1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:22,563 --> 00:00:27,360 “Serious illness is a place of solitude.” A quote from Caroline Dawson 4 00:00:49,132 --> 00:00:50,550 Today 5 00:00:52,176 --> 00:00:54,262 I'm requesting medical aid in dying. 6 00:00:54,262 --> 00:00:58,307 I want to go consciously, able to say goodbye to those I love. 7 00:00:58,766 --> 00:01:02,603 Especially my big sister Éléonore, who doesn't know I'm dying. 8 00:01:06,274 --> 00:01:09,402 It's been a long four years without you, Lélé. 9 00:01:12,697 --> 00:01:17,076 If my request is approved, I'll give myself two more weeks. 10 00:01:17,827 --> 00:01:21,581 Thanks for following me even though it's so fucking heavy. 11 00:01:23,374 --> 00:01:26,335 I'll try to keep posting until the end. 12 00:01:28,129 --> 00:01:30,173 WHERE SOULS GO 13 00:02:39,742 --> 00:02:43,454 Several rainfall records were broken overnight Friday. 14 00:02:43,579 --> 00:02:47,500 Over 150 mm of rain fell in under 24 hours. 15 00:02:48,292 --> 00:02:50,962 Significant traffic disruptions remain. 16 00:02:51,379 --> 00:02:54,674 Anna Myers, daughter of renowned pianist Victor Myers, 17 00:02:54,674 --> 00:02:58,261 sparked a social media frenzy by posting on TikTok 18 00:02:58,261 --> 00:03:00,179 that she is requesting MAID. 19 00:03:00,555 --> 00:03:03,391 Today, I'm requesting medical aid in dying. 20 00:03:03,391 --> 00:03:06,727 I want to go consciously, able to say goodbye to those I love. 21 00:03:06,727 --> 00:03:10,398 Especially my big sister Éléonore, who doesn't know I'm dying. 22 00:03:10,398 --> 00:03:12,567 It's been a long four years without you, Lélé. 23 00:03:16,320 --> 00:03:19,365 Hello, you've reached Eve Myers. 24 00:03:30,418 --> 00:03:32,795 Hello, you've reached Eve Myers. 25 00:03:38,968 --> 00:03:42,638 Hello, you've reached Eve Myers. Leave me a message. 26 00:03:54,901 --> 00:03:56,569 It's the neighbour lady! 27 00:03:58,780 --> 00:03:59,947 Get lost! 28 00:04:00,656 --> 00:04:01,783 Go on! 29 00:04:20,301 --> 00:04:22,720 Why have a phone if you never answer it? 30 00:04:22,845 --> 00:04:23,930 Hello. 31 00:04:23,930 --> 00:04:25,932 My phone must have died. 32 00:04:28,017 --> 00:04:29,560 Today, 33 00:04:29,560 --> 00:04:31,646 I'm requesting medical aid in dying. 34 00:04:31,646 --> 00:04:35,191 I want to go consciously, able to say goodbye to those I love. 35 00:04:35,316 --> 00:04:39,487 Especially my big sister Éléonore, who doesn't know I'm dying. 36 00:04:40,738 --> 00:04:43,699 It's been a long four years without you, Lélé. 37 00:04:45,368 --> 00:04:46,786 I'm gonna puke. 38 00:04:48,704 --> 00:04:50,998 The shots were a bad idea. 39 00:04:53,626 --> 00:04:56,504 Not getting too old for this, are you? 40 00:05:06,389 --> 00:05:08,558 Did you know Anna was... 41 00:05:14,397 --> 00:05:15,857 What do we do? 42 00:05:16,107 --> 00:05:17,859 What do you mean, what do we do? 43 00:05:17,859 --> 00:05:20,862 We have to respond, we have to go see her. 44 00:05:20,862 --> 00:05:23,865 She mentioned you. She doesn't want to see me. 45 00:05:23,865 --> 00:05:25,408 Of course she does. 46 00:05:25,408 --> 00:05:27,994 She just wanted to provoke. 47 00:05:29,579 --> 00:05:31,581 You should come with me. 48 00:05:34,542 --> 00:05:36,502 Let me think about it. 49 00:05:38,546 --> 00:05:41,841 You can have the day. I'll go do my deliveries. 50 00:06:09,327 --> 00:06:10,620 Shit. 51 00:06:53,538 --> 00:06:55,665 Famed pianist Victor Myers, 52 00:06:55,790 --> 00:06:57,959 convicted of rape and sexual misconduct, 53 00:06:57,959 --> 00:07:00,378 has requested a conditional release 54 00:07:00,503 --> 00:07:04,799 to be with his youngest daughter, who suffers from lymphoma. 55 00:07:04,799 --> 00:07:07,343 Women gather outside the courthouse, 56 00:07:07,343 --> 00:07:11,222 demanding his request be denied out of respect for the victims. 57 00:07:11,848 --> 00:07:15,184 The long and highly publicized trial hinged on the testimony 58 00:07:15,560 --> 00:07:17,687 of his daughters from his first marriage, 59 00:07:17,687 --> 00:07:20,732 whose testimony proved the defendant's guilt 60 00:07:20,732 --> 00:07:23,109 beyond all reasonable doubt. 61 00:07:32,201 --> 00:07:34,954 - Hi, Marion, how are you? - Hi Eve. 62 00:07:36,622 --> 00:07:38,541 - Don't go home right away. - Why not? 63 00:07:38,666 --> 00:07:40,126 Someone's taking photos. 64 00:07:40,626 --> 00:07:42,837 I've never seen them before. 65 00:07:42,837 --> 00:07:43,671 Shit! 66 00:07:43,671 --> 00:07:46,257 I had to hear it on the news. 67 00:07:46,507 --> 00:07:49,051 I thought we were close! Your sister! 68 00:07:49,051 --> 00:07:50,219 Half-sister. 69 00:07:50,219 --> 00:07:52,054 I found out with everybody else. 70 00:07:54,682 --> 00:07:57,393 The party was a bit loud last night. 71 00:07:57,560 --> 00:07:59,562 Yeah, sorry. 72 00:08:00,313 --> 00:08:03,816 Wait, Marion. I said wait! 73 00:08:11,741 --> 00:08:12,950 I'm coming over, Mom. 74 00:08:13,075 --> 00:08:15,703 Don't jump when I knock, I don't have keys. 75 00:08:54,909 --> 00:08:55,952 Mom. 76 00:08:58,663 --> 00:09:00,123 Mom! It's Eve. Open up. 77 00:09:06,087 --> 00:09:07,713 Mom! 78 00:09:29,318 --> 00:09:30,653 What? 79 00:09:32,572 --> 00:09:33,990 It's an emergency. 80 00:10:17,366 --> 00:10:18,534 Anna, 81 00:10:18,910 --> 00:10:21,954 I understand your request for MAID, 82 00:10:21,954 --> 00:10:25,208 and I'm willing to sign it as a witness. 83 00:10:26,417 --> 00:10:31,047 I won't do your assessment, because it means I'd have to administer it. 84 00:10:31,339 --> 00:10:32,882 I can't do that. 85 00:10:33,841 --> 00:10:37,386 Just because I'm a doctor doesn't mean I'm comfortable with death. 86 00:10:37,845 --> 00:10:41,891 I'll have to transfer your case to a colleague who'll be able to do it. 87 00:10:42,809 --> 00:10:44,936 Unfortunately, it can't be a family member. 88 00:10:45,061 --> 00:10:47,897 So your sister Eve can't do it either. 89 00:10:49,065 --> 00:10:50,191 Thanks, Monique. 90 00:10:51,234 --> 00:10:53,069 When is it? 91 00:10:53,569 --> 00:10:56,155 - Sorry? - When's the assessment? 92 00:10:57,073 --> 00:11:00,284 My illness controls my life. I want to control the end of it. 93 00:11:00,284 --> 00:11:02,078 I'll do it as fast as I can. 94 00:11:02,203 --> 00:11:04,163 I promise. 95 00:11:10,044 --> 00:11:11,379 Thanks. 96 00:11:16,384 --> 00:11:19,846 My daughter is refusing other treatments. 97 00:11:21,097 --> 00:11:24,183 I no longer know how to ease her suffering. 98 00:11:24,600 --> 00:11:26,018 I understand. 99 00:11:54,881 --> 00:11:58,050 Why was I born if my life had to be so short? 100 00:12:01,804 --> 00:12:03,139 Hey, Josephine? 101 00:12:07,059 --> 00:12:10,396 Why was I born if my life had to be so short? 102 00:12:12,774 --> 00:12:14,233 Do you know why? 103 00:12:51,229 --> 00:12:53,481 - Can I borrow some clothes? - Sure. 104 00:12:56,859 --> 00:12:58,194 To... 105 00:12:59,153 --> 00:13:01,280 Tomorrow? I'm on call tomorrow. 106 00:13:02,198 --> 00:13:04,075 You're not going to work tomorrow? 107 00:13:04,075 --> 00:13:05,868 Everyone's talking about us. 108 00:13:06,327 --> 00:13:08,454 The whole saga is back in the headlines. 109 00:13:08,746 --> 00:13:10,373 Maybe. 110 00:13:10,498 --> 00:13:12,458 The teacher... 111 00:13:13,751 --> 00:13:15,461 No, the... 112 00:13:18,548 --> 00:13:20,466 The trail. No. 113 00:13:21,008 --> 00:13:23,177 You mean the trial? 114 00:13:24,178 --> 00:13:26,222 We're not going back to court, Mom. 115 00:13:26,347 --> 00:13:27,890 Dad's still in jail. 116 00:13:28,850 --> 00:13:31,018 The dot 117 00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:35,314 in 118 00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:39,068 my house. 119 00:13:40,361 --> 00:13:42,447 His daughter? Anna? 120 00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:45,533 Yes, she still lives in our house. 121 00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:48,244 But it's not ours anymore, Mom. 122 00:14:03,509 --> 00:14:06,012 You'll be so pretty. 123 00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:08,931 I'm telling you, it's true. 124 00:14:47,804 --> 00:14:49,263 {\an8}Ant. 125 00:14:49,430 --> 00:14:51,516 {\an8}Little ant. 126 00:14:53,059 --> 00:14:55,353 {\an8}The countdown has begun. 127 00:15:37,270 --> 00:15:39,230 I've never seen her posts. 128 00:15:40,106 --> 00:15:42,984 - She has a ton of followers. - You follow her? 129 00:15:43,901 --> 00:15:45,403 I just made a TikTok account. 130 00:15:45,403 --> 00:15:49,240 I didn't use my real name, and I didn't add any photos. 131 00:15:50,241 --> 00:15:54,704 Anyway, Anna takes beautiful photos. 132 00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:57,165 Her videos are super good too. 133 00:16:00,126 --> 00:16:03,087 If I hadn't listened to you, I'd have known she was sick 134 00:16:03,087 --> 00:16:06,215 It's emotional blackmail. Manipulation. 135 00:16:06,549 --> 00:16:07,967 You asked me to cut ties. 136 00:16:08,342 --> 00:16:11,012 So I did. Even though I missed my baby sister. 137 00:16:12,013 --> 00:16:14,015 How long has she even been sick? 138 00:16:17,435 --> 00:16:21,105 I refuse to believe this doesn't matter to you. 139 00:16:34,952 --> 00:16:37,205 I'm still her godmother. 140 00:16:40,625 --> 00:16:42,668 The fatigue came first. 141 00:16:43,002 --> 00:16:44,545 And a high fever. 142 00:16:45,254 --> 00:16:48,716 My illness is like a spell trapping me in childhood. 143 00:16:49,926 --> 00:16:53,304 I'll never have the chance to grow up, to see what it's like. 144 00:17:03,439 --> 00:17:05,108 My name is Anna, 145 00:17:05,775 --> 00:17:08,111 I've been dancing since I was six. 146 00:17:08,528 --> 00:17:11,948 I became very ill when I was fourteen and a half. 147 00:17:12,073 --> 00:17:13,408 I live with my mother, 148 00:17:13,533 --> 00:17:16,661 and I have a horse named Josephine, after my grandmother. 149 00:17:16,953 --> 00:17:20,164 Yeah! 150 00:17:21,499 --> 00:17:24,252 I can only walk after taking powerful painkillers 151 00:17:24,252 --> 00:17:26,754 and I just had to perform here before I die. 152 00:17:27,088 --> 00:17:29,382 I'll be dancing to my favourite song. 153 00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:31,175 Yeah! 154 00:18:17,430 --> 00:18:20,600 Go to bed, Mama will be right back. 155 00:18:21,309 --> 00:18:24,103 I'm just getting the laundry. 156 00:18:26,147 --> 00:18:28,149 Stop yelling, Mama's coming. 157 00:18:29,066 --> 00:18:30,234 Listen. 158 00:18:30,234 --> 00:18:33,071 Put on your pyjamas, brush your teeth, 159 00:18:33,071 --> 00:18:36,240 and I'll be back by the time you're done. Okay? 160 00:18:40,077 --> 00:18:41,454 Do we know each other? 161 00:18:43,664 --> 00:18:45,333 No, I don't think so. 162 00:18:54,217 --> 00:18:56,302 Your face looks familiar. 163 00:19:06,437 --> 00:19:08,189 Sainte-Marie High School? 164 00:19:09,524 --> 00:19:13,611 No, I went to high school in the city. Sorry. 165 00:19:16,239 --> 00:19:17,532 University, then. 166 00:19:19,242 --> 00:19:20,368 Don't think so. 167 00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:31,212 Must've been university. 168 00:19:57,572 --> 00:20:00,199 I don't believe that sending a man to prison 169 00:20:00,199 --> 00:20:02,702 does anything to dismantle the patriarchy. 170 00:20:02,827 --> 00:20:05,997 Prisons were created for men, by men, and I don't believe in them. 171 00:20:06,330 --> 00:20:08,583 We're all the toxic person in someone else's life, 172 00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:12,545 and it's on us to notice and respect their boundaries. 173 00:21:54,564 --> 00:21:55,606 Mom? 174 00:21:57,275 --> 00:21:58,735 Mom! 175 00:21:58,735 --> 00:22:00,278 - Yes, hon? - Mom. 176 00:22:00,403 --> 00:22:01,779 Yes, sweetie. 177 00:22:02,780 --> 00:22:04,657 It's okay. Yeah. 178 00:22:09,036 --> 00:22:09,871 It's okay. 179 00:22:22,300 --> 00:22:24,510 You should adopt a child. 180 00:22:26,262 --> 00:22:27,472 Don't be silly. 181 00:22:27,472 --> 00:22:29,557 Seriously. You're a good mom. 182 00:22:29,557 --> 00:22:31,726 Another kid should benefit. 183 00:22:31,726 --> 00:22:35,938 I can't give you all the milestones normal parents get to celebrate. 184 00:22:36,063 --> 00:22:37,899 You can never be a grandmother. 185 00:22:38,649 --> 00:22:41,986 Even if you were healthy, you might not want kids. 186 00:22:42,403 --> 00:22:43,654 That's true. 187 00:22:44,530 --> 00:22:47,992 But you'll never celebrate my graduation, 188 00:22:49,577 --> 00:22:51,913 my degree, my driver's licence. 189 00:22:52,747 --> 00:22:55,291 You'll never be proud of what I do. 190 00:22:55,416 --> 00:22:56,667 But I am proud of you. 191 00:22:57,418 --> 00:22:59,504 Love doesn't work like that, 192 00:22:59,504 --> 00:23:02,840 where you achieve something and suddenly I feel proud. 193 00:23:04,509 --> 00:23:07,428 It bowls me over, the love I have for you. 194 00:23:08,179 --> 00:23:10,598 So losing you is inconceivable. 195 00:23:11,724 --> 00:23:14,102 You're an exceptional person, Anna. 196 00:23:14,519 --> 00:23:16,938 Mom, stop. I can't do anything, I can't even read. 197 00:23:16,938 --> 00:23:18,398 I'm almost incontinent. 198 00:23:18,523 --> 00:23:21,526 You can't read me stories and wipe my butt forever. 199 00:23:22,527 --> 00:23:24,362 That's not a life I want. 200 00:23:24,362 --> 00:23:26,906 And it's not a life for you. 201 00:23:27,865 --> 00:23:30,785 I want you to have a normal child. 202 00:25:54,971 --> 00:25:56,681 Mom? 203 00:26:23,458 --> 00:26:24,959 I'll be back 204 00:26:39,891 --> 00:26:41,976 Come back, I'll be waiting. 205 00:27:02,038 --> 00:27:03,247 Fuck. 206 00:28:16,279 --> 00:28:17,697 I saw your car. 207 00:28:21,993 --> 00:28:24,829 People are awful. It's ridiculous. 208 00:28:54,942 --> 00:28:57,361 That man was my hero. 209 00:28:58,863 --> 00:29:02,200 I was melded with him. We were always together. 210 00:29:04,285 --> 00:29:07,246 He carted me around to all his fancy parties. 211 00:29:08,873 --> 00:29:12,210 I didn't realize I was there as bait 212 00:29:12,210 --> 00:29:16,130 so he could meet girls barely older than I was. 213 00:29:20,676 --> 00:29:25,139 I was also an alibi, for when Mom asked too many questions. 214 00:29:29,685 --> 00:29:31,896 I knew he was a womanizer, 215 00:29:33,147 --> 00:29:39,153 but I never, ever thought he was a sexual predator. 216 00:29:59,340 --> 00:30:00,925 Take my car. 217 00:30:00,925 --> 00:30:02,885 Don't you need it for your daughter? 218 00:30:02,885 --> 00:30:05,179 I'll take yours. Here. 219 00:30:09,892 --> 00:30:11,436 What are you going to do? 220 00:31:59,043 --> 00:32:02,380 I need you to replace me for the next two weeks. 221 00:32:03,965 --> 00:32:05,550 Has she chosen a date? 222 00:32:06,843 --> 00:32:07,969 Sorry? 223 00:32:08,594 --> 00:32:10,096 Your half-sister. 224 00:32:13,349 --> 00:32:14,976 You can trust me. 225 00:32:28,156 --> 00:32:31,576 If you want to help, cover me for two weeks. 226 00:32:34,954 --> 00:32:36,581 I want to help. 227 00:32:37,665 --> 00:32:40,168 - If you ever need me... - Thanks. 228 00:32:40,626 --> 00:32:42,336 I'd better go see her. 229 00:32:42,336 --> 00:32:44,172 But thanks, Thomas. 230 00:33:18,706 --> 00:33:21,542 Shit, I don't have my keys. 231 00:33:24,462 --> 00:33:27,381 Stop acting like a mom. I don't need your permission. 232 00:33:27,381 --> 00:33:29,967 Permission? She put you on TikTok! 233 00:33:29,967 --> 00:33:32,386 When we're trying to avoid attention! 234 00:33:34,305 --> 00:33:37,058 I wouldn't be surprised if Dad was behind it all. 235 00:33:37,517 --> 00:33:41,646 Could you quit making it about Dad for one minute? 236 00:33:42,814 --> 00:33:45,316 Anna's going to die, Eve. For real. 237 00:33:45,691 --> 00:33:48,152 I saw her sheets, I saw... 238 00:33:49,654 --> 00:33:51,322 I heard her crying out. 239 00:33:54,534 --> 00:33:55,660 And I ran away. 240 00:33:56,869 --> 00:34:00,665 I said we'd go visit. I just need time to arrange things. 241 00:34:01,082 --> 00:34:02,500 I can't find my fucking keys! 242 00:34:18,683 --> 00:34:20,351 It's always about him. 243 00:34:21,144 --> 00:34:23,187 Not anymore. He's in jail. 244 00:34:24,105 --> 00:34:26,107 What are you scared of? 245 00:34:29,527 --> 00:34:34,282 Just because I want to go doesn't mean I'm not on your side. 246 00:34:35,616 --> 00:34:38,536 You asked me to testify against Dad, and I did. 247 00:34:38,536 --> 00:34:41,789 You asked me not to go back to the house, and I didn't. 248 00:34:42,081 --> 00:34:44,250 But you don't know what it cost me. 249 00:34:44,709 --> 00:34:47,503 Anna decides to die and he requests a release. 250 00:34:47,628 --> 00:34:48,629 That's not shady to you? 251 00:34:49,547 --> 00:34:52,216 I can't believe you just said that. 252 00:34:53,718 --> 00:34:55,553 Anna is fucking sick! 253 00:34:59,015 --> 00:35:00,224 Sorry. 254 00:35:06,481 --> 00:35:07,648 It's fine. 255 00:35:19,160 --> 00:35:21,329 Do you realize what comes next? 256 00:35:26,626 --> 00:35:29,504 I might be fragile, but I'm not uncaring. 257 00:35:29,504 --> 00:35:30,463 And I am? 258 00:35:30,463 --> 00:35:32,381 - I didn't say that. - What, then? 259 00:35:32,381 --> 00:35:34,592 Quit meddling in my life, Eve! 260 00:35:38,805 --> 00:35:40,515 I'm sorry. 261 00:35:45,186 --> 00:35:47,063 I'm just worried, that's all. 262 00:35:47,438 --> 00:35:49,148 I don't want anyone to hurt you. 263 00:35:49,273 --> 00:35:51,442 I want to always be there for you, Lélé. 264 00:35:54,487 --> 00:35:57,281 That's how I feel about Anna. 265 00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:01,327 I have to be there for her. 266 00:36:05,123 --> 00:36:07,125 If you want to go, we'll go. 267 00:36:14,048 --> 00:36:15,508 Mom? 268 00:36:19,053 --> 00:36:20,388 I'm here, sweetheart. 269 00:36:25,101 --> 00:36:26,310 Breathe. 270 00:36:51,210 --> 00:36:53,588 What do you want to wear to go see Dad? 271 00:36:58,426 --> 00:37:01,429 I don't feel good. I don't want to go anymore. 272 00:37:04,765 --> 00:37:07,769 Anna honey, I wish so much I could see you. 273 00:37:09,187 --> 00:37:12,315 But I don't want you to have anxiety about it. 274 00:37:12,315 --> 00:37:16,694 Wait for me. I'll get out. You can't go before the ruling. 275 00:37:18,488 --> 00:37:22,283 The first thing I'll do is take you out to eat somewhere nice. 276 00:37:22,408 --> 00:37:24,535 The food here is inedible. 277 00:37:25,328 --> 00:37:28,247 It's probably like the food at the hospital. 278 00:37:29,415 --> 00:37:31,584 I remember when you were born, 279 00:37:31,584 --> 00:37:35,713 I brought your mother champagne and a hamper of gourmet food. 280 00:37:37,256 --> 00:37:39,801 Did you do that for Eve and Éléonore too? 281 00:37:41,177 --> 00:37:43,888 No, I wasn't able to be so present. 282 00:37:45,973 --> 00:37:48,559 I was a better father to you. 283 00:37:48,684 --> 00:37:51,771 I think that's why they're so upset with me. 284 00:37:53,272 --> 00:37:55,483 Anna, I never wanted to hurt anyone. 285 00:37:57,360 --> 00:38:00,655 My release hearing is set for next week. 286 00:38:01,697 --> 00:38:05,159 If you made a video asking for my release, 287 00:38:05,159 --> 00:38:08,287 it would help me spend time with you. 288 00:38:08,412 --> 00:38:11,416 Do you want to get back together with Mom? 289 00:38:12,333 --> 00:38:14,460 I don't think she'd have me. 290 00:38:16,587 --> 00:38:19,841 I cheated on your mother and pushed her to the edge. 291 00:38:20,299 --> 00:38:21,926 But it takes two. 292 00:38:22,176 --> 00:38:23,845 She had lovers too. 293 00:38:25,430 --> 00:38:28,599 I was scared of losing her, and I got depressed. 294 00:38:28,891 --> 00:38:30,518 I did some stupid things. 295 00:38:30,518 --> 00:38:32,854 But I never raped anyone. 296 00:38:33,855 --> 00:38:35,440 You are my whole life. 297 00:38:37,900 --> 00:38:39,444 Anna? 298 00:38:40,445 --> 00:38:41,779 Are you okay, Anna? 299 00:38:43,197 --> 00:38:45,283 Let's talk about something else. 300 00:38:46,033 --> 00:38:49,287 I'll see you soon. Promise me you'll postpone. 301 00:38:49,287 --> 00:38:51,205 I want you to be there when I get out. 302 00:38:51,205 --> 00:38:52,915 I don't feel good, Dad. 303 00:38:53,875 --> 00:38:57,545 I'm not asking you to believe me, I just want us to be together. 304 00:38:57,545 --> 00:38:59,797 We only ever talk about you. 305 00:38:59,797 --> 00:39:01,507 I'm sorry. 306 00:39:01,716 --> 00:39:02,800 Forgive me. 307 00:39:08,181 --> 00:39:09,432 Anna? 308 00:39:09,932 --> 00:39:12,477 Anna, is someone with you? 309 00:39:12,769 --> 00:39:14,187 Anna. 310 00:39:14,771 --> 00:39:17,523 Anna, breathe. Someone will come get you. 311 00:39:21,652 --> 00:39:23,529 Stéphanie, is that you? 312 00:39:23,738 --> 00:39:24,906 Answer me. 313 00:39:26,032 --> 00:39:27,533 Stéphanie? 314 00:39:28,451 --> 00:39:30,411 Is someone there? 315 00:39:31,621 --> 00:39:34,540 Should we make you some tea before we leave? 316 00:39:38,669 --> 00:39:41,506 We won't be gone long. Don't worry. 317 00:39:43,382 --> 00:39:46,010 Thomas or Jacynthe will stop by. 318 00:39:46,427 --> 00:39:48,930 I'll call and check in on you. 319 00:39:52,934 --> 00:39:54,602 Is she dead? 320 00:39:55,269 --> 00:39:56,771 No. 321 00:39:57,605 --> 00:39:59,857 We're going to see her before she dies. 322 00:40:47,113 --> 00:40:48,990 You don't want to wait for him? 323 00:40:48,990 --> 00:40:51,951 I'm sure he'll get his conditional release. 324 00:41:11,596 --> 00:41:13,514 I only ever wore it once. 325 00:41:14,348 --> 00:41:15,850 At a gala. 326 00:41:17,435 --> 00:41:19,020 - Isn't it beautiful? - Yes. 327 00:41:22,648 --> 00:41:24,776 Are you going to wait for him? 328 00:41:25,359 --> 00:41:27,570 I did wait for him. 329 00:41:27,987 --> 00:41:29,781 I was young. Naive. 330 00:41:30,281 --> 00:41:31,949 I was blindly in love. 331 00:41:33,868 --> 00:41:37,121 When he toured, he didn't tell me everything, 332 00:41:37,121 --> 00:41:39,624 and I didn't ask questions. 333 00:41:40,875 --> 00:41:44,170 I think the women who seduced him fell in love with him. 334 00:41:44,462 --> 00:41:46,005 Love makes you jealous. 335 00:41:46,005 --> 00:41:50,635 One of them threatened to press charges because he wouldn't divorce me. 336 00:41:51,219 --> 00:41:53,137 That's what he told me, anyway. 337 00:41:55,056 --> 00:41:58,976 He was a Casanova, a smooth talker, and so smart. 338 00:42:06,776 --> 00:42:09,654 Is he the only man you ever loved? -No. 339 00:42:09,946 --> 00:42:13,074 But he was the only great love of my life. 340 00:42:22,083 --> 00:42:23,751 Do you still love him? 341 00:42:37,265 --> 00:42:39,183 I love him with you, 342 00:42:39,183 --> 00:42:41,185 and not without you. 343 00:42:48,901 --> 00:42:50,695 I'm tired. 344 00:42:56,200 --> 00:42:57,869 Rub my back. 345 00:43:12,049 --> 00:43:13,718 I want to die here. 346 00:43:15,219 --> 00:43:17,930 Promise me I won't die in the hospital. 347 00:43:19,932 --> 00:43:21,142 I promise. 348 00:43:27,106 --> 00:43:28,733 Draw something. 349 00:43:38,075 --> 00:43:40,161 - A boat? - No. 350 00:43:47,043 --> 00:43:48,961 - A house? - No. 351 00:43:49,086 --> 00:43:50,838 Do it again. 352 00:43:54,342 --> 00:43:55,551 I don't know. 353 00:43:55,676 --> 00:43:57,512 - Joséphine. - Okay. 354 00:43:57,512 --> 00:43:58,846 I'll erase it. 355 00:43:58,971 --> 00:43:59,847 More. 356 00:43:59,847 --> 00:44:02,767 More please, my sweet Mommy. 357 00:44:03,559 --> 00:44:04,852 More. 358 00:44:09,232 --> 00:44:11,192 Did you ever cheat on him? 359 00:44:11,984 --> 00:44:13,027 On your dad? 360 00:44:14,612 --> 00:44:16,072 Oh, I tried. 361 00:44:16,948 --> 00:44:19,951 But he'd pop back up every time I met someone. 362 00:44:22,245 --> 00:44:26,290 He didn't want to let me go, but he didn't want to be with me. 363 00:44:28,709 --> 00:44:32,046 He always told me you were the love of his life. 364 00:44:40,638 --> 00:44:41,973 It'll pass. 365 00:44:58,948 --> 00:45:01,367 I have another crush on a straight girl. 366 00:45:01,993 --> 00:45:04,787 What makes you think she's straight? Maybe she's bi. 367 00:45:04,787 --> 00:45:07,707 Even if she's straight, you're allowed to fall in love. 368 00:45:07,707 --> 00:45:09,917 - What's her name? - Zéna. 369 00:45:11,753 --> 00:45:14,088 She works at the bakery with me. 370 00:45:14,839 --> 00:45:17,717 She is very, very pretty. 371 00:45:18,384 --> 00:45:20,762 I don't think I've ever seen you in love. 372 00:45:20,762 --> 00:45:22,346 This is the first time. 373 00:45:42,950 --> 00:45:45,244 I could never play this part. 374 00:45:56,923 --> 00:45:59,258 We'll never have a normal life. 375 00:45:59,258 --> 00:46:01,010 What do you mean? 376 00:46:01,135 --> 00:46:03,346 Work the same job your whole life? 377 00:46:04,013 --> 00:46:06,933 Eight hour workdays, two hour commutes, see the same faces, 378 00:46:06,933 --> 00:46:09,101 have kids, one partner forever? 379 00:46:10,228 --> 00:46:12,814 Laundry on Saturdays, groceries on Sundays, 380 00:46:12,814 --> 00:46:14,982 jogging three times a week? 381 00:46:15,900 --> 00:46:18,152 That's not a life, it's a funeral march. 382 00:46:20,738 --> 00:46:23,282 Once, a girl told me my dad made me a lesbian. 383 00:46:23,825 --> 00:46:25,034 That's nuts. 384 00:46:25,868 --> 00:46:28,037 Kind of killed the vibe. 385 00:46:29,705 --> 00:46:33,793 Next, a guy will say he's the reason my sex drive is so high. 386 00:46:34,919 --> 00:46:37,922 No, he'd say that if you were frigid. 387 00:46:37,922 --> 00:46:41,008 Instead he'd say you're just like your father, 388 00:46:41,008 --> 00:46:43,719 incapable of controlling your urges. 389 00:46:45,096 --> 00:46:46,222 Gross. 390 00:47:07,285 --> 00:47:10,371 She was so happy when she got your message. 391 00:47:11,539 --> 00:47:13,207 - Nobody followed you? - No. 392 00:47:13,207 --> 00:47:14,792 Oh, good. 393 00:47:14,917 --> 00:47:18,379 Since she posted it, we've had all sorts of visitors. 394 00:47:19,088 --> 00:47:24,010 It varies from gifts to flowers to insults. 395 00:47:24,385 --> 00:47:26,304 The reporters respect our... 396 00:47:26,429 --> 00:47:27,930 It's been a long time. 397 00:47:33,060 --> 00:47:35,938 Why didn't you tell me about Anna before? 398 00:47:38,983 --> 00:47:42,278 Your father wouldn't let me because of your testimony. 399 00:47:51,412 --> 00:47:52,789 You redecorated? 400 00:47:52,914 --> 00:47:55,750 I started to, but then Anna got sick, 401 00:47:55,750 --> 00:47:58,044 and it stopped being a priority. 402 00:48:09,347 --> 00:48:12,141 I still sense him here in the house. 403 00:48:29,867 --> 00:48:31,160 Hey, sweetie. 404 00:48:40,461 --> 00:48:42,296 It's good to see you, Anna. 405 00:48:47,510 --> 00:48:48,928 Are you alone? 406 00:48:48,928 --> 00:48:51,013 Eve is waiting outside. 407 00:48:54,892 --> 00:48:57,270 We'll go to the pond, it's pretty after a rain. 408 00:48:57,270 --> 00:48:58,855 Okay. 409 00:49:22,253 --> 00:49:24,964 I can't believe you're here. 410 00:49:29,552 --> 00:49:30,470 Anna, 411 00:49:32,388 --> 00:49:35,725 we agreed to come see you on one condition. 412 00:49:35,850 --> 00:49:38,060 Nothing ends up on social media. 413 00:49:39,979 --> 00:49:41,314 We keep this private. 414 00:49:44,901 --> 00:49:46,402 To be clear, 415 00:49:47,987 --> 00:49:52,075 that means no videos of us, no posts, no photos. 416 00:50:06,380 --> 00:50:09,133 I have to go back to change my patch. 417 00:50:09,258 --> 00:50:10,176 Okay. 418 00:50:24,857 --> 00:50:26,275 Stéphanie! 419 00:50:29,320 --> 00:50:30,446 Hello? 420 00:50:31,697 --> 00:50:33,324 Where are the patches, Anna? 421 00:50:33,449 --> 00:50:34,992 In a box on the piano. 422 00:50:34,992 --> 00:50:36,452 Can you grab them? 423 00:50:56,097 --> 00:50:57,640 This was on the box. 424 00:50:58,766 --> 00:51:01,102 "Thank you for coming to see Anna. 425 00:51:01,102 --> 00:51:02,979 "It's been her dearest wish. 426 00:51:03,104 --> 00:51:05,064 "I'll leave you to your reunion. 427 00:51:05,565 --> 00:51:08,359 "She's in good hands with a doctor and her dear sister." 428 00:51:08,484 --> 00:51:09,444 What the fuck? 429 00:51:09,444 --> 00:51:11,279 I asked her to go. 430 00:51:14,449 --> 00:51:16,576 Go get a glass of water and a cloth. 431 00:52:06,542 --> 00:52:08,294 Stroke my hair. 432 00:52:26,854 --> 00:52:28,648 Don't be scared, Lélé. 433 00:52:38,574 --> 00:52:42,412 When did you start getting sick? -When I was 14. 434 00:52:43,329 --> 00:52:45,706 Why didn't you contact us then? 435 00:52:47,250 --> 00:52:49,502 Mom said I wasn't allowed. 436 00:52:50,294 --> 00:52:51,754 Why didn't you come see me? 437 00:52:53,714 --> 00:52:55,758 Did my mom say you couldn't? 438 00:52:59,804 --> 00:53:02,223 No, I'm the one who cut contact. 439 00:53:04,434 --> 00:53:06,394 I needed to... 440 00:53:09,313 --> 00:53:11,274 I dropped out of university. 441 00:53:12,275 --> 00:53:16,279 I got a job at a bakery. 442 00:53:18,906 --> 00:53:21,367 Waited for everything to blow over. 443 00:53:28,291 --> 00:53:30,460 I'm glad you're here, Eve. 444 00:53:32,587 --> 00:53:34,630 I thought you didn't want to see me. 445 00:53:34,630 --> 00:53:37,133 I want to get to know you before I die. 446 00:53:39,302 --> 00:53:42,430 - Have you talked to... - Dad? 447 00:53:43,222 --> 00:53:44,474 Yeah, he understands. 448 00:53:44,474 --> 00:53:48,311 I mean, does he know we're with you? 449 00:53:48,436 --> 00:53:49,771 Yes. 450 00:53:53,107 --> 00:53:55,401 I have something to ask you. 451 00:53:58,529 --> 00:54:03,242 I want strong people around me who can support me through my decision. 452 00:54:04,869 --> 00:54:06,662 Who won't cry the whole time. 453 00:54:07,538 --> 00:54:09,499 I don't have the strength for that. 454 00:54:09,499 --> 00:54:12,835 Mom is too fragile, though she tries to hide it. 455 00:54:13,127 --> 00:54:14,670 And Dad is too emotional. 456 00:54:16,714 --> 00:54:19,509 Are you able to accompany me to the end? 457 00:54:21,886 --> 00:54:23,304 Yes. 458 00:54:27,850 --> 00:54:29,268 Eve? 459 00:54:31,437 --> 00:54:34,357 I can't deal with your mom, never mind him. 460 00:54:34,357 --> 00:54:36,317 Dad? I don't want him there. 461 00:54:36,317 --> 00:54:38,736 He'll be too emotional, it'll make me anxious. 462 00:54:38,861 --> 00:54:40,780 I don't want that before I die. 463 00:54:57,380 --> 00:54:59,465 To our reunion! 464 00:55:04,679 --> 00:55:08,474 I live with my mom, which makes things more complicated. 465 00:55:10,143 --> 00:55:11,727 Do you have a boyfriend, Eve? 466 00:55:12,228 --> 00:55:13,729 Lots. 467 00:55:16,315 --> 00:55:19,735 No, I date a lot but I'm not with anyone. 468 00:55:20,611 --> 00:55:22,697 You can say it. 469 00:55:23,239 --> 00:55:25,575 She's on hookup sites. 470 00:55:25,700 --> 00:55:26,909 Hookup sites? 471 00:55:26,909 --> 00:55:29,954 It's more practical if you don't want something serious. 472 00:55:30,329 --> 00:55:32,749 And you can come with a one-night stand? 473 00:55:32,874 --> 00:55:34,417 Absolutely. 474 00:55:35,001 --> 00:55:38,296 Sometimes on her lunch break, she'll go over to someone's house. 475 00:55:38,421 --> 00:55:40,256 No need for small talk or a meal. 476 00:55:40,256 --> 00:55:42,383 Straight to the point. 477 00:55:43,384 --> 00:55:45,303 Getting quite detailed, Lélé. 478 00:55:45,303 --> 00:55:47,847 - Aren't you scared? - No. 479 00:55:49,515 --> 00:55:51,934 I've never made love, but I wish I had. 480 00:55:52,894 --> 00:55:54,270 I've never been in love. 481 00:55:54,270 --> 00:55:58,691 I didn't want someone to get attached, and then be sad when I die. 482 00:57:31,617 --> 00:57:33,369 Isn't this Mom's furniture? 483 00:57:34,912 --> 00:57:36,497 The three brunettes. 484 00:57:41,669 --> 00:57:43,963 We clearly have Dad's genes. 485 00:58:07,528 --> 00:58:09,739 Coulda told us you were leaving. 486 00:58:09,864 --> 00:58:13,493 We're not children, or morons. We can talk like grownups. 487 00:58:15,369 --> 00:58:16,412 It was Anna's idea. 488 00:58:16,537 --> 00:58:18,581 It wasn't my idea or my intent. 489 00:58:18,706 --> 00:58:21,876 Whatever Anna wants, I do. I refuse her nothing right now. 490 00:58:21,876 --> 00:58:23,503 It's all I can do. 491 00:58:24,754 --> 00:58:26,422 Why are you still here? 492 00:58:27,965 --> 00:58:29,092 Anna can't leave. 493 00:58:29,092 --> 00:58:32,720 I've suggested moving closer to the hospital many times. 494 00:58:33,179 --> 00:58:34,972 But she wants to stay here. 495 00:58:35,515 --> 00:58:37,975 It's her last connection with her father. 496 00:58:37,975 --> 00:58:39,519 With you. 497 00:58:40,436 --> 00:58:42,355 Your father pays for the house. 498 00:58:42,647 --> 00:58:44,774 If I leave, he'll sell it. 499 00:58:44,774 --> 00:58:47,693 - You don't want to divorce him? - Excuse me? 500 00:58:48,277 --> 00:58:49,695 You don't want a divorce? 501 00:58:50,113 --> 00:58:51,781 No. 502 00:58:55,201 --> 00:58:56,994 He'd bury me in lawyers. 503 00:58:57,745 --> 00:58:59,789 He pays for the house and Anna's care, 504 00:58:59,789 --> 00:59:02,125 I don't have to work, I can look after her. 505 00:59:09,507 --> 00:59:11,551 I know your mother did the opposite. 506 00:59:11,551 --> 00:59:13,469 I find that courageous. 507 00:59:13,469 --> 00:59:15,638 My fee for services rendered. 508 00:59:20,017 --> 00:59:23,312 If he gets out, will you let him come home? 509 00:59:23,312 --> 00:59:27,150 Listen, I was shocked, too! And saddened, betrayed, lost, confused. 510 00:59:27,150 --> 00:59:29,527 You want me to cry about it? 511 00:59:29,527 --> 00:59:31,487 You know what? I don't give a shit. 512 00:59:31,612 --> 00:59:33,364 I don't have family here. 513 00:59:33,364 --> 00:59:35,491 Anna is my family. 514 00:59:35,825 --> 00:59:38,744 And Anna needs her father. 515 00:59:39,579 --> 00:59:41,747 So you're staying for the money. 516 00:59:43,666 --> 00:59:45,042 Not once Anna's gone, no. 517 00:59:45,168 --> 00:59:47,378 I won't need him. I'll leave. 518 00:59:47,837 --> 00:59:49,839 Of course I've benefitted! 519 00:59:49,964 --> 00:59:53,593 He made me testify that he was a good father and loyal husband. 520 00:59:53,593 --> 00:59:56,637 But he was a good dad. And I did love him. 521 00:59:57,764 --> 01:00:00,850 I left everything to come here. I have nothing. 522 01:00:01,893 --> 01:00:05,104 You know what? I don't give a damn about your judgments. 523 01:00:05,813 --> 01:00:09,192 I just want to support my daughter. Can you let me do that? 524 01:00:09,317 --> 01:00:12,945 As a doctor, I'd advise you to move her, the humidity is terrible. 525 01:00:12,945 --> 01:00:14,614 I'm not going anywhere. 526 01:00:15,615 --> 01:00:17,784 I'm staying here. I'm going to die here. 527 01:00:22,580 --> 01:00:26,125 Why do you always have to do what Eve tells you? 528 01:00:28,669 --> 01:00:32,673 Starting tomorrow, I'll sleep here. I promise. 529 01:00:33,800 --> 01:00:35,843 I just have to get some clothes. 530 01:00:41,891 --> 01:00:43,184 Open it. 531 01:00:43,601 --> 01:00:45,770 - Why? - You'll see. 532 01:00:51,025 --> 01:00:52,777 - It's me? - Yes. 533 01:00:54,612 --> 01:00:56,114 You're always with me. 534 01:01:05,081 --> 01:01:06,624 See you tomorrow. 535 01:01:53,504 --> 01:01:55,756 I'll be back soon. 536 01:03:16,879 --> 01:03:21,300 My big sisters Lélé and Eve are with me, I can die in peace. 537 01:03:53,040 --> 01:03:54,876 Don't freak out. It'll be fine. 538 01:03:54,876 --> 01:03:57,128 Fuck off. I'm not going back. She played us. 539 01:03:57,128 --> 01:03:59,255 Does it say "idiot" on my forehead? 540 01:03:59,255 --> 01:04:00,298 We can't trust her. 541 01:04:03,301 --> 01:04:06,220 The worst part is, he benefits from this! 542 01:04:09,182 --> 01:04:12,143 You always wanna save people. This time it's your sister. 543 01:04:12,143 --> 01:04:13,936 She can't be saved. She's doomed. 544 01:04:13,936 --> 01:04:15,730 We can help her, though. 545 01:04:15,730 --> 01:04:17,940 You'd do it for me. 546 01:04:18,357 --> 01:04:19,901 That's not the same. 547 01:04:32,789 --> 01:04:34,373 Okay, we'll call you back. 548 01:04:35,333 --> 01:04:36,417 Oh my god. 549 01:04:39,504 --> 01:04:41,923 Anna's not at home. 550 01:04:44,926 --> 01:04:47,929 She's out looking for her but can't find her. 551 01:04:51,265 --> 01:04:54,268 Call her back, tell her to look in the water. 552 01:05:03,277 --> 01:05:06,781 Yeah, Stéphanie, did you check the pond? 553 01:05:06,906 --> 01:05:08,366 Yeah, it's Eve. 554 01:05:09,117 --> 01:05:12,286 Did a patient come in last night named Anna Myers? 555 01:05:13,329 --> 01:05:15,206 Yeah. Thanks. 556 01:05:16,833 --> 01:05:18,292 I'm calling the hospital. 557 01:05:18,292 --> 01:05:22,088 We called the hospital. We'll call you back when we have news. 558 01:05:40,314 --> 01:05:43,276 - I've been waiting for hours. - I understand. 559 01:05:45,987 --> 01:05:49,282 What you did is dangerous, Anna. No, come here. 560 01:05:49,490 --> 01:05:51,409 I wanted to see your house. 561 01:05:51,868 --> 01:05:53,244 Can I sleep over? 562 01:05:56,247 --> 01:05:59,208 She won't eat because of the cramps and vomiting. 563 01:05:59,333 --> 01:06:04,255 I put in a catheter, and we'll start her on morphine for the pain. 564 01:06:05,339 --> 01:06:07,842 She should be able to manage food soon. 565 01:06:09,343 --> 01:06:14,015 Without the assessment, I worry she'll starve herself to death. 566 01:06:14,015 --> 01:06:16,350 Be prepared for anything. 567 01:06:16,767 --> 01:06:19,187 She has to be supervised from now on. 568 01:06:21,856 --> 01:06:24,942 Why is it taking so long to find a doctor? 569 01:06:25,318 --> 01:06:27,862 It would be faster if she was in hospital. 570 01:06:27,862 --> 01:06:30,114 She's going to die at home. 571 01:06:31,908 --> 01:06:33,367 I'll go see her. 572 01:06:40,083 --> 01:06:45,213 Maybe you know someone who can do the assessment, Dr. Myers? 573 01:06:46,881 --> 01:06:49,050 I can try. 574 01:06:51,844 --> 01:06:53,179 Goodbye. 575 01:07:05,233 --> 01:07:06,150 I'm sorry. 576 01:07:06,609 --> 01:07:09,237 I should have responded. I didn't take you seriously. 577 01:07:09,237 --> 01:07:13,074 It was just after the trial, so I was pretty angry. 578 01:07:15,201 --> 01:07:17,412 Cutting us off was a brutal thing to do. 579 01:07:19,163 --> 01:07:21,290 It was brutal to refute us in court. 580 01:07:21,290 --> 01:07:24,585 Pass us off as idiots, jealous of their father's new life. 581 01:07:25,044 --> 01:07:27,922 Silence our mother by threatening her with defamation. 582 01:07:27,922 --> 01:07:29,590 That was brutal. 583 01:07:30,299 --> 01:07:33,469 How could you lie to Anna about her father all these years? 584 01:07:33,594 --> 01:07:35,346 Do you have no pride? 585 01:07:35,346 --> 01:07:37,390 A shred of dignity? 586 01:07:38,808 --> 01:07:40,184 You... 587 01:07:41,644 --> 01:07:46,023 You're okay that he paid the women he raped so they wouldn't talk? 588 01:07:48,025 --> 01:07:49,569 I feel sorry for Anna. 589 01:07:52,029 --> 01:07:55,032 I never told her I contacted you when she got sick. 590 01:07:55,032 --> 01:07:57,452 And that you refused to come see her. 591 01:07:58,703 --> 01:08:00,538 I protected your bond. 592 01:08:06,502 --> 01:08:10,965 I'm not gonna start liking you just because your daughter is sick. 593 01:08:35,281 --> 01:08:40,077 Will you promise to check in on my mom after I'm gone? 594 01:08:42,330 --> 01:08:44,165 I promise. 595 01:08:45,249 --> 01:08:47,293 I don't want you to go. 596 01:08:49,629 --> 01:08:51,339 Not right away. 597 01:08:52,340 --> 01:08:54,926 We're just starting to reconnect. 598 01:08:55,343 --> 01:08:57,595 Maybe there's an alternative. 599 01:09:03,643 --> 01:09:06,437 I want to see Dad before I go. 600 01:09:08,564 --> 01:09:10,316 Would you come with me? 601 01:09:17,156 --> 01:09:19,492 It's not possible, you know that. 602 01:09:20,034 --> 01:09:22,161 Because Eve says so? 603 01:09:32,380 --> 01:09:34,382 He often talks about you. 604 01:09:38,553 --> 01:09:41,305 He doesn't get why you testified against him 605 01:09:41,305 --> 01:09:43,516 when you never saw anything. 606 01:09:46,144 --> 01:09:48,521 And you take his word for everything. 607 01:09:51,232 --> 01:09:53,651 He never did anything to us. 608 01:09:54,652 --> 01:09:58,156 That doesn't mean he hasn't done it to others. 609 01:09:59,574 --> 01:10:02,410 We're not going to resolve Dad's fate. 610 01:10:04,162 --> 01:10:06,581 Your room still looks the same. 611 01:10:11,794 --> 01:10:15,631 I stopped visiting you because testifying was traumatic for me, 612 01:10:16,174 --> 01:10:18,384 and I fell into depression. 613 01:10:22,138 --> 01:10:24,348 That was the last time I saw Dad. 614 01:10:27,643 --> 01:10:31,522 So the house had too many memories. 615 01:10:34,776 --> 01:10:37,236 Do you still love him? 616 01:10:39,864 --> 01:10:41,282 I don't know. 617 01:10:42,867 --> 01:10:44,452 I don't know. 618 01:10:46,370 --> 01:10:48,790 You and Eve have more memories with him. 619 01:10:52,126 --> 01:10:53,628 Breathe, I'm here. 620 01:10:54,796 --> 01:10:55,797 Stéphanie. 621 01:10:56,506 --> 01:10:57,757 Yes, sweetie. 622 01:10:58,674 --> 01:10:59,717 It'll be okay. 623 01:11:00,718 --> 01:11:01,803 Eve! 624 01:11:03,304 --> 01:11:04,722 Let's go inside. 625 01:11:07,683 --> 01:11:10,728 I'll get the morphine. Give her water with the syrup. 626 01:11:11,396 --> 01:11:13,231 Get some water, please. 627 01:11:13,231 --> 01:11:14,649 It's gonna be okay. 628 01:11:14,774 --> 01:11:16,776 Honey, it's okay. 629 01:11:34,085 --> 01:11:35,586 Thank you. 630 01:11:49,851 --> 01:11:51,811 I'm just going to the bathroom. 631 01:13:04,217 --> 01:13:06,260 Yes, look! 632 01:13:12,934 --> 01:13:14,769 Chocolate! 633 01:14:28,009 --> 01:14:29,427 What a babe! 634 01:14:30,470 --> 01:14:31,763 Chubby, though. 635 01:14:32,346 --> 01:14:33,973 Just a bit of baby fat. 636 01:14:34,849 --> 01:14:36,017 Mom's hair! 637 01:14:36,309 --> 01:14:37,852 - Her lioness era. - Wow. 638 01:14:38,686 --> 01:14:40,980 At least I was optimistic as a child. 639 01:14:42,023 --> 01:14:43,858 How do you still have these? 640 01:14:43,983 --> 01:14:47,445 Your father kept everything in the basement. 641 01:14:50,990 --> 01:14:53,451 The first Christmas with Anna. 642 01:14:55,536 --> 01:14:56,788 How old were you, Eve? 643 01:14:57,997 --> 01:14:59,457 Seventeen, I think. 644 01:14:59,582 --> 01:15:02,460 - So I was nine. - Yeah. 645 01:15:05,338 --> 01:15:06,839 My cars. 646 01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:11,260 - Those are in the basement too. - Yeah? 647 01:15:11,385 --> 01:15:12,887 You should take them. 648 01:15:14,555 --> 01:15:16,808 You gave those to me, Stéphanie. 649 01:15:17,892 --> 01:15:19,894 You always gave the best presents. 650 01:15:19,894 --> 01:15:21,562 Thanks. 651 01:15:21,896 --> 01:15:23,856 Eve, come join us. 652 01:15:27,360 --> 01:15:29,487 What are you doing in my office? 653 01:15:29,612 --> 01:15:31,531 I told you you're not allowed... 654 01:15:33,616 --> 01:15:35,910 Sorry. I'm deeply sorry. 655 01:16:38,890 --> 01:16:41,559 WHAT WILL REMAIN 656 01:16:49,942 --> 01:16:53,029 Is there anyone you want to see before you go? 657 01:16:53,029 --> 01:16:54,655 I don't have friends. 658 01:16:59,660 --> 01:17:02,580 I'd like to introduce you to somebody. 659 01:17:03,498 --> 01:17:04,582 Hi, Anna. 660 01:17:04,582 --> 01:17:07,418 I've heard a lot about you. 661 01:17:07,418 --> 01:17:10,505 I wish I could meet you in person. 662 01:17:10,505 --> 01:17:13,633 But I've seen all your videos, all your photos. 663 01:17:13,758 --> 01:17:16,636 I'm such a fan. You're a true artist. 664 01:17:16,636 --> 01:17:20,098 And there's a bunch of people here who want to say hi. 665 01:17:21,849 --> 01:17:29,398 Fabiola, Éléna, Leila, Fatima, Sarianne, Nadine and Marie-Reine. 666 01:17:29,816 --> 01:17:32,693 We send our love. We think you're brave. 667 01:18:00,972 --> 01:18:04,183 We found that dress at a bazaar. You got one too. 668 01:18:04,308 --> 01:18:05,977 Oh yeah, that's right. 669 01:18:07,812 --> 01:18:10,732 We looked like we just got out of a cult. 670 01:18:11,649 --> 01:18:14,527 There's a bunch of letters in the underwear. 671 01:18:20,741 --> 01:18:25,037 That wasn't me. Lélé melted their boobs on the radiator. 672 01:18:43,598 --> 01:18:44,765 Where'd you find this? 673 01:18:44,765 --> 01:18:48,478 In your room. Snooping through the stuff you left. 674 01:18:48,478 --> 01:18:49,771 What is it? 675 01:18:50,563 --> 01:18:52,774 A letter from Grandma Joséphine. 676 01:19:07,663 --> 01:19:10,083 - You good? - Yes. Everything's good. 677 01:20:16,274 --> 01:20:20,611 I want to say that a person can do something meaningful in anonymity. 678 01:20:20,611 --> 01:20:23,114 Because reality goes beyond fiction, 679 01:20:23,114 --> 01:20:26,701 and imagination is crueller than the truth. 680 01:20:31,164 --> 01:20:32,290 I want to keep them. 681 01:20:32,623 --> 01:20:34,041 Keep what? 682 01:20:34,792 --> 01:20:36,335 Grandma's letters. 683 01:20:40,173 --> 01:20:42,884 We'll give away the rest, or burn it. 684 01:20:42,884 --> 01:20:47,138 I don't want Mom to have to deal with my stuff. 685 01:20:50,308 --> 01:20:53,769 You really have to find a doctor for my assessment. 686 01:20:53,895 --> 01:20:55,229 I can't wait anymore. 687 01:20:58,066 --> 01:21:00,151 I'll see what I can do. I promise. 688 01:21:11,704 --> 01:21:13,080 You have big hands. 689 01:21:16,209 --> 01:21:20,338 Do you know why Rachmaninoff was such a skilled pianist? 690 01:21:21,672 --> 01:21:23,382 Because he had massive hands. 691 01:21:25,093 --> 01:21:28,262 He could play impossible chords, like thirteenths. 692 01:21:32,934 --> 01:21:35,937 You should take Dad's piano. 693 01:21:53,204 --> 01:21:54,372 A brochure? 694 01:21:55,456 --> 01:21:57,041 That's old school. 695 01:21:59,127 --> 01:22:00,962 We take care of everything. 696 01:22:00,962 --> 01:22:04,757 The obituary, the funeral service or memorial, 697 01:22:05,174 --> 01:22:07,969 the flowers, the donations, the catering, 698 01:22:08,094 --> 01:22:10,346 even commemorative videos. 699 01:22:10,888 --> 01:22:14,183 We're there for you before, during and after. 700 01:22:14,517 --> 01:22:16,310 Everything under one roof. 701 01:22:16,310 --> 01:22:19,105 We sell caskets and urns. 702 01:22:19,397 --> 01:22:21,441 We also have a columbarium. 703 01:22:23,776 --> 01:22:26,446 I'd rather you wrote my obituary. 704 01:22:30,992 --> 01:22:33,828 I wish I could see how my body will burn. -Anna. 705 01:22:39,167 --> 01:22:42,003 I want to understand what happens. 706 01:22:43,171 --> 01:22:46,966 It's normal to want to understand. It's part of the process. 707 01:22:48,092 --> 01:22:50,094 Your body will be washed. 708 01:22:51,387 --> 01:22:55,099 They'll identify you with a tag around your big toe. 709 01:22:56,058 --> 01:22:59,020 The funeral home will come get your body. 710 01:22:59,020 --> 01:23:02,440 They'll put it in a plastic bag to go to the crematorium. 711 01:23:03,733 --> 01:23:09,113 Your body can either be cremated in a casket or a cardboard box. 712 01:23:09,572 --> 01:23:11,199 I want to be comfortable. 713 01:23:12,116 --> 01:23:14,285 What colour of casket do you want? 714 01:23:14,994 --> 01:23:18,372 I want a casket like Grandma's. 715 01:23:23,085 --> 01:23:25,963 What do you want us to write on your urn? 716 01:23:27,965 --> 01:23:29,300 I was loved. 717 01:23:37,308 --> 01:23:41,229 Mom always goes to the bathroom when she wants to cry. 718 01:23:42,397 --> 01:23:45,900 They say it takes a moment before the soul leaves the body. 719 01:23:45,900 --> 01:23:48,027 Will I be able to hear you? 720 01:23:49,320 --> 01:23:50,238 I don't know. 721 01:23:50,363 --> 01:23:53,407 But if you want, we can keep talking to you. 722 01:23:56,661 --> 01:23:59,163 You know the body is just a vehicle. 723 01:24:00,331 --> 01:24:02,500 But I don't know where the soul goes. 724 01:24:12,260 --> 01:24:14,262 It's time for your morphine. 725 01:24:19,934 --> 01:24:22,228 You must be a good doctor, Eve. 726 01:24:24,188 --> 01:24:27,400 I think the first injection is just to calm me down. 727 01:24:28,359 --> 01:24:31,112 The second one puts me in an artificial coma. 728 01:24:33,030 --> 01:24:36,033 And the last one paralyzes all my muscles. 729 01:24:37,577 --> 01:24:41,205 I'll stop breathing and my heart will stop beating. 730 01:24:43,291 --> 01:24:45,460 Is it you who declares me dead? 731 01:24:45,460 --> 01:24:46,586 No. 732 01:24:47,378 --> 01:24:50,965 It'll be the person who administers your final care. 733 01:25:20,703 --> 01:25:22,121 I can watch her. 734 01:25:22,997 --> 01:25:24,499 I'll wake you in four hours. 735 01:25:24,624 --> 01:25:26,084 Okay. 736 01:26:25,810 --> 01:26:27,645 Play something for me. 737 01:28:04,367 --> 01:28:07,286 Yes, the trailer is coming this afternoon. 738 01:28:07,662 --> 01:28:10,415 My daughter will want to say goodbye. 739 01:28:12,708 --> 01:28:14,585 Okay, thanks. 740 01:28:31,686 --> 01:28:33,771 Anna sweetie, 741 01:28:33,771 --> 01:28:36,482 Joséphine will be leaving today. 742 01:28:45,324 --> 01:28:48,119 I want to go with Eve and Éléonore. 743 01:28:48,119 --> 01:28:50,204 I'd rather you didn't come. 744 01:29:11,851 --> 01:29:14,228 You'll always be in my heart. 745 01:29:21,402 --> 01:29:25,406 You helped me through my fears and sadness. 746 01:29:28,201 --> 01:29:31,329 I'm going to be with Grandma now. 747 01:29:36,918 --> 01:29:38,836 I love you, Joséphine. 748 01:29:43,424 --> 01:29:45,384 I love you, Joséphine. 749 01:29:47,178 --> 01:29:48,513 Thanks. 750 01:30:15,832 --> 01:30:17,875 Go on, Joséphine. 751 01:30:19,127 --> 01:30:20,586 Up you go. 752 01:30:21,587 --> 01:30:24,298 Joséphine, you have to go. 753 01:30:46,237 --> 01:30:48,614 I want to go say bye to Dad. 754 01:30:49,615 --> 01:30:51,534 I'd like you to come with me. 755 01:30:51,659 --> 01:30:53,911 You can't ask that of us, Anna. 756 01:30:54,579 --> 01:30:56,330 When I'm gone, he'll be alone. 757 01:30:57,457 --> 01:30:59,667 His entourage will take care of him. 758 01:30:59,667 --> 01:31:03,463 I'm asking this as a favour, so I can die in peace. 759 01:31:03,588 --> 01:31:06,382 Whatever he did, he won't do it anymore. 760 01:31:06,758 --> 01:31:09,177 And you can have a good relationship with him. 761 01:31:09,177 --> 01:31:10,720 He's your dad. 762 01:31:11,637 --> 01:31:14,390 This isn't asking a favour, this is blackmail. 763 01:31:14,390 --> 01:31:16,392 I can't forgive him. 764 01:31:16,392 --> 01:31:17,977 Nobody saw anything. 765 01:31:18,269 --> 01:31:19,479 The evidence is clear. 766 01:31:19,604 --> 01:31:22,023 You can't ignore the women who filed complaints. 767 01:31:22,315 --> 01:31:23,524 Dad didn't do it. 768 01:31:24,567 --> 01:31:26,819 He was affectionate, but he never touched us. 769 01:31:27,987 --> 01:31:29,614 He should get a second chance. 770 01:31:33,576 --> 01:31:36,287 You think I enjoyed testifying against my own father? 771 01:31:36,287 --> 01:31:38,456 That I wasn't crippled by guilt? 772 01:31:38,581 --> 01:31:40,124 That I was never ashamed? 773 01:31:40,500 --> 01:31:42,543 I was intimidated, my mother was humiliated. 774 01:31:42,543 --> 01:31:46,506 Éléonore couldn't even see her friends because their parents were scared. 775 01:31:46,506 --> 01:31:48,549 He was never there for us, never. 776 01:31:48,549 --> 01:31:51,427 He didn't come to my graduation. He was never there. 777 01:31:51,552 --> 01:31:53,054 I'm not going to see him. 778 01:31:53,054 --> 01:31:54,889 Why do you even want to see him? 779 01:31:55,640 --> 01:31:58,017 He was convicted of rape, Anna. 780 01:31:58,142 --> 01:31:59,894 Your father is a rapist. 781 01:32:00,812 --> 01:32:03,022 He's not capable of love, he's a monster. 782 01:32:13,491 --> 01:32:14,742 I want to go home. 783 01:32:16,536 --> 01:32:19,038 This was a bad idea. You should both leave. 784 01:32:19,330 --> 01:32:20,540 We'll stop this here. 785 01:32:51,446 --> 01:32:52,780 You went too far, Eve. 786 01:32:52,780 --> 01:32:55,992 Stay if you want. I'm done with this lie. 787 01:33:22,810 --> 01:33:23,728 Hello, Anna? 788 01:33:26,022 --> 01:33:27,482 No, it's Eve. 789 01:33:28,232 --> 01:33:29,484 Eve? 790 01:33:30,610 --> 01:33:32,570 It's strange hearing your voice. 791 01:33:32,695 --> 01:33:34,572 After such a long time. 792 01:33:35,573 --> 01:33:37,742 I didn't expect to talk to you. 793 01:33:39,410 --> 01:33:40,745 How is Anna? 794 01:33:41,746 --> 01:33:45,666 I tried to call her cell but she didn't answer. 795 01:33:46,167 --> 01:33:47,752 I'm worried. 796 01:33:49,796 --> 01:33:52,548 I'd like to see you. Maybe we could... 797 01:33:52,548 --> 01:33:55,426 It would look great for your case. 798 01:33:55,551 --> 01:33:58,513 It's not about that. I miss my daughters. 799 01:33:59,097 --> 01:34:02,016 I want you to see the man you wanted me to be. 800 01:34:02,016 --> 01:34:03,601 The man I wanted to be, too. 801 01:34:03,601 --> 01:34:05,520 We're not coming to see you. 802 01:34:06,646 --> 01:34:09,690 You not only abandoned us, you dirtied us. 803 01:34:09,690 --> 01:34:12,193 You were the one who dirtied me, Eve, 804 01:34:12,568 --> 01:34:14,821 you were the one who abandoned me publicly. 805 01:34:14,946 --> 01:34:16,906 I never abandoned you. 806 01:34:18,449 --> 01:34:20,785 You always wanted to be in my arms, 807 01:34:21,536 --> 01:34:23,788 you never let go of my hand. 808 01:34:24,205 --> 01:34:26,165 You always wanted my attention. 809 01:34:26,165 --> 01:34:29,377 Everyone said you looked like me, 810 01:34:29,627 --> 01:34:31,712 you had my character. 811 01:34:34,048 --> 01:34:35,716 We all make mistakes. 812 01:34:36,134 --> 01:34:37,844 You've made some too. 813 01:34:37,969 --> 01:34:41,764 Preventing Éléonore from seeing her sick sister is cruel. 814 01:34:42,265 --> 01:34:46,686 You lie and manipulate people because you think you're in the right. 815 01:34:47,437 --> 01:34:49,897 But deep down, you're just like me, Eve. 816 01:34:59,574 --> 01:35:01,325 I didn't know she was sick. 817 01:35:01,784 --> 01:35:04,662 Stéphanie left me a message, but it was just after the trial. 818 01:35:04,662 --> 01:35:07,081 I didn't know it was serious. 819 01:35:07,206 --> 01:35:08,916 I'm not like him. 820 01:35:13,087 --> 01:35:14,630 You knew? 821 01:35:15,590 --> 01:35:17,925 I couldn't let you come back here. 822 01:35:18,468 --> 01:35:19,844 I didn't know. 823 01:35:19,844 --> 01:35:23,055 I didn't mean to keep you from your sister. 824 01:35:23,055 --> 01:35:24,599 I swear. 825 01:35:25,016 --> 01:35:26,851 I'm not like him. 826 01:35:41,157 --> 01:35:42,950 I'm not like him. 827 01:36:07,892 --> 01:36:11,896 I want you to visit him when I'm gone. -Why? 828 01:36:12,855 --> 01:36:15,691 He deserves for you to hear his version. 829 01:36:16,984 --> 01:36:19,695 We were young when it happened. 830 01:36:20,696 --> 01:36:23,491 We believed the people who were around us 831 01:36:23,491 --> 01:36:25,159 and who loved us. 832 01:36:26,035 --> 01:36:28,663 For you it was Eve, for me it was Dad. 833 01:36:29,664 --> 01:36:31,707 You want me to perjure myself? 834 01:36:31,707 --> 01:36:35,002 No, I just want you to listen to him. 835 01:36:44,095 --> 01:36:47,682 As a child, it was exciting to have him as a dad. 836 01:36:48,975 --> 01:36:51,978 You never knew what he'd do, where he'd be, 837 01:36:52,103 --> 01:36:53,771 when he'd come see us. 838 01:36:56,023 --> 01:36:59,068 Waiting for him brought disappointment, too, 839 01:37:00,027 --> 01:37:02,405 thinking he was taking us on vacation, 840 01:37:02,738 --> 01:37:05,700 only to have him cancel the night before. 841 01:37:07,827 --> 01:37:10,830 He said he cheated on my mom because she was depressed, 842 01:37:10,830 --> 01:37:14,792 but she was depressed because he kept cheating on her. 843 01:37:18,129 --> 01:37:21,007 One night my best friend came for a sleepover. 844 01:37:21,924 --> 01:37:25,678 I woke up in the middle of the night and she wasn't in my room. 845 01:37:26,137 --> 01:37:29,682 I got up and I saw her in the living room with Dad. 846 01:37:29,682 --> 01:37:32,727 I saw him lead her into his office. 847 01:37:33,895 --> 01:37:37,273 The next morning she was lying next to me. 848 01:37:37,732 --> 01:37:40,777 I could smell Dad's odour in her hair. 849 01:37:42,111 --> 01:37:46,032 I was so ashamed that I never asked any questions. 850 01:37:46,741 --> 01:37:49,660 I didn't tell her what I saw that night. 851 01:37:50,745 --> 01:37:53,748 That's what I told the judge. 852 01:37:58,836 --> 01:38:00,755 I'll take it with me. 853 01:38:09,097 --> 01:38:10,973 - Hello. - Hello. 854 01:38:11,933 --> 01:38:15,228 I'm back. I can pick up my hours. I can even work tonight. 855 01:38:15,228 --> 01:38:16,979 What's going on? 856 01:38:17,313 --> 01:38:18,773 I feel bad for leaving. 857 01:38:18,773 --> 01:38:21,067 She's dying, but I can't be there. 858 01:38:21,192 --> 01:38:22,527 I just can't, Thomas. 859 01:38:22,527 --> 01:38:25,029 Family is bullshit. 860 01:38:30,660 --> 01:38:31,869 Eve? 861 01:38:31,869 --> 01:38:34,914 I can't hear you, Eve, the music is too loud. 862 01:38:34,914 --> 01:38:37,959 Send me your location, I'll come find you. 863 01:38:38,709 --> 01:38:40,211 I love you, Eve. 864 01:38:41,420 --> 01:38:43,297 Don't shut me out. 865 01:38:44,674 --> 01:38:46,884 Okay, I'm coming. 866 01:39:17,707 --> 01:39:19,834 - Are you okay? - Mm-hmm. 867 01:39:25,923 --> 01:39:27,884 Could you assess my little sister 868 01:39:28,009 --> 01:39:30,887 for her medical aid in dying request? 869 01:39:31,888 --> 01:39:33,931 - When? - Now. 870 01:39:36,309 --> 01:39:39,312 I just got off a big night, we had some hard cases. 871 01:39:39,312 --> 01:39:41,272 I understand. 872 01:39:42,940 --> 01:39:45,234 You know what that involves? 873 01:39:46,569 --> 01:39:49,822 I shouldn't involve you in my family stuff. I'm really sorry. 874 01:39:49,822 --> 01:39:51,115 No, it's fine. 875 01:39:52,200 --> 01:39:54,202 Text me the address. 876 01:39:54,869 --> 01:39:56,954 I'll sleep a bit and then go. 877 01:39:57,288 --> 01:39:58,080 Thank you. 878 01:39:58,080 --> 01:40:00,374 Don't tell them I asked. Anna can't know. 879 01:40:00,875 --> 01:40:04,337 I'll send you the doctor's number who'll do the second assessment. 880 01:40:04,337 --> 01:40:05,421 - Yep. - Okay. 881 01:40:11,094 --> 01:40:14,013 How long have you been thinking of dying? 882 01:40:14,222 --> 01:40:15,681 For a year. 883 01:40:16,182 --> 01:40:18,893 I waited until my mom agreed. 884 01:40:19,894 --> 01:40:21,562 Why are you making this choice? 885 01:40:21,771 --> 01:40:24,148 You could still do chemo. 886 01:40:25,858 --> 01:40:28,319 I've spent my life in the hospital. 887 01:40:29,487 --> 01:40:31,155 I don't want to go back. 888 01:40:31,406 --> 01:40:34,158 And I really don't want to die there. 889 01:40:36,869 --> 01:40:39,831 Are there things you still find pleasure in? 890 01:40:39,956 --> 01:40:42,083 What is important to you? 891 01:40:45,086 --> 01:40:47,505 The thing I found pleasure in is gone. 892 01:40:47,839 --> 01:40:49,006 My horse. 893 01:40:50,633 --> 01:40:52,844 What's important 894 01:40:52,844 --> 01:40:55,138 is my mother and my sister. 895 01:40:56,264 --> 01:40:59,851 Is it enough to make you reconsider your decision? 896 01:40:59,976 --> 01:41:02,103 So you could keep being with them? 897 01:41:02,103 --> 01:41:03,437 No. 898 01:41:03,980 --> 01:41:06,023 I'm ready to go. 899 01:41:07,483 --> 01:41:09,277 Are you afraid of death? 900 01:41:11,320 --> 01:41:12,363 No. 901 01:41:14,365 --> 01:41:19,036 If you only knew how many times I've begged my grandma to come get me. 902 01:41:19,871 --> 01:41:21,539 I want to stop suffering. 903 01:41:23,875 --> 01:41:26,043 And I want to know my death. 904 01:41:28,045 --> 01:41:30,214 It might sound bizarre, 905 01:41:30,214 --> 01:41:33,509 but I want to fully live my death. 906 01:41:35,219 --> 01:41:37,013 I understand. 907 01:41:39,265 --> 01:41:43,019 You can invite anyone to be there with you, 908 01:41:43,144 --> 01:41:45,897 but it's their choice to accept or not. 909 01:41:46,355 --> 01:41:50,151 They may become uncomfortable when the moment arrives. 910 01:41:51,652 --> 01:41:54,489 Can I wear my grandma's dress? 911 01:41:54,489 --> 01:41:56,199 Her wedding dress? 912 01:41:57,200 --> 01:41:59,827 - Can I wear it? - Yes. 913 01:42:00,203 --> 01:42:02,205 You can wear whatever you want. 914 01:42:02,205 --> 01:42:05,041 I just need access to both your arms. 915 01:42:07,376 --> 01:42:10,254 The whole procedure takes less than five minutes. 916 01:42:10,254 --> 01:42:13,007 The death itself takes a few minutes. 917 01:42:16,427 --> 01:42:20,681 You must accept whatever emotions come in the moment. 918 01:42:21,057 --> 01:42:24,102 You don't have to pretend or force anything. 919 01:42:24,227 --> 01:42:26,354 Experience it as it is. 920 01:42:27,939 --> 01:42:30,608 I'll say the same thing to your loved ones. 921 01:42:31,609 --> 01:42:35,530 You can change your mind or cancel or postpone 922 01:42:35,530 --> 01:42:38,074 until the very last moment. 923 01:42:40,535 --> 01:42:45,123 Do you know about the steps of the process, and the risks? 924 01:42:48,459 --> 01:42:51,587 When would you like to receive this care? 925 01:43:06,894 --> 01:43:08,229 You okay? 926 01:43:12,525 --> 01:43:14,068 It's hard. 927 01:43:17,905 --> 01:43:19,991 It's what she wants. 928 01:43:22,410 --> 01:43:25,121 I feel like I've given the best years of my life. 929 01:43:25,121 --> 01:43:27,582 And I'm leaving with nothing. 930 01:43:29,000 --> 01:43:32,253 Just bitterness and a bottomless grief. 931 01:43:35,214 --> 01:43:37,425 But I had an exceptional daughter. 932 01:43:39,177 --> 01:43:42,180 I wish I could have eased her pain, taken her place. 933 01:43:46,642 --> 01:43:49,103 You're not alone. 934 01:43:52,106 --> 01:43:54,275 I'm here. For real. 935 01:43:55,693 --> 01:43:57,528 I wanted to save face, 936 01:43:59,489 --> 01:44:00,740 save your father, 937 01:44:01,073 --> 01:44:03,159 for Anna, because of her illness. 938 01:44:04,494 --> 01:44:07,121 I know, I know. 939 01:44:12,543 --> 01:44:14,212 Everything is signed. 940 01:44:15,546 --> 01:44:17,381 I contacted your doctor. 941 01:44:17,673 --> 01:44:21,135 She'll do the second assessment tonight. 942 01:44:21,969 --> 01:44:24,305 Anna has asked for it to be tomorrow. 943 01:44:24,430 --> 01:44:26,224 At two o'clock. 944 01:44:41,406 --> 01:44:43,074 Why tomorrow? 945 01:44:44,409 --> 01:44:46,661 You don't want to talk to Eve first? 946 01:44:46,661 --> 01:44:48,412 Or wait for Dad? 947 01:44:49,455 --> 01:44:51,707 I don't want to wait for the ruling. 948 01:44:58,339 --> 01:45:01,259 I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. 949 01:45:06,722 --> 01:45:08,516 Make me pancakes tomorrow. 950 01:45:10,017 --> 01:45:13,062 Smelling them will be as good as eating them. 951 01:45:37,378 --> 01:45:39,297 You want to tell them yourself? 952 01:45:41,632 --> 01:45:43,217 Yes. 953 01:45:51,726 --> 01:45:53,728 Tomorrow at two o'clock, 954 01:45:54,353 --> 01:45:56,314 I will join my grandmother. 955 01:45:58,566 --> 01:46:02,570 I'll have my mother and my sister Lélé with me. 956 01:46:05,490 --> 01:46:08,493 Thank you for respecting our privacy. 957 01:46:49,200 --> 01:46:51,369 I've changed my mind. 958 01:46:52,411 --> 01:46:55,289 I want my ashes to be scattered here. 959 01:47:15,476 --> 01:47:18,563 It's cruel to have to say goodbye over the phone. 960 01:47:20,857 --> 01:47:22,483 Why so soon? 961 01:47:24,444 --> 01:47:25,653 Wait. 962 01:47:27,280 --> 01:47:30,825 In two days I'll know if I get my conditional release. 963 01:47:32,368 --> 01:47:35,663 Your announcement has generated a lot of sympathy. 964 01:47:38,166 --> 01:47:40,501 There's a good chance I'll get out. 965 01:47:45,423 --> 01:47:47,842 I love you above all of that, Dad. 966 01:47:52,221 --> 01:47:55,516 Be brave and be honest. 967 01:47:55,767 --> 01:47:57,351 Yes. 968 01:47:58,895 --> 01:48:00,271 Yes. 969 01:48:02,482 --> 01:48:05,443 I love you more than anything, Anna. 970 01:48:12,200 --> 01:48:14,285 I love you too, Dad. 971 01:48:15,286 --> 01:48:17,538 I'm going to hang up now. 972 01:48:18,581 --> 01:48:19,749 Okay. 973 01:48:23,878 --> 01:48:25,713 Bye, Dad. 974 01:48:46,234 --> 01:48:48,319 I'm ready. 975 01:48:49,403 --> 01:48:52,657 I'm doing this for myself, not for anyone else. 976 01:48:58,663 --> 01:49:00,790 When I was born, 977 01:49:02,834 --> 01:49:04,669 you were already big. 978 01:49:06,337 --> 01:49:08,589 You were so mysterious. 979 01:49:10,883 --> 01:49:14,846 I wanted to ask you many things, but you were so aloof. 980 01:49:22,478 --> 01:49:24,355 You're strong. 981 01:49:24,981 --> 01:49:26,816 I admire you. 982 01:49:33,239 --> 01:49:34,866 I'm mad at Eve. 983 01:49:38,661 --> 01:49:42,373 Love your sister, you only have one left. 984 01:50:44,060 --> 01:50:46,103 I have to ask you again. 985 01:50:47,105 --> 01:50:50,942 Do you still wish to receive medical aid in dying? 986 01:50:51,067 --> 01:50:52,568 Yes. 987 01:51:01,536 --> 01:51:03,871 Do you need time to say your goodbyes? 988 01:51:08,334 --> 01:51:09,585 Thank you, Monique. 989 01:51:12,130 --> 01:51:14,632 Tell Eve I'm not mad at her. 990 01:51:17,009 --> 01:51:18,719 I love you, Lélé. 991 01:51:20,304 --> 01:51:21,806 I love you, Mom. 992 01:51:25,977 --> 01:51:28,563 Thank you for hearing me. 993 01:51:33,401 --> 01:51:37,989 I'll start with a saline syringe to make sure the catheter is working. 994 01:51:45,580 --> 01:51:49,000 The first injection will make you fall asleep. 995 01:51:52,795 --> 01:51:55,006 Anna, you are very brave. 996 01:51:56,591 --> 01:52:00,261 I know how difficult the last few months must have been. 997 01:52:00,678 --> 01:52:03,514 You'll live on in the hearts of those who love you. 998 01:52:03,639 --> 01:52:06,601 I want you to know that you'll be in my heart, too. 999 01:52:08,728 --> 01:52:11,856 You deserve the right to rest. 1000 01:52:23,659 --> 01:52:24,952 I'll begin now. 1001 01:52:40,760 --> 01:52:43,054 I wish you a peaceful journey, Anna, 1002 01:52:43,888 --> 01:52:45,056 a peaceful rest. 1003 01:54:10,475 --> 01:54:11,642 She's gone. 1004 01:54:26,032 --> 01:54:27,241 My little girl. 1005 01:54:32,330 --> 01:54:34,665 My baby is gone. 1006 01:54:35,750 --> 01:54:37,835 We have to keep talking to her. 1007 01:54:38,628 --> 01:54:40,296 She can hear us. 1008 01:55:43,860 --> 01:55:45,903 I hope you feel relief. 1009 01:55:47,155 --> 01:55:49,240 Everything is going as planned. 1010 01:55:50,992 --> 01:55:54,745 They'll take you to the funeral home to wash your body. 1011 01:56:01,753 --> 01:56:03,171 I tried out your casket. 1012 01:56:04,297 --> 01:56:07,258 It's silky and soft, you'll be comfortable. 1013 01:56:08,926 --> 01:56:11,345 - Can I see her? - Of course. 1014 01:56:12,263 --> 01:56:15,224 The colour is exactly like Grandma's. 1015 01:56:16,684 --> 01:56:18,102 We'll wait. 1016 01:56:19,020 --> 01:56:22,190 I had the urn engraved like you wanted. 1017 01:56:25,818 --> 01:56:27,862 I didn't want to ruin the end. 1018 01:56:27,987 --> 01:56:29,947 I hope you can forgive me. 1019 01:56:32,784 --> 01:56:35,203 I promise to be there for Éléonore. 1020 01:56:38,164 --> 01:56:40,917 You were right, I'll take the piano. 1021 01:56:42,085 --> 01:56:46,130 Schumann said music allows us to communicate with the beyond. 1022 01:56:47,048 --> 01:56:49,300 I don't know where souls go, 1023 01:56:49,300 --> 01:56:51,969 but I know you can hear me.