1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:03:44,725 --> 00:03:46,803 You hungry? 4 00:03:46,804 --> 00:03:48,394 No. 5 00:03:48,395 --> 00:03:50,076 I'm okay. 6 00:03:50,077 --> 00:03:51,169 Sure? 7 00:03:58,822 --> 00:04:01,575 I thought you both did really well today. 8 00:04:11,585 --> 00:04:13,003 Up we go. 9 00:04:13,962 --> 00:04:15,048 Come on. 10 00:04:20,428 --> 00:04:21,762 Come on, you can do it. 11 00:04:21,763 --> 00:04:23,765 Put your arms through, please. 12 00:04:24,265 --> 00:04:25,600 Good boy. 13 00:04:26,392 --> 00:04:27,936 Do you want me to carry you up? 14 00:04:31,648 --> 00:04:33,858 Okay, I'm gonna swing you in. 15 00:04:37,278 --> 00:04:39,530 Alright, alright. 16 00:04:39,531 --> 00:04:41,616 It's alright. 17 00:04:46,454 --> 00:04:47,957 Night-night. 18 00:04:55,589 --> 00:04:57,132 You know it's true? 19 00:04:59,009 --> 00:05:02,179 Everything that everyone was saying today about Mummy. 20 00:05:05,724 --> 00:05:08,060 You had an amazing mum, boys. 21 00:05:12,648 --> 00:05:15,067 Let's never forget that, okay? 22 00:05:21,575 --> 00:05:23,159 Night-night, darling. 23 00:07:05,765 --> 00:07:07,140 - Hey, stop it. - Please don't fight. 24 00:07:07,141 --> 00:07:09,519 - Stop it. - I was here first. 25 00:07:11,312 --> 00:07:14,189 Just make this guy go. 26 00:07:15,400 --> 00:07:17,527 Uh, right. 27 00:07:19,404 --> 00:07:21,155 What cereal do you want? 28 00:07:22,281 --> 00:07:23,782 Alright, you can have it this time. 29 00:07:23,783 --> 00:07:25,701 - Rice Krispies? - I want Rice Krispies. 30 00:07:25,702 --> 00:07:26,953 Alright. 31 00:07:28,914 --> 00:07:30,332 Fuck's sake. 32 00:07:35,129 --> 00:07:37,463 Okay. No, I'll do it. 33 00:07:37,464 --> 00:07:38,923 Thanks. 34 00:07:38,924 --> 00:07:40,843 I'll do it, thank you. 35 00:07:42,302 --> 00:07:43,594 - Is that it? - Mm. 36 00:07:43,595 --> 00:07:45,180 Where's the milk? 37 00:07:46,056 --> 00:07:47,516 Where's the milk? 38 00:07:52,146 --> 00:07:53,396 There's, there's no normal milk, 39 00:07:53,397 --> 00:07:56,149 but there's, uh, there's loads of your mum's... 40 00:07:56,150 --> 00:07:59,194 - Got loads of soy milk. - No, it tastes like farts. 41 00:08:00,321 --> 00:08:02,991 I know, but it's... it's all we've got, so... 42 00:08:08,246 --> 00:08:09,329 Aah! 43 00:08:28,725 --> 00:08:30,185 Oh, God. 44 00:08:47,369 --> 00:08:50,081 Hey, don't do that. 45 00:08:53,334 --> 00:08:56,252 You sure you want to go back today? 46 00:08:56,253 --> 00:08:58,588 'Cause you know you don't have to if it feels too soon. 47 00:08:58,589 --> 00:09:00,007 Mm-hmm. 48 00:09:04,596 --> 00:09:06,055 Right, um, jacket, please. 49 00:09:06,056 --> 00:09:07,223 Which is your jacket? 50 00:09:07,224 --> 00:09:09,141 - Uh, this is mine. Um... - Okay. Alright. 51 00:09:09,142 --> 00:09:10,726 Where's my P.E. kit? 52 00:09:10,727 --> 00:09:13,187 - Where is it? - I don't know. 53 00:09:13,188 --> 00:09:15,899 Oh, Christ. We're gonna be late. 54 00:09:21,988 --> 00:09:23,948 Right. Here. 55 00:09:23,949 --> 00:09:26,033 Have a look. Where is it? 56 00:09:29,746 --> 00:09:31,914 Okay. Come on. Good boy. Let's go. 57 00:09:31,915 --> 00:09:35,210 You'll have to wear it dirty. Come on, let's go. Thank you. 58 00:10:07,493 --> 00:10:09,037 It's okay. 59 00:10:09,705 --> 00:10:11,248 You're gonna be alright. 60 00:10:14,293 --> 00:10:16,252 It's good to have you back. 61 00:10:20,132 --> 00:10:22,008 Hey. Don't worry. 62 00:10:22,009 --> 00:10:23,635 We'll look after him. 63 00:10:26,972 --> 00:10:28,222 Alright. 64 00:10:42,989 --> 00:10:45,200 Yes, yes, I'm still here. 65 00:10:48,161 --> 00:10:49,621 Right, okay. 66 00:10:50,038 --> 00:10:51,497 Right. 67 00:10:52,832 --> 00:10:55,459 No, I am not ringing about myself. 68 00:10:55,460 --> 00:10:56,711 I'm ringing... 69 00:10:57,712 --> 00:10:59,130 Yes. 70 00:11:00,632 --> 00:11:04,176 No, I gave that information to the last person I spoke to. 71 00:11:07,013 --> 00:11:09,306 Um, no. 72 00:11:09,307 --> 00:11:13,144 Um, pl... pl... please don't put me on hold. 73 00:11:13,145 --> 00:11:17,649 Well, who is the right fucking person to speak to then? 74 00:11:17,650 --> 00:11:19,192 You don't think? I do. 75 00:11:19,193 --> 00:11:21,528 I think I've got every reason to speak to you like thi... 76 00:11:22,988 --> 00:11:25,491 I'm sorry. We'll call you back. 77 00:11:30,996 --> 00:11:32,622 I can do this. 78 00:11:41,382 --> 00:11:43,800 Bit like Tracey Emin's kitchen in here. 79 00:11:46,263 --> 00:11:48,514 Should get the boys on the washing up. 80 00:11:59,901 --> 00:12:01,736 Do you wanna talk? 81 00:12:05,699 --> 00:12:07,200 Yeah. 82 00:12:10,245 --> 00:12:12,289 Are you getting any sleep? 83 00:12:39,942 --> 00:12:42,110 Do you want me to pick them up from school today? 84 00:12:42,111 --> 00:12:43,445 Uh... Thank you. 85 00:12:43,446 --> 00:12:46,156 You... you... you're good. I just... I need... 86 00:12:46,157 --> 00:12:48,283 I need to do the pick-up. 87 00:12:48,284 --> 00:12:49,660 I need to... 88 00:12:49,661 --> 00:12:52,539 keep things as normal as possible for them. 89 00:12:57,294 --> 00:12:58,837 So, how was it? 90 00:12:59,796 --> 00:13:01,881 Um, good, I guess. 91 00:13:01,882 --> 00:13:03,966 What did you get up to? 92 00:13:03,967 --> 00:13:05,760 David Matthews tried to be my friend, 93 00:13:05,761 --> 00:13:09,805 but... but he used to be my enemy at school. 94 00:13:09,806 --> 00:13:12,767 Um... I just wanted to say how sorry I am 95 00:13:12,768 --> 00:13:14,393 for... for your loss. 96 00:13:14,394 --> 00:13:17,855 Oh, um, thanks. Thanks very much. 97 00:13:17,856 --> 00:13:19,106 How are you coping? 98 00:13:19,107 --> 00:13:20,734 Uh, I can't imagine how you must be feeling. 99 00:13:20,735 --> 00:13:24,863 I mean, we lost Mum last year, so I can a bit. 100 00:13:24,864 --> 00:13:26,199 Bowel cancer. 101 00:13:27,033 --> 00:13:28,992 Oh, I'm very sorry. 102 00:13:28,993 --> 00:13:31,536 But we knew it was coming, though, with Mum. 103 00:13:31,537 --> 00:13:34,206 I can't imagine what yours must have been like with it... 104 00:13:34,207 --> 00:13:36,334 being so sudden. 105 00:13:40,713 --> 00:13:44,174 Um... thank you. I, I... 106 00:13:44,175 --> 00:13:47,219 I just want to say I'm... I'm here if you ever want a coffee, 107 00:13:47,220 --> 00:13:49,388 or if the boys want a playdate? 108 00:13:49,389 --> 00:13:50,890 My two would love that. 109 00:13:52,183 --> 00:13:53,851 Wouldn't you? 110 00:13:55,521 --> 00:13:56,979 Do let me know if you need anything. 111 00:13:56,980 --> 00:13:59,817 I know everyone says that, but I... I mean it. 112 00:14:00,734 --> 00:14:01,777 Come on. 113 00:14:06,323 --> 00:14:07,907 Who was that? 114 00:14:07,908 --> 00:14:09,368 I don't know. 115 00:14:10,786 --> 00:14:12,036 Shit. 116 00:14:16,500 --> 00:14:18,751 Look, Margaret... I'd love to stay on, 117 00:14:18,752 --> 00:14:19,836 it's just... 118 00:14:19,837 --> 00:14:21,754 "Once upon a time there lived a cat, 119 00:14:21,755 --> 00:14:23,881 and a sparrow, and a brave youth. 120 00:14:23,882 --> 00:14:25,676 The cat and the sparrow went to the forest, 121 00:14:25,677 --> 00:14:27,845 chopped wood and said to the brave youth, 122 00:14:27,846 --> 00:14:31,265 'You keep the house, but mind if the Baba Yaga comes 123 00:14:31,266 --> 00:14:32,641 and counts the spoons...'" 124 00:14:32,642 --> 00:14:35,311 - Hmm? - Can you do the voices? 125 00:14:36,187 --> 00:14:37,689 Sure. 126 00:14:38,231 --> 00:14:39,440 Um... 127 00:14:39,441 --> 00:14:40,858 "'You keep the house, 128 00:14:40,859 --> 00:14:44,695 but mind if the Baba Yaga comes and counts the spoons.' 129 00:14:44,696 --> 00:14:47,906 'Don't say a word. Keep quiet.' 130 00:14:47,907 --> 00:14:50,534 'Very well,' said the brave youth. 131 00:14:50,535 --> 00:14:52,453 The cat and the sparrow went away, 132 00:14:52,454 --> 00:14:55,456 and the brave youth sat on the stove behind the chimney, 133 00:14:55,457 --> 00:14:58,084 anxiously awaiting their return. 134 00:14:58,085 --> 00:14:59,919 Suddenly the wind outside howled, 135 00:14:59,920 --> 00:15:02,839 and the Baba Yaga entered through the open window." 136 00:15:42,380 --> 00:15:44,006 Hello, Mate. 137 00:15:44,007 --> 00:15:45,174 Still not picking up. 138 00:15:45,175 --> 00:15:47,259 Look, I just want to say... 139 00:15:47,260 --> 00:15:48,636 Message deleted. 140 00:15:48,637 --> 00:15:49,803 Hey, It's Mia. 141 00:15:49,804 --> 00:15:51,347 Just checking to see how you're doing. 142 00:15:51,348 --> 00:15:53,642 Message deleted. 143 00:15:57,270 --> 00:16:00,022 There he is, Sad-Dad. 144 00:16:00,023 --> 00:16:04,611 Look at you, all wife-gone, all hopeless, all furious. 145 00:16:04,612 --> 00:16:07,405 She's gone, I'm here. 146 00:16:07,406 --> 00:16:08,698 I'll give you something 147 00:16:08,699 --> 00:16:10,200 to think about. 148 00:16:10,201 --> 00:16:12,495 message deleted. 149 00:17:19,564 --> 00:17:21,815 Fucking hell. 150 00:17:29,866 --> 00:17:31,534 Oh, shit. 151 00:18:00,022 --> 00:18:01,148 Oh, fuck. 152 00:18:27,133 --> 00:18:28,801 Darling, can you hear me? 153 00:18:28,802 --> 00:18:30,804 Please, please breathe. Please breathe. 154 00:18:41,606 --> 00:18:43,150 Can you hear me? 155 00:18:44,527 --> 00:18:45,903 Hello? 156 00:18:46,487 --> 00:18:48,113 Uh, ambulance. 157 00:18:48,114 --> 00:18:51,242 Uh, I... I don't know. She's... um... 158 00:18:52,118 --> 00:18:53,284 There... there's blood. 159 00:18:53,285 --> 00:18:55,830 She's on the floor. She's not breathing. 160 00:19:58,019 --> 00:19:59,352 Dad? 161 00:19:59,353 --> 00:20:01,229 There's a feather on my pillow. 162 00:20:01,230 --> 00:20:02,314 Hmm? 163 00:20:02,315 --> 00:20:04,441 There's a feather on my pillow. 164 00:20:04,442 --> 00:20:07,069 Feathers are made of pillows. 165 00:21:27,027 --> 00:21:30,238 Right, right. For Christ's sake, I've got kids up there. 166 00:21:30,239 --> 00:21:31,782 Who is it? 167 00:23:18,976 --> 00:23:21,103 Say hello. 168 00:23:23,313 --> 00:23:25,440 Are you frightened? 169 00:23:25,941 --> 00:23:28,943 Say hello. 170 00:23:28,944 --> 00:23:31,155 Say it properly. 171 00:23:32,573 --> 00:23:34,032 Say hello. 172 00:23:34,033 --> 00:23:35,367 Hello, you. 173 00:23:37,537 --> 00:23:38,788 Miles away. 174 00:23:39,622 --> 00:23:41,707 Yeah, I could see that. 175 00:23:45,253 --> 00:23:46,421 Yeah. 176 00:23:51,467 --> 00:23:53,177 So, um... 177 00:23:54,220 --> 00:23:56,472 How are you... how are you holding up? 178 00:23:57,515 --> 00:24:00,852 You know, good days, bad days. 179 00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:05,357 How are the boys? 180 00:24:06,483 --> 00:24:08,276 They miss their mum. 181 00:24:08,277 --> 00:24:09,986 Yeah. 182 00:24:09,987 --> 00:24:12,156 Yeah, it's got to be, um... 183 00:24:13,157 --> 00:24:14,491 Yeah. 184 00:24:15,659 --> 00:24:18,286 Poor little fellas. 185 00:24:18,287 --> 00:24:21,040 - Which, uh, reminds me... - Hmm? 186 00:24:23,208 --> 00:24:24,418 Ah-ha. 187 00:24:25,169 --> 00:24:27,337 Oh, is that Jeff's latest? 188 00:24:28,547 --> 00:24:29,881 They'll love these. 189 00:24:29,882 --> 00:24:32,675 Well, you know what, I just hope it sells. 190 00:24:32,676 --> 00:24:34,635 Things that bad? 191 00:24:34,636 --> 00:24:36,221 You know, same old, same old. 192 00:24:36,222 --> 00:24:38,515 Well, it won't be long till you're losing money on mine. 193 00:24:41,019 --> 00:24:44,521 Uh... that's actually what I wanted to... 194 00:24:44,522 --> 00:24:45,522 talk to you about, you know. 195 00:24:45,523 --> 00:24:47,900 We don't expect it any time soon. 196 00:24:47,901 --> 00:24:50,110 You know, and if you need more time... 197 00:24:50,111 --> 00:24:52,029 Honestly, it's actually... it's really nice 198 00:24:52,030 --> 00:24:54,448 to have something else to focus on. 199 00:24:54,449 --> 00:24:55,574 Sure? 200 00:24:55,575 --> 00:24:58,702 Well, is it not, you know, a bit much? 201 00:24:58,703 --> 00:25:00,914 I'm... I'm sure. 202 00:25:03,541 --> 00:25:04,583 Okay. 203 00:25:16,055 --> 00:25:19,766 So, you have to jump off the bed. 204 00:25:19,767 --> 00:25:21,684 Then just put your feet on here, 205 00:25:21,685 --> 00:25:25,105 and then you have to try and jump back onto the bed. 206 00:25:25,106 --> 00:25:28,067 - And then you get one point. - Okay. 207 00:25:31,987 --> 00:25:35,365 Oh! You lost! 208 00:25:35,366 --> 00:25:37,118 I got it! 209 00:25:38,869 --> 00:25:41,413 Cannonball! 210 00:25:41,414 --> 00:25:43,999 Three, two, one. 211 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:45,584 Cannonball! 212 00:25:45,585 --> 00:25:49,255 Just don't go into the closet. I don't want to bang my head. 213 00:25:49,256 --> 00:25:52,091 Whoa, whoa, careful, careful. 214 00:25:52,092 --> 00:25:53,926 Now you shall pay! 215 00:25:56,263 --> 00:25:58,097 Alright, that's enough. Bath time now, please. 216 00:25:58,098 --> 00:26:01,392 - Three, two, one. Cannonball! - Cannonball! 217 00:26:01,393 --> 00:26:03,769 - Boys? - Reset it, stupid. 218 00:26:03,770 --> 00:26:06,480 Boys, I said bath time now. 219 00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:09,525 Get off, I'm gonna cannonball. 220 00:26:09,526 --> 00:26:12,362 I hope he doesn't come to our house and rings on the doorbell. 221 00:26:12,363 --> 00:26:14,281 Alright, no bath, but can you brush your teeth 222 00:26:14,282 --> 00:26:16,324 and put your pajamas on, please? 223 00:26:16,325 --> 00:26:18,827 - That's crazy! - Three, two one! 224 00:26:18,828 --> 00:26:21,371 Can you hear me? 225 00:26:21,372 --> 00:26:23,999 When I come back, I want you to have brushed your teeth 226 00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,751 and put your pajamas on, okay? 227 00:26:26,752 --> 00:26:27,878 Okay? 228 00:26:27,879 --> 00:26:32,299 Got ya! 229 00:26:32,300 --> 00:26:34,551 I don't feel deserving of this, 230 00:26:34,552 --> 00:26:35,760 I really don't. 231 00:26:35,761 --> 00:26:37,137 I need to thank, er, 232 00:26:37,138 --> 00:26:40,098 before they play the music and I'm out of time... 233 00:26:40,099 --> 00:26:41,558 Er, I mean, I don't care. 234 00:26:41,559 --> 00:26:44,729 I'm not leaving this stage before i thank my wife. 235 00:26:44,730 --> 00:26:50,651 Tor, you are my undying, enduring inspiration. 236 00:26:50,652 --> 00:26:51,987 I love you. 237 00:27:28,691 --> 00:27:29,776 Ah! 238 00:27:30,985 --> 00:27:32,362 Ah. 239 00:27:55,886 --> 00:27:58,137 Hey, hey, hey, hey, it's alright. 240 00:27:58,138 --> 00:27:59,597 - It's okay. - There's someone in here. 241 00:27:59,598 --> 00:28:01,391 Shh. No, no, no. Look, look, look. 242 00:28:01,392 --> 00:28:04,727 There's no one in here. It's alright, okay. 243 00:28:04,728 --> 00:28:05,770 There's someone in here. 244 00:28:05,771 --> 00:28:08,314 You just had a bad dream, alright? 245 00:28:08,315 --> 00:28:10,066 Come on, come here. 246 00:28:10,067 --> 00:28:12,193 Oh. Okay, let's get you out of those wet things. 247 00:28:12,194 --> 00:28:14,529 There we go. Okay. 248 00:28:14,530 --> 00:28:16,906 - It's alright. - I heard him. 249 00:28:16,907 --> 00:28:18,241 Who? 250 00:28:18,242 --> 00:28:20,119 The Crow-man from your drawings. 251 00:28:20,120 --> 00:28:22,079 Crow? 252 00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:24,416 Those are Daddy's drawings, alright? 253 00:28:24,958 --> 00:28:26,542 Look at me. 254 00:28:26,543 --> 00:28:29,378 Sweetheart, they're not real. They're just drawings, alright? 255 00:28:30,964 --> 00:28:32,631 It's alright. It's okay. 256 00:28:32,632 --> 00:28:34,092 They're not real. 257 00:28:34,759 --> 00:28:36,136 Not real. 258 00:28:39,848 --> 00:28:41,474 It's not real. 259 00:28:44,728 --> 00:28:45,854 Oh. 260 00:29:29,149 --> 00:29:30,484 Ah. 261 00:29:31,526 --> 00:29:34,528 Kraaa! 262 00:29:43,205 --> 00:29:46,040 Did I or did I not? 263 00:29:46,041 --> 00:29:48,667 Not sudden trauma! 264 00:29:48,668 --> 00:29:49,794 Head down. 265 00:29:49,795 --> 00:29:52,671 Head down, distant dad. What the fuck? 266 00:30:08,314 --> 00:30:10,023 Trauma and now distant dad... 267 00:30:16,531 --> 00:30:18,533 Funny how we first met. 268 00:30:36,969 --> 00:30:40,263 I could have bent him backwards over a chair, 269 00:30:40,264 --> 00:30:42,765 and drip-fed him sour bulletins 270 00:30:42,766 --> 00:30:45,893 of the true one-hour dying of his wife. 271 00:30:47,354 --> 00:30:49,313 Other birds would have. 272 00:31:01,870 --> 00:31:04,581 But no. No. 273 00:31:06,708 --> 00:31:10,545 I believe in the therapeutic method. 274 00:31:11,671 --> 00:31:13,714 Dad? 275 00:31:15,884 --> 00:31:17,677 Dad? 276 00:31:19,471 --> 00:31:21,931 What are you doing? 277 00:31:26,394 --> 00:31:28,438 Are you dead? 278 00:31:29,063 --> 00:31:30,732 Dad? 279 00:31:32,860 --> 00:31:35,028 - Dad? - I'm not dead. 280 00:31:35,029 --> 00:31:37,405 Dad? 281 00:31:39,450 --> 00:31:42,619 What are you doing? What are you doing? 282 00:31:42,620 --> 00:31:44,579 What are you doing? 283 00:31:48,125 --> 00:31:50,710 What are we doing today? 284 00:31:50,711 --> 00:31:52,128 Getting dressed for school. 285 00:31:52,129 --> 00:31:53,880 But it's a Saturday. 286 00:31:55,299 --> 00:31:59,177 Then... then you're switching the kettle on for me. 287 00:31:59,178 --> 00:32:01,971 Off you go. Off you go. 288 00:32:01,972 --> 00:32:04,475 ♪ Toot, toot, toot, toot 289 00:32:04,476 --> 00:32:06,227 ♪ Keep moving 290 00:32:18,532 --> 00:32:20,241 Argh, fuck. 291 00:32:26,331 --> 00:32:27,874 Crap everywhere. 292 00:32:28,833 --> 00:32:30,335 For God's sake. 293 00:32:46,269 --> 00:32:48,395 Boys, um, I need you to... 294 00:32:48,396 --> 00:32:49,854 I need you to help me today. 295 00:32:49,855 --> 00:32:51,648 I need you to help tidying up, alright? 296 00:32:51,649 --> 00:32:53,608 No, no, no, I'm not joking. 297 00:32:53,609 --> 00:32:55,068 I need you to help tidy up 298 00:32:55,069 --> 00:32:56,820 and put things where they're supposed to be, 299 00:32:56,821 --> 00:32:59,239 or I will pick up any toy that I find on the floor 300 00:32:59,240 --> 00:33:00,865 and I will put it in the bin. 301 00:33:00,866 --> 00:33:02,909 Mmm, everything clean! 302 00:33:02,910 --> 00:33:07,081 I am serious! Go in there now and tidy it up! 303 00:33:19,386 --> 00:33:20,971 Please. 304 00:33:31,315 --> 00:33:34,191 Good morning, English Widower. 305 00:33:34,192 --> 00:33:36,528 Sleep well, did we? 306 00:33:48,750 --> 00:33:52,753 I find humans incredibly dull. 307 00:33:52,754 --> 00:33:54,838 Not now. No, not now. 308 00:33:54,839 --> 00:33:58,008 Incredibly dull, except in grief. 309 00:33:58,009 --> 00:34:03,765 There are very few humans that interest me. 310 00:34:04,599 --> 00:34:07,477 But grieving widowers do. 311 00:34:10,813 --> 00:34:15,652 Grieving widowers and motherless children 312 00:34:15,653 --> 00:34:19,530 - are pure crow. - Leave them alone! 313 00:34:29,625 --> 00:34:31,876 How long has it been now? 314 00:34:31,877 --> 00:34:34,337 Uh... Uh, three months. 315 00:34:34,338 --> 00:34:36,297 Actually, nearly four months. 316 00:34:36,298 --> 00:34:37,465 Four months, huh? 317 00:34:37,466 --> 00:34:39,968 It takes time to come to terms with. 318 00:34:41,887 --> 00:34:45,475 Yeah, I'm not sure I want to come to terms with it. 319 00:34:47,894 --> 00:34:49,770 Okay. 320 00:34:49,771 --> 00:34:52,564 I don't really think there are any terms 321 00:34:52,565 --> 00:34:54,942 that would make it alright, so... 322 00:34:54,943 --> 00:34:56,318 Yeah. 323 00:34:56,319 --> 00:34:58,904 Alright. Did you rely on her for... 324 00:34:58,905 --> 00:35:00,824 - emotional... - Everything. 325 00:35:06,162 --> 00:35:07,664 Everything. 326 00:35:10,250 --> 00:35:12,167 It's okay to feel overwhelmed. 327 00:35:12,168 --> 00:35:16,755 We... we can talk about coping strategies or... 328 00:35:16,756 --> 00:35:20,010 No, it's alright. I just... I, um... 329 00:35:21,137 --> 00:35:23,430 I really came here to talk about my children. 330 00:35:23,431 --> 00:35:26,599 Alright. Have there been changes to their behavior? 331 00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:28,810 Uh, my youngest is wetting the bed, 332 00:35:28,811 --> 00:35:30,478 nightmares, that kind of thing. 333 00:35:30,479 --> 00:35:32,147 And... 334 00:35:32,148 --> 00:35:35,358 my older one is... is playing up a little bit more than usual. 335 00:35:35,359 --> 00:35:36,818 Are you maintaining routine? 336 00:35:36,819 --> 00:35:39,612 Structured bedtimes, mealtimes? 337 00:35:39,613 --> 00:35:40,989 Not really, no. 338 00:35:40,990 --> 00:35:44,784 Oh. Well, you should stick to routine if you can. 339 00:35:44,785 --> 00:35:47,495 Children take comfort from routine. 340 00:35:47,496 --> 00:35:49,540 Do you let them see you grieve? 341 00:35:49,541 --> 00:35:51,459 I've been trying not to. 342 00:35:51,460 --> 00:35:54,879 Right. You... you need to change that. 343 00:35:54,880 --> 00:36:00,969 You know, and you mustn't ignore your own grief to protect them. 344 00:36:12,230 --> 00:36:14,274 Ah, there he is. 345 00:36:17,235 --> 00:36:18,652 Sad-Dad. 346 00:36:27,413 --> 00:36:28,914 "Doctor..." 347 00:36:28,915 --> 00:36:31,917 "Doctor, I think I'm being followed by a crow." 348 00:36:31,918 --> 00:36:35,337 You're not fucking real. 349 00:36:41,010 --> 00:36:45,640 Grieving widower to aisle nine. 350 00:36:47,683 --> 00:36:50,393 "Stick to routines," is that what he said? 351 00:36:50,394 --> 00:36:52,604 "Children need routines?" 352 00:36:52,605 --> 00:36:53,981 Not those boys. 353 00:36:53,982 --> 00:36:55,942 Those boys need bows and arrows, 354 00:36:55,943 --> 00:36:57,735 they need stories, they need myths, 355 00:36:57,736 --> 00:36:59,737 they need chaos, they need crow. 356 00:36:59,738 --> 00:37:02,615 You're not real! 357 00:37:02,616 --> 00:37:04,284 Really? 358 00:37:25,974 --> 00:37:28,809 Listen. Leftover, blank space, death face, 359 00:37:28,810 --> 00:37:31,979 shock, severed, remnant, earless, eyeless. 360 00:37:31,980 --> 00:37:33,272 Now who's this? Who? Me? Him? 361 00:37:33,273 --> 00:37:36,860 Void filler, time killer. Oi, stab it! 362 00:37:41,698 --> 00:37:44,783 Dead wife, let me pick that skull empty. 363 00:37:44,784 --> 00:37:48,120 Spraddle it. Down. Tot along. Dad, scarper. 364 00:37:48,121 --> 00:37:49,538 Take leave, English widower. 365 00:37:49,539 --> 00:37:53,083 Take leave, grieve, gallop through corpse dust. 366 00:37:53,084 --> 00:37:56,336 But don't forget to grieve. 367 00:37:56,337 --> 00:38:00,342 Hunted king. Uncrowned. You don't deserve me. 368 00:38:05,180 --> 00:38:11,019 You don't get to say how this goes anymore. 369 00:38:11,020 --> 00:38:12,438 No. 370 00:38:23,490 --> 00:38:24,992 Paul? 371 00:38:26,452 --> 00:38:28,996 Yeah, yeah, it's me. Um... 372 00:38:31,541 --> 00:38:34,127 I need your help, please. 373 00:38:35,754 --> 00:38:37,380 Yeah, now. 374 00:38:42,552 --> 00:38:45,722 I'm happy to do it. Of course, I am. 375 00:38:46,723 --> 00:38:50,351 I'm just not sure about you being alone. 376 00:38:50,352 --> 00:38:52,603 Look, I just need to work through things 377 00:38:52,604 --> 00:38:54,730 for a bit on my own, Paul. 378 00:38:54,731 --> 00:38:56,982 And I... I just... I want them safe. 379 00:38:56,983 --> 00:38:59,069 What does that mean? 380 00:39:01,781 --> 00:39:03,741 I'm worried about you. 381 00:39:04,784 --> 00:39:06,576 I'm not gonna do anything. 382 00:39:31,435 --> 00:39:32,937 Come on then. 383 00:39:33,771 --> 00:39:35,523 Do your worst. 384 00:39:35,524 --> 00:39:36,900 No. 385 00:39:37,776 --> 00:39:40,946 I intend to do my best. 386 00:39:41,697 --> 00:39:43,407 Draw for me. 387 00:39:45,033 --> 00:39:46,575 If I do this, will you go away? 388 00:39:46,576 --> 00:39:49,620 I won't leave until you don't need me anymore. 389 00:39:49,621 --> 00:39:51,206 I don't need you. 390 00:39:51,915 --> 00:39:53,542 Be careful. 391 00:39:54,626 --> 00:39:57,963 There are far worse than me. 392 00:40:00,882 --> 00:40:03,552 Far, far worse. 393 00:40:04,636 --> 00:40:05,972 Draw. 394 00:40:06,472 --> 00:40:07,806 Draw what? 395 00:40:07,807 --> 00:40:09,016 Draw one of your stories, a memory, 396 00:40:09,017 --> 00:40:11,811 the first thing that comes to mind. 397 00:40:22,989 --> 00:40:25,615 No, no, no, no! Piss poor! 398 00:40:25,616 --> 00:40:27,534 Looks like a fucking Vettriano. 399 00:40:27,535 --> 00:40:29,579 Piss poor! 400 00:40:31,330 --> 00:40:32,582 Fuck's sake. 401 00:40:48,599 --> 00:40:52,019 That's more like it. 402 00:41:26,596 --> 00:41:30,475 It's cold... and snowing. 403 00:41:31,768 --> 00:41:33,895 It's just the three of us. 404 00:41:35,313 --> 00:41:38,065 I took the boys out to give her some peace 405 00:41:38,066 --> 00:41:40,025 because she was ill. 406 00:41:40,026 --> 00:41:41,735 She had the flu. 407 00:41:41,736 --> 00:41:43,029 You're still very hot. 408 00:41:43,030 --> 00:41:44,906 She never got ill. 409 00:41:44,907 --> 00:41:47,575 - There's a ghost! - Dad, Dad, it's snowing. 410 00:41:47,576 --> 00:41:51,830 And the boys must have been, what, three and four? 411 00:41:51,831 --> 00:41:53,623 Love you. 412 00:41:53,624 --> 00:41:55,500 I took them out. 413 00:41:55,501 --> 00:41:57,836 Out to the park and... 414 00:41:57,837 --> 00:41:59,129 Are these your shoes? 415 00:41:59,130 --> 00:42:01,840 I was hopeless. 416 00:42:06,512 --> 00:42:08,388 No wellies. 417 00:42:08,389 --> 00:42:10,099 No patience. 418 00:42:16,356 --> 00:42:17,482 Wait, wait. 419 00:42:18,483 --> 00:42:20,026 Come on. 420 00:42:20,777 --> 00:42:22,444 My feet hurt. 421 00:42:22,445 --> 00:42:24,113 They wouldn't stop whinging. 422 00:42:24,114 --> 00:42:25,781 There we go. 423 00:42:25,782 --> 00:42:27,617 It's a little bit cold. Here we go. 424 00:42:29,870 --> 00:42:31,496 They were cold. 425 00:42:34,583 --> 00:42:36,750 That was the first time they realized 426 00:42:36,751 --> 00:42:40,297 I wasn't the amazing dad they thought I was. 427 00:42:41,047 --> 00:42:42,548 I want Mummy. 428 00:42:42,549 --> 00:42:45,301 It's okay, it's okay. It's alright, come on. 429 00:42:45,302 --> 00:42:47,221 Mummy's not very well, is she? 430 00:43:05,448 --> 00:43:08,033 That was it, wasn't it? 431 00:43:10,620 --> 00:43:14,081 The dress rehearsal for the rest of our lives. 432 00:44:25,656 --> 00:44:29,450 Hey. I didn't bother calling ahead. 433 00:44:29,451 --> 00:44:32,078 I didn't want to give you the chance to tell me to piss off. 434 00:44:35,082 --> 00:44:36,625 Come in. 435 00:44:47,428 --> 00:44:48,721 So... 436 00:44:50,848 --> 00:44:52,266 how are you doing? 437 00:44:56,771 --> 00:44:58,273 You know... 438 00:45:11,453 --> 00:45:12,746 Sorry. 439 00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:16,623 It's just that you're the first real person that I've seen 440 00:45:16,624 --> 00:45:18,293 in a couple of days. 441 00:45:20,253 --> 00:45:22,213 Real person? 442 00:45:28,888 --> 00:45:30,889 Oh, no, no. 443 00:45:30,890 --> 00:45:33,351 No, no. That is not happening. 444 00:45:37,396 --> 00:45:39,814 There's times when I get angry with her, you know? 445 00:45:39,815 --> 00:45:41,859 "How could you die on me?" 446 00:45:43,069 --> 00:45:44,152 She's the stoic one. 447 00:45:44,153 --> 00:45:45,862 She'd have made a much better widow. 448 00:45:45,863 --> 00:45:47,489 Yeah. 449 00:45:47,490 --> 00:45:49,658 Yeah, it's inconsiderate of her. 450 00:45:50,618 --> 00:45:52,702 Her mum keeps ringing me 451 00:45:52,703 --> 00:45:54,454 to remind me of things, you know? 452 00:45:54,455 --> 00:45:55,538 "Do you remember when she... ?" 453 00:45:55,539 --> 00:45:58,501 And I know why she's doing it, but... 454 00:46:02,756 --> 00:46:04,131 I don't want that. 455 00:46:04,132 --> 00:46:05,674 I don't want her turned into a series of anecdotes, 456 00:46:05,675 --> 00:46:08,219 because it just reminds me that she's gone. 457 00:46:09,846 --> 00:46:11,305 But she is gone. 458 00:46:11,306 --> 00:46:13,307 Yeah, but if I'm lucky, once or twice a week, 459 00:46:13,308 --> 00:46:15,727 I think she's gonna be back in a minute. 460 00:46:16,686 --> 00:46:18,355 She's gonna be back. 461 00:46:27,572 --> 00:46:29,532 I've got a confession to make. 462 00:46:29,533 --> 00:46:31,618 Hmm? 463 00:46:31,619 --> 00:46:33,829 You remember when you split up in the third year? 464 00:46:33,830 --> 00:46:35,539 Mm-hmm. 465 00:46:35,540 --> 00:46:37,207 And you gave me that poem you wrote her 466 00:46:37,208 --> 00:46:39,377 - to win her back? - Hmm. 467 00:46:39,961 --> 00:46:42,087 She thought it was shit. 468 00:46:42,088 --> 00:46:43,505 Well... 469 00:46:43,506 --> 00:46:48,135 Well, it worked, didn't it? 470 00:46:48,136 --> 00:46:50,053 I don't know what you were thinking. 471 00:46:50,054 --> 00:46:51,555 And I wasn't gonna give it to her. 472 00:46:51,556 --> 00:46:53,682 But she waited until I went to the loo, 473 00:46:53,683 --> 00:46:56,893 and then she went into my bag, and she got it. 474 00:46:56,894 --> 00:47:00,231 I was... I was trying to look out for you. 475 00:47:01,858 --> 00:47:03,901 Didn't need to. 476 00:47:03,902 --> 00:47:06,696 We talked. Well, she talked. You know what she was like. 477 00:47:06,697 --> 00:47:11,742 And she came round to an appreciation of it. 478 00:47:11,743 --> 00:47:13,245 Of you. 479 00:47:16,748 --> 00:47:19,585 You two were never not gonna be a thing. 480 00:47:23,338 --> 00:47:25,423 You were perfect for each other. 481 00:47:36,811 --> 00:47:38,395 Yeah. 482 00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:47,030 ♪ And I called you back 483 00:47:48,948 --> 00:47:55,788 ♪ To a place beside me 484 00:48:01,211 --> 00:48:04,338 ♪ And I called you back... 485 00:48:04,339 --> 00:48:07,090 This is fucking awful. 486 00:48:07,091 --> 00:48:09,052 Leave me alone, Crow. I like it. 487 00:48:09,053 --> 00:48:10,803 You would! 488 00:48:10,804 --> 00:48:12,972 Middle-aged, middle-class, 489 00:48:12,973 --> 00:48:14,057 white widower music. 490 00:48:14,058 --> 00:48:16,142 Guardian reading, beard stroking, 491 00:48:16,143 --> 00:48:22,607 farmer's market, guest ale, Birkenstock, Barbican shit! 492 00:48:22,608 --> 00:48:23,984 Yeah. 493 00:48:24,860 --> 00:48:26,110 Yeah. 494 00:48:26,111 --> 00:48:29,323 You're such a cliche, you know? 495 00:48:30,324 --> 00:48:32,910 The dead wife trope. 496 00:48:36,830 --> 00:48:40,000 You'll have the photo album out next. 497 00:48:40,001 --> 00:48:42,378 You'll be talking to her headstone. 498 00:48:42,379 --> 00:48:45,965 Crow, just leave me alone. 499 00:48:55,183 --> 00:48:57,644 Aah! 500 00:48:58,937 --> 00:49:03,440 [Cro Once upon a time, there was a king who had... 501 00:49:03,441 --> 00:49:06,068 - Crow, please... - ...two sons, the Queen, 502 00:49:06,069 --> 00:49:09,530 and by the way, they were perfect for each other. 503 00:49:09,531 --> 00:49:11,448 Please, please, shut up. Please, please. 504 00:49:11,449 --> 00:49:15,036 They were perfect for each other. 505 00:49:15,037 --> 00:49:16,621 - They were never not going... - Shut up! 506 00:49:16,622 --> 00:49:18,206 - ...to be a thing. - Shut up! Shut up! 507 00:49:21,502 --> 00:49:23,628 There we go. There we go. 508 00:49:23,629 --> 00:49:26,506 The Queen had fallen 509 00:49:26,507 --> 00:49:29,050 and bashed her skull in. 510 00:49:29,051 --> 00:49:31,636 And so, she bled to death. 511 00:49:31,637 --> 00:49:34,180 - Please, no more, please. - Blood everywhere. 512 00:49:34,181 --> 00:49:35,849 I'm trying to tell you a story. 513 00:49:35,850 --> 00:49:38,727 I don't want a fucking story. I want her back. I... 514 00:49:38,728 --> 00:49:40,937 I want her back, or I want to be gone. 515 00:49:40,938 --> 00:49:42,897 You want her back. You wish you were dead. 516 00:49:42,898 --> 00:49:45,318 You wish you were dead. Very original. 517 00:49:45,319 --> 00:49:48,821 How very fucking original! 518 00:49:48,822 --> 00:49:50,906 Ooh! 519 00:49:50,907 --> 00:49:54,243 - Good, you're angry. Come on! - Yes! I'm fucking angry! 520 00:49:54,244 --> 00:49:56,704 Oh, fucking angry! 521 00:49:56,705 --> 00:49:58,581 "Yes, I'm fucking angry!" 522 00:50:00,375 --> 00:50:02,752 I... I miss her. 523 00:50:02,753 --> 00:50:06,088 She... she was everything to me, and now... 524 00:50:06,089 --> 00:50:09,050 "She was everything to me." Euugh! 525 00:50:09,051 --> 00:50:11,177 You sound like a fucking fridge magnet! 526 00:50:12,596 --> 00:50:16,099 Fuck! 527 00:50:16,100 --> 00:50:17,851 Now, listen. 528 00:50:22,649 --> 00:50:29,489 ♪ Bom, bom, bom, bom 529 00:50:31,491 --> 00:50:33,910 ♪ Bom, bom, bom, bom 530 00:50:34,911 --> 00:50:38,622 ♪ Ba, ba, ba, ba 531 00:51:32,470 --> 00:51:35,098 Look at him. 532 00:51:35,849 --> 00:51:39,018 Some may call my work vulgar. 533 00:51:39,644 --> 00:51:42,521 Primal, even. 534 00:51:42,522 --> 00:51:45,525 But I've got him where he needs to be. 535 00:51:52,073 --> 00:51:53,617 Dad? 536 00:52:00,958 --> 00:52:02,293 Boys. 537 00:52:09,884 --> 00:52:11,342 Mum? 538 00:52:11,343 --> 00:52:13,595 Boys, can you come into the living room, please? 539 00:52:13,596 --> 00:52:15,764 - I need to talk to you. - Fine. 540 00:52:15,765 --> 00:52:18,224 We've just got to take off our gloves. 541 00:52:18,225 --> 00:52:19,935 Mum? 542 00:52:27,402 --> 00:52:29,070 Come sit down, please. 543 00:52:33,241 --> 00:52:35,576 Come on, sit down. I need to talk to you. 544 00:52:35,577 --> 00:52:37,411 Give me your hand, please. 545 00:52:37,412 --> 00:52:38,789 Um... 546 00:52:39,456 --> 00:52:41,958 Mummy's not here. Okay? 547 00:52:43,418 --> 00:52:45,711 There was, uh... 548 00:52:45,712 --> 00:52:47,922 She got sick and there was an accident. 549 00:52:47,923 --> 00:52:49,381 And, um... 550 00:52:53,845 --> 00:52:56,766 This is what we know about our mom. 551 00:52:58,267 --> 00:53:00,311 She always smelled nice. 552 00:53:03,397 --> 00:53:06,984 When she told stories, she did all the voices. 553 00:53:09,028 --> 00:53:11,279 She loved playing loud pop music, 554 00:53:11,280 --> 00:53:13,282 because it annoyed Dad. 555 00:53:15,493 --> 00:53:17,620 And then she died. 556 00:53:19,622 --> 00:53:21,624 Our mum died. 557 00:53:27,964 --> 00:53:30,800 After that, everything was different. 558 00:53:30,801 --> 00:53:33,094 We were different. 559 00:53:33,095 --> 00:53:34,805 Different boys. 560 00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:46,774 Dad was different. 561 00:53:55,742 --> 00:53:58,704 A different kind of dad. 562 00:54:00,080 --> 00:54:01,373 Boys? 563 00:54:01,374 --> 00:54:04,335 Doesn't sound like you're brushing your teeth. 564 00:54:07,672 --> 00:54:10,425 Boys, are you doing what I asked you to do? 565 00:54:34,658 --> 00:54:36,368 Boys, come on... 566 00:54:39,705 --> 00:54:41,248 What are you doing? 567 00:54:43,375 --> 00:54:44,919 Take those off. 568 00:55:11,655 --> 00:55:12,947 Dad told stories. 569 00:55:12,948 --> 00:55:16,368 The stories changed when dad changed. 570 00:55:17,911 --> 00:55:19,871 He went quiet. 571 00:55:22,207 --> 00:55:23,917 Angry. 572 00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:33,927 He'd disappear. 573 00:55:39,934 --> 00:55:41,267 Dad told stories. 574 00:55:41,268 --> 00:55:44,729 The stories changed when dad changed. 575 00:55:49,860 --> 00:55:51,236 We really miss you. 576 00:55:51,237 --> 00:55:52,988 I told my brother she could still see us 577 00:55:52,989 --> 00:55:54,949 through the mirrors. 578 00:55:55,574 --> 00:55:56,908 I need you. 579 00:55:56,909 --> 00:56:00,829 He'd spend ages in the bathroom. 580 00:56:00,830 --> 00:56:03,832 Dad says we're going to Granny Margaret's 581 00:56:03,833 --> 00:56:05,083 after Christmas. 582 00:56:05,084 --> 00:56:06,334 Will you be there too? 583 00:56:06,335 --> 00:56:09,171 I felt bad about it for a while. 584 00:56:13,176 --> 00:56:16,012 My brother gets angry when he loses things 585 00:56:16,013 --> 00:56:18,306 that remind him of her. 586 00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:34,530 He said if he had to lose things, 587 00:56:34,531 --> 00:56:36,408 Dad should too. 588 00:56:39,828 --> 00:56:42,622 So, it got quite physical, and... 589 00:56:42,623 --> 00:56:44,875 In the end there's been a couple of punches thrown, 590 00:56:44,876 --> 00:56:48,920 and the other child was quite badly hurt. 591 00:56:48,921 --> 00:56:51,006 And in the midst of that, another member of staff 592 00:56:51,007 --> 00:56:52,424 has come to help... 593 00:56:52,425 --> 00:56:53,967 ...especially with a teacher. 594 00:56:53,968 --> 00:56:57,262 I mean, what were you thinking? It is not okay. 595 00:56:57,263 --> 00:57:00,807 I mean, what do you think your mother would have said, hmm? 596 00:57:03,227 --> 00:57:05,103 - No, no, wait, just wait. - Hey, stop it. 597 00:57:05,104 --> 00:57:05,979 Get off me. 598 00:57:05,980 --> 00:57:07,939 - Ow. Ow. - I hate you! 599 00:57:12,195 --> 00:57:14,198 It's alright. It's okay. 600 00:57:20,621 --> 00:57:22,121 Dad was different. 601 00:57:22,122 --> 00:57:24,124 A different kind of dad. 602 00:57:39,723 --> 00:57:41,224 Is he here? Is he there? 603 00:57:41,225 --> 00:57:43,518 Is he somewhere over here? 604 00:57:45,354 --> 00:57:47,147 Are you coming or what? 605 00:57:47,148 --> 00:57:49,066 Everyone's gonna run out of sweets. 606 00:57:49,067 --> 00:57:51,318 - My God, you look amazing. - Do you like it? 607 00:57:51,319 --> 00:57:53,362 It's something you're doing with your eyes. 608 00:57:53,363 --> 00:57:54,530 It's new. 609 00:57:54,531 --> 00:57:56,073 It's almost what you're not seeing. 610 00:57:56,074 --> 00:57:58,325 Can we go to Mrs. Dawson's? 611 00:57:58,326 --> 00:57:59,827 Sure, we can go to Mrs. Dawson's. 612 00:57:59,828 --> 00:58:01,912 - She has the best sweets. - Does she have the best sweets? 613 00:58:01,913 --> 00:58:03,372 Alright. Show me the way. 614 00:58:03,373 --> 00:58:05,249 Show me the way. Which way am I going? 615 00:58:05,250 --> 00:58:06,583 - This way. - This way? 616 00:58:06,584 --> 00:58:08,128 And then which way? 617 00:58:24,103 --> 00:58:25,980 Are you still with us? 618 00:58:27,439 --> 00:58:30,150 This is symbolic, isn't it? 619 00:58:30,151 --> 00:58:32,652 - What is? - This. 620 00:58:32,653 --> 00:58:34,320 This dream, this memory. 621 00:58:34,321 --> 00:58:37,365 This confection, whatever it is. 622 00:58:37,366 --> 00:58:40,076 I wonder what it all means. 623 00:58:40,077 --> 00:58:41,536 Your wife's not a ghost, you know. 624 00:58:41,537 --> 00:58:43,413 She's not wailing about the house, 625 00:58:43,414 --> 00:58:47,084 watching you raise those boys without her. 626 00:58:48,002 --> 00:58:50,130 - No. - No. 627 00:58:50,797 --> 00:58:52,674 You're the ghost now. 628 00:58:53,466 --> 00:58:55,093 Boys? 629 00:58:55,719 --> 00:58:57,179 Boys? 630 00:58:59,598 --> 00:59:01,932 Urgh. 631 00:59:09,357 --> 00:59:12,152 Will Dad ever be normal again? 632 00:59:13,987 --> 00:59:15,654 He wasn't normal before. 633 00:59:15,655 --> 00:59:16,947 So, here's the base. 634 00:59:16,948 --> 00:59:20,034 We have to get through the passage of peril 635 00:59:20,035 --> 00:59:21,704 and retrieve... 636 00:59:22,622 --> 00:59:24,332 the doom crystals. 637 00:59:31,547 --> 00:59:33,132 What's the volcano for? 638 00:59:34,050 --> 00:59:36,302 Come on, come on. 639 00:59:37,178 --> 00:59:39,012 Listen to that. 640 00:59:39,013 --> 00:59:41,014 Our boys. 641 00:59:41,015 --> 00:59:43,433 I love them like this. 642 00:59:43,434 --> 00:59:46,978 Building worlds full of life, 643 00:59:46,979 --> 00:59:49,482 full of possibility. 644 00:59:50,483 --> 00:59:53,236 I think it's time, don't you? 645 00:59:53,862 --> 00:59:55,197 Crow? 646 00:59:55,739 --> 00:59:57,199 Yes? 647 00:59:58,200 --> 01:00:00,035 Be kind to them. 648 01:00:00,786 --> 01:00:02,371 Naturally. 649 01:00:13,382 --> 01:00:15,800 Let's get the doom crystals. We have to go faster. 650 01:00:15,801 --> 01:00:17,134 Now, now. 651 01:00:17,135 --> 01:00:21,013 I'm just taking lit... little crystals on the way. 652 01:00:21,014 --> 01:00:22,306 Ching! 653 01:00:22,307 --> 01:00:24,684 I found another one. 654 01:00:27,897 --> 01:00:29,815 What is it? 655 01:00:29,816 --> 01:00:31,733 Hello, boys. 656 01:00:31,734 --> 01:00:34,403 Now boys. 657 01:00:34,404 --> 01:00:39,199 Should we play a game? 658 01:00:39,200 --> 01:00:40,909 Here's how it's gonna work. 659 01:00:40,910 --> 01:00:46,915 You two boys must each build here on the floor... 660 01:00:46,916 --> 01:00:48,166 ...a model of your mother. 661 01:00:48,167 --> 01:00:50,752 ...a model of your mother. 662 01:00:50,753 --> 01:00:52,462 Just as you remember her. 663 01:00:52,463 --> 01:00:57,592 And whichever of you builds the best model will win. 664 01:00:57,593 --> 01:01:00,763 Not the most realistic, but the best. 665 01:01:00,764 --> 01:01:02,974 Yes. The truest. 666 01:01:02,975 --> 01:01:05,351 And the prize is this. 667 01:01:05,352 --> 01:01:10,106 The best model I will bring to life for one day. 668 01:01:10,107 --> 01:01:14,944 A real living mother to tuck you up in bed. 669 01:01:48,605 --> 01:01:49,814 No. 670 01:01:50,482 --> 01:01:54,444 No. As you remember her. 671 01:02:44,496 --> 01:02:46,622 Right. 672 01:02:46,623 --> 01:02:50,209 And stop. Hmm. 673 01:02:50,210 --> 01:02:52,128 They're both excellent. 674 01:02:52,129 --> 01:02:54,381 You've got her smile. 675 01:02:55,173 --> 01:02:56,758 It's uncanny. 676 01:02:58,552 --> 01:03:04,223 And you have captured her... posture. 677 01:03:04,224 --> 01:03:06,727 - Hah. - Which one won? 678 01:03:07,770 --> 01:03:09,729 Uh, well... 679 01:03:09,730 --> 01:03:11,982 Which one's gonna be turned into Mum? 680 01:03:11,983 --> 01:03:13,233 Sorry, what? 681 01:03:13,234 --> 01:03:15,235 - You promised. - Yes. 682 01:03:15,236 --> 01:03:17,362 - Where is she? - But you didn't think... 683 01:03:17,363 --> 01:03:18,697 that she... Where is she? 684 01:03:18,698 --> 01:03:21,909 Where is she, you bloody old crow? 685 01:03:23,035 --> 01:03:24,787 She's dead. 686 01:03:26,372 --> 01:03:28,373 She can't come back. 687 01:03:28,374 --> 01:03:31,084 That's it, boys, that's all you've got. 688 01:03:42,639 --> 01:03:44,682 How you doing, boys? 689 01:03:44,683 --> 01:03:46,267 Nearly done? 690 01:03:46,268 --> 01:03:48,896 You can go read these to Dad shortly. 691 01:03:50,564 --> 01:03:54,108 How's he been, your Dad? 692 01:03:54,109 --> 01:03:56,443 I don't know. 693 01:03:56,444 --> 01:04:00,699 And did you keep an emotion diary the last two weeks? 694 01:04:02,659 --> 01:04:03,993 No. 695 01:04:03,994 --> 01:04:05,119 That... that's okay. 696 01:04:05,120 --> 01:04:08,874 Did you try the meditation exercises? 697 01:04:10,167 --> 01:04:12,211 Ohmmmm... 698 01:04:12,212 --> 01:04:13,462 Boys! 699 01:04:13,463 --> 01:04:16,715 No. No, no, it's okay. 700 01:04:16,716 --> 01:04:19,052 It can feel a bit silly at first. 701 01:04:20,678 --> 01:04:23,556 Is there anything that you wanna talk about? 702 01:04:24,182 --> 01:04:25,683 Thoughts of Mum? 703 01:04:28,144 --> 01:04:30,062 Right, that's okay. 704 01:04:30,063 --> 01:04:31,647 Maybe we could draw a picture 705 01:04:31,648 --> 01:04:33,482 that shows me how you're feeling, 706 01:04:33,483 --> 01:04:36,276 and then we can talk about them afterwards. 707 01:04:36,277 --> 01:04:39,029 Yeah? Sound good? 708 01:04:39,030 --> 01:04:40,573 Cool. 709 01:04:55,297 --> 01:04:57,508 I thought it would get easier. 710 01:05:03,973 --> 01:05:05,765 I... I thought... 711 01:05:05,766 --> 01:05:07,016 Listen, uh... 712 01:05:07,017 --> 01:05:09,394 I think we should talk about the difference 713 01:05:09,395 --> 01:05:13,482 between grief and despair. 714 01:05:23,410 --> 01:05:25,119 Gran! 715 01:05:27,247 --> 01:05:29,873 - Look at you two. - Gran! 716 01:05:29,874 --> 01:05:30,916 You're so skinny. 717 01:05:30,917 --> 01:05:33,460 Has your Dad not been feeding you? 718 01:05:34,879 --> 01:05:36,381 Oh. Come on in. 719 01:05:37,048 --> 01:05:38,466 Hello. 720 01:05:39,384 --> 01:05:40,676 - Hi. - Merry Christmas. 721 01:05:40,677 --> 01:05:42,887 - Merry Christmas. - Yeah. 722 01:05:44,014 --> 01:05:45,599 Alright, come on. 723 01:05:48,227 --> 01:05:49,561 Makes them on his own, 724 01:05:49,562 --> 01:05:52,398 even without the book outlines. 725 01:06:21,595 --> 01:06:23,430 I'll see how they're getting on. 726 01:06:33,940 --> 01:06:36,150 So, how's the comic coming on? 727 01:06:36,151 --> 01:06:39,028 Do I call it a comic, or a graphic novel? 728 01:06:39,029 --> 01:06:41,739 No, you can call it a comic. Um... 729 01:06:41,740 --> 01:06:44,033 Yeah, it's... it's alright. It's interesting. 730 01:06:44,034 --> 01:06:47,203 Dad doesn't like it when people call them graphic novels. 731 01:06:47,204 --> 01:06:49,038 He says it's wanky. 732 01:06:52,168 --> 01:06:53,669 That's what you say. 733 01:06:53,670 --> 01:06:56,129 Well, you wolfed that down, boys. 734 01:06:56,130 --> 01:06:58,883 Did we get you the right ones this time? 735 01:07:00,093 --> 01:07:01,511 He's like his mum. 736 01:07:02,887 --> 01:07:03,970 If she was doing something, 737 01:07:03,971 --> 01:07:06,140 she'd pretend she couldn't hear you. 738 01:07:07,642 --> 01:07:10,268 Was that okay? Potatoes weren't my best. 739 01:07:10,269 --> 01:07:12,979 Oh, delicious. 740 01:07:12,980 --> 01:07:17,150 What was she like? Our mum when she was young. 741 01:07:17,151 --> 01:07:18,236 Your mum? 742 01:07:19,153 --> 01:07:20,320 Stubborn. 743 01:07:20,321 --> 01:07:22,489 You two have got a lot of her in you, 744 01:07:22,490 --> 01:07:24,367 in different ways. 745 01:07:24,368 --> 01:07:26,369 How am I like her? 746 01:07:26,370 --> 01:07:27,870 You're funny. 747 01:07:27,871 --> 01:07:31,666 She was very... quick-witted, wasn't she, Keith? 748 01:07:31,667 --> 01:07:33,126 Yeah, cheeky bugger, more like. 749 01:07:37,631 --> 01:07:40,801 Oh, no, no, it's alright. I'll do it. I'll do it. 750 01:07:42,845 --> 01:07:45,638 It was adorable when she was little. 751 01:07:45,639 --> 01:07:48,182 But when she was a teenager... 752 01:07:48,183 --> 01:07:49,809 Oh, my God, 753 01:07:49,810 --> 01:07:51,937 you couldn't win an argument. 754 01:07:58,653 --> 01:08:00,863 Go and get the photo album from next door, 755 01:08:00,864 --> 01:08:04,117 and I'll show you the first time she brought your dad back here. 756 01:08:40,279 --> 01:08:41,529 Destroy the Crow! 757 01:08:41,530 --> 01:08:43,239 Catch and kill. 758 01:08:43,240 --> 01:08:45,116 Let's get Crow! 759 01:08:48,078 --> 01:08:51,956 Shut the gates! Kill him, and drown him in blood. 760 01:08:51,957 --> 01:08:55,084 All crows, shut the gates! 761 01:08:55,085 --> 01:08:57,879 If he takes our castle, we burn it! 762 01:08:57,880 --> 01:09:00,591 So much of her when the boys smile, 763 01:09:00,592 --> 01:09:03,135 it's the same smile. 764 01:09:05,972 --> 01:09:07,556 You can take this home with you if you want. 765 01:09:07,557 --> 01:09:09,558 - No, that's good. Keep it here. - No, leave it here, yeah? 766 01:09:09,559 --> 01:09:11,936 - Keep it here. It's good... - Well... Let the boys see it? 767 01:09:11,937 --> 01:09:13,604 Yeah, they should... they should see it. 768 01:09:13,605 --> 01:09:15,314 - They should see it. - Oh. 769 01:09:15,315 --> 01:09:17,900 Woo-hoo, wiggly-wiggly! Up here! 770 01:09:17,901 --> 01:09:20,110 Kraa, kraa, kraa! 771 01:09:20,111 --> 01:09:22,446 We move on, do we not? We hurtle, do we not? 772 01:09:22,447 --> 01:09:25,783 Love drunk. Fox cubs. Dead meat. Rat-tat-tat. 773 01:09:25,784 --> 01:09:27,117 Catch and kill! 774 01:09:27,118 --> 01:09:30,120 - Kill him! - Come on, he went this way. 775 01:09:30,121 --> 01:09:30,996 Come on. 776 01:09:30,997 --> 01:09:33,416 Look at this hat, look. 777 01:09:33,417 --> 01:09:34,960 I think that was my mum's hat. 778 01:09:34,961 --> 01:09:36,586 I'm just gonna check on them, actually... 779 01:09:36,587 --> 01:09:38,338 - Okay, okay. - See you in a minute. 780 01:09:38,339 --> 01:09:40,174 Yeah. Alright. 781 01:09:49,642 --> 01:09:51,394 Boys? 782 01:10:00,152 --> 01:10:01,654 Boys? 783 01:10:09,830 --> 01:10:13,124 Boys, what the hell do you think you're doing, huh? 784 01:10:13,125 --> 01:10:15,669 I've been looking for you everywhere. 785 01:10:17,087 --> 01:10:18,213 You're bleeding. 786 01:10:19,923 --> 01:10:22,259 What's going on? Huh? 787 01:10:23,510 --> 01:10:24,760 I'm fine. 788 01:10:24,761 --> 01:10:27,806 You've got cuts and scratches all over you. 789 01:10:29,516 --> 01:10:31,350 What have you been doing to him? 790 01:10:31,351 --> 01:10:32,852 What have you been doing? 791 01:10:32,853 --> 01:10:35,438 - It was Crow. - It wasn't fucking Crow. 792 01:11:14,021 --> 01:11:16,398 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 793 01:11:18,609 --> 01:11:21,111 I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 794 01:11:22,071 --> 01:11:23,948 I'm not angry with you. 795 01:11:29,954 --> 01:11:32,373 I'm so sorry. 796 01:11:35,751 --> 01:11:38,754 I'm so sorry. 797 01:11:44,970 --> 01:11:47,931 I miss... I miss... 798 01:11:48,890 --> 01:11:51,183 I miss Mummy. 799 01:11:51,184 --> 01:11:52,894 I'm so sorry. 800 01:11:55,271 --> 01:11:58,942 Sometimes we felt like he was our dad again. 801 01:12:01,945 --> 01:12:03,989 But it never lasted. 802 01:12:42,653 --> 01:12:43,695 I'm gonna start getting a bit worried 803 01:12:43,696 --> 01:12:45,322 if you don't pick up the phone. 804 01:12:45,323 --> 01:12:47,783 We're thinking about you today. 805 01:12:47,784 --> 01:12:49,285 Give us a call, eh? 806 01:12:49,286 --> 01:12:52,079 Hope you're alright. 807 01:12:52,080 --> 01:12:54,665 I've tried you a couple of times. 808 01:12:54,666 --> 01:12:59,545 Today's been tough, and, um, I'm sure it has for you too. 809 01:12:59,546 --> 01:13:00,713 Anniversaries are hard, 810 01:13:00,714 --> 01:13:03,008 and well... 811 01:13:09,723 --> 01:13:11,640 - Dad? - Hmm? 812 01:13:11,641 --> 01:13:13,684 Are you gonna read us a story? 813 01:13:13,685 --> 01:13:15,061 No, it's too late. 814 01:13:15,062 --> 01:13:17,522 - Please. - I said no. 815 01:13:17,523 --> 01:13:19,442 No bedtime stories tonight. 816 01:13:22,612 --> 01:13:24,529 Shame on you. 817 01:13:37,710 --> 01:13:40,462 Does Daddy need a cuddle? 818 01:13:41,756 --> 01:13:47,094 Once upon a time there was a king who had two sons. 819 01:13:47,095 --> 01:13:51,390 One day his queen dropped down dead. 820 01:13:51,391 --> 01:13:52,935 Fuck off! 821 01:13:54,061 --> 01:13:56,521 And so, the king allowed his kingdom 822 01:13:56,522 --> 01:13:59,273 to go to ruin... 823 01:13:59,274 --> 01:14:03,111 and abandoned his two sons, 824 01:14:03,112 --> 01:14:07,574 so he could wallow in self-pity. 825 01:14:14,414 --> 01:14:15,581 Out. Get out. 826 01:14:19,503 --> 01:14:21,047 No more. 827 01:14:21,923 --> 01:14:23,590 No more. 828 01:14:23,591 --> 01:14:25,385 You have to go. 829 01:14:28,263 --> 01:14:30,097 Are you sure about that? 830 01:14:30,098 --> 01:14:33,476 Yes, yes. Fuck, yes! 831 01:14:37,438 --> 01:14:40,650 Let's see what happens without me. 832 01:15:27,741 --> 01:15:29,326 Dad? 833 01:15:30,869 --> 01:15:32,537 Who is it? 834 01:15:34,789 --> 01:15:36,458 Simon Coleridge. 835 01:15:36,958 --> 01:15:38,710 From number 56. 836 01:15:42,339 --> 01:15:44,340 How can I help you, Simon? 837 01:15:44,341 --> 01:15:46,342 I know we don't know each other. 838 01:15:46,343 --> 01:15:49,179 I wondered if I could borrow some milk. 839 01:15:54,643 --> 01:15:59,439 Oh, I'm afraid we've... we've run out of milk. 840 01:15:59,440 --> 01:16:02,318 I'm sure the shop on the corner will still be open. 841 01:16:07,698 --> 01:16:10,743 There is no number 56. 842 01:16:13,537 --> 01:16:15,247 Now, boys... 843 01:16:15,248 --> 01:16:19,876 Daddy can't tell you a story tonight, but I can. 844 01:16:21,003 --> 01:16:23,338 Once upon a time there was a demon, 845 01:16:23,339 --> 01:16:28,677 a terrible demon who fed on despair. 846 01:16:28,678 --> 01:16:30,096 A demon who would hunt 847 01:16:30,097 --> 01:16:32,640 every inch of the Earth for the saddest, 848 01:16:32,641 --> 01:16:36,228 most delicious person he could find. 849 01:16:38,730 --> 01:16:41,565 He's a very clever demon... 850 01:16:41,566 --> 01:16:43,151 ...boys. 851 01:16:44,861 --> 01:16:46,070 Very cunning. 852 01:16:48,907 --> 01:16:50,367 Who is it? 853 01:16:51,159 --> 01:16:53,745 It's Dan. From Parenthesis. 854 01:16:54,830 --> 01:16:57,082 - Dan? - Yeah. 855 01:16:57,958 --> 01:16:59,250 From Parenthesis? 856 01:16:59,251 --> 01:17:01,878 Can I come in? It's pissing down. 857 01:17:01,879 --> 01:17:03,213 I've worked there for years, 858 01:17:03,214 --> 01:17:07,093 and I... I've never heard of anyone called Dan. 859 01:17:08,011 --> 01:17:11,431 What's your last name... Dan? 860 01:17:13,725 --> 01:17:15,143 Graves. 861 01:17:16,269 --> 01:17:18,646 I'm new there. They put me on your book. 862 01:17:19,814 --> 01:17:21,482 Thought I'd say hello. 863 01:17:25,778 --> 01:17:27,655 I can't let you in. 864 01:17:28,823 --> 01:17:30,824 I've come all this way. 865 01:17:30,825 --> 01:17:32,785 No, you're gonna have to leave. 866 01:17:34,455 --> 01:17:36,457 Can I at least use your lav? 867 01:17:40,794 --> 01:17:42,795 Now, boys. 868 01:17:42,796 --> 01:17:45,465 This demon can only feast 869 01:17:45,466 --> 01:17:49,969 if those in despair allow it. 870 01:17:49,970 --> 01:17:53,306 So, who do you think he's coming for tonight? 871 01:17:53,307 --> 01:17:56,726 Who do we know... that's sad? 872 01:18:00,397 --> 01:18:02,648 Open the door. 873 01:18:02,649 --> 01:18:04,150 It's the police. 874 01:18:04,151 --> 01:18:06,570 I'm gonna give you to the count of five and I'm coming in. 875 01:18:06,571 --> 01:18:08,947 - One, two... - What's going on? 876 01:18:08,948 --> 01:18:11,575 - Go back upstairs to your room. - Three... 877 01:18:11,576 --> 01:18:12,993 What's going on? 878 01:18:12,994 --> 01:18:14,661 - Four... - Go upstairs. 879 01:18:14,662 --> 01:18:15,788 - Five... - Now! 880 01:18:19,417 --> 01:18:22,628 Okay, have it your way. 881 01:18:22,629 --> 01:18:26,341 There's someone here who wants to speak to you. 882 01:18:45,611 --> 01:18:46,779 Mum? 883 01:18:47,321 --> 01:18:48,864 It's me. 884 01:18:54,703 --> 01:18:55,913 I'm back. 885 01:19:01,877 --> 01:19:03,212 Open the door. 886 01:19:04,004 --> 01:19:05,423 No. 887 01:19:06,173 --> 01:19:07,716 Open up. 888 01:19:10,929 --> 01:19:12,389 Let me in. 889 01:19:14,599 --> 01:19:17,059 - Are the boys there? - Mum! 890 01:19:17,060 --> 01:19:18,727 No. 891 01:19:18,728 --> 01:19:20,062 No, boys, no... 892 01:19:20,063 --> 01:19:21,730 - Don't, don't... - Mum! Mum! 893 01:19:21,731 --> 01:19:23,315 - Please stop, please. - Mum, Mum! 894 01:19:23,316 --> 01:19:25,609 - Please, it's not Mummy. - Mum! 895 01:19:25,610 --> 01:19:28,405 - Don't. Don't. Don't! - Mum! 896 01:19:29,322 --> 01:19:31,741 I've missed you all so much. 897 01:19:35,078 --> 01:19:37,246 Come on, open up. 898 01:19:40,959 --> 01:19:42,628 Open the door. 899 01:19:53,806 --> 01:19:55,348 Come on. 900 01:19:56,976 --> 01:19:58,310 Dad. 901 01:19:58,311 --> 01:20:00,562 - Let him go, boy. - Dad! 902 01:20:00,563 --> 01:20:02,272 Let him go. 903 01:20:15,370 --> 01:20:16,996 I missed you. 904 01:20:19,291 --> 01:20:20,625 I love you. 905 01:20:24,213 --> 01:20:25,630 Come with me. 906 01:20:25,631 --> 01:20:27,215 Mum! 907 01:20:27,216 --> 01:20:29,550 Let me in. 908 01:20:52,325 --> 01:20:54,493 Boys? 909 01:20:54,494 --> 01:20:57,162 Boys, could you come into the living room, please. 910 01:20:57,163 --> 01:20:58,664 I need to talk to you. 911 01:20:58,665 --> 01:21:01,834 What do you think your mother would have said, hmm? 912 01:21:08,258 --> 01:21:10,259 The boys are so... 913 01:21:21,605 --> 01:21:23,314 And nobody came, nobody came... 914 01:21:43,377 --> 01:21:46,212 Boys! Boys! 915 01:21:46,213 --> 01:21:48,132 Boys! 916 01:21:52,178 --> 01:21:54,305 Oh, no! 917 01:21:54,306 --> 01:21:56,223 No, no. No more. 918 01:21:56,224 --> 01:21:57,891 No more! 919 01:22:00,103 --> 01:22:02,022 Crow! 920 01:22:03,023 --> 01:22:04,898 Come back! 921 01:22:04,899 --> 01:22:06,985 Please! Crow! 922 01:22:11,156 --> 01:22:13,575 Dad? 923 01:22:14,701 --> 01:22:15,909 Dad? 924 01:22:18,455 --> 01:22:20,665 Come here. Come here. 925 01:22:23,044 --> 01:22:25,670 Come here. Don't look. It's alright. 926 01:22:25,671 --> 01:22:27,631 I've got you. I've got you. 927 01:22:33,346 --> 01:22:35,430 I'm here. It's alright, boys. 928 01:22:38,267 --> 01:22:39,601 I've got you. 929 01:22:39,602 --> 01:22:41,770 Stay here. Stay down. 930 01:22:54,576 --> 01:22:57,036 Crow. 931 01:23:04,336 --> 01:23:06,505 Come here. Don't move. 932 01:23:07,255 --> 01:23:09,174 Don't move. 933 01:23:16,056 --> 01:23:19,725 I am Crow of the death-chill. 934 01:23:19,726 --> 01:23:23,062 God-eating. Trash-licking. 935 01:23:23,063 --> 01:23:27,359 Word-murdering, math-bomb motherfucker. 936 01:23:55,847 --> 01:23:59,016 Oh, God, no. 937 01:23:59,017 --> 01:24:01,018 Uh... Towel. 938 01:24:01,019 --> 01:24:04,522 Quick. Give me a towel. He's been cut. Here. Here. 939 01:24:04,523 --> 01:24:06,190 Another one. 940 01:24:06,191 --> 01:24:09,153 It's alright, Crow. It's okay. It's okay. 941 01:24:10,154 --> 01:24:12,697 Just keep with us, please. Please, Crow. 942 01:24:12,698 --> 01:24:15,158 Don't die on us. Please don't die. 943 01:24:15,159 --> 01:24:16,535 Please. 944 01:24:17,536 --> 01:24:18,954 You can't die. 945 01:24:19,663 --> 01:24:21,414 Crow, don't die. 946 01:24:21,415 --> 01:24:22,874 We need... we need you, Crow. 947 01:24:22,875 --> 01:24:26,211 We need you. 948 01:24:30,174 --> 01:24:31,843 Crow? 949 01:24:45,857 --> 01:24:48,776 "Please don't die, Crow." 950 01:24:48,777 --> 01:24:52,613 "Please don't die." 951 01:24:52,614 --> 01:24:55,073 "We need you, Crow." 952 01:24:55,074 --> 01:24:58,535 "We need you." 953 01:24:58,536 --> 01:24:59,870 Obviously. 954 01:28:41,141 --> 01:28:43,142 Here he is, the man of the hour. 955 01:28:43,143 --> 01:28:45,310 - Thank you. - The book's beautiful. 956 01:28:45,311 --> 01:28:46,520 Oh, thank you. 957 01:28:46,521 --> 01:28:47,772 It'd want to be beautiful. 958 01:28:47,773 --> 01:28:49,858 He only kept us waiting 18 months, didn't he? 959 01:28:49,859 --> 01:28:51,693 Eh? 960 01:28:51,694 --> 01:28:53,778 - Thank you. - Thank you. 961 01:28:53,779 --> 01:28:55,655 - Hey. - Hey. 962 01:28:55,656 --> 01:28:58,242 Got a lot of questions. 963 01:28:59,493 --> 01:29:01,077 So do I. 964 01:29:01,078 --> 01:29:03,830 Seriously, though, very proud to have it. 965 01:29:03,831 --> 01:29:06,875 Very, very proud. Very proud. 966 01:29:06,876 --> 01:29:08,877 Sorry, are you my brother? 967 01:29:08,878 --> 01:29:11,254 You look a bit like him. 968 01:29:11,255 --> 01:29:13,673 I mean, he's usually a lot scruffier. 969 01:29:13,674 --> 01:29:15,259 Come here. 970 01:29:16,844 --> 01:29:19,013 Kate, thank you for coming. 971 01:29:21,933 --> 01:29:24,436 Amanda's here. Give me a moment. 972 01:29:25,437 --> 01:29:26,771 - Hey. - Hey. 973 01:29:26,772 --> 01:29:28,647 Thank you. 974 01:29:28,648 --> 01:29:30,858 I wouldn't miss it. Hey. 975 01:29:33,862 --> 01:29:36,030 Come on, then. Say a few words. 976 01:29:36,031 --> 01:29:37,449 On the spot. 977 01:29:37,991 --> 01:29:40,534 Um, well, uh... 978 01:29:40,535 --> 01:29:42,703 Uh, thank you, everyone, for coming tonight. 979 01:29:42,704 --> 01:29:46,624 Thank you, Andy, for organizing it. 980 01:29:46,625 --> 01:29:48,584 Um... 981 01:29:48,585 --> 01:29:52,256 Sorry, I'm not... I'm not very good at public speaking, so... 982 01:30:00,014 --> 01:30:02,391 Uh, where was I? Um... 983 01:30:03,059 --> 01:30:05,143 Yes, well, thank you. 984 01:30:05,144 --> 01:30:06,895 It's taken a while to get here, and I... 985 01:30:06,896 --> 01:30:08,146 I wouldn't be here tonight, um, 986 01:30:08,147 --> 01:30:10,982 without a lot of... people in this room. 987 01:30:10,983 --> 01:30:13,277 So, thank you. 988 01:30:14,112 --> 01:30:17,031 Thank you to my two boys 989 01:30:17,990 --> 01:30:22,035 for putting up with your sad, mad dad. 990 01:30:22,036 --> 01:30:23,662 I love you both very much. 991 01:30:25,666 --> 01:30:30,045 Um, thank you, too, Paul. 992 01:31:31,859 --> 01:31:33,652 As you were... 993 01:31:34,987 --> 01:31:37,156 English widower. 994 01:32:06,686 --> 01:32:08,687 Let's go all the way back to the... 995 01:32:08,688 --> 01:32:10,856 Let's go all the way back. 996 01:32:39,387 --> 01:32:40,680 Sorry. 997 01:32:43,474 --> 01:32:46,143 You'd have hated this. 998 01:32:48,229 --> 01:32:50,283 But you're not here, so... 999 01:32:51,733 --> 01:32:53,504 I'm gonna do it anyway. 1000 01:32:56,571 --> 01:33:00,803 "To all light things, I compared her... 1001 01:33:03,006 --> 01:33:06,677 to a snowflake, a feather. 1002 01:33:06,678 --> 01:33:10,218 I remember she rested at the dance on my arm..." 1003 01:33:52,934 --> 01:33:54,316 I love you! 1004 01:33:56,951 --> 01:33:58,463 I love you. 1005 01:33:59,370 --> 01:34:01,572 I love you! 1006 01:34:06,582 --> 01:34:08,180 I love you. 1007 01:34:11,938 --> 01:34:16,083 I love you! I love you! I love you! 1008 01:34:16,084 --> 01:34:19,020 I love you! I love you! I love you! 1009 01:34:19,021 --> 01:34:21,138 I love you. 1010 01:34:21,612 --> 01:34:23,297 Whoa! 1011 01:34:25,067 --> 01:34:26,708 I love you. 1012 01:34:42,646 --> 01:34:47,052 ♪ Across the evening sky 1013 01:34:48,174 --> 01:34:55,042 ♪ All the birds are leaving 1014 01:34:57,633 --> 01:35:00,830 ♪ But how can they know 1015 01:35:01,650 --> 01:35:08,820 ♪ It's time for them to go? 1016 01:35:10,503 --> 01:35:15,298 ♪ Before the winter fire 1017 01:35:17,242 --> 01:35:23,505 ♪ I will still be dreaming 1018 01:35:28,773 --> 01:35:35,079 ♪ I have no thought of time 1019 01:35:37,281 --> 01:35:40,218 ♪ For who knows 1020 01:35:40,219 --> 01:35:48,294 ♪ Where the time goes? 1021 01:35:48,295 --> 01:35:50,194 ♪ Who knows 1022 01:35:50,195 --> 01:35:54,945 ♪ Where the time 1023 01:35:54,946 --> 01:36:00,950 ♪ Goes? 1024 01:36:15,246 --> 01:36:20,428 ♪ Sad, deserted shore 1025 01:36:20,429 --> 01:36:27,901 ♪ Your fickle friends are leaving 1026 01:36:29,585 --> 01:36:32,997 ♪ Ah, but then you know 1027 01:36:33,948 --> 01:36:41,937 ♪ It's time for them to go 1028 01:36:41,938 --> 01:36:45,176 ♪ But I will 1029 01:36:45,177 --> 01:36:51,568 ♪ Still be here 1030 01:36:51,569 --> 01:36:57,140 ♪ I have no thought of leaving 1031 01:36:59,041 --> 01:37:06,469 ♪ I do not count the time 1032 01:37:09,925 --> 01:37:12,472 ♪ For who knows 1033 01:37:12,473 --> 01:37:20,376 ♪ Where the time goes? 1034 01:37:20,377 --> 01:37:22,406 ♪ Who knows 1035 01:37:22,407 --> 01:37:27,156 ♪ Where the time 1036 01:37:27,157 --> 01:37:34,154 ♪ Goes? 1037 01:37:47,068 --> 01:37:51,690 ♪ And I am not alone 1038 01:37:53,461 --> 01:38:00,112 ♪ While my love is near me 1039 01:38:01,580 --> 01:38:05,338 ♪ I know it will be so 1040 01:38:06,288 --> 01:38:13,370 ♪ Until it's time to go 1041 01:38:13,371 --> 01:38:21,232 ♪ So come the storms of winter 1042 01:38:23,002 --> 01:38:30,043 ♪ And then the birds in spring again 1043 01:38:33,670 --> 01:38:39,545 ♪ I have no fear of time