keep talking
to the camera.

991
01:23:08,650 --> 01:23:10,986
Damn, Pedro, you're fucking amazing,
aren't you?

992
01:23:11,069 --> 01:23:15,281
You do tattoos, you cook,
you're so damn hot,

993
01:23:15,365 --> 01:23:19,995
you can fuck, you play the drums,
you play the guitar, you're cultured.

994
01:23:20,078 --> 01:23:24,499
Either you're fucking awesome,
or I've become a fool in love.

995
01:23:24,582 --> 01:23:27,419
Charlie won't let me hug you, Pedro.

996
01:23:27,502 --> 01:23:28,837
Are you still on a call?

997
01:23:37,429 --> 01:23:39,305
I'll show up on that call.

998
01:24:38,281 --> 01:24:41,451
There's very little room
in Anitta's life for a relationship.

999
01:24:42,577 --> 01:24:44,662
Okay, go. I have to go to therapy.

1000
01:24:45,163 --> 01:24:47,916
I've actually only seen Larissa,

1001
01:24:48,500 --> 01:24:50,376
the Larissa I used to know…

1002
01:24:50,460 --> 01:24:51,294
I don't know,

1003
01:24:51,920 --> 01:24:55,006
the Larissa I thought I knew,
or I think I know,

1004
01:24:55,090 --> 01:24:58,968
when we went back to the hotel room,
for one, two hours, tops.

1005
01:25:10,605 --> 01:25:14,526
But the truth is I screwed up with her.
And she no longer wanted to be with me.

1006
01:25:15,777 --> 01:25:16,736
Right away.

1007
01:25:18,029 --> 01:25:21,783
If I had to say what Larissa's main
personality fault is, it would be this--

1008
01:25:22,826 --> 01:25:24,911
her frightening ability
to cut off situations

1009
01:25:24,994 --> 01:25:28,832
when they don't align perfectly
with what she considers right.

1010
01:25:33,211 --> 01:25:34,587
What are you up to today?

1011
01:25:35,505 --> 01:25:37,006
What are you doing today?

1012
01:25:47,559 --> 01:25:49,769
Who should the first slice go to, Larissa?

1013
01:25:49,853 --> 01:25:50,979
People are digging in!

1014
01:25:53,314 --> 01:25:56,442
It's my first ever, Brazil.
Give me your support.

1015
01:25:57,944 --> 01:25:58,862
Got it.

1016
01:26:04,909 --> 01:26:06,828
The fact is, after that night,

1017
01:26:08,121 --> 01:26:09,664
we went our separate ways.

1018
01:26:11,291 --> 01:26:14,836
I was still on the project,
the camera was still on…

1019
01:26:17,422 --> 01:26:19,090
but the lens had become a wall.

1020
01:26:47,285 --> 01:26:48,786
-Are you sad?
-I'm not.

1021
01:26:50,246 --> 01:26:52,207
Then why is our energy weird like this?

1022
01:26:53,333 --> 01:26:54,250
Well…

1023
01:27:00,256 --> 01:27:03,509
when we don't know what's going on,
things get weird.

1024
01:27:03,593 --> 01:27:06,304
Unless you feel like
clearing things up for me.

1025
01:27:06,971 --> 01:27:08,431
What's going on?

1026
01:27:08,932 --> 01:27:12,143
This relationship, me working with you,

1027
01:27:12,936 --> 01:27:15,980
it's awful for me,
to protect myself from my feelings.

1028
01:27:16,064 --> 01:27:17,523
In the beginning,

1029
01:27:18,775 --> 01:27:20,777
I told you this shouldn't happen, right?

1030
01:27:20,860 --> 01:27:23,112
-Uh-huh.
-That it would mess things up.

1031
01:27:24,781 --> 01:27:26,115
And who insisted?

1032
01:27:27,742 --> 01:27:28,618
You did.

1033
01:27:29,869 --> 01:27:31,788
So you act one way,

1034
01:27:31,871 --> 01:27:34,165
then you change your mind,

1035
01:27:34,249 --> 01:27:37,168
you don't explain why,
don't talk to me or say anything.

1036
01:27:38,586 --> 01:27:41,464
No one can be forced to be with anybody.
No one.

1037
01:27:43,341 --> 01:27:45,134
-No o--
-Are you filming?

1038
01:27:45,218 --> 01:27:47,720
Yes, we are. But it's okay. What's up?

1039
01:27:47,804 --> 01:27:51,140
I just wanted to tell you if you don't say
hi to my daughter she will die.

1040
01:27:51,224 --> 01:27:53,851
-I'll do it right away.
-Damn it. Did I screw up?

1041
01:27:54,435 --> 01:27:57,146
I wanted to work it out.
But she had decided.

1042
01:28:03,695 --> 01:28:05,321
Last day of shooting.

1043
01:28:05,405 --> 01:28:07,991
Mauro's 60th birthday, Larissa's father.

1044
01:28:09,033 --> 01:28:11,828
Larissa was always big on birthdays.

1045
01:28:11,911 --> 01:28:15,290
In that sense, she's just like Anitta.
She loves to throw a party.

1046
01:28:15,999 --> 01:28:18,626
Not just for her,
but for everyone she loves.

1047
01:28:19,419 --> 01:28:21,254
I don't know how she finds the time.

1048
01:28:21,337 --> 01:28:26,259
Sometimes I think she's like a clock
that runs on a different schedule.

1049
01:28:26,884 --> 01:28:30,680
She is in the eye of the hurricane,
solving hundreds of problems,

1050
01:28:30,763 --> 01:28:35,018
she pauses everything for a friend's call
until the problem is solved.

1051
01:28:39,897 --> 01:28:44,319
When I sang to 20,000 people,
I was super chill, but now…

1052
01:28:44,402 --> 01:28:45,528
Totally chill.

1053
01:28:48,323 --> 01:28:50,199
Good evening, everyone!

1054
01:28:52,869 --> 01:28:55,705
Welcome, my dad's friends, our family.

1055
01:28:56,539 --> 01:29:00,084
This is my dad's
first birthday party ever,

1056
01:29:00,168 --> 01:29:02,962
so we had to do it in style, right?

1057
01:29:03,046 --> 01:29:04,047
So I said to him,

1058
01:29:04,130 --> 01:29:09,177
"Dad, you're so… it really is
impossible to surprise you, isn't it?"

1059
01:29:09,761 --> 01:29:12,263
He said, "Well, yeah. I'm a pai de santo."

1060
01:29:13,097 --> 01:29:15,683
But there's one surprise
he wasn't able to foresee.

1061
01:29:16,476 --> 01:29:18,019
That tonight's show is on me.

1062
01:29:18,102 --> 01:29:19,312
You may start now.

1063
01:30:08,111 --> 01:30:11,030
All my children have followed
my spiritual path.

1064
01:30:11,531 --> 01:30:13,574
We all have orishas.

1065
01:30:13,658 --> 01:30:18,204
When your paths are well taken care of,
the orisha finds the way for you.

1066
01:30:18,287 --> 01:30:19,872
The way of ancestors.

1067
01:30:21,374 --> 01:30:24,168
Larissa, her orisha is a child.

1068
01:30:24,252 --> 01:30:26,087
It's an Ochosi. A child.

1069
01:30:26,170 --> 01:30:30,758
Oh my God!

1070
01:30:37,223 --> 01:30:38,516
-Dad.
-Hey, honey!

1071
01:30:39,100 --> 01:30:41,352
Look what I'm wearing tonight.

1072
01:30:42,854 --> 01:30:43,980
Am I not beautiful?

1073
01:30:45,189 --> 01:30:47,024
You look like an orisha.

1074
01:30:49,902 --> 01:30:52,697
These big events
in the world of the super mega famous,

1075
01:30:53,197 --> 01:30:55,950
that's something
I think I'd never be able to handle.

1076
01:30:56,784 --> 01:30:58,035
But she was so happy.

1077
01:30:58,911 --> 01:31:01,122
When she got the call from her father

1078
01:31:01,205 --> 01:31:04,375
telling her that
he was completely cancer-free, cured,

1079
01:31:04,459 --> 01:31:08,171
she almost started dancing
in the middle of the street.

1080
01:31:08,254 --> 01:31:09,797
She's such a character.

1081
01:31:12,383 --> 01:31:16,095
I can't help but think that her life
really does seem like a movie.

1082
01:31:16,179 --> 01:31:19,056
She won a scholarship
in a school pageant wearing a dress

1083
01:31:19,140 --> 01:31:20,683
made of plastic coffee cups!

1084
01:31:20,766 --> 01:31:23,478
She was six. Six years old.

1085
01:31:23,561 --> 01:31:26,939
And now her outfit is covered in pearls.

1086
01:31:30,943 --> 01:31:33,446
And the girl I first met in Honório,

1087
01:31:33,529 --> 01:31:36,324
and the woman I met again

1088
01:31:36,407 --> 01:31:37,492
on stage,

1089
01:31:37,575 --> 01:31:41,954
is a suburban girl who changed her name
to handle being so many things.

1090
01:31:42,038 --> 01:31:44,624
Being the most affectionate daughter
and sister,

1091
01:31:44,707 --> 01:31:46,626
and at the same time, run her own empire.

1092
01:31:46,709 --> 01:31:49,962
I love my mom, I love my dad,
I love my brother.

1093
01:31:50,046 --> 01:31:54,550
My mom is a hard-ass.
It's really hard to get past her shell.

1094
01:31:54,634 --> 01:31:56,344
She's a great mother,

1095
01:31:56,928 --> 01:31:59,972
but she never hugged me or kissed me.

1096
01:32:01,557 --> 01:32:04,477
Now she's my best friend.

1097
01:32:04,560 --> 01:32:07,104
I call her all the time. And it's perfect.

1098
01:32:09,273 --> 01:32:11,150
After spending so much time with her,

1099
01:32:11,817 --> 01:32:13,903
I've come to realize
that Larissa and Anitta,

1100
01:32:13,986 --> 01:32:18,324
who previously fought to see
who'd take up more room in her mind,

1101
01:32:18,407 --> 01:32:20,785
or who was going to win that battle,

1102
01:32:20,868 --> 01:32:23,162
have now understood
what I've also understood.

1103
01:32:23,871 --> 01:32:27,583
You can't live life
rejecting 50% of who you are.

1104
01:32:27,667 --> 01:32:30,294
And deep down,
we all carry that same duality.

1105
01:32:30,378 --> 01:32:31,837
Nobody is just one single thing.

1106
01:33:04,579 --> 01:33:09,875
And I really hope we can meet again
some other time in our lives.

1107
01:33:09,959 --> 01:33:12,378
I hope I can film her the way I did,

1108
01:33:12,461 --> 01:33:16,966
dancing, singing, and witnessing
that unforgettable meeting

1109
01:33:17,049 --> 01:33:19,552
between her and the power of the speaker.

1110
01:33:19,635 --> 01:33:23,931
Larissa! Larissa! Larissa! Larissa!

1111
01:33:44,577 --> 01:33:46,120
Look, the day has dawned.

1112
01:33:47,538 --> 01:33:48,623
Are you going to run?

1113
01:33:59,300 --> 01:34:01,636
This was better than going to any club.

1114
01:34:02,887 --> 01:34:03,971
-Right?
-Yeah.

1115
01:34:04,680 --> 01:34:05,598
Look, I'm all wet.

1116
01:34:05,681 --> 01:34:09,477
We'd be twerking to the same old songs.

1117
01:34:09,560 --> 01:34:12,396
I mean, they are great songs,
but we've done that before.

1118
01:34:14,440 --> 01:34:16,651
And we got to see the sunrise.

1119
01:34:18,486 --> 01:34:21,656
I had never been here
before I was a singer.

1120
01:34:21,739 --> 01:34:22,823
To the South Zone.

1121
01:34:24,784 --> 01:34:28,704
I lived in Rio
and I had never come to São Conrado.

1122
01:34:28,788 --> 01:34:30,456
I had never been to this beach.

1123
01:34:33,000 --> 01:34:34,710
Better than going to a club.

1124
01:34:34,794 --> 01:34:36,212
Better than going to a club.

1125
01:34:36,962 --> 01:34:37,963
Fuck!

1126
01:34:38,547 --> 01:34:43,052
A bunch of drunk people pissing me off,
talking so much.

1127
01:34:44,053 --> 01:34:45,971
Yeah, I have talked a lot tonight too.

1128
01:34:48,474 --> 01:34:50,685
But I said intelligent things.

1129
01:34:55,981 --> 01:34:58,234
I'm so happy.

1130
01:34:59,485 --> 01:35:01,612
I'm so happy!

1131
01:35:06,659 --> 01:35:09,203
I've decided to be very fucking happy

1132
01:35:10,162 --> 01:35:13,040
and I will be happy
no matter what kind of shit happens.

1133
01:35:14,583 --> 01:35:16,877
Can't you decide to be happy too?

1134
01:35:21,882 --> 01:35:24,093
So why aren't you happy yet?

1135
01:35:38,274 --> 01:35:41,193
I think I want to have sex.

1136
01:35:42,027 --> 01:35:43,112
I'll find someone.

1137
01:35:54,582 --> 01:35:57,209
Guess who I'll--
You're never going to guess.

1138
01:36:06,385 --> 01:36:08,262
I want, uh…

1139
01:36:09,263 --> 01:36:10,514
How do you say it?

1140
01:36:10,598 --> 01:36:11,807
Not having sex.

1141
01:36:12,308 --> 01:36:16,103
I want to have intercourse
while listening to mantras today.

1142
01:36:30,576 --> 01:36:37,583
If I leave everything behind and become
a mantra singer on some mountain--

1143
01:36:37,666 --> 01:36:39,960
-I'll come with you.
-…will you come with me?