1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:01:01,937 --> 00:01:05,983 {\an8}Cole, it's Dr. McCall again. 4 00:01:08,819 --> 00:01:11,238 {\an8}It's now been a week since you missed your last session. 5 00:01:11,405 --> 00:01:12,823 {\an8}If I don't hear from you today, I 6 00:01:12,990 --> 00:01:14,617 {\an8}have no choice but to file a report 7 00:01:14,784 --> 00:01:18,746 {\an8}that you haven't been keeping up with your appointments. 8 00:01:18,913 --> 00:01:22,750 {\an8}Please, call me. 9 00:02:14,552 --> 00:02:17,847 Dr. McCall, Cole Davis is here to see you. 10 00:02:18,013 --> 00:02:21,308 Oh, um, yeah, send him in. 11 00:02:25,104 --> 00:02:26,480 Cole. 12 00:02:26,647 --> 00:02:27,648 Hey. 13 00:02:30,568 --> 00:02:32,194 Where have you been? 14 00:02:32,361 --> 00:02:35,364 You know, around. 15 00:02:35,531 --> 00:02:36,407 Hmm. 16 00:02:36,574 --> 00:02:38,701 Um, I'll have no choice but to report 17 00:02:38,868 --> 00:02:40,035 that you've been missing appointments 18 00:02:40,202 --> 00:02:41,078 if you keep this up. 19 00:02:41,203 --> 00:02:42,079 Whoa, Jess. 20 00:02:42,246 --> 00:02:43,289 Slow down, OK? 21 00:02:43,455 --> 00:02:44,456 You know what would happen. 22 00:02:44,623 --> 00:02:46,542 They'd send me to prison. 23 00:02:46,709 --> 00:02:49,003 And I mean, look at my face, right? 24 00:02:49,169 --> 00:02:54,675 Somebody like me, I'm gonna have too many boyfriends. 25 00:02:54,800 --> 00:02:58,888 So look, this thing we got going on, it's not working out. 26 00:02:59,054 --> 00:03:01,265 So I think maybe you should type to your people, 27 00:03:01,432 --> 00:03:04,226 let them know that I'm fixed, and we can 28 00:03:04,393 --> 00:03:06,562 both move on with our lives. 29 00:03:06,687 --> 00:03:07,897 Oh, OK. 30 00:03:08,063 --> 00:03:14,486 Um, except you're not fixed, Cole, because nobody is. 31 00:03:14,653 --> 00:03:18,115 And this is the agreement that you and your lawyer made. 32 00:03:18,282 --> 00:03:20,326 You've missed two out of five appointments. 33 00:03:20,492 --> 00:03:21,619 Wait, two and six. 34 00:03:21,744 --> 00:03:23,412 No, because this is not an appointment. 35 00:03:23,579 --> 00:03:24,997 And since it's not an appointment, 36 00:03:25,164 --> 00:03:30,252 I'm gonna have to ask you to please make one on your way out. 37 00:03:30,419 --> 00:03:31,837 OK. 38 00:03:32,004 --> 00:03:33,464 All right. 39 00:03:33,589 --> 00:03:38,844 You know, I thought it'd be a lot easier 'cause you're hot 40 00:03:39,011 --> 00:03:40,387 'cause, you know, talking to ugly people 41 00:03:40,554 --> 00:03:46,352 sucks, but you're gonna make this a real fucking chore. 42 00:03:46,477 --> 00:03:47,478 Goodbye, Cole. 43 00:03:47,645 --> 00:03:50,648 Yeah, bye. 44 00:04:24,807 --> 00:04:26,725 Come on out, Cole. 45 00:04:26,892 --> 00:04:29,979 We're ready whenever you are. 46 00:05:18,610 --> 00:05:20,612 Hey. 47 00:05:20,779 --> 00:05:21,572 Hey, Hey. 48 00:05:21,739 --> 00:05:23,866 Whoa, wait up. 49 00:05:24,033 --> 00:05:25,451 I'm Cole. 50 00:05:25,617 --> 00:05:27,119 Jackson. 51 00:05:27,286 --> 00:05:32,624 Yeah, so I, uh, saw you really checking out my dick back there. 52 00:05:32,791 --> 00:05:34,126 Yeah, I was drawing you. 53 00:05:34,293 --> 00:05:37,087 Nah, but you were, like, really spending time on it. 54 00:05:37,212 --> 00:05:38,797 Getting it just right. 55 00:05:38,964 --> 00:05:39,840 Hey, look, I don't blame you. 56 00:05:40,007 --> 00:05:40,966 I got a massive cock. 57 00:05:41,133 --> 00:05:41,884 OK. 58 00:05:42,051 --> 00:05:43,052 So what do you do? 59 00:05:43,218 --> 00:05:46,096 You're in, uh, art school, I guess? 60 00:05:46,263 --> 00:05:47,681 What gave that away? 61 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:50,642 Well, don't you think that's a bit of a fucking waste of money? 62 00:05:50,809 --> 00:05:51,852 And what do you do? 63 00:05:52,019 --> 00:05:53,145 I'm in law school. 64 00:05:53,312 --> 00:05:54,855 Yeah, that explains the douchebag routine. 65 00:05:55,022 --> 00:05:56,356 Hey, hey. Whoa. 66 00:05:56,523 --> 00:05:58,525 You want to-- you want to get something to eat sometime 67 00:05:58,692 --> 00:06:00,319 maybe, like a burger and fries? 68 00:06:00,486 --> 00:06:04,406 Or I mean, we could do other things with our mouths. 69 00:06:04,573 --> 00:06:06,492 I'm talking you sucking my dick. 70 00:06:06,658 --> 00:06:07,868 Wow. 71 00:06:08,035 --> 00:06:10,079 I mean, you spent three hours sketching it, right? 72 00:06:10,245 --> 00:06:11,330 Can't you just fuck off? 73 00:06:11,455 --> 00:06:12,414 Whoa! 74 00:06:12,623 --> 00:06:13,665 Hey, yo, come back. Come back, man. 75 00:06:13,832 --> 00:06:14,875 Come back. 76 00:06:15,042 --> 00:06:19,004 Listen, why don't you call me sometime? 77 00:06:19,171 --> 00:06:20,130 Look, my number is 705-- 78 00:06:20,297 --> 00:06:23,592 OK, let me just write that down. 79 00:06:23,717 --> 00:06:26,345 Oh, finally. 80 00:06:26,512 --> 00:06:29,389 Thank you very much. 81 00:06:34,520 --> 00:06:36,146 Mm. 82 00:06:36,313 --> 00:06:38,398 Our meal should really come at the same-- 83 00:06:42,236 --> 00:06:46,657 anyway, I tell you, if your father was still alive, 84 00:06:46,824 --> 00:06:51,453 he would be horrified about the way that boy has turned out. 85 00:06:51,578 --> 00:06:54,456 You've always been too easy on him. 86 00:06:54,623 --> 00:06:57,417 That's why he is the way he is, you know? 87 00:06:57,584 --> 00:06:59,211 Please tell me he has at least shaved 88 00:06:59,378 --> 00:07:01,338 that ridiculous looking goatee that he 89 00:07:01,505 --> 00:07:02,756 had the last time I saw him. 90 00:07:02,881 --> 00:07:04,883 He looked like a-- a Yeti. 91 00:07:05,050 --> 00:07:10,055 I blame those damn arts programs. 92 00:07:10,222 --> 00:07:12,307 Kids are becoming freaks. 93 00:07:17,229 --> 00:07:20,732 Are you actually going to eat that? 94 00:07:25,112 --> 00:07:26,905 Joyce says you haven't returned her calls. 95 00:07:27,030 --> 00:07:28,866 It's because I have nothing to say. 96 00:07:29,032 --> 00:07:30,909 She's trying to make sure you're OK. 97 00:07:31,076 --> 00:07:32,744 She just wants your opinion. 98 00:07:32,911 --> 00:07:34,621 No, she wants my permission. 99 00:07:34,788 --> 00:07:37,583 Well, it's not like either of you are innocent. 100 00:07:37,749 --> 00:07:41,879 At least she's trying, which is more than you can say. 101 00:07:45,841 --> 00:07:48,385 I thought we talked about your hair. 102 00:07:48,552 --> 00:07:51,013 Hmm. 103 00:07:51,180 --> 00:07:52,973 I'm sure this is not the wine I ordered. 104 00:07:53,140 --> 00:07:54,933 Excuse me. 105 00:07:55,100 --> 00:07:56,226 This isn't what I-- 106 00:07:56,393 --> 00:07:58,020 Literally insult after insult after insult. 107 00:07:58,187 --> 00:08:01,440 I feel like a teenager, and I can't do anything right at all. 108 00:08:01,607 --> 00:08:02,941 I have three degrees. 109 00:08:03,108 --> 00:08:05,277 And yet somehow-- somehow, I still embarrass this woman. 110 00:08:05,444 --> 00:08:06,862 Nothing is ever enough for her. 111 00:08:06,987 --> 00:08:13,577 Just-- what? 112 00:08:14,578 --> 00:08:16,830 In all the time I've known you, 113 00:08:16,997 --> 00:08:22,002 you have never spent 45 minutes talking about a comment 114 00:08:22,127 --> 00:08:24,755 your mother made about your hair. 115 00:08:24,922 --> 00:08:28,300 Well, this is therapy, and I'm supposed 116 00:08:28,425 --> 00:08:29,509 to talk about my mother. 117 00:08:29,676 --> 00:08:34,097 Yes, but this feels like a deflection. 118 00:08:34,264 --> 00:08:37,851 Could there be something else going on? 119 00:08:38,018 --> 00:08:40,020 I noticed you very quickly brushed by the details 120 00:08:40,187 --> 00:08:41,438 about your sister's engagement. 121 00:08:41,605 --> 00:08:46,485 Yes, but that's because this isn't about Joy. 122 00:08:46,652 --> 00:08:49,238 This engagement can't be easy. 123 00:08:49,404 --> 00:08:52,824 Dragging everything back up. 124 00:08:52,991 --> 00:08:54,451 It's understandable if it hurts. 125 00:08:59,414 --> 00:09:01,166 Have you thought about taking some time off? 126 00:09:01,333 --> 00:09:02,209 I'm fine. 127 00:09:02,376 --> 00:09:04,336 It's not just for you, Jessica. 128 00:09:07,047 --> 00:09:10,008 I'm worried about your patients. 129 00:09:10,175 --> 00:09:11,718 Hmm. 130 00:09:11,843 --> 00:09:14,972 Who are we really helping when we're not mentally healthy? 131 00:09:15,138 --> 00:09:15,889 Uh-oh. 132 00:09:16,056 --> 00:09:17,808 Looks like our time's up. 133 00:09:21,645 --> 00:09:25,023 You are the only patient I who cuts her own sessions. 134 00:09:25,190 --> 00:09:26,858 Yeah, well, guess I'm not used to being 135 00:09:27,025 --> 00:09:28,777 on this side of the couch. 136 00:09:28,902 --> 00:09:29,987 See you next week. 137 00:10:39,890 --> 00:10:41,892 How are rowing tryouts? 138 00:10:42,059 --> 00:10:43,977 Fine. 139 00:10:44,102 --> 00:10:45,896 You think you'll make the team? 140 00:10:54,196 --> 00:10:55,697 So how are you feeling about your dad's engagement? 141 00:10:55,822 --> 00:10:56,907 I know what you're doing. 142 00:10:57,074 --> 00:10:59,910 I understand if it's hard. 143 00:11:00,077 --> 00:11:01,161 This must be really confusing. 144 00:11:01,328 --> 00:11:02,913 Stop talking to me like I'm a child. 145 00:11:05,165 --> 00:11:08,001 And don't try and pin whatever you're feeling on me, OK? 146 00:11:08,168 --> 00:11:12,214 You want to bitch to someone, bitch to dad, bitch to Joy. 147 00:11:12,381 --> 00:11:13,965 Tyler, I'm just trying to talk to you. 148 00:11:14,132 --> 00:11:15,217 I got homework. 149 00:12:19,739 --> 00:12:22,868 Hey, what are you doing tonight? 150 00:12:23,034 --> 00:12:27,706 Um, I'm meeting up with some people. 151 00:12:27,873 --> 00:12:29,916 Why? 152 00:12:30,083 --> 00:12:31,293 Never mind. 153 00:12:31,460 --> 00:12:32,502 It's all good. 154 00:12:36,298 --> 00:12:38,216 You should go tonight. 155 00:12:38,383 --> 00:12:41,261 It's two for one night at The Junction. 156 00:12:44,473 --> 00:12:46,099 Yeah. 157 00:12:46,224 --> 00:12:49,269 Yeah, maybe. 158 00:12:49,436 --> 00:12:51,188 OK, cool. 159 00:12:51,354 --> 00:12:53,773 See you later. 160 00:13:02,240 --> 00:13:04,409 ♪ They all know my name ♪ 161 00:13:04,576 --> 00:13:08,371 ♪ I'm young, hung, and broke ♪ 162 00:13:08,497 --> 00:13:09,915 ♪ Got a pretty face ♪ 163 00:13:10,081 --> 00:13:13,043 ♪ But I'm the punchline to the joke ♪ 164 00:13:13,210 --> 00:13:14,169 ♪ I ain't got much ♪ 165 00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:16,713 ♪ But I know how to stroke ♪ 166 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:18,173 ♪ Living on the edge ♪ 167 00:13:18,340 --> 00:13:22,385 ♪ Yeah, I'm young and broke ♪ 168 00:13:23,261 --> 00:13:25,430 Uh, can I get your number? 169 00:13:25,597 --> 00:13:26,598 Why? 170 00:13:29,017 --> 00:13:32,521 Maybe-- maybe we could do this again sometime. 171 00:13:32,687 --> 00:13:35,440 Yeah, maybe. 172 00:13:35,607 --> 00:13:38,568 Find me. 173 00:13:47,410 --> 00:13:53,833 And then he slid his hand into my pants, grabbing all of me. 174 00:13:53,959 --> 00:13:56,836 I was so fucking hard. 175 00:13:56,962 --> 00:14:00,465 And then his tongue went into my throat. 176 00:14:00,632 --> 00:14:03,510 It tasted like whiskey and cigarettes. 177 00:14:03,635 --> 00:14:06,304 And then he was fucking me over a garbage can, 178 00:14:06,471 --> 00:14:09,641 you know, fucking me deep. 179 00:14:09,766 --> 00:14:12,602 And before you know it, I-- 180 00:14:12,727 --> 00:14:13,979 was all over. 181 00:14:14,145 --> 00:14:18,316 I mean, he pulled up his pants, and I pulled up mine. 182 00:14:18,483 --> 00:14:23,780 And that's the story of how I lost my virginity to a lawyer 183 00:14:23,947 --> 00:14:26,366 in an alleyway. 184 00:14:26,533 --> 00:14:29,661 You know, come to think of it, that's-- 185 00:14:29,828 --> 00:14:34,624 that's probably why I wanted to go to law school. 186 00:14:34,791 --> 00:14:37,419 Interesting. 187 00:14:37,544 --> 00:14:40,130 Was any of that true? 188 00:14:44,759 --> 00:14:49,014 No, but it was a good story, right? 189 00:14:49,139 --> 00:14:51,182 You realize you're wasting your time? 190 00:14:51,349 --> 00:14:53,518 Isn't this the shit you want to hear? 191 00:14:53,685 --> 00:14:55,228 Not if it isn't true. 192 00:14:55,395 --> 00:14:57,397 I can't help you if you're gonna keep playing these games. 193 00:14:57,564 --> 00:14:59,524 Me and you both know you don't want to be here, OK? 194 00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:01,610 So you can cut the act. 195 00:15:04,279 --> 00:15:06,197 Do you even want help, Cole? 196 00:15:06,323 --> 00:15:07,324 I don't need it. 197 00:15:07,490 --> 00:15:08,325 I don't need help, OK? Look at me. 198 00:15:08,491 --> 00:15:09,451 I'm fine. - Really? 199 00:15:09,618 --> 00:15:10,660 Yes. 200 00:15:10,869 --> 00:15:12,245 People who are fine don't generally drive 201 00:15:12,412 --> 00:15:15,999 into oncoming traffic for fun. 202 00:15:25,175 --> 00:15:27,719 The voices told me. 203 00:15:27,886 --> 00:15:28,803 The voices. 204 00:15:28,970 --> 00:15:29,888 They told me to do it. 205 00:15:30,055 --> 00:15:31,348 OK, yeah. 206 00:15:31,514 --> 00:15:33,350 I can't so I'm just gonna release you back to the court. 207 00:15:33,516 --> 00:15:34,351 OK, OK. 208 00:15:34,517 --> 00:15:36,353 Calm down, Jess, OK? 209 00:15:36,519 --> 00:15:38,229 You want to talk about my shitty life? 210 00:15:38,396 --> 00:15:39,564 We can next week. 211 00:15:39,689 --> 00:15:40,649 Can't wait. 212 00:15:40,815 --> 00:15:41,691 OK. 213 00:15:41,816 --> 00:15:43,943 Wonderful. 214 00:15:44,110 --> 00:15:45,820 Hey, since I'm here, do you have 215 00:15:45,987 --> 00:15:47,197 any more of those happy pills? 216 00:15:47,364 --> 00:15:48,907 Goodbye, Cole. 217 00:15:49,074 --> 00:15:50,367 All right. 218 00:16:23,733 --> 00:16:24,943 Can I help you? 219 00:16:25,110 --> 00:16:26,611 Yeah, yeah, you can. 220 00:16:26,736 --> 00:16:29,364 Uh, had a dream about you last night. 221 00:16:29,531 --> 00:16:30,615 Fuck's sake's. 222 00:16:30,782 --> 00:16:31,741 You don't give up, do you? 223 00:16:31,866 --> 00:16:32,867 Whoa. 224 00:16:32,992 --> 00:16:36,871 Who said it had anything to do with sex? 225 00:16:37,038 --> 00:16:38,832 It was actually just about me and Tom Hanks. 226 00:16:38,957 --> 00:16:42,001 We were having a little rap battle at a KFC parking lot. 227 00:16:42,127 --> 00:16:46,172 And you just happened to be recording it. 228 00:16:46,339 --> 00:16:47,924 Look, the fact I got a raging hard-on 229 00:16:48,091 --> 00:16:50,051 for you is totally irrelevant. 230 00:16:54,597 --> 00:16:55,640 What are you doing? 231 00:16:55,807 --> 00:16:59,561 I'm looking for my rape whistle. 232 00:16:59,728 --> 00:17:04,649 Hey, look, man, I normally don't have to try this hard. 233 00:17:04,774 --> 00:17:05,817 I mean, look at me. 234 00:17:05,942 --> 00:17:07,235 Rejection's a totally foreign concept. 235 00:17:07,402 --> 00:17:09,946 Yeah, I know, Cole. 236 00:17:10,071 --> 00:17:11,322 Do you honestly think I haven't seen you 237 00:17:11,489 --> 00:17:12,991 before at the clubs and stuff? 238 00:17:13,158 --> 00:17:15,493 Leaving with someone new every single time. 239 00:17:15,660 --> 00:17:17,912 OK, so? 240 00:17:18,079 --> 00:17:21,207 So I'm not interested in being your fucking Chuck. 241 00:17:25,128 --> 00:17:27,839 Why do you think that's all I want? 242 00:17:28,006 --> 00:17:31,134 Have you even heard the way that you talk? 243 00:17:31,259 --> 00:17:32,343 It's fucking disgusting. 244 00:17:32,510 --> 00:17:33,762 And you just sound desperate and pathetic. 245 00:17:33,928 --> 00:17:35,430 You don't know the first thing about me. 246 00:17:35,597 --> 00:17:38,141 No, but I can tell that you're obviously alone for a reason. 247 00:17:38,308 --> 00:17:40,059 And you're overcompensating pretty fucking hard. 248 00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:41,895 Go fuck yourself. 249 00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:43,813 I'll get right on that. 250 00:18:42,163 --> 00:18:45,625 OK, sweetie, just breathe in. 251 00:18:45,792 --> 00:18:47,502 There we go. 252 00:18:47,627 --> 00:18:51,464 And do not forget you have a tuxedo fitting on Saturday. 253 00:18:51,631 --> 00:18:52,632 Yes, yes, yes, yes. 254 00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:54,175 And please, have that conversation 255 00:18:54,342 --> 00:18:56,803 you've been putting off with a certain someone 256 00:18:56,970 --> 00:18:58,888 about that tacky wooden jewelry he always 257 00:18:59,013 --> 00:19:00,473 seems to be wearing these days. 258 00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:05,144 He is going to a wedding, not the tiki-tiki room. 259 00:19:05,270 --> 00:19:07,105 Jess, what do you think? 260 00:19:07,272 --> 00:19:08,565 Jess? - It's nice. 261 00:19:08,690 --> 00:19:09,482 It's nice. 262 00:19:09,649 --> 00:19:10,733 You're not even looking. 263 00:19:14,571 --> 00:19:17,073 Mom, is that your veil? 264 00:19:17,240 --> 00:19:18,950 You told me that I couldn't wear that to my wedding. 265 00:19:19,117 --> 00:19:20,410 Well, it didn't go with your dress. 266 00:19:20,577 --> 00:19:21,452 I would have given it you-- 267 00:19:21,619 --> 00:19:22,787 Actually, I was just thinking. 268 00:19:22,954 --> 00:19:26,374 Jess, um, if you-- if you have time, 269 00:19:26,541 --> 00:19:28,585 maybe you want to help with some of the wedding preparations? 270 00:19:28,751 --> 00:19:30,879 Aw. 271 00:19:31,045 --> 00:19:35,633 You know why that's not an option, right? 272 00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:37,635 Please tell me that you know. 273 00:19:37,802 --> 00:19:39,345 Why can't you be happy for me? 274 00:19:39,512 --> 00:19:40,471 Oh, my God. 275 00:19:40,638 --> 00:19:41,723 Are you fucking kidding me? - Jess. 276 00:19:41,890 --> 00:19:43,099 What? 277 00:19:43,266 --> 00:19:44,726 - I need to go back to work. - Oh, for heaven's sake. 278 00:19:44,893 --> 00:19:46,060 Back to work. - No, you're not leaving. 279 00:19:46,227 --> 00:19:47,562 My God. You're such a party pooper. 280 00:19:47,729 --> 00:19:49,397 Oh, you can't say anything. 281 00:19:49,564 --> 00:19:50,607 Oh, she's so dramatic. 282 00:19:50,773 --> 00:19:51,691 Oh, honey, you're gonna have to hold 283 00:19:51,858 --> 00:19:53,109 your stomach in a little bit. 284 00:19:53,276 --> 00:19:54,068 Mom. 285 00:19:54,235 --> 00:19:55,194 Just a bit. 286 00:19:57,113 --> 00:19:59,949 What made you go to Joyce yesterday? 287 00:20:00,074 --> 00:20:03,912 She wanted to show me the dress. 288 00:20:04,078 --> 00:20:05,997 That's what she wanted. 289 00:20:06,164 --> 00:20:08,207 But you've made it very clear you're 290 00:20:08,374 --> 00:20:11,085 uncomfortable with all of this, so what do you get out 291 00:20:11,252 --> 00:20:13,046 of prioritizing what Joy wants? 292 00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:23,222 I-- I know the logical thing would be to hate her, but 293 00:20:23,389 --> 00:20:27,185 as uncomfortable as I feel, I-- 294 00:20:27,310 --> 00:20:30,772 I would feel worse if she wasn't a part of my life. 295 00:20:30,939 --> 00:20:33,566 Why? 296 00:20:33,733 --> 00:20:36,945 Because she's my sister. 297 00:20:37,111 --> 00:20:39,405 You're supposed to be able to turn to family for anything. 298 00:20:39,572 --> 00:20:40,573 Yes. 299 00:20:44,202 --> 00:20:45,244 Can you? 300 00:20:47,580 --> 00:20:49,207 Can they even be there for you when they don't 301 00:20:49,374 --> 00:20:51,960 know what's weighing on you? 302 00:21:18,111 --> 00:21:19,112 Hey. 303 00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:25,576 What do you want? 304 00:21:29,747 --> 00:21:30,581 I don't know. 305 00:21:30,748 --> 00:21:31,791 I guess to say I'm sorry. 306 00:21:31,916 --> 00:21:33,710 Ah, you're good. 307 00:21:33,876 --> 00:21:35,253 You're good. 308 00:21:35,420 --> 00:21:37,547 Look, I didn't think that what I said 309 00:21:37,714 --> 00:21:38,881 was gonna get to you like this. 310 00:21:39,007 --> 00:21:40,133 No, you didn't. 311 00:21:43,511 --> 00:21:45,513 You wrote me off without even giving me a fucking chance. 312 00:21:45,680 --> 00:21:47,348 Well, how do you expect me to react when you come on to me 313 00:21:47,515 --> 00:21:48,391 like a fucking freight train? 314 00:21:48,558 --> 00:21:49,517 'Cause I'm attracted to you. 315 00:21:49,684 --> 00:21:52,228 So that makes it OK? 316 00:21:55,523 --> 00:21:56,566 No. 317 00:22:00,361 --> 00:22:02,739 Look, maybe what I said was a little harsh. 318 00:22:02,905 --> 00:22:05,658 No, no, you were spot on. 319 00:22:05,825 --> 00:22:07,785 I'm an absolute piece of fucking shit. 320 00:22:07,952 --> 00:22:08,953 Look, I'm sorry. 321 00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:10,204 I don't know what you want me to say. 322 00:22:10,371 --> 00:22:12,623 Fuck off, Jackson, all right? 323 00:22:12,790 --> 00:22:15,585 I don't need your judgment on top of your pity. 324 00:22:35,813 --> 00:22:40,276 Hey, I didn't know you were home. 325 00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:49,285 What are you working on? 326 00:22:49,452 --> 00:22:50,244 Can you not? 327 00:22:50,411 --> 00:22:51,829 I'm just trying to study. 328 00:22:54,665 --> 00:22:57,502 What's going on with you? 329 00:22:57,668 --> 00:22:58,419 Nothing. 330 00:22:58,586 --> 00:22:59,796 No, it's not nothing. 331 00:22:59,962 --> 00:23:01,005 You've been brutal to me for weeks. 332 00:23:01,130 --> 00:23:02,423 I'm getting pretty tired of it. 333 00:23:02,590 --> 00:23:06,636 You know, nothing can be fixed without communication. 334 00:23:11,516 --> 00:23:14,143 Does this have anything to do with your dad's engagement? 335 00:23:18,147 --> 00:23:20,566 You know what, Mom? 336 00:23:20,733 --> 00:23:22,568 Yes, it does. 337 00:23:22,735 --> 00:23:25,363 OK. 338 00:23:25,530 --> 00:23:27,573 I understand why you're upset. 339 00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:29,450 Do you? 340 00:23:29,617 --> 00:23:31,119 You want to talk about communication? 341 00:23:31,244 --> 00:23:32,912 Fine. 342 00:23:33,079 --> 00:23:35,123 Why don't you tell me about the affair? 343 00:23:38,042 --> 00:23:39,127 What? 344 00:23:39,252 --> 00:23:40,962 Why don't you tell me the real reason 345 00:23:41,129 --> 00:23:42,839 that you and dad split up? 346 00:23:43,005 --> 00:23:44,674 Why you acted like you were some kind of victim 347 00:23:44,841 --> 00:23:47,385 through the whole thing, crying yourself to sleep every night, 348 00:23:47,552 --> 00:23:51,222 making me think that he was to blame for walking out. 349 00:23:51,347 --> 00:23:53,891 I hated him for months, for months. 350 00:23:54,058 --> 00:23:57,937 And you just let me. 351 00:23:58,104 --> 00:24:00,064 And to top it all off, you spent the last few years 352 00:24:00,231 --> 00:24:02,942 being awkward around me, studying me constantly 353 00:24:03,109 --> 00:24:06,404 to see if I had pieced it all together, walking on eggshells 354 00:24:06,571 --> 00:24:08,322 and making me feel even more awkward, 355 00:24:08,489 --> 00:24:10,324 like I was the one who had done something wrong. 356 00:24:10,491 --> 00:24:11,784 Tyler, I don't-- 357 00:24:11,909 --> 00:24:13,119 And then dad finally treats me like a fucking adult 358 00:24:13,286 --> 00:24:16,038 and tells me about it. 359 00:24:16,205 --> 00:24:19,417 You had an affair on him. 360 00:24:19,584 --> 00:24:21,752 You're the reason our family fell apart. 361 00:24:26,674 --> 00:24:33,431 So yeah, Mom, it is about the wedding. 362 00:24:36,434 --> 00:24:38,394 Is that enough communication for you? 363 00:24:43,608 --> 00:24:44,734 I want to live with Dad. 364 00:25:17,516 --> 00:25:20,436 Just, uh, hold on. 365 00:25:23,022 --> 00:25:23,898 Hold on. 366 00:25:24,065 --> 00:25:25,066 Hold on. 367 00:25:27,652 --> 00:25:30,196 I need a-- I need a drink. 368 00:25:30,363 --> 00:25:33,407 What's going on? 369 00:25:39,664 --> 00:25:40,706 Hey, you good? 370 00:25:40,873 --> 00:25:41,832 Yeah, yeah. 371 00:25:41,958 --> 00:25:44,543 Uh, just need a second. 372 00:25:44,669 --> 00:25:47,838 What's the problem? 373 00:25:48,005 --> 00:25:49,423 Yeah, I'm just-- 374 00:25:51,842 --> 00:25:54,262 I'm just not in the mood. 375 00:25:54,428 --> 00:26:00,142 Well, let me get you in the mood. 376 00:26:19,787 --> 00:26:23,165 Hey, Lindsay. 377 00:26:23,332 --> 00:26:24,417 Would you fucking stop? 378 00:26:28,045 --> 00:26:28,838 Whoa. 379 00:26:29,005 --> 00:26:32,008 What is your problem, man? 380 00:26:32,174 --> 00:26:34,927 Like, can't you do something else besides fucking, 381 00:26:35,094 --> 00:26:36,178 like, maybe talking for once? 382 00:26:36,304 --> 00:26:37,638 You want to talk? Yeah, talk. 383 00:26:37,805 --> 00:26:39,265 That thing people do with their fucking mouths 384 00:26:39,432 --> 00:26:40,474 when they don't have a cock in it. 385 00:26:40,641 --> 00:26:42,143 We don't talk, Cole. 386 00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:43,644 We aren't friends. 387 00:26:43,811 --> 00:26:45,396 You are just a dick to me. I thought that's all you wanted. 388 00:26:45,563 --> 00:26:46,689 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm a dick. All right. 389 00:26:46,856 --> 00:26:47,982 OK, so you get what this is. 390 00:26:48,149 --> 00:26:49,525 So stop being a little bitch and fuck me. 391 00:26:49,692 --> 00:26:50,651 You know what? 392 00:26:50,901 --> 00:26:52,278 I got something fucking better for you. 393 00:26:52,445 --> 00:26:53,821 Why don't you take your fucking shit-- 394 00:26:53,988 --> 00:26:55,197 - Whoa. - And go fuck yourself. 395 00:26:55,364 --> 00:26:56,449 Holy shit, man. 396 00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:57,366 Relax. 397 00:26:57,533 --> 00:26:58,909 Are you kidding me? 398 00:26:59,076 --> 00:27:00,870 Look, I guess I am just a fucking dick to you, all right? 399 00:27:01,037 --> 00:27:01,912 Now, get the fuck out. 400 00:27:02,079 --> 00:27:03,456 OK, I'm happy to. 401 00:28:33,587 --> 00:28:34,713 Hey. 402 00:28:34,880 --> 00:28:35,881 Hey. 403 00:28:38,551 --> 00:28:39,718 What's up? 404 00:28:43,639 --> 00:28:45,057 Does he fight you much? 405 00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:47,643 Oh, not really. 406 00:28:47,810 --> 00:28:50,438 I mean, he always just wants to stay up when I'm here so, 407 00:28:50,604 --> 00:28:51,564 you know. 408 00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:53,607 Yeah, perks of being a cool uncle. 409 00:28:53,774 --> 00:28:56,277 Usually takes me, like, an hour to get him to sleep. 410 00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:00,865 He misses you, Cole. 411 00:29:03,284 --> 00:29:04,910 He's always asking for you. 412 00:29:05,077 --> 00:29:06,537 I know. I know. 413 00:29:06,704 --> 00:29:07,913 I know. 414 00:29:08,122 --> 00:29:10,708 I just-- I didn't want to come here and have you guys 415 00:29:10,875 --> 00:29:12,209 deal with my shit, you know? 416 00:29:12,376 --> 00:29:14,545 Yeah, I know. 417 00:29:14,670 --> 00:29:16,380 We're your family. 418 00:29:16,547 --> 00:29:17,756 We're the part of your shit. 419 00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:29,018 Can we please talk-- 420 00:29:29,185 --> 00:29:30,144 It's OK. 421 00:29:30,311 --> 00:29:31,937 We don't need to talk about it. 422 00:29:39,570 --> 00:29:41,697 I just-- 423 00:29:41,822 --> 00:29:47,828 I don't-- I don't want you to get to such a point again. 424 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:55,503 You have a lot of family that care about you-- 425 00:29:57,922 --> 00:30:04,261 me, Oliver, Trevor, mom. 426 00:30:07,181 --> 00:30:10,309 Just don't forget. 427 00:30:10,476 --> 00:30:12,228 We love you. 428 00:30:13,604 --> 00:30:19,068 ♪ When peace like a river ♪ 429 00:30:19,235 --> 00:30:23,739 ♪ Attendeth my way ♪ 430 00:30:23,906 --> 00:30:31,080 ♪ When sorrows like sea billows row ♪ 431 00:30:34,542 --> 00:30:38,128 ♪ Whatever my lot ♪ 432 00:30:38,254 --> 00:30:42,967 ♪ Thou hast taught me to say ♪ 433 00:30:43,092 --> 00:30:45,386 ♪ It is well ♪ 434 00:30:45,553 --> 00:30:52,309 ♪ It is well with my soul ♪ 435 00:30:53,185 --> 00:30:59,984 ♪ It is well with my soul ♪ 436 00:31:02,403 --> 00:31:04,572 ♪ It is well ♪ 437 00:31:04,738 --> 00:31:10,619 ♪ It is well with my soul ♪ 438 00:31:16,458 --> 00:31:19,420 ♪ It is well ♪ 439 00:31:19,545 --> 00:31:25,175 ♪ It is well with my soul ♪ 440 00:31:47,448 --> 00:31:48,532 Hey. 441 00:31:51,076 --> 00:31:53,954 Hey. 442 00:31:54,121 --> 00:31:58,667 I, um, didn't expect to look up and see you sitting out here. 443 00:31:58,834 --> 00:32:00,336 Yeah, you're the last person I'd expect 444 00:32:00,502 --> 00:32:02,838 to be in a place like this. 445 00:32:03,005 --> 00:32:04,006 Why? 446 00:32:04,214 --> 00:32:05,424 Because I'm gay, I can't be a Christian? 447 00:32:05,549 --> 00:32:07,009 Why is it always a fucking fight with you? 448 00:32:07,134 --> 00:32:07,968 Hey, watch your mouth. 449 00:32:08,135 --> 00:32:09,219 You're in a fucking church. 450 00:32:16,602 --> 00:32:19,647 Didn't know you can sing. 451 00:32:19,772 --> 00:32:22,566 Yeah, well, I guess neither of us 452 00:32:22,733 --> 00:32:25,569 really know a whole lot about each other, do we? 453 00:32:25,736 --> 00:32:26,737 Yeah. 454 00:32:29,281 --> 00:32:31,116 Look, I'll see you around, OK? 455 00:32:52,388 --> 00:32:56,600 Let's talk about the car accident. 456 00:33:07,528 --> 00:33:11,198 You told the court he wanted to hurt yourself. 457 00:33:19,164 --> 00:33:21,542 Chose a very public way to do so. 458 00:33:21,667 --> 00:33:23,335 You think I was looking for attention? 459 00:33:23,502 --> 00:33:25,379 No. 460 00:33:25,546 --> 00:33:28,549 No, I think you were looking for support. 461 00:33:28,716 --> 00:33:31,427 I wasn't trying to kill myself, OK? 462 00:33:34,805 --> 00:33:35,848 I'm just tired. 463 00:33:38,392 --> 00:33:43,731 Just wanted something else to think about? 464 00:33:43,897 --> 00:33:45,858 Don't you ever? 465 00:33:46,024 --> 00:33:47,609 This isn't about me. 466 00:33:53,699 --> 00:33:57,995 Yeah, the world can be pretty hard to live in. 467 00:33:58,120 --> 00:34:00,372 So I guess there's some days where I wonder what it would 468 00:34:00,539 --> 00:34:06,545 be like to just fade away. 469 00:34:09,214 --> 00:34:10,841 What stops you? 470 00:34:14,178 --> 00:34:16,388 Hope. 471 00:34:16,555 --> 00:34:17,973 My family. 472 00:34:18,140 --> 00:34:19,349 People that need me. 473 00:34:19,516 --> 00:34:25,063 And mostly the knowledge that feelings don't last. 474 00:34:25,230 --> 00:34:29,693 That sounds like some class A bullshit, Jessica. 475 00:34:29,860 --> 00:34:31,737 What else are you gonna tell me, huh? 476 00:34:31,862 --> 00:34:33,530 Live, laugh, love? 477 00:34:33,697 --> 00:34:36,658 Everything gets better with time? 478 00:34:36,825 --> 00:34:38,702 Some days will. 479 00:34:38,869 --> 00:34:43,040 We have to find the things in life that make it worthwhile. 480 00:34:43,165 --> 00:34:45,000 OK. 481 00:34:45,167 --> 00:34:46,960 So tell me, what are those things, right? 482 00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:49,004 Society sucks. 483 00:34:49,171 --> 00:34:50,839 Everything's a fucking controversy. 484 00:34:51,006 --> 00:34:53,091 Everybody's so easily offended, yet so ready 485 00:34:53,258 --> 00:34:55,761 to be offensive, to hold everyone 486 00:34:55,928 --> 00:34:58,013 accountable except for themselves. 487 00:34:58,138 --> 00:35:00,015 And they wait. 488 00:35:00,182 --> 00:35:03,936 They wait for a reason to hate you. 489 00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:06,313 You're never gonna be gay enough, 490 00:35:06,480 --> 00:35:11,735 straight enough, rich enough, poor enough, 491 00:35:11,860 --> 00:35:14,404 even fucking depressed enough. 492 00:35:14,571 --> 00:35:17,241 They just keep piling on, one after the other, until you 493 00:35:17,407 --> 00:35:18,659 fucking can't take it anymore. 494 00:35:18,826 --> 00:35:23,372 And then they wonder why you want to kill yourself. 495 00:35:23,539 --> 00:35:24,498 You know what? 496 00:35:24,706 --> 00:35:27,709 I would rather the world fucking hate me 497 00:35:27,835 --> 00:35:30,254 right away than for me to walk on eggshells 498 00:35:30,420 --> 00:35:34,258 for the rest of my life waiting for them, waiting for the chance 499 00:35:34,424 --> 00:35:38,595 that I slip up and they can say, aha, we got him now. 500 00:35:38,762 --> 00:35:39,596 I'm done. 501 00:35:39,763 --> 00:35:40,806 I'm tired. 502 00:35:49,064 --> 00:35:51,567 Do you ever find you're angry with yourself? 503 00:35:51,733 --> 00:35:53,527 That's a stupid question. 504 00:35:53,694 --> 00:35:57,072 Isn't everybody angry at themselves? 505 00:35:57,197 --> 00:35:59,366 Yeah. 506 00:35:59,491 --> 00:36:05,205 Yeah, I suppose, but how do you feel about your sexuality? 507 00:36:05,372 --> 00:36:09,001 My life isn't tragic 'cause I sleep with men. 508 00:36:09,167 --> 00:36:12,421 I sleep with men, and my life has tragedy in it. 509 00:36:12,588 --> 00:36:14,256 Those are two separate fucking things. 510 00:36:19,887 --> 00:36:22,514 You were nine when your father died. 511 00:36:22,681 --> 00:36:25,392 Tell me about that. 512 00:36:25,559 --> 00:36:26,727 Yeah, I don't know. 513 00:36:26,894 --> 00:36:30,981 I was nine so what do you remember 514 00:36:31,106 --> 00:36:33,442 when you were a kid, right? 515 00:36:33,609 --> 00:36:37,321 Dad was a-- a doctor with Doctors Without Borders. 516 00:36:37,446 --> 00:36:42,284 And he was there fighting the Ebola outbreak in the Congo. 517 00:36:42,451 --> 00:36:43,744 He just never came home. 518 00:36:46,246 --> 00:36:47,331 What about your mother? 519 00:36:47,497 --> 00:36:50,292 Why don't you speak to her anymore? 520 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:54,963 I'm so sorry. 521 00:36:55,130 --> 00:36:56,340 I thought it was on silent. 522 00:36:56,506 --> 00:36:58,216 I'm kind of tired anyways. 523 00:36:58,383 --> 00:37:01,053 Maybe we can finish here. 524 00:37:01,219 --> 00:37:02,512 Sure. 525 00:37:02,679 --> 00:37:04,139 Yeah, we can finish for today. 526 00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:19,613 Hello. 527 00:37:19,780 --> 00:37:21,323 Hey, you called? 528 00:37:21,490 --> 00:37:22,574 Oh, hi. 529 00:37:22,741 --> 00:37:25,410 Yeah, do you still have that Paris book? 530 00:37:25,577 --> 00:37:26,954 Yeah, why? 531 00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:29,373 Well, mom was thinking it might be fun to have 532 00:37:29,539 --> 00:37:31,333 a Paris themed wedding shower. 533 00:37:31,500 --> 00:37:32,960 Are you fucking kidding me? 534 00:37:33,126 --> 00:37:34,211 What? 535 00:37:34,378 --> 00:37:35,671 Joy, I don't care. 536 00:37:35,796 --> 00:37:36,755 You can have the book. 537 00:37:36,922 --> 00:37:38,090 I don't care about the stupid book. 538 00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:39,675 But that's not why you're calling about, OK? 539 00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:41,218 You're calling to try and have a conversation with me 540 00:37:41,385 --> 00:37:43,804 so you can pretend that everything's OK between us. 541 00:37:43,971 --> 00:37:45,681 Oh, is this your professional 542 00:37:45,806 --> 00:37:47,099 take on this then? 543 00:37:47,265 --> 00:37:49,434 Please stop trying to overcompensate for how awkward 544 00:37:49,601 --> 00:37:50,435 you know this is for me. 545 00:37:50,602 --> 00:37:52,354 God, OK, fine. 546 00:37:52,479 --> 00:37:53,438 I won't call you again. 547 00:37:53,605 --> 00:37:54,773 Great, great. 548 00:37:54,940 --> 00:37:55,732 Goodbye. 549 00:38:04,783 --> 00:38:06,410 I forgot my backpack. 550 00:38:11,999 --> 00:38:14,376 I'll see you next week? 551 00:38:14,543 --> 00:38:15,669 Yeah. 552 00:38:26,805 --> 00:38:27,723 Wow. 553 00:38:27,973 --> 00:38:29,182 Looks like some things never change. 554 00:38:33,812 --> 00:38:35,355 You should get tested for HPV. 555 00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:39,776 It's the middle of the day. 556 00:38:39,943 --> 00:38:42,320 Shouldn't you be off snacking on the souls of children? 557 00:38:42,487 --> 00:38:45,073 Tyler told me about your conversation. 558 00:38:45,198 --> 00:38:46,658 I had an affair. Really? 559 00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:48,201 Well, what did you expect me to tell him? 560 00:38:48,368 --> 00:38:49,244 What about the truth? 561 00:38:49,411 --> 00:38:50,662 Uh, really? 562 00:38:50,829 --> 00:38:52,330 Thought we decided against that. - No. 563 00:38:52,497 --> 00:38:53,874 No, we didn't. 564 00:38:54,082 --> 00:38:55,584 We decided that we would tell him together when he was ready, 565 00:38:55,709 --> 00:38:57,961 not keep throwing each other under the bus to lie to him. 566 00:38:58,128 --> 00:38:59,379 Let's be honest, Jessica. 567 00:38:59,546 --> 00:39:00,672 If you really thought he should know, 568 00:39:00,797 --> 00:39:02,215 you would have said something by now. 569 00:39:04,551 --> 00:39:05,719 I'm sorry, OK? 570 00:39:05,886 --> 00:39:07,471 He started asking questions about everything, 571 00:39:07,596 --> 00:39:13,393 our whole history, details about the divorce, about Joy. 572 00:39:13,560 --> 00:39:16,229 Things slipped out, and I just panicked. 573 00:39:21,693 --> 00:39:24,571 I need you to take him. 574 00:39:24,738 --> 00:39:25,822 What? 575 00:39:25,989 --> 00:39:27,991 He's not happy with me anymore, 576 00:39:28,158 --> 00:39:29,576 so I need you to take him. 577 00:39:29,743 --> 00:39:30,702 I'm not taking him. 578 00:39:30,869 --> 00:39:31,995 He's your son. 579 00:39:32,162 --> 00:39:33,163 You wanted him. 580 00:39:45,425 --> 00:39:47,803 I know that you'll never forgive me. 581 00:39:47,969 --> 00:39:50,055 And I don't blame you, but I am sorry. 582 00:39:50,222 --> 00:39:54,684 I-- he might be ready, but I'm not. 583 00:39:54,851 --> 00:39:55,852 Unbelievable. 584 00:39:56,019 --> 00:39:58,605 You've always been his constant. 585 00:39:58,772 --> 00:40:01,691 And he will forgive you eventually once he 586 00:40:01,858 --> 00:40:03,443 processes this new information. 587 00:40:03,610 --> 00:40:07,739 But I'm the one that keeps screwing up in his eyes, Jess. 588 00:40:10,742 --> 00:40:15,956 I'm a lot closer to actually losing him than you are. 589 00:40:16,081 --> 00:40:17,582 So I don't want to make things worse. 590 00:40:21,795 --> 00:40:24,089 You're not gonna say anything, are you? 591 00:40:27,050 --> 00:40:29,803 No. 592 00:40:38,019 --> 00:40:39,688 ♪ Putting it on a shelf ♪ 593 00:40:39,855 --> 00:40:40,939 ♪ You love the power ♪ 594 00:40:41,106 --> 00:40:42,190 ♪ I hate the pain ♪ 595 00:40:42,357 --> 00:40:45,777 ♪ But there I am, calling out your name ♪ 596 00:40:45,944 --> 00:40:47,112 ♪ You fuck with my head ♪ 597 00:40:47,279 --> 00:40:48,697 ♪ And I'll let you in ♪ 598 00:40:48,864 --> 00:40:50,031 ♪ You pull me close ♪ 599 00:40:50,198 --> 00:40:51,908 ♪ Then you leave again ♪ - Do you want a shot? 600 00:40:52,075 --> 00:40:53,201 - I can't drink anymore. - What? 601 00:40:53,368 --> 00:40:54,494 I said I can't drink anymore-- 602 00:40:54,619 --> 00:40:56,121 Sorry, I can't hear you over the sound 603 00:40:56,288 --> 00:40:58,456 of your vagina queefing. 604 00:40:58,623 --> 00:41:00,876 Excuse me. 605 00:41:01,042 --> 00:41:02,419 Hey, ball sack with testicles. 606 00:41:02,586 --> 00:41:03,753 Oh, my God, Abby. Seriously? 607 00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:05,130 Hi. 608 00:41:05,380 --> 00:41:07,382 Look, my friend here, he's not bad to look at, right? 609 00:41:07,507 --> 00:41:08,300 Seriously? 610 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:09,885 He wants you inside him. 611 00:41:10,051 --> 00:41:11,219 Oh, my God. 612 00:41:11,386 --> 00:41:14,890 All like, what? 613 00:41:15,056 --> 00:41:16,141 9 inches of you? 614 00:41:16,391 --> 00:41:17,976 Oh, my God. You're so-- why do you do this? 615 00:41:18,143 --> 00:41:19,269 Don't act like I don't catch you 616 00:41:19,436 --> 00:41:20,645 checking him out all the time. 617 00:41:20,770 --> 00:41:21,855 Ooh, that's interesting. 618 00:41:22,022 --> 00:41:23,273 Tequila makes his clothes fall off. 619 00:41:23,398 --> 00:41:24,524 And he has a playlist on his phone of songs 620 00:41:24,691 --> 00:41:25,775 he wants to be plied to. 621 00:41:25,942 --> 00:41:27,736 I'm gonna go dance. 622 00:41:27,903 --> 00:41:29,029 Enjoy. 623 00:41:29,196 --> 00:41:29,946 Thanks. 624 00:41:30,113 --> 00:41:33,366 Hey, that's mine. 625 00:41:33,491 --> 00:41:35,702 I am so sorry for her. 626 00:41:35,827 --> 00:41:36,661 It's all good. 627 00:41:36,828 --> 00:41:38,079 It doesn't bother me. 628 00:41:38,330 --> 00:41:40,707 ♪ But you've got me locked in this twisted dance ♪ 629 00:41:40,832 --> 00:41:42,459 ♪ You took me down ♪ 630 00:41:42,626 --> 00:41:44,252 I'm also sorry about the other day as well. 631 00:41:44,419 --> 00:41:45,879 Don't even worry about it. 632 00:41:46,046 --> 00:41:46,880 I overreacted. 633 00:41:47,047 --> 00:41:48,048 No, I was-- 634 00:41:48,215 --> 00:41:49,007 I was a dick. 635 00:41:49,174 --> 00:41:51,176 Let me buy you a drink. 636 00:41:51,343 --> 00:41:52,719 You really don't need to do that. 637 00:41:52,844 --> 00:41:56,806 Hey, let me buy you a fucking drink. 638 00:42:01,394 --> 00:42:04,814 ♪ So go bury the truth you can't face ♪ 639 00:42:04,981 --> 00:42:06,399 ♪ You can call me names ♪ 640 00:42:06,566 --> 00:42:07,692 ♪ Push me around ♪ 641 00:42:07,943 --> 00:42:11,029 ♪ But it won't silence the voice you found ♪ 642 00:42:11,196 --> 00:42:12,948 ♪ Hurt me all you want ♪ 643 00:42:13,114 --> 00:42:15,033 ♪ But it's too late ♪ 644 00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:19,704 ♪ Being a dick to me won't make you straight ♪ 645 00:42:21,665 --> 00:42:22,958 ♪ The joke's in hard ♪ 646 00:42:24,668 --> 00:42:26,127 ♪ You're messing with my mind ♪ 647 00:42:26,294 --> 00:42:28,672 ♪ A guy like you shouldn't leave me paralyzed ♪ 648 00:42:28,838 --> 00:42:31,424 So why do you think you push people away? 649 00:42:31,591 --> 00:42:32,467 Wow. 650 00:42:32,592 --> 00:42:33,385 What? 651 00:42:33,551 --> 00:42:34,970 Where did that even come from? 652 00:42:35,136 --> 00:42:36,930 I thought we weren't gonna have any awkward questions. 653 00:42:37,055 --> 00:42:38,932 Oh, I'm sorry. Was that awkward? 654 00:42:39,057 --> 00:42:39,891 Yeah. 655 00:42:40,016 --> 00:42:41,017 Guess I must just be drunk. 656 00:42:41,184 --> 00:42:41,977 ♪ Confused ♪ 657 00:42:42,227 --> 00:42:43,645 ♪ Just don't know what to say ♪ 658 00:42:43,812 --> 00:42:45,021 ♪ But you're in my head ♪ 659 00:42:45,188 --> 00:42:47,983 ♪ Can't think straight ♪ 660 00:42:48,108 --> 00:42:50,527 I mean, you're obviously attractive. 661 00:42:50,694 --> 00:42:52,237 Mm. 662 00:42:52,404 --> 00:42:56,533 And you're smart, and you're funny. 663 00:42:56,700 --> 00:42:59,327 So why are you single? 664 00:42:59,494 --> 00:43:00,912 Why are you single? 665 00:43:03,373 --> 00:43:05,625 I'm not trying to shame you or anything like that. 666 00:43:05,792 --> 00:43:10,422 It's just doesn't get lonely, all these one night stands, 667 00:43:10,588 --> 00:43:11,881 everyone always leaving? 668 00:43:12,007 --> 00:43:15,719 Well, if we're honest, that's all anybody ever wants. 669 00:43:15,885 --> 00:43:16,886 Not everyone. 670 00:43:17,012 --> 00:43:18,972 OK, fine. 671 00:43:19,139 --> 00:43:20,140 I'll play that game. 672 00:43:20,307 --> 00:43:21,391 Maybe not you. 673 00:43:21,558 --> 00:43:24,394 But normal people, that's all they want. 674 00:43:24,561 --> 00:43:25,687 They just want to cum and go. 675 00:43:25,854 --> 00:43:27,022 How would you know if you haven't 676 00:43:27,188 --> 00:43:28,940 given anyone a chance to stay? 677 00:43:29,065 --> 00:43:30,900 'Cause I know. 678 00:43:31,067 --> 00:43:32,861 I mean, look around. 679 00:43:33,028 --> 00:43:36,114 Everyone wants this Saturday night. 680 00:43:36,281 --> 00:43:39,701 Nobody wants to stay for the Sunday morning. 681 00:43:39,868 --> 00:43:44,372 We're not made to be tied down at all. 682 00:43:44,539 --> 00:43:49,127 We're just meant to party, fuck, have fun. 683 00:43:49,294 --> 00:43:51,004 Nobody wants to hang over. 684 00:43:51,171 --> 00:43:53,131 You're obviously hanging around with the wrong people 685 00:43:53,256 --> 00:43:56,968 because some of us want to be there first thing in the morning 686 00:43:57,093 --> 00:43:59,012 after the hangover to take care of the person 687 00:43:59,179 --> 00:44:00,764 that we're waking up next to. 688 00:44:07,312 --> 00:44:08,104 ♪--need permission ♪ 689 00:44:08,271 --> 00:44:10,857 ♪ I was born to be free ♪ 690 00:44:11,024 --> 00:44:12,317 ♪ Oh, you love to talk ♪ 691 00:44:12,484 --> 00:44:14,486 ♪ But you never listen ♪ 692 00:44:14,652 --> 00:44:19,074 ♪ Rewrite the past like the truth gone missing ♪ 693 00:44:19,199 --> 00:44:22,619 ♪ You're so damn good at playing pretend ♪ 694 00:44:22,786 --> 00:44:24,829 ♪ But karma keeps receipts ♪ 695 00:44:24,996 --> 00:44:27,248 ♪ Guess we'll see how it ends ♪ 696 00:44:27,415 --> 00:44:28,291 ♪ You smell like a saint ♪ 697 00:44:28,458 --> 00:44:31,503 ♪ But your hands ain't clean ♪ 698 00:44:37,217 --> 00:44:38,676 You like that, don't you? 699 00:44:38,843 --> 00:44:39,928 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 700 00:44:50,814 --> 00:44:52,774 Stop! 701 00:44:52,941 --> 00:44:54,150 Why? 702 00:44:54,317 --> 00:44:56,027 I don't want to do it like this. 703 00:44:56,194 --> 00:44:57,195 Like what? 704 00:44:57,362 --> 00:44:59,155 Like we're in a fucking porno. 705 00:45:02,951 --> 00:45:03,827 OK. 706 00:45:03,993 --> 00:45:04,994 Uh-- 707 00:45:05,203 --> 00:45:08,915 Look, I thought I was wrong about you, 708 00:45:09,082 --> 00:45:11,251 and I hope that I still am, but this 709 00:45:11,418 --> 00:45:13,128 is exactly what I didn't want. 710 00:45:22,887 --> 00:45:28,560 Look, I'm kind of drunk still, and 711 00:45:28,685 --> 00:45:31,521 I'd like to spend the night because I 712 00:45:31,688 --> 00:45:33,231 do want to spend it with you. 713 00:45:43,575 --> 00:45:45,493 OK. 714 00:45:45,660 --> 00:45:46,661 OK. 715 00:47:04,739 --> 00:47:06,658 Fuck, oh. 716 00:47:06,783 --> 00:47:08,952 Good morning. 717 00:47:09,118 --> 00:47:10,620 Morning. 718 00:47:10,745 --> 00:47:11,788 Is that your phone? 719 00:47:11,955 --> 00:47:12,956 No. 720 00:47:35,311 --> 00:47:41,734 Hey, take this and drink this. 721 00:47:41,859 --> 00:47:42,902 Thanks. 722 00:47:46,739 --> 00:47:48,074 - Uh. - Mm. 723 00:47:48,241 --> 00:47:49,117 Uh. 724 00:47:49,284 --> 00:47:50,076 Mm. 725 00:47:50,243 --> 00:47:51,369 Uh. 726 00:47:51,536 --> 00:47:52,537 OK. 727 00:48:09,804 --> 00:48:12,974 Look, I had a time last night. 728 00:48:13,141 --> 00:48:16,185 Yeah, I did too. 729 00:48:24,527 --> 00:48:26,738 Looks like we're ready to pick up where we left off. 730 00:48:26,904 --> 00:48:29,449 Come on. 731 00:48:29,616 --> 00:48:32,619 I meant what I said last night. 732 00:48:32,785 --> 00:48:35,913 I'd like to take you out tonight. 733 00:48:36,039 --> 00:48:36,914 Like on a date. 734 00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:40,084 Uh, isn't that kind of gay? 735 00:48:43,630 --> 00:48:44,714 I'll see you tonight. 736 00:49:05,485 --> 00:49:09,322 Well, this is a nice change, Cole. 737 00:49:09,489 --> 00:49:10,782 It's him. 738 00:49:10,948 --> 00:49:12,617 Someone you were intimate with? 739 00:49:12,784 --> 00:49:14,619 You mean, did we fuck? 740 00:49:14,786 --> 00:49:16,496 Sure. 741 00:49:16,663 --> 00:49:17,705 No. 742 00:49:17,914 --> 00:49:21,459 Actually, all we did was cuddle, which is like-- 743 00:49:21,626 --> 00:49:23,294 I'm-- I'm surprised. 744 00:49:23,461 --> 00:49:24,462 I don't know. 745 00:49:24,629 --> 00:49:26,172 It just-- there's something about him. 746 00:49:26,297 --> 00:49:29,217 He's just different. 747 00:49:29,384 --> 00:49:33,388 I'm really happy for you. 748 00:49:33,554 --> 00:49:37,100 However, um, I think we should continue 749 00:49:37,266 --> 00:49:39,227 where we left off last time. 750 00:49:39,394 --> 00:49:41,521 Why don't we start with your mother? 751 00:49:41,646 --> 00:49:43,690 Why don't we talk about your mom? 752 00:49:43,815 --> 00:49:45,108 Does she look like you? 753 00:49:45,274 --> 00:49:46,442 Is she hot? 754 00:49:46,609 --> 00:49:48,569 Is this her here? 755 00:49:48,736 --> 00:49:51,864 That is a picture of my sons, Tyler and Jackson-- 756 00:49:51,989 --> 00:49:53,032 Jackson. 757 00:49:56,285 --> 00:49:57,870 You know Jackson? 758 00:49:58,037 --> 00:50:00,498 Yeah, I got to know him very well last night. 759 00:50:00,665 --> 00:50:02,166 - This isn't funny, Cole. - Why? 760 00:50:02,333 --> 00:50:03,876 You didn't know he liked boys? - Of course, I know he's gay. 761 00:50:04,043 --> 00:50:05,420 I just didn't know that he-- - Is it about me? 762 00:50:05,545 --> 00:50:06,337 What? 763 00:50:06,504 --> 00:50:07,505 Am I not good enough? 764 00:50:07,672 --> 00:50:09,507 Are you being serious right now? 765 00:50:09,674 --> 00:50:10,925 Yes, I'm being serious. 766 00:50:11,092 --> 00:50:12,427 - Then I need you to go. - I'm not going anywhere. 767 00:50:12,552 --> 00:50:13,594 I can't treat you any more. 768 00:50:13,761 --> 00:50:15,054 This is my therapy session. 769 00:50:15,179 --> 00:50:16,013 As of right now, I'm no longer your therapist. 770 00:50:16,180 --> 00:50:17,014 Go. - Jessica, no. 771 00:50:17,140 --> 00:50:18,141 - Enough. - I'm not going. 772 00:50:18,307 --> 00:50:19,350 I'm staying right here. 773 00:50:19,517 --> 00:50:20,727 I'm gonna call security. Get out. 774 00:50:20,893 --> 00:50:21,894 Wow. 775 00:50:22,061 --> 00:50:23,479 Really? 776 00:50:24,647 --> 00:50:25,398 At least now I know what you actually think about me. 777 00:50:25,523 --> 00:50:26,482 So thank you. 778 00:50:47,795 --> 00:50:49,589 I thought we should talk. 779 00:51:08,232 --> 00:51:09,567 Look, I don't know how to say this, 780 00:51:09,734 --> 00:51:12,361 so I'm just gonna come out and say it. 781 00:51:12,528 --> 00:51:15,448 I went to see David yesterday, and-- 782 00:51:19,535 --> 00:51:23,164 I know he's screwing his secretary, Jess. 783 00:51:23,331 --> 00:51:25,750 It's what works for us. 784 00:51:25,917 --> 00:51:26,959 We're open. 785 00:51:30,213 --> 00:51:32,256 Look, I don't expect you to understand. 786 00:51:32,423 --> 00:51:34,383 And you really don't have to. 787 00:51:34,550 --> 00:51:38,846 I mean, it's kind of why you and David never really worked out 788 00:51:39,013 --> 00:51:41,432 and why he and I do. 789 00:51:41,599 --> 00:51:44,060 You wanted different things, and he just didn't 790 00:51:44,227 --> 00:51:45,812 know how to communicate that. 791 00:51:45,937 --> 00:51:50,274 And he and I are on the same page. 792 00:51:50,441 --> 00:51:53,444 Great. 793 00:51:53,611 --> 00:51:54,862 OK. 794 00:51:55,029 --> 00:51:57,740 Look, I-- I'm sorry for how I hurt you, 795 00:51:57,907 --> 00:51:59,367 and I really wish I could take it back, 796 00:51:59,534 --> 00:52:02,328 but you and I both know that you were really unhappy with him 797 00:52:02,495 --> 00:52:03,538 and he with you. 798 00:52:07,917 --> 00:52:14,382 David told Tyler that I had an affair. 799 00:52:14,549 --> 00:52:16,008 That that's the reason for the divorce. 800 00:52:16,175 --> 00:52:17,552 Why would he do that? 801 00:52:17,718 --> 00:52:19,303 Because that's the man you're marrying. 802 00:52:19,470 --> 00:52:21,514 Stop-- stop doing that. 803 00:52:21,681 --> 00:52:23,599 You-- stop trying to make me hate him. 804 00:52:23,766 --> 00:52:25,268 That is not what this is about at all. 805 00:52:25,434 --> 00:52:26,519 Look at me. 806 00:52:26,686 --> 00:52:27,812 The only reason I'm here telling you this 807 00:52:27,979 --> 00:52:29,522 is because I think it's time. 808 00:52:29,689 --> 00:52:30,815 He deserves the truth. 809 00:52:30,982 --> 00:52:35,069 This isn't just about you, Jess. 810 00:52:35,194 --> 00:52:36,988 You don't have to do this. 811 00:52:37,113 --> 00:52:38,281 Not right now. 812 00:52:38,447 --> 00:52:40,241 It's, like, the worst fucking possible timing. 813 00:52:40,408 --> 00:52:43,369 Sure. 814 00:52:43,536 --> 00:52:47,331 Can you just let it go? 815 00:52:47,498 --> 00:52:49,667 I have. 816 00:53:09,312 --> 00:53:10,897 I can't be here when-- 817 00:53:13,482 --> 00:53:16,319 I know. 818 00:53:29,206 --> 00:53:30,458 Hey! 819 00:53:30,625 --> 00:53:31,751 What the fuck? 820 00:53:31,959 --> 00:53:35,588 Why do you keep being such a douche to mom? 821 00:53:35,755 --> 00:53:36,589 Get out. 822 00:53:36,714 --> 00:53:39,550 No, not until you tell me. 823 00:53:39,717 --> 00:53:41,260 Because she had an affair. 824 00:53:41,427 --> 00:53:43,220 No, she didn't. 825 00:53:43,387 --> 00:53:44,347 Dad told me. 826 00:53:44,513 --> 00:53:45,514 Dad's a lying sack of shit, 827 00:53:45,681 --> 00:53:46,974 and he has been our entire lives. 828 00:53:47,141 --> 00:53:48,100 Get your head out of your ass and 829 00:53:48,267 --> 00:53:49,810 stop being such a little dick. 830 00:53:49,977 --> 00:53:50,937 I believe him. 831 00:53:51,103 --> 00:53:53,022 Well, you're an idiot, then. 832 00:53:53,189 --> 00:53:54,941 And either way, it doesn't give you the right to keep 833 00:53:55,066 --> 00:53:56,359 on treating her like this. 834 00:53:56,525 --> 00:53:59,737 And if you keep it up, I promise, you I will cut you. 835 00:53:59,904 --> 00:54:00,738 Now, hurry up. 836 00:54:00,905 --> 00:54:03,032 I have a date. 837 00:54:03,199 --> 00:54:05,952 Why the fuck do you even live here still? 838 00:54:23,302 --> 00:54:24,595 Cole, what are you doing here? 839 00:54:24,762 --> 00:54:26,764 I'm here to pick up Jackson for our date. 840 00:54:26,931 --> 00:54:28,391 He already has enough going on right now. 841 00:54:28,557 --> 00:54:30,977 Yeah, so do I but that doesn't matter to you, does it? 842 00:54:31,143 --> 00:54:33,396 This is exactly why I don't want you seeing him. 843 00:54:33,562 --> 00:54:34,814 This isn't up to you. 844 00:54:37,817 --> 00:54:38,818 Hey. 845 00:54:41,445 --> 00:54:42,321 You actually came. 846 00:54:42,446 --> 00:54:43,948 Of course, yeah. 847 00:54:44,115 --> 00:54:45,199 Mom, this is Cole. 848 00:54:45,324 --> 00:54:48,244 Yeah, yeah, we, um, just met. 849 00:54:50,871 --> 00:54:51,956 OK. 850 00:54:52,123 --> 00:54:55,084 I'm not gonna be out too late. 851 00:54:55,251 --> 00:54:57,169 Well, he doesn't know that. 852 00:54:57,336 --> 00:54:58,504 I'll see you later. 853 00:54:58,671 --> 00:54:59,463 Love you. 854 00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:01,340 Love you too. 855 00:55:01,465 --> 00:55:04,051 Have fun. 856 00:55:04,218 --> 00:55:06,303 Suburbia. 857 00:55:06,429 --> 00:55:08,264 Do you like my car? 858 00:55:08,431 --> 00:55:09,348 It's fancy. 859 00:55:09,515 --> 00:55:10,516 Yeah. 860 00:55:25,698 --> 00:55:27,658 So that's the dude that Jackson's banging? 861 00:55:35,583 --> 00:55:38,127 Did you talk to dad about me moving in? 862 00:55:38,252 --> 00:55:45,092 Yeah, I have, but I've changed my mind. 863 00:55:45,259 --> 00:55:46,677 We're gonna work through this. 864 00:56:01,192 --> 00:56:04,612 So are you, like, a nachos guy or-- 865 00:56:04,779 --> 00:56:05,780 I'm like a food guy. 866 00:56:05,946 --> 00:56:06,781 Period. 867 00:56:06,906 --> 00:56:08,449 Me too, man. 868 00:56:08,616 --> 00:56:09,533 Me too. 869 00:56:09,742 --> 00:56:11,744 Guacamole's disgusting, though. 870 00:56:11,911 --> 00:56:12,828 Oh, the article. 871 00:56:12,995 --> 00:56:14,163 Yeah. 872 00:56:14,288 --> 00:56:16,373 The article is if you eat one avocado per meal, 873 00:56:16,540 --> 00:56:18,250 it's enough healthy fats that you'll, 874 00:56:18,417 --> 00:56:19,627 like, live longer or some shit. 875 00:56:19,794 --> 00:56:20,878 An avocado per meal? 876 00:56:21,045 --> 00:56:22,254 Yeah. 877 00:56:22,421 --> 00:56:23,672 What do you even do with that much avocado? 878 00:56:23,798 --> 00:56:24,673 I don't know. 879 00:56:24,799 --> 00:56:26,050 You spread it on your bread or-- 880 00:56:26,175 --> 00:56:29,929 Hi, um, my friend thinks you're really hot, 881 00:56:30,096 --> 00:56:34,725 so she asked me to send you this. 882 00:56:34,892 --> 00:56:37,561 Does your friend know I'm on a date? 883 00:56:41,732 --> 00:56:43,984 You're gay? 884 00:56:44,151 --> 00:56:46,195 You're serious? 885 00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:48,114 That's a fucking waste. 886 00:56:48,280 --> 00:56:49,907 Wow. Here. 887 00:56:50,074 --> 00:56:50,991 Why don't you take this back? 888 00:56:51,117 --> 00:56:52,993 I'm-- I'm actually good. 889 00:56:53,160 --> 00:56:55,121 Well, OK. 890 00:56:55,287 --> 00:56:58,290 Well, I'll just-- in case you change your mind. 891 00:56:58,415 --> 00:57:00,000 Maybe take one of these. 892 00:57:00,126 --> 00:57:01,168 See ya. 893 00:57:03,629 --> 00:57:05,714 Yeah, her friend definitely told her to do that. 894 00:57:05,881 --> 00:57:06,924 Clearly. 895 00:57:10,928 --> 00:57:13,681 By the way, Jackson, I'm not gay. 896 00:57:13,848 --> 00:57:14,765 Yeah, OK. 897 00:57:14,890 --> 00:57:17,101 I'm not. 898 00:57:17,226 --> 00:57:18,185 OK, sorry. 899 00:57:18,352 --> 00:57:19,186 Gay, straight, bi, whatever. 900 00:57:19,353 --> 00:57:20,187 None of those things. 901 00:57:20,354 --> 00:57:21,480 You have sex with men. 902 00:57:21,605 --> 00:57:22,648 OK, and? 903 00:57:24,859 --> 00:57:25,693 OK. 904 00:57:25,860 --> 00:57:28,112 So what are you? 905 00:57:28,279 --> 00:57:31,615 I'm an experience. 906 00:57:31,782 --> 00:57:32,908 No, for real. 907 00:57:33,075 --> 00:57:34,702 I think living in this world is hard enough. 908 00:57:34,869 --> 00:57:39,790 So why would I make it harder by putting myself in a little box? 909 00:57:39,957 --> 00:57:44,753 I don't need a word to define who I am. 910 00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:45,963 Hmm. 911 00:57:46,255 --> 00:57:49,425 I guess I never thought about things like that. 912 00:57:49,592 --> 00:57:51,635 How about you then, Jackson? 913 00:57:51,802 --> 00:57:53,137 Who are you? 914 00:57:53,304 --> 00:57:55,222 Apparently, I'm not as deep as you. 915 00:57:55,389 --> 00:57:56,891 Oh, you could have got pretty deep last night. 916 00:57:57,057 --> 00:57:58,684 Why do you keep on doing that? 917 00:57:58,851 --> 00:57:59,768 Do what? 918 00:57:59,935 --> 00:58:03,397 This self-defense mechanism thing. 919 00:58:05,858 --> 00:58:08,068 Do I make you nervous or something? 920 00:58:08,235 --> 00:58:11,572 Honestly, yeah. 921 00:58:14,116 --> 00:58:15,743 Why? 922 00:58:15,910 --> 00:58:17,119 I don't know. 923 00:58:17,286 --> 00:58:21,123 I just don't do this, like food, nachos, talking 924 00:58:21,290 --> 00:58:22,208 about our personal life. 925 00:58:22,374 --> 00:58:23,459 Like, I never do this. 926 00:58:23,626 --> 00:58:27,546 I-- you're just different, Jackson, OK? 927 00:58:30,299 --> 00:58:32,718 Well, I'm not going anywhere. 928 00:58:38,390 --> 00:58:41,018 So, why law school? 929 00:58:41,185 --> 00:58:43,354 Mm. 930 00:58:43,520 --> 00:58:45,773 Really? 931 00:58:45,940 --> 00:58:47,107 OK. 932 00:58:47,274 --> 00:58:51,946 Uh, when I was 16, I sought emancipation from my mom 933 00:58:52,071 --> 00:58:56,575 and, uh, my stepfather. 934 00:58:56,700 --> 00:58:57,493 I was young. 935 00:58:57,660 --> 00:58:58,786 I couldn't afford a lawyer. 936 00:58:58,953 --> 00:59:01,538 So I found somebody who was willing to fight 937 00:59:01,664 --> 00:59:02,915 the case pro bono. 938 00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:06,377 And if I didn't have him in my corner, 939 00:59:06,543 --> 00:59:09,672 I don't know where I'd be. 940 00:59:09,838 --> 00:59:12,216 Law school is just a way of kind of like paying it forward, 941 00:59:12,383 --> 00:59:13,217 you know? 942 00:59:13,342 --> 00:59:16,178 Like my good deed. 943 00:59:16,345 --> 00:59:17,930 Why did you become emancipated? 944 00:59:18,097 --> 00:59:19,431 There's a lot of questions about me. 945 00:59:19,598 --> 00:59:20,724 Why don't we talk about you? 946 00:59:20,891 --> 00:59:23,727 OK, what do you want to know about me? 947 00:59:23,894 --> 00:59:26,063 How's your family? 948 00:59:26,230 --> 00:59:29,024 Well, my dad is just-- 949 00:59:29,191 --> 00:59:31,485 he's not a good dad. 950 00:59:31,652 --> 00:59:35,322 Um, my brother depends on the day and who's around. 951 00:59:35,489 --> 00:59:37,366 Mm. 952 00:59:37,533 --> 00:59:39,994 But my mom's pretty great. 953 00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:43,789 She seemed a little off when I came to pick you up. 954 00:59:43,956 --> 00:59:46,667 Well, yeah, she's got a lot going on right now. 955 00:59:46,834 --> 00:59:50,045 My family's a little screwed up, but I don't know, 956 00:59:50,212 --> 00:59:51,422 she's the strongest person I know. 957 00:59:51,588 --> 00:59:52,756 I know she's gonna get through it. 958 00:59:52,923 --> 00:59:55,175 Mm. 959 00:59:55,342 --> 00:59:58,387 Honestly, I think there's probably a lot more to the story 960 00:59:58,554 --> 00:59:59,596 that I'm not even aware of. 961 00:59:59,763 --> 01:00:02,308 But she keeps everything in all the time. 962 01:00:02,474 --> 01:00:04,435 You know, she just-- she doesn't want to let me 963 01:00:04,601 --> 01:00:07,771 and my brother see her shit, but like, 964 01:00:07,938 --> 01:00:10,399 it wouldn't bother us if she did. 965 01:00:10,566 --> 01:00:11,859 Why don't you talk to her about it? 966 01:00:12,026 --> 01:00:13,110 I don't know. 967 01:00:13,277 --> 01:00:14,653 I guess I've just got to accept the fact 968 01:00:14,820 --> 01:00:17,364 that sometimes I'm not entitled to all the information. 969 01:00:17,531 --> 01:00:19,575 It doesn't mean that I can't just be there for the person, 970 01:00:19,742 --> 01:00:20,576 you know? 971 01:00:20,701 --> 01:00:22,870 I don't need to pry. 972 01:00:23,037 --> 01:00:25,331 I just need to be there. 973 01:00:25,497 --> 01:00:27,041 Oh, cheers. 974 01:00:27,207 --> 01:00:28,125 It's our first date, right? 975 01:00:28,292 --> 01:00:29,335 Cheers. 976 01:00:43,724 --> 01:00:44,641 I had fun tonight. 977 01:00:44,808 --> 01:00:46,935 Yeah, me too. 978 01:00:47,102 --> 01:00:49,229 I'd invite you in, but you know. 979 01:00:49,396 --> 01:00:50,606 Nah, don't even worry about it. 980 01:00:50,773 --> 01:00:51,982 We always got some other time. 981 01:00:52,149 --> 01:00:53,150 Hey. 982 01:01:04,578 --> 01:01:07,623 Or we could go back to my house. 983 01:01:07,790 --> 01:01:11,043 Look, I meant what I said last night. 984 01:01:11,210 --> 01:01:13,796 I had a good time, but I liked today better 'cause 985 01:01:13,962 --> 01:01:17,216 I got to get to know you. 986 01:01:17,383 --> 01:01:18,467 I want the Sunday mornings. 987 01:01:20,803 --> 01:01:21,845 Goodnight. 988 01:01:53,544 --> 01:01:54,878 Cole. 989 01:01:55,003 --> 01:01:56,505 I, uh-- 990 01:01:56,672 --> 01:01:58,006 I knew you'd be here. 991 01:02:01,677 --> 01:02:05,055 I just-- I want to tell you, I'm very serious about Jackson. 992 01:02:05,222 --> 01:02:08,684 And I would never do anything to hurt him. 993 01:02:08,851 --> 01:02:10,185 You told me this already. 994 01:02:10,352 --> 01:02:12,771 I know, but I thought maybe if I showed up here, 995 01:02:12,938 --> 01:02:15,732 you'd see how committed I was and-- 996 01:02:15,899 --> 01:02:17,151 I can't. 997 01:02:17,317 --> 01:02:20,696 Jess, I need to stay in counseling. 998 01:02:20,821 --> 01:02:22,030 I have probation. 999 01:02:22,197 --> 01:02:25,033 I can't just-- you told me to make things better, 1000 01:02:25,200 --> 01:02:26,410 and I'm trying to make things better. 1001 01:02:26,535 --> 01:02:28,412 And Jackson, he just makes it better for me. 1002 01:02:28,579 --> 01:02:29,496 I know, OK, Cole? 1003 01:02:29,621 --> 01:02:30,873 But I can't. 1004 01:02:31,039 --> 01:02:33,208 It's a conflict of interest. 1005 01:02:33,375 --> 01:02:34,376 I'm sorry. 1006 01:02:39,047 --> 01:02:41,758 I-- you know, I-- 1007 01:02:41,925 --> 01:02:44,178 I know you never really liked me, 1008 01:02:44,344 --> 01:02:45,679 and I never really said that. 1009 01:02:45,804 --> 01:02:47,389 And I wasn't easy on you. 1010 01:02:47,514 --> 01:02:49,766 I understand. 1011 01:02:49,892 --> 01:02:52,478 Somehow, I think maybe if I stayed in counseling, 1012 01:02:52,644 --> 01:02:53,854 you could have helped me. 1013 01:02:58,233 --> 01:03:00,611 But thank you for at least trying your best. 1014 01:03:03,280 --> 01:03:05,115 I don't dislike you, Cole. 1015 01:03:25,093 --> 01:03:28,347 Why do you keep staring at me? 1016 01:03:28,514 --> 01:03:29,556 No reason. 1017 01:03:32,601 --> 01:03:35,771 Are you going out again tonight? 1018 01:03:35,896 --> 01:03:38,524 Yeah, eventually. 1019 01:03:38,649 --> 01:03:40,817 You've been spending a lot of time with this guy 1020 01:03:40,943 --> 01:03:42,277 lately. 1021 01:03:42,402 --> 01:03:45,697 Yeah, that's what happens when you're dating somebody. 1022 01:03:45,864 --> 01:03:49,284 You're-- you're dating, like, officially? 1023 01:03:49,451 --> 01:03:50,536 Yeah. 1024 01:03:50,702 --> 01:03:51,954 But it's only been two weeks. 1025 01:03:52,120 --> 01:03:53,080 Isn't that a little fast? 1026 01:03:53,247 --> 01:03:56,750 What is with all the questions? 1027 01:03:56,917 --> 01:03:58,252 Do you not like Cole or something? 1028 01:03:58,377 --> 01:03:59,753 You don't even know him yet. 1029 01:03:59,878 --> 01:04:02,881 Never mind. 1030 01:04:07,636 --> 01:04:12,057 Tyler, um, your grandma wants to have dinner with the two 1031 01:04:12,182 --> 01:04:13,100 of us tomorrow night. 1032 01:04:13,267 --> 01:04:15,143 What? 1033 01:04:15,310 --> 01:04:16,311 Why? 1034 01:04:16,520 --> 01:04:18,063 Because she hasn't seen you for weeks. 1035 01:04:18,230 --> 01:04:19,273 I don't know. 1036 01:04:19,439 --> 01:04:21,275 Well, why doesn't Jackson have to go? 1037 01:04:21,441 --> 01:04:22,818 Because grandma's a fucking psycho. 1038 01:04:22,985 --> 01:04:23,777 Hey. 1039 01:04:23,944 --> 01:04:25,946 Well, she is. 1040 01:04:26,071 --> 01:04:28,282 Because she only asked for you. 1041 01:04:30,993 --> 01:04:33,036 It's probably because the oldest is such 1042 01:04:33,203 --> 01:04:34,496 a disappointment, isn't it? 1043 01:04:34,663 --> 01:04:35,455 Stop. 1044 01:04:35,622 --> 01:04:38,750 It has its benefits. 1045 01:05:04,234 --> 01:05:05,068 Cole, come on. 1046 01:05:05,235 --> 01:05:06,737 Hey, come on. 1047 01:05:06,862 --> 01:05:07,821 What? 1048 01:05:07,988 --> 01:05:09,990 I just want to make you feel good. 1049 01:05:10,157 --> 01:05:12,993 I do feel good. 1050 01:05:15,412 --> 01:05:16,246 Fine. 1051 01:05:16,413 --> 01:05:17,956 OK, I'm fine. 1052 01:05:18,081 --> 01:05:20,876 I'm completely fine. 1053 01:05:42,898 --> 01:05:47,027 OK, OK. 1054 01:05:47,194 --> 01:05:49,696 All right. 1055 01:06:05,504 --> 01:06:06,880 Do you have a condom? 1056 01:06:07,047 --> 01:06:07,839 Yes. 1057 01:06:08,006 --> 01:06:10,759 Yeah, so do I. 1058 01:06:26,900 --> 01:06:30,070 Get in the mood. 1059 01:06:38,328 --> 01:06:41,915 Hey, what's wrong with you, baby? 1060 01:06:52,342 --> 01:06:55,178 What's wrong, baby? 1061 01:07:00,267 --> 01:07:01,143 Stop. 1062 01:07:01,309 --> 01:07:02,310 Stop. 1063 01:07:04,479 --> 01:07:07,065 Are you all right? 1064 01:07:07,232 --> 01:07:08,275 Yeah, yeah. 1065 01:07:08,442 --> 01:07:09,109 I'm fine. 1066 01:07:09,317 --> 01:07:11,319 I just-- I can't right now. 1067 01:07:19,995 --> 01:07:22,998 Well, then I told the caterer, I 1068 01:07:23,165 --> 01:07:26,209 don't care about your traditional menu options. 1069 01:07:26,376 --> 01:07:29,880 None of it is gourmet, which is what I am paying for. 1070 01:07:30,046 --> 01:07:32,924 I mean, please, filet mignon? 1071 01:07:33,091 --> 01:07:34,593 What are we, savages? 1072 01:07:34,760 --> 01:07:36,720 Is this some sort of prom night? 1073 01:07:39,181 --> 01:07:41,725 I mean, if we wanted to be the laughingstock of the season, 1074 01:07:41,892 --> 01:07:43,643 we'd just have a pig roast or host 1075 01:07:43,810 --> 01:07:46,938 a reception on the front lawn or some community center. 1076 01:07:50,442 --> 01:07:51,568 What are you wearing? 1077 01:07:54,154 --> 01:07:55,655 You look like an avocado. 1078 01:07:59,367 --> 01:08:01,745 You wanted to talk to Tyler about something? 1079 01:08:01,912 --> 01:08:02,746 Oh, yes. 1080 01:08:02,913 --> 01:08:04,831 Right, right. 1081 01:08:04,998 --> 01:08:06,041 Hang on. 1082 01:08:12,297 --> 01:08:13,507 There. 1083 01:08:13,673 --> 01:08:15,258 There. 1084 01:08:15,425 --> 01:08:16,468 $50,000? 1085 01:08:16,593 --> 01:08:18,220 Mom, really? 1086 01:08:18,345 --> 01:08:22,390 Well, you're going off to university next year. 1087 01:08:22,557 --> 01:08:24,017 I mean, it isn't fair for you to have 1088 01:08:24,142 --> 01:08:26,728 to work when you're supposed to be focusing on your studies 1089 01:08:26,895 --> 01:08:30,148 and maybe finding a girlfriend. 1090 01:08:30,315 --> 01:08:32,692 Mom, you should have discussed this with me first. 1091 01:08:32,859 --> 01:08:34,194 Why would I have to discuss it with you 1092 01:08:34,361 --> 01:08:35,487 if I want to give my grandson a gift? 1093 01:08:35,654 --> 01:08:36,696 Because you have two grandsons. 1094 01:08:36,822 --> 01:08:37,989 Well, if the eldest-- 1095 01:08:38,114 --> 01:08:39,282 Jackson. 1096 01:08:39,449 --> 01:08:40,534 His name is Jackson. 1097 01:08:40,700 --> 01:08:42,160 I'm so sick of the way you talk about him. 1098 01:08:42,327 --> 01:08:46,832 I am not about to waste my money on some arts program. 1099 01:08:46,957 --> 01:08:50,085 You do something useful with that. 1100 01:08:50,210 --> 01:08:51,086 Hey! 1101 01:08:51,253 --> 01:08:52,212 What-- 1102 01:08:52,462 --> 01:08:54,089 You are not buying my son's affection. 1103 01:08:54,256 --> 01:08:56,383 You're certainly not choosing one of my kids over the other. 1104 01:08:56,550 --> 01:08:57,843 Furthermore, he doesn't need your money. 1105 01:08:58,009 --> 01:08:59,511 He has a lot more than that waiting for him 1106 01:08:59,678 --> 01:09:02,305 when he graduates, which he can use on whatever he wants, 1107 01:09:02,472 --> 01:09:05,392 whether it's art school or not because he's my son, 1108 01:09:05,517 --> 01:09:08,687 and he can be whoever he wants to be. 1109 01:09:08,854 --> 01:09:09,896 Let's go. 1110 01:09:19,990 --> 01:09:21,992 Can I have my phone back? 1111 01:09:24,536 --> 01:09:25,579 Thanks. 1112 01:09:29,916 --> 01:09:33,128 ♪ I can't keep my hands off you ♪ 1113 01:09:33,295 --> 01:09:35,755 ♪ Every inch I want to explore, too ♪ 1114 01:09:35,922 --> 01:09:37,549 ♪ Let's get reckless ♪ 1115 01:09:37,716 --> 01:09:38,508 ♪ Let's get loud ♪ 1116 01:09:38,675 --> 01:09:39,718 ♪ You've got me hooked ♪ 1117 01:09:39,885 --> 01:09:41,094 ♪ I can't back down ♪ 1118 01:09:41,261 --> 01:09:42,262 ♪ I'm all in ♪ 1119 01:09:42,429 --> 01:09:43,638 ♪ Let's forget the rules ♪ 1120 01:09:43,805 --> 01:09:47,726 ♪ Tonight, I'm the one who's in control of you ♪ 1121 01:09:47,851 --> 01:09:52,147 ♪ I can't keep my hands off you ♪ 1122 01:09:52,314 --> 01:09:54,733 Have I ever told you that you have a great body? 1123 01:09:54,900 --> 01:09:55,859 Yeah, yeah. 1124 01:09:56,026 --> 01:09:57,402 You do it all the time. 1125 01:09:57,569 --> 01:10:00,614 It's just like every time you pose for our art class, 1126 01:10:00,780 --> 01:10:03,366 you give me a hard on. 1127 01:10:03,533 --> 01:10:05,452 Jax, can I make out with your boyfriend? 1128 01:10:05,619 --> 01:10:06,828 Yeah, I don't think so. 1129 01:10:06,953 --> 01:10:07,787 Why? 1130 01:10:07,913 --> 01:10:08,997 I'll let you make out with mine. 1131 01:10:09,122 --> 01:10:10,790 I don't want to make out with yours. 1132 01:10:10,916 --> 01:10:11,750 No offense. 1133 01:10:11,917 --> 01:10:12,834 Come on. 1134 01:10:13,001 --> 01:10:14,210 Can you just kiss my best friend? 1135 01:10:14,377 --> 01:10:15,629 Oh, God, Abby. 1136 01:10:15,795 --> 01:10:17,464 - Come on, kiss him. - Kiss him. 1137 01:10:17,589 --> 01:10:18,506 Kiss him. 1138 01:10:18,673 --> 01:10:19,799 Do it. 1139 01:10:19,966 --> 01:10:22,385 Do it, do it, do it. 1140 01:10:22,552 --> 01:10:25,889 Yeah, that is hot. 1141 01:10:26,056 --> 01:10:26,890 Add some tongue. 1142 01:10:27,057 --> 01:10:28,350 Oh, God. 1143 01:10:28,475 --> 01:10:30,560 Don't act like you don't like it, bitch. 1144 01:10:33,772 --> 01:10:37,609 You're still not making out with my boyfriend. 1145 01:10:40,528 --> 01:10:42,405 All right. 1146 01:10:42,530 --> 01:10:43,740 Scott, show him your dick. 1147 01:10:43,907 --> 01:10:45,283 I think it's time for us to go home. 1148 01:10:45,450 --> 01:10:46,409 Why? 1149 01:10:46,576 --> 01:10:47,661 We're just starting to have some fun. 1150 01:10:47,786 --> 01:10:49,287 Hi. Hey. 1151 01:10:49,454 --> 01:10:51,790 Could I have another drink, please? 1152 01:10:51,957 --> 01:10:55,085 Sweetie, he doesn't work here. 1153 01:10:55,251 --> 01:10:56,753 I'm going up anyways. 1154 01:10:56,920 --> 01:10:57,921 What do you want? 1155 01:10:58,046 --> 01:10:59,589 Alcohol. 1156 01:10:59,756 --> 01:11:01,466 Helpful. 1157 01:11:01,591 --> 01:11:03,635 Did I ever tell you the time that Jackson and I had sex? 1158 01:11:03,802 --> 01:11:05,470 No, we didn't. Yes, we did. 1159 01:11:05,637 --> 01:11:06,554 I'm the reason he's gay. 1160 01:11:06,721 --> 01:11:07,514 You're welcome. 1161 01:11:07,681 --> 01:11:10,600 We did not have sex. 1162 01:11:10,725 --> 01:11:12,769 Private conversation. 1163 01:11:16,773 --> 01:11:18,775 Anyway, yeah, he asked me to stick a finger up his no, 1164 01:11:18,942 --> 01:11:19,859 no hole. 1165 01:11:20,026 --> 01:11:23,697 And I was like, yeah, he's a homo. 1166 01:11:23,863 --> 01:11:25,490 I can say from personal experience 1167 01:11:25,657 --> 01:11:29,119 that that's probably not how the conversation went. 1168 01:11:29,285 --> 01:11:31,705 I mean, she casually asks you if you're adventurous, 1169 01:11:31,871 --> 01:11:34,165 and the next thing you she's two knuckles deep, 1170 01:11:34,332 --> 01:11:35,500 finger raping you up the ass. 1171 01:11:35,667 --> 01:11:37,502 Man, that's-- that's-- 1172 01:11:37,627 --> 01:11:38,461 that's not funny. 1173 01:11:38,628 --> 01:11:39,546 Yeah, it's not funny. 1174 01:11:39,713 --> 01:11:41,172 It's not rape if you like it. 1175 01:11:41,339 --> 01:11:43,341 That's not fucking funny. 1176 01:11:43,466 --> 01:11:44,884 Dude, come down. 1177 01:11:45,051 --> 01:11:45,885 Didn't mean anything. 1178 01:11:46,052 --> 01:11:47,637 Yeah, of course not. 1179 01:11:47,762 --> 01:11:49,139 Both of you don't think about what you 1180 01:11:49,264 --> 01:11:53,476 say before you fucking say it. 1181 01:11:53,643 --> 01:11:54,811 I'm gonna go get, uh-- 1182 01:11:54,936 --> 01:11:55,812 get some fresh air. 1183 01:11:55,979 --> 01:11:57,022 Man, I'm sorry. 1184 01:12:04,029 --> 01:12:05,113 I'll be back. 1185 01:12:08,867 --> 01:12:10,326 He's dark. 1186 01:12:26,384 --> 01:12:28,344 Hey. 1187 01:12:28,511 --> 01:12:29,512 You OK? 1188 01:12:33,975 --> 01:12:36,186 I'm just-- 1189 01:12:36,352 --> 01:12:38,229 I didn't mean to make such a stupid scene. 1190 01:12:38,396 --> 01:12:39,230 It's fine, man. 1191 01:12:39,397 --> 01:12:40,482 Don't worry about that. 1192 01:12:47,197 --> 01:12:48,156 Do you want to talk about it? 1193 01:12:48,323 --> 01:12:50,325 What's there to talk about? 1194 01:12:50,450 --> 01:12:52,952 I mean, obviously, you're going through something. 1195 01:12:59,042 --> 01:13:01,503 I don't need any kind of pity or judgment. 1196 01:13:01,669 --> 01:13:07,217 Hey, I will never pity you, and I will never judge you, OK? 1197 01:13:07,383 --> 01:13:09,969 I just want to be here for you. 1198 01:13:10,095 --> 01:13:12,138 Well, I know that other people in the world 1199 01:13:12,305 --> 01:13:13,848 have it a lot harder than I do. 1200 01:13:14,015 --> 01:13:15,016 So that doesn't make what you're 1201 01:13:15,183 --> 01:13:16,476 going through any less valid. 1202 01:13:22,899 --> 01:13:24,025 It's cold out. 1203 01:13:24,192 --> 01:13:25,777 You don't have to stay outside with me, OK? 1204 01:13:25,944 --> 01:13:28,780 I want to. 1205 01:13:28,947 --> 01:13:30,740 I just want to be here with you, OK? 1206 01:13:30,907 --> 01:13:32,450 I want you to know that you're not alone. 1207 01:13:38,081 --> 01:13:41,459 You know you don't owe anyone a thing, right? 1208 01:13:44,212 --> 01:13:47,590 Not your mom, not Joy, certainly not David. 1209 01:13:51,636 --> 01:13:52,470 I know. 1210 01:13:52,637 --> 01:13:54,472 No, Jessica. 1211 01:13:54,639 --> 01:13:55,723 Listen to me. 1212 01:13:55,849 --> 01:14:00,103 You don't owe anyone anything. 1213 01:14:00,270 --> 01:14:03,481 You've been holding it together for everyone else. 1214 01:14:03,648 --> 01:14:06,317 It's time you prioritize your mental health. 1215 01:14:06,484 --> 01:14:08,194 And if living honestly alleviates 1216 01:14:08,361 --> 01:14:10,363 some negative feelings, you need to. 1217 01:14:10,530 --> 01:14:12,282 Yeah, but that's just gonna make it a bigger fucking 1218 01:14:12,448 --> 01:14:13,700 mess for everybody else. 1219 01:14:13,867 --> 01:14:17,453 That's something that can be worked out over time. 1220 01:14:17,579 --> 01:14:22,750 That nagging guilt, the fear of the unknown, the regret, that's 1221 01:14:22,917 --> 01:14:25,503 what's keeping you in limbo. 1222 01:14:25,670 --> 01:14:26,880 And it's eating you alive. 1223 01:14:43,396 --> 01:14:46,149 Um, next Friday at 3:30. 1224 01:14:49,277 --> 01:14:50,486 Hey, Jessica. 1225 01:14:54,449 --> 01:14:56,534 What are you doing here? 1226 01:14:56,701 --> 01:14:59,412 Well, you know I need to keep up my probation, 1227 01:14:59,579 --> 01:15:02,874 so what do you think I'm doing here? 1228 01:15:12,592 --> 01:15:13,885 Can I go up now? 1229 01:15:15,345 --> 01:15:18,765 Good to see you again, Cole. 1230 01:15:18,932 --> 01:15:21,809 Thank you. 1231 01:15:26,689 --> 01:15:28,942 Can I show you mine? 1232 01:15:29,108 --> 01:15:30,151 Sure. 1233 01:15:32,528 --> 01:15:36,658 Only serious opinions only, OK? 1234 01:15:36,824 --> 01:15:38,034 Oh, my God. 1235 01:15:38,201 --> 01:15:39,619 What is wrong with you? 1236 01:15:39,786 --> 01:15:40,828 Girl can dream. 1237 01:15:40,995 --> 01:15:42,038 You're disgusting. 1238 01:15:42,205 --> 01:15:45,208 I love it. 1239 01:16:10,066 --> 01:16:11,901 So beautiful, the lake. 1240 01:16:12,068 --> 01:16:13,319 Mm. 1241 01:16:13,486 --> 01:16:16,239 And the stars. 1242 01:16:16,406 --> 01:16:17,490 I don't see them often. 1243 01:16:25,081 --> 01:16:26,207 You're awfully quiet. 1244 01:16:28,626 --> 01:16:29,669 Yeah. 1245 01:16:38,636 --> 01:16:40,179 You know my dad's wedding is coming up, right? 1246 01:16:40,346 --> 01:16:41,389 Mm-hmm. 1247 01:16:43,516 --> 01:16:44,517 Oh. 1248 01:16:47,228 --> 01:16:50,523 OK, I don't want to jinx anything by asking too soon, 1249 01:16:50,690 --> 01:16:54,610 but do you want to come with me? 1250 01:16:54,777 --> 01:16:56,988 Jackson, you know I don't do weddings. 1251 01:16:57,155 --> 01:16:58,531 There's an open bar. 1252 01:16:58,698 --> 01:17:00,033 I'm in. 1253 01:17:00,158 --> 01:17:02,160 God forbid you just do something 1254 01:17:02,285 --> 01:17:03,286 'cause I'm your boyfriend. 1255 01:17:03,453 --> 01:17:04,954 Oh, you know I like to get hard. 1256 01:17:05,121 --> 01:17:05,955 I like to be a-- 1257 01:17:06,122 --> 01:17:07,123 I like to be difficult. 1258 01:17:07,290 --> 01:17:08,708 - Yeah, ain't that the truth. - OK. 1259 01:17:08,833 --> 01:17:09,876 Mm-hmm. 1260 01:17:14,464 --> 01:17:18,217 You know, I really like you, Jackson. 1261 01:17:18,343 --> 01:17:20,094 I really like you, too. 1262 01:17:24,098 --> 01:17:25,141 I just, uh-- 1263 01:17:27,727 --> 01:17:30,355 I just don't ever want to hurt you, you know? 1264 01:17:30,521 --> 01:17:32,106 OK, so then don't. 1265 01:17:36,444 --> 01:17:37,987 Let's go home. 1266 01:17:41,074 --> 01:17:43,868 OK. 1267 01:20:08,721 --> 01:20:09,972 Hello. 1268 01:20:12,642 --> 01:20:13,684 What's wrong? 1269 01:20:23,486 --> 01:20:30,576 Uh, I don't know, sis. 1270 01:20:34,205 --> 01:20:41,337 I, uh-- OK, yeah, I'll be there. 1271 01:20:51,180 --> 01:20:54,433 I'll be there. 1272 01:20:54,600 --> 01:20:56,143 Who was that? 1273 01:20:56,310 --> 01:20:57,645 That was just my-- 1274 01:20:57,812 --> 01:20:58,896 my sister Cassie. 1275 01:20:59,063 --> 01:21:02,692 Um, my stepfather died last night, so-- 1276 01:21:02,858 --> 01:21:03,693 Oh, my God. 1277 01:21:03,818 --> 01:21:04,652 Babe, are you OK? 1278 01:21:04,819 --> 01:21:06,529 Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. 1279 01:21:06,696 --> 01:21:08,990 I'm so sorry. 1280 01:21:09,156 --> 01:21:11,576 Is there anything I can do? 1281 01:21:11,742 --> 01:21:13,869 No, don't worry about it. 1282 01:21:14,036 --> 01:21:17,164 Oh, when's the funeral? 1283 01:21:17,290 --> 01:21:20,167 I think she said next Saturday, so-- 1284 01:21:20,293 --> 01:21:21,127 OK, I can-- 1285 01:21:21,294 --> 01:21:22,503 I can be there with you. 1286 01:21:22,628 --> 01:21:23,671 It's fine. 1287 01:21:23,838 --> 01:21:26,299 Look, I really don't want you there, OK? 1288 01:21:26,465 --> 01:21:28,467 Oh, babe, you're gonna need somebody there. 1289 01:21:28,593 --> 01:21:29,885 I said I'm fucking fine. 1290 01:21:51,365 --> 01:21:54,744 My stepfather died last night. 1291 01:21:54,910 --> 01:21:58,331 Cole, I'm sorry. 1292 01:21:58,456 --> 01:22:00,458 Trust me, I'm fine. 1293 01:22:00,583 --> 01:22:01,375 I'm fine. 1294 01:22:01,542 --> 01:22:04,211 I, uh-- I'm actually glad. 1295 01:22:07,673 --> 01:22:09,425 Why do you say that? 1296 01:22:12,053 --> 01:22:15,264 He just wasn't a good person. 1297 01:22:15,431 --> 01:22:17,892 Why do you say he wasn't a good person? 1298 01:22:18,059 --> 01:22:20,353 Just wasn't. 1299 01:22:20,519 --> 01:22:21,562 He did things. 1300 01:22:24,190 --> 01:22:25,274 Destructive things. 1301 01:22:25,441 --> 01:22:26,567 Hurtful things. 1302 01:22:26,734 --> 01:22:28,444 He hurt people. 1303 01:22:28,569 --> 01:22:30,780 The world is a better place without him in it. 1304 01:22:33,991 --> 01:22:38,079 It's never really that simple, is it? 1305 01:22:38,245 --> 01:22:42,750 You can dislike someone and still grieve their loss. 1306 01:22:42,917 --> 01:22:45,169 And sometimes that person takes something with them 1307 01:22:45,336 --> 01:22:46,504 that you can't get back. 1308 01:22:50,049 --> 01:22:52,802 Tell me more about these destructive things. 1309 01:22:52,968 --> 01:22:53,761 We're not doing that. 1310 01:22:53,928 --> 01:22:55,304 I'm not talking about him. 1311 01:22:55,429 --> 01:22:56,514 Sorry. 1312 01:22:56,681 --> 01:22:58,265 What would happen if we talked about him-- 1313 01:22:58,432 --> 01:23:00,059 We're not going to talk about him because I'm 1314 01:23:00,226 --> 01:23:02,520 done with that topic. 1315 01:23:02,687 --> 01:23:04,021 What you need to understand is that this 1316 01:23:04,188 --> 01:23:06,273 is something I'm trying to deal with on my own, OK? 1317 01:23:06,440 --> 01:23:10,319 And I'm sick of everyone trying to force me to talk about it. 1318 01:23:10,486 --> 01:23:11,696 Who do you mean by everyone? 1319 01:23:11,862 --> 01:23:17,868 You, Cassie Jackson, my old therapist. 1320 01:23:18,035 --> 01:23:21,122 You all know what happened, so stop with the stupid questions, 1321 01:23:21,288 --> 01:23:23,624 OK? 1322 01:23:23,749 --> 01:23:25,751 Cole, look, I-- 1323 01:23:25,918 --> 01:23:29,505 I don't know what happened, but I can see that you're 1324 01:23:29,672 --> 01:23:31,757 carrying a lot of pain. 1325 01:23:34,218 --> 01:23:36,429 But do you think everyone is asking 1326 01:23:36,595 --> 01:23:41,267 out of nosiness or concern? 1327 01:23:41,392 --> 01:23:46,856 No, I know why everybody is asking. 1328 01:23:47,022 --> 01:23:50,234 They're asking 'cause they're trying to fix it. 1329 01:23:50,401 --> 01:23:55,197 Like if somehow I open up about it, it'll make them feel better. 1330 01:23:55,322 --> 01:23:57,283 It's always about them, what they want, 1331 01:23:57,450 --> 01:23:59,744 what they think I need. 1332 01:23:59,910 --> 01:24:01,287 Do you know how fucking awkward it 1333 01:24:01,454 --> 01:24:05,916 is to console someone because they're hurting because I 1334 01:24:06,083 --> 01:24:07,460 tried to fucking kill myself? 1335 01:24:12,339 --> 01:24:15,092 This isn't one thing that can be fixed by one person, 1336 01:24:15,217 --> 01:24:17,470 but I'm working through it, OK? 1337 01:24:17,595 --> 01:24:19,722 I am. 1338 01:24:19,889 --> 01:24:22,057 You'll all know when I'm ready and 1339 01:24:22,224 --> 01:24:24,059 when I get there, 'cause that's when I'll 1340 01:24:24,185 --> 01:24:25,770 be willing to talk about it. 1341 01:24:55,174 --> 01:24:56,884 How does next Friday work? 1342 01:24:57,051 --> 01:24:58,010 Uh, no. 1343 01:24:58,177 --> 01:25:00,888 Can I-- how about Wednesday? 1344 01:25:01,055 --> 01:25:02,348 Wednesday. 1345 01:25:02,515 --> 01:25:03,349 Oh, I, uh-- 1346 01:25:03,516 --> 01:25:04,350 I forgot my backpack. 1347 01:25:04,517 --> 01:25:05,935 I'm just gonna quickly-- 1348 01:25:53,899 --> 01:25:55,860 Look, I know you said you're fine, 1349 01:25:56,026 --> 01:25:57,278 but I cleared my schedule on Saturday 1350 01:25:57,403 --> 01:25:58,571 just in case you change your mind 1351 01:25:58,737 --> 01:25:59,780 and want me to go with you to the funeral. 1352 01:25:59,905 --> 01:26:01,115 For fuck's sake's, Jackson. 1353 01:26:01,282 --> 01:26:05,619 How many times do I have to say drop it? 1354 01:26:07,621 --> 01:26:09,164 When I say I don't want you there, 1355 01:26:09,331 --> 01:26:10,708 I don't fucking want you there. 1356 01:26:10,875 --> 01:26:12,626 OK, can you just pull the car fucking forward? 1357 01:26:12,751 --> 01:26:14,253 Yes, I can fucking pull forward, all right? 1358 01:26:14,420 --> 01:26:18,132 I don't need you to instruct me on every part of my life. 1359 01:26:18,257 --> 01:26:20,009 I can survive without you. 1360 01:26:49,788 --> 01:26:51,749 You know how fucking annoying it is 1361 01:26:51,916 --> 01:26:54,501 to be asked the same questions all the time? 1362 01:26:54,668 --> 01:26:55,544 Like, are you OK? 1363 01:26:55,711 --> 01:26:56,503 What's wrong? 1364 01:26:56,670 --> 01:26:57,963 Do you want to talk about it? 1365 01:26:58,130 --> 01:27:01,300 Like, somehow you knowing is gonna fix things. 1366 01:27:01,467 --> 01:27:02,384 OK, I'm sorry. 1367 01:27:02,551 --> 01:27:03,802 I don't know what to do here, OK? 1368 01:27:03,969 --> 01:27:05,054 I'm just trying to let you know that I'm here for. 1369 01:27:05,179 --> 01:27:06,472 I get it. I get it, OK? 1370 01:27:06,639 --> 01:27:08,974 You want to be here for me. 1371 01:27:09,141 --> 01:27:12,811 But this is not fucking about you, Jackson, all right? 1372 01:27:12,978 --> 01:27:17,524 I do not want to fucking talk about it, OK? 1373 01:27:17,650 --> 01:27:19,318 Like, I-- you're always fucking around. 1374 01:27:19,485 --> 01:27:20,444 I can't catch a break. 1375 01:27:20,611 --> 01:27:22,154 OK, I'm sorry. 1376 01:27:22,321 --> 01:27:26,784 I need fucking space, OK? 1377 01:27:26,909 --> 01:27:28,035 I can't fucking breathe. 1378 01:27:28,202 --> 01:27:29,578 You're suffocating me. 1379 01:27:35,960 --> 01:27:40,339 You told me you were never gonna hurt me. 1380 01:27:40,506 --> 01:27:42,758 Yeah, so maybe we should end things now, 1381 01:27:42,883 --> 01:27:44,969 so I don't really fucking hurt you. 1382 01:27:45,135 --> 01:27:46,345 It's a little late for that when 1383 01:27:46,470 --> 01:27:48,722 I'm already in love with you. 1384 01:27:48,889 --> 01:27:50,015 Don't do this, please. 1385 01:27:50,140 --> 01:27:54,103 No, don't-- don't fucking touch me, OK? 1386 01:28:19,837 --> 01:28:20,879 Hey. 1387 01:28:23,757 --> 01:28:24,758 Hey. 1388 01:28:27,344 --> 01:28:28,762 Jax, what's wrong? 1389 01:28:28,929 --> 01:28:32,808 Cole just broke up with me. 1390 01:28:32,975 --> 01:28:34,143 Oh, honey. I'm so sorry. 1391 01:28:34,268 --> 01:28:35,102 Yeah, right, Mom. 1392 01:28:35,269 --> 01:28:36,186 You didn't even like him. 1393 01:28:36,353 --> 01:28:37,813 That is not true. 1394 01:28:37,980 --> 01:28:39,189 Yeah, it is. 1395 01:28:39,356 --> 01:28:41,358 You didn't even get to know him 'cause if you did, 1396 01:28:41,525 --> 01:28:43,068 you would have seen that he's not just some guy 1397 01:28:43,193 --> 01:28:44,611 that it didn't work out with. 1398 01:28:47,489 --> 01:28:48,866 I'm so in love with him. 1399 01:28:49,033 --> 01:28:50,576 That's why he's breaking up with me. 1400 01:28:50,701 --> 01:28:52,286 You're in love with him? 1401 01:28:52,411 --> 01:28:54,538 Yeah, Mom. 1402 01:28:54,705 --> 01:28:56,915 And he deserves to be loved. 1403 01:28:57,082 --> 01:28:59,334 He deserves to have someone there. 1404 01:28:59,501 --> 01:29:01,712 But he's too scared to let people see all the bad shit 1405 01:29:01,879 --> 01:29:04,089 that he's got going on. 1406 01:29:04,256 --> 01:29:07,676 He's a lot like you like that. 1407 01:29:34,995 --> 01:29:36,955 DR. KELLER (ON RECORDING): So, what 1408 01:29:37,122 --> 01:29:39,666 brings you in today, Jessica? 1409 01:29:39,833 --> 01:29:41,877 JESSICA My marriage. 1410 01:29:42,002 --> 01:29:44,338 It's over as of yesterday. 1411 01:29:44,505 --> 01:29:46,131 I just signed the divorce papers. 1412 01:30:08,737 --> 01:30:09,822 Hello? 1413 01:30:09,988 --> 01:30:10,948 Are you Joy? 1414 01:30:11,115 --> 01:30:12,157 Joy McCall? 1415 01:30:17,412 --> 01:30:19,456 What is that? 1416 01:30:19,623 --> 01:30:23,836 That's all of the audio recordings of your sister's 1417 01:30:23,961 --> 01:30:25,045 therapy sessions. 1418 01:30:32,594 --> 01:30:35,264 That's sick. 1419 01:30:35,430 --> 01:30:36,223 Are you serious? 1420 01:30:36,390 --> 01:30:38,517 Yeah, I am, you know. 1421 01:30:38,642 --> 01:30:41,895 I make a lot of bad choices, so fuck it. 1422 01:30:42,062 --> 01:30:44,565 What's one more? 1423 01:30:44,731 --> 01:30:47,401 I don't know what you expect me to do here. 1424 01:30:47,568 --> 01:30:49,153 But I am-- I am-- 1425 01:30:49,319 --> 01:30:50,904 I am not listening to that. 1426 01:30:51,071 --> 01:30:52,072 Why? 1427 01:30:52,281 --> 01:30:53,365 'Cause you're afraid of what's on there? 1428 01:30:53,490 --> 01:30:55,868 Because it's an invasion of privacy. 1429 01:30:56,034 --> 01:30:59,454 You just don't want to hear what it's doing to her. 1430 01:30:59,621 --> 01:31:01,915 People like you and me have no fucking 1431 01:31:02,082 --> 01:31:05,752 issue lying to everyone else around us 1432 01:31:05,919 --> 01:31:10,465 but not Jessica, your sister. 1433 01:31:10,632 --> 01:31:14,678 You know, she doesn't need you to speak up for her. 1434 01:31:14,845 --> 01:31:16,138 She is more than capable. 1435 01:31:16,305 --> 01:31:18,140 Right. 1436 01:31:18,307 --> 01:31:19,850 She doesn't. 1437 01:31:20,017 --> 01:31:21,852 And you know she wouldn't if it means 1438 01:31:22,019 --> 01:31:24,938 someone else is gonna get hurt. 1439 01:31:25,105 --> 01:31:27,816 But that's not what this is about, OK? 1440 01:31:27,983 --> 01:31:29,693 It's about support. 1441 01:31:29,860 --> 01:31:32,738 You've had it your whole fucking life, and she hasn't. 1442 01:31:32,905 --> 01:31:36,742 She's had to deal with this and a lot more all on her own. 1443 01:31:36,909 --> 01:31:38,368 And trust me when I say this, it's 1444 01:31:38,535 --> 01:31:41,246 a lot more manageable when you have someone in your corner. 1445 01:31:44,416 --> 01:31:51,673 So, yeah, she shouldn't have to ask, especially not from you. 1446 01:31:55,552 --> 01:31:59,014 I think you should go. 1447 01:32:39,179 --> 01:32:40,430 Hey, Ma. 1448 01:32:42,849 --> 01:32:43,892 Cole. 1449 01:32:48,230 --> 01:32:49,189 Oh. 1450 01:32:52,234 --> 01:32:53,277 Hi, Cole. 1451 01:32:55,988 --> 01:32:57,531 It's a nice service. 1452 01:33:02,286 --> 01:33:06,373 Mom, I-- I missed you. 1453 01:33:06,540 --> 01:33:09,501 I really did. 1454 01:33:09,668 --> 01:33:13,130 Why are you here? 1455 01:33:13,297 --> 01:33:15,173 I just told you why I'm here. 1456 01:33:15,340 --> 01:33:17,884 It's 'cause I missed you. 1457 01:33:20,387 --> 01:33:24,016 Because I thought you needed me. 1458 01:33:24,182 --> 01:33:25,934 Like that suddenly matters. 1459 01:33:26,101 --> 01:33:31,565 Mom, I'm not trying to start a fight. 1460 01:33:31,732 --> 01:33:36,528 Ma, can you-- can you at least look at me? 1461 01:33:36,695 --> 01:33:42,492 Yes, I see you. 1462 01:33:42,659 --> 01:33:43,994 You happy? 1463 01:33:44,161 --> 01:33:47,289 Mom, you know how hard it was for me to come here today? 1464 01:33:47,456 --> 01:33:49,499 Then why did you? 1465 01:33:49,666 --> 01:33:53,670 You show up today of all days, after seven years 1466 01:33:53,837 --> 01:33:56,298 of shutting me out so you can what, 1467 01:33:56,423 --> 01:33:57,841 pretend everything is fine? 1468 01:33:57,966 --> 01:33:59,092 Pretend? 1469 01:33:59,259 --> 01:34:01,303 That's pretty fucking ironic coming from you. 1470 01:34:01,470 --> 01:34:05,057 Look, I am sorry for what you think happened. 1471 01:34:05,223 --> 01:34:08,101 I don't think anything happened, OK? 1472 01:34:08,268 --> 01:34:09,227 It did happen. 1473 01:34:09,353 --> 01:34:11,313 It happened 11 times, Mom. 1474 01:34:11,480 --> 01:34:12,856 11 fucking times. 1475 01:34:15,359 --> 01:34:21,740 How dare you start all of this all again today of all days? 1476 01:34:21,907 --> 01:34:25,035 Do you really hate me this much? 1477 01:34:25,202 --> 01:34:27,245 I don't hate you, Mom. 1478 01:34:27,371 --> 01:34:29,289 I never did. 1479 01:34:29,456 --> 01:34:31,833 I feel bad for you. 1480 01:34:32,000 --> 01:34:33,210 I'm doing my healing. 1481 01:34:33,377 --> 01:34:35,504 And you still can't accept the fact that you did 1482 01:34:35,670 --> 01:34:38,298 nothing, nothing to help me. 1483 01:34:40,300 --> 01:34:41,343 Mom. 1484 01:34:43,762 --> 01:34:50,519 Today is about his memory. 1485 01:34:53,939 --> 01:34:56,483 Don't ruin it. 1486 01:36:11,558 --> 01:36:13,852 Aunt Joyce is here. 1487 01:36:19,816 --> 01:36:21,526 Looks so good. 1488 01:36:21,651 --> 01:36:22,861 Over here. 1489 01:36:23,028 --> 01:36:24,613 You've got great hair. 1490 01:36:24,779 --> 01:36:26,114 OK, look at you boys. 1491 01:36:30,952 --> 01:36:31,953 Joy. 1492 01:36:34,539 --> 01:36:40,045 I, uh, needed to talk to you. 1493 01:36:40,170 --> 01:36:41,755 All of you, actually. 1494 01:36:56,728 --> 01:36:57,646 How did you-- 1495 01:36:57,812 --> 01:36:59,731 Doesn't matter. 1496 01:36:59,856 --> 01:37:04,486 What matters is that I owe you an apology. 1497 01:37:08,406 --> 01:37:10,867 I should have seen what this was doing to you. 1498 01:37:17,749 --> 01:37:20,627 And I owe you the truth. 1499 01:37:26,091 --> 01:37:28,552 Your dad told you about an affair. 1500 01:37:28,677 --> 01:37:31,638 But it wasn't your mom who had it. 1501 01:37:34,683 --> 01:37:35,809 It was your father. 1502 01:37:40,397 --> 01:37:41,481 18 years ago. 1503 01:37:45,735 --> 01:37:46,778 What? 1504 01:37:49,739 --> 01:37:53,618 I-- 1505 01:37:56,037 --> 01:37:58,373 How? 1506 01:37:58,540 --> 01:37:59,624 I remember when he was born. 1507 01:37:59,791 --> 01:38:01,126 I remember when you were pregnant. 1508 01:38:04,713 --> 01:38:07,632 I was pregnant. 1509 01:38:07,799 --> 01:38:11,011 The little girl who I lost during the delivery. 1510 01:38:14,389 --> 01:38:15,890 Your mom and dad had already 1511 01:38:16,057 --> 01:38:20,645 decided to work things out when I got pregnant so adoption was-- 1512 01:38:20,812 --> 01:38:21,855 Oh, no. 1513 01:38:50,467 --> 01:38:51,676 Did you know? 1514 01:38:51,801 --> 01:38:52,844 No. 1515 01:38:56,306 --> 01:38:57,599 I mean, I remember when we-- when 1516 01:38:57,766 --> 01:39:00,769 I was younger, mom and Aunt Joy weren't talking 1517 01:39:00,935 --> 01:39:03,104 to each other for a while. 1518 01:39:03,271 --> 01:39:06,441 And I had no idea why. 1519 01:39:06,608 --> 01:39:07,692 But then you were born. 1520 01:39:07,859 --> 01:39:12,113 And suddenly, she was back in our lives. 1521 01:39:12,280 --> 01:39:14,741 I was, like, seven. 1522 01:39:21,373 --> 01:39:26,211 Every time I see him, I'm, um-- 1523 01:39:26,378 --> 01:39:32,133 I'm reminded of the life he could have had 1524 01:39:32,300 --> 01:39:34,844 and the mistakes I made and how I hurt you. 1525 01:39:35,011 --> 01:39:36,638 And then I go. 1526 01:39:36,805 --> 01:39:38,306 And it's out of sight, out of mind. 1527 01:39:43,186 --> 01:39:47,065 But you're reminded every single day. 1528 01:39:56,157 --> 01:39:58,076 Look, I can't even begin to imagine 1529 01:39:58,243 --> 01:39:59,577 what you're feeling right now. 1530 01:40:03,373 --> 01:40:05,250 You have every right to be angry with all of them. 1531 01:40:05,417 --> 01:40:07,460 If I were you, I probably wouldn't even go tonight. 1532 01:40:15,009 --> 01:40:16,261 But if you want my opinion-- 1533 01:40:16,428 --> 01:40:18,763 Even if I didn't, you'd give it to me anyway. 1534 01:40:21,766 --> 01:40:26,146 Look, it's just that for so long, you've 1535 01:40:26,312 --> 01:40:28,106 been telling all of us that you want 1536 01:40:28,273 --> 01:40:32,819 to be treated like an adult. Now it's 1537 01:40:32,986 --> 01:40:36,239 time to prove that you are one. 1538 01:40:39,409 --> 01:40:41,536 Show them that you can handle this better than any of them 1539 01:40:41,703 --> 01:40:44,080 ever did. 1540 01:40:49,878 --> 01:40:52,297 Come here. 1541 01:41:23,244 --> 01:41:24,996 Hi. 1542 01:41:25,163 --> 01:41:26,998 Hi, Cole. 1543 01:41:27,123 --> 01:41:28,208 Can I come in? 1544 01:41:47,811 --> 01:41:49,646 It's OK. 1545 01:41:49,813 --> 01:41:50,647 I mean, it's not. 1546 01:41:50,814 --> 01:41:52,023 It's not OK. 1547 01:41:52,190 --> 01:41:54,067 You're looking at 100 hours of community service, 1548 01:41:54,234 --> 01:41:57,403 but I appreciate it. 1549 01:42:01,991 --> 01:42:03,034 Can we talk? 1550 01:42:07,622 --> 01:42:11,668 I didn't mean to hurt him. 1551 01:42:11,835 --> 01:42:15,380 Yeah, I don't want you to hurt him, either. 1552 01:42:18,091 --> 01:42:23,721 But since he's been with you, he's been happy. 1553 01:42:23,847 --> 01:42:26,474 I know you probably don't see the world of difference you made 1554 01:42:26,641 --> 01:42:32,063 in his life because maybe you've told yourself 1555 01:42:32,188 --> 01:42:35,441 you're an obligation. 1556 01:42:35,608 --> 01:42:36,651 But you're not. 1557 01:42:41,030 --> 01:42:44,409 You know, we can't control other people's pain, Cole. 1558 01:42:47,453 --> 01:42:52,500 Sometimes love-- love is pain. 1559 01:42:52,667 --> 01:42:55,086 It sort of reminds us that we're alive. 1560 01:42:55,211 --> 01:42:56,671 There's good pain and there's bad pain. 1561 01:42:56,796 --> 01:42:58,381 The good pain heals. 1562 01:42:58,548 --> 01:42:59,549 It makes you stronger. 1563 01:42:59,716 --> 01:43:01,301 And sometimes you need that to grow. 1564 01:43:06,639 --> 01:43:07,891 I think somewhere along the line, 1565 01:43:08,057 --> 01:43:09,642 you've convinced yourself that you don't deserve 1566 01:43:09,809 --> 01:43:14,689 to be happy, that you're better off alone, 1567 01:43:14,856 --> 01:43:16,065 and no one gets hurt again. 1568 01:43:20,820 --> 01:43:26,117 I see it in you 'cause I see it in myself. 1569 01:43:33,666 --> 01:43:35,001 We deserve happiness, Cole. 1570 01:43:37,879 --> 01:43:39,339 We deserve to be cared for. 1571 01:43:39,505 --> 01:43:42,717 We deserve real, unconditional love even if it's terrifying. 1572 01:43:42,842 --> 01:43:44,552 Because otherwise, we're just-- 1573 01:43:44,719 --> 01:43:45,678 just drowning. 1574 01:43:50,308 --> 01:43:52,393 My stepdad died recently. 1575 01:43:55,229 --> 01:43:58,691 So I went to the funeral, be there for my mom. 1576 01:44:01,694 --> 01:44:05,949 If there was any ever some sort of chance of fixing things 1577 01:44:06,115 --> 01:44:09,619 between us, it's gone now. 1578 01:44:13,748 --> 01:44:20,922 When I was 12, my stepdad raped me for the first time. 1579 01:44:25,009 --> 01:44:27,261 Then it happened 10 times after that. 1580 01:44:30,348 --> 01:44:37,563 When I told my mom about it, she refused to believe it. 1581 01:44:38,898 --> 01:44:39,983 She still does. 1582 01:44:44,487 --> 01:44:47,573 Everything had to be so fucking perfect in my family. 1583 01:44:52,370 --> 01:44:54,330 And you know what? 1584 01:44:54,497 --> 01:44:57,125 I don't care, OK? 1585 01:44:57,291 --> 01:45:03,840 I don't care that it happened to me 'cause it's not like fucking 1586 01:45:03,965 --> 01:45:06,259 caring could turn back time. 1587 01:45:09,387 --> 01:45:12,390 But my mom, she should have cared. 1588 01:45:15,476 --> 01:45:17,770 She should have cared enough to fucking help. 1589 01:45:26,029 --> 01:45:27,321 I'm so sorry. 1590 01:46:25,630 --> 01:46:28,591 I'm glad you came. 1591 01:46:28,716 --> 01:46:30,635 Yeah. 1592 01:46:30,760 --> 01:46:34,013 Your hair looks nice. 1593 01:46:52,073 --> 01:46:55,034 It's OK. 1594 01:47:10,299 --> 01:47:11,509 I didn't think you'd come. 1595 01:47:11,676 --> 01:47:14,887 Oh, I heard this place has a nice open bar. 1596 01:47:17,890 --> 01:47:19,725 I owe you so much more than an apology. 1597 01:47:19,892 --> 01:47:20,893 I-- 1598 01:47:21,060 --> 01:47:21,894 I don't want an apology, Cole. 1599 01:47:22,061 --> 01:47:23,104 I just want you. 1600 01:47:25,606 --> 01:47:29,986 I'm madly in love with you, Jackson. 1601 01:47:30,153 --> 01:47:32,363 It terrifies me. 1602 01:47:32,530 --> 01:47:34,782 And I have all these parts of me, 1603 01:47:34,949 --> 01:47:38,369 these broken, damaged pieces, and I want you to see it all. 1604 01:47:38,536 --> 01:47:39,453 It's just I don't-- 1605 01:47:40,913 --> 01:47:42,456 ♪ You were under my skin like a slow burn ♪ 1606 01:47:42,582 --> 01:47:45,251 ♪ Didn't know love could hit like that ♪ 1607 01:47:45,418 --> 01:47:46,460 I love you too. 1608 01:47:46,752 --> 01:47:49,088 ♪--I'd be the one to hold your world up ♪ 1609 01:47:49,255 --> 01:47:51,591 ♪ when you started to collapse ♪ 1610 01:47:51,757 --> 01:47:53,634 ♪ And maybe you knew it too ♪ 1611 01:47:53,801 --> 01:47:56,971 ♪ But you held your breath like a drag too deep ♪ 1612 01:47:57,138 --> 01:47:58,556 ♪ Like a truth unsaid ♪ 1613 01:47:58,723 --> 01:48:00,516 ♪ You were scared to want me ♪ 1614 01:48:00,683 --> 01:48:02,393 ♪ Scared to need me ♪ 1615 01:48:02,518 --> 01:48:03,769 ♪ Like I was nicotine ♪ 1616 01:48:03,936 --> 01:48:04,812 Ty. 1617 01:48:05,062 --> 01:48:06,564 What are you expecting me to say? 1618 01:48:06,731 --> 01:48:07,565 Nothing. 1619 01:48:07,732 --> 01:48:08,858 Nothing at all. 1620 01:48:09,025 --> 01:48:15,031 I just-- just hope you can at least listen, OK? 1621 01:48:15,198 --> 01:48:16,490 Look, I know there's nothing that I can 1622 01:48:16,657 --> 01:48:17,950 say that will make this right. 1623 01:48:18,117 --> 01:48:18,910 There's no excuse. 1624 01:48:19,076 --> 01:48:21,996 Then don't make one up. 1625 01:48:24,957 --> 01:48:29,003 This is why I haven't said anything 1626 01:48:29,170 --> 01:48:32,131 because I've been terrified, terrified for years 1627 01:48:32,298 --> 01:48:36,636 of losing you, hurting you. 1628 01:48:36,802 --> 01:48:38,971 And you thought lying to me for my whole life 1629 01:48:39,138 --> 01:48:40,264 would prevent that? 1630 01:48:40,431 --> 01:48:42,475 When would have been a good time to tell you? 1631 01:48:42,642 --> 01:48:45,144 When would this have been easy to do? 1632 01:48:45,311 --> 01:48:46,938 During the divorce? 1633 01:48:47,104 --> 01:48:49,357 Your childhood? 1634 01:48:51,651 --> 01:48:53,486 Is it so unreasonable to understand 1635 01:48:53,653 --> 01:48:54,904 that I might have needed time to figure 1636 01:48:55,071 --> 01:48:58,157 out how to deal with this? 1637 01:49:02,161 --> 01:49:04,747 All I can say is I love you. 1638 01:49:04,872 --> 01:49:05,748 I love you so much. 1639 01:49:05,915 --> 01:49:08,709 I always have. 1640 01:49:19,220 --> 01:49:20,513 Thanks for the ride. 1641 01:49:20,680 --> 01:49:23,391 Yeah, no problem. 1642 01:49:23,557 --> 01:49:26,227 Actually, Ty, can you hang back for a sec? 1643 01:49:28,688 --> 01:49:30,106 Do you mind? 1644 01:49:30,273 --> 01:49:31,440 No. 1645 01:49:31,607 --> 01:49:33,317 Good. 1646 01:49:33,442 --> 01:49:34,819 Have a good night. 1647 01:49:34,944 --> 01:49:35,778 Love you. 1648 01:49:35,945 --> 01:49:38,072 Love you too. 1649 01:49:46,330 --> 01:49:48,541 All right, Ty, I know what's going on. 1650 01:49:48,708 --> 01:49:50,543 Yeah? 1651 01:49:50,710 --> 01:49:53,629 And you think you're the person to be talking to me about it? 1652 01:49:53,796 --> 01:49:56,674 I barely even know you. 1653 01:49:56,841 --> 01:49:57,925 Yeah, you're right. 1654 01:49:58,050 --> 01:49:59,927 You don't know me. 1655 01:50:00,094 --> 01:50:02,305 So let me tell you a little bit about me. 1656 01:50:02,471 --> 01:50:04,640 A few weeks ago, I saw my mom for the first time 1657 01:50:04,807 --> 01:50:06,183 in seven years. 1658 01:50:06,350 --> 01:50:08,060 And it will probably be my last. 1659 01:50:08,227 --> 01:50:09,312 Her choice, not mine. 1660 01:50:13,190 --> 01:50:15,651 It's not the same thing. 1661 01:50:15,818 --> 01:50:17,820 Yeah, you're right. 1662 01:50:17,987 --> 01:50:18,779 It's not. 1663 01:50:18,946 --> 01:50:22,241 My mother abandoned me. 1664 01:50:22,408 --> 01:50:25,619 Yours has been fighting for you this entire time. 1665 01:50:31,125 --> 01:50:33,336 No one's expecting you to be OK with all this. 1666 01:50:33,502 --> 01:50:35,796 But if you want help, if you want answers, 1667 01:50:35,963 --> 01:50:39,925 there's someone inside there who will always protect you, 1668 01:50:40,092 --> 01:50:42,553 even if you don't recognize that's what they're doing. 1669 01:50:45,056 --> 01:50:47,308 Who will always try to do the best for you, 1670 01:50:47,433 --> 01:50:49,518 even if she makes a mistake. 1671 01:50:49,643 --> 01:50:51,145 And who will always accept you no matter 1672 01:50:51,312 --> 01:50:54,106 how much shit you toss at her. 1673 01:50:54,273 --> 01:50:55,900 Tyler, you got a choice to make, all right? 1674 01:50:56,067 --> 01:50:57,651 We all have choices. 1675 01:50:57,777 --> 01:50:59,820 Just to make sure it's one you can live with. 1676 01:51:07,161 --> 01:51:08,204 All right. 1677 01:52:07,430 --> 01:52:12,435 ♪ So take my hand before it's too late ♪ 1678 01:52:12,601 --> 01:52:19,608 ♪ And don't let me leave this world lonely ♪ 1679 01:52:20,651 --> 01:52:25,656 {\an8}♪ I feel the war inside your chest ♪ 1680 01:52:25,781 --> 01:52:31,036 {\an8}♪ The way you drown in your own breath ♪ 1681 01:52:31,162 --> 01:52:36,834 ♪ Like loving me might tear the seams of the life ♪ 1682 01:52:37,001 --> 01:52:40,379 ♪ you built on quiet dreams ♪ 1683 01:52:40,546 --> 01:52:43,591 ♪ But what if the sky doesn't fall? ♪ 1684 01:52:43,716 --> 01:52:48,429 ♪ What if your heart was right all along? ♪ 1685 01:52:48,596 --> 01:52:51,182 ♪ What if love was never wrong? ♪ 1686 01:52:51,348 --> 01:52:53,267 ♪ And running is ♪ 1687 01:52:53,434 --> 01:52:57,146 ♪ Don't let me go where you won't follow ♪ 1688 01:52:57,271 --> 01:53:02,276 ♪ Don't let the fear steal our tomorrow ♪ 1689 01:53:02,443 --> 01:53:04,862 ♪ We are more than borrowed time ♪ 1690 01:53:05,029 --> 01:53:07,907 ♪ More than ghosts who lived a lie ♪ 1691 01:53:08,073 --> 01:53:13,120 ♪ So take my hand before it's too late ♪ 1692 01:53:13,287 --> 01:53:20,294 ♪ And don't let me leave this world lonely ♪ 1693 01:53:21,295 --> 01:53:26,592 ♪ One day, the sun will set on me ♪ 1694 01:53:26,759 --> 01:53:31,180 {\an8}♪ And you will trace my memory ♪ 1695 01:53:31,305 --> 01:53:34,642 {\an8}♪ With shaking hands and quiet shame ♪ 1696 01:53:34,767 --> 01:53:38,979 ♪ And wish you'd whispered my name before the silence ♪ 1697 01:53:39,104 --> 01:53:41,899 ♪ took my place ♪ 1698 01:53:43,692 --> 01:53:49,323 ♪ So don't let me go where you won't follow ♪ 1699 01:53:49,490 --> 01:53:54,537 ♪ Don't let regret be your tomorrow ♪ 1700 01:53:54,703 --> 01:53:57,248 ♪ We are more than borrowed time ♪ 1701 01:53:57,373 --> 01:54:00,292 ♪ More than ghosts who lived a lie ♪ 1702 01:54:00,459 --> 01:54:05,548 ♪ So take my hand before it's too late ♪ 1703 01:54:05,673 --> 01:54:12,721 {\an8}♪ And don't let me leave this world lonely ♪ 1704 01:54:13,931 --> 01:54:18,811 ♪ You hold your breath when I get too close ♪ 1705 01:54:18,978 --> 01:54:24,692 ♪ Love was never meant to be a ghost ♪