1 00:00:00,918 --> 00:00:02,419 - So I want you to think about 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 3 00:00:02,419 --> 00:00:04,504 what you want most in your life. 4 00:00:06,006 --> 00:00:08,132 What do you want most? 5 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 6 00:00:08,132 --> 00:00:11,095 And I want you to see it happening. 7 00:00:14,015 --> 00:00:17,102 [soft music] 8 00:00:17,102 --> 00:00:24,192 ♪ ♪ 9 00:00:26,693 --> 00:00:28,821 [gun pops] 10 00:00:28,821 --> 00:00:30,989 - She wanted to be the best. 11 00:00:30,989 --> 00:00:32,116 - Wanted to be the best in the world. 12 00:00:32,116 --> 00:00:34,451 - She wanted to prove everyone wrong. 13 00:00:34,451 --> 00:00:36,286 - I wanted to outrun everyone in my pack. 14 00:00:36,286 --> 00:00:38,957 - You don't want to be second. You don't want to be third. 15 00:00:38,957 --> 00:00:40,917 - Siri wanted to win everything. 16 00:00:40,917 --> 00:00:43,753 - If you wanna become the best, you have to train harder 17 00:00:43,753 --> 00:00:44,962 than everybody else. 18 00:00:44,962 --> 00:00:47,131 - Anything that you wanna be good at 19 00:00:47,131 --> 00:00:48,841 in the beginning, you're gonna suck at it. 20 00:00:48,841 --> 00:00:51,634 - But the key is, do you really want it bad enough? 21 00:00:51,634 --> 00:00:53,637 - She does not wanna get too far behind. 22 00:00:53,637 --> 00:00:55,557 - I wanted to come back. - She wants to stay with them. 23 00:00:55,557 --> 00:00:56,932 - She wants to stay in that pack. 24 00:00:56,932 --> 00:00:58,476 - I don't wanna let myself down. 25 00:00:58,476 --> 00:01:01,228 - She wanted a good swim, but it's not gone so well so far. 26 00:01:01,228 --> 00:01:02,854 - I just wanted to do whatever I could 27 00:01:02,854 --> 00:01:04,606 to come out with the leaders. 28 00:01:04,606 --> 00:01:06,650 - Do you wanna win races? - Do I wanna ride hard? 29 00:01:06,650 --> 00:01:08,317 I wanna breathe heavy. I wanna sweat. 30 00:01:08,317 --> 00:01:10,612 I wanna feel my legs just aching. 31 00:01:11,864 --> 00:01:14,492 Why would I wanna feel more pain? 32 00:01:14,492 --> 00:01:18,328 I know you're gonna make it. I want a picture at the top. 33 00:01:18,328 --> 00:01:19,829 The why is because you can. 34 00:01:21,331 --> 00:01:25,212 People want to see what that path is gonna look like. 35 00:01:27,004 --> 00:01:30,174 But that path changes all the time. 36 00:01:30,716 --> 00:01:33,343 Who wants to take a chance? You wanna be a leader? 37 00:01:33,343 --> 00:01:34,637 Don't walk around like this. 38 00:01:35,555 --> 00:01:38,390 Are you willing to feel this way? 39 00:01:38,390 --> 00:01:40,518 Or do you wanna change it? 40 00:01:40,518 --> 00:01:42,686 Because if you wanna change it, that's up to you. 41 00:01:42,686 --> 00:01:45,356 Is there something that you want in your life 42 00:01:45,356 --> 00:01:46,647 that you don't have? 43 00:01:47,650 --> 00:01:50,694 What you are going through now... 44 00:01:50,694 --> 00:01:52,030 Ugh. 45 00:01:52,030 --> 00:01:55,158 Is preparing you for what you asked for. 46 00:01:55,158 --> 00:01:58,284 [muffled cheering] 47 00:02:04,707 --> 00:02:07,712 [breathing heavily] 48 00:02:07,712 --> 00:02:13,717 ♪ ♪ 49 00:02:13,717 --> 00:02:17,305 [cheering] 50 00:02:17,305 --> 00:02:19,806 Morning, everyone. 51 00:02:19,806 --> 00:02:25,312 Today I want to talk about some really bad news, okay? 52 00:02:30,693 --> 00:02:35,573 I was just diagnosed last week with acute myeloid leukemia. 53 00:02:38,157 --> 00:02:39,576 I don't want you to feel sad for me. 54 00:02:39,576 --> 00:02:42,080 I don't want you to pity me. 55 00:02:42,538 --> 00:02:46,250 I am going to make this my most beautiful victory. 56 00:02:50,086 --> 00:02:55,884 When you're called to face something, 57 00:02:55,884 --> 00:02:57,552 are you willing to go there? 58 00:02:57,552 --> 00:02:59,305 - You can see the very aggressive running 59 00:02:59,305 --> 00:03:00,598 style of Siri Lindley. 60 00:03:00,598 --> 00:03:02,432 A good portion of this young lady's career, 61 00:03:02,432 --> 00:03:04,143 she's had to play catch-up. 62 00:03:04,143 --> 00:03:05,728 - But will she have it in her legs today? 63 00:03:07,354 --> 00:03:09,689 - Someone said, aren't you aware 64 00:03:09,689 --> 00:03:12,901 of the statistics of you surviving this? 65 00:03:14,611 --> 00:03:16,990 When I was 23 years old, I fell in love 66 00:03:16,990 --> 00:03:18,532 with the sport of triathlon. 67 00:03:19,699 --> 00:03:22,287 I didn't think about what the odds were. 68 00:03:22,287 --> 00:03:24,247 But what I can tell you is that being faced 69 00:03:24,247 --> 00:03:28,375 with this disease, I just wanna live. 70 00:03:28,960 --> 00:03:31,336 And I hope in getting myself through this, 71 00:03:31,336 --> 00:03:33,087 I'm gonna also help others get 72 00:03:33,087 --> 00:03:34,882 through their own challenges as well. 73 00:03:36,592 --> 00:03:39,844 What if changing our belief about something 74 00:03:39,844 --> 00:03:42,556 can actually make the experience totally different? 75 00:03:43,891 --> 00:03:48,520 I'm going to be afraid, but I need to do it anyway. 76 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:50,272 - The crowd bringing her home. 77 00:03:50,272 --> 00:03:52,775 - Siri Lindley is on her way home. 78 00:03:52,775 --> 00:03:57,322 - I have no choice but to go through a clinical trial. 79 00:04:01,282 --> 00:04:04,495 I wanna thank all of you for coming here. 80 00:04:06,163 --> 00:04:07,497 If you wanna stand here 81 00:04:07,497 --> 00:04:10,627 and observe any of these other herds, 82 00:04:10,627 --> 00:04:13,419 the horses don't judge one another. 83 00:04:14,879 --> 00:04:17,300 They show up as they are. 84 00:04:18,466 --> 00:04:20,259 Nearly every single weekend, 85 00:04:20,259 --> 00:04:23,723 we have equine healing events at our ranch. 86 00:04:23,723 --> 00:04:26,516 It's a safe place where people know that they can come 87 00:04:26,516 --> 00:04:30,521 with their anxiety, they can come with their fear, 88 00:04:30,521 --> 00:04:32,982 but they're gonna leave feeling better. 89 00:04:35,233 --> 00:04:38,362 Horses are unbelievable therapists. 90 00:04:38,822 --> 00:04:42,158 I'm not gonna tell you what's gonna happen today, 91 00:04:42,158 --> 00:04:44,576 but if you wanna get the most out of today, be present. 92 00:04:46,370 --> 00:04:50,206 None of us know if we have what it takes 93 00:04:50,206 --> 00:04:54,752 to achieve something, much less overcome a deadly disease. 94 00:04:54,752 --> 00:04:57,757 ♪ ♪ 95 00:04:57,757 --> 00:05:01,218 My memories as a kid is we didn't have a lot. 96 00:05:01,218 --> 00:05:04,387 We lived in a tiny little yellow house. 97 00:05:06,057 --> 00:05:07,891 My mom and dad were my heroes. 98 00:05:11,019 --> 00:05:15,023 They had my sister first, and I came two years later. 99 00:05:17,567 --> 00:05:23,281 - We had a nice, healthy, real, genuine life 100 00:05:23,281 --> 00:05:25,742 that any kid would've killed for. 101 00:05:28,997 --> 00:05:30,790 - When she was very little, 102 00:05:30,790 --> 00:05:33,083 I think that was a happy time for her. 103 00:05:35,293 --> 00:05:38,714 A lot of affection, a lot of reassurance. 104 00:05:40,507 --> 00:05:43,593 - Everything I could ever need as a child, 105 00:05:43,593 --> 00:05:46,887 love and connection and my family around me. 106 00:05:48,098 --> 00:05:51,892 [upbeat music] 107 00:05:51,892 --> 00:05:55,982 - Then this famous football player came into our life. 108 00:05:55,982 --> 00:05:58,608 - Glorious and fearless Frank Gifford. 109 00:05:58,608 --> 00:06:00,276 - Thank you Howard. You two, please try and get 110 00:06:00,276 --> 00:06:02,447 along a little bit and help me today. 111 00:06:02,447 --> 00:06:04,322 - His name is Frank Gifford. 112 00:06:04,322 --> 00:06:08,367 - Frank Gifford, very famous, very rich. 113 00:06:09,661 --> 00:06:12,831 - My mom, she went to a party with her boss. 114 00:06:13,791 --> 00:06:16,043 In walked Frank, and that was it. 115 00:06:18,377 --> 00:06:20,254 - That was it 116 00:06:20,254 --> 00:06:22,425 from that moment forward. 117 00:06:25,259 --> 00:06:27,971 My dad was devastated. 118 00:06:28,512 --> 00:06:31,975 And when I was four, my mom and dad got divorced. 119 00:06:35,062 --> 00:06:39,817 Frank and my mom started dating. He was married. 120 00:06:40,399 --> 00:06:42,612 So after a couple of months, he came to my mom 121 00:06:42,612 --> 00:06:44,154 and said, I can't do this anymore. 122 00:06:46,697 --> 00:06:48,158 And he broke up with her. 123 00:06:50,661 --> 00:06:52,122 She was heartbroken. 124 00:06:52,122 --> 00:06:56,625 And when we talk about it now, she says she was hurting 125 00:06:56,625 --> 00:07:00,588 so much that she was looking for attention. 126 00:07:02,423 --> 00:07:06,302 One night we ran into mom's bedroom. 127 00:07:06,843 --> 00:07:11,432 She was on the floor with a empty pill bottle 128 00:07:11,432 --> 00:07:12,807 lying beside her. 129 00:07:15,267 --> 00:07:19,564 - We both found her together and she just didn't respond. 130 00:07:19,564 --> 00:07:22,192 And they pumped out her stomach and stuff. 131 00:07:22,192 --> 00:07:26,862 But for her to wanna take her own life, what about us? 132 00:07:29,824 --> 00:07:32,870 - The story I told myself when my mom tried 133 00:07:32,870 --> 00:07:36,790 to take her own life is that I'm not enough for her 134 00:07:36,790 --> 00:07:39,168 to wanna stick around for. 135 00:07:39,168 --> 00:07:40,961 I'm not enough. 136 00:07:40,961 --> 00:07:45,882 - It's just something I'll never forgive myself for. 137 00:07:48,509 --> 00:07:50,052 - We're all human. 138 00:07:52,348 --> 00:07:54,057 We have suffered deeply. 139 00:07:54,057 --> 00:07:56,935 And oftentimes the first person you need to forgive is you. 140 00:07:57,978 --> 00:08:01,232 - But I never wanted to die. Never. 141 00:08:02,692 --> 00:08:06,444 What do I do? I can't...I can't erase it. 142 00:08:06,903 --> 00:08:11,283 - We've all maybe had moments where we fell to the ground 143 00:08:11,283 --> 00:08:14,702 in despair and terror about what we're going through, 144 00:08:14,702 --> 00:08:16,372 but we stand back up again. 145 00:08:16,372 --> 00:08:17,915 We dust ourselves off. 146 00:08:17,915 --> 00:08:21,252 We forgive ourselves and love ourselves through that moment 147 00:08:21,252 --> 00:08:22,752 and we move forward. 148 00:08:30,427 --> 00:08:33,763 Frank ended up wanting to get back together with my mom. 149 00:08:35,557 --> 00:08:38,809 He sat my sister and I down 150 00:08:38,809 --> 00:08:42,105 and he said, I wanna marry your mom, 151 00:08:42,105 --> 00:08:46,110 but I'm not gonna do it unless I get your permission. 152 00:08:46,485 --> 00:08:51,407 And I sat there and I said, no, no, you can't marry my mom. 153 00:08:51,407 --> 00:08:52,700 It's not okay. 154 00:08:52,700 --> 00:08:55,870 - ♪ Watched the sky changing color ♪ 155 00:08:55,870 --> 00:08:58,705 - But he married her anyway. 156 00:08:58,705 --> 00:09:01,582 - ♪ And the leaves turning brown ♪ 157 00:09:01,582 --> 00:09:03,835 - I should have listened to Siri. 158 00:09:03,835 --> 00:09:06,004 He promised if I would marry him, 159 00:09:06,004 --> 00:09:08,631 that he would take care of my kids. 160 00:09:08,631 --> 00:09:13,511 - ♪ Feel myself sinking under ♪ 161 00:09:13,511 --> 00:09:16,847 - This was the end of life as we knew it. 162 00:09:16,847 --> 00:09:20,268 - ♪ Feel it dragging me down ♪ 163 00:09:20,268 --> 00:09:24,231 - We moved into this giant mansion far away 164 00:09:24,231 --> 00:09:25,982 from everything. 165 00:09:25,982 --> 00:09:28,652 The people that were now coming into our lives, 166 00:09:28,652 --> 00:09:30,195 they didn't seem real to me. 167 00:09:31,363 --> 00:09:33,865 - OJ was coming all the time. 168 00:09:33,865 --> 00:09:36,743 Howard Cosell, Don Meredith. 169 00:09:36,743 --> 00:09:38,996 George Brett used to babysit us. 170 00:09:40,163 --> 00:09:42,039 - Maybe you're listening thinking, oh my God, 171 00:09:42,039 --> 00:09:43,125 that's amazing. 172 00:09:43,125 --> 00:09:45,585 You spoiled brat. How can you not appreciate that? 173 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:48,712 But no, I don't want this big house 174 00:09:48,712 --> 00:09:50,674 where no one's ever home. 175 00:09:51,883 --> 00:09:55,011 - ♪ I don't want to feel anything ♪ 176 00:09:55,011 --> 00:09:58,347 - Frank took my mom away all the time for weeks at a time. 177 00:10:00,557 --> 00:10:03,852 - I left the kids a lot at a crucial time. 178 00:10:05,731 --> 00:10:07,190 I was selfish. 179 00:10:07,190 --> 00:10:11,153 I was in love and I had a very, very demanding husband. 180 00:10:11,153 --> 00:10:14,990 And I sacrificed being a good mother for that. 181 00:10:17,701 --> 00:10:20,663 - Siri became like a recluse waiting 182 00:10:20,663 --> 00:10:23,039 for someone to come home. 183 00:10:23,039 --> 00:10:26,251 And if my mom did come home with Frank, we had to go up 184 00:10:26,251 --> 00:10:28,878 to our rooms the minute he got back. 185 00:10:31,840 --> 00:10:33,549 - Kids were not meant to be seen. 186 00:10:33,549 --> 00:10:34,967 They were not meant to be heard. 187 00:10:36,720 --> 00:10:39,807 - He would say, I want those kids in their room. 188 00:10:39,807 --> 00:10:41,432 I would feel so torn. 189 00:10:41,432 --> 00:10:44,227 I'd be running upstairs to make sure they were okay. 190 00:10:46,687 --> 00:10:49,399 And then went back down again. 191 00:10:49,982 --> 00:10:54,779 - I just got my license, and I would just take off 192 00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,740 and leave Siri alone. 193 00:10:58,408 --> 00:11:01,995 She totally looked up to me 'cause I'm the older sister. 194 00:11:04,581 --> 00:11:06,500 But I was a bitch to her. 195 00:11:06,500 --> 00:11:09,544 [soft music] 196 00:11:09,544 --> 00:11:11,172 ♪ ♪ 197 00:11:11,172 --> 00:11:12,881 - It's like they don't even care we're here. 198 00:11:14,591 --> 00:11:16,259 - Have you ever felt that in your life? 199 00:11:16,259 --> 00:11:18,345 Like you may as well not even be there? 200 00:11:21,932 --> 00:11:25,769 Who's felt like an outsider in their own home sometimes? 201 00:11:27,437 --> 00:11:31,817 We had these big closets. 202 00:11:31,817 --> 00:11:34,070 And I'd get inside, close the door behind me, 203 00:11:34,070 --> 00:11:36,822 and I'd just wait for someone to come home. 204 00:11:39,075 --> 00:11:42,787 All I wanted at that time was my sister's love. 205 00:11:44,288 --> 00:11:47,957 I was so desperate 206 00:11:47,957 --> 00:11:49,710 just for her to see me. 207 00:11:54,090 --> 00:11:56,716 I'd get in bed with her and she did not like 208 00:11:56,716 --> 00:11:58,634 that I did that. 209 00:11:58,634 --> 00:12:00,345 And I would take my arm 210 00:12:00,345 --> 00:12:02,682 and I would just put one finger on her body. 211 00:12:02,682 --> 00:12:04,142 Just one. I just wanted to, like, 212 00:12:04,142 --> 00:12:06,059 feel another human being next to me. 213 00:12:06,059 --> 00:12:07,852 I just wanted to know that I wasn't alone. 214 00:12:07,852 --> 00:12:09,772 I wanted to feel life. 215 00:12:11,981 --> 00:12:15,692 And she'd kind of smack my hand away. 216 00:12:15,692 --> 00:12:18,113 I'd try again. She'd smack my hand away. 217 00:12:19,572 --> 00:12:23,451 - I was going through the same stuff just in a different way. 218 00:12:23,868 --> 00:12:27,498 Alcohol, eating disorder, spending. 219 00:12:30,125 --> 00:12:33,336 That was the way to get away from any feelings. 220 00:12:36,840 --> 00:12:40,259 - Are you open to receiving the care? 221 00:12:40,259 --> 00:12:41,845 - Yes. 222 00:12:41,845 --> 00:12:44,514 - And the love? 223 00:12:44,514 --> 00:12:45,764 Do you believe in you? 224 00:12:45,764 --> 00:12:47,684 - I'm trying. 225 00:12:47,684 --> 00:12:50,062 I never wanted to be driven 226 00:12:50,062 --> 00:12:53,023 and succeed, which is what she needed 227 00:12:53,023 --> 00:12:55,692 to get over this pain. 228 00:12:55,692 --> 00:12:58,111 So for me, I just took to the alcohol. 229 00:12:59,697 --> 00:13:02,365 - I know you have to go. 230 00:13:02,365 --> 00:13:04,201 I love you so much, Lisa. 231 00:13:09,373 --> 00:13:14,085 I was a 16-year-old, and my mom came to me 232 00:13:14,085 --> 00:13:17,462 and said, Frank wants a divorce. 233 00:13:17,462 --> 00:13:21,509 - After that initial pain of Frank getting married, 234 00:13:21,509 --> 00:13:27,139 like, a week after we divorced, it all showed me that 235 00:13:27,139 --> 00:13:29,393 I could have a great life without him. 236 00:13:33,230 --> 00:13:37,567 - My dad bought me a jeep for high school graduation. 237 00:13:37,567 --> 00:13:41,447 Took the top off, put lacrosse sticks, skis, 238 00:13:41,447 --> 00:13:45,533 a dog, a keg, and drove to Colorado. 239 00:13:46,618 --> 00:13:48,412 I was trying to find myself. 240 00:13:49,913 --> 00:13:52,414 So that's the path I chose. 241 00:13:52,414 --> 00:13:56,461 Siri took the glorious path of sports. 242 00:13:58,047 --> 00:14:01,091 And then this is where we lost all touch. 243 00:14:02,133 --> 00:14:04,092 - I became an achiever. 244 00:14:04,092 --> 00:14:06,096 I became a straight A student, you know, 245 00:14:06,096 --> 00:14:07,429 an incredible athlete. 246 00:14:07,429 --> 00:14:09,267 I got into all the best colleges. 247 00:14:11,268 --> 00:14:15,480 I was the first female in Brown University history 248 00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:19,107 to play three varsity sports in one year. 249 00:14:19,652 --> 00:14:23,904 Field hockey, ice hockey and lacrosse were my escape. 250 00:14:24,532 --> 00:14:27,450 When I would go to practice, when I was in a game, 251 00:14:27,450 --> 00:14:30,537 I was no longer worried and stressed 252 00:14:30,537 --> 00:14:31,913 and anxious and depressed. 253 00:14:31,913 --> 00:14:34,332 It was my escape. It was where I became free. 254 00:14:38,919 --> 00:14:42,006 My dad came to every single game. 255 00:14:42,006 --> 00:14:43,841 He's the one yelling and screaming 256 00:14:43,841 --> 00:14:46,011 on the sidelines, you know, telling us all 257 00:14:46,011 --> 00:14:47,846 what we could be doing better. 258 00:14:47,846 --> 00:14:50,682 - Her father really cared about winning. 259 00:14:50,682 --> 00:14:53,893 He didn't care how she played as long as she won. 260 00:14:55,477 --> 00:14:58,981 - On the outside, it looked like I had it made. 261 00:14:58,981 --> 00:15:02,778 But on the inside I was really wanting 262 00:15:02,778 --> 00:15:05,447 to discover who I was. 263 00:15:05,447 --> 00:15:10,409 And in my senior year, I discovered that I was gay. 264 00:15:12,788 --> 00:15:14,539 I was so in the closet. 265 00:15:14,539 --> 00:15:18,126 I did not want anyone to know who I really was. 266 00:15:18,126 --> 00:15:20,378 So carrying that secret just felt awful. 267 00:15:20,378 --> 00:15:22,881 It just...I felt so inauthentic. 268 00:15:22,881 --> 00:15:25,383 Going from a place where there was a time 269 00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:30,263 where I didn't want to live, to now wanting 270 00:15:30,263 --> 00:15:33,517 to live to be a million years old, 271 00:15:33,517 --> 00:15:36,937 that freedom that comes with self-love 272 00:15:36,937 --> 00:15:41,357 and self-acceptance is 273 00:15:41,357 --> 00:15:45,278 the most glorious freedom you could ever dream of having, 274 00:15:45,278 --> 00:15:47,072 or at least in my opinion. 275 00:15:48,657 --> 00:15:52,870 After I graduated, I met some people and they were gay 276 00:15:52,870 --> 00:15:56,539 and they had this big community and they were all friends. 277 00:15:56,539 --> 00:16:01,086 I wanted to have more people like me that could help me 278 00:16:01,086 --> 00:16:02,461 with this transition 279 00:16:02,461 --> 00:16:04,548 and becoming more comfortable with being gay. 280 00:16:05,548 --> 00:16:08,927 At about this same time, 281 00:16:08,927 --> 00:16:11,096 I got a phone call from my father. 282 00:16:11,096 --> 00:16:13,889 He was crying on the other end of the phone, like... 283 00:16:13,889 --> 00:16:17,184 like, bawling, couldn't speak. 284 00:16:17,184 --> 00:16:20,272 And when he finally got his words, he said, 285 00:16:20,272 --> 00:16:23,192 somebody told me you're gay. 286 00:16:23,192 --> 00:16:25,402 I could not possibly have a daughter that's gay. 287 00:16:25,402 --> 00:16:28,279 I beg you, you tell me right now that this isn't true. 288 00:16:29,407 --> 00:16:32,575 I said, Dad, I'm the same me. 289 00:16:33,618 --> 00:16:35,077 I'm still me, but I'm gay. 290 00:16:35,077 --> 00:16:37,205 Please just... can you love me anyway? 291 00:16:38,039 --> 00:16:39,957 And he hung up the phone, 292 00:16:39,957 --> 00:16:45,337 and after that I was lucky 293 00:16:45,337 --> 00:16:47,090 if he called me on Christmas. 294 00:16:47,090 --> 00:16:49,717 I was lucky if he remembered my birthday. 295 00:16:50,884 --> 00:16:55,222 My hero is rejecting me 296 00:16:55,222 --> 00:16:59,477 and basically saying, you're nothing. 297 00:17:00,602 --> 00:17:04,982 His rejection set me on this desperate mission 298 00:17:04,982 --> 00:17:08,944 to wanna prove to myself that I was worthy, 299 00:17:08,944 --> 00:17:11,948 that I could achieve great things, that I could be loved, 300 00:17:11,948 --> 00:17:15,617 not just by others, but most importantly by myself. 301 00:17:16,162 --> 00:17:19,789 I'm searching for something that was inside of me. 302 00:17:19,789 --> 00:17:25,252 I met this woman at the YMCA that did triathlons, 303 00:17:25,252 --> 00:17:28,632 and I had no idea what a triathlon was. 304 00:17:29,467 --> 00:17:30,717 And she said, why don't you come 305 00:17:30,717 --> 00:17:32,928 and watch me in this triathlon this weekend? 306 00:17:32,928 --> 00:17:35,971 [exciting music] 307 00:17:35,971 --> 00:17:42,896 ♪ ♪ 308 00:17:42,896 --> 00:17:47,400 I showed up and I was just in awe. 309 00:17:48,402 --> 00:17:53,031 It was people of all sizes, ages, 310 00:17:53,031 --> 00:17:54,741 ability levels. 311 00:17:56,242 --> 00:17:59,663 I felt like, what a way to discover yourself 312 00:18:01,789 --> 00:18:02,664 - To the rest of us, 313 00:18:02,664 --> 00:18:05,085 it may seem like unimaginable torture, 314 00:18:05,085 --> 00:18:06,711 masochism, insanity. 315 00:18:06,711 --> 00:18:08,837 But to the men and women you'll see today, 316 00:18:08,837 --> 00:18:10,423 it is the ultimate challenge. 317 00:18:10,423 --> 00:18:13,343 The triathlon, an event only for those blessed 318 00:18:13,343 --> 00:18:15,845 with the most unusual inner strength and determination. 319 00:18:17,137 --> 00:18:20,474 [cannon blasts] 320 00:18:20,474 --> 00:18:22,518 - Diana, clearly these are unusual people. 321 00:18:22,518 --> 00:18:25,271 How would you characterize the typical endurance athlete? 322 00:18:27,356 --> 00:18:29,567 - In the past, Jim, the endurance athlete 323 00:18:29,567 --> 00:18:31,319 has always been unfairly categorized. 324 00:18:31,319 --> 00:18:33,488 The long distance swimmers like me, these people here, 325 00:18:33,488 --> 00:18:35,906 the marathon runners, as crazy, wacko, eccentric, 326 00:18:35,906 --> 00:18:40,494 out of their minds, masochistic, and that's all right. 327 00:18:40,494 --> 00:18:43,457 - I call our sport an equal opportunity abuser. 328 00:18:43,457 --> 00:18:46,167 It doesn't care if you're big or small 329 00:18:46,167 --> 00:18:48,086 or in a wheelchair or missing a leg. 330 00:18:48,086 --> 00:18:50,297 Get from point A to point B, swim, bike, 331 00:18:50,297 --> 00:18:52,214 and run, and you're a triathlete. 332 00:18:54,217 --> 00:18:56,720 - I just had this calling like I have to go there 333 00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:59,096 and see if I can be one of those finishers. 334 00:18:59,096 --> 00:19:00,265 - For Mark Allen, 335 00:19:00,265 --> 00:19:03,852 the long quest for victory is over. 336 00:19:04,352 --> 00:19:06,646 - Is it physical or is it psychological? 337 00:19:06,646 --> 00:19:13,569 ♪ ♪ 338 00:19:23,247 --> 00:19:25,623 - It is 80% mental, 20% physical. 339 00:19:25,623 --> 00:19:27,750 That's how big the mental side of it is. 340 00:19:27,750 --> 00:19:31,672 - It's really about being mentally willing 341 00:19:31,672 --> 00:19:34,423 to hurt yourself frequently in training 342 00:19:34,423 --> 00:19:37,301 and then go to a... even another place in a race. 343 00:19:37,301 --> 00:19:38,761 - How hard can I push? 344 00:19:42,015 --> 00:19:45,434 - Every single person that becomes a world champion 345 00:19:45,434 --> 00:19:49,815 has a background in swim, bike, or run. 346 00:19:49,815 --> 00:19:53,192 - And the main deterrent for our folks is the swim. 347 00:19:53,609 --> 00:19:55,653 - Swimming is the shortest segment of the triathlon. 348 00:19:55,653 --> 00:19:57,488 However, many of the athletes here feel 349 00:19:57,488 --> 00:20:00,116 it may be the most difficult segment. 350 00:20:00,116 --> 00:20:01,660 - It's dark. The water's cold. 351 00:20:01,660 --> 00:20:03,662 There's current, there's kelp. 352 00:20:03,662 --> 00:20:05,829 Somebody playing bongos on your head. 353 00:20:05,829 --> 00:20:08,458 - Yeah, yeah, I think I know how to swim. 354 00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:09,960 I haven't done a lot of it. 355 00:20:09,960 --> 00:20:12,711 - You come outta the water, then you get on the bike. 356 00:20:12,711 --> 00:20:14,673 - But that's when they'll go to their lower body 357 00:20:14,673 --> 00:20:15,964 and really start working the legs. 358 00:20:15,964 --> 00:20:18,509 - Yeah, I had a banana seat bike when I was a kid. 359 00:20:19,803 --> 00:20:22,137 - When we're done with the bike, you want to go for a run? 360 00:20:22,137 --> 00:20:26,017 - Yeah, I run up and down a field after balls super fast. 361 00:20:26,017 --> 00:20:30,063 - They put their pain aside by taking it one mile at a time. 362 00:20:30,063 --> 00:20:32,315 - I found what I was looking for. 363 00:20:32,315 --> 00:20:33,982 - Is there a better feeling in the world 364 00:20:33,982 --> 00:20:36,403 of triathletes than this one? 365 00:20:36,403 --> 00:20:40,823 - I did my first race. I came in dead last. 366 00:20:42,700 --> 00:20:45,827 But I had never felt so alive. 367 00:20:48,623 --> 00:20:51,208 I was so excited. My adorable mom was there. 368 00:20:51,208 --> 00:20:53,295 She'd been cheering me on the whole time 369 00:20:53,295 --> 00:20:55,337 - 'Cause she had a terrible bike. 370 00:20:55,337 --> 00:20:57,882 She didn't know how to swim, and that night, 371 00:20:57,882 --> 00:21:00,551 I said, just the fact that you finished, 372 00:21:00,551 --> 00:21:03,137 that's an accomplishment in itself. 373 00:21:03,680 --> 00:21:07,267 - Each of these triathletes came with personal goals. 374 00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:09,143 Their courageous stories played out 375 00:21:09,143 --> 00:21:10,853 long after the cheering crowd, 376 00:21:10,853 --> 00:21:14,147 a victory, no matter how they placed. 377 00:21:14,147 --> 00:21:16,609 - Many triathlons have developed throughout the country 378 00:21:16,609 --> 00:21:18,737 and indeed throughout the entire world. 379 00:21:18,737 --> 00:21:20,113 - No way. 380 00:21:20,113 --> 00:21:21,781 Mom, 381 00:21:21,781 --> 00:21:26,285 I am gonna be the best in the world in this sport. 382 00:21:26,285 --> 00:21:29,163 Did I believe it? No. 383 00:21:29,163 --> 00:21:31,458 - And I said, okay, here's the deal. 384 00:21:32,458 --> 00:21:34,626 Two years, I'll support you. 385 00:21:34,626 --> 00:21:37,797 If at the end of those two years 386 00:21:37,797 --> 00:21:40,758 it doesn't look like you're gonna be the world champion 387 00:21:40,758 --> 00:21:45,596 of triathlon, then you... you move on to something else. 388 00:21:45,596 --> 00:21:47,557 - You know, I'm an athlete. I'm determined. 389 00:21:47,557 --> 00:21:51,853 I have this deep emotional reason why I need 390 00:21:51,853 --> 00:21:54,690 to take on this sport and become good at it. 391 00:21:55,940 --> 00:21:59,944 So I almost had to role-play that girl 392 00:21:59,944 --> 00:22:02,238 that one day was gonna become the best 393 00:22:02,238 --> 00:22:03,323 in the world in this sport. 394 00:22:03,323 --> 00:22:05,157 What would she do? 395 00:22:05,866 --> 00:22:09,452 Well, she moved to Boulder, Colorado, the mecca of the sport 396 00:22:09,452 --> 00:22:12,623 - From Boulder, Colorado, this is Siri Lindley. 397 00:22:13,708 --> 00:22:15,960 - She would train in the morning, 398 00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:17,670 at lunchtime, at night. 399 00:22:17,670 --> 00:22:20,923 She would model people that have done 400 00:22:20,923 --> 00:22:22,508 what I dream of doing. 401 00:22:22,508 --> 00:22:23,884 - The best triathletes in the world. 402 00:22:23,884 --> 00:22:25,803 - Karen Smyers looking to do as much of the work... 403 00:22:25,803 --> 00:22:27,430 - Karen Smyers came from way behind... 404 00:22:27,430 --> 00:22:28,557 - Carol Montgomery. 405 00:22:28,557 --> 00:22:29,767 - One of Canada's top triathletes. 406 00:22:29,767 --> 00:22:31,643 - Emma Carney, the defending world champion. 407 00:22:31,643 --> 00:22:33,394 - Katie Jones has proved herself to be... 408 00:22:33,394 --> 00:22:35,105 - Katie Jones, world number one. 409 00:22:35,105 --> 00:22:36,565 - Also Loretta Harrop. 410 00:22:36,565 --> 00:22:38,817 - Loretta Harrop, one of the favorites. 411 00:22:38,817 --> 00:22:40,152 - But I sucked. 412 00:22:40,152 --> 00:22:44,113 - Most athletes you can look at at the top, top, top, 413 00:22:44,113 --> 00:22:46,657 get there by hard work, but they also have 414 00:22:46,657 --> 00:22:48,492 a lot of natural talent. 415 00:22:48,492 --> 00:22:49,787 Siri, in my opinion, 416 00:22:49,787 --> 00:22:52,288 did not have natural talent for triathlon. 417 00:22:52,288 --> 00:22:53,539 She didn't know how to swim. 418 00:22:53,539 --> 00:22:55,125 - She needed help in her swim, 419 00:22:55,125 --> 00:22:56,626 you know, so that was one thing. 420 00:22:56,626 --> 00:22:59,127 - Swim was my absolute weakness. 421 00:22:59,127 --> 00:23:00,212 - She doesn't have a good swim. 422 00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,464 - A pretty pathetic swim, actually. 423 00:23:01,464 --> 00:23:03,467 - Siri Lindley had an absolutely horrible swim 424 00:23:03,467 --> 00:23:05,718 - And the bike definitely needed help. 425 00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:07,386 - She did not have confidence on the bike. 426 00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:08,680 - Lindley's slow. She'll have a lot 427 00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:10,222 of catching up to do on the bike. 428 00:23:10,222 --> 00:23:11,724 - She rented a bike. 429 00:23:11,724 --> 00:23:13,518 It was just... [laughing] 430 00:23:13,518 --> 00:23:14,936 But how cute. 431 00:23:14,936 --> 00:23:16,938 - And she was not a nationally gifted runner. 432 00:23:16,938 --> 00:23:19,900 - But they blend together to make one sport. 433 00:23:21,150 --> 00:23:25,321 If you can optimize and maximize those together, 434 00:23:25,321 --> 00:23:28,325 all of a sudden, you can come out on top. 435 00:23:28,325 --> 00:23:30,701 [cheering] 436 00:23:30,701 --> 00:23:32,244 - And I just remember them saying, 437 00:23:32,244 --> 00:23:34,329 you know, this gal, you know, she's got big dreams. 438 00:23:34,329 --> 00:23:37,458 - Number 35, from the USA, Siri Lindley. 439 00:23:37,458 --> 00:23:41,377 - That's all of us. We all have big dreams. 440 00:23:41,377 --> 00:23:44,714 - At the time we were told more than 95% 441 00:23:44,714 --> 00:23:46,884 of all professional triathletes came from swimming background. 442 00:23:46,884 --> 00:23:48,511 - People grow up as swimmers. 443 00:23:48,511 --> 00:23:50,305 - Top swimmers moving into the front. 444 00:23:50,305 --> 00:23:51,305 Barb Lindquist, of course. 445 00:23:51,305 --> 00:23:52,597 - Laura Reback comes in, 446 00:23:52,597 --> 00:23:53,767 an all-American high school swimmer. 447 00:23:53,767 --> 00:23:55,102 - That swimming strength really showing. 448 00:23:55,102 --> 00:23:57,353 - Rina Hill is one of the most accomplished swimmers 449 00:23:57,353 --> 00:23:58,896 on the triathlon circuit. 450 00:23:58,896 --> 00:24:01,106 - It's the toughest sport to learn. 451 00:24:01,106 --> 00:24:02,357 - It'll make life difficult 452 00:24:02,357 --> 00:24:04,359 for the not-so-experienced swimmers. 453 00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:05,862 - I tend to start the year, you know, 454 00:24:05,862 --> 00:24:07,696 setting some realistic goals. 455 00:24:07,696 --> 00:24:09,698 - I had no idea that she really wanted 456 00:24:09,698 --> 00:24:11,951 to become number one in the world at the time. 457 00:24:13,202 --> 00:24:14,913 I would say, impossible. 458 00:24:16,372 --> 00:24:18,833 - Today I want to offer up a thought. 459 00:24:18,833 --> 00:24:22,211 Next week I get admitted into the hospital, 460 00:24:22,211 --> 00:24:27,342 which is gonna be tough on my body, of course. 461 00:24:27,342 --> 00:24:28,884 My athletes, 462 00:24:28,884 --> 00:24:30,553 when they're training really hard 463 00:24:30,553 --> 00:24:32,221 or they're in the middle of a race... 464 00:24:32,221 --> 00:24:34,557 Laser focused 465 00:24:34,557 --> 00:24:36,602 and everything you have inside of you. 466 00:24:36,602 --> 00:24:40,521 What I always say to them is, you want it to hurt. 467 00:24:40,938 --> 00:24:43,357 You can do it. Mind of steel. 468 00:24:43,357 --> 00:24:46,862 You run your fastest 21K right now, girl, you got this. 469 00:24:46,862 --> 00:24:49,238 When it hurts, it means that you're going fast. 470 00:24:49,238 --> 00:24:51,406 - Siri Lindley of the United States of America, 471 00:24:51,406 --> 00:24:54,076 clearly now starting to feel the pain. 472 00:24:54,076 --> 00:24:56,162 - Going fast hurts. 473 00:24:56,162 --> 00:24:58,914 - She attacked it like I've never seen anyone else 474 00:24:58,914 --> 00:25:01,083 attack anything before in my life. 475 00:25:01,083 --> 00:25:02,710 - In short time, 476 00:25:02,710 --> 00:25:04,752 not only did she catch up to me... 477 00:25:04,752 --> 00:25:09,092 - Fast in our neighborhood, guys, fast is hard. 478 00:25:09,092 --> 00:25:11,218 - She passed me and then she left me. 479 00:25:12,928 --> 00:25:15,597 - One of the hardest things to do in this sport... 480 00:25:15,597 --> 00:25:17,849 There's always more. There's always more. 481 00:25:17,849 --> 00:25:21,519 Is to get comfortable with real pain. 482 00:25:21,519 --> 00:25:23,606 And stop. Awesome. 483 00:25:23,606 --> 00:25:26,442 What if every struggle or every challenge 484 00:25:26,442 --> 00:25:28,067 that you were immersed in... 485 00:25:28,067 --> 00:25:30,946 - Erika Molnar now takes it away from Siri Lindley. 486 00:25:30,946 --> 00:25:33,657 - You decided that you were gonna live in a beautiful state 487 00:25:33,657 --> 00:25:35,201 no matter what? 488 00:25:35,201 --> 00:25:37,994 I feel like there's so much that I don't know 489 00:25:37,994 --> 00:25:40,748 that it's kind of a bit of an adventure. 490 00:25:43,417 --> 00:25:45,920 - Sometimes you train 491 00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:48,212 and you know that you barely can keep up. 492 00:25:48,212 --> 00:25:51,676 - There we see Lindley well struggling with this early pace. 493 00:25:51,676 --> 00:25:54,470 - You either give up or you say, I'm gonna come back 494 00:25:54,470 --> 00:25:56,221 and I'm gonna do better. 495 00:25:56,221 --> 00:25:57,140 And Siri was that. 496 00:25:57,140 --> 00:26:00,184 - Change the emotion behind that pain 497 00:26:00,184 --> 00:26:02,311 and acknowledge that it's something that's great. 498 00:26:05,397 --> 00:26:07,025 - Siri Lindley clearly now starting 499 00:26:07,025 --> 00:26:09,109 to feel the pain and struggle. 500 00:26:09,109 --> 00:26:11,863 She really does find herself in unfamiliar territory. 501 00:26:11,863 --> 00:26:14,031 - Every session for me was do or die. 502 00:26:14,031 --> 00:26:16,325 Every session was life or death. 503 00:26:17,826 --> 00:26:21,122 - I think Siri wanted to prove 504 00:26:21,122 --> 00:26:22,207 everyone wrong. 505 00:26:22,207 --> 00:26:24,000 - She's always been back in the water, 506 00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,085 has had to really force the pace on the bike 507 00:26:26,085 --> 00:26:27,711 and then track them down on the run. 508 00:26:27,711 --> 00:26:30,423 - If we start our day focusing on, you know, 509 00:26:30,423 --> 00:26:31,842 that good energy... 510 00:26:31,842 --> 00:26:34,718 Today's just a perfect day for a triathlon. 511 00:26:34,718 --> 00:26:36,136 The sun's out. 512 00:26:36,136 --> 00:26:39,222 If we start our day with that kind of a mindset... 513 00:26:39,222 --> 00:26:42,352 Believing that I actually have a shot at winning a race. 514 00:26:42,352 --> 00:26:45,855 We can make the most horrible day a decent day. 515 00:26:45,855 --> 00:26:47,856 - That's Siri Lindley, who one has to say 516 00:26:47,856 --> 00:26:49,107 is looking a little fatigued. 517 00:26:49,107 --> 00:26:52,737 - I am going to use this word leukemia 518 00:26:52,737 --> 00:26:56,490 and have it be something that allows me to strengthen 519 00:26:56,490 --> 00:26:58,367 amidst the challenge. 520 00:26:58,367 --> 00:27:02,538 What I'm imagining in that moment is that point 521 00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:05,000 when you have to fricking go. 522 00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:06,917 And when you're scared, you're not gonna give up. 523 00:27:06,917 --> 00:27:08,502 You're just gonna find your strength, 524 00:27:08,502 --> 00:27:10,922 you're gonna find your courage, and you're gonna forge forward. 525 00:27:10,922 --> 00:27:12,923 Who says that I have to suffer? 526 00:27:12,923 --> 00:27:15,093 Who says that I have to feel sick? 527 00:27:15,093 --> 00:27:16,845 - Of course it might get worse, it might get better 528 00:27:16,845 --> 00:27:18,387 as she gradually warms up. 529 00:27:18,387 --> 00:27:21,597 - Okay, maybe she's not the classic swimmer, cyclist, 530 00:27:21,597 --> 00:27:24,643 or runner, but you put that mind in there 531 00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:26,730 and her willpower in there, 532 00:27:26,730 --> 00:27:28,856 then you have something very special. 533 00:27:28,856 --> 00:27:32,567 - Redefine what everybody thinks you should be feeling 534 00:27:32,567 --> 00:27:34,194 going through a certain experience. 535 00:27:40,367 --> 00:27:42,162 - From the time she did her first triathlon 536 00:27:42,162 --> 00:27:45,082 to the time she was doing the circuit, the ITU circuit 537 00:27:45,082 --> 00:27:47,166 with the best people in the world was like four years. 538 00:27:50,295 --> 00:27:52,547 - Really the only way a triathlete can make money 539 00:27:52,547 --> 00:27:54,048 is if they're winning. 540 00:27:54,048 --> 00:27:58,845 Until you are winning, you won't get sponsorship. 541 00:27:58,845 --> 00:28:01,012 But it's so hard to win 542 00:28:01,012 --> 00:28:04,099 without the support of sponsors. 543 00:28:04,099 --> 00:28:06,434 Ralph Lauren approached me. 544 00:28:06,434 --> 00:28:10,272 They have this RLX line, it's their athletic line. 545 00:28:10,272 --> 00:28:13,777 And they wanted to sponsor me, and I hadn't won anything yet. 546 00:28:13,777 --> 00:28:15,112 And I'm thinking, oh my God, 547 00:28:15,112 --> 00:28:17,071 like, this was an incredible deal. 548 00:28:17,071 --> 00:28:20,700 They're offering, you know, bikes and running shoes 549 00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:22,951 and bonuses 550 00:28:22,951 --> 00:28:26,998 for if you place in certain races and clothes. 551 00:28:26,998 --> 00:28:28,500 All the clothes I needed. 552 00:28:28,500 --> 00:28:31,585 And I thought, my God, they're offering me the sponsorship, 553 00:28:31,585 --> 00:28:33,962 and I'm not even good yet. 554 00:28:33,962 --> 00:28:36,714 So I go to this meeting in New York City 555 00:28:36,714 --> 00:28:39,093 to sign the contract. 556 00:28:39,093 --> 00:28:41,470 And at this point, I'm just getting 557 00:28:41,470 --> 00:28:44,097 comfortable with being gay. 558 00:28:44,097 --> 00:28:49,186 More people know. You know, I was dating a girl. 559 00:28:49,186 --> 00:28:52,647 And I get there and at the end of the meeting 560 00:28:52,647 --> 00:28:53,857 before I'm gonna sign, they said, 561 00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:56,359 there's just a couple things. 562 00:28:56,903 --> 00:28:59,571 Number one, you need to grow your hair long. 563 00:28:59,988 --> 00:29:03,407 And number two, you need to get a boyfriend, 564 00:29:03,407 --> 00:29:07,497 because this is a very family-oriented company 565 00:29:07,497 --> 00:29:09,082 and you need to fit the image. 566 00:29:10,500 --> 00:29:13,251 And I sat there, and in my mind I'm thinking, 567 00:29:13,251 --> 00:29:18,508 this sponsorship could propel me to where I dream of going. 568 00:29:18,508 --> 00:29:22,053 And if I don't take it, I may not make it. 569 00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:29,018 So I signed the contract, I left that room, 570 00:29:29,018 --> 00:29:33,355 and I literally stomped right back into my closet, 571 00:29:33,355 --> 00:29:36,067 slammed the door shut, 572 00:29:36,067 --> 00:29:38,862 and had to pretend to be straight 573 00:29:38,862 --> 00:29:40,363 for the rest of my career. 574 00:29:42,031 --> 00:29:43,406 - In the mid-'90s, 575 00:29:43,406 --> 00:29:46,201 we get accepted into the Olympics for 2000. 576 00:29:46,201 --> 00:29:48,663 This is a sport that started in '78, 577 00:29:48,663 --> 00:29:52,333 and not that long after '78, we are in the Olympics. 578 00:29:52,333 --> 00:29:54,542 - It had never been in the Olympics before. 579 00:29:54,542 --> 00:29:56,962 They had like the first ever Olympic trials. 580 00:29:59,007 --> 00:30:00,924 - I choked at the Olympic trials, 581 00:30:00,924 --> 00:30:03,218 and I'm just beside myself. 582 00:30:03,218 --> 00:30:07,347 And Loretta Harrop comes up to me. 583 00:30:09,057 --> 00:30:14,438 Loretta Harrop was the gutsiest, 584 00:30:14,438 --> 00:30:19,067 grittiest, most impressive 585 00:30:19,067 --> 00:30:20,778 triathlete out there. 586 00:30:20,778 --> 00:30:23,573 Not only was she an extraordinary swimmer... 587 00:30:23,573 --> 00:30:25,115 - Loretta comes out first. 588 00:30:25,115 --> 00:30:29,744 - She would just push herself to oblivion on the bike 589 00:30:29,744 --> 00:30:34,708 to where she would get two, sometimes three minutes' gap 590 00:30:34,708 --> 00:30:37,211 on everyone else in the race. 591 00:30:37,211 --> 00:30:38,922 And then she would just run with all her heart 592 00:30:38,922 --> 00:30:41,257 to hold on to win. 593 00:30:41,257 --> 00:30:44,634 - As Loretta Harrop continues to dominate the early stages 594 00:30:44,634 --> 00:30:46,220 of the ITU World Cup tour... 595 00:30:46,220 --> 00:30:49,347 - And I just thought she was the coolest, 596 00:30:49,347 --> 00:30:53,059 most awesome triathlete on the circuit. 597 00:30:53,059 --> 00:30:54,603 - You know, I expected to win every race. 598 00:30:54,603 --> 00:30:57,022 Didn't expect second and I didn't expect third 599 00:30:57,022 --> 00:30:58,522 - For us now, there's no question 600 00:30:58,522 --> 00:31:01,903 that Loretta Harrop has been sensational from the start. 601 00:31:01,903 --> 00:31:03,444 - I mean, I liked the pressure. 602 00:31:03,444 --> 00:31:05,365 I liked being the world number one. 603 00:31:05,365 --> 00:31:07,407 I liked to be the one that everyone had to beat. 604 00:31:07,407 --> 00:31:10,117 I liked to be the one that they had to chase down. 605 00:31:10,117 --> 00:31:11,369 - Loretta's style is, 606 00:31:11,369 --> 00:31:13,789 I'm going off the front, and you gotta catch me. 607 00:31:13,789 --> 00:31:15,833 - Australia's Loretta Harrop, 608 00:31:15,833 --> 00:31:19,545 a superb performance in 1:59:45. 609 00:31:19,545 --> 00:31:23,257 - And Siri's style was, I'm starting behind. 610 00:31:23,257 --> 00:31:26,176 I've gotta work my butt off and catch you. 611 00:31:26,176 --> 00:31:29,346 - There we see Lindley struggling with this early pace. 612 00:31:29,346 --> 00:31:30,472 - I didn't know her that well, 613 00:31:30,472 --> 00:31:32,849 but I could tell how bad she wanted it. 614 00:31:32,849 --> 00:31:35,143 I could tell how bad she'd work for it. 615 00:31:35,143 --> 00:31:40,147 - And she says, hey, I know how bad you want this. 616 00:31:40,147 --> 00:31:43,067 You should come and train with me, with my squad 617 00:31:43,067 --> 00:31:44,319 and with Brett Sutton. 618 00:31:44,319 --> 00:31:46,696 He's the best coach in the world. 619 00:31:46,696 --> 00:31:48,240 There's no one as good as him. 620 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:49,741 I don't know if he'll take you, 621 00:31:49,741 --> 00:31:51,242 but I'm gonna tell him he should. 622 00:31:58,166 --> 00:31:59,710 - Oh, Brett Sutton. 623 00:31:59,710 --> 00:32:01,377 [laughs] 624 00:32:01,377 --> 00:32:04,882 Well, I can thank him because I had a lot of amazing results. 625 00:32:04,882 --> 00:32:07,509 - There's a lot of different coaching styles. 626 00:32:07,509 --> 00:32:10,555 You have, you know, the Brett Sutton style, 627 00:32:10,555 --> 00:32:13,390 which is like... 628 00:32:13,390 --> 00:32:17,436 he creates world champions, but he also breaks people. 629 00:32:17,436 --> 00:32:19,688 - He was a coach that was not spoken about. 630 00:32:19,688 --> 00:32:21,315 He was kind of taboo. 631 00:32:21,315 --> 00:32:23,025 People used to use the expression, you know, 632 00:32:23,025 --> 00:32:24,567 he'll throw eggs against the wall. 633 00:32:24,567 --> 00:32:26,988 Whichever one doesn't break, well, there's your champion. 634 00:32:26,988 --> 00:32:29,990 - He basically either produced the world's best 635 00:32:29,990 --> 00:32:31,825 or they were injured and broken. 636 00:32:31,825 --> 00:32:32,992 - Don't look to the side. 637 00:32:32,992 --> 00:32:34,369 Don't talk to anyone else at a race. 638 00:32:34,369 --> 00:32:36,372 Don't say hi. Don't hang out with friends. 639 00:32:36,372 --> 00:32:39,666 Don't go out for dinner. Don't socialize. 640 00:32:39,666 --> 00:32:42,336 Don't be around your mother 'cause she loves you too much. 641 00:32:43,420 --> 00:32:46,298 It sounds crazy, it sounds almost cultish, 642 00:32:46,298 --> 00:32:49,218 but I think that's what he thought it was gonna take. 643 00:32:49,218 --> 00:32:51,470 - So you've seen all the thing... oh, he's a hard man. 644 00:32:51,470 --> 00:32:54,057 He's this, he's that, he's...blah, blah, blah. 645 00:32:54,057 --> 00:32:56,474 I like that, because it filters out 646 00:32:56,474 --> 00:32:58,853 all the softies from coming to my place. 647 00:32:58,853 --> 00:33:01,105 I just knock out 80% 648 00:33:01,105 --> 00:33:02,731 of the people that are kidding themselves. 649 00:33:03,982 --> 00:33:06,152 I used to roll out all the champs, 650 00:33:06,152 --> 00:33:07,403 say, look at these people. 651 00:33:07,403 --> 00:33:09,154 You know what they did, and what did they do? 652 00:33:10,365 --> 00:33:12,950 They shut up and did what I told them. 653 00:33:12,950 --> 00:33:16,577 - Seventh round of the World Cup tour has gone to Loretta Harrop. 654 00:33:16,577 --> 00:33:19,457 A dominating performance and emphatic victory. 655 00:33:19,457 --> 00:33:21,791 - A lot of people were scared to come over to Brett. 656 00:33:21,791 --> 00:33:25,295 I just said to her that if she did want it that bad, 657 00:33:25,295 --> 00:33:27,339 then she should come no matter what. 658 00:33:27,339 --> 00:33:29,633 - She drove me insane, Loretta Harrop. 659 00:33:29,633 --> 00:33:31,676 She just said, you know, I have a friend, 660 00:33:31,676 --> 00:33:33,095 I think she could be better. 661 00:33:33,095 --> 00:33:34,762 [laughter] 662 00:33:34,762 --> 00:33:37,642 I said no about six times, if we wanna be honest. 663 00:33:37,642 --> 00:33:40,102 Well I said to Loretta on the sixth time, I said, 664 00:33:40,102 --> 00:33:41,728 look, I'm gonna tell you something. 665 00:33:41,728 --> 00:33:43,271 If I bring her in 666 00:33:43,271 --> 00:33:46,942 and do what I think I can do, she's gonna beat you. 667 00:33:46,942 --> 00:33:48,484 And she said, bring it on. 668 00:33:50,529 --> 00:33:52,948 - And it was literally, like, a week later 669 00:33:52,948 --> 00:33:54,907 I moved to Switzerland. 670 00:33:54,907 --> 00:33:56,785 I'm in customs waiting for my bag. 671 00:33:56,785 --> 00:34:00,163 And on the other side of the glass is Brett Sutton. 672 00:34:00,163 --> 00:34:01,789 - I told her to retire. 673 00:34:01,789 --> 00:34:04,667 Forget all the people behind her, before and after. 674 00:34:04,667 --> 00:34:06,295 We're starting afresh. 675 00:34:06,295 --> 00:34:08,672 It's a new...this is a second part of your career. 676 00:34:08,672 --> 00:34:10,800 - And he says, okay, well, you're gonna go do 677 00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:14,927 a win trainer session down with Loretta Harrop. 678 00:34:14,927 --> 00:34:16,512 I see Loretta. 679 00:34:16,512 --> 00:34:19,432 I'm like, oh, you know, thank God someone that I know, 680 00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:22,728 someone that can, like, gimme some encouragement. 681 00:34:22,728 --> 00:34:24,980 Doesn't even look up. - When she first came over, 682 00:34:24,980 --> 00:34:28,818 I think she's expecting that we were gonna be best friends, 683 00:34:28,818 --> 00:34:30,695 and I wasn't really like that. 684 00:34:30,695 --> 00:34:32,987 I invited her over to start her journey, 685 00:34:32,987 --> 00:34:36,782 to see if she could, you know, make something at triathlon. 686 00:34:37,409 --> 00:34:40,454 - We were meant to ride our bikes down to the bottom 687 00:34:40,454 --> 00:34:45,000 of the mountain, 20-something-K ride down to the pool. 688 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:46,460 We did the swim session 689 00:34:46,460 --> 00:34:49,172 that was bigger than any session I've ever done in my life. 690 00:34:51,007 --> 00:34:55,010 Every single lap was just flat-out hard. 691 00:34:55,010 --> 00:34:58,347 I get out of the pool when we're done and I walk my bike out, 692 00:34:58,347 --> 00:35:00,222 and Loretta is there, and I said, 693 00:35:00,222 --> 00:35:03,518 okay, so does Brett, like... does he pick us up? 694 00:35:03,518 --> 00:35:05,688 Where do we go to get the van? 695 00:35:05,688 --> 00:35:07,815 And she looked at me and just started laughing 696 00:35:07,815 --> 00:35:10,025 like, ride home. 697 00:35:10,025 --> 00:35:12,027 And that's like the Swiss Alps. 698 00:35:12,027 --> 00:35:17,242 It's steep, it's like a wall, and I'm just about to cry. 699 00:35:17,242 --> 00:35:21,577 And I'll never forget, she said, go with Jane. 700 00:35:21,577 --> 00:35:22,746 Jane sucks. 701 00:35:25,039 --> 00:35:26,958 And I found Jane, 702 00:35:26,958 --> 00:35:29,878 and Jane just dropped me within the first five minutes. 703 00:35:31,380 --> 00:35:35,382 So I was the worst athlete in the entire squad. 704 00:35:35,382 --> 00:35:37,387 I got my butt kicked. 705 00:35:37,387 --> 00:35:40,347 - Now, it takes a long time to do the possible. 706 00:35:40,347 --> 00:35:42,516 It takes a little longer to do the impossible. 707 00:35:42,516 --> 00:35:44,893 If you're not here to do the impossible, 708 00:35:44,893 --> 00:35:46,478 don't waste my time. 709 00:35:48,771 --> 00:35:50,065 - One day I went up to him 710 00:35:50,065 --> 00:35:52,902 'cause I couldn't bend my legs, my arms. 711 00:35:52,902 --> 00:35:54,195 I was stiff as a board. 712 00:35:54,195 --> 00:35:57,532 And I said, Brett, I can't do 713 00:35:57,532 --> 00:35:59,242 what you're asking me to do today. 714 00:35:59,242 --> 00:36:01,784 I can't bend my knees. I can't bend my arms. 715 00:36:01,784 --> 00:36:03,077 I need a day off. 716 00:36:03,077 --> 00:36:05,914 He looked at the door as if to say, well, you can go home. 717 00:36:07,081 --> 00:36:10,085 And he said, find a way. 718 00:36:10,085 --> 00:36:12,463 [electric guitar music] 719 00:36:12,463 --> 00:36:14,090 - These are born killers. 720 00:36:14,090 --> 00:36:16,632 She's with people who've been swimming all their lives, 721 00:36:16,632 --> 00:36:18,760 and she just had to get better every single day 722 00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:20,427 just to keep up. 723 00:36:24,349 --> 00:36:26,268 - Here we create the atmosphere 724 00:36:26,268 --> 00:36:28,144 where winning becomes inevitable. 725 00:36:28,144 --> 00:36:30,063 I don't care if you don't feel great, 726 00:36:30,063 --> 00:36:32,442 I wanna see your effort. 727 00:36:32,442 --> 00:36:35,612 - And I kept thinking to myself, this is how people train? 728 00:36:35,612 --> 00:36:39,114 No wonder, no wonder I haven't gotten where I wanna go 729 00:36:39,114 --> 00:36:40,447 because this is insane. 730 00:36:40,447 --> 00:36:42,452 Like, I can't do this. 731 00:36:44,452 --> 00:36:48,248 And every single day he would give me these tasks 732 00:36:48,248 --> 00:36:50,291 that seemed impossible. 733 00:36:51,876 --> 00:36:53,963 - And I'd be standing there saying, you can do this. 734 00:36:53,963 --> 00:36:56,090 She'd go, I can't do it. Oh God, it's killing me. 735 00:36:56,090 --> 00:36:57,425 [wailing] 736 00:36:57,425 --> 00:37:00,385 You can do it. And she'd break through. 737 00:37:00,385 --> 00:37:02,262 And that'd give her confidence. 738 00:37:02,804 --> 00:37:06,974 - So the first race was the Hungary World Cup. 739 00:37:07,559 --> 00:37:10,646 - So away they go then, 30 competitors in all. 740 00:37:10,646 --> 00:37:14,400 - I was so stiff, I was so sore, I was so exhausted. 741 00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:16,277 So I had no expectations. 742 00:37:16,277 --> 00:37:17,652 - There's Loretta Harrop at the front, 743 00:37:17,652 --> 00:37:19,987 and she hasn't even got her feet in her shoes at the moment. 744 00:37:23,824 --> 00:37:25,994 Siri Lindley of the USA pushing on hard. 745 00:37:27,329 --> 00:37:29,331 Here come the chase pack through there, 746 00:37:29,331 --> 00:37:31,666 and Siri Lindley's still at the front of that. 747 00:37:31,666 --> 00:37:34,545 - I couldn't expect anything 'cause I was so sore. 748 00:37:34,545 --> 00:37:36,755 And I got out there and I was free. 749 00:37:36,755 --> 00:37:39,425 - Third place, Siri Lindley of the USA, 750 00:37:39,425 --> 00:37:40,760 catching hard, as you can see. 751 00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:42,969 She's not far off. On you go, girl. 752 00:37:47,391 --> 00:37:51,853 - And imagine the confidence that that gave me to know 753 00:37:51,853 --> 00:37:53,813 how bad I felt 754 00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:57,108 but having the best race of my entire career. 755 00:37:57,108 --> 00:37:59,527 - She wanted to test herself and see where she was at. 756 00:37:59,527 --> 00:38:02,030 - But it's gonna be Loretta Harrop waving the flag, 757 00:38:02,030 --> 00:38:03,032 the fans going wild. 758 00:38:03,032 --> 00:38:05,909 - I got the win that day and Siri came in second. 759 00:38:05,909 --> 00:38:08,036 - Second place, a delighted Siri Lindley 760 00:38:08,036 --> 00:38:10,038 of the USA, her first podium. 761 00:38:10,038 --> 00:38:13,875 - That's the first podium I ever had at a World Cup race. 762 00:38:13,875 --> 00:38:16,628 Today when I realized that I had it, 763 00:38:16,628 --> 00:38:19,047 it was one of the greatest moments ever. 764 00:38:19,047 --> 00:38:20,590 It was like in that moment 765 00:38:20,590 --> 00:38:24,927 after that race where I let go of my fear of not belonging 766 00:38:24,927 --> 00:38:27,347 that I had proved to myself that I have what it takes 767 00:38:27,347 --> 00:38:29,307 to belong in this group 768 00:38:29,307 --> 00:38:32,936 of such high caliber athletes. 769 00:38:32,936 --> 00:38:35,773 My second World Cup race was Lausanne, Switzerland. 770 00:38:37,065 --> 00:38:42,195 Now, I had been modeling Michellie Jones for a long time. 771 00:38:42,697 --> 00:38:45,949 And if I could stay on Michellie Jones's feet, 772 00:38:45,949 --> 00:38:47,659 that was gonna put me in a great position 773 00:38:47,659 --> 00:38:49,452 because I knew that every race, 774 00:38:49,452 --> 00:38:51,538 Michellie Jones is going for the win. 775 00:38:51,538 --> 00:38:55,541 So my plan became, learn how to race to win. 776 00:38:56,793 --> 00:38:58,753 - So away they go from the pontoon. 777 00:38:58,753 --> 00:39:02,425 It's a small field but a big event, and away they go. 778 00:39:04,052 --> 00:39:05,427 - I was relentless. 779 00:39:06,927 --> 00:39:09,597 All I'm doing is giving everything I have 780 00:39:09,597 --> 00:39:10,932 to hold onto the bubbles 781 00:39:10,932 --> 00:39:13,351 and the feet of the person in front of me. 782 00:39:13,351 --> 00:39:14,728 And I got on Michellie's feet 783 00:39:14,728 --> 00:39:17,398 and I came out of the swim on her feet. 784 00:39:17,398 --> 00:39:19,525 - Siri Lindley is into transition, 785 00:39:19,525 --> 00:39:20,985 but here come the rest of them. 786 00:39:20,985 --> 00:39:24,612 - Now we're gonna be in the same bike pack. 787 00:39:24,612 --> 00:39:27,114 - Michellie Jones hits the front of the chase pack, 788 00:39:27,114 --> 00:39:29,577 driving this pack forward now. 789 00:39:29,577 --> 00:39:30,827 But she's really pushing here. 790 00:39:30,827 --> 00:39:32,871 Michellie Jones now leading the chase pack. 791 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:34,831 - Can we get off the bike together? 792 00:39:34,831 --> 00:39:37,876 - Michellie Jones and Siri Lindley. 793 00:39:37,876 --> 00:39:40,295 - I'm running, like, side by side with her, 794 00:39:40,295 --> 00:39:43,257 and for the first time ever I'm like, 795 00:39:43,257 --> 00:39:44,800 this is too slow for me. 796 00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:47,637 - Siri Lindley, look at her go. This is fast pace. 797 00:39:47,637 --> 00:39:50,429 - And suddenly I'm leading this World Cup race. 798 00:39:50,429 --> 00:39:53,391 Like this is everything that I've dreamed of 799 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:54,768 night after night after night. 800 00:39:54,768 --> 00:39:56,853 - Siri Lindley is on a fly at the moment. 801 00:39:56,853 --> 00:39:58,146 Michellie Jones has got no answer. 802 00:39:58,146 --> 00:40:00,900 She's gone past Mesmer to go into third place. 803 00:40:00,900 --> 00:40:02,610 - There was nothing nasty about her. 804 00:40:02,610 --> 00:40:04,487 She was as soft as butter. 805 00:40:04,487 --> 00:40:06,155 But it gave me the confidence and the belief 806 00:40:06,155 --> 00:40:08,489 that I could turn her into a real kickass athlete 807 00:40:08,489 --> 00:40:09,824 - And it is gonna be Siri Lindley. 808 00:40:09,824 --> 00:40:11,492 What a moment for her career. 809 00:40:11,492 --> 00:40:13,661 The first ITU win for her. 810 00:40:13,661 --> 00:40:17,248 Second last week and first this week, she is ecstatic. 811 00:40:17,248 --> 00:40:19,000 - Oh my God. 812 00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:21,503 Maybe it wasn't the skill, maybe it wasn't the ability, 813 00:40:21,503 --> 00:40:23,880 but man, I had the grit, I had the desire, 814 00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:27,552 I had the dedication, and I belonged. 815 00:40:28,592 --> 00:40:30,344 I'm meant to be up there. 816 00:40:30,804 --> 00:40:33,306 And today was just a total challenge to see 817 00:40:33,306 --> 00:40:34,849 just how far I could go. 818 00:40:34,849 --> 00:40:37,603 And when I crossed that line, I knew that it wasn't a dream 819 00:40:37,603 --> 00:40:39,688 and it was reality, and I'm just so happy 820 00:40:39,688 --> 00:40:41,106 I could cry again. 821 00:40:42,356 --> 00:40:44,610 I'm starting to feel confident. 822 00:40:45,193 --> 00:40:48,072 But the most important thing is, Brett is still 823 00:40:48,072 --> 00:40:49,532 hammering me in training. 824 00:40:50,824 --> 00:40:53,327 - Yeah, you won. I didn't like your race. 825 00:40:53,327 --> 00:40:54,702 What do you mean? I won! 826 00:40:54,702 --> 00:40:56,829 I said that wasn't the best you can do. 827 00:40:58,456 --> 00:41:00,083 So for me, it's not a win for me. 828 00:41:01,251 --> 00:41:02,878 - Brett, there's no question. 829 00:41:02,878 --> 00:41:05,505 He was really a tough, tough coach. 830 00:41:05,505 --> 00:41:07,632 And even with his toughness 831 00:41:07,632 --> 00:41:10,217 and his relentlessness, 832 00:41:10,217 --> 00:41:13,597 he somehow built her psyche 833 00:41:13,597 --> 00:41:17,768 to where she believed she could be the very best. 834 00:41:17,768 --> 00:41:21,521 - He sees something in people they don't see in themselves. 835 00:41:21,521 --> 00:41:22,981 And he saw something in Siri, 836 00:41:22,981 --> 00:41:24,400 and I don't think he saw it right away, 837 00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:26,360 but I think he was able to look 838 00:41:26,360 --> 00:41:29,780 beneath the surface 839 00:41:29,780 --> 00:41:34,202 and realize the drive that she had. 840 00:41:34,202 --> 00:41:36,619 - To go from not really knowing how to swim 841 00:41:36,619 --> 00:41:39,956 to saying I want be the best triathlete in the world, 842 00:41:39,956 --> 00:41:41,083 that's a big ask. 843 00:41:41,083 --> 00:41:42,918 - And amazingly Siri Lindley right up there, 844 00:41:42,918 --> 00:41:44,753 really brilliant swim by her. 845 00:41:44,753 --> 00:41:47,590 - Well, Siri Lindley now leading that first pack. 846 00:41:47,590 --> 00:41:49,550 Siri Lindley just running away now 847 00:41:49,550 --> 00:41:51,010 already from the rest of the field. 848 00:41:51,010 --> 00:41:53,262 - There's always those turning points in our life 849 00:41:53,262 --> 00:41:55,429 where maybe you see possibility 850 00:41:55,429 --> 00:41:57,849 but you have no guarantee, of course, 851 00:41:57,849 --> 00:42:00,143 but you know you have to pursue it anyway. 852 00:42:00,143 --> 00:42:04,606 That never give up comes from the tough moments in life, 853 00:42:04,606 --> 00:42:06,650 points where you were beaten down a little bit 854 00:42:06,650 --> 00:42:08,943 and you had to pick up the pieces, 855 00:42:08,943 --> 00:42:11,780 points where you fell short of something that you wanted 856 00:42:11,780 --> 00:42:13,489 and you didn't get it, 857 00:42:13,489 --> 00:42:16,867 points where you felt like you were ready for something great 858 00:42:16,867 --> 00:42:19,246 and it was pulled from your hand. 859 00:42:19,246 --> 00:42:22,039 - For me, I go out in every race just expecting 860 00:42:22,039 --> 00:42:24,083 my biggest competitor to be myself 861 00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:27,211 because I'm the only one who has control over me. 862 00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:28,630 So I'll give it my best shot 863 00:42:28,630 --> 00:42:30,967 and we'll just see what happens. 864 00:42:30,967 --> 00:42:32,842 - Every single race is a metaphor 865 00:42:32,842 --> 00:42:35,302 for how you overcome life. 866 00:42:35,302 --> 00:42:38,806 - I actually retired from triathlon because of Siri. 867 00:42:38,806 --> 00:42:40,016 I don't know if she even knows this, 868 00:42:40,016 --> 00:42:42,143 but I watched her move away from home. 869 00:42:42,143 --> 00:42:43,644 I watched her move to another country. 870 00:42:43,644 --> 00:42:45,438 I watched her leave her family behind. 871 00:42:45,438 --> 00:42:47,148 - I lost my grandma yesterday. 872 00:42:47,148 --> 00:42:49,485 And so this was very emotional for me 873 00:42:49,485 --> 00:42:53,655 because I just so wanted to go out and just do it for her. 874 00:42:53,655 --> 00:42:55,614 - I watched her do sit-ups every single night. 875 00:42:55,614 --> 00:42:57,742 - And we are looking at Siri Lindley, 876 00:42:57,742 --> 00:43:00,202 who is steaming out in front on the run shot. 877 00:43:00,202 --> 00:43:03,248 - And the dedication I saw, I wanted no part of it. 878 00:43:03,248 --> 00:43:04,916 - Hopefully this will just be the beginning 879 00:43:04,916 --> 00:43:06,876 of some more good things to come. 880 00:43:08,670 --> 00:43:12,842 So I'm coming off of... I think it was three wins, 881 00:43:12,842 --> 00:43:16,927 and I end up at the world championships. 882 00:43:16,927 --> 00:43:18,262 - Edmonton has put out the call 883 00:43:18,262 --> 00:43:21,016 and the finest female triathletes have answered. 884 00:43:21,016 --> 00:43:22,182 - I don't even think she was supposed to race 885 00:43:22,182 --> 00:43:23,809 the world championships, and I remember her having 886 00:43:23,809 --> 00:43:26,021 a start number in like the sixties, 887 00:43:26,021 --> 00:43:27,773 which means you don't get your own start position 888 00:43:27,773 --> 00:43:29,733 on the pontoon. 889 00:43:29,733 --> 00:43:31,527 That would've probably crumbled most athletes, 890 00:43:31,527 --> 00:43:32,987 but it fueled her. 891 00:43:32,987 --> 00:43:34,530 - You know, I'm trying not to make it any different 892 00:43:34,530 --> 00:43:36,197 than any other race, to be honest. 893 00:43:36,197 --> 00:43:39,702 And I know how big it is and it is the world championships. 894 00:43:39,702 --> 00:43:41,619 But I think for me it's better to just approach it 895 00:43:41,619 --> 00:43:43,288 as just another race. 896 00:43:43,288 --> 00:43:46,625 - The women start from a pontoon, they'll take one 897 00:43:46,625 --> 00:43:49,378 or two strides, and get right into the swim. 898 00:43:50,878 --> 00:43:55,050 - So the race starts, and I have a real bad start. 899 00:43:55,050 --> 00:43:58,012 - And it's been said many times in triathlon 900 00:43:58,012 --> 00:44:01,389 that you can't win an event in the swim, 901 00:44:01,389 --> 00:44:02,849 but you can certainly lose it. 902 00:44:02,849 --> 00:44:05,434 - At that point, the Americans really weren't 903 00:44:05,434 --> 00:44:06,853 that great on the world scene. 904 00:44:06,853 --> 00:44:09,440 It was really the Aussies. The Aussies had everybody. 905 00:44:09,440 --> 00:44:10,940 - Well, year after year it seems 906 00:44:10,940 --> 00:44:12,442 that it tends to be an Australian 907 00:44:12,442 --> 00:44:13,985 that's definitely on the podium. 908 00:44:13,985 --> 00:44:16,072 We've seen seven of the last ten years, 909 00:44:16,072 --> 00:44:18,447 the world champion has come from Australia. 910 00:44:18,447 --> 00:44:20,449 - You know, it was big in our sport back then. 911 00:44:20,449 --> 00:44:22,744 It was just one day a year 912 00:44:22,744 --> 00:44:23,827 and you had to beat everyone in the world 913 00:44:23,827 --> 00:44:25,288 that was there that day. 914 00:44:25,288 --> 00:44:27,916 - As the rest of the chase pack starting to come out now. 915 00:44:27,916 --> 00:44:30,251 - And I get out of the water far behind. 916 00:44:30,251 --> 00:44:31,961 - We're back with the leaders again. 917 00:44:31,961 --> 00:44:34,213 Loretta Harrop, though, wanting to push as hard as possible 918 00:44:34,213 --> 00:44:36,257 - In the past with a swim like that, 919 00:44:36,257 --> 00:44:38,677 the meaning I would've given that bad swim is, 920 00:44:38,677 --> 00:44:40,469 race is over. 921 00:44:40,469 --> 00:44:44,599 At this level, there's no way you can catch back up 922 00:44:44,599 --> 00:44:47,018 to the front at a world championship. 923 00:44:47,018 --> 00:44:50,313 - Two years earlier she would've let it go. 924 00:44:50,313 --> 00:44:51,481 This time she didn't. 925 00:44:51,481 --> 00:44:54,192 - We've had quite heavy rain earlier this morning, 926 00:44:54,192 --> 00:44:57,277 but those dark ominous looking clouds are moving in, 927 00:44:57,277 --> 00:44:58,862 so expect more rain. 928 00:44:58,862 --> 00:45:00,822 - And I got on my bike. 929 00:45:00,822 --> 00:45:03,784 I was just going harder than I've ever gone. 930 00:45:03,784 --> 00:45:05,244 - The athlete in the middle of the pack, 931 00:45:05,244 --> 00:45:07,329 that's Siri Lindley from United States of America. 932 00:45:07,329 --> 00:45:09,458 She wasn't even in this event a week ago. 933 00:45:09,458 --> 00:45:12,043 She had to get a wild card spot just to get in here. 934 00:45:12,043 --> 00:45:14,253 She is starting to push the pace. 935 00:45:14,253 --> 00:45:15,963 - I caught the fourth pack on the first lap, 936 00:45:15,963 --> 00:45:17,882 the third pack on the second lap. 937 00:45:17,882 --> 00:45:20,635 - And here comes our lead pack. 938 00:45:20,635 --> 00:45:23,347 Two Australians in that lead pack, 939 00:45:23,347 --> 00:45:25,056 Harrop and Hackett. 940 00:45:25,056 --> 00:45:26,891 - And oh! Oh, Hackett's gone down. 941 00:45:26,891 --> 00:45:29,184 The world champion is down. 942 00:45:29,184 --> 00:45:31,146 - I think I crashed in that one. 943 00:45:31,146 --> 00:45:36,318 - Harrop is up and on her bike, but Hackett is down and out. 944 00:45:36,318 --> 00:45:39,070 - A disappointing end for Nicole Hackett, 945 00:45:39,070 --> 00:45:40,987 the defending world champion. 946 00:45:40,987 --> 00:45:44,157 Again, this is the chase pack behind the leaders 947 00:45:44,157 --> 00:45:47,452 and being led at this point in time by Siri Lindley. 948 00:45:47,452 --> 00:45:49,163 [dramatic music] 949 00:45:49,163 --> 00:45:54,376 - She had the weapons on the bike to make that gap up. 950 00:45:54,376 --> 00:45:56,255 - Now Loretta Harrop is shaking her head, 951 00:45:56,255 --> 00:45:59,007 she's getting frustrated that she can't get away. 952 00:45:59,007 --> 00:46:02,260 - And I would be very concerned looking over my shoulder 953 00:46:02,260 --> 00:46:05,597 to see Siri Lindley or Michellie Jones. 954 00:46:05,597 --> 00:46:08,307 - Well, they're two of the finest runners in the sport. 955 00:46:08,307 --> 00:46:12,394 - And on the last lap, I was at the front of the race. 956 00:46:12,394 --> 00:46:15,731 - There's Siri Lindley, normally very, very quick 957 00:46:15,731 --> 00:46:17,400 through transition. 958 00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:18,693 - She came off the bike 959 00:46:18,693 --> 00:46:22,947 and she started the run, and I'm like... 960 00:46:22,947 --> 00:46:24,322 - She is off and running. 961 00:46:24,322 --> 00:46:27,827 This is a terrific transition from Siri Lindley. 962 00:46:27,827 --> 00:46:31,079 - And who's there but Michellie Jones. 963 00:46:31,079 --> 00:46:32,833 And she looks at me and she says, 964 00:46:32,833 --> 00:46:34,501 well, that was fucking stupid. 965 00:46:34,501 --> 00:46:37,128 You are gonna have no legs left to run. What are you doing? 966 00:46:37,128 --> 00:46:39,172 And I don't know where this came from, 967 00:46:39,172 --> 00:46:42,257 but I took a deep breath and I looked back at her 968 00:46:42,257 --> 00:46:45,552 and I said, hey, Michellie, ready to run? 969 00:46:45,552 --> 00:46:48,681 - Michellie Jones, the two-time world champion 970 00:46:48,681 --> 00:46:50,432 shoulder to shoulder with Lindley. 971 00:46:50,432 --> 00:46:52,059 And it'll be Lindley first 972 00:46:52,059 --> 00:46:54,980 through transition onto the 10K run. 973 00:46:54,980 --> 00:46:57,065 - See you later. You know, it's bang! 974 00:46:59,568 --> 00:47:01,237 - I am at my max. 975 00:47:01,237 --> 00:47:02,987 I don't know if I'm gonna be able 976 00:47:02,987 --> 00:47:04,864 to stand another five steps. 977 00:47:05,697 --> 00:47:07,282 Michellie was running beside me. 978 00:47:07,282 --> 00:47:10,577 Like, I could literally feel her breath. 979 00:47:12,079 --> 00:47:15,416 Somehow I dig deeper. 980 00:47:15,416 --> 00:47:17,835 - I do believe Siri Lindley thinks 981 00:47:17,835 --> 00:47:19,211 that this race is destined for her. 982 00:47:19,211 --> 00:47:20,922 She's got in on a wild card, 983 00:47:20,922 --> 00:47:23,257 she's in the best form ever of her life. 984 00:47:23,257 --> 00:47:26,302 - And I keep running. I dig deeper and deeper and deeper. 985 00:47:26,302 --> 00:47:30,597 I'm thinking that Michellie must still be right on me. 986 00:47:30,597 --> 00:47:34,101 - That is a huge gap to put that early into the race, 987 00:47:34,101 --> 00:47:36,271 particularly when you're talking about somebody 988 00:47:36,271 --> 00:47:39,231 of the running stature of Michellie Jones. 989 00:47:39,231 --> 00:47:41,277 - I'm looking for that white hat, 990 00:47:41,277 --> 00:47:43,945 and the white hat just...pew! 991 00:47:43,945 --> 00:47:45,530 - The bell tolls for Siri Lindley. 992 00:47:45,530 --> 00:47:47,282 And it's ringing that she's gonna be the new world 993 00:47:47,282 --> 00:47:48,949 champion if she keeps this up. 994 00:47:48,949 --> 00:47:51,536 - And I yell at her, you're gonna win! 995 00:47:51,536 --> 00:47:52,827 You're gonna win! 996 00:47:52,827 --> 00:47:55,789 - And like 10 feet later, there's Brett, 997 00:47:55,789 --> 00:48:01,297 and he looks at me and he says, you haven't won anything yet! 998 00:48:01,297 --> 00:48:05,132 - Siri Lindley has been lapping some of the slower runners, 999 00:48:05,132 --> 00:48:07,092 and you see them move aside. 1000 00:48:07,092 --> 00:48:09,804 - Siri Lindley continues to dominate at the front. 1001 00:48:09,804 --> 00:48:11,972 The crowd really enjoying this. 1002 00:48:11,972 --> 00:48:14,141 - Here's the smile I've been waiting for. 1003 00:48:14,141 --> 00:48:16,226 It's Siri Lindley. 1004 00:48:16,226 --> 00:48:18,146 Will go in front of the grandstand 1005 00:48:18,146 --> 00:48:20,815 for the finishing few meters. 1006 00:48:20,815 --> 00:48:23,943 She has her hands on the American flag. 1007 00:48:23,943 --> 00:48:26,237 Just a few meters to go now, 1008 00:48:26,237 --> 00:48:28,822 and it's a world championship 1009 00:48:28,822 --> 00:48:32,202 for Siri Lindley of the United States. 1010 00:48:32,202 --> 00:48:35,204 - I can't even put it into words. 1011 00:48:35,204 --> 00:48:38,625 - It was like a shark with no teeth. 1012 00:48:38,625 --> 00:48:39,668 But we put the teeth on it. 1013 00:48:41,336 --> 00:48:45,215 - World champion Siri Lindley. 1014 00:48:48,510 --> 00:48:53,222 Maybe you just got lucky. Maybe it was a fluke. 1015 00:48:53,222 --> 00:48:58,103 That is the only reason why I stuck around for another year. 1016 00:49:00,980 --> 00:49:03,400 Being an athlete is exhausting. 1017 00:49:03,400 --> 00:49:08,362 Being an athlete in the closet is even more exhausting. 1018 00:49:10,657 --> 00:49:13,867 - You're constantly evaluating a situation. 1019 00:49:13,867 --> 00:49:16,161 Do people know? Are they gonna find out? 1020 00:49:16,161 --> 00:49:17,829 What's gonna happen if they find out? 1021 00:49:17,829 --> 00:49:20,541 - Siri Lindley getting the full support of the crowd 1022 00:49:20,541 --> 00:49:21,543 as she strikes towards 1023 00:49:21,543 --> 00:49:24,045 yet another victory in this historic year. 1024 00:49:24,045 --> 00:49:26,213 The American has been untouchable really. 1025 00:49:26,213 --> 00:49:29,257 - I remember telling her that I had come out 1026 00:49:29,257 --> 00:49:31,594 and almost feeling guilty 1027 00:49:31,594 --> 00:49:34,054 that she was still in the world having to hide 1028 00:49:34,054 --> 00:49:35,722 and put up all these fronts. 1029 00:49:35,722 --> 00:49:37,474 - I had such inner turmoil. 1030 00:49:37,474 --> 00:49:40,728 I'm so happy. I am really, really happy. 1031 00:49:40,728 --> 00:49:44,023 - And once again, the big smile from Siri Lindley. 1032 00:49:44,023 --> 00:49:46,108 - Knowing who I was on the inside, 1033 00:49:46,108 --> 00:49:48,402 having hidden it for so long. 1034 00:49:48,402 --> 00:49:51,572 - Siri Lindley just looks so comfortable and so confident. 1035 00:49:51,572 --> 00:49:53,242 - I felt so inauthentic. 1036 00:49:53,242 --> 00:49:55,534 - And we can see just how confident Siri Lindley is. 1037 00:49:55,534 --> 00:49:58,621 Nothing's going wrong in this woman's life at the moment. 1038 00:49:58,621 --> 00:50:02,250 - It was hard to not have my dad at my triathlons. 1039 00:50:02,250 --> 00:50:05,086 I was angry that he didn't want to be a part of it, 1040 00:50:05,086 --> 00:50:07,338 that he didn't wanna experience it. 1041 00:50:07,338 --> 00:50:10,632 - But it is Siri Lindley to take four in a row. 1042 00:50:10,632 --> 00:50:13,802 A brilliant display for the girl from Boulder, Colorado. 1043 00:50:13,802 --> 00:50:16,639 - ♪ A love song was playing ♪ 1044 00:50:16,639 --> 00:50:19,266 ♪ On the radio ♪ 1045 00:50:19,266 --> 00:50:21,226 ♪ It made me kind of sad ♪ 1046 00:50:21,226 --> 00:50:23,855 ♪ Because it made me think of you ♪ 1047 00:50:23,855 --> 00:50:27,275 - Because I'm gay, I'm worthless, 1048 00:50:27,275 --> 00:50:30,277 I'll never find love, I'll never be successful. 1049 00:50:30,277 --> 00:50:32,862 - She heads towards an historic fifth victory. 1050 00:50:32,862 --> 00:50:34,657 Can anyone stop this woman? 1051 00:50:36,492 --> 00:50:39,327 - I wasn't willing to live that story. 1052 00:50:39,327 --> 00:50:41,329 - Top of the world, Siri Lindley. 1053 00:50:41,329 --> 00:50:43,666 - I just think that she would portray on the outside 1054 00:50:43,666 --> 00:50:45,626 where she wanted to feel on the inside. 1055 00:50:45,626 --> 00:50:47,670 [cheering] 1056 00:50:47,670 --> 00:50:50,547 - ♪ By the way ♪ 1057 00:50:50,547 --> 00:50:53,217 ♪ I forgive you ♪ 1058 00:50:53,217 --> 00:50:55,469 ♪ After all ♪ 1059 00:50:55,469 --> 00:50:57,847 ♪ Maybe I should thank you ♪ 1060 00:50:57,847 --> 00:51:00,724 ♪ For giving me what I've found ♪ 1061 00:51:00,724 --> 00:51:03,978 ♪ 'Cause without you around I've been doing just fine ♪ 1062 00:51:03,978 --> 00:51:05,521 - Unbelievable performance 1063 00:51:05,521 --> 00:51:07,231 from the world champion Siri Lindley. 1064 00:51:07,231 --> 00:51:12,320 - ♪ Except for any time I hear that song ♪ 1065 00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:15,032 - I regret every minute of that. 1066 00:51:15,032 --> 00:51:18,867 Missing all those years and not sharing our lives together. 1067 00:51:18,867 --> 00:51:21,579 [Brandi Carlile's "Every Time I Hear That Song"] 1068 00:51:21,579 --> 00:51:24,123 - ♪ By the way ♪ 1069 00:51:24,123 --> 00:51:25,625 ♪ I forgive you ♪ 1070 00:51:25,625 --> 00:51:29,378 - She had so much to share and was accomplishing so much. 1071 00:51:29,378 --> 00:51:31,380 - ♪ Maybe I should thank you ♪ 1072 00:51:31,380 --> 00:51:35,467 ♪ For giving me what I've found ♪ 1073 00:51:35,467 --> 00:51:37,762 - It was incredible to see, to witness. 1074 00:51:37,762 --> 00:51:39,012 It was domination. 1075 00:51:39,012 --> 00:51:41,014 - Siri Lindley of the United States 1076 00:51:41,014 --> 00:51:42,266 well back at this point. 1077 00:51:42,266 --> 00:51:43,851 - If you remember last year, 1078 00:51:43,851 --> 00:51:46,394 Siri Lindley won it from behind by running through the field. 1079 00:51:46,394 --> 00:51:48,231 - Your goal is to win the world title. 1080 00:51:48,231 --> 00:51:49,481 Okay, then people say, well, it's a fluke. 1081 00:51:49,481 --> 00:51:51,485 - Siri Lindley moving up on the third place. 1082 00:51:51,485 --> 00:51:53,152 Siri Lindley is now in second place. 1083 00:51:53,152 --> 00:51:54,195 - Here is Siri Lindley. 1084 00:51:54,195 --> 00:51:55,655 Look at her flying past... 1085 00:51:55,655 --> 00:51:58,824 - You see the finish sign as she heads down the stretch. 1086 00:51:58,824 --> 00:52:02,619 - Well, then she does it again. Not a fluke. 1087 00:52:02,619 --> 00:52:05,373 She proved everything she needed to prove to herself, 1088 00:52:05,373 --> 00:52:08,251 to her family, to the other pros. 1089 00:52:08,251 --> 00:52:10,045 She was, you know... she was the best in the world, 1090 00:52:10,045 --> 00:52:11,630 and nobody could question that. 1091 00:52:11,630 --> 00:52:13,382 - After a streak of podium finishes, 1092 00:52:13,382 --> 00:52:15,882 women's champion Siri Lindley's season ground to a halt 1093 00:52:15,882 --> 00:52:18,302 after pulling a muscle at the Nice World Cup. 1094 00:52:18,302 --> 00:52:19,677 She's had a few weeks' recovery 1095 00:52:19,677 --> 00:52:21,556 and is ready to defend in Cancun. 1096 00:52:21,556 --> 00:52:24,057 - The mistake I made there is, 1097 00:52:24,057 --> 00:52:28,230 I knew I was gonna retire after that race. 1098 00:52:28,230 --> 00:52:30,315 - Well, it's very, very hot here in Cancun. 1099 00:52:30,315 --> 00:52:32,108 Low 30 degrees Celsius. 1100 00:52:32,108 --> 00:52:35,195 [soft music] 1101 00:52:35,195 --> 00:52:42,159 ♪ ♪ 1102 00:52:43,744 --> 00:52:45,204 - I was still number one in the world, 1103 00:52:45,204 --> 00:52:46,706 so I retired at the top. 1104 00:52:46,706 --> 00:52:50,210 You know, it just wasn't an ideal race to have 1105 00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:52,336 as my last race, but... 1106 00:52:52,336 --> 00:52:56,172 - ♪ You took it all ♪ 1107 00:52:56,172 --> 00:53:00,927 ♪ This is not okay ♪ 1108 00:53:00,927 --> 00:53:03,012 ♪ ♪ 1109 00:53:03,012 --> 00:53:10,105 ♪ Wish I could choose ♪ 1110 00:53:10,105 --> 00:53:12,273 - I was unfocused and I'll never forget, 1111 00:53:12,273 --> 00:53:14,233 I just forgot to drink on the bike. 1112 00:53:14,233 --> 00:53:16,652 I just didn't drink anything 1113 00:53:16,652 --> 00:53:19,947 - ♪ I said ♪ 1114 00:53:19,947 --> 00:53:23,367 ♪ That I'd be all right ♪ 1115 00:53:23,367 --> 00:53:28,539 ♪ And you were off the hook ♪ 1116 00:53:28,539 --> 00:53:30,083 - In that heat and humidity, 1117 00:53:30,083 --> 00:53:32,543 I mean, you've gotta be... when you're working that hard, 1118 00:53:32,543 --> 00:53:33,961 you've gotta be hydrating. 1119 00:53:33,961 --> 00:53:36,338 And I made it, 1120 00:53:36,338 --> 00:53:39,675 but I passed out the second I crossed the line. 1121 00:53:39,675 --> 00:53:44,472 - ♪ Tears that I have cried ♪ 1122 00:53:44,472 --> 00:53:49,518 - That last race was a metaphor for my life 1123 00:53:49,518 --> 00:53:51,688 to that point where it's just, you know what? 1124 00:53:51,688 --> 00:53:54,856 I just...I can't do this anymore. 1125 00:53:54,856 --> 00:53:57,568 ♪ ♪ 1126 00:53:57,568 --> 00:54:01,362 - ♪ Wish I could choose ♪ 1127 00:54:01,362 --> 00:54:03,532 - My retiring then 1128 00:54:03,532 --> 00:54:07,244 was the first, most powerful act 1129 00:54:07,244 --> 00:54:10,998 of love towards myself. 1130 00:54:14,668 --> 00:54:18,882 I did the best that I could with what I knew at the time. 1131 00:54:18,882 --> 00:54:20,757 I did the best that I could with the tools 1132 00:54:20,757 --> 00:54:22,842 and the strategies I had at the time. 1133 00:54:22,842 --> 00:54:25,222 Now that I know better, I do better. 1134 00:54:25,222 --> 00:54:28,014 It's time now for me to focus on other people 1135 00:54:28,014 --> 00:54:29,932 and focus on, through coaching, 1136 00:54:29,932 --> 00:54:35,065 being able to somehow help other athletes experience 1137 00:54:35,065 --> 00:54:37,275 the same highs that I was able 1138 00:54:37,275 --> 00:54:39,027 to experience and also the lows. 1139 00:54:39,027 --> 00:54:40,402 And to learn the types of things 1140 00:54:40,402 --> 00:54:42,405 that I learned about myself through the sport. 1141 00:54:42,405 --> 00:54:45,699 [upbeat music] 1142 00:54:45,699 --> 00:54:47,784 - Never underestimate the value 1143 00:54:47,784 --> 00:54:51,038 of a human relationship in bringing 1144 00:54:51,038 --> 00:54:52,748 something outta somebody. 1145 00:54:52,748 --> 00:54:55,543 - Siri was masterful in preparing her athletes 1146 00:54:55,543 --> 00:54:57,670 for the biggest stage and for the biggest races. 1147 00:54:59,297 --> 00:55:01,422 - A woman from the US named Susan Williams 1148 00:55:01,422 --> 00:55:02,717 reached out to Siri. 1149 00:55:02,717 --> 00:55:05,552 - I just wanted to go to the Olympics. 1150 00:55:05,552 --> 00:55:07,097 You know, that was my dream. 1151 00:55:07,097 --> 00:55:10,057 And Siri's the one who put the little bugs like, you... 1152 00:55:10,057 --> 00:55:12,268 you could place here. 1153 00:55:12,268 --> 00:55:14,103 We'd start working together. 1154 00:55:14,103 --> 00:55:16,563 - Nobody picked Susan Williams to be on the podium. 1155 00:55:16,563 --> 00:55:19,567 Nobody, except for Siri. 1156 00:55:19,567 --> 00:55:22,820 - She saw that I could get a medal when I... 1157 00:55:22,820 --> 00:55:23,987 I didn't see that. 1158 00:55:25,532 --> 00:55:27,367 - And she ended up getting a bronze medal. 1159 00:55:27,907 --> 00:55:32,079 That was the first individual medal for the US. 1160 00:55:33,581 --> 00:55:35,833 - She was just on a mission to show the world 1161 00:55:35,833 --> 00:55:38,335 that she was a legitimate coaching force. 1162 00:55:38,335 --> 00:55:40,088 And I was on a mission to prove to the world 1163 00:55:40,088 --> 00:55:43,132 that I could be one of the greatest triathletes. 1164 00:55:43,132 --> 00:55:45,052 We decided that Iron Man was really 1165 00:55:45,052 --> 00:55:47,512 where my strengths would lie and at the world championship. 1166 00:55:47,512 --> 00:55:50,681 So I won the race set, the course record there. 1167 00:55:52,266 --> 00:55:55,436 And then we came back and defended that title in 2014. 1168 00:55:58,063 --> 00:56:00,567 - I feel like everybody wants to be coached by Siri Lindley. 1169 00:56:00,567 --> 00:56:02,693 - The band is going to require 1170 00:56:02,693 --> 00:56:04,777 that you increase your stroke rate. 1171 00:56:04,777 --> 00:56:06,612 - You know, it's funny 'cause I'm probably the only person 1172 00:56:06,612 --> 00:56:07,822 that's more competitive than her, 1173 00:56:07,822 --> 00:56:09,824 and she jokes that she's not competitive anymore, 1174 00:56:09,824 --> 00:56:11,117 but she so is. 1175 00:56:14,496 --> 00:56:16,081 - My wife is incredible. 1176 00:56:16,081 --> 00:56:21,003 She also is one of the fastest Iron Man athletes in history. 1177 00:56:21,003 --> 00:56:24,257 That's my wife. 1178 00:56:24,257 --> 00:56:26,425 She chose me. 1179 00:56:27,842 --> 00:56:29,469 - It's a pretty powerful team. 1180 00:56:29,469 --> 00:56:35,101 ♪ ♪ 1181 00:56:35,101 --> 00:56:37,853 - I think Siri brings the silly out of Bek. 1182 00:56:41,481 --> 00:56:43,067 - Really? 1183 00:56:43,067 --> 00:56:45,487 - It just, you know, alleviates a little bit of that pain 1184 00:56:45,487 --> 00:56:47,822 to see her just having fun and... 1185 00:56:49,822 --> 00:56:53,827 She only dances when she's like super excited or happy. 1186 00:56:53,827 --> 00:56:56,163 So you know that you're doing a great job when she starts 1187 00:56:56,163 --> 00:56:57,581 dancing mid-session. 1188 00:56:57,581 --> 00:57:00,793 - And people say, oh, I wanna have what you two have. 1189 00:57:00,793 --> 00:57:03,588 And I was like, we're so lucky. We're so fortunate. 1190 00:57:03,588 --> 00:57:06,047 Like, the universe wanted us to be together. 1191 00:57:09,842 --> 00:57:11,677 - And this is a lady that I'm... you're gonna fall in love with. 1192 00:57:11,677 --> 00:57:12,762 [cheers and applause] 1193 00:57:12,762 --> 00:57:16,893 An absolute true champion. 1194 00:57:16,893 --> 00:57:19,061 Siri Lindley. Bring it, Siri. 1195 00:57:19,061 --> 00:57:23,023 [cheers and applause] 1196 00:57:23,023 --> 00:57:24,525 - I'll tell you in just one sentence. 1197 00:57:24,525 --> 00:57:26,360 This woman didn't know how to swim 1198 00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:29,155 and decided she wanted to become the world's greatest triathlete. 1199 00:57:29,155 --> 00:57:30,489 - Whoo! 1200 00:57:30,489 --> 00:57:31,532 - And when we got on the phone, 1201 00:57:31,532 --> 00:57:33,032 there was just this instant connection. 1202 00:57:33,032 --> 00:57:35,827 It was like we've known each other for years. 1203 00:57:35,827 --> 00:57:38,664 - Thank you, Tony. - And she's got so much joy 1204 00:57:38,664 --> 00:57:40,833 and so much love and she's such a giver 1205 00:57:40,833 --> 00:57:43,210 that she became part of our chosen family. 1206 00:57:43,210 --> 00:57:46,005 - I tell you what, 1207 00:57:46,005 --> 00:57:49,425 it wasn't about becoming the world champion. 1208 00:57:49,425 --> 00:57:51,177 - Everybody falls in love with Siri. 1209 00:57:51,177 --> 00:57:55,597 - When I found my holy grail, my beautiful wife Rebekah. 1210 00:57:55,597 --> 00:57:57,766 [cheers and applause] 1211 00:57:57,766 --> 00:57:59,726 - Her passion is just gorgeous. 1212 00:57:59,726 --> 00:58:02,563 And I always love when she shares at the event... 1213 00:58:02,563 --> 00:58:05,023 - I got a phone call from my father. 1214 00:58:05,023 --> 00:58:07,610 - But there's a process that we actually do with every one 1215 00:58:07,610 --> 00:58:09,902 of those events, and it's called the blame process. 1216 00:58:09,902 --> 00:58:12,239 - And when he finally found his words, he said, 1217 00:58:12,239 --> 00:58:14,782 somebody told me you are gay. 1218 00:58:14,782 --> 00:58:16,994 - And if you're busy blaming somebody for all your problems, 1219 00:58:16,994 --> 00:58:18,036 my theory is... 1220 00:58:18,036 --> 00:58:21,164 - We also need to blame them for the good. 1221 00:58:21,164 --> 00:58:22,666 - And Tony said, I want you 1222 00:58:22,666 --> 00:58:25,253 to thank the person that hurt you the most. 1223 00:58:25,253 --> 00:58:26,922 - She ran outta the room. 1224 00:58:26,922 --> 00:58:29,172 - And I looked on the curb and she's on the phone, 1225 00:58:29,172 --> 00:58:31,050 and I could hear her dad's voice and I was like... 1226 00:58:31,050 --> 00:58:33,092 - Oh my God, I didn't know if I expected him 1227 00:58:33,092 --> 00:58:34,677 to actually answer. 1228 00:58:34,677 --> 00:58:39,599 And I said, Dad, you broke my heart 1229 00:58:39,599 --> 00:58:42,478 in a million pieces. 1230 00:58:42,478 --> 00:58:45,021 I wanna forgive you and I... 1231 00:58:45,021 --> 00:58:49,777 - Wanna thank you for being the father... 1232 00:58:49,777 --> 00:58:53,322 - I needed you to be, to become the woman 1233 00:58:53,322 --> 00:58:57,284 that I'm so proud to be today. 1234 00:58:57,284 --> 00:59:00,954 [soft music] 1235 00:59:00,954 --> 00:59:03,750 - What was beautiful when she called, 1236 00:59:03,750 --> 00:59:05,793 you know, you realize how much 1237 00:59:05,793 --> 00:59:08,880 you really want to build on this. 1238 00:59:10,922 --> 00:59:13,717 Her marriage is to die for. 1239 00:59:14,677 --> 00:59:17,637 That should be everybody's goal, 1240 00:59:17,637 --> 00:59:22,559 to just be able to share something like that. 1241 00:59:25,019 --> 00:59:26,813 - And so one of the great moments for me was, you know, 1242 00:59:26,813 --> 00:59:29,025 about a year later and I looked down in the front row 1243 00:59:29,025 --> 00:59:30,150 and there's Siri with her daddy 1244 00:59:30,150 --> 00:59:32,195 and they're just hugging each other. 1245 00:59:32,195 --> 00:59:33,527 And that's Siri, right? 1246 00:59:33,527 --> 00:59:35,112 Feeling that love with each other 1247 00:59:35,112 --> 00:59:36,657 and binding together with a sense 1248 00:59:36,657 --> 00:59:38,324 of certainty about a compelling future. 1249 00:59:46,625 --> 00:59:50,086 - It was November, 2019. 1250 00:59:50,086 --> 00:59:54,132 She had gone in for a routine blood test 1251 00:59:54,132 --> 00:59:56,885 because she was told she needed a double hip replacement. 1252 00:59:56,885 --> 00:59:58,344 So I said, but why are you so wanting 1253 00:59:58,344 --> 01:00:00,012 to get it done so quickly? 1254 01:00:00,012 --> 01:00:01,514 She said, because I wanna be able 1255 01:00:01,514 --> 01:00:03,016 to dance on the Tony Robbins stage, 1256 01:00:03,016 --> 01:00:04,351 and if I'm in a wheelchair, I'm not gonna be able 1257 01:00:04,351 --> 01:00:05,603 to do my Siri dance. 1258 01:00:07,355 --> 01:00:09,148 - She went probably five days 1259 01:00:09,148 --> 01:00:13,862 before the surgery was scheduled for her pre-op, 1260 01:00:13,862 --> 01:00:16,530 and they of course took blood. 1261 01:00:16,530 --> 01:00:20,199 Her white cell count was down to practically nothing. 1262 01:00:22,869 --> 01:00:25,121 And the doctor came out and said, 1263 01:00:25,121 --> 01:00:29,210 we can't do anything until you have this checked. 1264 01:00:29,751 --> 01:00:33,047 - The doctor called, and I'll never forget this, 1265 01:00:33,047 --> 01:00:36,592 they said, we need to inform you 1266 01:00:36,592 --> 01:00:38,802 that you have acute myeloid leukemia. 1267 01:00:38,802 --> 01:00:40,679 - You have acute myeloid leukemia. 1268 01:00:40,679 --> 01:00:44,016 - Acute myeloid leukemia. 1269 01:00:44,016 --> 01:00:47,894 - I'm gonna focus on all the beautiful things 1270 01:00:47,894 --> 01:00:50,398 that will come from this 1271 01:00:50,398 --> 01:00:54,193 and I'm gonna focus also on sharing this with you. 1272 01:00:54,193 --> 01:00:59,032 No matter what I end up looking like as the weeks go by 1273 01:00:59,032 --> 01:01:03,702 or what I end up feeling like when the weeks go by, 1274 01:01:03,702 --> 01:01:06,163 I will be here for you 1275 01:01:06,163 --> 01:01:10,333 because I'm gonna have you learn and grow 1276 01:01:10,333 --> 01:01:11,876 on this journey through me. 1277 01:01:14,380 --> 01:01:16,047 - It is a blood cancer 1278 01:01:16,047 --> 01:01:18,927 and it's a cancer of the bone marrow. 1279 01:01:20,552 --> 01:01:23,054 - It's bad luck. 1280 01:01:23,054 --> 01:01:26,224 It's like a lightning bolt comes out of the blue, 1281 01:01:26,224 --> 01:01:30,061 completely disrupts and blows up a person's life, 1282 01:01:30,061 --> 01:01:32,481 needs to be addressed immediately. 1283 01:01:32,481 --> 01:01:36,610 And it's incredibly unfair and incredibly difficult. 1284 01:01:36,610 --> 01:01:38,112 - This isn't my time to go. 1285 01:01:38,112 --> 01:01:41,407 I've got everything I've ever dreamed of having in my life. 1286 01:01:42,949 --> 01:01:45,202 I'm not having that taken away from me. 1287 01:01:46,744 --> 01:01:48,371 This journey begins 1288 01:01:48,371 --> 01:01:52,335 and it's going to be the biggest challenge 1289 01:01:52,335 --> 01:01:54,795 of my life by far. 1290 01:01:57,422 --> 01:02:02,177 - How does an athlete that is so healthy, that eats so well, 1291 01:02:02,177 --> 01:02:04,304 that takes such good care of her body, 1292 01:02:04,304 --> 01:02:08,809 that is such a good person... like, why? 1293 01:02:08,809 --> 01:02:10,978 All I could think of was, why her? 1294 01:02:12,563 --> 01:02:16,650 - This disease has the capacity to take a person's life 1295 01:02:16,650 --> 01:02:19,487 days after they were diagnosed. 1296 01:02:19,487 --> 01:02:22,989 There was a much likelier chance 1297 01:02:22,989 --> 01:02:25,407 of her dying from her disease than surviving. 1298 01:02:27,994 --> 01:02:32,500 - Savannah is the first horse 1299 01:02:32,500 --> 01:02:34,668 that I rescued. 1300 01:02:34,668 --> 01:02:37,086 The day I had to leave for the hospital, 1301 01:02:37,086 --> 01:02:40,172 I had tears streaming down my face. 1302 01:02:40,172 --> 01:02:43,177 I'm gonna be back riding you, Savannah, I'm gonna be back. 1303 01:02:43,177 --> 01:02:45,177 I love you. I'm thinking of you. 1304 01:02:48,514 --> 01:02:50,851 - We know that Siri is sick. 1305 01:02:50,851 --> 01:02:52,353 We know that she has cancer, 1306 01:02:52,353 --> 01:02:54,188 but we don't know is, what level. 1307 01:02:54,188 --> 01:02:58,525 - Part of me was like, what? Siri? Like, she's gonna be fine. 1308 01:02:58,525 --> 01:03:01,320 It's Siri...like, she's the most positive, upbeat. 1309 01:03:01,320 --> 01:03:05,197 If anyone can beat this, it's Siri. 1310 01:03:05,197 --> 01:03:07,367 But there's still the, but what if she doesn't? 1311 01:03:07,367 --> 01:03:11,829 And, like, I can't not have her in my life anymore. 1312 01:03:11,829 --> 01:03:15,291 Like, I just...I need her. 1313 01:03:17,085 --> 01:03:18,838 Oh. 1314 01:03:18,838 --> 01:03:20,297 - Thought I have to accept this. 1315 01:03:20,297 --> 01:03:22,632 But I was like, she's not going anywhere. 1316 01:03:22,632 --> 01:03:23,842 She's gonna survive this. 1317 01:03:23,842 --> 01:03:25,177 Like, I'm gonna be by her side 1318 01:03:25,177 --> 01:03:27,179 and I'm not gonna let her leave me. 1319 01:03:28,387 --> 01:03:30,682 - Traditional way to treat this disease is 1320 01:03:30,682 --> 01:03:34,519 to give an incredibly intensive chemotherapy regimen. 1321 01:03:36,313 --> 01:03:39,567 There are many patients who die not from their disease 1322 01:03:39,567 --> 01:03:40,902 but from this treatment. 1323 01:03:42,027 --> 01:03:44,322 She's the fittest person on the planet. 1324 01:03:44,322 --> 01:03:46,407 No one in the world could have withstood 1325 01:03:46,407 --> 01:03:48,867 intensive chemotherapy better than her. 1326 01:03:48,867 --> 01:03:52,246 Why do that to someone if you don't have to? 1327 01:03:52,246 --> 01:03:55,916 - And I had a genetic mutation 1328 01:03:55,916 --> 01:03:59,086 that apparently was not one you wanna have. 1329 01:03:59,628 --> 01:04:03,007 But there just happened to be this new clinical trial, 1330 01:04:03,007 --> 01:04:04,757 and everyone around me was kind of looking, 1331 01:04:04,757 --> 01:04:06,052 like, nervous about that. 1332 01:04:06,052 --> 01:04:08,094 But for some reason I was like, excellent. 1333 01:04:08,094 --> 01:04:09,554 I wanna hear about it. 1334 01:04:09,554 --> 01:04:12,266 - Clinical trial, like, it's not even like guaranteed. 1335 01:04:12,266 --> 01:04:14,434 Like, a clinical trial. Like, what is that? 1336 01:04:14,434 --> 01:04:16,436 - A clinical trial is an experiment. 1337 01:04:16,436 --> 01:04:19,523 It's an experiment that a patient volunteers 1338 01:04:19,523 --> 01:04:23,777 to participate in to get a drug that is not available 1339 01:04:23,777 --> 01:04:25,402 through any conventional means. 1340 01:04:25,402 --> 01:04:27,489 - If you didn't do clinical trials, you wouldn't get 1341 01:04:27,489 --> 01:04:29,157 any of these new drugs that are out. 1342 01:04:29,157 --> 01:04:30,827 We would just keep throwing the same stuff 1343 01:04:30,827 --> 01:04:31,909 at the same thing. 1344 01:04:31,909 --> 01:04:33,036 We gotta keep moving forward. 1345 01:04:33,036 --> 01:04:36,123 The diseases are. 1346 01:04:36,123 --> 01:04:39,210 - There's great hope that this is going to be a treatment 1347 01:04:39,210 --> 01:04:44,797 that can finally heal people of these kinds of cancers. 1348 01:04:45,340 --> 01:04:48,092 I'm willing to be the one that gives it a try. 1349 01:04:49,387 --> 01:04:53,597 - She said, no, I wanna do anything I possibly can. 1350 01:04:53,597 --> 01:04:55,809 I'm not afraid 1351 01:04:55,809 --> 01:04:58,019 - Without people like Siri, 1352 01:04:58,019 --> 01:05:00,438 we would not make any progress in our field. 1353 01:05:00,438 --> 01:05:03,692 There's no possible way we could move the ball forward 1354 01:05:03,692 --> 01:05:05,193 if we didn't have people volunteer 1355 01:05:05,193 --> 01:05:07,152 for clinical trials. 1356 01:05:08,362 --> 01:05:13,077 - Hi,everyone. It is December 9th, day one. 1357 01:05:14,661 --> 01:05:18,498 And I'm all hooked up to my healing tonic, 1358 01:05:18,498 --> 01:05:21,918 I'm gonna call it. 1359 01:05:21,918 --> 01:05:24,130 Don't worry, I got this. 1360 01:05:24,130 --> 01:05:26,797 It's just scary. You know? 1361 01:05:26,797 --> 01:05:29,802 [soft music] 1362 01:05:29,802 --> 01:05:31,344 ♪ ♪ 1363 01:05:31,344 --> 01:05:34,431 - The goal is to get the disease into a remission. 1364 01:05:34,431 --> 01:05:36,057 Once we're in a remission, it's sort of like 1365 01:05:36,057 --> 01:05:38,018 we have a breather, we can take a breath. 1366 01:05:38,018 --> 01:05:40,061 - This is our countdown to remission. 1367 01:05:40,061 --> 01:05:41,396 What do you reckon, guys? 1368 01:05:41,396 --> 01:05:44,150 - Yes, I have acute myeloid leukemia. 1369 01:05:44,150 --> 01:05:47,193 Yes, the statistics are not great, 1370 01:05:47,193 --> 01:05:49,572 but you know what, I proved when I was 23 years old 1371 01:05:49,572 --> 01:05:51,864 that eight years later I could be the number one 1372 01:05:51,864 --> 01:05:52,949 triathlete in the world. 1373 01:05:52,949 --> 01:05:54,617 I achieved that dream even though 1374 01:05:54,617 --> 01:05:58,704 the odds of that happening were next to nothing. 1375 01:05:58,704 --> 01:06:00,039 And I'm gonna do the same here. 1376 01:06:00,039 --> 01:06:07,172 ♪ ♪ 1377 01:06:12,092 --> 01:06:14,512 - You can't see yourself struggling through the cancer. 1378 01:06:14,512 --> 01:06:16,306 You've gotta see yourself all the way at the other end, 1379 01:06:16,306 --> 01:06:17,807 completely on the other side. 1380 01:06:17,807 --> 01:06:20,351 Healthy, whole, vibrant, and done. 1381 01:06:24,731 --> 01:06:27,275 You need to feel the emotions of it, the excitement, 1382 01:06:27,275 --> 01:06:29,570 the happiness, the vibration of it, 1383 01:06:29,570 --> 01:06:31,072 because that's what makes it happen. 1384 01:06:33,657 --> 01:06:35,242 - I'd lie in bed 1385 01:06:35,242 --> 01:06:37,284 and I would picture myself running up 1386 01:06:37,284 --> 01:06:39,121 my favorite mountain trail 1387 01:06:39,121 --> 01:06:42,791 and I would feel the warmth of the sun on my cheeks. 1388 01:06:42,791 --> 01:06:45,668 I would feel the cool wind coming through my hair. 1389 01:06:45,668 --> 01:06:48,505 I would listen to my wife giggling behind me 1390 01:06:48,505 --> 01:06:51,675 and encouraging me up to the top of the hill. 1391 01:06:51,675 --> 01:06:55,469 And I'd get to the top feeling strong and energized 1392 01:06:55,469 --> 01:06:57,597 and grateful and I would celebrate. 1393 01:06:57,597 --> 01:07:00,391 [cheers and applause] 1394 01:07:00,391 --> 01:07:02,268 - I think everybody needs a compelling future. 1395 01:07:02,268 --> 01:07:04,438 What I mean by that is, you can deal with any today, 1396 01:07:04,438 --> 01:07:06,440 as long as you got a compelling tomorrow to get you through. 1397 01:07:09,277 --> 01:07:12,655 She focused on the outcome, not on the process. 1398 01:07:12,655 --> 01:07:14,907 The process can be painful, but the outcome, seeing it 1399 01:07:14,907 --> 01:07:15,992 and creating it the same way 1400 01:07:15,992 --> 01:07:17,117 she did everywhere else in her life. 1401 01:07:17,117 --> 01:07:18,784 - If you walk into the room 1402 01:07:18,784 --> 01:07:21,079 positive about the treatment that you're getting 1403 01:07:21,079 --> 01:07:22,498 and believing that it's gonna cure you 1404 01:07:22,498 --> 01:07:24,458 and, you know, putting that energy into it, 1405 01:07:24,458 --> 01:07:26,710 it will make that day much better. 1406 01:07:27,795 --> 01:07:30,630 - I've got my beautiful wife 1407 01:07:30,630 --> 01:07:34,217 and our home to remind me of what I get to come 1408 01:07:34,217 --> 01:07:36,677 home to soon, I hope. 1409 01:07:36,677 --> 01:07:39,306 - But I've seen a lot of people that were super positive 1410 01:07:39,306 --> 01:07:41,016 and did everything the right way 1411 01:07:41,016 --> 01:07:43,268 and, you know, they still didn't make it. 1412 01:07:47,481 --> 01:07:49,983 - She is staring death in the face. 1413 01:07:50,358 --> 01:07:53,320 I thought this is just gonna be her opportunity 1414 01:07:53,320 --> 01:07:56,614 to take every lesson that she's learned through sport. 1415 01:07:56,614 --> 01:07:58,742 - Well, a good portion of this young lady's career, 1416 01:07:58,742 --> 01:08:00,117 she's had to play catch-up. 1417 01:08:00,117 --> 01:08:02,411 - Every lesson that she's learned as a coach. 1418 01:08:02,411 --> 01:08:04,539 - Get back on your bike and go. Come on. 1419 01:08:04,539 --> 01:08:07,960 - Every lesson that she's learned in her private life 1420 01:08:07,960 --> 01:08:09,503 and put it in place 1421 01:08:09,503 --> 01:08:14,842 and find the strength each day to pull herself up. 1422 01:08:14,842 --> 01:08:16,217 - How does that work? 1423 01:08:16,217 --> 01:08:17,595 So it just pushes... - Give it a nice little push. 1424 01:08:17,595 --> 01:08:20,471 Now twist. Push, twist. There you go. Good job. 1425 01:08:20,471 --> 01:08:22,181 - But only three. - I know. 1426 01:08:22,181 --> 01:08:24,226 - After the first month of treatment, 1427 01:08:24,226 --> 01:08:27,688 we knew she was almost in that complete remission, 1428 01:08:27,688 --> 01:08:29,814 and by two months of treatment we were there. 1429 01:08:29,814 --> 01:08:33,984 - So I finished cycle one of Dr. Pollyea's clinical trial. 1430 01:08:33,984 --> 01:08:35,694 - So you know what that means? 1431 01:08:35,694 --> 01:08:37,614 It means that my wife is in remission. 1432 01:08:37,614 --> 01:08:40,242 - The critical thing there is, all right, you're in remission. 1433 01:08:40,242 --> 01:08:42,953 How are you gonna get cured? 1434 01:08:42,953 --> 01:08:44,497 - If we did nothing more, 1435 01:08:44,497 --> 01:08:46,789 with near certainty, the disease would be back. 1436 01:08:46,789 --> 01:08:50,502 - The plan is usually a bone marrow transplant to cure you. 1437 01:08:50,502 --> 01:08:53,046 - Any patient who's diagnosed with leukemia 1438 01:08:53,046 --> 01:08:56,382 and is facing a transplant has their own incredible story 1439 01:08:56,382 --> 01:08:57,592 and their own difficulties. 1440 01:09:00,345 --> 01:09:03,765 - To all of you facing similar challenges, I'm with you. 1441 01:09:03,765 --> 01:09:07,393 And we got this. We're gonna get through this. 1442 01:09:07,393 --> 01:09:10,104 - Scarlet Callahan, such a ray of light. 1443 01:09:10,104 --> 01:09:14,734 You know, when I first met her, same diagnosis as Siri, 1444 01:09:14,734 --> 01:09:16,862 same clinical trial 1445 01:09:16,862 --> 01:09:19,739 - And also like Siri, required transplant. 1446 01:09:24,203 --> 01:09:26,247 Scarlet developed 1447 01:09:26,247 --> 01:09:28,082 one of the most significant complications 1448 01:09:28,082 --> 01:09:29,792 of transplant in a significant way, 1449 01:09:29,792 --> 01:09:32,920 what we call acute graft versus host disease. 1450 01:09:32,920 --> 01:09:35,922 - The new cells that are in the body are seeing 1451 01:09:35,922 --> 01:09:38,925 the host cells as foreign and attacking them. 1452 01:09:41,427 --> 01:09:43,387 - And there were times when it wasn't clear 1453 01:09:43,387 --> 01:09:44,931 which way it was gonna go. 1454 01:09:44,931 --> 01:09:47,601 - For any of you that are 1455 01:09:47,601 --> 01:09:50,728 faced with something that is terrifying you 1456 01:09:50,728 --> 01:09:54,358 or bringing you to your knees, this is for you too. 1457 01:09:56,652 --> 01:09:59,947 I know that I have been so afraid at times 1458 01:09:59,947 --> 01:10:02,658 that I was stifled by my fear, 1459 01:10:02,658 --> 01:10:04,868 but I know that I made it through that. 1460 01:10:07,453 --> 01:10:10,122 - We cannot sugarcoat things for people. 1461 01:10:10,122 --> 01:10:12,710 They must know what they're up against. 1462 01:10:12,710 --> 01:10:16,462 I mean, people who volunteer for clinical trials are 1463 01:10:16,462 --> 01:10:18,131 just incredible people. 1464 01:10:18,131 --> 01:10:20,632 - They know they're making a difference for other patients 1465 01:10:20,632 --> 01:10:22,551 just by being in that trial. 1466 01:10:22,551 --> 01:10:25,346 You know, the results of what happens to them 1467 01:10:25,346 --> 01:10:27,306 could help somebody else. 1468 01:10:27,306 --> 01:10:28,641 - We are trying to answer a question 1469 01:10:28,641 --> 01:10:29,976 we don't know the answer to yet. 1470 01:10:31,603 --> 01:10:34,606 These are the people who are helping us find that answer. 1471 01:10:34,981 --> 01:10:40,153 - We really pray to God I can have my transplant 1472 01:10:40,153 --> 01:10:43,698 and that transplant is going to be what saves my life. 1473 01:10:43,698 --> 01:10:46,159 My mission is to get through this 1474 01:10:46,159 --> 01:10:48,869 and to see you on the other side. 1475 01:10:48,869 --> 01:10:51,207 - The chemo that they get before transplant 1476 01:10:51,207 --> 01:10:54,292 is five days of just hardcore chemo. 1477 01:10:54,292 --> 01:10:57,002 That's what makes them so sick. 1478 01:10:57,002 --> 01:11:01,800 - We need to literally bomb your system to get rid of 1479 01:11:01,800 --> 01:11:05,511 all your past system to make room for the new cells. 1480 01:11:05,511 --> 01:11:07,137 - And then that's when they lose their hair, 1481 01:11:07,137 --> 01:11:09,307 facial hair, everything. 1482 01:11:12,143 --> 01:11:18,399 - I had this fear that 1483 01:11:18,399 --> 01:11:23,697 Bek loved me because I was a world champion. 1484 01:11:23,697 --> 01:11:26,658 I was strong, I was a great coach, I was out doing things. 1485 01:11:26,658 --> 01:11:28,493 I was out making a difference in the world. 1486 01:11:28,493 --> 01:11:30,703 I was working out every day. 1487 01:11:30,703 --> 01:11:31,787 I was strong 1488 01:11:31,787 --> 01:11:34,875 and I was overcoming, you know, daily challenges 1489 01:11:34,875 --> 01:11:36,417 with fierceness. 1490 01:11:37,460 --> 01:11:41,381 And as I started getting weaker 1491 01:11:41,381 --> 01:11:45,967 and sicker, I wasn't out kicking ass. 1492 01:11:45,967 --> 01:11:49,096 I wasn't out coaching. I wasn't out achieving. 1493 01:11:49,096 --> 01:11:52,893 I wasn't out doing all these things that I thought 1494 01:11:52,893 --> 01:11:55,395 were the reasons why she fell in love with me. 1495 01:11:57,396 --> 01:11:59,442 And I thought, how could she possibly wanna stick 1496 01:11:59,442 --> 01:12:01,402 around through this? 1497 01:12:01,402 --> 01:12:03,819 I'm losing my hair. I'm losing weight. 1498 01:12:03,819 --> 01:12:06,907 I'm sick all the time. I'm throwing up. 1499 01:12:06,907 --> 01:12:09,452 I'm in the hospital with machines. 1500 01:12:09,452 --> 01:12:11,412 Who wants to go through this? 1501 01:12:12,119 --> 01:12:14,372 [laughs] 1502 01:12:14,372 --> 01:12:15,747 Doesn't change. 1503 01:12:15,747 --> 01:12:18,917 It didn't change anything about her as a person. 1504 01:12:18,917 --> 01:12:20,002 I didn't even notice it. 1505 01:12:20,002 --> 01:12:21,421 I didn't really notice the physical changes. 1506 01:12:21,421 --> 01:12:25,757 I know she was weak, but she wasn't weak up here. 1507 01:12:25,757 --> 01:12:27,635 It actually made me love her even more 1508 01:12:27,635 --> 01:12:30,096 if that was even possible. 1509 01:12:30,096 --> 01:12:31,472 'Cause she just never gave up. 1510 01:12:31,472 --> 01:12:33,766 - ♪ Come on, baby ♪ 1511 01:12:33,766 --> 01:12:36,895 ♪ Let's get out of this town ♪ 1512 01:12:36,895 --> 01:12:41,233 - Trees in the winter, they shed all their beautiful leaves. 1513 01:12:41,233 --> 01:12:42,608 - Look at this head. 1514 01:12:42,608 --> 01:12:45,278 So Siri's still...her hair's growing back already. 1515 01:12:45,278 --> 01:12:48,198 And I have to say, I've never seen anyone go through chemo 1516 01:12:48,198 --> 01:12:50,449 and have no hair, but still have eyebrows and eyelashes. 1517 01:12:50,449 --> 01:12:52,577 My wife has somehow managed to do that. 1518 01:12:52,577 --> 01:12:55,287 - I feel very grateful for that. 1519 01:12:55,287 --> 01:12:59,667 - ♪ You can sleep while I drive ♪ 1520 01:12:59,667 --> 01:13:01,712 - How beautiful it is to let go 1521 01:13:01,712 --> 01:13:03,880 because it makes room for us to be able 1522 01:13:03,880 --> 01:13:07,007 to come back more beautiful than ever. 1523 01:13:07,007 --> 01:13:11,596 I mean, my mom, she slept in the hospital 1524 01:13:11,596 --> 01:13:16,310 every single night, and she assured me 1525 01:13:16,310 --> 01:13:18,853 that I was gonna make it through. 1526 01:13:20,521 --> 01:13:23,567 - I told Bek, 1527 01:13:23,567 --> 01:13:25,359 I can't live without her. 1528 01:13:25,359 --> 01:13:28,822 - ♪ Baby, you can sleep while I drive ♪ 1529 01:13:28,822 --> 01:13:32,909 - I just thought that a broken heart can kill you, 1530 01:13:32,909 --> 01:13:37,329 and that would've... it would've broken my heart. 1531 01:13:37,329 --> 01:13:39,500 Yeah. - And then I started crying 1532 01:13:39,500 --> 01:13:41,667 and I said, I don't wanna live either. 1533 01:13:41,667 --> 01:13:43,462 And then we're just like, well, that's not gonna... 1534 01:13:43,462 --> 01:13:44,420 we both looked at each other and said, 1535 01:13:44,420 --> 01:13:45,837 that's not gonna happen. 1536 01:13:45,837 --> 01:13:47,800 And then that was it. We never talked about it again. 1537 01:13:47,800 --> 01:13:50,926 Today's the big day. She's getting her biopsies. 1538 01:13:50,926 --> 01:13:53,387 And we're praying that it comes back good 1539 01:13:53,387 --> 01:13:55,390 and that she can go into her transplant. 1540 01:13:55,390 --> 01:13:57,350 - One of the largest issues that we have 1541 01:13:57,350 --> 01:13:58,476 to sort out is who's going 1542 01:13:58,476 --> 01:14:00,145 to be the donor for the transplant? 1543 01:14:00,145 --> 01:14:03,231 [soft music] 1544 01:14:03,231 --> 01:14:06,443 You can't just use anybody. 1545 01:14:06,443 --> 01:14:08,862 They need to be matched. 1546 01:14:08,862 --> 01:14:15,784 ♪ ♪ 1547 01:14:18,704 --> 01:14:20,832 - Now, with my sister, 1548 01:14:20,832 --> 01:14:23,792 sometimes we're in contact, sometimes we're not. 1549 01:14:23,792 --> 01:14:26,380 So I was praying that when I asked her 1550 01:14:26,380 --> 01:14:27,630 if she would be my donor, 1551 01:14:27,630 --> 01:14:29,591 that she'd be open to hearing that. 1552 01:14:30,882 --> 01:14:33,677 - I never go to doctors or... 1553 01:14:33,677 --> 01:14:36,722 you know, I do not take the best of care of myself. 1554 01:14:36,722 --> 01:14:39,935 I just eat french fries, Taco Bell, lasagna. 1555 01:14:41,603 --> 01:14:44,648 I'm like, they're never gonna say that it's me 1556 01:14:44,648 --> 01:14:46,233 that can save her. 1557 01:14:48,693 --> 01:14:51,488 - The rules were, you need to not drink. 1558 01:14:51,488 --> 01:14:53,448 You need to try and eat healthier. 1559 01:14:53,448 --> 01:14:54,992 You need to take care of yourself 1560 01:14:54,992 --> 01:14:59,579 because we're using all your cells 1561 01:14:59,579 --> 01:15:01,079 to save Siri's life. 1562 01:15:02,707 --> 01:15:06,795 And she was all in, no question, 1563 01:15:06,795 --> 01:15:12,550 no doubt she was gonna save my life. 1564 01:15:12,550 --> 01:15:15,511 [Heavy Diamond Ring's "Finally"] 1565 01:15:15,511 --> 01:15:19,682 ♪ ♪ 1566 01:15:19,682 --> 01:15:22,685 - ♪ How long, how long ♪ 1567 01:15:22,685 --> 01:15:26,063 ♪ Have we been waiting here? ♪ 1568 01:15:26,063 --> 01:15:30,527 ♪ Arms are aching, eyes fill up with tears ♪ 1569 01:15:30,527 --> 01:15:33,279 ♪ ♪ 1570 01:15:33,279 --> 01:15:35,823 ♪ We've been working so hard ♪ 1571 01:15:35,823 --> 01:15:39,452 ♪ Lord knows how many years ♪ 1572 01:15:39,452 --> 01:15:40,787 ♪ It's fine with me ♪ 1573 01:15:40,787 --> 01:15:42,372 - You can think of the donor cells 1574 01:15:42,372 --> 01:15:43,707 as being like a drug 1575 01:15:43,707 --> 01:15:45,875 that's more powerful than any drug we have. 1576 01:15:47,127 --> 01:15:50,421 - ♪ Finally ♪ 1577 01:15:50,421 --> 01:15:53,632 ♪ Finally ♪ 1578 01:15:53,632 --> 01:15:56,470 ♪ Finally we're going to be free ♪ 1579 01:15:56,470 --> 01:16:01,641 - Watching those cells coming into my body was just... 1580 01:16:04,351 --> 01:16:07,146 I mean, you're watching your life come into you, you know? 1581 01:16:07,146 --> 01:16:09,774 [sighs] 1582 01:16:10,858 --> 01:16:12,859 And I'm feeling this great hope 1583 01:16:12,859 --> 01:16:15,822 that somehow, some way, this is gonna work. 1584 01:16:17,489 --> 01:16:21,328 - ♪ And an empty glass will fill ♪ 1585 01:16:21,328 --> 01:16:23,329 ♪ If we don't give up now ♪ 1586 01:16:23,329 --> 01:16:28,085 ♪ I know it will ♪ 1587 01:16:28,085 --> 01:16:32,380 ♪ Finally we're going to be free ♪ 1588 01:16:32,380 --> 01:16:38,927 - This was the gift I'd waited for for a lifetime, 1589 01:16:38,927 --> 01:16:42,181 which is knowing that she's loved me all along. 1590 01:16:42,181 --> 01:16:45,726 Heading out today, really excited, 1591 01:16:45,726 --> 01:16:47,686 feel really grateful that I'm at this point. 1592 01:16:47,686 --> 01:16:51,189 I feel like we're done with... 1593 01:16:51,189 --> 01:16:53,068 - You're cured. Now you have to heal. 1594 01:16:53,068 --> 01:16:55,028 - I'm cured. Now I have to heal. 1595 01:16:55,028 --> 01:16:56,654 Is that right? I love that. 1596 01:16:56,654 --> 01:16:57,904 - I love that. - Is that right? 1597 01:16:57,904 --> 01:16:59,407 I love that. That's crazy. 1598 01:16:59,407 --> 01:17:02,034 - Yeah, baby! - So thank you. 1599 01:17:02,034 --> 01:17:03,328 - Whoo! 1600 01:17:03,328 --> 01:17:06,372 [cheering] 1601 01:17:06,372 --> 01:17:08,792 [exciting music] 1602 01:17:08,792 --> 01:17:10,792 - I am one of the lucky ones. 1603 01:17:10,792 --> 01:17:13,712 My sister gave me life. 1604 01:17:13,712 --> 01:17:18,426 [applause] 1605 01:17:18,426 --> 01:17:23,390 - When she first got the big bag full of the stem cells, 1606 01:17:23,390 --> 01:17:25,057 her hair turned black. 1607 01:17:25,057 --> 01:17:29,311 She's craving Taco Bell, begging my mom for french fries 1608 01:17:29,311 --> 01:17:34,024 and fettuccine Alfredo, things she would never, ever want. 1609 01:17:34,024 --> 01:17:36,903 And then I'm like, oh Jesus, she's probably gonna wake up 1610 01:17:36,903 --> 01:17:40,032 and wanna buy lottery tickets and vote for Trump. 1611 01:17:42,867 --> 01:17:45,037 - I came out to this lake every single morning 1612 01:17:45,037 --> 01:17:48,957 when I was healing and I would sit at the end of the dock 1613 01:17:48,957 --> 01:17:50,917 and I would close my eyes 1614 01:17:50,917 --> 01:17:54,921 and I would, in my mind, picture this moment. 1615 01:17:54,921 --> 01:17:58,466 And I was told the other day that typically with AML, 1616 01:17:58,466 --> 01:18:01,845 they can be diagnosed one day and dead in five weeks. 1617 01:18:01,845 --> 01:18:03,430 - The bell tolls for Siri Lindley 1618 01:18:03,430 --> 01:18:05,140 and it's ringing that she's gonna be the new world 1619 01:18:05,140 --> 01:18:06,682 champion if she keeps this up. 1620 01:18:06,682 --> 01:18:09,393 [bell ringing] 1621 01:18:09,393 --> 01:18:12,271 [cheering] 1622 01:18:12,271 --> 01:18:14,606 - I get diagnosed and everyone's rallying around me 1623 01:18:14,606 --> 01:18:17,152 and saying, okay, you need to get on this clinical trial. 1624 01:18:17,152 --> 01:18:19,069 And we're getting things started right away, 1625 01:18:19,069 --> 01:18:23,408 and literally right away, they started treating me. 1626 01:18:23,824 --> 01:18:26,953 - And once again, the big smile from Siri Lindley. 1627 01:18:26,953 --> 01:18:28,622 - I love you so much, baby. 1628 01:18:28,622 --> 01:18:30,497 - Siri Lindley just looks so comfortable 1629 01:18:30,497 --> 01:18:32,457 and so confident out front. 1630 01:18:32,457 --> 01:18:36,796 - If I didn't have that access, the insurance, my family, 1631 01:18:36,796 --> 01:18:39,715 my mom, my wife that could drive me back 1632 01:18:39,715 --> 01:18:42,635 and forth to the hospital every day, 1633 01:18:42,635 --> 01:18:44,805 would I have been gone in five weeks? 1634 01:18:46,806 --> 01:18:49,141 - And we can see just how confident Siri Lindley is. 1635 01:18:49,141 --> 01:18:52,395 Nothing's going wrong in this woman's life at the moment. 1636 01:18:57,317 --> 01:18:59,068 - I'm alive! 1637 01:18:59,068 --> 01:19:03,407 [cheers and applause] [screams] 1638 01:19:03,407 --> 01:19:05,533 Come on in, guys. 1639 01:19:06,117 --> 01:19:08,453 Every time when I would get super anxious 1640 01:19:08,453 --> 01:19:12,122 before my transplant, I would go out and be with the horses. 1641 01:19:12,497 --> 01:19:16,085 My heart rate would drop and I'd feel less anxious. 1642 01:19:16,085 --> 01:19:18,671 I'd feel a little less afraid. 1643 01:19:19,087 --> 01:19:22,841 So all I wanted to do when I got well enough 1644 01:19:22,841 --> 01:19:25,136 was to bring other cancer patients here. 1645 01:19:26,971 --> 01:19:30,307 - Scarlet had been really depressed 1646 01:19:30,307 --> 01:19:33,311 just because she didn't feel like she was gonna get better 1647 01:19:33,311 --> 01:19:37,023 or she couldn't see the path to how to get better. 1648 01:19:37,023 --> 01:19:42,028 - The opportunity to deal with what makes you uncomfortable. 1649 01:19:42,028 --> 01:19:45,198 - I thought, you know, if horses truly are healing 1650 01:19:45,198 --> 01:19:48,618 and Siri's involved there, that's a win-win. 1651 01:19:48,618 --> 01:19:51,119 We were told that all they were gonna do is just kind of 1652 01:19:51,119 --> 01:19:54,747 stand around in these paddocks in the barn area, 1653 01:19:54,747 --> 01:19:57,710 that the horses would come to them. 1654 01:19:57,710 --> 01:20:00,005 - A horse will choose you. 1655 01:20:00,005 --> 01:20:03,925 And it's clear why that horse chose you 1656 01:20:03,925 --> 01:20:06,426 and why that was meant to be your partner for the day. 1657 01:20:08,887 --> 01:20:10,097 - I was a little doubtful and I was 1658 01:20:10,097 --> 01:20:11,265 a little worried honestly. 1659 01:20:11,265 --> 01:20:12,850 I thought, oh gosh, what if somebody's 1660 01:20:12,850 --> 01:20:14,060 out there and nobody picks them? 1661 01:20:14,060 --> 01:20:15,520 It's like dodgeball. 1662 01:20:15,520 --> 01:20:18,481 [soft music] 1663 01:20:18,481 --> 01:20:20,942 ♪ ♪ 1664 01:20:20,942 --> 01:20:22,193 - I'm gonna leave. 1665 01:20:22,193 --> 01:20:23,612 You guys stay here if you're connecting. 1666 01:20:23,612 --> 01:20:26,238 'Cause Maria, you're having quite a connection here. 1667 01:20:26,238 --> 01:20:28,283 - Well, I was kind of giving Siri the eye like, you know, 1668 01:20:28,283 --> 01:20:30,327 are they really gonna go to all these people? 1669 01:20:30,327 --> 01:20:34,247 - Everyone who hasn't made a connection yet, follow me. 1670 01:20:37,917 --> 01:20:39,210 - And I was getting a little worried 1671 01:20:39,210 --> 01:20:41,837 because little Scarlet was still standing there 1672 01:20:41,837 --> 01:20:43,340 without a horse. 1673 01:20:43,340 --> 01:20:50,262 ♪ ♪ 1674 01:21:12,159 --> 01:21:15,122 Of all the horses in that corral, 1675 01:21:15,122 --> 01:21:18,164 the horse Penny that chose Scarlet 1676 01:21:18,164 --> 01:21:20,335 had had the roughest journey to get there. 1677 01:21:27,132 --> 01:21:30,595 I can also tell you without doubt 1678 01:21:30,595 --> 01:21:33,640 that Scarlet had the hardest journey to get there as well. 1679 01:21:40,938 --> 01:21:42,856 - Can I tell you, Scarlet, 1680 01:21:42,856 --> 01:21:44,149 for the first month she was here, 1681 01:21:44,149 --> 01:21:45,568 she wouldn't let us touch her. 1682 01:21:48,947 --> 01:21:51,157 You look at these animals 1683 01:21:51,157 --> 01:21:54,994 and they've been discarded, they've been abused, 1684 01:21:54,994 --> 01:21:58,497 they've been neglected, and they've been hurt. 1685 01:21:58,497 --> 01:22:02,042 Now, we as humans have also had experiences 1686 01:22:02,042 --> 01:22:04,502 like that, okay? 1687 01:22:04,502 --> 01:22:08,256 And oftentimes we hold onto that resentment for a lifetime. 1688 01:22:09,841 --> 01:22:12,136 These guys show up and after one week 1689 01:22:12,136 --> 01:22:14,512 of being consistent about feeding them 1690 01:22:14,512 --> 01:22:16,682 and loving them and caring for them 1691 01:22:16,682 --> 01:22:20,353 and seeing them, they forgive. 1692 01:22:20,811 --> 01:22:23,188 They now have opened themselves up 1693 01:22:23,188 --> 01:22:27,693 to being loved deeply again, for being cared for, 1694 01:22:27,693 --> 01:22:29,612 for being able to enjoy life 1695 01:22:29,612 --> 01:22:32,073 and to not carry the burden of resentment. 1696 01:22:32,073 --> 01:22:34,242 - Horses, when you're near them, 1697 01:22:34,242 --> 01:22:36,452 they will guide you to how you feel. 1698 01:22:36,869 --> 01:22:38,912 They are majestic and they're wise 1699 01:22:38,912 --> 01:22:40,664 and it is the best therapy in the world. 1700 01:22:42,500 --> 01:22:44,877 - These are special creatures that have helped mankind 1701 01:22:44,877 --> 01:22:46,087 all through time. 1702 01:22:47,630 --> 01:22:49,256 - And we don't wake up, we don't think about 1703 01:22:49,256 --> 01:22:51,507 what we're grateful for, what we wanna create, 1704 01:22:51,507 --> 01:22:54,386 and we're thinking about, I feel sick, I feel weak, 1705 01:22:54,386 --> 01:22:57,556 I can't do this, I can't do that, 1706 01:22:57,556 --> 01:23:01,060 it sets you up to have a much tougher day. 1707 01:23:01,060 --> 01:23:02,353 You're in the fight, 1708 01:23:02,353 --> 01:23:05,898 and we are with you every step of the way. 1709 01:23:05,898 --> 01:23:08,859 [Allison Russell's "Nightflyer"] 1710 01:23:08,859 --> 01:23:15,742 ♪ ♪ 1711 01:23:19,037 --> 01:23:21,454 - ♪ Yeah, I'm a midnight rider ♪ 1712 01:23:21,454 --> 01:23:24,917 ♪ Stone bona fide night flyer ♪ 1713 01:23:24,917 --> 01:23:28,712 ♪ I'm an angel of the morning too ♪ 1714 01:23:28,712 --> 01:23:32,132 - I noticed before the event, I was almost resisting it... 1715 01:23:34,260 --> 01:23:36,261 Because I knew it was gonna be really hard. 1716 01:23:38,096 --> 01:23:41,768 - ♪ I'm the melody and the space between ♪ 1717 01:23:41,768 --> 01:23:44,645 ♪ Every note the swallow sings ♪ 1718 01:23:44,645 --> 01:23:46,271 - I went with my mom. 1719 01:23:48,231 --> 01:23:50,902 - ♪ I'm that crawling, dying thing ♪ 1720 01:23:50,902 --> 01:23:52,444 - And then I saw Scarlet. 1721 01:23:54,447 --> 01:23:57,617 - ♪ The fire and the branch that's burning, Lord ♪ 1722 01:23:57,617 --> 01:24:00,787 ♪ Maybe you were sleeping, Lord ♪ 1723 01:24:00,787 --> 01:24:07,002 ♪ But Mary, she's not weeping no more, no ♪ 1724 01:24:07,002 --> 01:24:10,462 ♪ Mm, mm ♪ 1725 01:24:10,462 --> 01:24:13,381 ♪ Yeah, I'm a midnight rider ♪ 1726 01:24:13,381 --> 01:24:16,635 ♪ Stone bona fide night flyer ♪ 1727 01:24:16,635 --> 01:24:20,265 ♪ I'm an angel of the morning too ♪ 1728 01:24:20,265 --> 01:24:26,478 ♪ The promise that the dawn will bring you ♪ 1729 01:24:26,478 --> 01:24:29,648 ♪ You ♪ 1730 01:24:29,648 --> 01:24:32,652 ♪ You ♪ 1731 01:24:32,652 --> 01:24:35,822 ♪ ♪ 1732 01:24:35,822 --> 01:24:39,824 ♪ I'm the sick light of a hurricane's eye ♪ 1733 01:24:39,824 --> 01:24:42,703 ♪ I'm a violent lullaby ♪ 1734 01:24:42,703 --> 01:24:46,039 ♪ I'm six fireflies, one streetlight ♪ 1735 01:24:46,039 --> 01:24:49,002 ♪ I'm a suffocating summer night ♪ 1736 01:24:49,002 --> 01:24:52,921 ♪ Mm ♪ 1737 01:24:52,921 --> 01:24:56,466 - So I want you to think about what you want most in your life. 1738 01:24:56,466 --> 01:24:58,720 - ♪ I'm each of his steps on the stairway ♪ 1739 01:24:58,720 --> 01:25:02,181 ♪ I'm his shadow in the doorframe ♪ 1740 01:25:02,181 --> 01:25:05,057 ♪ I'm the tap, tap of a lunar moth ♪ 1741 01:25:05,057 --> 01:25:08,563 ♪ I'm the stale beer on his breath ♪ 1742 01:25:08,563 --> 01:25:10,063 ♪ Mm ♪ 1743 01:25:10,063 --> 01:25:15,027 ♪ ♪ 1744 01:25:15,027 --> 01:25:18,532 ♪ His soul is trapped in that room ♪ 1745 01:25:18,532 --> 01:25:21,699 ♪ But I crawled back in my mother's womb ♪ 1746 01:25:21,699 --> 01:25:25,037 ♪ Came back out with my gold and my greens ♪ 1747 01:25:25,037 --> 01:25:27,207 ♪ Now I see everything ♪ 1748 01:25:27,207 --> 01:25:30,167 - There's a quote by Michelangelo. 1749 01:25:30,167 --> 01:25:33,087 I saw the angel in the marble 1750 01:25:33,087 --> 01:25:36,172 and I carved until I set her free. 1751 01:25:36,172 --> 01:25:38,050 - ♪ Nothing from the sea ♪ 1752 01:25:38,050 --> 01:25:40,552 ♪ Not a God Almighty thing ♪ 1753 01:25:40,552 --> 01:25:43,931 ♪ Yeah, I'm a midnight rider ♪ 1754 01:25:43,931 --> 01:25:47,226 ♪ Stone bona fide night flyer ♪ 1755 01:25:47,226 --> 01:25:50,688 ♪ I'm an angel of the morning too ♪ 1756 01:25:50,688 --> 01:25:54,899 ♪ The promise that the dawn will bring you ♪ 1757 01:25:54,899 --> 01:25:58,613 - So today we are at UC Health, 1758 01:25:58,613 --> 01:26:01,407 the hospital that saved Siri's life, 1759 01:26:01,407 --> 01:26:06,703 and we're here for Siri's five-year celebration checkup 1760 01:26:06,703 --> 01:26:08,454 where they will consider her cured 1761 01:26:08,454 --> 01:26:09,747 once she gets all her results. 1762 01:26:09,747 --> 01:26:10,917 So... - Praying. 1763 01:26:10,917 --> 01:26:13,252 - This is five years... that she's going to get 1764 01:26:13,252 --> 01:26:15,546 the result to say that she's cured, so... 1765 01:26:18,297 --> 01:26:21,260 - There? - Yeah, yeah. Okay. 1766 01:26:21,260 --> 01:26:23,805 [indistinct chatter] 1767 01:26:23,805 --> 01:26:26,181 Poke. 1768 01:26:26,181 --> 01:26:27,266 Right in. - She's the queen. 1769 01:26:27,266 --> 01:26:28,601 - You're amazing. 1770 01:26:28,601 --> 01:26:29,768 - And then I'll send these off and we'll get 1771 01:26:29,768 --> 01:26:31,520 the results in as soon as possible. 1772 01:26:31,520 --> 01:26:32,521 - Okay. Thank you so much. 1773 01:26:32,521 --> 01:26:33,814 - Of course. - Thank you. 1774 01:26:33,814 --> 01:26:36,984 - There is a gift in something like this. 1775 01:26:36,984 --> 01:26:39,612 There's always a gift in something this terrible. 1776 01:26:40,613 --> 01:26:42,282 - Have a hug. Good to see you. 1777 01:26:42,282 --> 01:26:43,949 - Oh my goodness. 1778 01:26:43,949 --> 01:26:45,952 - Oh my God, I love you. 1779 01:26:45,952 --> 01:26:47,287 I have a little present for you. 1780 01:26:47,287 --> 01:26:53,332 - Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Wow. Wow. 1781 01:26:53,332 --> 01:26:55,462 That is so nice of you. 1782 01:26:55,462 --> 01:26:57,837 - Come on. - And I know he's a hugger. 1783 01:26:57,837 --> 01:26:59,047 - Oh yeah, right. 1784 01:26:59,047 --> 01:27:01,132 - Oh my goodness. 1785 01:27:01,132 --> 01:27:03,845 - Good to see you. You're doing great. 1786 01:27:03,845 --> 01:27:05,305 Your blood counts look great. I don't know. 1787 01:27:05,305 --> 01:27:06,887 - Really? - Yeah. 1788 01:27:06,887 --> 01:27:08,515 - I told... - She told me 1789 01:27:08,515 --> 01:27:10,768 because I was freaking out. - Yeah. 1790 01:27:10,768 --> 01:27:12,186 - That's the end of the appointment. 1791 01:27:12,186 --> 01:27:15,814 [laughter] - Yay! 1792 01:27:15,814 --> 01:27:17,649 - Really? - Yeah, no, they look great. 1793 01:27:17,649 --> 01:27:20,862 Unfortunately in this world, nothing is a hundred percent. 1794 01:27:20,862 --> 01:27:24,698 But when we see people five years out, we sort of 1795 01:27:24,698 --> 01:27:29,037 start to feel really confident that it's not ever coming back. 1796 01:27:29,037 --> 01:27:31,162 We're in good shape. - [laughs] 1797 01:27:31,162 --> 01:27:34,167 - ♪ Yeah, I'm a midnight rider ♪ 1798 01:27:34,167 --> 01:27:37,337 ♪ Stone bona fide night flyer ♪ 1799 01:27:37,337 --> 01:27:41,340 ♪ I'm an angel of the morning too ♪ 1800 01:27:41,340 --> 01:27:47,055 ♪ The promise that the dawn will bring you ♪ 1801 01:27:47,055 --> 01:27:50,222 ♪ You ♪ 1802 01:27:50,222 --> 01:27:52,185 ♪ You ♪ 1803 01:27:52,185 --> 01:27:59,317 ♪ ♪