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The 1940s were unforgiving,

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especially for two men daring

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to love each other openly.

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They lived in a modest

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shack on the outskirts of town,

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where the nights were filled
with the soft hum of crickets

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and the distant whistle
of the midnight train.

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Their days were long and grueling,

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but they found joy in the simple moments.

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Sharing a meal.

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Beans and cornbread.

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Tending to their small vegetable garden.

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And reading to each other by the dim

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light of an oil lamp.

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Hi, James.

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Hi, Michael.

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I, I thought maybe
my message was desperate.

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No, no, no,
I was dealing with some problems

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at work,
and I haven't had any free time.

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I'm so sorry
for not calling you back sooner.

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Um, no.... that's...

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That's okay. Um...

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We can talk about it, uh, more over dinner.

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If you

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still want to get together this weekend.

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Oh, yeah. Definitely.

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I still want to get together this week.

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You know, it's

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so funny that I met you at the bookstore

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and you were supposed to be off that day.

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Well, I guess we were supposed to meet.

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Oh, how did the gaming book help you?

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Oh, yeah, it helped us a lot.

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You know, um...

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I, I'm really looking forward

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to seeing you again.

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You know, at the bookstore

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I wasn’t even sure

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if you were actually into guys. I’m...

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I'm terrible at radio signals,
but when you told me

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you wrote gay novellas...
I was so happy.

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Oh, uh, I -I, I got a call.

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I'm so sorry, I gotta go.

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I will see you on Saturday.

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That sounds great.

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I'll see you then. Definitely. Definitely.

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Okay.

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Bye. Bye.

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Hey, cousin.

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What's going on?

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Another gay romance story.

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Who reads your books, anyway.

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You coming over this weekend

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to help me with the drywall?

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I've been putting it off.

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Waiting for you.

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They're hiring where I work.

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If you're interested.

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I already have a job.

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Yeah, at the Cozy Nook Book bookstore.

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Did you come by to lecture me
about my job?

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Or about helping you with the drywall?

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You know, let's do it next week.

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And I've got company
coming over this weekend.

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Oooh... got yourself a fancy man-date.

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You okay?!

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You look like that

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deer caught my headlights
right before I hit him.

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Totally messed up the hood of my truck.

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What?

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What's wrong with you?

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Um, I guess I'm just not getting enough
sleep.

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You go away. Please.

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I gotta get ready for work.

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Okay.

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Let me know about doing the drywall.

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People still buy books?

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We know you don't.

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Cake...

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Oh. Hi, neighbor.

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Oh. Sorry, Mike.

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I didn't mean to scare you.

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I saw you pulling stuff in from the car.

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I thought I'd give you a hand.

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I wanted to stop by
and tell you about the Munson place.

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Thanks.

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Um, Munson place? Yeah.

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The Munson.

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They lived there for a long time,
and, well, until Mrs.

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Munson was taken away.

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You must know about that.

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No, I can't say that I have. Oh.

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Okay.

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Well, the Munson's were together
for, like, 30 years,

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until one day.

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I guess she just kind of lost it.

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And she wacked him with an ax!

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You can see what
it did to the neighborhood.

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Mmm. Well,

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it totally destroyed all the home
value here.

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So, not that I'm complaining,
but that's how

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I got into my dandy of a house.

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Anyway, it's up for sale now,

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and I saw a couple coming out of there

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the other day with a realtor,

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but they looked like they were kind of

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dark skinned, like maybe Indian.

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Not the wo, wo , wo kind.

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Ohhh, Dave, that's racist.

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All I'm saying is

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not the American type of Indian.

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You got to be careful these days,
Mike. Dave...

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You really can't just.

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Uh... I'm sorry.

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I've got a lot going on right now,
but thanks so much for your help.

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Yeah. So, happy to help. Umm...

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This is a great looking cake.

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You -you having a party or something?

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Yeah. Yeah, something.

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Thank you so much.

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Oh, okay. Uh...

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Always good to see you, Mike!

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Hello, Michael.

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Hi mom.

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What are you making?

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I just some tacos for dinner tomorrow
night.

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Did you put cilantro in?

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No, I don't like cilantro.

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Really?

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I've always liked it.

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You used to like it, I'm sure. No.

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Never did.

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What's with the.

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What’s with all the food here?

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I stopped at the food bank.

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Oh, you helping somebody out?

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I'm helping you out.

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I don’t need help, mom?

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Well, I got to thinking

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about how hard it must be for you lately.

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Struggling with your job
at the little bookstore

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and trying to make a go

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of the writing thing.

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How's everything going with you?

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Mmm.

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I walked in there

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last week on my way to get an anniversary
gift for Sister Hanson,

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and there was this

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little old man behind the counter. (laughs)

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He couldn't even really see

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the cash register keys.

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His little sausage fingers
trying to type them out

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one at a time.

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And, well,

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finally, it was taking so long
that the man buying the book

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just up and threw the money on the counter
and then flounced

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out of the store.

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Does that old man

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know he needs to be retired?

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Or that owner is not going to have

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a bookstore for much longer.

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My father would never have put up
with that.

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He knew how to run a company.
Grandpa ran a corporate bank,

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mom. Not a little bookstore.

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These certainly looked better than your last batch.

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Something's missing.

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You didn’t put nuts in.

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The recipe calls for walnuts.

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Makes all the difference.

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I'm allergic to walnuts.

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Mom. Remember?

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Oh. That's right.

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You have so many physical issues,

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I just can't keep them all straight.

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Nuts would have made your brownies better.

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And yes, you really should tell somebody

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about that old man
and the trouble he's having.

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He should have retired long ago.

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That little old man
happens to be the owner.

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Well, then he should know how to run

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a bookstore.

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He's ran a bookstore for over 43 years.

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He's... a year ago.

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His wife of 46 years passed on.

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All he has is that little bookstore.

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The lonely old house
that used to be happy.

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We try to lift his spirits up
to make him feel happy.

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So I suggest you stop judging the poor guy
in something you know

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Nothing about.

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I never...

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understand why I upset you so much.

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You're frustrated all the time.

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You practically formed a witch hunt

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to get rid of the new neighbors last year.

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You don't like the minister's sermons?

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And even the Mexicans, as you put it,

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aren't even good enough
for the house of God.

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Do you hear the words
that are coming out of your mouth?

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What kind of Christian are you?

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You should turn off the TV.

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Go volunteer. Read some books.

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We've got lots of great cookbooks.

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Take up cooking.

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I can't even tell you
what's going on in the world.

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You don't want to hear it.

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Well, it's a mess.

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And yes, I'm still pissed

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about the neighbors.

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Every generation says the same thing.

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The world is getting bad.

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But the world has

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a way of figuring things out.

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And it needs happier people

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helping one another. Mom...

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I am trying to build a happier life.

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I suppose I do...

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get worked up about things.

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Your father always said

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I could find a storm cloud in a blue sky.

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He wasn’t wrong.

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These really are better without the nuts.

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Okay...

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I'll be going.

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Maybe...

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Maybe I could stop by the bookstore

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sometime.

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That would be nice.

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You know, we got lots of cookbooks

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from all over the world.

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Okay.

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Goodbye, sweetie.

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Thanks for the help, mom.

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Oh, I love you.

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I love you, too.

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(chuckles) Sometimes I play pinball

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down at the Burger Hut.

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That's the closest I got to video gaming.

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Well, like being a game designer.

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It's fun.

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I spend most of my time

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just trying to see if it'll work.

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Mostly long hours.

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Get home to face

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a freezer full of microwave dinners.

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(Michael Laughs)

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Oh no... do I have food in my teeth?

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Crap.

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I do, don’t I?

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No, no.

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No food.

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You look great.

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So um... how'd you get interested

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in writing?

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Well,

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had been reading books for years,

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so I thought I'd try writing some myself.

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I got into old fashioned gay romance.

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It came naturally to me.

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Mom didn't get it.

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She thinks I should get a real job.

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Oh, God.

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When I told my dad I wanted to be a gamer,

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he walked over the car
keys, took them off the hook,

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and said, you can get these back
when you get serious about your career.

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It wasn't about the car.

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It was that he didn't even know who I was.

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What about your dad?

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He died a few years ago.
(music)

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I'm sorry.

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He really appreciated my writing.

273
00:16:28,195 --> 00:16:30,197
Just wanted me to be happy.

274
00:16:31,699 --> 00:16:33,701
Well, you're a great writer.

275
00:16:36,370 --> 00:16:37,829
I bought your book

276
00:16:37,830 --> 00:16:39,832
and read it right after we met.

277
00:16:42,668 --> 00:16:44,377
You sure you didn't accidentally

278
00:16:44,378 --> 00:16:46,380
put it in your cart? No.

279
00:16:47,172 --> 00:16:49,174
It's very good.

280
00:16:50,384 --> 00:16:52,386
You had me at paragraph two.

281
00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:56,015
I'm starting your second book next week.

282
00:16:57,349 --> 00:16:59,351
I really appreciate you saying that.

283
00:17:02,730 --> 00:17:04,732
Your stories are set in the 40s.

284
00:17:06,817 --> 00:17:08,902
I mean, it's such a romantic time.

285
00:17:12,281 --> 00:17:14,450
I think I must have lived in the 40s.

286
00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:17,745
I have a strong sense of connection to it.

287
00:17:20,873 --> 00:17:22,875
It's funny.

288
00:17:24,334 --> 00:17:28,589
I've had this recurring
dream on and off for years

289
00:17:30,299 --> 00:17:32,509
about a man I meet in a

290
00:17:33,135 --> 00:17:35,095
small town diner.

291
00:17:36,305 --> 00:17:37,805
It's the 40s.

292
00:17:37,806 --> 00:17:39,640
It's winter

293
00:17:39,641 --> 00:17:42,644
and... in the dream,

294
00:17:47,024 --> 00:17:47,899
we don't talk much.

295
00:17:47,900 --> 00:17:49,902
We just sit together.

296
00:17:52,696 --> 00:17:54,698
Understand each other

297
00:17:55,657 --> 00:17:57,659
without words.

298
00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:01,080
Like we’ve know each other forever.

299
00:18:03,248 --> 00:18:05,250
Maybe...

300
00:18:05,417 --> 00:18:07,419
maybe we're meeting again.

301
00:18:08,045 --> 00:18:10,047
If it's us.

302
00:18:12,883 --> 00:18:14,885
Maybe.

303
00:18:20,057 --> 00:18:23,310
Um, uh... I'm not very good at, uh

304
00:18:23,644 --> 00:18:25,646
speaking for myself.

305
00:18:29,149 --> 00:18:31,151
I know that...

306
00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:33,946
that this is our first date.

307
00:18:35,572 --> 00:18:37,574
Maybe...

308
00:18:38,450 --> 00:18:40,452
Maybe we could have more dates.

309
00:18:44,206 --> 00:18:45,790
I'm just a poor book nerd.

310
00:18:45,791 --> 00:18:49,086
I mean, you can think about it, and...
- Yes.

311
00:18:54,466 --> 00:18:56,426
I don't care how much money you make.

312
00:18:57,761 --> 00:18:59,763
Life isn't about status.

313
00:19:02,349 --> 00:19:04,351
I think dating you would be great.

314
00:19:06,228 --> 00:19:08,230
Just like that.

315
00:19:08,981 --> 00:19:10,983
After one date?

316
00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:13,569
One date. 20 dates...

317
00:19:14,736 --> 00:19:16,738
What's it matter?

318
00:19:18,073 --> 00:19:20,075
When you feel like you've known someone...

319
00:19:21,535 --> 00:19:23,537
... forever.

320
00:19:52,482 --> 00:19:54,484
Yeah.
(foreshadowing music)

321
00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:20,676
Hey, Mike.

322
00:20:20,677 --> 00:20:21,178
How are you doing?

323
00:20:22,179 --> 00:20:24,181
Whach’a planting?

324
00:20:26,058 --> 00:20:26,474
You okay

325
00:20:26,475 --> 00:20:28,435
Buddy?

326
00:20:28,727 --> 00:20:30,729
Michael?

327
00:20:31,980 --> 00:20:33,773
You don't look so good.

328
00:20:33,774 --> 00:20:35,024
Had any water today?

329
00:20:35,025 --> 00:20:36,985
Anything to eat?

330
00:20:37,736 --> 00:20:39,237
I brought you some leftover stew

331
00:20:39,238 --> 00:20:41,240
from last night.

332
00:20:43,533 --> 00:20:45,576
Trying to get Ahold of you
the last couple of weeks

333
00:20:45,577 --> 00:20:47,662
about going fishing,
but I haven't heard anything

334
00:20:47,663 --> 00:20:49,665
back.

335
00:20:52,042 --> 00:20:54,044
Need some help getting inside?

336
00:20:56,380 --> 00:20:58,214
I know how to get inside.

337
00:20:58,215 --> 00:20:58,965
Well, sure, sure.

338
00:20:58,966 --> 00:21:00,424
Of course you do.

339
00:21:00,425 --> 00:21:02,427
Maybe I can just sit with you for a while.

340
00:21:03,053 --> 00:21:05,055
Would that be okay.

341
00:21:07,808 --> 00:21:09,810
Stew...

342
00:21:09,851 --> 00:21:10,184
Stew,

343
00:21:10,185 --> 00:21:12,187
can you help me sit down?

344
00:21:12,354 --> 00:21:12,937
Course.

345
00:21:12,938 --> 00:21:14,855
Of course. Buddy.

346
00:21:14,856 --> 00:21:15,356
I got you.

347
00:21:15,357 --> 00:21:17,359
You're good.

348
00:21:20,195 --> 00:21:22,155
Doing good.

349
00:21:30,580 --> 00:21:31,372
So, anyway,

350
00:21:31,373 --> 00:21:33,834
I brought you some stew from last night.

351
00:21:33,875 --> 00:21:35,877
It's just,

352
00:21:36,211 --> 00:21:37,837
carrots, potatoes, a little venison

353
00:21:37,838 --> 00:21:39,840
I had in the freezer.

354
00:21:40,048 --> 00:21:41,340
Call it stew on a pot!

355
00:21:41,341 --> 00:21:43,468
Because, you know, I'm stew.

356
00:21:46,054 --> 00:21:46,887
I promise

357
00:21:46,888 --> 00:21:48,890
it's a lot better than my jokes.

358
00:21:53,645 --> 00:21:56,148
I’uh... I went fishing a couple of weeks back.

359
00:21:56,898 --> 00:21:58,900
Caught some real nice pike.

360
00:21:59,109 --> 00:21:59,775
Thought about you

361
00:21:59,776 --> 00:22:01,027
while I was out there.

362
00:22:01,028 --> 00:22:03,030
Remember that trip we took in June?

363
00:22:03,739 --> 00:22:05,741
A knife slipped out of my hand

364
00:22:05,991 --> 00:22:07,993
right into my shoe.

365
00:22:09,161 --> 00:22:10,494
And that night,

366
00:22:10,495 --> 00:22:12,497
all those noises outside of our tent.

367
00:22:12,789 --> 00:22:14,791
It was so dark.

368
00:22:17,878 --> 00:22:18,377
Yeah.
That was, uh...

369
00:22:18,378 --> 00:22:20,630
That was that was a fun trip.

370
00:22:21,256 --> 00:22:22,423
There you are.

371
00:22:22,424 --> 00:22:24,008
Welcome back, pal.

372
00:22:24,009 --> 00:22:24,342
You had me

373
00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,345
worried.

374
00:22:28,638 --> 00:22:30,014
Thank you.

375
00:22:30,015 --> 00:22:32,016
Thank you, Stu, for

376
00:22:32,017 --> 00:22:34,019
sitting with me.

377
00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:38,940
I don't know what happened.

378
00:22:40,942 --> 00:22:43,403
You know, if this is happening more and more...

379
00:22:44,279 --> 00:22:46,072
you need to see a doctor.

380
00:22:46,073 --> 00:22:48,075
You have to take this seriously.

381
00:22:49,659 --> 00:22:51,035
I'll give my doctor a call.

382
00:22:51,036 --> 00:22:52,787
See if I can set something up.

383
00:22:52,788 --> 00:22:53,330
That'll be okay?

384
00:22:54,539 --> 00:22:56,123
Yeah.

385
00:22:56,124 --> 00:22:58,126
(laughing)

386
00:23:01,129 --> 00:23:03,131
That was...

387
00:23:03,590 --> 00:23:05,675
that was such a fun fishing trip.

388
00:23:06,885 --> 00:23:11,139
And you... you got so panicked

389
00:23:11,765 --> 00:23:13,224
when you stabbed your foot.

390
00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:16,019
I don't know that I was panicking.

391
00:23:16,686 --> 00:23:18,688
Okay, well, I mean, maybe a little.

392
00:23:18,855 --> 00:23:20,439
All the blood...

393
00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:22,442
Okay. That's -that's just our little joke.

394
00:23:23,026 --> 00:23:24,986
Yeah.

395
00:23:41,586 --> 00:23:41,794
(door knock)
Hello

396
00:23:41,795 --> 00:23:43,754
Michael.

397
00:23:43,755 --> 00:23:45,715
Thank you for your patience.

398
00:23:46,216 --> 00:23:48,760
I know it's uh... difficult waiting.

399
00:23:52,180 --> 00:23:53,013
I got your report

400
00:23:53,014 --> 00:23:55,058
back, and I reviewed it very carefully.

401
00:23:56,309 --> 00:24:03,441
And, I uh... (anxious) I have the difficult news
to tell you that the results indicate

402
00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:06,193
that you have a condition
called early-onset

403
00:24:06,194 --> 00:24:11,324
Alzheimer's.

404
00:24:13,118 --> 00:24:15,120
I... I don't understand.

405
00:24:15,203 --> 00:24:15,619
I can't.

406
00:24:15,620 --> 00:24:17,496
I can't have Alzheimer's. I'm...

407
00:24:17,497 --> 00:24:18,372
I'm not old.

408
00:24:18,373 --> 00:24:20,375
It's uncommon,

409
00:24:20,709 --> 00:24:22,751
but it does happen to people under 65

410
00:24:22,752 --> 00:24:24,754
and sometimes under 50.

411
00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:28,133
And unfortunately, Michael,

412
00:24:28,842 --> 00:24:30,426
you have

413
00:24:30,427 --> 00:24:31,470
all of the signs of it.

414
00:24:38,602 --> 00:24:39,685
Now, I'm not going to lie to you.

415
00:24:39,686 --> 00:24:41,688
This is going to be a challenge.

416
00:24:43,023 --> 00:24:45,025
And I'm sorry, but

417
00:24:45,984 --> 00:24:47,986
it will progress over time.

418
00:24:48,069 --> 00:24:50,739
He may experience memory loss, confusion,

419
00:24:51,740 --> 00:24:53,532
difficulty remembering words,

420
00:24:53,533 --> 00:24:55,869
difficulty talking
or coming up with those words.

421
00:24:56,745 --> 00:24:58,705
Mood swings.

422
00:24:58,830 --> 00:24:59,246
Trouble

423
00:24:59,247 --> 00:25:01,249
walking.

424
00:25:02,334 --> 00:25:04,753
And eventually, severe... memory loss.

425
00:25:08,423 --> 00:25:10,425
I'm going to, uh...

426
00:25:10,634 --> 00:25:11,383
have someone call you

427
00:25:11,384 --> 00:25:13,386
and set up a session with a counselor.

428
00:25:14,804 --> 00:25:16,806
I don't need a counselor.

429
00:25:17,682 --> 00:25:19,684
Michael...

430
00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:22,479
I know that this is overwhelming,

431
00:25:23,146 --> 00:25:25,148
but it's important to have support.

432
00:25:25,732 --> 00:25:27,734
Now, a counselor, can

433
00:25:27,943 --> 00:25:29,735
help you with what to expect.

434
00:25:29,736 --> 00:25:30,486
Make a plan.

435
00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:32,489
Just have someone to talk to.

436
00:25:35,492 --> 00:25:37,494
You don't have to do this alone.

437
00:25:42,916 --> 00:25:44,918
Am I...

438
00:25:50,173 --> 00:25:52,175
Am I going to die?

439
00:25:56,471 --> 00:25:58,138
Michael, the...

440
00:25:58,139 --> 00:26:00,517
average life expectancy is, six years.

441
00:26:04,604 --> 00:26:05,062
But I mean,

442
00:26:05,063 --> 00:26:07,481
there are cases
where people live 15, 20 years.

443
00:26:07,482 --> 00:26:07,899
It's just, uh,

444
00:26:09,109 --> 00:26:10,985
it's not very common.

445
00:26:10,986 --> 00:26:12,988
I'm sorry.

446
00:26:14,281 --> 00:26:16,115
We're going to, uh...

447
00:26:16,116 --> 00:26:18,118
start you up with a group of medication

448
00:26:19,327 --> 00:26:21,329
to help with, uh...
(doctor chokes up)

449
00:26:27,002 --> 00:26:28,961
To help with your mental function.

450
00:26:28,962 --> 00:26:30,964
And slow the progress of the disease.

451
00:26:34,843 --> 00:26:35,134
Michael,

452
00:26:35,135 --> 00:26:35,551
I'm sorry.

453
00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:37,554
This is... this is overwhelming.

454
00:26:39,431 --> 00:26:40,848
These will be oral medications.

455
00:26:40,849 --> 00:26:43,225
That’ll help maintain cognitive function

456
00:26:43,226 --> 00:26:45,228
and reduce behavioral symptoms.

457
00:26:46,521 --> 00:26:48,648
And we'll get
you started in an intravenous infusion

458
00:26:49,190 --> 00:26:51,192
that has real promise...

459
00:26:51,651 --> 00:26:53,695
of slowing the progression.

460
00:27:40,533 --> 00:27:56,091
Why?...
I’m not supposed to go.

461
00:27:57,967 --> 00:27:59,969
I wanna stay... with James.

462
00:28:02,097 --> 00:28:04,099
We had a happy life together.

463
00:28:08,645 --> 00:28:10,647
I’m not supposed to go...

464
00:28:20,407 --> 00:28:22,409
What do I do?...

465
00:28:36,923 --> 00:28:39,008
Look, I know this is a lot to process,

466
00:28:40,343 --> 00:28:42,344
but I'm here to help you.

467
00:28:42,345 --> 00:28:44,347
One step at a time.

468
00:28:45,098 --> 00:28:47,933
I'm just trying to make sense
of everything.

469
00:28:47,934 --> 00:28:51,396
It all feels so unreal.

470
00:28:51,438 --> 00:28:53,440
You're not alone, Michael.

471
00:28:54,774 --> 00:28:57,068
There's a gradual progression of this,

472
00:28:57,736 --> 00:28:59,237
but there are things that we can do

473
00:29:00,488 --> 00:29:02,490
to help slow it down. And uh...

474
00:29:03,700 --> 00:29:05,827
help maintain a good quality of life.

475
00:29:07,579 --> 00:29:09,581
I just don't want to be a burden on my...

476
00:29:10,665 --> 00:29:12,667
my mom or James.

477
00:29:12,834 --> 00:29:14,585
You're not a burden, Michael.

478
00:29:14,586 --> 00:29:17,546
And with proper care and maintenance,
you can still be

479
00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:19,549
an active part of their lives.

480
00:29:22,302 --> 00:29:24,304
Have you told them about this, Michael?

481
00:29:25,847 --> 00:29:27,849
I haven't told them.

482
00:29:30,894 --> 00:29:33,104
Communication is key.

483
00:29:33,605 --> 00:29:35,564
It will help ease your worries.

484
00:29:35,565 --> 00:29:37,483
It'll help ease their worries.

485
00:29:37,484 --> 00:29:39,903
It'll help them best understand
how to help you.

486
00:29:42,864 --> 00:29:44,865
Routine is your friend.

487
00:29:44,866 --> 00:29:46,784
Try creating a daily routine

488
00:29:46,785 --> 00:29:48,787
where you do things that will

489
00:29:49,037 --> 00:29:50,829
help you with memory loss

490
00:29:50,830 --> 00:29:52,832
and less confusion.

491
00:29:53,166 --> 00:29:55,293
Try creating a calendar of activities.

492
00:29:55,335 --> 00:29:57,754
Do things like reading a book.

493
00:29:59,339 --> 00:30:00,839
Puzzles.

494
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:03,718
Those things will keep your mind sharp,

495
00:30:05,678 --> 00:30:09,098
but also do activities
that make you happy.

496
00:30:13,478 --> 00:30:15,522
It's just hard not to feel down.

497
00:30:16,898 --> 00:30:18,900
But you have a team, Michael.

498
00:30:19,359 --> 00:30:20,776
You have friends.

499
00:30:20,777 --> 00:30:21,985
You have family.

500
00:30:21,986 --> 00:30:23,904
You have professionals like me

501
00:30:23,905 --> 00:30:25,907
all working together to help you.

502
00:30:30,078 --> 00:30:32,080
You’re still you, Michael.

503
00:30:34,666 --> 00:30:35,916
And that's

504
00:30:35,917 --> 00:30:37,919
what's most important.

505
00:30:40,505 --> 00:30:42,507
Not too long ago,

506
00:30:42,632 --> 00:30:45,176
I was going through a really hard time.

507
00:30:47,303 --> 00:30:49,304
And I met somebody,

508
00:30:49,305 --> 00:30:51,266
and they helped me.

509
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,562
See a new outlook.

510
00:30:56,938 --> 00:31:00,065
It was in Cherokee spiritual advisor.

511
00:31:00,066 --> 00:31:02,317
And I know that's not in everybody's
wheelhouse or something

512
00:31:02,318 --> 00:31:04,320
they would do.

513
00:31:06,406 --> 00:31:08,408
He saved me.

514
00:31:10,660 --> 00:31:12,662
By helping me find...

515
00:31:14,122 --> 00:31:16,124
some inner peace.

516
00:31:23,590 --> 00:31:25,592
Only if you're interested.

517
00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:29,012
I'll write his number down for you.

518
00:32:48,883 --> 00:32:50,885
You okay, sweetheart?

519
00:32:53,471 --> 00:32:55,222
Something wrong?

520
00:32:55,223 --> 00:32:57,225
No. Stop!

521
00:32:58,309 --> 00:33:00,311
I'm sorry.

522
00:33:01,896 --> 00:33:03,898
I'm sorry.

523
00:33:04,816 --> 00:33:05,565
I'm sorry.

524
00:33:05,566 --> 00:33:07,568
You're so...

525
00:33:07,694 --> 00:33:09,696
You're so wonderful to me.

526
00:33:13,574 --> 00:33:14,825
If you find yourself

527
00:33:14,826 --> 00:33:18,162
thinking that, you might feel trapped.

528
00:33:20,248 --> 00:33:22,250
I just want you to know that

529
00:33:22,917 --> 00:33:24,919
it's okay if you want to change your mind

530
00:33:26,087 --> 00:33:28,089
about us.

531
00:33:31,759 --> 00:33:33,761
Michael...

532
00:33:34,303 --> 00:33:36,305
what are you talking about?

533
00:33:39,517 --> 00:33:41,519
I'll never change my mind.

534
00:33:45,481 --> 00:33:47,483
I’m not going to leave you?

535
00:33:52,113 --> 00:33:54,115
Do you want me to leave?
- No.

536
00:33:55,575 --> 00:33:57,577
No, I don't ever want you to leave me.

537
00:34:00,246 --> 00:34:02,248
I love you.

538
00:34:02,957 --> 00:34:04,959
I love you.

539
00:34:06,294 --> 00:34:08,296
You're my everything.

540
00:34:14,594 --> 00:34:18,555
Hey. If there's something

541
00:34:18,556 --> 00:34:20,516
weighing on your mind.

542
00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:23,311
You can tell me.

543
00:34:24,645 --> 00:34:26,063
I don't want you to ever think

544
00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:28,066
you can't talk to me.

545
00:34:28,316 --> 00:34:30,318
Okay?

546
00:34:30,401 --> 00:34:32,403
M-huh.

547
00:34:33,196 --> 00:34:35,156
I'm here for you.

548
00:34:35,656 --> 00:34:37,658
Always.

549
00:35:36,551 --> 00:35:38,553
Michael, I want you to close your eyes...

550
00:35:39,595 --> 00:35:41,597
and take a deep breath.

551
00:35:47,478 --> 00:35:50,064
Now, tell me what you're feeling now.

552
00:35:50,106 --> 00:35:52,108
Don't think about it. Just speak.

553
00:35:52,150 --> 00:35:53,859
I'm scared.

554
00:35:53,860 --> 00:35:55,110
Angry.

555
00:35:55,111 --> 00:35:57,113
Confused.

556
00:35:57,446 --> 00:35:59,448
Why me? Why?

557
00:36:00,366 --> 00:36:01,908
I had a life ahead of me.

558
00:36:01,909 --> 00:36:03,786
And now it's all slipping away.

559
00:36:05,997 --> 00:36:07,999
Open your eyes, Michael.

560
00:36:10,334 --> 00:36:12,336
You're asking the big questions now.

561
00:36:12,628 --> 00:36:14,630
And that's where healing begins. But...

562
00:36:15,631 --> 00:36:17,633
first, we need to shift your perspective.

563
00:36:18,342 --> 00:36:20,386
You see your diagnosis as an ending.

564
00:36:20,636 --> 00:36:22,638
But what if it's a beginning?

565
00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:26,642
But I'm dying.

566
00:36:27,101 --> 00:36:28,852
My mind, it's...

567
00:36:28,853 --> 00:36:30,855
It's betraying me.

568
00:36:41,073 --> 00:36:43,075
Feel that stone.

569
00:36:44,285 --> 00:36:46,119
Really feel it.

570
00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:48,456
That stone has existed
for thousands of years.

571
00:36:48,915 --> 00:36:51,167
It's been shaped by time, by the elements.

572
00:36:51,667 --> 00:36:53,585
Just like you and me.

573
00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,588
We're all part of something

574
00:36:55,838 --> 00:36:57,840
much bigger than ourselves.

575
00:36:58,758 --> 00:37:00,300
But what's the point?

576
00:37:00,301 --> 00:37:03,345
Why am I here
if I'm just going to fade away?

577
00:37:03,346 --> 00:37:06,515
The point is to recognize
the miracle of your existence.

578
00:37:06,849 --> 00:37:08,851
Every moment is a gift.

579
00:37:08,893 --> 00:37:11,019
Your life isn't defined by its length,

580
00:37:11,020 --> 00:37:13,022
but by its depth.

581
00:37:15,316 --> 00:37:17,318
But I'm so angry.

582
00:37:17,526 --> 00:37:20,820
I don't want to leave James... or my work.

583
00:37:20,821 --> 00:37:22,823
The anger, that fear...

584
00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:26,953
It's all valid,
but it's also an anchor weighing you down.

585
00:37:31,290 --> 00:37:33,292
Michael.

586
00:37:33,793 --> 00:37:35,795
There was a time when I was lost.

587
00:37:36,337 --> 00:37:37,420
Angry at the world.

588
00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:39,423
Just like you are now.

589
00:37:41,092 --> 00:37:42,676
My husband, Tom was diagnosed

590
00:37:42,677 --> 00:37:44,679
with an aggressive form of cancer.

591
00:37:47,431 --> 00:37:49,433
We had our whole lives ahead of us.

592
00:37:50,559 --> 00:37:52,269
Suddenly,

593
00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:54,104
everything changed.

594
00:37:54,105 --> 00:37:56,065
What happened?

595
00:37:57,191 --> 00:37:59,193
We fought hard for two years.

596
00:37:59,568 --> 00:38:01,027
We battled the disease together.

597
00:38:01,028 --> 00:38:03,030
But in the end,

598
00:38:04,198 --> 00:38:06,200
I lost him...

599
00:38:06,575 --> 00:38:08,577
and I lost myself.

600
00:38:09,537 --> 00:38:11,539
I was consumed with grief and anger.

601
00:38:11,622 --> 00:38:13,624
I couldn't understand why this happened.

602
00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:16,751
I turned to alcohol,

603
00:38:16,752 --> 00:38:18,754
pushed away my friends and family.

604
00:38:18,921 --> 00:38:20,255
I was dying inside long

605
00:38:20,256 --> 00:38:22,258
before my body gave out.

606
00:38:23,551 --> 00:38:25,553
What changed?

607
00:38:26,345 --> 00:38:27,220
One night,

608
00:38:27,221 --> 00:38:29,139
after drinking myself into a stupor,

609
00:38:29,140 --> 00:38:31,267
I found myself on the edge of a cliff,
ready to jump.

610
00:38:33,227 --> 00:38:35,020
But something...

611
00:38:35,021 --> 00:38:37,023
Something stopped me.

612
00:38:37,481 --> 00:38:39,274
Maybe it was the wind.

613
00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:42,694
My spirit guide,
my ancestors reaching out.

614
00:38:42,695 --> 00:38:45,489
But in that moment,
I realized I had a choice.

615
00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:47,825
I could let the pain destroy me,

616
00:38:49,618 --> 00:38:50,618
or I could use it

617
00:38:50,619 --> 00:38:52,747
to grow, to help others.

618
00:38:53,998 --> 00:38:55,957
It wasn't easy, but I chose to live,

619
00:38:55,958 --> 00:38:56,708
Michael.

620
00:38:56,709 --> 00:38:58,711
Really live.

621
00:39:00,087 --> 00:39:02,089
I sought out the wisdom of my elders.

622
00:39:02,298 --> 00:39:05,384
Re-connected with my medicine... and the earth

623
00:39:06,510 --> 00:39:08,929
and slowly I found my way to healing.

624
00:39:10,139 --> 00:39:12,850
True healing comes from restoring harmony

625
00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:15,603
with ourselves, with the natural world.

626
00:39:17,355 --> 00:39:19,230
Sometimes the deepest wounds

627
00:39:19,231 --> 00:39:21,358
can become our greatest source of strength

628
00:39:21,359 --> 00:39:23,361
and wisdom.

629
00:39:24,653 --> 00:39:26,196
If I can find meaning and purpose

630
00:39:26,197 --> 00:39:28,199
after losing the love of my life,

631
00:39:28,657 --> 00:39:30,659
you can too.

632
00:39:30,868 --> 00:39:32,786
Your path is different than mine,

633
00:39:32,787 --> 00:39:34,789
but the choice is the same.

634
00:39:35,122 --> 00:39:37,416
Will you let this diagnosis define you?

635
00:39:37,833 --> 00:39:39,835
Or will you use it to live?

636
00:39:39,919 --> 00:39:41,921
Truly live, Michael.

637
00:39:42,254 --> 00:39:43,922
Nothing ends.

638
00:39:43,923 --> 00:39:46,050
Energy transforms.

639
00:39:48,010 --> 00:39:50,388
But how do I find peace

640
00:39:50,888 --> 00:39:52,431
without losing myself?

641
00:39:55,684 --> 00:39:59,438
By realizing that your self is more

642
00:40:00,189 --> 00:40:03,317
than your thoughts
and your daily routines.

643
00:40:04,026 --> 00:40:06,028
It's the love you've given,

644
00:40:06,112 --> 00:40:07,987
the lives you've touched,

645
00:40:07,988 --> 00:40:09,990
the ripples you've created in the world.

646
00:40:11,033 --> 00:40:13,244
Those things go on long after we're gone.

647
00:40:14,912 --> 00:40:17,414
In my tradition,
we believe that every soul

648
00:40:17,415 --> 00:40:19,667
comes to this planet with a purpose.

649
00:40:21,210 --> 00:40:23,212
A life contract, if you will.

650
00:40:23,879 --> 00:40:26,882
Sometimes that purpose isn't what we...

651
00:40:27,258 --> 00:40:29,259
what we planned, what we expect

652
00:40:29,260 --> 00:40:31,262
or planned for.

653
00:40:33,305 --> 00:40:36,350
And you think this disease...

654
00:40:37,435 --> 00:40:40,062
is a part of my purpose?

655
00:40:40,980 --> 00:40:42,939
I think it's presenting you with a choice.

656
00:40:42,940 --> 00:40:45,609
To live more fully, to love more deeply.

657
00:40:45,818 --> 00:40:48,904
To let go of what truly doesn't matter.

658
00:40:50,906 --> 00:40:52,908
That's why I'm here, my friend.

659
00:40:53,075 --> 00:40:55,077
We'll walk this path together.

660
00:40:59,498 --> 00:41:01,125
I want to be together with James.

661
00:41:02,168 --> 00:41:04,170
I really do love him.

662
00:41:06,922 --> 00:41:10,509
He, um... he proposed to me a few nights ago.

663
00:41:12,344 --> 00:41:14,304
I would be happy

664
00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:16,390
if it wasn't for the fact that I...

665
00:41:17,433 --> 00:41:19,058
I didn't tell him the truth.

666
00:41:19,059 --> 00:41:21,061
I could have,

667
00:41:21,187 --> 00:41:25,149
but all I could say was yes.

668
00:41:27,276 --> 00:41:29,278
Michael...

669
00:41:30,779 --> 00:41:33,365
Sometimes
when something like this happens,

670
00:41:34,074 --> 00:41:35,867
it can rob us of our most basic

671
00:41:35,868 --> 00:41:38,913
sense of agency and personhood.

672
00:41:42,666 --> 00:41:44,668
I know you're tired.

673
00:41:45,753 --> 00:41:47,755
You must be

674
00:41:48,255 --> 00:41:50,257
exhausted.

675
00:41:51,258 --> 00:41:54,595
But if you're looking for a sign,

676
00:41:55,262 --> 00:41:57,264
if you need permission,

677
00:41:58,265 --> 00:41:59,891
let me be that sign.

678
00:41:59,892 --> 00:42:01,476
Let me be the person to give you

679
00:42:01,477 --> 00:42:03,479
permission, to go.

680
00:42:03,979 --> 00:42:04,812
Go forth.

681
00:42:04,813 --> 00:42:06,272
Go ahead.

682
00:42:06,273 --> 00:42:08,275
Go for it, Michael.

683
00:42:13,447 --> 00:42:15,449
Okay.

684
00:42:19,036 --> 00:42:20,996
So, how's Winnie doing?

685
00:42:21,205 --> 00:42:21,913
He's doing well.

686
00:42:21,914 --> 00:42:23,916
He's going to open his own barber shop.

687
00:42:24,375 --> 00:42:26,543
So, anyway, Professor Stanley and I, we're

688
00:42:26,544 --> 00:42:28,753
looking for this old case of vintage port.

689
00:42:28,754 --> 00:42:30,756
And we come across this really old

690
00:42:31,006 --> 00:42:34,176
beat up crate hidden
right there under the stairs.

691
00:42:34,343 --> 00:42:36,345
And it was dated 1834.

692
00:42:36,595 --> 00:42:38,847
So we're going to take it
back to the college and open it up.

693
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:40,890
Might be a worthwhile find inside,

694
00:42:40,891 --> 00:42:44,352
or it might be a scary old monster
from 1834.

695
00:42:44,353 --> 00:42:45,603
Boy, that sort of would suck.

696
00:42:45,604 --> 00:42:46,814
Could you imagine? It's got my arm!

697
00:42:48,232 --> 00:42:50,234
It was in my face off!

698
00:42:50,568 --> 00:42:52,570
Sounds like you do that a few. Hey.

699
00:42:52,653 --> 00:42:53,152
Oh, hi.

700
00:42:53,153 --> 00:42:55,155
Henry's told me you're a very good writer.

701
00:42:55,447 --> 00:42:57,575
I wouldn't say very good.

702
00:42:58,242 --> 00:43:00,034
He's a very humble guy.

703
00:43:00,035 --> 00:43:02,037
How's the new book coming?

704
00:43:02,621 --> 00:43:04,623
I'm still trying to figure out
some of the characters.

705
00:43:04,707 --> 00:43:06,709
Oh. What's the title?
I’ll keep a lookout for it.

706
00:43:07,418 --> 00:43:09,545
I haven't quite figured that out either.

707
00:43:10,087 --> 00:43:12,046
Well, have to stop by the bookstore
next week.

708
00:43:12,047 --> 00:43:13,590
Pick up one of your books.

709
00:43:13,591 --> 00:43:15,926
Well,
if you'll pardon me, I gotta get ready.

710
00:43:16,260 --> 00:43:19,220
Hey, so, how's

711
00:43:19,221 --> 00:43:21,223
the other science fiction writing going?

712
00:43:21,849 --> 00:43:24,727
I find every excuse
there is to put it off.

713
00:43:25,519 --> 00:43:26,978
I know I should be trying to write

714
00:43:26,979 --> 00:43:28,981
every day.

715
00:43:29,315 --> 00:43:31,441
I've just got to stop the nonsense.

716
00:43:31,442 --> 00:43:33,611
I feel like I've lost interest
in everything.

717
00:43:34,278 --> 00:43:35,695
That sounds like depression.

718
00:43:35,696 --> 00:43:37,864
Yeah, well, I wake up almost every night

719
00:43:37,865 --> 00:43:39,867
with an anxiety attack.

720
00:43:39,908 --> 00:43:41,492
Please don't tell anyone.

721
00:43:41,493 --> 00:43:43,661
But I actually went back to work part time

722
00:43:43,662 --> 00:43:45,664
stocking auto parts at King's Auto.

723
00:43:46,665 --> 00:43:48,166
I'm supposed to be this somewhat

724
00:43:48,167 --> 00:43:51,794
successful writer,
and I can't even write one book a year.

725
00:43:51,795 --> 00:43:53,880
I put so much pressure on yourself
there, Henry.

726
00:43:53,881 --> 00:43:55,882
It's going to come naturally.

727
00:43:55,883 --> 00:43:57,717
Right. What you're most passionate about.

728
00:43:57,718 --> 00:43:58,509
Yeah.

729
00:43:58,510 --> 00:44:00,763
Would you mind having coffee with me
sometime?

730
00:44:00,929 --> 00:44:03,057
I'd like to get your opinion
on some ideas.

731
00:44:04,725 --> 00:44:05,266
Sure, man.

732
00:44:05,267 --> 00:44:07,269
Of course, I'd be happy to.

733
00:44:07,603 --> 00:44:09,855
I am happy, really happy for you
and James.

734
00:44:10,064 --> 00:44:11,314
Just talked with him earlier.

735
00:44:11,315 --> 00:44:13,317
He seems like a wonderful guy.

736
00:44:14,109 --> 00:44:16,403
Hey, we've got to get you married.

737
00:44:17,071 --> 00:44:19,281
Let's go. Oh.

738
00:44:22,117 --> 00:44:23,368
We are gathered here today

739
00:44:23,369 --> 00:44:26,205
to celebrate the union
of Michael and James.

740
00:44:27,498 --> 00:44:28,956
Today, they stand before you

741
00:44:28,957 --> 00:44:30,959
to declare their love for one another.

742
00:44:31,752 --> 00:44:34,838
This moment is a testament
to their journey together.

743
00:44:35,255 --> 00:44:38,634
Filled with love,
laughter and shared dreams.

744
00:44:41,261 --> 00:44:42,553
As they exchange their vows.

745
00:44:42,554 --> 00:44:45,849
Let us all be reminded
of the beauty of love

746
00:44:47,101 --> 00:44:49,103
and the hope it holds for the future.

747
00:44:50,521 --> 00:44:52,523
Michael and James, please hold hands

748
00:44:52,898 --> 00:44:54,900
and look each other in the eyes.

749
00:44:55,984 --> 00:44:57,986
Those hands will build your future.

750
00:44:58,696 --> 00:45:00,698
Support you in times of need

751
00:45:01,031 --> 00:45:03,033
and hold you in moments of joy.

752
00:45:04,660 --> 00:45:06,786
May we have the rings? And please

753
00:45:06,787 --> 00:45:08,789
exchange your vows.

754
00:45:18,132 --> 00:45:20,134
Michael...

755
00:45:21,343 --> 00:45:23,345
You're my best friend

756
00:45:23,679 --> 00:45:25,681
and my greatest love.

757
00:45:27,224 --> 00:45:29,142
I promise

758
00:45:29,143 --> 00:45:30,935
to stand by you.

759
00:45:30,936 --> 00:45:32,938
To support your dreams.

760
00:45:34,064 --> 00:45:36,316
And to cherish every moment with you.

761
00:45:37,317 --> 00:45:38,985
Together

762
00:45:38,986 --> 00:45:41,905
I vow to love you with all my heart.

763
00:45:42,948 --> 00:45:45,534
To be your rock in times of need.

764
00:46:03,177 --> 00:46:05,179
James...

765
00:46:05,804 --> 00:46:08,766
You are my light, my home.

766
00:46:09,850 --> 00:46:12,978
With you I found a deep and pure love.

767
00:46:14,605 --> 00:46:18,066
I promise to honor and respect you.

768
00:46:18,776 --> 00:46:20,903
To be patient and kind.

769
00:46:22,654 --> 00:46:24,907
And always communicate openly.

770
00:46:26,742 --> 00:46:28,744
I love you

771
00:46:29,203 --> 00:46:31,205
more than words can express.

772
00:46:33,916 --> 00:46:35,291
James and Michael,

773
00:46:35,292 --> 00:46:37,294
having declared your love for each other

774
00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:39,338
in front of your friends and family.

775
00:46:39,421 --> 00:46:41,423
It is my honor and privilege

776
00:46:41,465 --> 00:46:43,467
to announce you married.

777
00:46:43,926 --> 00:46:45,928
You may now kiss.

778
00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:55,520
Thanks, Aunt Joan.

779
00:46:55,521 --> 00:46:57,523
Looks great.

780
00:46:57,648 --> 00:46:59,398
The wedding was wonderful.

781
00:46:59,399 --> 00:47:01,401
You guys kissed?

782
00:47:01,652 --> 00:47:03,110
Yes. We did.

783
00:47:03,111 --> 00:47:04,654
Too bad you missed it.

784
00:47:04,655 --> 00:47:06,657
I couldn't make it.

785
00:47:06,824 --> 00:47:08,992
I was on my way back from Bentonville.

786
00:47:09,409 --> 00:47:11,411
That's in Arkansas.

787
00:47:11,745 --> 00:47:13,914
I had a job interview
at Walmart headquarters.

788
00:47:14,623 --> 00:47:16,207
Thanks for doing the cooking, mom.

789
00:47:16,208 --> 00:47:18,210
Oh, it was nothing.

790
00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:20,838
Anyway, I got to ride on a nice plane.

791
00:47:22,214 --> 00:47:23,172
Did he have some of those

792
00:47:23,173 --> 00:47:25,174
little peanut snacks on the plane?

793
00:47:25,175 --> 00:47:28,469
No, but I did get to sit by a crying baby

794
00:47:28,470 --> 00:47:30,472
and a drunk woman.

795
00:47:30,556 --> 00:47:33,308
And I had one of those foreign flight
attendants.

796
00:47:33,809 --> 00:47:35,768
He must have been from one of them,

797
00:47:35,769 --> 00:47:38,272
Zimbabwe countries or something.

798
00:47:39,106 --> 00:47:41,525
His accent was so bad.

799
00:47:42,192 --> 00:47:43,402
But it was a free ticket...

800
00:47:44,403 --> 00:47:46,405
and the drinks were free.

801
00:47:46,655 --> 00:47:48,657
I had three of them.

802
00:47:50,158 --> 00:47:52,160
But he was such a doofus.

803
00:47:52,494 --> 00:47:55,162
I don't understand why they can't

804
00:47:55,163 --> 00:47:58,542
hire English speak’n Americans.

805
00:47:59,751 --> 00:48:01,127
Well, maybe he had a chance

806
00:48:01,128 --> 00:48:03,129
to earn a good income.

807
00:48:03,130 --> 00:48:05,799
Maybe he had a chance at a better life.

808
00:48:06,758 --> 00:48:08,384
Maybe he was poor

809
00:48:08,385 --> 00:48:10,345
and had dreams of a better life.

810
00:48:10,846 --> 00:48:12,848
Do you ever think about the things you say?!

811
00:48:13,432 --> 00:48:15,434
About the way you treat people?

812
00:48:15,601 --> 00:48:17,603
What are you talking about?

813
00:48:19,396 --> 00:48:19,812
Joan,

814
00:48:19,813 --> 00:48:21,899
this is just delicious.

815
00:48:21,940 --> 00:48:23,316
Thank you.

816
00:48:23,317 --> 00:48:25,444
I don't get the chance
to cook for a group,

817
00:48:25,652 --> 00:48:27,654
so I thought this lunch would be fun.

818
00:48:29,114 --> 00:48:31,115
I don't know what they put in food
these days,

819
00:48:31,116 --> 00:48:33,368
but it doesn't taste like it
did years ago.

820
00:48:35,454 --> 00:48:38,498
It's all the laboratory
made ingredients going into the food.

821
00:48:39,875 --> 00:48:42,501
Well I had stomach problems for years

822
00:48:42,502 --> 00:48:45,464
and then I went organic
and it cleared up in a few weeks.

823
00:48:46,882 --> 00:48:48,884
You know Michael's dad had that problem

824
00:48:49,301 --> 00:48:51,303
and Michael is just like his dad.

825
00:48:51,845 --> 00:48:53,931
He was always having stomach problems.

826
00:48:57,225 --> 00:48:59,227
I'm sorry honey, I gotta get going.

827
00:48:59,686 --> 00:49:02,563
I won't be too late. But when I get back,

828
00:49:02,564 --> 00:49:04,691
we'll stay up and watch all movies.

829
00:49:07,736 --> 00:49:09,153
Great seeing everyone.

830
00:49:09,154 --> 00:49:10,321
I am so sorry.

831
00:49:10,322 --> 00:49:12,198
I can't believe it, but I gotta get going.

832
00:49:12,199 --> 00:49:15,826
We had a sudden game release coming up
tomorrow and couldn't have been worse.

833
00:49:15,827 --> 00:49:17,411
timing.

834
00:49:17,412 --> 00:49:19,414
Thank you so much, John.

835
00:49:19,456 --> 00:49:21,416
We'll see you later.

836
00:49:21,625 --> 00:49:22,041
Love you

837
00:49:22,042 --> 00:49:24,044
husband.

838
00:49:25,671 --> 00:49:27,673
I love you, too, husband.

839
00:49:34,012 --> 00:49:36,014
He can't even stay for your wedding day.

840
00:49:36,974 --> 00:49:38,976
We already talked about it earlier.

841
00:49:39,101 --> 00:49:40,310
We see each other every day.

842
00:49:41,311 --> 00:49:42,228
He just

843
00:49:42,229 --> 00:49:44,231
needs to be there and make sure everything
runs smooth.

844
00:49:44,815 --> 00:49:46,190
Sounds like a bad

845
00:49:46,191 --> 00:49:48,235
start to your marriage, to me.

846
00:49:49,903 --> 00:49:50,277
You know,

847
00:49:50,278 --> 00:49:52,614
I think I'll make a quick peach cobbler.

848
00:49:52,656 --> 00:49:53,948
Do you have any canned peaches?

849
00:49:53,949 --> 00:49:56,702
Michael? Yes, mom.

850
00:49:57,285 --> 00:49:58,661
I'll get some from the garage.

851
00:49:58,662 --> 00:50:00,664
Thank you.

852
00:50:07,421 --> 00:50:09,423
That was just rude.

853
00:50:10,298 --> 00:50:12,551
Your cousin is always
trying to be your friend,

854
00:50:12,801 --> 00:50:14,677
and you can't even be nice to him

855
00:50:14,678 --> 00:50:16,680
for one day.

856
00:50:20,892 --> 00:50:22,894
Doesn't Michael have a ghost?

857
00:50:23,437 --> 00:50:25,312
He sure does.

858
00:50:25,313 --> 00:50:27,566
I stayed over one week when I hurt my leg.

859
00:50:28,692 --> 00:50:30,276
The noises I heard in the middle of

860
00:50:30,277 --> 00:50:32,279
the night were enough to send me home.

861
00:50:32,446 --> 00:50:34,406
No more staying over here for me.

862
00:50:36,783 --> 00:50:39,703
Aunt Joan was telling us about your ghosts.

863
00:50:40,871 --> 00:50:42,496
Oh. It's harmless.

864
00:50:42,497 --> 00:50:44,833
Just likes to cause a little mischief
sometimes.

865
00:50:45,417 --> 00:50:48,045
I don't think you should have that
carefree attitude, Michael.

866
00:50:48,795 --> 00:50:51,089
Satan presents himself in many ways.

867
00:50:51,506 --> 00:50:53,508
It's not Satan, mom.

868
00:50:53,717 --> 00:50:55,718
Satan is just a myth.

869
00:50:55,719 --> 00:50:57,721
Like the old man in the sky judging us.

870
00:50:57,888 --> 00:50:59,890
He most certainly is real.

871
00:51:01,558 --> 00:51:01,849
If the

872
00:51:01,850 --> 00:51:04,478
sins of man were forgiven
by Jesus being killed,

873
00:51:05,187 --> 00:51:06,604
what happened to the sins of man

874
00:51:06,605 --> 00:51:08,607
before Jesus was killed?

875
00:51:08,815 --> 00:51:10,483
Did we go to hell?!

876
00:51:10,484 --> 00:51:11,734
Would a loving God send us

877
00:51:11,735 --> 00:51:13,737
from a perfect Paradise

878
00:51:14,071 --> 00:51:16,530
just to test us on earth and punish us

879
00:51:16,531 --> 00:51:18,533
if we fail?

880
00:51:18,658 --> 00:51:20,076
It's a grand lie.

881
00:51:20,077 --> 00:51:22,079
It's not real.

882
00:51:22,287 --> 00:51:24,790
We're all entitled to our opinions.

883
00:51:26,500 --> 00:51:29,085
Aunt Joan, do you really believe

884
00:51:29,086 --> 00:51:32,506
that your brother was punished
by a religious god and sent to hell,

885
00:51:32,547 --> 00:51:35,050
just by being depressed
and taking his own life?

886
00:51:40,222 --> 00:51:42,224
He was only 14.

887
00:51:46,269 --> 00:51:48,271
When I was little,

888
00:51:48,855 --> 00:51:51,315
my Pentecostal
dad told me that my dog wouldn't

889
00:51:51,316 --> 00:51:54,401
go to heaven because heaven

890
00:51:54,402 --> 00:51:56,404
is just for humans

891
00:51:56,947 --> 00:51:57,947
Do you have any idea what that does to a child’s mind?

892
00:51:57,948 --> 00:51:59,950
what that does to a child's mind.

893
00:52:00,992 --> 00:52:02,202
I cried for a month.

894
00:52:03,411 --> 00:52:05,413
Well, fuck that!

895
00:52:05,997 --> 00:52:07,790
I wasn't going to have a thing
to do with religion

896
00:52:07,791 --> 00:52:09,793
from that moment on.

897
00:52:10,919 --> 00:52:12,921
I'm sorry Aunt Joan.

898
00:52:13,296 --> 00:52:15,298
I didn't mean to upset you.

899
00:52:16,800 --> 00:52:18,134
It's just...

900
00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:20,095
well...

901
00:52:20,679 --> 00:52:22,681
Your brother was struggling,

902
00:52:23,765 --> 00:52:25,641
and he deserves compassion,

903
00:52:25,642 --> 00:52:27,644
not condemnation.

904
00:52:29,604 --> 00:52:31,272
Well, good luck with your marriage.

905
00:52:31,273 --> 00:52:33,275
A large age gap like that...

906
00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:35,276
It's not really good for a couple.

907
00:52:35,277 --> 00:52:37,279
Oh. That's ridiculous.

908
00:52:37,362 --> 00:52:40,448
His father and I were 16 years apart,
and we were in love

909
00:52:40,657 --> 00:52:42,659
our entire marriage.

910
00:52:44,828 --> 00:52:46,830
I'm going to get some sugar
from the garage.

911
00:52:47,205 --> 00:52:49,207
Okay.

912
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:56,046
I'm just saying,

913
00:52:56,047 --> 00:52:57,756
two men living

914
00:52:57,757 --> 00:53:00,343
in a nontraditional relationship...

915
00:53:00,927 --> 00:53:01,802
Nontraditional

916
00:53:01,803 --> 00:53:03,429
My foot!

917
00:53:03,430 --> 00:53:05,682
The only reason they call it
nontraditional

918
00:53:06,016 --> 00:53:08,017
is because those people

919
00:53:08,018 --> 00:53:10,020
have the upper hand in society.

920
00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:12,522
They decide the rules for everyone.

921
00:53:13,064 --> 00:53:15,566
Gay men and women
have been treated less than human.

922
00:53:15,567 --> 00:53:17,986
And they've been here since day one.

923
00:53:19,237 --> 00:53:21,239
How long can it last?

924
00:53:21,281 --> 00:53:23,115
Hoping his little story

925
00:53:23,116 --> 00:53:25,327
books are gonna make him famous,

926
00:53:26,203 --> 00:53:28,954
and thinking he can be in a relationship

927
00:53:28,955 --> 00:53:32,626
with some big city guy
with a successful career.

928
00:53:33,376 --> 00:53:34,335
Shut up,

929
00:53:34,336 --> 00:53:35,794
Wyatt.

930
00:53:35,795 --> 00:53:37,797
Don't you ever say that to him.

931
00:53:38,924 --> 00:53:40,841
He's my child, and I want him

932
00:53:40,842 --> 00:53:42,968
to have every chance at happiness

933
00:53:42,969 --> 00:53:44,971
that his father and I did.

934
00:53:46,556 --> 00:53:49,142
I wish your uncle were here to handle you.

935
00:53:54,481 --> 00:53:56,483
Is there any pie?

936
00:54:05,617 --> 00:54:07,619
(TV Movie) That you.

937
00:54:18,588 --> 00:54:21,215
Steve Winters here
with another weather update.

938
00:54:21,216 --> 00:54:22,216
We're entering week

939
00:54:22,217 --> 00:54:26,137
three of what I'm officially calling
the Great Atmosphere Standoff.

940
00:54:26,429 --> 00:54:28,597
We’re looking at sustained rain and gusts

941
00:54:28,598 --> 00:54:31,351
up to 40mph for the next fortnight.

942
00:54:31,601 --> 00:54:34,436
The temperature remains in the low 40s

943
00:54:34,437 --> 00:54:36,146
in what I’m calling

944
00:54:36,147 --> 00:54:38,941
a Meteorological purgatory. Too warm

945
00:54:38,942 --> 00:54:41,653
for snow angels, to cold for actual angels.

946
00:54:42,237 --> 00:54:45,699
For more of the latest weather,
join us 11 on KFNN news channel.

947
00:54:48,660 --> 00:54:50,954
Let that light of God's love shine!

948
00:54:51,955 --> 00:54:55,083
Through your
heart’s today.

949
00:54:55,125 --> 00:54:58,837
Let the holy spirit

950
00:54:59,587 --> 00:55:01,505
come on in to your heart.

951
00:55:01,506 --> 00:55:03,508
Shut up!

952
00:55:27,949 --> 00:55:29,867
(cellphone ringing)
Hello.

953
00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:31,535
Hi, husband.

954
00:55:31,536 --> 00:55:33,580
I'm on my way in about 20 minutes.

955
00:55:33,788 --> 00:55:36,207
We’ll stay up and have our wedding night.

956
00:55:38,335 --> 00:55:38,584
Yeah,

957
00:55:38,585 --> 00:55:40,587
sounds wonderful.

958
00:55:41,379 --> 00:55:43,381
Sweetheart?

959
00:55:44,341 --> 00:55:46,343
Michael?

960
00:55:46,426 --> 00:55:48,428
What's wrong?

961
00:55:50,180 --> 00:55:52,182
Are you crying?

962
00:55:53,641 --> 00:55:55,643
Oh, honey,

963
00:55:56,394 --> 00:55:58,480
I messed up
not being there with you tonight.

964
00:55:58,605 --> 00:56:01,399
I, -I'm so sorry. I...

965
00:56:03,985 --> 00:56:06,154
It's... just the rain.

966
00:56:06,196 --> 00:56:08,406
It gets depressing sometimes.

967
00:56:10,492 --> 00:56:10,824
And I also

968
00:56:10,825 --> 00:56:12,994
had a little too much to drink.

969
00:56:15,205 --> 00:56:16,455
Okay... (frantic)

970
00:56:16,456 --> 00:56:18,207
You know, I'm leaving right now. Okay.

971
00:56:18,208 --> 00:56:20,210
I don't want you to be upset, okay?

972
00:56:20,293 --> 00:56:22,461
Just make some coffee and I'll be home

973
00:56:22,462 --> 00:56:24,464
soon, okay?

974
00:56:25,048 --> 00:56:27,050
I’m sorry.

975
00:56:28,134 --> 00:56:30,136
I know I'm not good enough for you.

976
00:56:32,889 --> 00:56:33,723
I love you.

977
00:56:38,144 --> 00:56:40,146
Michael?

978
00:56:42,065 --> 00:56:44,067
Mike.

979
00:56:45,110 --> 00:56:47,112
Hello?

980
00:56:47,654 --> 00:56:49,656
Michael?!

981
00:56:52,617 --> 00:56:54,619
Michael?

982
00:57:04,796 --> 00:57:06,798
Michael?

983
00:58:31,216 --> 00:58:33,218
Sorry.

984
00:58:41,643 --> 00:58:43,645
It’s all right. I love you.

985
00:59:02,247 --> 00:59:04,249
It's so good to see you.

986
00:59:04,916 --> 00:59:07,417
You know, I got to say, I'm

987
00:59:07,418 --> 00:59:10,255
so sorry
that I didn't make it after the wedding,

988
00:59:11,089 --> 00:59:13,508
but I was really not feeling well.

989
00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:15,259
Well, I completely understand.

990
00:59:15,260 --> 00:59:16,635
I'm just glad you could be here.

991
00:59:16,636 --> 00:59:18,596
Are you feeling better?

992
00:59:19,389 --> 00:59:20,889
Jesus loves me. Yes.

993
00:59:20,890 --> 00:59:22,516
Fit as a fiddle! Yes!

994
00:59:22,517 --> 00:59:24,309
Oh, yes.

995
00:59:24,310 --> 00:59:25,686
Oh, I hope it wasn't

996
00:59:25,687 --> 00:59:27,689
too long of a drive for you, though.

997
00:59:29,315 --> 00:59:32,485
Oh, I have something for you.

998
00:59:33,945 --> 00:59:35,487
Oh...--There you go.

999
00:59:35,488 --> 00:59:37,406
You didn't have to do this.

1000
00:59:37,407 --> 00:59:40,785
You know, I got home,
and I looked inside the pocket,

1001
00:59:41,411 --> 00:59:43,413
and there, here was...

1002
00:59:43,746 --> 00:59:46,290
the wedding gift was right there inside.

1003
00:59:46,291 --> 00:59:48,626
And I only wear this
for special occasions.

1004
00:59:50,253 --> 00:59:52,589
Happily Ever Laughter.

1005
00:59:56,217 --> 01:00:00,013
Wishing you a lifetime of fun and love.

1006
01:00:00,847 --> 01:00:02,557
That's very sweet. Thank you.

1007
01:00:05,226 --> 01:00:10,690
Oh. Uncle Jim,

1008
01:00:11,190 --> 01:00:13,192
I don't understand.

1009
01:00:14,402 --> 01:00:16,821
Is’for your future, for you and James?

1010
01:00:17,488 --> 01:00:19,490
Oh, Uncle Jim... wha...

1011
01:00:19,741 --> 01:00:21,743
what would we do with this?

1012
01:00:22,452 --> 01:00:23,827
This is very generous.

1013
01:00:23,828 --> 01:00:27,665
I don't know if I can accept this.
Michael...

1014
01:00:28,666 --> 01:00:30,668
You're my only nephew.

1015
01:00:31,085 --> 01:00:33,087
And where in the world
am I going to spend it?

1016
01:00:34,047 --> 01:00:36,006
This is just too much.

1017
01:00:36,007 --> 01:00:38,009
I saved it for years.

1018
01:00:39,469 --> 01:00:41,470
There's nothing I need.

1019
01:00:41,471 --> 01:00:43,473
I'm not an adventurous guy.

1020
01:00:44,682 --> 01:00:46,684
I don't travel.

1021
01:00:46,851 --> 01:00:49,395
I don't have any kids or a husband.

1022
01:00:50,980 --> 01:00:53,358
All I do is stay at home
and watch jeopardy!

1023
01:00:55,568 --> 01:00:55,817
You know,

1024
01:00:55,818 --> 01:00:59,197
I had great memories of those times
coming over and watching it.

1025
01:00:59,405 --> 01:01:01,865
And those TV dinners with aluminum.

1026
01:01:01,866 --> 01:01:03,033
The aluminum foil,

1027
01:01:03,034 --> 01:01:04,951
45 minutes to heaven.

1028
01:01:04,952 --> 01:01:05,702
Oh, yeah.

1029
01:01:05,703 --> 01:01:07,705
And you get to the apple pudding,

1030
01:01:07,789 --> 01:01:09,832
and by God, by that time,

1031
01:01:10,124 --> 01:01:12,460
you've already got
into the Wheel of Fortune.

1032
01:01:14,045 --> 01:01:14,961
Oh, I

1033
01:01:14,962 --> 01:01:17,840
only have such happy memories
of those times.

1034
01:01:18,216 --> 01:01:20,967
Certainly made up
for those really ugly, awful ones

1035
01:01:20,968 --> 01:01:23,513
that I wanted to forget.

1036
01:01:26,140 --> 01:01:26,890
You know,

1037
01:01:26,891 --> 01:01:29,352
I remember a young man

1038
01:01:29,894 --> 01:01:32,063
with tears rolling down his cheeks

1039
01:01:33,398 --> 01:01:35,400
over a neighborhood boy

1040
01:01:35,692 --> 01:01:37,609
that knocked on your door.

1041
01:01:37,610 --> 01:01:39,612
Oh yes, Jeff Fox.

1042
01:01:40,446 --> 01:01:42,448
I never forgot that name.

1043
01:01:42,740 --> 01:01:44,742
Called me a homo.

1044
01:01:44,784 --> 01:01:46,702
All the kids at school laughing at me

1045
01:01:46,703 --> 01:01:48,704
and picking on me.

1046
01:01:48,705 --> 01:01:50,622
But then I came over

1047
01:01:50,623 --> 01:01:52,625
and you just reminded me

1048
01:01:52,875 --> 01:01:54,334
to not listen to them.

1049
01:01:54,335 --> 01:01:56,421
To be true to who I was.

1050
01:01:58,089 --> 01:02:00,091
You reminded me of that.

1051
01:02:01,342 --> 01:02:06,347
This... is really generous of you.

1052
01:02:07,390 --> 01:02:08,348
I just...

1053
01:02:08,349 --> 01:02:10,351
I can't take it.

1054
01:02:10,935 --> 01:02:12,895
Michael...

1055
01:02:14,355 --> 01:02:16,566
You're starting a new chapter in your life

1056
01:02:17,775 --> 01:02:19,651
with James...

1057
01:02:19,652 --> 01:02:22,280
and you're going to have
a beautiful life together.

1058
01:02:23,656 --> 01:02:25,616
You know?

1059
01:02:26,409 --> 01:02:28,411
I lived in a different past.

1060
01:02:30,246 --> 01:02:31,204
I was brought up

1061
01:02:31,205 --> 01:02:34,250
with all that gay prejudicy, of...

1062
01:02:34,417 --> 01:02:36,419
“oh, there's those kinds.”

1063
01:02:36,711 --> 01:02:38,211
You know, like we were sinners.

1064
01:02:38,212 --> 01:02:40,214
Changing the fabric of America.

1065
01:02:41,257 --> 01:02:44,051
It was hard... as a young gay kid.

1066
01:02:47,346 --> 01:02:49,348
I did my chores on the farm.

1067
01:02:50,808 --> 01:02:53,311
I went to school, attended church.

1068
01:02:54,979 --> 01:02:56,563
But, I'm so proud,

1069
01:02:56,564 --> 01:02:59,609
that you found your soulmate, James.

1070
01:03:00,735 --> 01:03:02,695
You know, I never had a husband...

1071
01:03:03,404 --> 01:03:04,404
or a boyfriend.

1072
01:03:04,405 --> 01:03:06,156
What? Yeah.

1073
01:03:06,157 --> 01:03:08,159
I took care of our relatives.

1074
01:03:09,035 --> 01:03:11,037
I watched them date,

1075
01:03:11,120 --> 01:03:13,289
get married, have kids,

1076
01:03:15,082 --> 01:03:16,541
and then I thought, oh, I'm

1077
01:03:16,542 --> 01:03:18,544
going to be the new Superman.

1078
01:03:18,795 --> 01:03:20,797
I'm going to be normal.

1079
01:03:21,923 --> 01:03:24,509
But what happened was... I grew old.

1080
01:03:25,092 --> 01:03:27,010
I'm still alone.

1081
01:03:27,011 --> 01:03:29,013
And I'm still thinking...

1082
01:03:29,764 --> 01:03:31,766
he's watching.

1083
01:03:35,311 --> 01:03:36,437
And then it happened.

1084
01:03:38,564 --> 01:03:40,566
One summer day.

1085
01:03:42,068 --> 01:03:43,151
There he stood.

1086
01:03:43,152 --> 01:03:45,196
A sweet man in a cornfield.

1087
01:03:48,449 --> 01:03:50,451
And we had a great conversation.

1088
01:03:52,078 --> 01:03:54,080
Talked about irrigation.

1089
01:03:54,664 --> 01:03:56,081
And I didn't know the irrigation

1090
01:03:56,082 --> 01:03:58,251
was going to get me to the movies,

1091
01:03:58,626 --> 01:04:01,003
a theater and the county fairs.

1092
01:04:01,754 --> 01:04:03,756
But it did.

1093
01:04:05,883 --> 01:04:07,885
And then it got to me.

1094
01:04:10,888 --> 01:04:14,642
I thought and knew that he wanted more.

1095
01:04:17,353 --> 01:04:19,355
And of course, I got scared.

1096
01:04:23,234 --> 01:04:25,236
I sent him away.

1097
01:04:29,949 --> 01:04:31,951
Michael...

1098
01:04:32,410 --> 01:04:34,412
I'm not a well man.

1099
01:04:35,830 --> 01:04:37,832
I have bladder cancer.

1100
01:04:38,583 --> 01:04:40,585
What?

1101
01:04:40,918 --> 01:04:42,544
I'm okay.

1102
01:04:42,545 --> 01:04:44,004
I got enough to get by

1103
01:04:44,005 --> 01:04:46,048
with Social Security and savings.

1104
01:04:47,842 --> 01:04:50,386
He gave me two years... maybe less.

1105
01:04:53,389 --> 01:04:56,517
But I want you and James

1106
01:04:57,310 --> 01:04:59,312
to get that house

1107
01:04:59,437 --> 01:05:01,439
that you've always talked about.

1108
01:05:03,399 --> 01:05:05,401
It’ll make a great down payment.

1109
01:05:05,818 --> 01:05:07,820
I’m, so sorry.

1110
01:05:08,154 --> 01:05:09,821
Don't be.

1111
01:05:09,822 --> 01:05:11,616
God works in strange ways.

1112
01:05:13,367 --> 01:05:15,870
You never know why things happen.

1113
01:05:17,079 --> 01:05:19,081
But there's always a reason.

1114
01:05:22,752 --> 01:05:24,252
I've learned one thing.

1115
01:05:24,253 --> 01:05:26,255
Life is short.

1116
01:05:27,423 --> 01:05:29,592
And don't take anything seriously.

1117
01:05:37,099 --> 01:05:39,101
Now there's something I have to tell you.

1118
01:06:03,000 --> 01:06:05,002
Hi, sunshine.

1119
01:06:07,421 --> 01:06:09,297
Farmer's Almanac says it looks like

1120
01:06:09,298 --> 01:06:12,009
we're going to have a few big storms
between

1121
01:06:12,385 --> 01:06:14,387
December and February.

1122
01:06:15,930 --> 01:06:16,388
I'm sorry.

1123
01:06:16,389 --> 01:06:18,391
I'm missed seeing your uncle.

1124
01:06:21,102 --> 01:06:21,393
Yeah,

1125
01:06:21,394 --> 01:06:23,562
he was the only one I could ever talk to
when I was young.

1126
01:06:25,815 --> 01:06:27,524
Gave us a wedding gift.

1127
01:06:27,525 --> 01:06:29,527
Oh. How sweet.

1128
01:06:29,819 --> 01:06:31,319
Was it, uh...

1129
01:06:31,320 --> 01:06:33,489
chocolates or flavored coffee by chance?

1130
01:06:34,448 --> 01:06:36,450
He wrote us a check.

1131
01:06:37,243 --> 01:06:39,245
To help buy a house.

1132
01:06:39,662 --> 01:06:41,664
Oh, wow.

1133
01:06:41,831 --> 01:06:43,833
What a sweet guy.

1134
01:06:45,126 --> 01:06:47,920
Maybe one day we'll have enough saved.

1135
01:06:50,923 --> 01:06:54,176
He gave us $18,000

1136
01:06:55,428 --> 01:06:56,469
for a down payment.

1137
01:06:56,470 --> 01:06:57,971
Oh my God!

1138
01:06:57,972 --> 01:07:00,765
Bu... that's just, wild.

1139
01:07:00,766 --> 01:07:02,768
Really?!

1140
01:07:04,228 --> 01:07:05,896
Okay, I have to call him.

1141
01:07:08,149 --> 01:07:09,149
Oh, hey...

1142
01:07:09,150 --> 01:07:10,900
and guess what?

1143
01:07:10,901 --> 01:07:12,903
It looks like...

1144
01:07:13,154 --> 01:07:15,156
I'm going to be working more from home

1145
01:07:15,239 --> 01:07:17,241
as soon as I work out the details.

1146
01:07:17,950 --> 01:07:19,952
Isn't that great?

1147
01:07:26,625 --> 01:07:28,627
You okay, sweetheart?

1148
01:07:34,091 --> 01:07:36,093
What's wrong?

1149
01:07:38,054 --> 01:07:40,056
Michael...

1150
01:07:43,059 --> 01:07:43,725
Well, did I do

1151
01:07:43,726 --> 01:07:45,728
something?

1152
01:07:45,936 --> 01:07:47,562
Did I forget something?

1153
01:07:47,563 --> 01:07:50,106
No... no.

1154
01:07:50,107 --> 01:07:52,109
You're great.

1155
01:07:54,195 --> 01:07:56,197
You know how sometimes...

1156
01:07:58,032 --> 01:08:00,034
I don't always seem like myself.

1157
01:08:01,494 --> 01:08:02,911
I’m...

1158
01:08:02,912 --> 01:08:04,914
forgettign things, alright...

1159
01:08:05,998 --> 01:08:08,166
I get frustrated suddenly

1160
01:08:08,167 --> 01:08:11,045
or confused. I'm...

1161
01:08:13,464 --> 01:08:15,466
You take those allergy pills.

1162
01:08:16,592 --> 01:08:17,759
I know, they give you brain fog

1163
01:08:17,760 --> 01:08:19,762
sometimes.

1164
01:08:24,433 --> 01:08:24,974
I have

1165
01:08:24,975 --> 01:08:28,771
something, called early onset Alzheimer's.

1166
01:08:32,983 --> 01:08:34,985
What?

1167
01:08:35,444 --> 01:08:38,154
It affects people under 65,

1168
01:08:38,155 --> 01:08:41,534
but most commonly between 40 and 50.

1169
01:08:42,326 --> 01:08:44,328
It's very rare.

1170
01:08:46,539 --> 01:08:49,375
And, uh...

1171
01:08:50,960 --> 01:08:52,962
there’s no cure.

1172
01:08:54,588 --> 01:08:57,591
And I've known for the past three weeks,

1173
01:08:58,509 --> 01:09:00,511
and I didn't know how to tell you.

1174
01:09:02,721 --> 01:09:03,514
I know...

1175
01:09:04,557 --> 01:09:06,015
I know this is a terrible

1176
01:09:06,016 --> 01:09:08,018
way to start a marriage.

1177
01:09:09,186 --> 01:09:11,188
And I love you.

1178
01:09:11,897 --> 01:09:14,316
I love you with all of my heart.

1179
01:09:16,402 --> 01:09:18,404
And I won't blame you...

1180
01:09:19,530 --> 01:09:21,532
I mean, you if you want out.

1181
01:09:23,075 --> 01:09:25,077
I'm so sorry.

1182
01:09:57,526 --> 01:09:59,486
Open your eyes, Michael.

1183
01:10:00,613 --> 01:10:03,657
Tonight
we're going to explore the elements.

1184
01:10:04,033 --> 01:10:06,035
Earth, air, fire, water.

1185
01:10:06,285 --> 01:10:07,785
They're all around us.

1186
01:10:07,786 --> 01:10:09,788
And within us.

1187
01:10:12,291 --> 01:10:14,293
What's on your mind, Michael?

1188
01:10:16,629 --> 01:10:18,631
I've been thinking about James.

1189
01:10:20,466 --> 01:10:22,468
I'm scared of leaving him, but I'm...

1190
01:10:23,677 --> 01:10:25,930
I'm scared of him seeing me deteriorate.

1191
01:10:27,014 --> 01:10:29,016
That fear comes from love.

1192
01:10:29,475 --> 01:10:32,144
It's a powerful force.

1193
01:10:34,480 --> 01:10:37,149
Water teaches us to flow,

1194
01:10:37,816 --> 01:10:39,777
to adapt.

1195
01:10:40,486 --> 01:10:42,446
Create a ripple.

1196
01:10:48,369 --> 01:10:50,370
I'm so afraid of the changes,

1197
01:10:50,371 --> 01:10:52,373
I'm going to be going through.

1198
01:10:52,665 --> 01:10:54,667
My relationship...

1199
01:10:54,792 --> 01:10:56,794
with James...

1200
01:10:57,127 --> 01:10:58,920
will change.

1201
01:10:58,921 --> 01:11:00,714
I'm not going to be the man he knew.

1202
01:11:04,051 --> 01:11:06,053
Change isn't always loss, Michael.

1203
01:11:06,887 --> 01:11:08,346
Even if you do, change

1204
01:11:08,347 --> 01:11:10,557
can also be about transformation.

1205
01:11:12,434 --> 01:11:14,435
How do I make the most of the time

1206
01:11:14,436 --> 01:11:16,438
I have left with him?

1207
01:11:18,607 --> 01:11:20,609
By being present.

1208
01:11:21,026 --> 01:11:22,318
Fully present.

1209
01:11:22,319 --> 01:11:23,528
Quality over quantity,

1210
01:11:23,529 --> 01:11:25,531
Michael.

1211
01:11:30,411 --> 01:11:32,413
Close your eyes.

1212
01:11:34,206 --> 01:11:36,208
Listen to the beat.

1213
01:11:40,379 --> 01:11:42,381
Let it become your heartbeat.

1214
01:11:43,882 --> 01:11:45,884
James's heartbeat.

1215
01:11:46,927 --> 01:11:47,468
Now see

1216
01:11:47,469 --> 01:11:49,387
James.

1217
01:11:49,388 --> 01:11:51,390
Not as the man he is now,

1218
01:11:52,266 --> 01:11:54,268
but as the man he'll become.

1219
01:11:55,185 --> 01:11:57,146
Strong, compassionate.

1220
01:11:58,230 --> 01:12:00,941
Carrying your love with him
everywhere he goes.

1221
01:12:01,483 --> 01:12:03,485
I can see him.

1222
01:12:03,819 --> 01:12:05,821
He's so beautiful.

1223
01:12:10,326 --> 01:12:12,076
That vision...

1224
01:12:12,077 --> 01:12:13,411
that love.

1225
01:12:13,412 --> 01:12:14,871
It transcends time,

1226
01:12:14,872 --> 01:12:16,874
Michael.

1227
01:12:17,249 --> 01:12:18,666
That's the fire element.

1228
01:12:18,667 --> 01:12:20,293
Passion. Transformation.

1229
01:12:20,294 --> 01:12:23,505
The spark of the divine in all of us. Yes.

1230
01:12:24,214 --> 01:12:25,882
I want to

1231
01:12:25,883 --> 01:12:27,759
I want to write to him.

1232
01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:28,801
I want to,

1233
01:12:28,802 --> 01:12:31,930
I want to write something
that's going to help him

1234
01:12:32,264 --> 01:12:34,057
through the difficult times.

1235
01:12:34,058 --> 01:12:37,478
To give him strength,
to remind him of our story.

1236
01:12:38,479 --> 01:12:39,854
An excellent idea.

1237
01:12:39,855 --> 01:12:41,815
Where it's a powerful medicine.

1238
01:12:45,110 --> 01:12:46,778
And this,

1239
01:12:46,779 --> 01:12:48,781
represents Earth.

1240
01:12:48,947 --> 01:12:50,949
Grounding, stability.

1241
01:12:51,241 --> 01:12:53,786
It's the physical world
we inhabit, for now.

1242
01:12:56,455 --> 01:12:58,749
I'm still afraid of forgetting,

1243
01:13:00,125 --> 01:13:02,127
of being forgotten.

1244
01:13:03,837 --> 01:13:05,839
Listen to me, Michael.

1245
01:13:06,507 --> 01:13:09,301
You are more than your thoughts

1246
01:13:09,760 --> 01:13:11,762
and your memories.

1247
01:13:11,887 --> 01:13:14,681
You are more than this body, this mind.

1248
01:13:15,849 --> 01:13:17,976
You are a spark of the infinite...

1249
01:13:18,352 --> 01:13:20,854
having a human experience.

1250
01:13:23,148 --> 01:13:24,899
Your impact on this world,

1251
01:13:24,900 --> 01:13:26,902
on James. On those you love.

1252
01:13:27,277 --> 01:13:28,736
That doesn't end.

1253
01:13:28,737 --> 01:13:31,198
It ripples outward, touching lives.

1254
01:13:31,698 --> 01:13:33,700
You'll never even know.

1255
01:13:37,121 --> 01:13:38,830
Promise me something.

1256
01:13:38,831 --> 01:13:40,833
Promise me that every day

1257
01:13:41,375 --> 01:13:42,875
you and James will share a minute

1258
01:13:42,876 --> 01:13:45,003
of pure joy together.

1259
01:13:45,587 --> 01:13:47,213
One moment where you're both fully

1260
01:13:47,214 --> 01:13:49,216
alive, fully present.

1261
01:13:49,425 --> 01:13:51,468
Don't be afraid to say I love you.

1262
01:13:51,552 --> 01:13:53,554
Gvgeyu

1263
01:13:54,304 --> 01:13:55,931
That's how we say it in Cherokee.

1264
01:13:57,558 --> 01:13:59,560
Gvgeyu. -Gvgeyu

1265
01:14:01,937 --> 01:14:03,062
Remember, Michael,

1266
01:14:03,063 --> 01:14:04,814
Every moment is precious.

1267
01:14:04,815 --> 01:14:06,190
This journey you're on.

1268
01:14:06,191 --> 01:14:10,863
It's not about ending,
but, about transformation.

1269
01:14:12,489 --> 01:14:14,491
What do you mean by transformation?

1270
01:14:16,201 --> 01:14:18,203
Nothing really ends, Michael.

1271
01:14:19,246 --> 01:14:21,206
We never truly die, Michael.

1272
01:14:21,582 --> 01:14:23,082
We transition.

1273
01:14:23,083 --> 01:14:25,752
Our earthly consciousness
simply transitions

1274
01:14:26,086 --> 01:14:28,046
from one state of being to another.

1275
01:14:28,755 --> 01:14:30,716
You mean like an afterlife?

1276
01:14:32,134 --> 01:14:33,759
Yes, but

1277
01:14:33,760 --> 01:14:35,846
it's not some distant, far off place.

1278
01:14:36,346 --> 01:14:38,014
It's a continuation of our journey

1279
01:14:38,015 --> 01:14:40,017
here on Earth.

1280
01:14:40,058 --> 01:14:42,060
What's it like?

1281
01:14:43,228 --> 01:14:45,230
It's a place of peace.

1282
01:14:46,982 --> 01:14:48,316
And renewal.

1283
01:14:48,317 --> 01:14:50,193
Imagine
feeling like you're in your 30s again,

1284
01:14:50,194 --> 01:14:52,196
but without all the pain and sickness.

1285
01:14:53,405 --> 01:14:54,989
It’s earth as we know it.

1286
01:14:54,990 --> 01:14:57,701
But in its most perfect state,

1287
01:14:58,994 --> 01:15:00,996
Beauty and love.

1288
01:15:03,582 --> 01:15:05,626
But. But what about James?

1289
01:15:06,793 --> 01:15:09,213
What about the people we leave behind?

1290
01:15:09,463 --> 01:15:11,173
Your love for them doesn't end, Michael.

1291
01:15:12,716 --> 01:15:14,675
In fact, many believe,

1292
01:15:14,676 --> 01:15:16,302
we can visit them,

1293
01:15:16,303 --> 01:15:18,012
send the messages of love

1294
01:15:18,013 --> 01:15:20,348
and comfort. And one day,

1295
01:15:20,349 --> 01:15:22,351
you'll be reunited.

1296
01:15:23,977 --> 01:15:26,855
It sounds less like an ending.

1297
01:15:28,065 --> 01:15:29,982
Because it isn't an ending.

1298
01:15:29,983 --> 01:15:31,985
It's a new beginning.

1299
01:15:32,528 --> 01:15:35,364
Your task now is to live more deeply,

1300
01:15:35,531 --> 01:15:37,533
to love more fully.

1301
01:15:40,035 --> 01:15:41,995
And you and James,

1302
01:15:42,663 --> 01:15:45,374
you're on this path... together.

1303
01:15:54,216 --> 01:15:56,218
We're all just...

1304
01:15:56,301 --> 01:15:58,303
walking each other home, my friend.

1305
01:16:02,349 --> 01:16:04,351
Thankyou.

1306
01:16:04,851 --> 01:16:06,853
You're most welcome.

1307
01:16:35,382 --> 01:16:36,799
Hey. Hey.

1308
01:16:36,800 --> 01:16:38,802
Ready for our walk?

1309
01:16:44,224 --> 01:16:46,268
You know what I was thinking?

1310
01:16:47,686 --> 01:16:49,312
Maybe we could start our Christmas

1311
01:16:49,313 --> 01:16:51,315
decorating this weekend.

1312
01:16:52,649 --> 01:16:53,941
Yeah.

1313
01:16:53,942 --> 01:16:55,944
Yeah, I could use a little Christmas.

1314
01:16:58,905 --> 01:17:00,907
Come on. -Hey...

1315
01:17:07,873 --> 01:17:09,875
If, um...

1316
01:17:11,001 --> 01:17:13,003
When the time comes...

1317
01:17:13,795 --> 01:17:15,797
and I'm not here...

1318
01:17:16,715 --> 01:17:18,717
I won't be dead.

1319
01:17:19,343 --> 01:17:21,345
I'll just be there

1320
01:17:22,220 --> 01:17:24,222
in all its beauty.

1321
01:17:24,848 --> 01:17:27,184
Our permanent home, as we can call it.

1322
01:17:29,478 --> 01:17:31,480
We'll be together again.

1323
01:17:35,817 --> 01:17:37,819
You're just gonna have to tough it out
here...

1324
01:17:39,404 --> 01:17:41,406
and help me.

1325
01:17:55,170 --> 01:17:57,297
I know it seems like a long time,

1326
01:17:58,965 --> 01:18:01,635
but life goes by fast on this side.

1327
01:18:06,515 --> 01:18:09,601
Hey... hey...

1328
01:18:11,019 --> 01:18:12,436
What if we buy the old Munson

1329
01:18:12,437 --> 01:18:14,439
house down the street?

1330
01:18:15,607 --> 01:18:17,108
What?

1331
01:18:17,109 --> 01:18:19,111
It's got a great price.

1332
01:18:19,403 --> 01:18:21,405
And we've got the down payment.

1333
01:18:22,197 --> 01:18:24,199
If you feel the same.

1334
01:18:25,575 --> 01:18:27,536
If you want to.

1335
01:18:30,789 --> 01:18:32,248
Yes. -Yeah?

1336
01:18:32,249 --> 01:18:33,958
Yeah. Yes.

1337
01:18:33,959 --> 01:18:35,961
Yeah.

1338
01:18:39,756 --> 01:18:41,758
We're buying a house.

1339
01:18:42,008 --> 01:18:43,592
Yeah, we're buying a house.

1340
01:18:43,593 --> 01:18:45,595
We’re buying a house.
(jazzy Christmas music)

1341
01:19:14,291 --> 01:19:16,293
Stu. Hi, James.

1342
01:19:16,626 --> 01:19:18,628
Time for a cookie and coffee?

1343
01:19:20,046 --> 01:19:22,048
Seems baking is
the only thing keeps me sane

1344
01:19:22,340 --> 01:19:24,342
during the holidays.

1345
01:19:24,843 --> 01:19:26,845
Come on.

1346
01:19:29,681 --> 01:19:31,683
You know,
the first Christmas was the hardest.

1347
01:19:31,808 --> 01:19:33,810
After Sarah died.

1348
01:19:34,811 --> 01:19:38,231
I would just sit. Sad.

1349
01:19:39,524 --> 01:19:41,275
Angry.

1350
01:19:41,276 --> 01:19:43,278
Confused.

1351
01:19:46,031 --> 01:19:48,033
How's Mike?

1352
01:19:49,785 --> 01:19:51,119
Good days and bad days.

1353
01:19:52,537 --> 01:19:54,539
Today was...

1354
01:19:55,582 --> 01:19:57,541
He couldn't

1355
01:19:57,542 --> 01:19:59,544
remember where we put the Christmas boxes.

1356
01:20:01,338 --> 01:20:03,340
It's progressing so fast.

1357
01:20:04,299 --> 01:20:06,301
And you?

1358
01:20:06,343 --> 01:20:08,345
How are you holding up?

1359
01:20:15,310 --> 01:20:17,312
I look at him, and...

1360
01:20:19,147 --> 01:20:21,817
I can already feel him struggling.

1361
01:20:24,778 --> 01:20:26,780
I just didn't think it would get so bad

1362
01:20:27,280 --> 01:20:29,282
so fast.

1363
01:20:31,034 --> 01:20:33,036
And I'm terrified, Stu.

1364
01:20:36,540 --> 01:20:38,542
I'm so scared.

1365
01:20:41,336 --> 01:20:41,502
You know,

1366
01:20:41,503 --> 01:20:43,922
Sarah told me, that there at the end...

1367
01:20:45,549 --> 01:20:47,634
don't you waste one moment

1368
01:20:48,593 --> 01:20:50,595
worrying about losing me.

1369
01:20:51,721 --> 01:20:53,723
Love me now.

1370
01:20:55,058 --> 01:20:55,933
Took me two years

1371
01:20:55,934 --> 01:20:57,936
to understand what she meant.

1372
01:21:03,733 --> 01:21:05,735
How do you... -Handle it?

1373
01:21:07,571 --> 01:21:09,446
You don't.

1374
01:21:09,447 --> 01:21:11,407
You just love harder

1375
01:21:11,408 --> 01:21:13,410
every single day.

1376
01:21:17,998 --> 01:21:19,248
You know, from the moment

1377
01:21:19,249 --> 01:21:21,251
we got that horrible phone call,

1378
01:21:22,419 --> 01:21:24,421
till she drew her last breath...

1379
01:21:25,005 --> 01:21:26,965
was six weeks.

1380
01:21:28,300 --> 01:21:30,302
You've got something we didn't.

1381
01:21:31,052 --> 01:21:32,845
Time.

1382
01:21:32,846 --> 01:21:34,848
Time to make more memories.

1383
01:21:35,640 --> 01:21:37,642
Time to hold him closer.

1384
01:21:42,606 --> 01:21:43,565
I just found him.

1385
01:21:44,983 --> 01:21:46,985
Now I'm going to lose him.

1386
01:21:48,486 --> 01:21:51,489
What if he forgets... about us?

1387
01:21:53,325 --> 01:21:55,327
Then you be his memory.

1388
01:21:55,869 --> 01:21:57,871
You be as anchor.

1389
01:21:57,913 --> 01:21:59,915
Just like you have been.

1390
01:22:01,833 --> 01:22:03,835
And... you've got us.

1391
01:22:04,461 --> 01:22:06,463
Your chosen family.

1392
01:22:06,546 --> 01:22:08,548
We're not going anywhere.

1393
01:22:10,467 --> 01:22:12,469
I just feel so alone.

1394
01:22:14,220 --> 01:22:15,971
Yeah.

1395
01:22:15,972 --> 01:22:17,974
Yeah, I know the feeling.

1396
01:22:18,099 --> 01:22:20,059
But you're not.

1397
01:22:20,060 --> 01:22:22,062
And neither is Michael.

1398
01:22:23,563 --> 01:22:25,565
Call me any time.

1399
01:22:26,816 --> 01:22:29,276
Even if it's just to sit in silence

1400
01:22:29,277 --> 01:22:31,279
and eat crappy cookies.

1401
01:22:33,198 --> 01:22:35,200
And James,

1402
01:22:35,533 --> 01:22:37,577
the greatest gift
that you can give Michael

1403
01:22:38,954 --> 01:22:40,788
and yourself.

1404
01:22:40,789 --> 01:22:42,791
It's exactly what you're doing now.

1405
01:22:43,333 --> 01:22:45,335
Being here.

1406
01:22:52,926 --> 01:22:54,928
Let me finish this.

1407
01:23:00,225 --> 01:23:02,227
I want to surprise Michael.

1408
01:23:12,821 --> 01:23:14,823
We gather here,

1409
01:23:15,407 --> 01:23:17,409
blessed by this abundance

1410
01:23:18,368 --> 01:23:20,370
and each other's company.

1411
01:23:21,079 --> 01:23:23,081
We're grateful

1412
01:23:23,415 --> 01:23:26,167
for the love and strength of this family.

1413
01:23:28,253 --> 01:23:31,006
And for the spirit that guides us

1414
01:23:31,965 --> 01:23:35,301
through both joyous and challenging times.

1415
01:23:38,179 --> 01:23:40,181
May we have hope in our hearts.

1416
01:23:41,808 --> 01:23:44,102
And find peace

1417
01:23:44,936 --> 01:23:46,938
in our shared moments.

1418
01:23:48,440 --> 01:23:50,442
Let us be mindful

1419
01:23:51,401 --> 01:23:53,695
of all of life's blessings.

1420
01:23:55,238 --> 01:23:57,614
Amen.

1421
01:23:57,615 --> 01:23:58,615
All right.

1422
01:23:58,616 --> 01:23:59,366
Let's dig in.

1423
01:23:59,367 --> 01:24:01,369
I am starving.

1424
01:24:02,078 --> 01:24:04,330
You know, I used to cook such big meals.

1425
01:24:05,290 --> 01:24:07,292
Your father loved my cooking.

1426
01:24:07,876 --> 01:24:09,878
I would say to him let's go out to eat.

1427
01:24:10,295 --> 01:24:10,753
And he’d say

1428
01:24:10,754 --> 01:24:13,298
why go out
when the best cooking is at home?

1429
01:24:13,965 --> 01:24:16,134
I think he just didn't
want to spend the money.

1430
01:24:18,678 --> 01:24:20,680
He sure was crazy about you.

1431
01:24:22,515 --> 01:24:23,974
He used to tell me all the time

1432
01:24:23,975 --> 01:24:25,977
about how proud he was of you.

1433
01:24:28,063 --> 01:24:30,065
He only wanted you to be happy.

1434
01:24:31,900 --> 01:24:33,942
He didn't want us to put any expectations

1435
01:24:33,943 --> 01:24:35,945
on you.

1436
01:24:36,905 --> 01:24:38,031
But I'm afraid I did.

1437
01:24:48,083 --> 01:24:49,208
Did I tell you that your

1438
01:24:49,209 --> 01:24:51,211
father visits me quite often?

1439
01:24:53,880 --> 01:24:55,881
He comes to me when I'm sleeping.

1440
01:24:55,882 --> 01:24:57,884
It's as real to me as us sitting here.

1441
01:25:00,136 --> 01:25:02,097
What happens in the visit?

1442
01:25:03,098 --> 01:25:03,597
Oh, well,

1443
01:25:03,598 --> 01:25:05,767
like last week, I was lying in bed.

1444
01:25:06,309 --> 01:25:08,143
He was lying on his side of the bed,

1445
01:25:08,144 --> 01:25:10,146
talking to me like it used to be.

1446
01:25:11,356 --> 01:25:13,900
And then I wake up, and I am.

1447
01:25:14,901 --> 01:25:16,903
I feel so good for the rest of the day.

1448
01:25:19,030 --> 01:25:20,197
He tells me not to

1449
01:25:20,198 --> 01:25:22,200
fret or worry.

1450
01:25:22,367 --> 01:25:24,369
Says he's building our house.

1451
01:25:27,330 --> 01:25:29,332
What house?

1452
01:25:29,499 --> 01:25:32,000
When we first started dating,
I told him about a house

1453
01:25:32,001 --> 01:25:34,003
I saw in an old Doris Day movie.

1454
01:25:34,087 --> 01:25:36,881
And he said that
one day he was going to build it for me.

1455
01:25:39,384 --> 01:25:40,926
But with one thing or another,

1456
01:25:40,927 --> 01:25:42,928
we settled in another house,

1457
01:25:42,929 --> 01:25:44,931
raised a family and life went on.

1458
01:25:48,059 --> 01:25:50,061
From what he tells me...

1459
01:25:50,186 --> 01:25:51,603
anything that you want to do

1460
01:25:51,604 --> 01:25:53,606
or see in the afterlife,

1461
01:25:53,731 --> 01:25:55,733
you just have to think it.

1462
01:25:56,359 --> 01:25:57,985
You can walk down the street

1463
01:25:57,986 --> 01:26:00,738
in the springtime, in Paris in 1920.

1464
01:26:01,656 --> 01:26:04,033
Talk to all of the pets
that you've ever loved.

1465
01:26:04,576 --> 01:26:06,536
They understand every word.

1466
01:26:09,414 --> 01:26:11,749
He says that he is not rushing it.

1467
01:26:12,417 --> 01:26:13,750
He says that he wants everything

1468
01:26:13,751 --> 01:26:15,753
to be perfect for when I get there.

1469
01:26:19,090 --> 01:26:20,716
Are you doing okay, sweetie?

1470
01:26:20,717 --> 01:26:21,967
Can I get you anything?

1471
01:26:21,968 --> 01:26:23,218
No, I'm doing good, mom,

1472
01:26:23,219 --> 01:26:27,223
thanks.

1473
01:26:31,186 --> 01:26:33,395
Merry Christmas.

1474
01:26:33,396 --> 01:26:34,188
Merry Christmas,

1475
01:26:34,189 --> 01:26:36,191
my boys.

1476
01:26:57,921 --> 01:26:59,923
How's it coming?

1477
01:27:01,090 --> 01:27:03,092
I'm excited to find out how it ends.

1478
01:27:03,676 --> 01:27:05,636
It's good, I think.

1479
01:27:05,637 --> 01:27:07,639
Of course it's good.

1480
01:27:10,099 --> 01:27:12,101
Do you want me to read you the last part?

1481
01:27:12,435 --> 01:27:15,188
No. I want to be surprised.

1482
01:27:17,857 --> 01:27:19,943
Hey, you know what?

1483
01:27:21,194 --> 01:27:23,196
What?

1484
01:27:24,656 --> 01:27:26,531
You're my everything.

1485
01:27:26,532 --> 01:27:28,534
I love you.

1486
01:27:40,713 --> 01:27:42,715
I'll let you get back to it.

1487
01:27:42,799 --> 01:27:45,635
I'll get back to heating leftovers. Oh.

1488
01:27:49,806 --> 01:27:54,852
Hey! Yeah.

1489
01:27:58,273 --> 01:28:00,275
How about you read me the last part?

1490
01:28:01,359 --> 01:28:03,361
Yeah.

1491
01:28:09,701 --> 01:28:11,703
As summer faded into autumn,

1492
01:28:12,120 --> 01:28:13,870
Samuel and John made a pact

1493
01:28:13,871 --> 01:28:15,873
under the harvest moon.

1494
01:28:16,666 --> 01:28:18,626
No matter what storms may come,

1495
01:28:19,544 --> 01:28:21,546
they would face them together.

1496
01:28:22,922 --> 01:28:24,924
Their love was a shelter.

1497
01:28:25,967 --> 01:28:28,303
A fortress built not of stone,

1498
01:28:29,679 --> 01:28:31,681
but of shared dreams,

1499
01:28:32,056 --> 01:28:34,017
Quiet understanding

1500
01:28:34,809 --> 01:28:36,811
and unwavering commitment.

1501
01:28:37,895 --> 01:28:40,440
In a world that sought to tear them apart,

1502
01:28:41,691 --> 01:28:44,484
Samuel and John had found something

1503
01:28:44,485 --> 01:28:46,821
rare and precious.

1504
01:28:48,948 --> 01:28:50,950
They had found home...

1505
01:28:51,784 --> 01:28:53,786
in each other's arms.

1506
01:28:58,333 --> 01:29:00,418
The end.

1507
01:29:19,979 --> 01:29:21,981
What happened to my lights?!

1508
01:29:26,277 --> 01:29:27,069
I've done it.

1509
01:29:27,070 --> 01:29:29,238
Yes you did. Well,
I didn't mean to cut it.

1510
01:29:29,405 --> 01:29:30,489
You did it on purpose.

1511
01:29:30,490 --> 01:29:32,115
I did not do it on purpose.

1512
01:29:32,116 --> 01:29:35,619
You did too do it on purpose
just because I stepped on your old

1513
01:29:35,620 --> 01:29:36,621
sad Santa.

1514
01:29:38,623 --> 01:29:39,081
Ah hah! Then you

1515
01:29:39,082 --> 01:29:41,084
stepped on him deliberately, huh?

1516
01:29:41,417 --> 01:29:43,210
And you cut my lights deliberately.

1517
01:29:43,211 --> 01:29:46,214
I did not do it deliberately!

1518
01:29:46,255 --> 01:29:48,215
Look Viv, if I want to ruin your tree, I could

1519
01:29:48,216 --> 01:29:50,218
cut it if I want to.

1520
01:29:51,594 --> 01:29:53,595
Oh no, my, Lucy...

1521
01:29:53,596 --> 01:29:54,554
Oh my God.

1522
01:29:54,555 --> 01:29:56,139
And you know what's going to happen next,

1523
01:29:56,140 --> 01:29:57,432
right?

1524
01:29:57,433 --> 01:30:01,479
She's going back after Lucy's tree. Ohhh!

1525
01:30:02,230 --> 01:30:04,189
Oh, see! Oh, look.

1526
01:30:04,190 --> 01:30:05,107
This is not all.

1527
01:30:05,108 --> 01:30:07,318
It’s not gonna work for either of them.

1528
01:30:08,736 --> 01:30:09,444
Wow. We thought

1529
01:30:09,445 --> 01:30:11,447
we had a hard time decorating our living room.

1530
01:30:13,157 --> 01:30:13,573
They had it

1531
01:30:13,574 --> 01:30:15,576
way worse. -Wow...

1532
01:30:16,786 --> 01:30:18,578
Oh, my God...

1533
01:30:18,579 --> 01:30:19,329
What?

1534
01:30:19,330 --> 01:30:21,332
It's snowing.

1535
01:30:22,542 --> 01:30:25,044
Oh! So beautiful.

1536
01:30:26,712 --> 01:30:28,714
I can't believe it's snowing.

1537
01:30:30,341 --> 01:30:32,343
So peaceful.

1538
01:30:33,219 --> 01:30:35,221
It's perfect.

1539
01:30:35,346 --> 01:30:37,348
Snowing on Christmas.

1540
01:30:41,894 --> 01:30:43,896
It's Christmas?

1541
01:30:47,984 --> 01:30:49,986
Yeah...

1542
01:30:51,070 --> 01:31:01,122
it's Christmas.

1543
01:31:05,585 --> 01:31:32,403
(Michael humming “Silent Night”)

1544
01:31:36,365 --> 01:31:38,868
(James humming “Silent Night”)

1545
01:31:51,172 --> 01:31:52,089
Merry Christmas.

1546
01:31:54,091 --> 01:31:56,093
Merry Christmas James.

1547
01:32:13,861 --> 01:32:20,701
(Music, Song)

1548
01:32:23,079 --> 01:32:24,454
What good is this

1549
01:32:24,455 --> 01:32:26,707
life God give us anyway.

1550
01:32:29,460 --> 01:32:32,630
I must of asked a thousand times.

1551
01:32:35,299 --> 01:32:37,718
Why get out of the bed

1552
01:32:37,885 --> 01:32:39,887
another day.

1553
01:32:41,764 --> 01:32:44,892
I can't control the hands of time.

1554
01:32:47,687 --> 01:32:48,520
One moment,

1555
01:32:48,521 --> 01:32:49,896
so, dear,

1556
01:32:49,897 --> 01:32:52,858
the next minute you're here,

1557
01:32:53,025 --> 01:32:58,447
the missing piece that, made it all clear,

1558
01:32:58,573 --> 01:33:03,786
It hit me like the snow
falling from inside.

1559
01:33:04,745 --> 01:33:07,080
It struck me like the lightning

1560
01:33:07,081 --> 01:33:09,500
from the sky.

1561
01:33:10,918 --> 01:33:12,711
It came to me in a

1562
01:33:12,712 --> 01:33:16,090
voice so sweet and s clear and true.

1563
01:33:17,049 --> 01:33:22,305
What I've been searching for all my life.

1564
01:33:23,431 --> 01:33:24,639
It's you.

1565
01:33:24,640 --> 01:33:27,309
I know it's part of the plan

1566
01:33:27,310 --> 01:33:29,312
anyway.

1567
01:33:30,855 --> 01:33:34,275
To surrender it all in time.

1568
01:33:36,902 --> 01:33:40,823
Is it too much to ask to live a day?

1569
01:33:43,200 --> 01:33:46,412
When I'm just glad to be alive.

1570
01:33:48,998 --> 01:33:50,665
So bitter sweet.

1571
01:33:50,666 --> 01:33:54,502
But nothing can compete

1572
01:33:54,503 --> 01:33:57,255
with your sweet love.

1573
01:33:57,256 --> 01:34:00,009
That that made me see.

1574
01:34:00,051 --> 01:34:04,096
It hit me like a snow falling on pumpkins.

1575
01:34:06,307 --> 01:34:07,223
It struck me like the

1576
01:34:07,224 --> 01:34:10,561
lightning from the sky.

1577
01:34:12,480 --> 01:34:16,358
It came to me in a voice
so sweet and so

1578
01:34:16,359 --> 01:34:18,361
clear and true

1579
01:34:18,569 --> 01:34:23,115
What I've been searching for all my

1580
01:34:24,950 --> 01:34:28,954
life, is you.

1581
01:34:38,464 --> 01:34:40,675
One moment so dear.

1582
01:34:40,716 --> 01:34:43,718
The next minute you're here.

1583
01:34:43,719 --> 01:34:49,266
The missing piece that made it all clear.

1584
01:34:49,433 --> 01:34:54,355
It hit me like the snow falling on pumpkins.

1585
01:34:55,523 --> 01:34:57,525
It struck me like a light.

1586
01:35:01,654 --> 01:35:03,279
It hit me like a snow

1587
01:35:03,280 --> 01:35:06,450
falling on comets.

1588
01:35:07,868 --> 01:35:10,161
It struck me like the lightning

1589
01:35:10,162 --> 01:35:12,206
from the sky.

1590
01:35:13,999 --> 01:35:17,168
It came to me in a voice so sweet

1591
01:35:17,169 --> 01:35:19,171
and so clear and true.

1592
01:35:20,089 --> 01:35:22,590
What I've been searching

1593
01:35:22,591 --> 01:35:25,261
for all my life.

1594
01:35:26,470 --> 01:35:30,182
It's you...

1595
01:35:32,685 --> 01:35:36,355
It's you...

1596
01:35:38,566 --> 01:35:42,318
It hit me like the snow falling on

1597
01:35:42,319 --> 01:35:44,321
pumpkins...

1598
01:36:00,629 --> 01:36:02,631
So you know.

1599
01:36:05,259 --> 01:36:09,096
You're my favorite, favorite nephew.

1600
01:36:11,015 --> 01:36:12,307
And don't say it's

1601
01:36:12,308 --> 01:36:14,977
because you're my only nephew.

1602
01:36:16,061 --> 01:36:17,520
You always say that.

1603
01:36:17,521 --> 01:36:20,274
That you know that I love you dearly.

1604
01:36:22,568 --> 01:36:25,571
So I just wanna ask you a question.

1605
01:36:26,363 --> 01:36:28,365
Is there anybody in your life?

1606
01:36:29,450 --> 01:36:31,535
Well, there's this one guy.

1607
01:36:32,036 --> 01:36:34,038
That I met at a bookstore.

1608
01:36:34,079 --> 01:36:36,665
I wasn't even supposed
to be working at the time, but

1609
01:36:38,626 --> 01:36:40,752
we were talking for hours and hours

1610
01:36:40,753 --> 01:36:44,048
and he's
coming over for dinner this weekend.

1611
01:36:44,590 --> 01:36:46,592
Oh, good.

1612
01:36:47,802 --> 01:36:49,845
Oh, that'll be beautiful.

1613
01:36:50,137 --> 01:36:52,139
I'm nervous. I'm a little scared.

1614
01:36:52,640 --> 01:36:54,557
Oh... no. Don't be.

1615
01:36:54,558 --> 01:36:56,560
Don't be scared.

1616
01:36:58,020 --> 01:37:00,022
You’ll follow your heart.

1617
01:37:01,148 --> 01:37:04,777
And things will all be good at the end.

1618
01:37:06,403 --> 01:37:08,405
And I think that...

1619
01:37:08,531 --> 01:37:11,075
I think the world is your oyster.