1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.LT 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.LT 3 00:04:49,071 --> 00:04:51,682 You know, I know you said it was remote, 4 00:04:51,769 --> 00:04:53,989 but I didn't realize you meant "no reception" remote. 5 00:04:55,817 --> 00:04:56,644 Wow. 6 00:04:58,559 --> 00:04:59,299 I got it. 7 00:05:05,174 --> 00:05:05,957 Thank you. 8 00:05:09,874 --> 00:05:10,397 This is it. 9 00:05:17,839 --> 00:05:20,320 This place is perfect. Oh my God. 10 00:05:21,625 --> 00:05:23,105 I've seen, I've seen this place in so many photographs. 11 00:05:23,192 --> 00:05:26,891 It's, I mean, what are we doing here? 12 00:05:27,327 --> 00:05:28,980 Thomas Alexander is everywhere. 13 00:05:29,067 --> 00:05:30,591 It's nice. 14 00:05:30,678 --> 00:05:32,244 He owns this place. 15 00:05:32,332 --> 00:05:34,595 The affairs, the artistry, the, 16 00:05:35,987 --> 00:05:36,553 this tree. 17 00:05:38,294 --> 00:05:41,558 We're going to take the perfect photograph here. Wow. 18 00:05:44,909 --> 00:05:45,693 Well? 19 00:05:51,699 --> 00:05:52,874 It's just the two of us now. 20 00:06:01,143 --> 00:06:02,840 Oh, wow. 21 00:06:02,927 --> 00:06:04,451 Ooh. 22 00:06:04,538 --> 00:06:06,714 Oh, this is, I think this is a Japanese tree. 23 00:06:06,801 --> 00:06:08,542 Oh, is this, is this what you pictured 24 00:06:08,629 --> 00:06:10,761 when you were booking this place? 25 00:06:12,154 --> 00:06:14,678 Yeah. Yeah, I mean, yeah. 26 00:06:14,765 --> 00:06:16,985 It's, you know, it's exactly, 27 00:06:17,072 --> 00:06:19,335 it's exactly the vibe we're looking for, you know? 28 00:06:19,422 --> 00:06:21,337 Nobody will expect you in this- 29 00:06:21,424 --> 00:06:23,600 - Okay. - genre. It's... 30 00:06:23,687 --> 00:06:26,255 You think we can do a good job on this one? 31 00:06:26,342 --> 00:06:27,952 - Yeah. - Yeah? 32 00:06:28,039 --> 00:06:29,998 Yeah. 33 00:06:30,085 --> 00:06:32,914 What you need to do is trust me and stop stressing so much. 34 00:06:33,001 --> 00:06:33,871 - I am s- - You need 35 00:06:33,958 --> 00:06:35,786 to accept this process. 36 00:06:35,873 --> 00:06:37,440 No, I'm stressed because I don't know what the plan is. 37 00:06:37,527 --> 00:06:39,050 Peter, I need you to tell me what the plan is, 38 00:06:39,137 --> 00:06:40,530 because I am nervous. 39 00:06:40,617 --> 00:06:41,966 I am the plan. 40 00:06:42,053 --> 00:06:43,881 For my album cover. You're the plan? 41 00:06:45,796 --> 00:06:47,363 Stop stressing about this, please. 42 00:06:51,106 --> 00:06:51,672 Oh my God. 43 00:07:07,035 --> 00:07:07,688 This is... 44 00:07:11,256 --> 00:07:11,866 What? What is it? 45 00:07:11,953 --> 00:07:13,302 Tell me. 46 00:07:13,389 --> 00:07:15,783 This is, this is basically 47 00:07:15,870 --> 00:07:18,046 where Thomas Alexander took this... 48 00:07:20,483 --> 00:07:22,311 - Bit rainier? - This is, this is where he, 49 00:07:23,704 --> 00:07:25,270 this is, this is "Abbey Road" for me. 50 00:07:25,357 --> 00:07:27,229 This is, this wall. 51 00:07:28,404 --> 00:07:29,492 This is gonna be- 52 00:07:29,579 --> 00:07:30,362 Be the perfect album cover? 53 00:07:30,450 --> 00:07:31,494 - Yeah. - Okay. 54 00:07:31,581 --> 00:07:32,887 Yes! 55 00:07:32,974 --> 00:07:34,454 You're so cute when you're excited. 56 00:07:34,541 --> 00:07:36,368 It's the perfect place. 57 00:07:36,456 --> 00:07:37,457 This is gonna be perfect. 58 00:07:45,900 --> 00:07:47,423 Come! 59 00:07:47,510 --> 00:07:49,860 It's just gonna be us and Dolly here, right? 60 00:07:49,947 --> 00:07:50,992 Yeah. 61 00:08:08,357 --> 00:08:09,663 You love to be soggy. 62 00:08:09,750 --> 00:08:11,882 Then I'm gonna have to kill you. 63 00:08:11,969 --> 00:08:13,057 Oh! 64 00:08:22,589 --> 00:08:27,289 He needs mouth-to-mouth! 65 00:08:34,426 --> 00:08:35,558 - Hey. - Mm-hmm? 66 00:08:35,645 --> 00:08:37,081 I love you. I do. 67 00:08:41,608 --> 00:08:43,740 So how would you shoot me? 68 00:08:54,359 --> 00:08:55,143 Well. 69 00:08:58,102 --> 00:09:01,149 There's this famous picture 70 00:09:01,236 --> 00:09:02,759 that Thomas Alexander took 71 00:09:02,846 --> 00:09:05,719 with this redheaded woman floating... 72 00:09:09,374 --> 00:09:11,507 So do I inspire you? 73 00:09:11,594 --> 00:09:13,248 Or does Thomas Alexander? 74 00:09:13,335 --> 00:09:14,597 You do inspire me. 75 00:09:14,684 --> 00:09:15,946 I might as well not be here. 76 00:09:16,033 --> 00:09:17,557 You do inspire me. 77 00:09:48,239 --> 00:09:51,025 Are you sure you, you, you packed those clothes? 78 00:09:51,112 --> 00:09:53,288 Yes, I packed my own clothes, Peter. 79 00:09:53,375 --> 00:09:55,029 No, but are you, are you sure you packed 80 00:09:55,116 --> 00:09:57,379 those outfits you're talking about? 81 00:09:57,466 --> 00:09:59,816 Yes. Well, the, the ones we chose for the shoot. 82 00:09:59,903 --> 00:10:01,383 It happens all the time... 83 00:10:01,470 --> 00:10:03,167 Oh, for the shoots? You don't have them? 84 00:10:03,254 --> 00:10:05,866 I know. I know I packed them this morning. 85 00:10:05,953 --> 00:10:07,345 Because basically back in the days, 86 00:10:07,694 --> 00:10:09,913 kings and queens used to come here and just, just like 87 00:10:11,175 --> 00:10:12,350 have orgies- - Orgies and stuff like that. 88 00:10:12,437 --> 00:10:14,265 - and stuff like that. - Yeah. 89 00:10:14,352 --> 00:10:16,224 And so they, they would write their names on windows. 90 00:10:16,311 --> 00:10:17,442 - On the windows? - Yeah. 91 00:10:17,529 --> 00:10:19,619 I really think that someone is, 92 00:10:19,706 --> 00:10:21,011 someone is watching us 93 00:10:21,098 --> 00:10:21,925 or following us- - Nobody's watching us. 94 00:10:22,012 --> 00:10:23,840 It's like that. 95 00:10:23,927 --> 00:10:25,276 It's happened before. So why couldn't that happen again? 96 00:10:25,363 --> 00:10:26,887 Okay, I packed my bags this morning 97 00:10:26,974 --> 00:10:29,629 and there is, there is someone watching us. 98 00:10:29,716 --> 00:10:31,239 There's no one watching you. 99 00:10:32,936 --> 00:10:35,460 I'm here to manage you. Not mother you, Patricia. 100 00:10:38,159 --> 00:10:39,334 Okay. So there are people here. 101 00:10:39,421 --> 00:10:40,770 Dolly, what the hell? 102 00:10:40,857 --> 00:10:41,684 I thought we had this for the weekend. 103 00:10:41,771 --> 00:10:43,164 You know who that was? 104 00:10:43,251 --> 00:10:44,818 That was Thomas Alexander. - Mm-hmm. 105 00:10:44,905 --> 00:10:46,602 The greatest photographer 106 00:10:46,689 --> 00:10:48,299 of all time. - Of all time. 107 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:14,298 Who's her? 108 00:12:14,385 --> 00:12:17,040 Hey, hey, hey, hey. No, no, no. 109 00:12:25,353 --> 00:12:26,876 You must take you with me. 110 00:12:26,963 --> 00:12:28,399 Don't leave me alone. - We have some friends, 111 00:12:28,486 --> 00:12:29,531 We have some friends to go and see, love. 112 00:12:29,618 --> 00:12:30,706 We have to be alone. 113 00:12:32,186 --> 00:12:34,754 - Can you leave it? - Who's her? 114 00:12:36,625 --> 00:12:38,627 - Don't worry about her. - No, no, no, no, no. 115 00:12:38,714 --> 00:12:41,325 Don't take, don't take, don't take. 116 00:12:43,197 --> 00:12:43,806 You stay. 117 00:12:45,068 --> 00:12:46,069 You stay there. 118 00:12:48,028 --> 00:12:49,899 - I'm gonna bite you. - Fucking. 119 00:12:49,986 --> 00:12:51,422 I'm gonna bite you if you don't take me. 120 00:12:51,509 --> 00:12:52,728 - You f- - Hey? 121 00:12:56,384 --> 00:12:57,559 Hey. - Don't, don't, don't, don't. 122 00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:38,948 I'm sorry for, uh, 123 00:13:43,518 --> 00:13:45,172 sorry for earlier. 124 00:13:48,479 --> 00:13:52,135 I didn't mean to, um, stare. 125 00:13:52,222 --> 00:13:53,180 I'm a photographer. I... 126 00:14:07,498 --> 00:14:09,849 Um, I'm sorry. 127 00:14:16,072 --> 00:14:16,856 I love your work. 128 00:14:23,688 --> 00:14:25,473 Peter and Patricia. 129 00:14:27,736 --> 00:14:28,302 - Patricia. - Hi. 130 00:14:29,433 --> 00:14:29,956 I'm Thomas. 131 00:14:31,305 --> 00:14:33,263 You hair is fucking beautiful. 132 00:14:34,743 --> 00:14:35,526 Thank you. 133 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:44,231 Okay, I, um, I don't know what's happening here, 134 00:14:44,318 --> 00:14:48,409 but, um, I'm really sorry that we're here. 135 00:14:48,496 --> 00:14:50,759 Clearly there was some sort of misunderstanding. 136 00:14:52,717 --> 00:14:54,850 Dolly had said that the house was ours for the weekend. 137 00:14:54,937 --> 00:14:57,026 And then clearly we've just come into your space 138 00:14:57,113 --> 00:14:58,767 and very much invaded your privacy. 139 00:14:58,854 --> 00:15:02,858 So, I'm sorry. We should go. 140 00:15:02,945 --> 00:15:04,294 Why would you leave? 141 00:15:04,381 --> 00:15:06,166 Plenty of bedrooms. There's room. 142 00:15:09,734 --> 00:15:11,606 - Oh... - Hey guys. This is Jemima. 143 00:15:11,693 --> 00:15:13,173 - Hi. - Hey, Jemima. 144 00:15:13,260 --> 00:15:15,740 - Nice to meet you. - I'm Patricia. 145 00:15:15,827 --> 00:15:16,916 - Hi. - Hi. 146 00:15:18,178 --> 00:15:18,918 Oh, you play. 147 00:15:20,310 --> 00:15:21,921 - Do I play? - Yeah. You like playing? 148 00:15:22,008 --> 00:15:23,574 I, yeah. I play sometimes. 149 00:15:23,661 --> 00:15:24,401 - Yeah? - Hmm. 150 00:15:24,488 --> 00:15:24,967 Which play? 151 00:15:26,273 --> 00:15:27,491 Which kind of play? - I, uh... 152 00:15:28,753 --> 00:15:29,537 You want? 153 00:15:32,322 --> 00:15:35,108 Yeah. Yeah. 154 00:15:40,069 --> 00:15:40,852 Whoa. 155 00:15:42,811 --> 00:15:44,508 I, I... 156 00:15:44,595 --> 00:15:45,901 - You don't wanna play? - You should play. 157 00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:47,555 - That was lovely. - Hmm? 158 00:15:47,642 --> 00:15:48,948 - You should play. - No, keep playing. 159 00:15:55,432 --> 00:15:55,955 Five of us 160 00:16:00,916 --> 00:16:02,396 in a house with three bedrooms. 161 00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:08,184 I think we've got space. 162 00:16:10,491 --> 00:16:14,756 Honestly, Jemima came all the way from Paris, guys. 163 00:16:14,843 --> 00:16:16,236 - Yeah. - I think 164 00:16:16,323 --> 00:16:18,455 we felt a little bit threatened. 165 00:16:18,542 --> 00:16:21,241 I apologize for coming down aggressively. 166 00:16:21,328 --> 00:16:22,677 We'll get outta your hair tomorrow 167 00:16:22,764 --> 00:16:24,070 and you guys can shoot your album. 168 00:16:28,857 --> 00:16:29,945 - Thank you. - Yeah? 169 00:16:30,032 --> 00:16:31,381 - Yes. Yeah. - Thank you. 170 00:16:35,342 --> 00:16:36,430 They're gonna stay. 171 00:16:36,517 --> 00:16:37,561 I mean, they're gonna stay. 172 00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:41,000 - Thank you, Dolly. - Mm. 173 00:16:42,131 --> 00:16:42,914 Quite the show. 174 00:16:44,133 --> 00:16:46,179 You think? 175 00:16:48,181 --> 00:16:51,401 I haven't done anything like this since back in our day. 176 00:16:51,488 --> 00:16:53,708 I can't kind of believe it. 177 00:16:56,232 --> 00:16:57,494 Shall I fuck with you? 178 00:16:58,930 --> 00:17:00,932 Would you like that? 179 00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:01,803 Yeah. 180 00:17:04,197 --> 00:17:08,853 Like it's 2004. 181 00:17:13,510 --> 00:17:15,860 I'm the one in control here. 182 00:17:18,341 --> 00:17:19,038 Okay. 183 00:17:29,831 --> 00:17:30,614 It's okay. 184 00:17:35,010 --> 00:17:35,793 I got you. 185 00:17:41,364 --> 00:17:42,061 Thank you. 186 00:17:43,236 --> 00:17:44,498 Thank you, Dolly. 187 00:17:46,500 --> 00:17:48,284 You're welcome, Thomas. 188 00:18:01,993 --> 00:18:03,647 Can you play music? 189 00:18:03,734 --> 00:18:05,606 Yeah. I'm, I mean, yeah. 190 00:18:05,693 --> 00:18:06,781 I'm, I'm a singer 191 00:18:06,868 --> 00:18:08,261 and I write music. - Yeah? 192 00:18:08,348 --> 00:18:09,914 Singer/song writer, I guess. Yeah. 193 00:18:10,001 --> 00:18:11,655 - That's amazing. - It's what do. Yeah. 194 00:18:11,742 --> 00:18:13,092 Yeah. 195 00:18:13,179 --> 00:18:14,571 Well, I would love to have a band, 196 00:18:14,658 --> 00:18:16,225 like be there and let you fly. 197 00:18:16,312 --> 00:18:17,748 I think he is one of- 198 00:18:17,835 --> 00:18:19,185 - I mean, I- - the most amazing things. 199 00:18:19,272 --> 00:18:20,273 Yeah. I mean, that's the best part. 200 00:18:20,360 --> 00:18:21,404 You know, I would love to... 201 00:18:33,764 --> 00:18:37,072 Yeah, I guess I would just love to play to bigger audiences 202 00:18:37,159 --> 00:18:38,682 and move more people. 203 00:18:38,769 --> 00:18:39,379 I mean, that's really why... 204 00:18:47,561 --> 00:18:49,389 - Yeah. - Amazing. It is beautiful. 205 00:18:49,476 --> 00:18:51,304 - Thank you. - Yeah. You're amazing. 206 00:18:51,391 --> 00:18:53,480 - Stop. - Really. 207 00:18:53,567 --> 00:18:56,439 Um, what, what do you, what do you do? 208 00:19:14,283 --> 00:19:15,676 I know what I want to do, 209 00:19:15,763 --> 00:19:17,504 but I, I feel like I'm being pulled 210 00:19:17,591 --> 00:19:20,159 in so many different directions and it just, um, so. 211 00:19:21,769 --> 00:19:23,901 I think art is super complicated thing 212 00:19:23,988 --> 00:19:25,294 and it's something that 213 00:19:27,122 --> 00:19:28,863 you never know what's right, you know? 214 00:19:28,950 --> 00:19:31,953 Like, like- - Yeah. 215 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:35,565 you have to be, like, exploring all the time. 216 00:19:35,652 --> 00:19:39,265 And it's like maybe in your business, 217 00:19:39,352 --> 00:19:42,224 like people want to, to know the truth, 218 00:19:42,311 --> 00:19:44,574 but the truth is fake, you know? 219 00:19:44,661 --> 00:19:46,141 It is not any true. 220 00:19:46,228 --> 00:19:48,361 And you have to be like exploring 221 00:19:48,448 --> 00:19:50,319 and discovering it by yourself 222 00:19:50,406 --> 00:19:51,102 and doing- - Thank you. 223 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:52,539 what you feel. 224 00:19:52,626 --> 00:19:54,671 Fuck the people, you know? 225 00:19:54,758 --> 00:19:57,587 But you are with Peter, you are a couple? 226 00:19:57,674 --> 00:20:00,547 - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. - Okay. Okay. 227 00:20:00,634 --> 00:20:02,026 I do believe that he knows what he's doing, 228 00:20:02,113 --> 00:20:03,463 but I really had to fight 229 00:20:03,550 --> 00:20:04,899 for him to get this job, you know? 230 00:20:04,986 --> 00:20:07,206 And he's just so obsessed with Thomas. 231 00:20:07,293 --> 00:20:08,990 I mean, 232 00:20:16,127 --> 00:20:17,346 he's so talented and he really knows 233 00:20:17,433 --> 00:20:18,956 what he, he could do, 234 00:20:19,043 --> 00:20:22,482 but he just, he's just completely consumed 235 00:20:22,569 --> 00:20:24,223 with the idea of being like Thomas and I... 236 00:20:32,187 --> 00:20:35,146 I don't know. 237 00:20:50,379 --> 00:20:51,250 - Hey. - Hi. 238 00:20:59,040 --> 00:21:00,259 You ready to call it a day? 239 00:21:04,045 --> 00:21:06,526 - Yeah, mine was pretty... - Have you been crying, baby? 240 00:21:08,223 --> 00:21:09,442 - No. - Are you okay? 241 00:21:11,574 --> 00:21:13,968 I don't know how to feel around them. 242 00:21:14,055 --> 00:21:15,535 What do you mean? 243 00:21:15,622 --> 00:21:17,928 - Jemima's so- - So what? 244 00:21:21,105 --> 00:21:24,283 - Sexy, and- - And you're not? 245 00:21:26,589 --> 00:21:30,245 And Thomas has like this creative energy 246 00:21:30,332 --> 00:21:31,942 that you're obsessed with 247 00:21:32,029 --> 00:21:34,728 and I don't really know what I'm doing with my... 248 00:21:34,815 --> 00:21:36,817 You don't have to worry. I have good ideas. 249 00:21:36,904 --> 00:21:37,687 Yeah? 250 00:21:39,210 --> 00:21:40,211 Really good ideas. 251 00:21:40,299 --> 00:21:41,648 I, I found my inspiration. 252 00:21:42,779 --> 00:21:47,784 Yeah. 253 00:21:49,133 --> 00:21:50,309 What's your inspiration? 254 00:21:51,788 --> 00:21:52,354 You. 255 00:21:55,270 --> 00:21:56,315 That's a good answer. 256 00:22:07,238 --> 00:22:08,327 You're amazing. 257 00:22:11,068 --> 00:22:12,418 I haven't been a- ama- amazing 258 00:22:18,598 --> 00:22:20,339 for quite some time, so thank you. 259 00:22:22,036 --> 00:22:23,037 Do you know, 260 00:22:25,387 --> 00:22:28,564 do you know my picture, "Strangers on the Bridge"? 261 00:22:30,131 --> 00:22:33,308 After that picture came out, everything changed. 262 00:22:34,701 --> 00:22:37,443 And for the longest time after it, 263 00:22:37,530 --> 00:22:39,706 everything was amazing. 264 00:22:45,886 --> 00:22:47,366 But it doesn't last, whatever, you know? 265 00:22:52,109 --> 00:22:53,154 It does end. 266 00:22:57,941 --> 00:22:59,029 She ended. 267 00:23:03,164 --> 00:23:05,384 Shh, shh, shh, shh. 268 00:23:07,603 --> 00:23:09,170 But you've gotta fight against that, you know? 269 00:23:09,257 --> 00:23:13,392 You've gotta fight against those thoughts. 270 00:23:15,611 --> 00:23:19,398 I think if you let people in, 271 00:23:22,488 --> 00:23:26,579 might be a chance, a second chance. 272 00:23:30,191 --> 00:23:34,674 I want to take a picture 273 00:23:38,242 --> 00:23:39,766 that nobody can ever take away. 274 00:23:43,639 --> 00:23:46,903 And when I take it, this weekend, 275 00:23:48,905 --> 00:23:50,124 I want you there. 276 00:23:52,213 --> 00:23:54,345 I wanna be there. 277 00:24:04,921 --> 00:24:07,271 - The house, you like? - Yeah. 278 00:24:07,358 --> 00:24:09,230 - Yeah? - I do. Yeah. 279 00:24:09,317 --> 00:24:10,666 In which part do you want to take the photo? 280 00:24:10,753 --> 00:24:12,755 Yeah, I mean, I, I had some ideas, 281 00:24:12,842 --> 00:24:14,365 but I'm gonna leave that to Peter. 282 00:24:14,453 --> 00:24:18,500 He's gonna feel it. 283 00:24:18,587 --> 00:24:21,547 Listen, for every a hundred thousand fans, 284 00:24:21,634 --> 00:24:23,897 there's probably one stalker, 285 00:24:23,984 --> 00:24:25,899 one that's a little bit of a wrong'un. 286 00:24:25,986 --> 00:24:27,335 Do you know what's really frustrating about this, Dolly? 287 00:24:27,422 --> 00:24:30,773 Is that I chose you 288 00:24:30,860 --> 00:24:32,949 because you were a woman in a position of power 289 00:24:33,036 --> 00:24:33,602 and you were great. - And I accepted. 290 00:24:33,689 --> 00:24:35,299 Yes. 291 00:24:35,386 --> 00:24:36,431 And you know, we got on really well and everything 292 00:24:36,518 --> 00:24:37,998 and you're great at your job, 293 00:24:38,085 --> 00:24:39,129 but you make me feel like the crazy woman 294 00:24:39,216 --> 00:24:40,261 that people complain about. 295 00:24:40,348 --> 00:24:42,829 You work like to help her? 296 00:24:42,916 --> 00:24:44,961 - Yes. Like an agent. - Because you had a- 297 00:24:45,048 --> 00:24:45,832 SK&R. 298 00:24:47,703 --> 00:24:49,096 I'm gonna say it, okay? 299 00:24:49,183 --> 00:24:51,272 You are kind of pressing her. - Yeah. 300 00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:52,752 I'm pressing her, am I? 301 00:24:52,839 --> 00:24:54,188 I don't know if even that's the word 302 00:24:54,275 --> 00:24:55,537 but, you know? - Sometimes to succeed, 303 00:24:55,624 --> 00:24:56,407 Jemima, you need a bit of pressure. 304 00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:57,321 Yeah. You think? 305 00:24:57,408 --> 00:24:58,409 - Yes! - Yeah. 306 00:24:58,497 --> 00:25:00,150 You think that if you want 307 00:25:00,237 --> 00:25:03,763 to someone be like in their best, you have to press? 308 00:25:03,850 --> 00:25:05,373 I don't know actually now why you took me on, 309 00:25:05,460 --> 00:25:06,592 because my first album was solid. 310 00:25:06,679 --> 00:25:08,071 I was really proud of it. 311 00:25:08,158 --> 00:25:09,072 It was so artistic. 312 00:25:09,159 --> 00:25:10,509 And now you're pushing 313 00:25:10,596 --> 00:25:12,032 this flimsy bullshit. - Okay. Alright. 314 00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:12,989 We're doing finger pointing now, are we? 315 00:25:13,076 --> 00:25:14,121 It's my, it's my fault? 316 00:25:14,208 --> 00:25:15,252 I just want you to support me. 317 00:25:15,339 --> 00:25:16,515 I do nothing but support you. 318 00:25:16,602 --> 00:25:17,646 What are we doing here? - Mm. 319 00:25:17,733 --> 00:25:19,518 I'm gonna go get ready. 320 00:25:24,566 --> 00:25:27,351 Do you like to be with Thomas here? 321 00:25:29,092 --> 00:25:32,487 Look, Peter wanted to take Patricia's photo here. 322 00:25:32,574 --> 00:25:34,533 He was very intent on it being here. 323 00:25:34,620 --> 00:25:36,622 He had the visions for his photo, 324 00:25:36,709 --> 00:25:38,885 so he came and I did not know 325 00:25:38,972 --> 00:25:39,973 that Thomas was gonna be here. 326 00:25:40,060 --> 00:25:41,235 I really didn't. 327 00:25:41,322 --> 00:25:43,367 - How long? - How long...? 328 00:25:43,454 --> 00:25:44,586 Yeah, like since when? 329 00:25:44,673 --> 00:25:46,109 Oh. I see. 330 00:25:46,196 --> 00:25:49,678 You know, oh, you know, 20, 20 odd years. 331 00:25:49,765 --> 00:25:51,462 - Wow. - Yeah. 332 00:25:51,550 --> 00:25:53,639 You know, we were both on the scene 333 00:25:53,726 --> 00:25:55,771 in the, in the noughties- - Uh-huh. 334 00:25:55,858 --> 00:25:58,252 Just sort of partying and stuff. 335 00:25:58,339 --> 00:26:00,297 We're just party, party friends. 336 00:26:00,384 --> 00:26:02,473 Yeah. 337 00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:04,911 And you did a lot of crazy things too, eh. 338 00:26:04,998 --> 00:26:06,477 We did. Yeah. 339 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:09,829 We, we had a nice time. Yeah. 340 00:26:09,916 --> 00:26:12,527 And how do you feel here with him? 341 00:26:12,614 --> 00:26:14,703 I feel fine. I feel fine. 342 00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:15,965 Thanks, Jemima. 343 00:26:16,052 --> 00:26:17,488 - Yeah? - No, no. 344 00:26:17,576 --> 00:26:19,708 We're not really in, in touch anymore. 345 00:26:19,795 --> 00:26:22,537 I'm more concerned with, uh, Patricia 346 00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:24,583 and harnessing her talent. 347 00:26:25,671 --> 00:26:27,020 Do you like art? 348 00:26:28,761 --> 00:26:29,936 Do I like art? Of course. 349 00:26:30,023 --> 00:26:30,589 It's my job. 350 00:26:32,112 --> 00:26:35,942 You have like amazing eyes, but, 351 00:26:39,380 --> 00:26:42,339 I don't know, it's, it's like sadness on them. 352 00:26:44,167 --> 00:26:45,647 It's like I feel 353 00:26:47,518 --> 00:26:48,607 sadness in your eyes. 354 00:27:05,101 --> 00:27:06,320 Peter. 355 00:27:06,407 --> 00:27:08,975 Peter, get up. 356 00:27:09,062 --> 00:27:10,933 I really wanna just get started today 357 00:27:11,020 --> 00:27:13,066 so that we can get the hell out of here. 358 00:27:13,153 --> 00:27:14,284 Okay? 359 00:28:02,768 --> 00:28:05,727 So this is interesting in terms of, uh. 360 00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:16,651 No. That doesn't work. 361 00:28:16,738 --> 00:28:18,522 Let's change 362 00:28:18,609 --> 00:28:19,610 What's wrong with this one if you've got it already? 363 00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:20,568 There's nothing wrong with it. 364 00:28:20,655 --> 00:28:21,482 It's just not good. 365 00:28:26,008 --> 00:28:27,270 I'm trying. 366 00:28:27,357 --> 00:28:28,402 'Cause this is a white background, 367 00:28:28,489 --> 00:28:29,969 this is a white background. 368 00:28:30,056 --> 00:28:31,492 I love that- - Yeah, but that background- 369 00:28:31,579 --> 00:28:32,275 we came here to end up with a white background. 370 00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:40,544 T- tell me exactly what it is that you need from me. 371 00:28:40,631 --> 00:28:41,807 What is wrong with this picture? 372 00:28:45,332 --> 00:28:47,247 Okay, so let's, let's, let's try it, okay? 373 00:28:47,334 --> 00:28:48,727 Okay. Yeah. 374 00:28:48,814 --> 00:28:49,945 - You're with me? - Yeah. 375 00:28:50,032 --> 00:28:51,251 - I'm with you. - I'm with you. 376 00:29:28,070 --> 00:29:32,248 Okay, now look at me as if you're about to proposed to me. 377 00:29:34,947 --> 00:29:35,774 What do you mean by that? 378 00:29:46,523 --> 00:29:47,220 Are you proposing? 379 00:29:52,181 --> 00:29:52,791 Maybe. 380 00:29:55,228 --> 00:29:57,534 I'm not asking, but if I did, 381 00:29:58,666 --> 00:29:59,580 what would you say? 382 00:30:02,452 --> 00:30:03,018 Maybe. 383 00:30:05,629 --> 00:30:06,195 But I do. 384 00:30:09,198 --> 00:30:11,461 I think there are things you need to know about me first. 385 00:30:11,548 --> 00:30:12,506 About what? 386 00:30:17,598 --> 00:30:18,947 Well, do you think 387 00:30:19,034 --> 00:30:19,600 that you would wanna have a family? 388 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:24,605 Like babies? 389 00:30:32,221 --> 00:30:33,614 Oh, wow. 390 00:30:33,701 --> 00:30:34,702 So, before you go. 391 00:30:39,011 --> 00:30:40,360 He should not put this to you. 392 00:30:41,578 --> 00:30:42,144 Steal it. 393 00:31:00,771 --> 00:31:03,774 I think maybe it's not a good idea. 394 00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:07,387 And I think maybe we don't do it. 395 00:31:08,649 --> 00:31:09,824 - Um. - Maybe. 396 00:31:09,911 --> 00:31:12,522 I went to bed so sure. 397 00:31:12,609 --> 00:31:14,394 And maybe we don't do it. 398 00:31:14,481 --> 00:31:15,612 Listen, listen. 399 00:31:15,699 --> 00:31:16,526 Hey. Don't you- - They're really 400 00:31:16,613 --> 00:31:17,484 just young people, 401 00:31:17,571 --> 00:31:19,094 they're really nice, 402 00:31:19,181 --> 00:31:20,574 they're really normal and I don't know if- 403 00:31:20,661 --> 00:31:21,880 And you're gonna take a great photo. 404 00:31:24,317 --> 00:31:26,493 We're not terminating, we're doing this. 405 00:31:26,580 --> 00:31:28,147 I'm not having you walk out again. 406 00:31:30,410 --> 00:31:31,454 We're doing it. 407 00:31:31,541 --> 00:31:32,151 It's just a picture, isn't it? 408 00:31:32,238 --> 00:31:32,891 Is it? 409 00:31:34,457 --> 00:31:35,241 Is it? 410 00:31:37,286 --> 00:31:40,202 I think we're gonna do this and it's gonna be all right. 411 00:31:40,289 --> 00:31:42,335 All I've done is just pictures for the last 10 years. 412 00:31:42,422 --> 00:31:45,947 This is why we're gonna do this and it's gonna feel good. 413 00:31:46,034 --> 00:31:47,731 We used to really believe in this stuff. 414 00:31:48,645 --> 00:31:49,429 Remember? 415 00:31:51,300 --> 00:31:55,435 We used to spend so much time building this 416 00:31:55,522 --> 00:31:57,698 and working at this to make ourselves feel 417 00:31:57,785 --> 00:31:59,569 like we were doing something that meant something. 418 00:31:59,656 --> 00:32:02,268 And I thought I could make 419 00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:06,054 real things out of no things. 420 00:32:07,838 --> 00:32:09,362 Models and fucking pop stars 421 00:32:09,449 --> 00:32:13,279 and actors and people in the street 422 00:32:13,366 --> 00:32:15,020 that meant nothing. 423 00:32:15,107 --> 00:32:16,891 And we made them something. - I know. 424 00:32:19,285 --> 00:32:21,940 I don't know if I can still do that. 425 00:32:24,116 --> 00:32:25,639 You can. 426 00:32:25,726 --> 00:32:26,596 And she's really good. 427 00:32:27,902 --> 00:32:28,511 And it's worth it. 428 00:32:30,035 --> 00:32:30,818 What is this? 429 00:32:32,341 --> 00:32:35,562 This is more than a picture. 430 00:32:38,304 --> 00:32:40,480 This means something. 431 00:32:43,396 --> 00:32:43,962 Right? 432 00:32:47,139 --> 00:32:48,575 I have to think it is true. 433 00:32:48,662 --> 00:32:51,360 Because if, 434 00:32:51,447 --> 00:32:53,275 because, because if it isn't, 435 00:32:53,362 --> 00:32:54,624 I'm gonna spend the rest of my life 436 00:32:54,711 --> 00:32:55,974 just looking at that photograph. 437 00:32:57,192 --> 00:32:58,454 Of her? 438 00:32:59,629 --> 00:33:00,761 Of my whole world. 439 00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:07,768 And if I think that that is more than a photograph, 440 00:33:07,855 --> 00:33:08,551 I'm gonna live in it 441 00:33:11,815 --> 00:33:13,600 and never come out. 442 00:33:18,039 --> 00:33:21,173 And I need to get out of it. 443 00:33:23,175 --> 00:33:24,176 I've got children 444 00:33:24,263 --> 00:33:25,742 and I've got family 445 00:33:28,658 --> 00:33:29,485 and I've got, 446 00:33:32,532 --> 00:33:34,142 people if I want 'em. 447 00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:37,058 But I need to get out 448 00:33:37,145 --> 00:33:42,020 of that fucking photograph. 449 00:33:47,199 --> 00:33:48,548 I just want to do something good. 450 00:33:50,289 --> 00:33:51,812 And I need you for that. 451 00:33:53,509 --> 00:33:54,815 Just do this for me, please. 452 00:34:01,865 --> 00:34:05,956 Okay. 453 00:34:06,044 --> 00:34:09,699 Please don't jump ship. Again. 454 00:34:15,488 --> 00:34:17,751 - Where have you been? - Where have I been? 455 00:34:17,838 --> 00:34:19,187 Where have I been? 456 00:34:20,623 --> 00:34:22,625 You know, around. 457 00:34:22,712 --> 00:34:25,150 - Have you been okay? - What do you think? 458 00:34:26,890 --> 00:34:28,414 That you're always okay. 459 00:34:28,501 --> 00:34:30,068 Okay, great. Then I'm always okay. 460 00:34:51,567 --> 00:34:53,787 It is fine. It's fine. 461 00:34:53,874 --> 00:34:54,440 It's fine. 462 00:34:59,401 --> 00:35:02,012 Thomas, you broke my heart. 463 00:35:04,667 --> 00:35:05,668 You really broke it. 464 00:35:16,201 --> 00:35:17,289 I'm the one in control here. 465 00:35:19,943 --> 00:35:20,727 Okay. 466 00:35:36,003 --> 00:35:37,439 Do you ever get the feeling 467 00:35:37,526 --> 00:35:39,833 that you're being watched in this house? 468 00:35:41,704 --> 00:35:43,402 We're all being watched all the time, man. 469 00:35:56,893 --> 00:36:00,462 Did anyone die in here? 470 00:36:00,549 --> 00:36:01,159 Yeah. 471 00:36:03,552 --> 00:36:04,466 What happened? 472 00:36:06,642 --> 00:36:09,384 They let her out of the hospital so she could die at home. 473 00:36:28,621 --> 00:36:31,145 Truth is just a pill sugar coated in a lie. 474 00:37:26,331 --> 00:37:30,552 - Fucking hell. - Hey there. 475 00:37:30,639 --> 00:37:31,988 - Alright? - Fuck's sake. 476 00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:36,515 You're such a creep lurking in my room. 477 00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:39,605 You want me lurking in your room. 478 00:37:41,259 --> 00:37:42,869 Don't you want me lurking in your room? 479 00:37:54,663 --> 00:37:55,403 Do you want a bump? 480 00:37:57,536 --> 00:37:58,276 Yeah. 481 00:38:10,157 --> 00:38:12,377 Mm. 482 00:38:15,205 --> 00:38:19,122 Eight years of bad s- sex. 483 00:38:19,209 --> 00:38:21,168 Another eight years. 484 00:38:21,255 --> 00:38:24,258 You've been having bad sex for eight years? 485 00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:26,434 - Just no sex. - I don't believe that. 486 00:38:26,521 --> 00:38:28,262 I don't think you're telling me the truth. 487 00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:31,526 You know, 488 00:38:34,573 --> 00:38:37,924 I wasn't upset that you lied to me. 489 00:38:38,011 --> 00:38:38,577 Mm-hmm. 490 00:38:40,492 --> 00:38:42,450 I was upset that I could never fucking trust you again. 491 00:38:47,455 --> 00:38:48,630 And you were scared. 492 00:38:52,852 --> 00:38:54,157 You were scared that you'd lost 493 00:38:54,244 --> 00:38:55,811 the only person that believed in you. 494 00:39:07,475 --> 00:39:08,346 Do you know what you did? 495 00:39:12,611 --> 00:39:13,351 What did I do? 496 00:39:18,399 --> 00:39:20,009 You supported me and you, 497 00:39:23,230 --> 00:39:26,146 you kept telling me I was still an artist 498 00:39:26,233 --> 00:39:27,365 when I wasn't anymore. 499 00:39:32,413 --> 00:39:34,850 Well, I loved you. 500 00:39:34,937 --> 00:39:36,286 That's what you do if you love someone, 501 00:39:36,374 --> 00:39:37,853 you support them no matter what. 502 00:39:43,685 --> 00:39:44,904 It's not very truthful, isn't it? 503 00:39:44,991 --> 00:39:45,557 Mm-hmm. 504 00:39:47,950 --> 00:39:50,431 - The truth will set you free. - Will it? 505 00:39:50,518 --> 00:39:52,390 Yeah. But not until it's fucked you right up. 506 00:39:57,307 --> 00:39:58,396 How are your nightmares? 507 00:39:59,832 --> 00:40:02,225 They've started to be about dying. 508 00:40:05,707 --> 00:40:08,536 I don't know what comes next. 509 00:40:11,887 --> 00:40:14,455 And what if there's nothing? 510 00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:17,284 Isn't that a relief? 511 00:40:18,241 --> 00:40:19,025 Maybe. 512 00:40:20,766 --> 00:40:22,898 Kate's in the back, we've got Naomi in the back, 513 00:40:22,985 --> 00:40:24,987 she's in the middle and I'm driving up the front 514 00:40:25,074 --> 00:40:27,207 and we still have not got this picture all day long. 515 00:40:27,294 --> 00:40:29,296 Right? We have not captured anything. 516 00:40:29,383 --> 00:40:31,690 It's a redundant piece of imagery. 517 00:40:31,777 --> 00:40:33,387 That's all we have. 518 00:40:33,474 --> 00:40:35,998 And I just yank the steering wheel to the left 519 00:40:36,085 --> 00:40:37,522 and we slam into the back of the van. 520 00:40:37,609 --> 00:40:41,047 I get flung to the right of the golf buggy. 521 00:40:41,134 --> 00:40:42,875 Naomi is in the back. 522 00:40:42,962 --> 00:40:46,269 She somehow managed to fly over the middle, over her, 523 00:40:46,356 --> 00:40:48,010 and when I look up, 524 00:40:48,097 --> 00:40:51,057 Naomi's sitting in the front with her knees bleeding. 525 00:40:51,144 --> 00:40:54,277 Kate is on the floor and you are completely outta sight. 526 00:40:54,364 --> 00:40:55,844 And that's the picture that you've seen 527 00:40:55,931 --> 00:40:58,978 and that's the picture that some people loved. 528 00:40:59,065 --> 00:41:01,850 And honestly, I think we'd spent two days 529 00:41:01,937 --> 00:41:03,765 trying to get that image. 530 00:41:03,852 --> 00:41:06,725 And all we needed to do was crash a fucking golf buggy. 531 00:41:06,812 --> 00:41:10,511 For me, that was a slice of something real 532 00:41:10,598 --> 00:41:12,078 because they were damaged 533 00:41:12,165 --> 00:41:13,819 and they were hurt and they were shocked. 534 00:41:13,906 --> 00:41:14,472 I don't know why. 535 00:41:16,386 --> 00:41:17,953 I don't know why. 536 00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:19,215 What do you think makes a good picture? 537 00:41:25,700 --> 00:41:27,267 Uh, truth. 538 00:41:27,354 --> 00:41:29,791 - Okay. - Timing, 539 00:41:31,053 --> 00:41:33,186 I would say. - Mm-hmm. 540 00:41:33,273 --> 00:41:36,972 Uh, I don't know, it's 541 00:41:38,278 --> 00:41:39,061 I don't know much. 542 00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:45,981 This much is true. There we are. 543 00:41:47,374 --> 00:41:50,508 What do you think it is about you 544 00:41:50,595 --> 00:41:52,422 that makes you a photographer? 545 00:41:52,510 --> 00:41:54,120 Yeah, like, why? 546 00:41:54,207 --> 00:41:55,817 What is it about you that makes you want to do it? 547 00:41:55,904 --> 00:41:57,253 Where does the passion come from? 548 00:41:57,340 --> 00:41:59,038 I think my, my eye. 549 00:41:59,125 --> 00:42:02,171 Just a perception, perception on life. 550 00:42:02,258 --> 00:42:03,999 You think you're special? 551 00:42:05,218 --> 00:42:07,046 No. 552 00:42:07,133 --> 00:42:08,613 You think you see things that other people don't see. 553 00:42:08,700 --> 00:42:10,615 I think everybody is special in, in that way. 554 00:42:10,702 --> 00:42:13,226 - No, they're not. - Thanks, Dolly. 555 00:42:17,012 --> 00:42:18,231 Listen, I'm sorry for yesterday. 556 00:42:18,318 --> 00:42:19,754 - No. - No. 557 00:42:19,841 --> 00:42:21,408 No. It's all good. 558 00:42:21,495 --> 00:42:22,583 I, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know. 559 00:42:24,106 --> 00:42:28,633 You, you made me want to be a photographer 560 00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:32,506 and then everything about you is a, is a wonder. 561 00:42:32,593 --> 00:42:35,944 I just, I didn't mean to intrude or... 562 00:42:38,164 --> 00:42:39,861 It's okay. 563 00:42:39,948 --> 00:42:41,994 I have been, gonna take some responsibility here, 564 00:42:42,081 --> 00:42:45,127 I have been an absolute todger to you 565 00:42:45,214 --> 00:42:50,045 and it is not something that I wish to be anymore. 566 00:42:50,132 --> 00:42:52,744 So thank you for saying that, Peter. 567 00:42:52,831 --> 00:42:55,529 I really, really appreciate it and I appreciate you 568 00:42:55,616 --> 00:42:59,054 and I think you being here is important 569 00:42:59,141 --> 00:43:01,622 and I think all of us being here is important. 570 00:43:04,625 --> 00:43:05,583 It's gonna be important. 571 00:43:09,456 --> 00:43:10,762 You okay? 572 00:43:10,849 --> 00:43:12,024 I'm sorry. Sorry. 573 00:43:12,111 --> 00:43:15,418 I'm so sorry. It's all a ruse. 574 00:43:15,505 --> 00:43:17,725 - Whoa. - See, I knew 575 00:43:17,812 --> 00:43:19,858 that your beloved Thomas was gonna be here. 576 00:43:19,945 --> 00:43:22,295 - Whoa. Whoa! - I was going to show up. 577 00:43:22,382 --> 00:43:23,992 It's all been- - Dolly. 578 00:43:24,079 --> 00:43:25,385 it's all a game. 579 00:43:25,472 --> 00:43:26,168 Did you steal all my clothes too? 580 00:43:26,255 --> 00:43:27,866 I did. 581 00:43:27,953 --> 00:43:29,737 I thought I could trust you, but... 582 00:43:29,824 --> 00:43:31,913 - Dolly. - Yes, Dearest. 583 00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:35,003 I think you should share with the group. 584 00:43:36,744 --> 00:43:39,486 Thank you very much for talking me off a ledge 585 00:43:39,573 --> 00:43:41,314 and then putting me back on it. 586 00:43:41,401 --> 00:43:45,579 My name's Thomas and I'm afraid of taking a photograph. 587 00:43:47,233 --> 00:43:49,191 Hi, Thomas. 588 00:43:49,278 --> 00:43:51,411 Hi, Dolly, you fucking dick. 589 00:43:57,765 --> 00:43:59,071 I've watched you for a long time. 590 00:44:00,463 --> 00:44:02,944 I've listened to you for a long time 591 00:44:03,031 --> 00:44:05,643 and you've touched me for the first time 592 00:44:09,951 --> 00:44:10,648 in a very long time. 593 00:44:13,346 --> 00:44:14,652 You need something this weekend, 594 00:44:17,350 --> 00:44:19,395 I need something this weekend. 595 00:44:20,788 --> 00:44:22,050 Please, let me take your picture. 596 00:44:22,137 --> 00:44:23,617 Let me take your picture 597 00:44:23,704 --> 00:44:25,271 because otherwise it's just fucking pop. 598 00:44:27,839 --> 00:44:30,450 And I know you don't want that. 599 00:44:32,104 --> 00:44:33,105 I'm gonna take your picture. - Oh my God. 600 00:44:33,192 --> 00:44:35,020 Look at me, in a minute, 601 00:44:35,107 --> 00:44:36,674 I am going to take your fucking picture. 602 00:44:37,762 --> 00:44:38,545 Let him. 603 00:44:40,155 --> 00:44:41,766 I know you want him to take your photograph. 604 00:44:41,853 --> 00:44:44,682 Not our lovely friend here. 605 00:44:44,769 --> 00:44:46,031 - Our lovely friend? - Mm-hmm. 606 00:44:46,118 --> 00:44:47,815 Don't be a bitch. 607 00:44:47,902 --> 00:44:49,208 Am I being a bitch or am I being honest? 608 00:44:49,295 --> 00:44:51,819 - Oh. - You're a fucking liar. 609 00:44:51,906 --> 00:44:53,168 So where was your offering, Peter? 610 00:44:53,255 --> 00:44:54,213 Where was your offering? 611 00:44:55,388 --> 00:44:56,868 I'm sorry, Dolly. 612 00:44:56,955 --> 00:44:57,956 Does this make you feel important, yeah? 613 00:44:58,043 --> 00:44:59,479 Does it make you feel fulfilled? 614 00:44:59,697 --> 00:45:01,437 I am not here to facilitate 615 00:45:01,524 --> 00:45:03,352 whatever the fuck is going on between you and Thomas. 616 00:45:03,439 --> 00:45:05,050 You know what's wrong with you two? 617 00:45:05,137 --> 00:45:07,705 With your little circus and your little backstory 618 00:45:07,792 --> 00:45:09,271 and we kiss, we fuck, we disappear, 619 00:45:09,358 --> 00:45:11,230 we come back, we play with people. 620 00:45:11,317 --> 00:45:13,362 You think you, you think you can toy with people like that? 621 00:45:13,449 --> 00:45:14,450 Because your miserable- - Oh, I like it. 622 00:45:14,537 --> 00:45:16,017 existence feels so empty 623 00:45:16,104 --> 00:45:18,890 that you have to play with people. 624 00:45:18,977 --> 00:45:20,108 Why are you so obsessed with him? It's weird. 625 00:45:20,195 --> 00:45:21,675 - I'm obsessed with him- - Why? 626 00:45:21,762 --> 00:45:23,068 because I've been admiring him for years. 627 00:45:23,155 --> 00:45:24,199 And I was probably wrong. 628 00:45:24,286 --> 00:45:25,287 You know what? Fuck you two. 629 00:45:25,374 --> 00:45:26,636 No, no, no, no. Come on. 630 00:45:26,724 --> 00:45:28,377 No, no, no, no, no. I'm- 631 00:45:28,464 --> 00:45:29,596 You're right. 632 00:45:29,683 --> 00:45:31,554 You are right. You are right. 633 00:45:31,641 --> 00:45:33,469 - Don't patronize me, man. - No, I'm not. 634 00:45:33,556 --> 00:45:35,080 Actually, I think you've said 635 00:45:35,167 --> 00:45:36,951 the first honest thing I've heard you say. 636 00:45:37,038 --> 00:45:40,215 - Who do you think you are? - Let me take your picture. 637 00:45:40,302 --> 00:45:41,521 - Hey, look at me. - Let me take your picture. 638 00:45:41,608 --> 00:45:42,696 Thomas. 639 00:45:42,783 --> 00:45:44,219 - I'm sorry, but- - What? 640 00:45:44,306 --> 00:45:46,134 what fricking high horse are you on? 641 00:45:46,221 --> 00:45:48,180 Why do you think I need your help, Thomas? 642 00:45:48,267 --> 00:45:49,790 I don't need you here. 643 00:45:49,877 --> 00:45:50,878 I don't need you here, Thomas. - I don't care. 644 00:45:50,965 --> 00:45:52,793 I don't need you here, Dolly. 645 00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:56,362 I'm sorry, tell me what you have done that I need from you. 646 00:45:56,449 --> 00:45:58,059 - Will you let me- - We're not, 647 00:45:58,146 --> 00:45:59,234 we're not children, okay? - I understand that. 648 00:45:59,321 --> 00:46:00,018 - Yeah- - I understand that. 649 00:46:00,105 --> 00:46:01,584 And you just, 650 00:46:01,671 --> 00:46:03,848 got your little puppets that you're just making, 651 00:46:05,066 --> 00:46:07,286 it's, it's just a load of... 652 00:46:10,811 --> 00:46:12,204 They say never meet your heroes. 653 00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:14,772 That's what they say. 654 00:46:14,859 --> 00:46:17,209 Hey, hey, can I lay it out? 655 00:46:18,514 --> 00:46:19,951 Cheers, Jemima. 656 00:46:20,038 --> 00:46:21,561 How do I get out of this fricking...? 657 00:46:23,041 --> 00:46:24,346 You all right, Jemima? 658 00:46:24,433 --> 00:46:25,608 You are crazy. 659 00:46:31,876 --> 00:46:34,617 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 660 00:46:34,704 --> 00:46:39,709 ♪ Oh ♪ 661 00:46:40,667 --> 00:46:44,279 ♪ Dolly ♪ 662 00:46:44,366 --> 00:46:45,803 ♪ You're so fucking high ♪ 663 00:46:45,890 --> 00:46:50,590 ♪ On Charlie ♪ ♪ Charlie ♪ 664 00:46:52,113 --> 00:46:53,201 You used to have a little gold straw. 665 00:46:53,288 --> 00:46:54,724 Yes. Yes. 666 00:46:54,812 --> 00:46:55,900 And now it's hepatitis cash- 667 00:46:55,987 --> 00:46:57,379 Listen. 668 00:46:57,466 --> 00:46:58,772 that we're gonna get- 669 00:46:58,859 --> 00:46:59,904 it's more risky, it's more fun. 670 00:47:11,872 --> 00:47:16,834 Fucking... 671 00:47:17,660 --> 00:47:18,226 You alright? 672 00:47:24,711 --> 00:47:25,712 That's very young person though. 673 00:47:25,799 --> 00:47:27,192 Why are you saying bougie? 674 00:47:27,279 --> 00:47:28,628 Hey listen, I'm fucking- 675 00:47:28,715 --> 00:47:30,021 You're fucking young girls. 676 00:47:30,108 --> 00:47:31,500 'Cause you're fucking young girls. 677 00:47:31,587 --> 00:47:32,850 How does that make you feel? 678 00:47:32,937 --> 00:47:34,416 - Makes me feel- - Amazing. Right? 679 00:47:34,503 --> 00:47:36,854 Really great. 680 00:47:37,898 --> 00:47:38,856 Ugh. It's hot. 681 00:47:41,815 --> 00:47:43,861 ♪ She laughs when she's crying ♪ 682 00:47:43,948 --> 00:47:45,166 Should we play a game? 683 00:47:45,253 --> 00:47:46,559 Yes. 684 00:47:46,646 --> 00:47:50,302 ♪ She cries when she's laughing ♪ 685 00:47:56,961 --> 00:47:58,788 Because of all the issues I've got, 686 00:47:58,876 --> 00:48:00,965 I don't actually have mommy issues. 687 00:48:01,052 --> 00:48:03,054 So fucking, don't my mom into it. 688 00:48:03,141 --> 00:48:04,011 I think everyone has mommy issues. 689 00:48:04,098 --> 00:48:05,621 - Do you? - Yeah. 690 00:48:05,708 --> 00:48:07,406 You used to say mommy when you came sometimes. 691 00:48:07,493 --> 00:48:08,624 - No, I didn't. - Yeah, you did. 692 00:48:08,711 --> 00:48:09,843 - No, I didn't. - One time. 693 00:48:09,930 --> 00:48:11,366 - No, I didn't. - Lets, oh? 694 00:48:11,453 --> 00:48:14,195 I said, "mammy," not mommy, but mammy. 695 00:48:14,282 --> 00:48:16,371 Because that's great. That was hot? 696 00:48:16,458 --> 00:48:20,898 Every single thing I did you fucking loved. 697 00:48:26,773 --> 00:48:29,558 That's, you're such a fucking dick. 698 00:48:31,125 --> 00:48:34,737 I hate you. 699 00:48:34,824 --> 00:48:39,612 ♪ Washed down the toilet ♪ 700 00:48:39,699 --> 00:48:42,789 ♪ Money to burn ♪ 701 00:48:42,876 --> 00:48:44,486 Say that again. 702 00:48:44,573 --> 00:48:47,663 ♪ Rotworms on the underground ♪ 703 00:48:47,750 --> 00:48:49,230 I hate you. 704 00:48:49,317 --> 00:48:49,927 Say it. 705 00:48:54,583 --> 00:48:56,150 I hate you. 706 00:48:56,237 --> 00:48:57,630 I don't believe you. 707 00:48:57,717 --> 00:48:59,284 I hate you. 708 00:48:59,371 --> 00:49:00,938 I don't believe you. 709 00:49:09,598 --> 00:49:10,338 I hate you. 710 00:49:53,599 --> 00:49:54,382 Tonight. 711 00:50:58,794 --> 00:50:59,534 Jemima? 712 00:53:18,325 --> 00:53:19,108 Can I? 713 00:53:20,501 --> 00:53:21,198 Can I? 714 00:53:24,375 --> 00:53:25,506 Come. Come here. 715 00:55:55,961 --> 00:55:57,528 Alejandro. Alejandro. 716 00:56:02,446 --> 00:56:06,711 I'm Thomas fucking Ale- 717 00:56:19,767 --> 00:56:20,899 I will see you around, man. Okay? 718 00:56:20,986 --> 00:56:22,379 We'll see you later. 719 00:56:32,998 --> 00:56:34,434 But I need you 720 00:56:34,521 --> 00:56:35,566 to stop being such an asshole to Peter. 721 00:56:35,653 --> 00:56:36,915 Okay? He's a good guy. 722 00:56:37,002 --> 00:56:38,525 - Okay. - He's a good guy 723 00:56:38,612 --> 00:56:40,222 and he's done nothing to deserve your behavior. 724 00:56:41,441 --> 00:56:42,703 We'll talk about that. 725 00:56:42,790 --> 00:56:45,271 Oh, please enlighten me. 726 00:56:45,358 --> 00:56:49,493 Bad art should be punishable by jail time. 727 00:56:49,580 --> 00:56:51,799 He should be doing a lifetime stretch. 728 00:56:51,886 --> 00:56:53,410 I think it might be a crime 729 00:56:53,497 --> 00:56:55,063 to hold a camera when you're that untalented. 730 00:56:56,761 --> 00:56:59,241 Jesus. You and you Jemima. 731 00:56:59,328 --> 00:57:00,982 I don't wanna fight, okay? 732 00:57:01,069 --> 00:57:02,941 I, we have been doing enough of that this weekend. 733 00:57:07,685 --> 00:57:09,774 I know people probably put you on a pedestal. 734 00:57:09,861 --> 00:57:11,515 I know what that feels like 735 00:57:11,602 --> 00:57:13,517 and I know what it feels like to not live up to that. 736 00:57:13,604 --> 00:57:16,737 And I get that that's frustrating and can make you angry. 737 00:57:16,824 --> 00:57:19,610 But, fuck, you cast a lot of aspersions on this one. 738 00:57:19,697 --> 00:57:21,350 He is so nervous 739 00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:24,658 and he has tried to learn from you this weekend 740 00:57:24,745 --> 00:57:26,399 and glean something from you 741 00:57:26,486 --> 00:57:29,358 and you just, putting him down, humiliating him. 742 00:57:29,446 --> 00:57:30,185 It's too easy for you. 743 00:57:30,272 --> 00:57:31,273 It's small. 744 00:57:33,450 --> 00:57:34,451 You are so like her. 745 00:57:38,063 --> 00:57:38,585 Like who? 746 00:57:40,892 --> 00:57:41,458 My person. 747 00:57:51,032 --> 00:57:51,642 Yeah, Thomas, I, 748 00:57:56,211 --> 00:57:56,777 I am not, 749 00:57:59,693 --> 00:58:00,738 I'm not your person. 750 00:58:03,175 --> 00:58:04,959 And- - Yeah. 751 00:58:05,046 --> 00:58:08,441 I'm sorry that you experienced such a huge loss. 752 00:58:08,528 --> 00:58:09,268 I am. I really am. 753 00:58:09,355 --> 00:58:11,052 But I, 754 00:58:14,665 --> 00:58:16,493 I think you just projected things onto me. 755 00:58:18,016 --> 00:58:19,757 I'm a pop star who dies her hair red. 756 00:58:25,937 --> 00:58:27,199 I know. 757 00:58:27,286 --> 00:58:30,245 I mean, hearing it back from you, 758 00:58:30,332 --> 00:58:33,379 it does actually sound really, 759 00:58:33,466 --> 00:58:36,077 um, crazy. 760 00:58:39,167 --> 00:58:40,647 I think I thought that 761 00:58:41,822 --> 00:58:44,433 you could be with me 762 00:58:44,521 --> 00:58:45,957 if I'm being really honest, 763 00:58:48,873 --> 00:58:50,178 because she was everything to me. 764 00:58:52,441 --> 00:58:53,312 I'm not your person. 765 00:58:54,574 --> 00:58:55,836 Yeah. It's not me. 766 00:58:56,968 --> 00:58:59,405 Okay. Okay. 767 00:58:59,492 --> 00:59:01,102 I think I see that. - Mm. 768 00:59:05,498 --> 00:59:06,586 You are not my person. 769 00:59:10,285 --> 00:59:10,982 I'm really sorry. 770 00:59:12,374 --> 00:59:13,724 I've acted very strangely. I know that. 771 00:59:14,942 --> 00:59:16,422 And it must be quite frightening 772 00:59:18,032 --> 00:59:19,556 and I'm not gonna fuck with you guys anymore. 773 00:59:22,210 --> 00:59:23,864 But I am really glad you're still here. 774 01:00:14,001 --> 01:00:16,787 You don't need to do this. Not now. 775 01:00:21,705 --> 01:00:23,054 You know. Not now. 776 01:00:27,885 --> 01:00:29,626 You know? Don't do it. 777 01:01:32,036 --> 01:01:32,689 Fuck. 778 01:01:42,873 --> 01:01:45,005 ♪ Gotta let yourself ga-ga-ga-ga ♪ 779 01:01:45,092 --> 01:01:47,529 Okay. Wow! ♪ I like to fight it ♪ 780 01:01:47,616 --> 01:01:48,922 Ladies, please. 781 01:01:49,009 --> 01:01:52,056 Oh yes. Yes. ♪ Everybody ♪ 782 01:01:52,143 --> 01:01:54,101 - There we go. - Give us it all, darling. 783 01:01:54,188 --> 01:01:56,408 - There you go. - Does it pass muster? 784 01:01:56,495 --> 01:01:58,323 Does it satisfy you? 785 01:01:59,716 --> 01:02:01,108 You don't have a drink. 786 01:02:01,195 --> 01:02:03,458 - Champagne. - Coming right up. 787 01:02:05,591 --> 01:02:07,419 This house has chaotic energy. 788 01:02:09,508 --> 01:02:11,162 This, madam, is for you. 789 01:02:11,249 --> 01:02:12,554 Thank you. 790 01:02:12,641 --> 01:02:13,860 How, how long have you been here? 791 01:02:13,947 --> 01:02:14,774 Here for five years. 792 01:02:16,907 --> 01:02:18,082 What brought you to it? 793 01:02:18,169 --> 01:02:19,736 I bought it with a woman. 794 01:02:19,823 --> 01:02:22,303 We were going to transform it and renovate it 795 01:02:22,390 --> 01:02:24,610 and that didn't happen. 796 01:02:24,697 --> 01:02:27,526 And the renovation didn't happen. 797 01:02:27,613 --> 01:02:28,832 Get the sad violin out guys. 798 01:02:28,919 --> 01:02:30,572 Can you hear it? 799 01:02:30,659 --> 01:02:33,532 Can you? 800 01:02:33,619 --> 01:02:34,838 It's the tiniest violin. 801 01:02:36,535 --> 01:02:40,060 He doesn't think so. You fucker. 802 01:02:40,147 --> 01:02:41,496 Jesus Christ. 803 01:02:41,583 --> 01:02:43,107 So what are we getting up to tonight? 804 01:02:43,194 --> 01:02:46,110 You tell me. You guys showed up unannounced. 805 01:02:46,197 --> 01:02:48,199 I'm assuming Dolly called you guys, right? 806 01:02:48,286 --> 01:02:49,940 - We just came. - We just came. 807 01:02:50,027 --> 01:02:51,680 We were just walking through the forest casually 808 01:02:51,768 --> 01:02:53,378 and we just called. 809 01:02:53,465 --> 01:02:54,945 Little helpers, little elves from the forest 810 01:02:55,032 --> 01:02:56,294 come to help you. 811 01:02:56,381 --> 01:02:58,165 Your hiking gear is really chic. 812 01:02:58,252 --> 01:03:01,212 Mm. Mm. 813 01:03:01,299 --> 01:03:02,779 So what have we been doing last nights? 814 01:03:04,911 --> 01:03:06,173 We've been working on something. 815 01:03:07,871 --> 01:03:09,829 Well, we've be making something. 816 01:03:09,916 --> 01:03:14,225 - Can we help? - You three. 817 01:03:15,661 --> 01:03:18,142 You happy three. 818 01:03:19,317 --> 01:03:19,839 You three. 819 01:03:22,494 --> 01:03:25,540 You band of fuckers. - I told you guys. 820 01:03:25,627 --> 01:03:27,020 You know. You know. 821 01:03:28,413 --> 01:03:29,631 You fucking know. 822 01:03:31,024 --> 01:03:34,114 We're gonna help you. 823 01:03:35,594 --> 01:03:37,901 Oh wow. Look, the princess is here. 824 01:03:37,988 --> 01:03:39,903 - Ah. - Woo! 825 01:03:39,990 --> 01:03:41,992 This is our queen. 826 01:03:42,079 --> 01:03:44,385 Queen for the night. - Looking good. 827 01:03:44,472 --> 01:03:45,560 - Cheers. - Looking beautiful. 828 01:03:45,647 --> 01:03:46,910 - Cheers. - Cheers. 829 01:03:46,997 --> 01:03:48,868 - Cheers and beers. - Cheers. 830 01:03:54,656 --> 01:03:56,484 Um, I don't like to, 831 01:03:58,182 --> 01:03:59,183 I don't often get, uh, 832 01:04:02,708 --> 01:04:03,448 I'm a great admirer. 833 01:04:04,971 --> 01:04:06,625 - Of? - Your work. 834 01:04:06,712 --> 01:04:07,713 - Okay. - No. 835 01:04:07,800 --> 01:04:09,497 - Thank you. - No. 836 01:04:09,584 --> 01:04:12,413 Thank you so much. It's nice to meet you. 837 01:04:12,500 --> 01:04:13,850 You got a fan, Patricia. 838 01:04:16,156 --> 01:04:17,941 Sorry. How do you know Thomas? 839 01:04:18,028 --> 01:04:18,985 - Hmm. - All of you? 840 01:04:20,204 --> 01:04:21,683 - Oh, we just... - We just came. 841 01:04:21,770 --> 01:04:22,641 Who invited you? 842 01:04:37,177 --> 01:04:39,266 By the way, I have one request. 843 01:04:42,356 --> 01:04:44,881 At some point, whenever you feel it, 844 01:04:46,621 --> 01:04:48,145 I'd really love to hear you. 845 01:04:48,232 --> 01:04:51,800 Uh, well, I would like to wait 846 01:04:51,888 --> 01:04:53,150 for Peter to get here. - Yes. 847 01:04:53,237 --> 01:04:54,107 Is she gonna perform? 848 01:04:54,194 --> 01:04:55,587 Why do you need Peter? 849 01:04:55,674 --> 01:04:56,893 Oh, you've gotta perform. 850 01:04:56,980 --> 01:04:57,284 - Because? - It's your voice. 851 01:04:58,590 --> 01:04:59,417 - Please. - Please. 852 01:05:01,898 --> 01:05:03,595 - Okay, I'm gonna just- - Come on. 853 01:05:03,682 --> 01:05:04,596 We wanna hear you sing. 854 01:05:38,064 --> 01:05:38,847 Where were you? 855 01:05:42,851 --> 01:05:44,331 I was, uh, outside. 856 01:05:47,030 --> 01:05:47,900 With Jemima? 857 01:05:52,644 --> 01:05:53,384 Listen, I, I, 858 01:05:54,733 --> 01:05:55,777 I heard you guys, 859 01:05:56,996 --> 01:05:59,172 I was looking for you and I, 860 01:05:59,259 --> 01:06:00,086 I heard what you said. 861 01:06:05,526 --> 01:06:07,050 And, and it's okay. 862 01:06:07,137 --> 01:06:08,834 I know I'm not the greatest, 863 01:06:08,921 --> 01:06:11,010 most talented photographer you've ever seen, but, 864 01:06:15,406 --> 01:06:15,972 I see you. 865 01:06:18,017 --> 01:06:20,019 - Yeah? - Yeah. 866 01:06:21,716 --> 01:06:22,369 And I love you. 867 01:06:28,288 --> 01:06:29,376 That's all I care about. 868 01:06:32,075 --> 01:06:33,337 I don't, I don't care 869 01:06:33,424 --> 01:06:35,121 about any of the rest of the stuff. 870 01:06:37,863 --> 01:06:38,864 That's all I care about. 871 01:06:40,518 --> 01:06:41,127 I love you too. 872 01:06:55,315 --> 01:06:59,493 I'm actually gonna play an old song 873 01:06:59,580 --> 01:07:03,323 and, um, it makes more sense to me now 874 01:07:03,410 --> 01:07:04,411 than when I wrote it, so. 875 01:07:09,503 --> 01:07:12,463 ♪ Because you ♪ 876 01:07:12,550 --> 01:07:16,119 ♪ Where never meant to see ♪ 877 01:07:16,206 --> 01:07:20,906 ♪ The person that I became is not the one I wanna be ♪ 878 01:07:22,081 --> 01:07:24,997 ♪ And I ♪ 879 01:07:25,084 --> 01:07:28,653 ♪ I go by ♪ 880 01:07:28,740 --> 01:07:31,830 ♪ I won't forget the things that we have done ♪ 881 01:07:31,917 --> 01:07:34,093 ♪ Yeah, you and me ♪ 882 01:07:34,180 --> 01:07:37,096 ♪ And I feel so speechless ♪ 883 01:07:37,183 --> 01:07:40,056 ♪ And I feel so sleepless ♪ 884 01:07:40,143 --> 01:07:44,495 ♪ And I feel so fearless ♪ 885 01:07:44,582 --> 01:07:46,105 ♪ Yes ♪ 886 01:07:46,192 --> 01:07:49,239 ♪ And I never meant to make you cry ♪ 887 01:07:49,326 --> 01:07:53,069 ♪ I never wanna say goodbye ♪ 888 01:07:53,156 --> 01:07:57,899 ♪ I will never walk away ♪ 889 01:07:57,986 --> 01:08:01,381 ♪ I won't let go the way you hold me ♪ 890 01:08:01,468 --> 01:08:05,124 ♪ Wrap your arms and love me warm ♪ 891 01:08:05,211 --> 01:08:09,737 ♪ Yeah, keep me whole tonight ♪ 892 01:08:09,824 --> 01:08:13,089 ♪ Because you ♪ 893 01:08:13,176 --> 01:08:15,917 ♪ Were never meant to see ♪ 894 01:08:16,004 --> 01:08:17,919 ♪ The person I became ♪ 895 01:08:18,006 --> 01:08:21,923 ♪ Is not the one I wanna be ♪ 896 01:08:22,010 --> 01:08:24,709 ♪ And I ♪ 897 01:08:24,796 --> 01:08:28,147 ♪ I go by ♪ 898 01:08:28,234 --> 01:08:31,542 ♪ I won't forget the things that we have done ♪ 899 01:08:31,629 --> 01:08:34,197 ♪ Yeah, you and me ♪ 900 01:08:36,938 --> 01:08:38,897 - Wow. - Whoo! 901 01:08:38,984 --> 01:08:40,333 - Wow. - Encore. 902 01:08:49,386 --> 01:08:50,387 - That was amazing. - That was amazing. 903 01:08:50,474 --> 01:08:54,652 ♪ How sweet the sound ♪ 904 01:08:54,739 --> 01:08:59,352 ♪ That saved a wretch ♪ 905 01:08:59,439 --> 01:09:01,833 ♪ Like me ♪ 906 01:09:01,920 --> 01:09:04,140 Come here, come here, come. 907 01:09:04,227 --> 01:09:08,927 ♪ I once was lost ♪ 908 01:09:09,014 --> 01:09:11,756 ♪ But now ♪ 909 01:09:28,120 --> 01:09:31,036 ♪ It's no sin ♪ 910 01:09:31,123 --> 01:09:35,954 ♪ To say I love you ♪ 911 01:09:36,041 --> 01:09:39,262 ♪ It's no sin ♪ 912 01:09:39,349 --> 01:09:44,484 ♪ To say I care ♪ 913 01:09:44,571 --> 01:09:48,532 ♪ There's so much I want to tell you ♪ 914 01:09:48,619 --> 01:09:52,623 ♪ But the right words won't come my way ♪ 915 01:09:52,710 --> 01:09:56,453 ♪ Darling, darling, I just want to tell you ♪ 916 01:09:56,540 --> 01:10:00,239 ♪ Lovin' you's just an easy game ♪ 917 01:10:00,326 --> 01:10:05,026 ♪ Oh, I like to love you ♪ 918 01:15:37,750 --> 01:15:38,534 Nice to meet you. 919 01:15:40,361 --> 01:15:41,014 Nice to meet you. 920 01:15:42,538 --> 01:15:45,192 I'm Patricia and I'm a pop star who dyes her head red. 921 01:15:47,151 --> 01:15:48,152 I'm Thomas Alexander. 922 01:15:49,327 --> 01:15:50,589 Nearly won the Toner Prize once 923 01:15:52,722 --> 01:15:54,201 and I'm trapped inside a picture 924 01:15:54,288 --> 01:15:55,812 of a woman with red hair who's dead. 925 01:17:10,147 --> 01:17:14,542 ♪ To feel everything so deeply ♪ 926 01:17:14,630 --> 01:17:17,197 ♪ In the end ♪ 927 01:17:17,284 --> 01:17:21,985 ♪ It starts to feel like nothing at all ♪ 928 01:17:24,291 --> 01:17:28,121 ♪ Nothing ♪ 929 01:17:28,208 --> 01:17:32,560 ♪ You are kissing me gently ♪ 930 01:17:32,648 --> 01:17:35,215 ♪ And I'm thinking ♪ 931 01:17:35,302 --> 01:17:39,567 ♪ Where have you been ♪ 932 01:17:39,655 --> 01:17:44,398 ♪ Where have you been ♪ 933 01:17:45,965 --> 01:17:50,317 ♪ My body's scars intertwines with yours ♪ 934 01:17:53,494 --> 01:17:57,281 ♪ It's so human ♪ 935 01:17:57,368 --> 01:18:02,286 ♪ Human ♪ 936 01:18:02,373 --> 01:18:06,246 ♪ You feel everything ♪ 937 01:18:06,333 --> 01:18:09,423 ♪ So deeply ♪ 938 01:18:09,510 --> 01:18:14,167 ♪ And God, it makes me want to love you ♪ 939 01:18:15,778 --> 01:18:19,390 ♪ Love you ♪ 940 01:18:19,477 --> 01:18:24,177 ♪ But I fear the stars are just stars ♪ 941 01:18:26,005 --> 01:18:30,183 ♪ Not constellations and art ♪ 942 01:18:30,270 --> 01:18:34,971 ♪ We're all just humans ♪ 943 01:18:36,102 --> 01:18:38,626 ♪ Desperately searching ♪ 944 01:18:38,714 --> 01:18:43,414 ♪ For meaning in the nothingness ♪ 945 01:18:45,068 --> 01:18:48,724 ♪ So I fear your arms are just your arms ♪ 946 01:18:50,856 --> 01:18:54,904 ♪ Not where my soul belongs ♪ 947 01:18:54,991 --> 01:18:59,909 ♪ And I am intrinsically human ♪ 948 01:18:59,996 --> 01:19:03,129 ♪ Desperately searching ♪ 949 01:19:03,216 --> 01:19:07,917 ♪ For meaning in nothingness ♪ 950 01:19:09,048 --> 01:19:11,834 ♪ Tell me it's not true ♪ 951 01:19:30,287 --> 01:19:32,811 ♪ Oh, I spent my whole life ♪ 952 01:19:32,898 --> 01:19:37,773 ♪ Wishing that I was living ♪ 953 01:19:39,600 --> 01:19:41,777 ♪ Another ♪