1 00:00:07,591 --> 00:00:10,427 - sync and corrections by Mr. C - - www.addic7ed.com - 2 00:00:12,000 --> 00:00:18,074 -== [ www.OpenSubtitles.com ] ==- 3 00:00:27,778 --> 00:00:30,572 HANNAH: You're going to tell me this one's no big deal... 4 00:00:31,240 --> 00:00:33,367 but let me tell you about being lonely. 5 00:00:37,454 --> 00:00:39,373 Humans are a social species. 6 00:00:41,416 --> 00:00:43,502 We rely on connections to survive. 7 00:00:47,381 --> 00:00:50,634 Even the most basic social interactions help keep us alive. 8 00:00:51,385 --> 00:00:52,678 (CHEERING) 9 00:00:56,181 --> 00:00:58,976 Statistics prove the subjective feeling of loneliness 10 00:00:59,059 --> 00:01:02,396 can increase the likelihood of premature death by 26%. 11 00:01:04,147 --> 00:01:06,525 If it sounds like I'm quoting from a school textbook... 12 00:01:08,235 --> 00:01:09,236 I am. 13 00:01:10,404 --> 00:01:12,197 Too bad nobody bothered to read it. 14 00:01:14,825 --> 00:01:16,535 And let me tell you... 15 00:01:17,202 --> 00:01:19,538 there's all kinds of ways to feel lonely. 16 00:01:21,707 --> 00:01:23,834 - (DOOR CLOSES) - LAINIE: Matt, I was gonna do that. 17 00:01:24,084 --> 00:01:25,752 I thought I'd get you started. 18 00:01:25,836 --> 00:01:27,963 Your workday seems to be getting longer and longer. 19 00:01:31,633 --> 00:01:33,260 Any news from Clay this morning? 20 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:35,095 I heard the stirrings. 21 00:01:35,220 --> 00:01:36,263 Some, uh... 22 00:01:36,972 --> 00:01:38,724 thumps and mutterings and such. 23 00:01:39,599 --> 00:01:41,435 We need to get him back to Dr. Ellman. 24 00:01:41,852 --> 00:01:44,855 He won't take the meds, but the talk therapy was always helpful. 25 00:01:44,938 --> 00:01:46,064 (TOASTER OVEN DINGS) 26 00:01:47,733 --> 00:01:52,112 Aah! Feel like it was more helpful for you to have him doing it. 27 00:01:53,739 --> 00:01:54,740 Yes. 28 00:01:54,823 --> 00:01:57,409 It was helpful to know that he was talking to somebody. 29 00:01:59,077 --> 00:02:00,287 What's wrong with that? 30 00:02:01,121 --> 00:02:03,165 Not everyone shares your passionate belief 31 00:02:03,248 --> 00:02:05,000 that all problems can be solved with words. 32 00:02:05,292 --> 00:02:07,919 Christ's sakes, Matt, you have a PhD in literature. 33 00:02:08,003 --> 00:02:10,964 - Your whole life is about words. - And how they complicate everything. 34 00:02:11,048 --> 00:02:13,550 He is in trouble, and we need to help him. 35 00:02:13,759 --> 00:02:16,511 He's acting out, yes. We don't know that he's in trouble. 36 00:02:16,637 --> 00:02:18,639 There's a reason the school's sending out so many e-mails. 37 00:02:18,722 --> 00:02:20,599 "Contagion." "Suicide clusters." 38 00:02:20,682 --> 00:02:23,602 A girl died, Lainie, and he said he barely knew her. 39 00:02:24,895 --> 00:02:26,813 Hannah Baker didn't just die. 40 00:02:27,230 --> 00:02:29,858 She slit her wrists and bled out in a bathtub. 41 00:02:34,571 --> 00:02:35,656 LAINIE: Clay. 42 00:02:37,115 --> 00:02:38,450 I have to go to school. 43 00:02:38,742 --> 00:02:40,118 I haven't made your lunch yet. 44 00:02:40,327 --> 00:02:41,328 I'll buy lunch. 45 00:02:46,333 --> 00:02:48,752 HANNAN: I'm not talking the garden variety 46 00:02:48,835 --> 00:02:50,379 lonely in a crowd lonely. 47 00:02:55,550 --> 00:02:57,469 That's everyone, every day. 48 00:03:23,745 --> 00:03:27,499 And it's not that "when will I find love" kind of lonely. 49 00:03:28,333 --> 00:03:31,253 Or that "the popular kids are mean to me" kind of lonely. 50 00:03:32,462 --> 00:03:34,172 The popular kids are always mean. 51 00:03:35,549 --> 00:03:36,967 That's how they get popular. 52 00:03:38,343 --> 00:03:40,178 I know. Ironic. 53 00:03:41,179 --> 00:03:42,472 Old news. 54 00:03:42,556 --> 00:03:43,640 (BANGING) 55 00:03:48,937 --> 00:03:49,813 Hey! 56 00:03:49,896 --> 00:03:52,816 - Hey, what the hell? What are you doing? - I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 57 00:03:52,899 --> 00:03:53,984 What the hell? 58 00:03:54,276 --> 00:03:55,569 I can't get it open. 59 00:03:55,652 --> 00:03:56,695 Why do you want to? 60 00:03:57,237 --> 00:03:58,989 Because it's my locker. 61 00:03:59,072 --> 00:04:01,825 I'm new, but I can't get the combination to work. 62 00:04:04,786 --> 00:04:06,413 Sorry, I'm sorry. Uh... 63 00:04:07,789 --> 00:04:10,041 This locker used to belong to a friend of mine. 64 00:04:19,593 --> 00:04:21,011 Um, thank you. 65 00:04:27,809 --> 00:04:29,811 HANNAN: The kind of lonely I'm talking about 66 00:04:30,061 --> 00:04:31,980 is when you feel you've got nothing left. 67 00:04:34,232 --> 00:04:35,233 Nothing. 68 00:04:36,234 --> 00:04:37,402 And no one. 69 00:04:40,906 --> 00:04:43,450 Like you're drowning, and no one will throw you a line. 70 00:04:45,076 --> 00:04:46,369 GIRL: Why did you do it? 71 00:04:48,830 --> 00:04:50,040 Why did you do it? 72 00:04:52,501 --> 00:04:53,668 Do what? 73 00:04:53,960 --> 00:04:55,086 What you did to Hannah. 74 00:04:56,087 --> 00:04:57,589 That was really fucked up. 75 00:04:58,340 --> 00:04:59,382 What did you say? 76 00:05:00,008 --> 00:05:01,676 I said thanks for helping me. 77 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:02,969 That was really nice. 78 00:05:08,016 --> 00:05:09,309 Oh. Sure. 79 00:05:09,518 --> 00:05:11,228 Which way is the science wing? 80 00:05:12,479 --> 00:05:14,189 Uh, out those doors. Take a left. 81 00:05:17,275 --> 00:05:20,695 HANNAH: Well, when the subject of this tape worked his sneaky magic... 82 00:05:21,947 --> 00:05:23,323 that's how I was feeling. 83 00:05:25,242 --> 00:05:27,244 And when you're that kind of lonely, 84 00:05:27,327 --> 00:05:28,787 you reach for anything... 85 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:31,331 no matter how silly it may seem. 86 00:05:31,581 --> 00:05:33,583 GIRL: I'm sick of it, you know? 87 00:05:33,667 --> 00:05:37,045 Just because I don't have her skinny-ass body doesn't mean I'm fat! 88 00:05:38,380 --> 00:05:41,258 HANNAH: And communications class could be supremely silly... 89 00:05:42,133 --> 00:05:43,134 as you know. 90 00:05:43,218 --> 00:05:44,511 Maybe she should try a diet. 91 00:05:44,970 --> 00:05:47,264 Seriously, Pratters? Jesus! 92 00:05:47,347 --> 00:05:50,267 I'm just saying, all right, if you're getting fat-shamed, then... 93 00:05:50,767 --> 00:05:51,768 you know, don't be fat. 94 00:05:51,851 --> 00:05:53,144 MRS. BRADLEY: Mr. Pratters! 95 00:05:53,478 --> 00:05:55,272 Pratter's, that's like someone saying to you, 96 00:05:55,355 --> 00:05:56,940 "Don't be an idiot and a dickwad." 97 00:05:57,190 --> 00:05:59,067 - Can't help it. - Exactly. Thank you. 98 00:06:00,068 --> 00:06:01,278 Totally not on your side, dude. 99 00:06:04,865 --> 00:06:05,866 (BELL RINGS) 100 00:06:05,949 --> 00:06:08,618 MRS. BRADLEY: All right, people, so remember the compliment bags. 101 00:06:09,202 --> 00:06:11,955 Um, it's always best to give a compliment face to face, 102 00:06:12,038 --> 00:06:13,665 but sometimes it's easier to be anonymous. 103 00:06:13,748 --> 00:06:14,749 All right. See you tomorrow. 104 00:06:26,886 --> 00:06:28,096 I always feel stupid. 105 00:06:28,847 --> 00:06:29,889 Looking? 106 00:06:30,098 --> 00:06:31,099 Yeah. 107 00:06:31,266 --> 00:06:32,267 Yeah. 108 00:06:32,434 --> 00:06:34,394 These are the stupidest, most embarrassing things 109 00:06:34,477 --> 00:06:36,396 that I check every day, no matter what. 110 00:06:36,479 --> 00:06:37,480 Right. 111 00:06:40,358 --> 00:06:43,653 HANNAH: Sometimes the silly things can mean more than anyone knows. 112 00:06:44,112 --> 00:06:45,113 Get a good one? 113 00:06:46,489 --> 00:06:47,782 Nothing earthshaking. 114 00:06:47,866 --> 00:06:48,950 You? 115 00:06:49,534 --> 00:06:50,535 Nada. 116 00:06:52,662 --> 00:06:54,205 It's kind of soul-crushing, you know? 117 00:06:59,002 --> 00:07:01,046 Seriously? He's Zach Dempsey. 118 00:07:01,129 --> 00:07:02,631 Does he really need compliments? 119 00:07:05,383 --> 00:07:06,509 HANNAH: We all need it. 120 00:07:07,510 --> 00:07:08,720 Human contact. 121 00:07:09,262 --> 00:07:10,805 And communications class, 122 00:07:10,889 --> 00:07:13,141 crazy as it was, was human contact for me. 123 00:07:14,517 --> 00:07:16,728 Until someone in that class cut my lifeline... 124 00:07:17,103 --> 00:07:18,939 someone who is known for being sweet. 125 00:07:20,523 --> 00:07:21,775 I'll tell you who it is... 126 00:07:22,317 --> 00:07:23,818 but you're going to have to wait. 127 00:07:24,486 --> 00:07:25,612 Just like I did. 128 00:07:28,740 --> 00:07:29,824 You don't look so good. 129 00:07:30,408 --> 00:07:32,035 I think I'm listening to my tape. 130 00:07:33,745 --> 00:07:35,705 You're finally gonna get what you deserve. 131 00:07:36,456 --> 00:07:37,374 It's about time. 132 00:07:38,875 --> 00:07:39,709 What? 133 00:07:39,793 --> 00:07:41,836 I said let me know if you need to talk. 134 00:07:41,920 --> 00:07:43,046 Any time. 135 00:07:46,549 --> 00:07:47,550 Yeah, thanks. 136 00:07:51,972 --> 00:07:54,683 HANNAH: I'm going to play mind games with you, 137 00:07:54,766 --> 00:07:56,726 just like you played with me. 138 00:07:58,186 --> 00:07:59,688 No. No, I-I didn't. 139 00:08:00,897 --> 00:08:02,023 No, I didn't. 140 00:08:02,107 --> 00:08:04,109 ("THE GREAT LONGING" PLAYING) 141 00:08:09,364 --> 00:08:11,491 HANNAH: It happened after Valentine's Day... 142 00:08:12,075 --> 00:08:15,245 when you really feel that lack of human contact. 143 00:08:23,211 --> 00:08:25,755 Especially when you make contact with the wrong human. 144 00:08:25,839 --> 00:08:27,632 Get off me! Don't touch me! 145 00:08:27,716 --> 00:08:28,591 Get off! 146 00:08:29,592 --> 00:08:30,885 Hey, what the fuck! 147 00:08:30,969 --> 00:08:31,886 Get away from me. 148 00:08:35,640 --> 00:08:37,225 That's a whole new level of lonely. 149 00:08:37,308 --> 00:08:38,643 (DOOR OPENS) 150 00:08:39,811 --> 00:08:41,021 But through it all... 151 00:08:42,022 --> 00:08:44,607 you still want to believe there are good guys in the world. 152 00:08:45,692 --> 00:08:48,611 ♪ I and I ♪ 153 00:08:49,362 --> 00:08:51,781 ♪ Hold nothing as real ♪ 154 00:08:53,074 --> 00:08:55,618 ♪ As what you believe... ♪ 155 00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:57,495 HANNAH: You were kind that night. 156 00:08:57,579 --> 00:09:00,373 You just sat there, letting me ignore you... 157 00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:02,792 until it was almost comical. 158 00:09:04,544 --> 00:09:07,297 ♪ You know the world over ♪ 159 00:09:08,590 --> 00:09:10,884 ♪ It's people struggling... ♪ 160 00:09:15,638 --> 00:09:17,265 I'm sorry about Marcus. 161 00:09:21,394 --> 00:09:22,395 He just... 162 00:09:22,812 --> 00:09:23,772 (CLEARS THROAT) 163 00:09:26,316 --> 00:09:27,567 He can just be such a dick. 164 00:09:29,235 --> 00:09:30,153 You know? 165 00:09:38,036 --> 00:09:39,329 Want to see a cool trick? 166 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:41,706 Bryce Walker taught me. 167 00:09:41,790 --> 00:09:42,791 (HANNAH SIGHS) 168 00:09:50,715 --> 00:09:52,008 See, the thing is... 169 00:09:53,009 --> 00:09:55,595 you gotta get the positioning just... 170 00:09:56,554 --> 00:09:57,555 right. 171 00:09:58,264 --> 00:09:59,265 (CLATTERS) 172 00:10:00,475 --> 00:10:04,062 I swear, Bryce has a magnet face. He can keep, like, five on at once. 173 00:10:04,354 --> 00:10:06,314 It's... crazy. 174 00:10:07,732 --> 00:10:08,817 Okay. 175 00:10:09,359 --> 00:10:10,693 You two want to order some food? 176 00:10:12,445 --> 00:10:13,279 ZACH: Hannah? 177 00:10:14,864 --> 00:10:16,116 Do you want anything? 178 00:10:17,367 --> 00:10:18,952 I mean, after all, it's... 179 00:10:20,703 --> 00:10:22,038 it's still Dollar Valentine. 180 00:10:26,501 --> 00:10:28,253 I think we're just gonna take the check. 181 00:10:28,962 --> 00:10:30,421 (MAN CHUCKLES) Are you kidding? 182 00:10:30,505 --> 00:10:31,589 What's a couple of milkshakes? 183 00:10:31,881 --> 00:10:34,467 After the way you played on Saturday, it's on me. 184 00:10:35,677 --> 00:10:37,554 Thanks, man, that's uh, that's really nice. 185 00:10:54,529 --> 00:10:55,572 Listen. 186 00:10:58,616 --> 00:10:59,492 Take it easy. 187 00:11:00,326 --> 00:11:01,286 Okay? 188 00:11:03,204 --> 00:11:04,581 You'll feel better tomorrow. 189 00:11:13,798 --> 00:11:15,633 HANNAH: You were so sweet. 190 00:11:16,634 --> 00:11:18,845 Just like Kat said, once upon a time. 191 00:11:20,805 --> 00:11:21,806 So sweet. 192 00:11:23,975 --> 00:11:26,603 Well, welcome to your tape, Zach. 193 00:11:27,061 --> 00:11:29,188 - Yo. - Yo, Big "Z"! 194 00:11:29,606 --> 00:11:32,150 Yo, dude! There he is! 195 00:11:32,609 --> 00:11:34,861 HANNAN: For those who aren't Zach, you can relax. 196 00:11:36,112 --> 00:11:37,280 For now, at least. 197 00:11:39,032 --> 00:11:40,158 As for you, Zach... 198 00:11:40,992 --> 00:11:43,745 I wonder if you ever felt what it's like to be lonely. 199 00:11:44,829 --> 00:11:46,039 Like I did that day. 200 00:11:48,333 --> 00:11:51,920 Is it even possible to know when you're one of the most popular jocks 201 00:11:52,003 --> 00:11:55,506 and not one of those kids who sits alone in the cafeteria, 202 00:11:55,590 --> 00:11:57,008 hiding behind a book? 203 00:12:02,055 --> 00:12:03,556 Have you ever noticed us? 204 00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:06,893 I can't get my strength! 205 00:12:09,187 --> 00:12:10,855 Take a handful, boys. 206 00:12:10,939 --> 00:12:12,315 Start passing these babies out. 207 00:12:12,398 --> 00:12:13,524 Fuck me! 208 00:12:14,943 --> 00:12:16,819 How many of these did Daddy make you? 209 00:12:17,070 --> 00:12:18,404 Enough to win the election. 210 00:12:20,073 --> 00:12:21,449 Hey, I'll be right back, guys. 211 00:12:30,166 --> 00:12:31,000 Hey. 212 00:12:33,419 --> 00:12:34,254 Hey. 213 00:12:35,421 --> 00:12:36,673 Uh. What you reading? 214 00:12:37,632 --> 00:12:38,466 A book. 215 00:12:40,301 --> 00:12:41,302 (CLEARS THROAT) 216 00:12:41,719 --> 00:12:42,679 Um... 217 00:12:43,930 --> 00:12:46,224 - Listen, about last night... - It's okay. 218 00:12:46,808 --> 00:12:47,684 I'm over it. 219 00:12:50,395 --> 00:12:51,312 Okay, this... 220 00:12:52,271 --> 00:12:53,564 this isn't about Marcus. 221 00:12:57,819 --> 00:13:00,238 I never got the chance to say something. 222 00:13:02,865 --> 00:13:03,950 The thing is... 223 00:13:05,451 --> 00:13:07,370 you were the Valentine I was hoping for. 224 00:13:08,788 --> 00:13:09,789 What? 225 00:13:10,081 --> 00:13:12,625 I was hoping that I'd get your name on my... 226 00:13:14,085 --> 00:13:16,129 you know, the valentine list thing. 227 00:13:17,088 --> 00:13:18,172 Because I'm easy. 228 00:13:18,506 --> 00:13:19,340 No. 229 00:13:20,258 --> 00:13:21,384 Seriously, no. 230 00:13:22,927 --> 00:13:23,845 Look... 231 00:13:24,512 --> 00:13:25,763 The whole night... 232 00:13:26,597 --> 00:13:28,141 with Marcus and everything... 233 00:13:29,350 --> 00:13:31,477 I couldn't believe you were on his list and not mine. 234 00:13:31,978 --> 00:13:32,979 Zach... 235 00:13:33,396 --> 00:13:35,732 I don't know if you're doing this on a dare or whatever. 236 00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:37,066 It's not a dare. 237 00:13:37,775 --> 00:13:38,651 It's not. 238 00:13:39,444 --> 00:13:40,320 I just... 239 00:13:43,448 --> 00:13:46,993 I know you think every guy likes you because you've got this great ass. 240 00:13:48,619 --> 00:13:50,663 But I like you for so much more than that. 241 00:13:55,918 --> 00:13:57,879 Oh, my God, you're such an idiot. 242 00:13:58,838 --> 00:13:59,672 What? 243 00:14:00,048 --> 00:14:01,007 What'd I say? 244 00:14:01,090 --> 00:14:02,884 The fact that you don't even know. 245 00:14:02,967 --> 00:14:04,260 I meant it as a compliment. 246 00:14:04,343 --> 00:14:06,095 Zach, walk away. 247 00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:07,722 Come on, I know why you're pissed at Marcus... 248 00:14:07,805 --> 00:14:10,016 - Zach, go. - If you just gave me a chance... 249 00:14:10,099 --> 00:14:11,059 Leave me alone! 250 00:14:21,778 --> 00:14:22,653 Yeah. 251 00:14:24,155 --> 00:14:25,948 Okay. Sorry. 252 00:14:29,827 --> 00:14:31,329 This shit that happens to you... 253 00:14:32,330 --> 00:14:33,915 I think some of it you bring on yourself. 254 00:14:34,374 --> 00:14:35,458 Is that what you think? 255 00:14:35,958 --> 00:14:37,585 Thanks for the insight, genius. 256 00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:38,753 I was... 257 00:14:40,588 --> 00:14:41,798 I was trying to be nice. 258 00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:42,882 Well, you failed. 259 00:14:44,133 --> 00:14:45,134 Well, fuck you. 260 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:52,642 Dude, seriously. 261 00:14:53,768 --> 00:14:55,728 What's the point of even attempting with that girl? 262 00:14:55,937 --> 00:14:57,647 Yeah, been there, forgot that. 263 00:14:58,106 --> 00:15:00,066 Don't you need every vote, Marcus? 264 00:15:00,149 --> 00:15:01,275 I don't need that one! 265 00:15:01,359 --> 00:15:03,069 Guys, leave Zach alone. 266 00:15:03,736 --> 00:15:07,156 He's just desperate to lose it before his dad has to buy him a hooker. 267 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:08,449 (ALL LAUGH) 268 00:15:08,699 --> 00:15:10,201 You get back here, young man! 269 00:15:10,284 --> 00:15:11,285 Zachy! 270 00:15:11,369 --> 00:15:12,370 Poor Zach! 271 00:15:12,453 --> 00:15:13,454 Yo, Zachy! 272 00:15:14,163 --> 00:15:16,082 HANNAN: You said something stupid, Zach... 273 00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:17,542 and I yelled at you. 274 00:15:18,167 --> 00:15:19,168 Big deal. 275 00:15:22,422 --> 00:15:23,673 You should have let it go. 276 00:15:25,216 --> 00:15:26,342 But you didn't let it go. 277 00:15:27,802 --> 00:15:29,887 You didn't like that someone told you no. 278 00:15:30,847 --> 00:15:33,391 'Cause guys like you get anything you want, right? 279 00:15:39,021 --> 00:15:40,273 MATT: You're home early. 280 00:15:44,193 --> 00:15:45,027 Hey. 281 00:15:45,611 --> 00:15:47,071 Come sit with me a minute. 282 00:16:01,461 --> 00:16:02,879 This isn't a talk, is it? 283 00:16:03,337 --> 00:16:04,589 No talk. 284 00:16:05,631 --> 00:16:07,508 We'll communicate through semaphores. 285 00:16:09,218 --> 00:16:12,597 I can see how you'd think I'd be the one person to laugh at that, but... 286 00:16:13,848 --> 00:16:14,849 Where's your bike? 287 00:16:17,018 --> 00:16:18,019 Uh... 288 00:16:18,519 --> 00:16:21,022 I uh... messed up the crank... 289 00:16:21,856 --> 00:16:23,941 so I left it with Tony, to fix it. 290 00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:28,237 Listen. 291 00:16:29,530 --> 00:16:31,365 About what you heard this morning. 292 00:16:31,491 --> 00:16:32,867 I didn't hear anything. 293 00:16:33,367 --> 00:16:35,536 Well, if you did... 294 00:16:37,288 --> 00:16:38,206 your mom and I... 295 00:16:40,791 --> 00:16:42,418 we disagree on some things. 296 00:16:42,752 --> 00:16:44,378 I didn't hear anything, Dad. 297 00:16:45,630 --> 00:16:46,506 Honest. 298 00:16:47,173 --> 00:16:49,175 She thinks maybe you're having nightmares again. 299 00:16:54,847 --> 00:16:55,848 And if you are... 300 00:16:56,557 --> 00:16:58,643 and if you want to talk to someone about them, 301 00:16:58,726 --> 00:17:00,895 someone who doesn't share your DNA... 302 00:17:01,521 --> 00:17:02,980 I'll... I'll let you know. 303 00:17:07,652 --> 00:17:09,695 Look, I hated high school. 304 00:17:11,113 --> 00:17:12,490 I couldn't wait to get out. 305 00:17:13,241 --> 00:17:15,034 It was hell for me. 306 00:17:17,453 --> 00:17:18,579 I was a target... 307 00:17:20,122 --> 00:17:21,541 more than once. 308 00:17:24,001 --> 00:17:24,877 Shit. 309 00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:26,671 I'm sorry, Dad. 310 00:17:27,088 --> 00:17:28,089 But I survived. 311 00:17:29,715 --> 00:17:30,883 And look at me now. 312 00:17:31,384 --> 00:17:32,885 I'm a paragon of manhood. 313 00:17:34,971 --> 00:17:36,806 With a fucking beautiful family. 314 00:17:40,017 --> 00:17:40,851 Yeah. 315 00:17:41,686 --> 00:17:42,728 You did all right. 316 00:17:44,772 --> 00:17:45,940 What I'm saying... 317 00:17:47,233 --> 00:17:48,526 I had things to hang on to. 318 00:17:48,609 --> 00:17:49,986 I had chess club, 319 00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:51,070 I had Knowledge Bowl... 320 00:17:51,153 --> 00:17:52,905 See, now you're embarrassing yourself, Dad. 321 00:17:53,406 --> 00:17:54,615 Do you have something? 322 00:17:55,575 --> 00:17:57,994 Does anything bring you joy? 323 00:17:59,829 --> 00:18:00,871 Or just relief? 324 00:18:03,583 --> 00:18:06,711 Your mom and I would feel so much better if you had something... 325 00:18:08,963 --> 00:18:11,382 if you took more of an interest in, you know... 326 00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:13,676 school activities. 327 00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:16,637 You know... 328 00:18:18,389 --> 00:18:20,975 I was actually thinking of going to the basketball game tonight... 329 00:18:21,601 --> 00:18:22,643 believe it or not. 330 00:18:24,228 --> 00:18:25,313 I have, uh... 331 00:18:27,064 --> 00:18:28,024 a friend playing. 332 00:18:41,621 --> 00:18:43,956 HANNAH: Maybe you think you deserve everything you get... 333 00:18:45,249 --> 00:18:46,250 and more. 334 00:18:47,293 --> 00:18:49,795 Maybe you're just used to hearing the cheers of the crowd. 335 00:18:51,088 --> 00:18:52,465 (CROWD CHEERING) 336 00:19:09,190 --> 00:19:10,149 Clay. 337 00:19:11,359 --> 00:19:12,485 What are you doing here? 338 00:19:13,277 --> 00:19:15,655 It's a basketball game. I'm here to show some school spirit. 339 00:19:16,906 --> 00:19:17,782 That's great. 340 00:19:18,199 --> 00:19:19,158 Great, Clay. 341 00:19:19,575 --> 00:19:20,826 I'm glad you're, you know... 342 00:19:21,911 --> 00:19:22,995 feeling better. 343 00:19:23,245 --> 00:19:24,163 Hey. 344 00:19:25,456 --> 00:19:26,332 How's it going? 345 00:19:27,208 --> 00:19:28,751 Everything's great, Marcus. 346 00:19:29,460 --> 00:19:31,212 What the fuck are you doing here, dude? 347 00:19:31,295 --> 00:19:32,421 What's your play now? 348 00:19:33,214 --> 00:19:34,215 TYLER: Hey, guys. 349 00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:36,133 Can I get a picture? 350 00:19:36,509 --> 00:19:38,511 Nothing's going on, Tyler. Just go away. 351 00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:40,805 I seriously just wanted a picture for the yearbook. 352 00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:43,099 If they knew the kind of pictures you really took! 353 00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:44,183 MR. PORTER: Hey. 354 00:19:44,266 --> 00:19:45,976 These T-shirts look great. 355 00:19:46,477 --> 00:19:48,354 Uh, I'm glad you approve, Mr. Porter. 356 00:19:48,688 --> 00:19:51,065 I appreciate all the hard work you guys put into it. 357 00:19:51,315 --> 00:19:52,400 MARCUS: Mr. Down... 358 00:19:52,942 --> 00:19:54,985 would you get a picture of us for the yearbook? 359 00:19:56,070 --> 00:19:57,071 Yeah. 360 00:19:57,905 --> 00:19:58,739 Yeah. 361 00:19:58,823 --> 00:20:00,074 (CLOCK BUZZES) 362 00:20:00,157 --> 00:20:01,450 (AUDIENCE CHEERS) 363 00:20:04,787 --> 00:20:05,788 (WHISTLE BLOWS) 364 00:20:16,674 --> 00:20:19,093 Clay, what are you doing? Get off the court. 365 00:20:19,510 --> 00:20:21,303 Jensen, get off the fucking court. 366 00:20:21,387 --> 00:20:22,638 (AUDIENCE BOOING) 367 00:20:24,390 --> 00:20:25,516 What the hell, Jensen? 368 00:20:25,599 --> 00:20:26,851 Game's about to start. 369 00:20:29,353 --> 00:20:30,438 - (WHISTLE BLOWS) - (CROWD ERUPTS) 370 00:20:30,521 --> 00:20:32,523 Hey, you! Get off the court! 371 00:20:35,067 --> 00:20:35,943 (WHISTLE CONTINUES) 372 00:20:36,026 --> 00:20:37,528 Get off the court. Go. 373 00:20:37,611 --> 00:20:39,405 Hey, skinny kid, get the hell off the court. 374 00:20:44,535 --> 00:20:45,953 Clay, you okay? 375 00:20:47,288 --> 00:20:48,330 Do you care? 376 00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:53,461 Where the hell's Jessica? 377 00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:55,254 She texted me. 378 00:20:55,337 --> 00:20:57,173 She was babysitting her brothers 379 00:20:57,256 --> 00:20:59,467 and had to wait till her mom got home to leave. 380 00:21:00,426 --> 00:21:01,802 Well, we can't wait for her. 381 00:21:02,344 --> 00:21:04,722 Okay, ladies, let's go! 382 00:21:04,805 --> 00:21:06,223 (GIRLS CHEERING) 383 00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:10,561 HANNAH: Maybe you can't imagine what it feels like to be on the sidelines, Zach... 384 00:21:11,854 --> 00:21:13,063 like most of us are. 385 00:21:13,147 --> 00:21:14,190 (BUZZER) 386 00:21:19,528 --> 00:21:20,863 (BELL RINGS) 387 00:21:21,572 --> 00:21:24,867 You can't imagine why a little piece of paper could mean so much. 388 00:21:29,580 --> 00:21:31,749 Um, everybody, before you leave, 389 00:21:31,832 --> 00:21:35,336 we've added an anonymous class discussion bag to the racks. 390 00:21:35,419 --> 00:21:38,047 We're gonna check it every Friday and talk it over. 391 00:21:41,509 --> 00:21:43,219 You got another bunny? 392 00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:45,596 I wish I would get one. 393 00:21:45,679 --> 00:21:47,014 Still don't know who they're from? 394 00:21:51,602 --> 00:21:53,437 You got, like, six compliments today. 395 00:21:53,687 --> 00:21:56,524 I got a cartoon and a campaign flyer from Courtney. 396 00:21:56,607 --> 00:21:57,691 Yeah. 397 00:21:58,567 --> 00:22:01,612 You do realize shilling for votes is not a compliment, Courtney. 398 00:22:02,613 --> 00:22:04,114 I'm sorry you feel that way, Skye, 399 00:22:04,198 --> 00:22:07,451 but I'm proud of my efforts, and I wanted to share that with the class. 400 00:22:09,245 --> 00:22:10,454 (LAUGHING) 401 00:22:20,923 --> 00:22:22,341 (CROWD CHEERING) 402 00:22:25,844 --> 00:22:26,845 TYLER: Hey, Clay. 403 00:22:28,389 --> 00:22:29,682 Go away, Tyler. 404 00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:31,976 You know, I get that a lot. 405 00:22:32,393 --> 00:22:34,186 Especially lately. But today I'm on... 406 00:22:35,020 --> 00:22:37,439 official yearbook business. 407 00:22:40,943 --> 00:22:42,444 Why are you even talking to me? 408 00:22:43,737 --> 00:22:45,614 Because I want to see what you're gonna do next. 409 00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:48,701 You really messed Courtney up. Not as much as you did to me. 410 00:22:49,410 --> 00:22:50,411 Still... 411 00:22:51,120 --> 00:22:52,246 the cemetery? 412 00:22:52,705 --> 00:22:53,706 That's cold. 413 00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:57,585 Does everybody know about that? 414 00:22:58,502 --> 00:23:00,337 Everybody knows about everything. 415 00:23:00,796 --> 00:23:02,172 They know about your nightmares. 416 00:23:02,256 --> 00:23:04,174 They know you beat off to Hannah's picture. 417 00:23:04,675 --> 00:23:06,176 And they know what you did to her. 418 00:23:09,263 --> 00:23:10,264 What is it? 419 00:23:11,682 --> 00:23:12,850 What did I do? 420 00:23:14,727 --> 00:23:15,728 What? 421 00:23:18,897 --> 00:23:19,898 Clay? 422 00:23:23,611 --> 00:23:24,612 Heads up. 423 00:23:29,074 --> 00:23:30,826 Jensen, come on, throw the damn ball. 424 00:23:32,286 --> 00:23:33,287 Clay. 425 00:23:33,370 --> 00:23:34,538 (HEART BEATING) 426 00:23:35,497 --> 00:23:37,041 - Clay. - PLAYER: Come on! 427 00:23:37,374 --> 00:23:39,376 Come on, what are you waiting for? 428 00:23:40,127 --> 00:23:41,670 Throw the ball, dipshit. 429 00:23:43,672 --> 00:23:45,382 Jesus, Clay, what the fuck? 430 00:23:47,509 --> 00:23:48,510 TYLER: Clay. 431 00:23:50,179 --> 00:23:51,013 Clay. 432 00:23:52,306 --> 00:23:54,350 - Clay. - PLAYER: We got a game, man! 433 00:23:54,516 --> 00:23:56,143 Throw it in, loser! 434 00:23:57,519 --> 00:23:58,646 (CROWD LAUGHING) 435 00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:00,814 Thanks for making me do that. 436 00:24:01,023 --> 00:24:02,107 (WHISTLE BLOWS) 437 00:24:07,321 --> 00:24:08,530 Uh-uh. No way. 438 00:24:09,073 --> 00:24:10,991 You've been late to practice twice this week. 439 00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:13,285 Now you miss most of first quarter? 440 00:24:13,535 --> 00:24:15,704 I'm sorry, I didn't know I was going to be so late. 441 00:24:16,121 --> 00:24:18,540 Jess, look, you got a problem, 442 00:24:18,624 --> 00:24:20,376 come to me, we'll work it out. 443 00:24:20,834 --> 00:24:23,212 But I'm sorry, you're out of today's game. 444 00:24:23,379 --> 00:24:24,463 (BUZZER) 445 00:24:35,224 --> 00:24:36,392 BRYCE: Yo, Jess. 446 00:24:36,517 --> 00:24:37,643 You're not leaving, are you? 447 00:24:37,726 --> 00:24:39,228 I'm benched for the game. 448 00:24:39,478 --> 00:24:41,772 Or didn't the entire gym just hear that? 449 00:24:41,980 --> 00:24:43,440 Well, if you're benched, take a seat. 450 00:24:43,524 --> 00:24:45,609 - Make some room, you guys. - JESS: I don't know. 451 00:24:46,443 --> 00:24:48,862 Come on, you don't want to miss your boyfriend's big game. 452 00:24:49,571 --> 00:24:50,572 And... 453 00:24:50,864 --> 00:24:52,324 we're having fun up there. 454 00:24:59,999 --> 00:25:01,208 BRYCE: Milady. 455 00:25:01,291 --> 00:25:04,253 HANNAH: Maybe you don't know what it's like to need a lifeline, Zach. 456 00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:06,171 (BELL RINGS) 457 00:25:14,096 --> 00:25:16,724 The day after you insulted me in the cafeteria, 458 00:25:16,807 --> 00:25:18,726 my compliment bag was empty. 459 00:25:21,228 --> 00:25:22,604 Not even a cute bunny. 460 00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:24,440 (BELL RINGS) 461 00:25:25,107 --> 00:25:27,359 By the end of the second week, I knew something was up. 462 00:25:36,076 --> 00:25:38,620 Maybe I should have let it go, but I didn't. 463 00:25:39,455 --> 00:25:40,706 I wrote you a letter. 464 00:25:41,206 --> 00:25:42,624 I poured my heart out, 465 00:25:42,708 --> 00:25:44,585 opening up about personal things 466 00:25:44,668 --> 00:25:46,837 I hadn't had the courage to admit to anyone: 467 00:25:47,087 --> 00:25:48,922 How hard life was getting... 468 00:25:49,465 --> 00:25:50,924 how lonely I felt... 469 00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:54,553 and how those stupid compliments actually meant something to me. 470 00:26:04,062 --> 00:26:05,272 And then I set my trap. 471 00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:21,038 (BELL RINGS) 472 00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:59,243 I was hoping once you read the letter, you'd get it, 473 00:26:59,326 --> 00:27:02,663 you'd realize how much I needed those silly things you were stealing from me. 474 00:27:06,708 --> 00:27:08,794 But I guess I wasn't even worth a reaction. 475 00:27:13,215 --> 00:27:14,299 Why me, Zach? 476 00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:16,844 Why me? 477 00:27:27,312 --> 00:27:28,397 (CHEERING) 478 00:27:30,190 --> 00:27:32,192 Wow, that's double digits already. 479 00:27:38,949 --> 00:27:39,992 (CROWD CHEERS) 480 00:27:54,298 --> 00:27:55,299 Jeez. 481 00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,217 Zach is on fire tonight. 482 00:28:02,222 --> 00:28:03,223 Whoo! 483 00:28:05,183 --> 00:28:07,519 (CHANTING) Zach! Zach! Zach! Zach! 484 00:28:20,073 --> 00:28:21,408 (CHANTING CONTINUES) Zach! Zach! 485 00:28:24,494 --> 00:28:28,790 Oh-ho-ho-ho! Yeah! 486 00:28:39,176 --> 00:28:40,177 Stop it! 487 00:28:40,260 --> 00:28:41,345 Stop! Stop it! 488 00:28:41,428 --> 00:28:43,055 Stop playing! Stop the game! Stop! 489 00:28:43,263 --> 00:28:44,932 Stop it! Stop, stop! 490 00:28:54,316 --> 00:28:55,609 STUDENT: Is he crazy? 491 00:29:09,623 --> 00:29:10,874 HANNAH: Why me, Zach? 492 00:29:11,500 --> 00:29:12,709 Why me? 493 00:29:31,186 --> 00:29:32,396 (SCRAPING) 494 00:29:41,363 --> 00:29:42,948 SKYE: Stickin' it to the man! 495 00:29:44,074 --> 00:29:47,452 Or, you know, one particular man who's rich enough and fucked-up enough 496 00:29:47,536 --> 00:29:49,830 to get his asshole son a $60,000 car. 497 00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:51,957 Skye, what are you... 498 00:29:52,249 --> 00:29:53,542 Are you at the game? 499 00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:55,002 God, no! 500 00:29:57,212 --> 00:29:58,338 Sculpture studio. 501 00:29:58,714 --> 00:30:01,633 It's the only time I can get the welding rig away from the shop boys. 502 00:30:04,344 --> 00:30:05,470 Were you at the game? 503 00:30:07,389 --> 00:30:08,390 I was. 504 00:30:09,182 --> 00:30:11,643 But it was so bad, you had to leave before halftime? 505 00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:16,815 I can't... 506 00:30:18,734 --> 00:30:20,068 I can't do this anymore. 507 00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:22,821 This goddamn school, 508 00:30:22,904 --> 00:30:24,114 it's a terrible place. 509 00:30:24,614 --> 00:30:26,992 You're just now coming to this realization? 510 00:30:28,201 --> 00:30:30,704 Where have you been for the past three years? 511 00:30:32,331 --> 00:30:33,498 Oh, that's right, 512 00:30:33,582 --> 00:30:34,958 pining after a pretty dead girl. 513 00:30:37,627 --> 00:30:38,545 Why are you so mean? 514 00:30:40,339 --> 00:30:41,798 I thought we were friends. 515 00:30:43,425 --> 00:30:44,426 Were. 516 00:30:45,427 --> 00:30:46,678 We were friends. 517 00:30:48,305 --> 00:30:49,473 What happened? 518 00:30:51,016 --> 00:30:52,184 I didn't understand it. 519 00:30:52,768 --> 00:30:53,977 I still don't. 520 00:30:54,353 --> 00:30:56,271 Yeah, well, welcome to the world. 521 00:30:56,355 --> 00:30:57,564 Well, I hate it. 522 00:30:58,273 --> 00:30:59,274 Me too. 523 00:31:05,697 --> 00:31:09,368 I like this new... angry, Audi-keying Clay. 524 00:31:10,911 --> 00:31:11,995 He's got spunk. 525 00:31:14,456 --> 00:31:15,874 I think I'm losing my shit. 526 00:31:16,666 --> 00:31:18,043 Shit's overrated. 527 00:31:19,127 --> 00:31:20,128 Lose it. 528 00:31:24,841 --> 00:31:26,760 I'm gonna be in so much trouble. 529 00:31:27,636 --> 00:31:29,221 Not if no one knows you did it. 530 00:31:30,347 --> 00:31:31,390 You won't tell? 531 00:31:31,765 --> 00:31:33,558 Please, why would I tell? 532 00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,438 I think it needs a question mark. 533 00:31:48,073 --> 00:31:49,116 (SCRAPING) 534 00:31:57,290 --> 00:31:58,333 (BUZZER) 535 00:31:59,376 --> 00:32:00,377 Oh, shit. 536 00:32:00,752 --> 00:32:02,170 Halftime. I should go. 537 00:32:02,421 --> 00:32:03,505 I'll see you around? 538 00:32:03,797 --> 00:32:05,048 Seems likely. 539 00:32:09,719 --> 00:32:10,720 Hey, Clay. 540 00:32:12,222 --> 00:32:13,223 Stay angry. 541 00:32:16,393 --> 00:32:17,894 HANNAH: I was feeling desperate, 542 00:32:17,978 --> 00:32:19,938 so I texted someone I thought was a friend. 543 00:32:20,981 --> 00:32:22,649 His Audi? You... 544 00:32:23,150 --> 00:32:24,985 you don't fuck with another dude's car. 545 00:32:25,068 --> 00:32:26,403 I know. I know. I just... 546 00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:29,865 I listened to his tape. 547 00:32:31,700 --> 00:32:33,243 And he just got away with everything. 548 00:32:33,326 --> 00:32:35,328 And he scored, like, 30 points tonight. 549 00:32:35,412 --> 00:32:37,330 You keyed his car 'cause he scored 30 points? 550 00:32:37,414 --> 00:32:39,666 No, because it's not fair, Tony. 551 00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:42,043 It's not fucking fair. 552 00:32:45,797 --> 00:32:47,340 Those tapes are messing me up. 553 00:32:49,009 --> 00:32:51,428 - They're doing shit to my head. - I get it. I get it. 554 00:32:52,012 --> 00:32:53,096 I don't think you do. 555 00:32:53,180 --> 00:32:54,931 I do. Believe me. 556 00:32:55,223 --> 00:32:56,808 This is all so easy for you. 557 00:32:57,142 --> 00:32:58,810 You don't know what you're talking about. 558 00:32:58,894 --> 00:33:00,061 Then tell me. 559 00:33:02,397 --> 00:33:04,232 You seem like a tall vanilla latte. 560 00:33:05,192 --> 00:33:06,193 I mean, for a drink. 561 00:33:08,737 --> 00:33:09,738 Thanks. 562 00:33:09,821 --> 00:33:10,906 I was just leaving. 563 00:33:12,407 --> 00:33:13,408 Clay. 564 00:33:14,326 --> 00:33:16,077 You're going to get through this. 565 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:20,123 I don't know if I will. 566 00:33:24,002 --> 00:33:25,253 He's one intense dude. 567 00:33:27,172 --> 00:33:28,715 He's just going through some shit. 568 00:33:29,591 --> 00:33:30,800 Yeah, clearly. 569 00:33:31,635 --> 00:33:32,636 And so are you. 570 00:33:36,932 --> 00:33:38,308 Just tell me one thing: 571 00:33:39,559 --> 00:33:41,394 Tell me all this is not about a guy. 572 00:33:43,813 --> 00:33:44,898 No, it's not. 573 00:33:46,316 --> 00:33:47,317 It's about a girl. 574 00:33:55,784 --> 00:33:57,410 HANNAH: I texted you, Jessica. 575 00:33:57,827 --> 00:33:59,287 And you said you'd come. 576 00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:01,289 And then you didn't. 577 00:34:15,804 --> 00:34:17,013 Want me to clear these? 578 00:34:17,347 --> 00:34:18,723 No, I'm waiting for someone. 579 00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:21,685 Clay? 580 00:34:22,269 --> 00:34:23,520 No, why? 581 00:34:25,188 --> 00:34:26,898 Just seen you around with him. 582 00:34:28,066 --> 00:34:29,067 Not here. 583 00:34:30,402 --> 00:34:31,403 No. 584 00:34:32,654 --> 00:34:33,655 Not here. 585 00:34:38,660 --> 00:34:39,661 I get it, Jess. 586 00:34:40,662 --> 00:34:42,455 I gave you a ride home. 587 00:34:42,872 --> 00:34:44,499 That didn't make us friends again. 588 00:34:49,254 --> 00:34:51,089 So I guess I didn't have any friends... 589 00:34:52,257 --> 00:34:53,425 at all... 590 00:34:54,467 --> 00:34:55,302 anymore. 591 00:36:04,245 --> 00:36:05,246 (KNOCKING AT DOOR) 592 00:36:05,330 --> 00:36:06,873 MATT: Clay! Wake up! 593 00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:08,416 You need to come downstairs. 594 00:36:13,213 --> 00:36:14,506 (KNOCKING) 595 00:36:14,589 --> 00:36:15,757 Clay? 596 00:36:18,343 --> 00:36:19,969 Okay, coming. 597 00:36:20,053 --> 00:36:21,137 Now, please. 598 00:36:27,102 --> 00:36:28,269 LAINIE: Clay. 599 00:36:29,354 --> 00:36:31,648 You remember Zach's mom, Mrs. Dempsey. 600 00:36:31,773 --> 00:36:34,192 She stopped by because something happened 601 00:36:34,275 --> 00:36:37,153 to Zach's car during the game last night and... 602 00:36:37,445 --> 00:36:39,823 she wants to ask you if you know anything about it. 603 00:36:43,993 --> 00:36:47,622 MRS. BRADLEY: Okay, it's time to look at our anonymous class discussion bag 604 00:36:47,706 --> 00:36:49,499 and see what we have this week. 605 00:36:49,916 --> 00:36:50,959 (CLEARS THROAT) 606 00:36:51,751 --> 00:36:54,003 "Mrs. Bradley has nice ankles." 607 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:55,463 (ALL LAUGH) 608 00:36:55,797 --> 00:36:58,967 Well, I'm not sure that it's appropriate to objectify 609 00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:01,511 anyone in this way, and certainly not a teacher, 610 00:37:01,594 --> 00:37:04,264 but, uh, in so far as this was meant as a compliment, 611 00:37:04,347 --> 00:37:05,348 thank you. 612 00:37:05,473 --> 00:37:07,308 They're real nice ankles, Mrs. B. 613 00:37:07,392 --> 00:37:09,769 - (STUDENTS CHUCKLE) - MRS. BRADLEY: Moving on. 614 00:37:14,274 --> 00:37:16,985 "What if the only way not to feel bad 615 00:37:17,110 --> 00:37:20,113 is to stop feeling anything at all, forever?" 616 00:37:25,118 --> 00:37:26,661 Wow. Okay, um... 617 00:37:27,495 --> 00:37:28,580 This is serious. 618 00:37:28,663 --> 00:37:31,583 This is someone who's in a great deal of pain. 619 00:37:32,125 --> 00:37:34,002 Who would like to open our discussion? 620 00:37:34,085 --> 00:37:36,337 Any initial feelings...? 621 00:37:36,463 --> 00:37:38,506 HANNAH: You had to know I wrote that note, Zach. 622 00:37:39,924 --> 00:37:41,134 And you said nothing. 623 00:37:41,426 --> 00:37:43,261 COURTNEY: I think whoever wrote this 624 00:37:43,344 --> 00:37:44,804 is just looking for attention. 625 00:37:45,054 --> 00:37:46,556 Or maybe it's, like, 626 00:37:46,639 --> 00:37:47,640 a call for help. 627 00:37:47,724 --> 00:37:49,976 COURTNEY: But then, why not sign their name? 628 00:37:50,518 --> 00:37:51,770 'Cause it's anonymous. 629 00:37:51,936 --> 00:37:54,522 Maybe it's just a joke, like someone's just fucking... 630 00:37:55,148 --> 00:37:56,608 Sorry. Messing with us. 631 00:37:57,108 --> 00:37:58,693 - Something. - SKYE: That's idiotic. 632 00:37:59,194 --> 00:38:00,361 It's not a joke. 633 00:38:01,321 --> 00:38:02,655 How do you know, Skye? 634 00:38:02,906 --> 00:38:04,616 Because who would joke about that? 635 00:38:04,741 --> 00:38:06,785 Why don't you tell us, Skye. You see what it was written on? 636 00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:08,661 Don't you work at Monet's? 637 00:38:08,745 --> 00:38:09,579 So? 638 00:38:09,662 --> 00:38:12,290 I don't have a monopoly over the napkins there, asshole. 639 00:38:12,499 --> 00:38:15,210 Okay, okay, let's not call people out, all right? 640 00:38:15,502 --> 00:38:17,086 Whoever wrote it was in pain. 641 00:38:17,170 --> 00:38:21,174 So what? They're in pain, I'm in pain. High school's painful. Get over it. 642 00:38:21,257 --> 00:38:22,425 MRS. BRADLEY: Okay, enough. 643 00:38:22,509 --> 00:38:25,595 I think it was very brave of this person to tell us 644 00:38:25,678 --> 00:38:26,805 how they're feeling, 645 00:38:26,888 --> 00:38:29,557 and I want them to know that they are not alone. 646 00:38:29,849 --> 00:38:33,311 There are lots of excellent resources for people struggling... 647 00:38:33,728 --> 00:38:35,480 HANNAN: You let everyone think it was Skye. 648 00:38:36,981 --> 00:38:38,650 Why didn't you speak up? 649 00:38:39,192 --> 00:38:40,151 MATT: I'm sorry, but... 650 00:38:40,443 --> 00:38:42,946 what makes you think our son had anything to do with this? 651 00:38:43,196 --> 00:38:45,240 He was at the game, acting strangely. 652 00:38:45,990 --> 00:38:49,160 The ref had to kick him off the court because he was trying to harass my son. 653 00:38:49,285 --> 00:38:51,579 LAINIE: But nobody saw who keyed the car? 654 00:38:51,663 --> 00:38:52,789 MRS. DEMPSEY: Kids get jealous. 655 00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:55,208 LAINIE: I'm asking you if anyone saw who keyed the car. 656 00:38:55,291 --> 00:38:57,377 - I don't think he was jealous. - You hush! 657 00:38:57,836 --> 00:39:00,964 Look, I came here as a courtesy. I could have called the police. 658 00:39:01,047 --> 00:39:02,549 - Well, maybe you should. - Lainie. 659 00:39:02,632 --> 00:39:03,466 No. 660 00:39:03,716 --> 00:39:06,511 Maybe they should let the authorities figure out who did this 661 00:39:06,594 --> 00:39:09,764 instead of coming here pointing fingers and accusing our son of vandalism. 662 00:39:09,848 --> 00:39:10,682 I did it. 663 00:39:10,765 --> 00:39:13,017 Just because our son doesn't drive an expensive car... 664 00:39:13,101 --> 00:39:14,853 - That's not the point here. - I did it! 665 00:39:18,273 --> 00:39:19,274 I did it, okay? 666 00:39:23,862 --> 00:39:26,990 Karen, Zach, why don't you come inside, we'll sort this out. 667 00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:32,954 I'd like to talk to Zach for a minute, if I could. 668 00:39:33,413 --> 00:39:34,497 Absolutely not. 669 00:39:34,664 --> 00:39:35,748 Mom, please? 670 00:39:37,584 --> 00:39:38,751 Two minutes. 671 00:39:45,884 --> 00:39:46,885 Look, I... 672 00:39:47,677 --> 00:39:49,053 I told her to forget about it. 673 00:39:49,679 --> 00:39:52,307 I didn't want to come here or anything like that. 674 00:39:53,433 --> 00:39:54,434 I'm glad you did. 675 00:39:55,268 --> 00:39:57,854 Let's go inside and explain to your mom why I keyed your car. 676 00:39:57,937 --> 00:39:59,314 No, Clay, please. 677 00:39:59,772 --> 00:40:01,149 - Don't. - Why not? 678 00:40:01,399 --> 00:40:02,567 Because. 679 00:40:03,902 --> 00:40:05,236 Well, do your folks know? 680 00:40:06,362 --> 00:40:07,697 About you and Hannah? 681 00:40:14,329 --> 00:40:15,246 Why'd you do it? 682 00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:17,206 I didn't think that she'd react like that. 683 00:40:18,207 --> 00:40:19,334 I mean, come on, Clay. 684 00:40:20,335 --> 00:40:22,086 You knew her as well as anybody else. 685 00:40:22,295 --> 00:40:23,630 That girl was too much. 686 00:40:24,464 --> 00:40:25,882 You knew she needed help. 687 00:40:26,925 --> 00:40:30,470 - When Mrs. Bradley read that note... - I freaked, okay? 688 00:40:32,388 --> 00:40:33,389 That letter. 689 00:40:35,850 --> 00:40:37,560 That shit was heavy, and... 690 00:40:40,730 --> 00:40:42,148 I didn't know what to do. 691 00:40:43,358 --> 00:40:44,525 So you threw it away. 692 00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:45,693 No. 693 00:40:46,152 --> 00:40:47,862 No, I didn't. Hannah lied about that. 694 00:40:49,155 --> 00:40:51,908 Maybe that's what she saw, I don't know. I freaked out. 695 00:40:56,371 --> 00:40:57,705 But I never threw it away. 696 00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:01,376 Holy shit. 697 00:41:01,668 --> 00:41:02,794 MATT: Boys. 698 00:41:03,378 --> 00:41:04,379 Coming. 699 00:41:12,387 --> 00:41:13,471 I'm sorry, Clay. 700 00:41:16,766 --> 00:41:17,892 I'll always be sorry. 701 00:41:26,275 --> 00:41:27,402 Do you want to read it? 702 00:41:33,199 --> 00:41:34,534 I don't think I could. 703 00:41:38,788 --> 00:41:40,415 I don't think I ever could. 704 00:41:50,967 --> 00:41:53,011 HANNAH: See, I have this theory, Zach. 705 00:41:55,972 --> 00:41:58,099 I have this theory that you're lonely too. 706 00:41:58,182 --> 00:41:59,767 (BELL RINGS) 707 00:42:01,769 --> 00:42:03,062 Could that be possible? 708 00:42:05,023 --> 00:42:08,609 What kind of lonely could the great Zach Dempsey possibly feel? 709 00:42:10,361 --> 00:42:11,946 Dempsey, what the fuck? 710 00:42:12,030 --> 00:42:13,489 We gonna take a long lunch or what? 711 00:42:13,906 --> 00:42:15,324 Uh, yeah, I don't know. 712 00:42:15,867 --> 00:42:17,535 Come on, man, we need you. 713 00:42:18,453 --> 00:42:20,413 More than that, we need your wheels. 714 00:42:20,496 --> 00:42:21,497 (LAUGHS) 715 00:42:21,581 --> 00:42:22,707 I gotta go to bio, guys. 716 00:42:22,790 --> 00:42:25,460 Why, so you can cry about a frog again, you fuckin' pussy? 717 00:42:25,543 --> 00:42:26,919 I didn't cry. Fuck you, man. 718 00:42:27,336 --> 00:42:30,214 Maybe that kind where you think no one truly sees you. 719 00:42:31,841 --> 00:42:33,342 I know that kind of lonely. 720 00:42:34,635 --> 00:42:35,636 Do you? 721 00:42:40,058 --> 00:42:41,184 MATT: "Why me?" 722 00:42:41,350 --> 00:42:44,145 Why... why would Clay write that? 723 00:42:46,064 --> 00:42:49,192 Clearly, someone has singled him out somehow. 724 00:42:49,484 --> 00:42:52,320 For what? Why would anyone possibly pick on a kid like that? 725 00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:54,822 He said something to me the other night. 726 00:42:54,906 --> 00:42:57,116 He said, "What if I'm the bully?" 727 00:42:58,534 --> 00:42:59,827 That's not possible. 728 00:43:01,245 --> 00:43:02,288 Are you sure? 729 00:43:05,541 --> 00:43:06,542 Clay. 730 00:43:07,168 --> 00:43:09,295 Your mom and I talked, and... 731 00:43:10,296 --> 00:43:12,673 in addition to paying for the damages to the car... 732 00:43:13,299 --> 00:43:15,927 we do think there needs to be some kind of... 733 00:43:17,095 --> 00:43:18,346 grounding situation. 734 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:20,681 Okay. 735 00:43:20,890 --> 00:43:22,475 For at least two weeks. 736 00:43:24,936 --> 00:43:25,937 Okay. 737 00:43:28,064 --> 00:43:29,065 Okay. 738 00:43:30,108 --> 00:43:31,192 Um... 739 00:43:31,692 --> 00:43:33,611 I finished my half of this project. 740 00:43:34,904 --> 00:43:37,448 I have to give these tapes to Tony by today. 741 00:43:39,325 --> 00:43:40,535 Could someone drive me? 742 00:43:41,911 --> 00:43:42,787 JUSTIN: So... 743 00:43:43,121 --> 00:43:44,288 disappeared last night. 744 00:43:45,915 --> 00:43:47,750 Yeah. That game got sad. 745 00:43:48,251 --> 00:43:49,836 Zach's good. Whoo-hoo. 746 00:43:49,919 --> 00:43:51,003 Who cares? 747 00:43:51,087 --> 00:43:52,130 We left early. 748 00:43:53,923 --> 00:43:54,966 Who's "we"? 749 00:43:55,883 --> 00:43:57,677 Me and Bryce and some other guys. 750 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:00,346 You couldn't have texted me? 751 00:44:00,847 --> 00:44:02,265 Bryce said he texted you. 752 00:44:02,348 --> 00:44:04,142 Yeah, he texted me to come over, 753 00:44:04,225 --> 00:44:05,434 not that you were there. 754 00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:07,395 I mean, I texted you like four times. 755 00:44:07,478 --> 00:44:08,688 You couldn't have hit me back? 756 00:44:09,730 --> 00:44:12,024 You are so not one to ask that, by the way. 757 00:44:12,733 --> 00:44:13,985 I was in the hot tub, okay? 758 00:44:14,068 --> 00:44:15,903 I didn't have my phone. What's the problem? 759 00:44:16,696 --> 00:44:18,739 You can live at Bryce's, but I can't hang out there? 760 00:44:18,823 --> 00:44:20,074 I don't live there now. 761 00:44:25,913 --> 00:44:26,914 (CAR DOOR CLOSES) 762 00:44:31,752 --> 00:44:32,753 They're all yours. 763 00:44:33,963 --> 00:44:34,964 I'm done. 764 00:44:35,631 --> 00:44:36,799 Take 'em. Share 'em. 765 00:44:36,883 --> 00:44:38,593 Release 'em to the world. I don't give a shit. 766 00:44:38,926 --> 00:44:40,178 Really? You... 767 00:44:40,887 --> 00:44:41,971 you don't give a shit? 768 00:44:42,138 --> 00:44:43,139 I can't... 769 00:44:43,222 --> 00:44:44,223 I can't anymore. 770 00:44:46,058 --> 00:44:48,561 I can't listen. I can't hear it in her voice. 771 00:44:50,605 --> 00:44:52,273 People are just mean, Tony. 772 00:44:52,773 --> 00:44:53,983 They're messed up. 773 00:44:55,610 --> 00:44:57,778 Zach didn't throw away the letter, you know that? 774 00:44:58,988 --> 00:45:00,323 No, I didn't know that. 775 00:45:00,489 --> 00:45:01,699 He showed it to me. 776 00:45:02,950 --> 00:45:04,410 Asked if I wanted to read it. 777 00:45:06,287 --> 00:45:07,330 And I couldn't... 778 00:45:09,206 --> 00:45:10,499 read it because... 779 00:45:12,501 --> 00:45:14,253 it's starting to make sense to me... 780 00:45:15,379 --> 00:45:16,756 why she did what she did. 781 00:45:18,799 --> 00:45:20,176 I can help you through this. 782 00:45:20,843 --> 00:45:22,428 Can you tell me why I'm on the tapes? 783 00:45:23,679 --> 00:45:26,098 You have to listen. It's what Hannah wanted. 784 00:45:26,182 --> 00:45:28,059 Yeah, yeah, I know. What Hannah wanted. 785 00:45:28,476 --> 00:45:30,478 What you're so sure of, but you won't say how. 786 00:45:34,273 --> 00:45:35,274 Huh? 787 00:45:39,695 --> 00:45:40,696 Fine. 788 00:45:40,780 --> 00:45:41,822 Forget you, then. 789 00:45:42,156 --> 00:45:43,491 Let me help you. 790 00:45:44,617 --> 00:45:46,869 What, like you've been helping me so far? 791 00:45:47,119 --> 00:45:48,329 No, thanks. 792 00:45:49,664 --> 00:45:50,957 But look on the bright side... 793 00:45:51,791 --> 00:45:53,167 you don't have to follow me anymore. 794 00:45:55,670 --> 00:45:58,422 HANNAH: No one knows what's really going on in another person's life. 795 00:45:59,715 --> 00:46:02,885 And you never know how what you do will affect someone else. 796 00:46:03,010 --> 00:46:04,303 Hey, Bryce, what's up? 797 00:46:04,762 --> 00:46:06,097 Hey, Jensen. 798 00:46:07,932 --> 00:46:09,183 And if that goes for me, 799 00:46:09,475 --> 00:46:10,977 it must go for everyone. 800 00:46:13,437 --> 00:46:14,605 Even cheerleaders. 801 00:46:15,481 --> 00:46:16,774 CLAY: Hey, Sheri. 802 00:46:16,941 --> 00:46:18,442 How was the rest of your weekend? 803 00:46:18,859 --> 00:46:19,860 Sorry, what? 804 00:46:19,944 --> 00:46:21,153 You were great at the game. 805 00:46:26,784 --> 00:46:28,536 Jessica. Hey, how are you? 806 00:46:29,870 --> 00:46:30,871 Hey, Clay. 807 00:46:32,498 --> 00:46:34,667 Hey, Justin, good game the other night. 808 00:46:40,923 --> 00:46:42,133 What the fuck is going on? 809 00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:43,634 Who knows anymore? 810 00:46:45,803 --> 00:46:47,179 (P.A. SCREECHES) 811 00:46:47,513 --> 00:46:49,515 STUDANT ON P.A.: Can I have your attention, please? 812 00:46:50,599 --> 00:46:52,518 HANNAH'S RECORDING OVER P.A.: Hey, it's Hannah. 813 00:46:53,602 --> 00:46:54,812 Hannah Baker. 814 00:46:56,313 --> 00:46:57,690 That's right. 815 00:46:58,024 --> 00:47:01,068 Don't adjust your... whatever device you're hearing this on. 816 00:47:01,986 --> 00:47:02,820 It's me. 817 00:47:03,738 --> 00:47:05,364 Live and in stereo. 818 00:47:06,949 --> 00:47:08,492 No return engagements, 819 00:47:08,576 --> 00:47:09,702 no encore... 820 00:47:10,244 --> 00:47:13,497 STUDENT OVER P.A.: a huge congrats to our Tiger team for Saturday's win. 821 00:47:13,581 --> 00:47:15,875 A special shout-out to Zach Dempsey, 822 00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:18,419 who crushed it with 28 points. 823 00:47:18,502 --> 00:47:19,962 In other athletic news, 824 00:47:20,046 --> 00:47:21,922 the Lady Tigers won their game 825 00:47:22,006 --> 00:47:24,091 by a score of 54-32. 826 00:47:27,303 --> 00:47:28,679 Thought you said this wasn't a test. 827 00:47:29,764 --> 00:47:31,349 'Cause this looks like a test. 828 00:47:31,515 --> 00:47:33,559 It's not, Mr. Pratters, I assure you. 829 00:47:33,642 --> 00:47:36,687 It is a character-building questionnaire that assesses 830 00:47:36,771 --> 00:47:38,689 personal strengths and weaknesses. 831 00:47:58,250 --> 00:47:59,627 Excuse me, Mrs. Bradley? 832 00:47:59,794 --> 00:48:00,878 Yes, Clay. 833 00:48:01,420 --> 00:48:03,756 How important was it to you to help Hannah Baker? 834 00:48:06,550 --> 00:48:09,261 Extremely important to me, Clay. Why do you ask? 835 00:48:11,889 --> 00:48:14,225 Remember that note you got in your bag last year? 836 00:48:15,893 --> 00:48:17,853 The one about not feeling anything anymore? 837 00:48:22,274 --> 00:48:23,442 It was from Hannah. 838 00:48:25,611 --> 00:48:27,988 Okay, uh, why do you think that is? 839 00:48:28,072 --> 00:48:29,198 (DOOR OPENS) 840 00:48:30,407 --> 00:48:31,408 - Mrs. Bradley? - Yes? 841 00:48:31,492 --> 00:48:33,577 Sorry to interrupt, but I need Mr. Jensen. 842 00:48:34,203 --> 00:48:35,496 MRS. BRADLEY: Okay, Mr. Porter. 843 00:48:35,579 --> 00:48:38,165 Clay, we can continue this discussion at another time. 844 00:48:40,126 --> 00:48:41,919 I have to say, I'm a little surprised. 845 00:48:42,837 --> 00:48:43,879 What? Why? 846 00:48:44,213 --> 00:48:45,422 I know it's been a few weeks, 847 00:48:45,506 --> 00:48:48,134 but you seem like the type of kid to follow through on a promise. 848 00:48:49,260 --> 00:48:50,302 COURTNEY: Don't worry, Clay. 849 00:48:50,636 --> 00:48:52,304 I almost forgot too. 850 00:48:53,389 --> 00:48:54,473 Forgot what? 851 00:48:54,557 --> 00:48:57,309 Courtney and Clay, these are our new foreign exchange students 852 00:48:57,393 --> 00:48:59,228 joining us this semester. 853 00:48:59,437 --> 00:49:03,732 This is Jhene, Fynn, Mahla and Deep. 854 00:49:03,899 --> 00:49:06,527 Uh, Courtney and Clay will be helping you out. 855 00:49:06,610 --> 00:49:09,405 They are on the Honor Board and they'll be giving you the tour. 856 00:49:09,738 --> 00:49:11,031 The insider's tour! 857 00:49:11,282 --> 00:49:13,701 All the secrets that you need to know. 858 00:49:16,704 --> 00:49:17,997 Okay, great. 859 00:49:21,458 --> 00:49:22,543 CLAY: So as you can see, 860 00:49:22,626 --> 00:49:25,421 it's one of the finest high school parking lots in the world. 861 00:49:25,921 --> 00:49:27,298 Oh, and right here is the library, 862 00:49:27,381 --> 00:49:31,051 where you can find books and tables and chairs and all that stuff... 863 00:49:31,468 --> 00:49:32,720 state-of-the-art computers, 864 00:49:32,803 --> 00:49:34,805 at least if the art was ten years ago... 865 00:49:35,139 --> 00:49:36,265 and friendly librarians. 866 00:49:36,432 --> 00:49:39,268 Not super bright always, but friendly. 867 00:49:42,771 --> 00:49:44,315 Oh, wait, everyone. 868 00:49:44,565 --> 00:49:47,234 It's Justin Foley and Zach Dempsey, 869 00:49:47,318 --> 00:49:49,278 star basketball players here at Liberty High. 870 00:49:49,361 --> 00:49:51,697 Hey, Justin, where's my bike? 871 00:49:52,114 --> 00:49:53,240 Justin stole my bike. 872 00:49:53,824 --> 00:49:55,284 What the fuck? What are you doing? 873 00:49:55,367 --> 00:49:57,369 I'm giving our new foreign exchange students a tour. 874 00:49:57,453 --> 00:49:59,830 Figured they should know who owns the school, right, you guys? 875 00:49:59,914 --> 00:50:00,915 Clay. 876 00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:02,333 Right, right. Moving on. 877 00:50:02,458 --> 00:50:03,459 Where were we? 878 00:50:03,542 --> 00:50:04,543 Right. The auditorium. 879 00:50:04,627 --> 00:50:06,212 Oh, oh, but before we go... 880 00:50:07,004 --> 00:50:08,923 I want to show you something super cool. 881 00:50:09,465 --> 00:50:11,342 - Okay? - Clay, cut it out. 882 00:50:12,051 --> 00:50:13,594 Look at these lockers. 883 00:50:14,178 --> 00:50:15,721 They all look alike, right? 884 00:50:17,765 --> 00:50:18,599 Not this one. 885 00:50:21,060 --> 00:50:22,228 This one is special. 886 00:50:23,145 --> 00:50:25,064 It belonged to a girl who killed herself. 887 00:50:25,272 --> 00:50:26,482 Clay, come on. 888 00:50:26,565 --> 00:50:29,485 You see all these "don't kill yourself" posters up on the wall? 889 00:50:29,610 --> 00:50:30,861 They weren't up before. 890 00:50:30,945 --> 00:50:33,280 They put them up because she killed herself. 891 00:50:33,405 --> 00:50:34,406 And why did she do it? 892 00:50:34,490 --> 00:50:36,283 Because the kids here treated her like shit! 893 00:50:36,367 --> 00:50:37,618 JUSTIN: Jensen, that's enough. 894 00:50:37,743 --> 00:50:39,787 But no one wants to admit it, so they paint over the bathrooms 895 00:50:39,870 --> 00:50:42,706 and put up a memorial, because that's the kind of school that this is. 896 00:50:42,790 --> 00:50:45,417 Everyone is just so nice until they drive you to kill yourself. 897 00:50:45,626 --> 00:50:47,586 And sooner or later, the truth will come out. 898 00:50:49,630 --> 00:50:50,714 It's gonna come out. 899 00:50:55,302 --> 00:50:57,721 Right, Tony? Right? You know the truth. 900 00:50:58,138 --> 00:50:59,098 MR. PORTER: Clay. 901 00:51:00,849 --> 00:51:02,851 I think you should come with me right now. 902 00:51:04,186 --> 00:51:05,980 Get to class, everybody! 903 00:51:06,563 --> 00:51:08,148 All you, get to class. 904 00:51:11,443 --> 00:51:12,653 Welcome to Liberty High. 905 00:51:13,654 --> 00:51:14,655 Let's go. 906 00:51:24,456 --> 00:51:25,457 Okay. 907 00:51:26,750 --> 00:51:27,626 New game. 908 00:51:31,130 --> 00:51:32,881 ("THE WALLS CAME DOWN" PLAYING) 909 00:52:02,995 --> 00:52:04,496 ♪ Well they blew the horns ♪ 910 00:52:06,582 --> 00:52:08,042 ♪ And the walls came down ♪ 911 00:52:10,336 --> 00:52:11,628 ♪ They'd all been warned ♪ 912 00:52:13,839 --> 00:52:15,341 ♪ And the walls came down ♪ 913 00:52:17,801 --> 00:52:19,345 ♪ They stood there laughing ♪ 914 00:52:21,096 --> 00:52:22,806 ♪ They're not laughing anymore ♪ 915 00:52:25,142 --> 00:52:26,518 ♪ The walls came down ♪ 916 00:52:32,524 --> 00:52:34,026 ♪ Sanctuary fades ♪ 917 00:52:36,070 --> 00:52:37,529 ♪ Congregation splits ♪ 918 00:52:39,531 --> 00:52:41,450 ♪ Nightly military raids ♪ 919 00:52:43,243 --> 00:52:44,953 ♪ The congregation splits ♪ 920 00:52:46,872 --> 00:52:48,832 ♪ It's a song of assassins ♪ 921 00:52:50,584 --> 00:52:52,378 ♪ Ringin' in your ears ♪ 922 00:52:54,380 --> 00:52:55,964 ♪ We got terrorist thinking ♪ 923 00:52:58,425 --> 00:52:59,885 ♪ Playing on fears ♪ 923 00:53:00,305 --> 00:54:00,479 Please rate this subtitle at www.osdb.link/w7ay Help other users to choose the best subtitles