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Yeah?

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I want to see you.

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Is something wrong?

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I've missed you.

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I've made a reservation
at the Silver Saddle Motel.

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Check in.
I'll meet you in 45 minutes.

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I'm swamped this morning, Tricia.

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It's not gonna happen.

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I will see that you don't regret i

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What the hell
is the Silver Saddle Motel?

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A place where no one
will complain about the noise.

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I'll see you in 45 minutes.

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Yes, sir, officer.

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Carl, Britten knows.

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What?

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He knows about Hawkins.
He knows about you.

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He knows about Westfield.

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He knows about the storage locker.

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What?!
What are you talking about?

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Come out here.

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He shot Hawkins, Carl.

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He's dead.

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Even if we move everything,

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the Hawkins investigation
would lead them back to you.

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And then what would you do?

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What do you mean, "shot Hawkins"?

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Get out here!
Take these cuffs off of me!

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You'd tell them about me.

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Trish, what are you doing?

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I'm sorry.

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Episode 1x13: <i>Turtles All the Way Down</i>
<i>Presync: Yvon</i>

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So, somewhere in the neighborhood

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of 200 keys.

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It looks like a shipment
Narcotics seized

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early last year.

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And we also raided
Kessel's home and office.

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And everything's preliminary,

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but the forensic accountants
say it looks like he and Hawkins

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moved a lot of money
into offshore accounts.

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What's Kessel say?

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We haven't found him yet.

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Why not? Where is he?

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I did my best to keep
the operation under wraps,

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but he's obviously got
ears everywhere.

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Word is he "stepped out"

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just before we raided
the storage unit.

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All right, here's what we
should do... Everyone with

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a badge is already looking for him.

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There'll be something
at Hawkins' house.

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IA's already searching the scene.

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It'll take some time,
but when they're done,

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they'll need to talk to you.
Excuse me, Captain.

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They found Captain Kessel.

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Hey, guys. Looks like he saw
the walls were closing in,

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took the easy way out.

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Desk says he checked in
under the name of Ed Munte

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right around the time you
and the boys were gearing up.

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And the place is pretty empty
around 11:00 AM.

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And the neighborhood isn't so great,

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so even when they thought
they heard a gunshot,

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they didn't guess it came
from one of the rooms.

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Maid found him about 30 minutes ago.

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You wanted to catch him.

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No.

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I wanted to kill him.

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We just started to dig
through Hawkins' records.

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- Thought you'd like to see that.
- What is it?

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It's a repair estimate
for Hawkins' car.

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A week after your accident.

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Damage to the right front
quarter panel.

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I wish this could all be different.

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I wish I... I wish I
could go back and stop it.

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It wasn't your job to stop it.

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When I needed your help...
you listened to me.

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You took a risk.

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Thanks

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We should be thanking you.

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Without you, we would
have missed all this.

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It's gonna be rough for a whe,

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but when the dust settles,
I want you to know

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I'm gonna do everything I can to make sure
that you receive the proper commendation.

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I don't want a commendation.

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What do you want?

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I want my family back.

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That's what I want.

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We're so proud of you, Michael.

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Yeah.

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Hannah would be proud of you, too.

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Get up.

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Get up.

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Get up.

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Hey!

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I don't know. It looks like
he lost a lot of blood.

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Harper's got a team working
on Bird's body right now.

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They're gonna need you to paint
a picture for 'em pretty quick.

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Well, I could put him down
right here.

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Yeah, okay. Get him over
to our area first.

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I'll make sure you get
a friendly investigation.

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Okay. I got it.

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It's almost over.

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Then you can go be with your boy.

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Yes, we need an ambulance
at Park and Western.

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Michael, please.

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Please.

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Pele...

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what did you do?

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You have a medical degree, right?

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Detective Britten, I don't
have the right supplies.

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Just do it.

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Listen to me. This shot
goes all the way through.

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You've lost a lot of blood.

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You've got a high fever.

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You're probably already septic.

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Just patch me up.

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Can you tell me who shot you?

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Hawkins.

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Detective Hawkins?
The man that you

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dreamed was responsible for...?

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I didn't dream anything.

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It's the man who admitted to me

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that he killed my son.

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Okay.

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He framed me for killing Bird,

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and he was about to kill me,
and I just managed to get away.

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Bird's been killed?

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They-They knew we were
closing in on him,

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so they had to get rid of us.

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Who's they?

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Hawkins and his area captain, Kessel.

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So, now an area captain's involved?

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Don't talk to me like I'm crazy.

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I can prove it.
I did prove it.

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Why do you think Kessel
killed himself

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when they came to get him?

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Kessel killed himself?

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They're giving me a commendation;

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you're talking to me
like I'm a lunatic.

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Wait.
Who's giving you a commendation?

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Harper, my captain.

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I thought that you were
being suspended.

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Not here. At, at, um...

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Over in...

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Look... believe me.

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I know what I'm talking about.

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I am not the bad guy here.

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I believe you, Detective.
I do.

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No, you don't. No, you don't.

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You're not even good at faking it.

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I believe that this is
all real to you.

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I believe that you've been trying

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to keep two sets of facts straight,

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one that is happening
and full of painful realities,

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and one that you've
imagined in response.

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And I believe
that under these conditions,

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anyone could begin to lose track
of which was which.

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But the truth is, I don't know

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what happened last night;
I really don't.

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I just know that
you've been seriously injured,

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and it sounds like
other people have been as well.

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We need to get you help,

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and once we get you that help,

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I'm sure that all this
is just gonna sort itself out.

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So I'm just going
to step outside here...

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I have help. You're my help.

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I don't think you want
to shoot me, Michael.

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Where are your car keys?

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Where are we going?

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You're going to get your wish.

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You're going to turn me in.

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<i>Detective, it doesn't look
like we're going</i>

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<i>to a police station.</i>

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<i>I never said we were.</i>

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Can you at least tell me
what we're doing?

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We're going to break into one
of the storage units.

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Why?

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'Cause there's 200 kilos
of heroin in there.

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And when they see it,
they'll know I've been set up.

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Take my cell phone

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and tell them I abducted you,

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where you are,
and they'll come and get me.

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But first, I want you
to see what's in there.

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You can say that you saw it.

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No.

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I saw it.

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They must have moved it.

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Detective...

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I saw it!

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You understand?
I saw it in there!

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Why don't we just...?

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<i>911. What's ur emergency?</i>

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Shout when you hear people.
They'll come and get you.

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Detective!

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Detective!

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Hello.

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Vega.

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Where are you?

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Listen to me.

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The whole department
is looking for you.

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What are they saying?

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They're saying you shot Bird.

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Do you believe 'em?

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If you're telling me
that's not what happened...

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I trust you.

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It's not, and I can prove it.

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But I need your help.

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Tell me whe you are.

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It's not important.

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I need you to pull some records
for me.

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No. If you want me to trust you,
then you have to trust me.

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Tell me where you are,
and I'll come and get you.

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I will make sure you're safe.

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Let's work this thing out together.

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Michael.

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Michael, we've got to
get you to a hospital. No.

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Look at you, Michael.
Look at you! I trusted you.

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No hospital.

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Drive.

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They must have moved everything
out of the unit last night.

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I didn't see any cameras,
but see if the security cameras overlook

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the part of the building.
People going in or out.

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Then, uh, get the phone records
for Hawkins and Kessel.

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How am I supposed to do that?

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Ask Harper to help you.

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You want me to tell Harper?

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She's the only one we can trust now.

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Captain, I need to talk to you.

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We're in the middle of a manhunt.

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I need to take this.

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Michael sent me.

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Close the door.

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The storage unit was takenut
in Kessel's name

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a few days after Michael
visited Westfield.

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The storage unit that was
supposed to be full of drugs?

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Yes. He said
that it must have been moved

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once Hawkins realized that Bird
and Michael were onto them.

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Stop. Just... just stop.

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There's someone
that you need to meet.

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Detective Vega, this is Dr. John Lee.

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He's been Britten's therapist
since the accident.

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This morning Britten
broke into Dr. Lee's house

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and took him at gunpoint
to the very storage unit

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that you're referring to.

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And once he saw
that it was completely empty,

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he locked him inside.

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- Captain, he's trying to lead us...
- He had become delusional, Vega.

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He says...
Detective Vega!

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I understand how convincing
Detective Britten sounds,

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and that's because everything
that he's telling you

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is something he's completely
convinced of himself.

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But the truth is, he's unable
to separate what's real

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from what's in his imagination.

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This vast conspiracy,

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these missing drugs,

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these people who were trying
to kill him and his family,

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it's all in the mind of a man

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experiencing a complete mental break.

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But Westfield...
No, he ccked into

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Westfield last summer.
There was nothing there.

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A fractured psyche like Britten's

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can take a host of real details,

261
00:18:15,512 --> 00:18:18,499
weave them into an incredibly
elaborate story,

262
00:18:18,749 --> 00:18:20,034
and then constantly adjust it

263
00:18:20,284 --> 00:18:22,601
to sweep away the holes
and inconsistencies.

264
00:18:22,851 --> 00:18:23,938
Add to that the disorientation

265
00:18:24,188 --> 00:18:26,772
caused by the blood loss
and his injuries,

266
00:18:27,022 --> 00:18:30,011
and you have a recipe
for flourishing desions.

267
00:18:30,261 --> 00:18:31,946
He's incapable of understanding

268
00:18:32,196 --> 00:18:34,321
that he's making all of this up.

269
00:18:36,949 --> 00:18:39,785
He needs our help.

270
00:18:40,035 --> 00:18:43,590
Whatever he's told himself,
whatever he believes,

271
00:18:43,840 --> 00:18:46,375
it's led him to fixate
on Detective Hawkins,

272
00:18:46,625 --> 00:18:48,752
kidnap and nearly kill him,

273
00:18:49,002 --> 00:18:50,963
and in the process,
he killed Detective Freeman.

274
00:18:51,213 --> 00:18:53,167
I know that you care about him-

275
00:18:53,417 --> 00:18:55,217
we all do- but that's why

276
00:18:55,467 --> 00:18:58,262
we need to prevent him from
hurting himself or anyone else.

277
00:19:00,222 --> 00:19:01,974
Efrem, where is he?

278
00:19:18,075 --> 00:19:20,117
What is that?

279
00:19:20,367 --> 00:19:21,744
I don't understand.

280
00:19:24,788 --> 00:19:26,957
Hands! Hands! Hands!
Hands! Hands!

281
00:19:35,882 --> 00:19:36,925
Hey, be careful!

282
00:19:37,175 --> 00:19:39,511
I know I should never
have trusted you.

283
00:19:41,972 --> 00:19:43,891
I'm sorry. It's for
your own good, Michael.

284
00:19:44,141 --> 00:19:46,553
This is a mistake! I can prove
it to you! Michael, I'm sorry.

285
00:19:46,803 --> 00:19:47,888
No, no!
They're setting me up!

286
00:19:48,138 --> 00:19:49,489
You did the right thing.

287
00:19:49,739 --> 00:19:51,975
He's gonna get the help he needs.

288
00:21:12,189 --> 00:21:13,647
Michael...

289
00:21:15,526 --> 00:21:17,401
Just give us a few minutes.

290
00:21:26,370 --> 00:21:27,536
How you feeling?

291
00:21:27,786 --> 00:21:29,023
How am I feeling?

292
00:21:29,273 --> 00:21:30,706
I- I don't understand
what I'm doing here.

293
00:21:30,956 --> 00:21:32,827
Michael, I am so sorry.

294
00:21:33,077 --> 00:21:35,029
I really thought that letting
you come back to work

295
00:21:35,279 --> 00:21:36,670
would make things easier for you.

296
00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:39,466
No, it's got no nothing to do
with me going back to work.

297
00:21:39,716 --> 00:21:41,035
I'm...

298
00:21:41,285 --> 00:21:43,603
This isn't some paranoid delusion.

299
00:21:43,853 --> 00:21:45,095
I'm-I'm the same as you are.

300
00:21:45,345 --> 00:21:46,430
Just get a warrant

301
00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:49,057
for Kessel and Hawkins'
phone records and bank records.

302
00:21:49,307 --> 00:21:50,811
Mike, stop. Just... just stop.

303
00:21:51,061 --> 00:21:53,562
I don't want you to make this
any worse for yourself.

304
00:21:53,812 --> 00:21:57,107
You'll see that things are
exactly how I'm telling you.

305
00:21:58,900 --> 00:22:01,236
I st need you to look into it.

306
00:22:01,486 --> 00:22:02,821
Okay? Please.

307
00:22:03,071 --> 00:22:05,324
Tricia, okay? For me.

308
00:22:05,574 --> 00:22:06,693
Just look, please.

309
00:22:06,943 --> 00:22:07,659
Michael...

310
00:22:12,038 --> 00:22:13,916
We're gonna get you
the best help that there is.

311
00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:15,959
Why aren't you listening to me?

312
00:22:16,209 --> 00:22:18,712
And I want to reassure you
that Hannah is gonna be

313
00:22:18,962 --> 00:22:20,380
taken care of as well.
She's not gonna

314
00:22:20,630 --> 00:22:22,191
be alone on this, all right?

315
00:22:30,434 --> 00:22:31,850
<i>Desk says he checked in</i>

316
00:22:32,100 --> 00:22:33,352
under the name of Ed Munte

317
00:22:33,602 --> 00:22:35,437
right around the time you
and the boys were gearing up.

318
00:22:35,687 --> 00:22:37,731
What is it?

319
00:22:37,981 --> 00:22:38,822
What?

320
00:22:43,862 --> 00:22:45,072
You.

321
00:22:46,716 --> 00:22:48,575
I'm sorry?

322
00:22:48,825 --> 00:22:51,119
Ed Munte.

323
00:22:51,369 --> 00:22:54,373
That's the name that Kessel used
to book into the hotel.

324
00:22:54,623 --> 00:22:56,333
Kessel's calling you.

325
00:22:56,583 --> 00:22:58,919
Michael, you're not making any sense.

326
00:22:59,169 --> 00:23:01,672
That's why they knew I was
on to them 'cause...

327
00:23:01,922 --> 00:23:04,258
'Cause you told them.

328
00:23:04,508 --> 00:23:06,009
You killed Rex.

329
00:23:07,844 --> 00:23:09,221
You killed my boy.

330
00:23:38,416 --> 00:23:41,628
She killed my son.

331
00:24:44,024 --> 00:24:46,526
You have a visitor.

332
00:25:45,908 --> 00:25:47,045
Hello.

333
00:25:48,200 --> 00:25:49,798
Hello.

334
00:25:52,605 --> 00:25:54,970
What do you want?

335
00:25:55,220 --> 00:25:56,860
You know what we want.

336
00:25:57,110 --> 00:25:59,641
We need to get Harper.

337
00:25:59,891 --> 00:26:02,853
The clock is ticking.

338
00:26:03,103 --> 00:26:05,021
You hear it?

339
00:26:13,613 --> 00:26:14,739
You understand?

340
00:26:16,095 --> 00:26:17,614
What is that?

341
00:26:17,864 --> 00:26:19,119
What does it mean?

342
00:26:19,369 --> 00:26:21,830
It means she's getting away.

343
00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:23,915
Wh-What can we do?

344
00:26:24,165 --> 00:26:25,889
I can show you.

345
00:26:26,139 --> 00:26:28,024
We can still stop her.

346
00:26:28,274 --> 00:26:29,796
If that's what you want.

347
00:26:30,046 --> 00:26:31,910
You have to be sure.

348
00:26:36,949 --> 00:26:38,889
I'll do anything.

349
00:27:55,628 --> 00:27:57,480
This is fantastic.

350
00:27:57,730 --> 00:27:59,386
This is madness.

351
00:28:22,588 --> 00:28:24,494
This is the sort of breakthrough
I have been waiting for.

352
00:28:24,744 --> 00:28:26,788
He's finally accepting the truth,

353
00:28:27,038 --> 00:28:28,832
reveing what's beea dream
and what's been reality.

354
00:28:29,082 --> 00:28:30,867
He's not accepting reality.

355
00:28:31,117 --> 00:28:33,069
He's fleeing it, allowing it
to fold in on itself.

356
00:28:33,319 --> 00:28:34,546
If he continues to fracture

357
00:28:34,796 --> 00:28:37,465
his psyche in this fashion,
there will not be a way out.

358
00:28:37,715 --> 00:28:38,675
That is alarmist garbage.

359
00:28:38,925 --> 00:28:40,109
Let him make his own choices.

360
00:28:40,359 --> 00:28:43,930
Choices have consequences,
Dr. Evans.

361
00:28:44,180 --> 00:28:45,247
Oh, now you're questioning
my credentials?

362
00:28:45,497 --> 00:28:46,649
You don't exist.

363
00:28:46,899 --> 00:28:48,977
I'm not particularly concerned
with your credentials.

364
00:28:49,227 --> 00:28:51,646
Were I his creation,
it would simply show

365
00:28:51,896 --> 00:28:53,456
that even his imagination
is a better therapist than you.

366
00:28:53,706 --> 00:28:54,858
I am the one who has been

367
00:28:55,108 --> 00:28:56,359
trying to prevent a full-scale break

368
00:28:56,609 --> 00:28:58,153
of exactly this variety. Tied up
in his own head with his guilt.

369
00:28:58,403 --> 00:28:59,691
Enough!

370
00:30:11,517 --> 00:30:13,985
Now, pay very close attention
to this part.

371
00:30:16,773 --> 00:30:18,358
You've seen a penguin before.

372
00:30:18,608 --> 00:30:20,026
Don't look at me; look at them.

373
00:30:24,948 --> 00:30:27,534
Here it is.

374
00:30:30,203 --> 00:30:31,871
And there.

375
00:30:34,740 --> 00:30:36,668
Do you see it?

376
00:30:37,947 --> 00:30:38,962
Look.

377
00:30:39,212 --> 00:30:40,505
There.

378
00:30:51,099 --> 00:30:53,225
There it is.

379
00:31:04,028 --> 00:31:05,588
Now, this is the part that's just...

380
00:31:05,838 --> 00:31:07,198
Tricia...

381
00:31:09,909 --> 00:31:11,911
... mean.

382
00:31:17,416 --> 00:31:19,384
Do you get it?

383
00:31:41,357 --> 00:31:43,875
Sorry, buddy.

384
00:32:11,437 --> 00:32:14,974
Aren't you gonna sit down?

385
00:32:15,224 --> 00:32:17,143
Isn't this place amazing?

386
00:32:17,393 --> 00:32:19,361
It reminds me of that time
when we were in New York,

387
00:32:19,611 --> 00:32:21,297
and I pretended to be...
A food critic.

388
00:32:25,684 --> 00:32:27,445
What's wrong?

389
00:32:27,695 --> 00:32:30,155
I'm afra...

390
00:32:32,624 --> 00:32:34,911
... of never seeing you again.

391
00:32:35,161 --> 00:32:38,706
Of what's gonna happen to me
when all this comes to an end.

392
00:32:38,956 --> 00:32:40,382
I know.

393
00:32:40,632 --> 00:32:43,127
I have to get her,

394
00:32:43,377 --> 00:32:45,964
but I don't want to leave you.

395
00:32:47,139 --> 00:32:50,051
Just give me one last kiss good-bye.

396
00:33:13,866 --> 00:33:16,167
Now go and get her.

397
00:34:44,424 --> 00:34:46,176
You surprised me.

398
00:34:46,426 --> 00:34:48,670
The press is having
a field day with this.

399
00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:50,088
Did IA keep you

400
00:34:50,338 --> 00:34:51,130
here late last night?

401
00:34:51,380 --> 00:34:52,465
No.

402
00:34:52,715 --> 00:34:54,467
I told them this morning.

403
00:34:54,717 --> 00:34:57,837
Mm. Won't be pleasant,
but we'll get through this,

404
00:34:58,087 --> 00:34:59,839
and we'll all be the better for it.

405
00:35:00,089 --> 00:35:02,508
Truth is, this is the best thing
for the department.

406
00:35:02,758 --> 00:35:05,078
You know, clean it up,
put it behind us.

407
00:35:05,328 --> 00:35:08,231
Everything okay?

408
00:35:08,481 --> 00:35:09,649
What happened to your shoe?

409
00:35:09,899 --> 00:35:11,651
What? I'm sorry?

410
00:35:11,901 --> 00:35:14,195
Your left heel makeslick a c
when you walk.

411
00:35:16,639 --> 00:35:18,491
The tip must have llen off.

412
00:35:18,741 --> 00:35:22,036
When did that happen?

413
00:35:22,286 --> 00:35:23,629
Any idea?

414
00:35:23,879 --> 00:35:25,631
No. Why?

415
00:35:25,881 --> 00:35:28,584
The thing is,

416
00:35:28,834 --> 00:35:30,836
the phone log at the
Silver Saddle Motel

417
00:35:31,086 --> 00:35:35,174
shows the room being resved
to the name of Edward Munte,

418
00:35:35,424 --> 00:35:38,011
about an hour before Captain
Kessel picked the key up.

419
00:35:40,137 --> 00:35:42,140
So I called around hotels and motels.

420
00:35:42,390 --> 00:35:44,267
Turns out Edward Munte's

421
00:35:44,517 --> 00:35:46,561
been reserving rooms
all over town for a while.

422
00:35:48,704 --> 00:35:51,424
The calls don't come
from Kessel's phone.

423
00:35:51,674 --> 00:35:54,444
They come from
an anonymous VoIP account.

424
00:35:54,694 --> 00:35:56,070
It was billed to a credit card.

425
00:35:57,126 --> 00:35:58,573
Yours.

426
00:36:06,747 --> 00:36:09,575
How long have you known Kessel?

427
00:36:11,294 --> 00:36:13,880
Before you shot him in the head?

428
00:36:15,509 --> 00:36:16,466
Years.

429
00:36:18,033 --> 00:36:20,019
20 years.

430
00:36:20,269 --> 00:36:22,347
I've taken a bullet for you

431
00:36:22,597 --> 00:36:24,958
or your family.

432
00:36:25,208 --> 00:36:27,101
And I'm struggling

433
00:36:27,351 --> 00:36:33,232
to understand how you could
so easily destroy mine.

434
00:36:35,276 --> 00:36:37,570
I just want to know why.

435
00:36:39,021 --> 00:36:40,239
Mike?

436
00:36:40,489 --> 00:36:44,077
I want to hear it from your mouth.

437
00:36:44,327 --> 00:36:45,536
I'm sorry, Michael.

438
00:36:45,786 --> 00:36:46,661
You're sorry?!

439
00:36:48,097 --> 00:36:49,707
Mike, open this damn door!

440
00:36:51,166 --> 00:36:52,918
I shouldn't let you leave this room.

441
00:36:53,168 --> 00:36:54,187
Mike!

442
00:36:54,437 --> 00:36:55,521
Nothing that happens to you

443
00:36:55,771 --> 00:36:57,006
when you walk out this door

444
00:36:57,256 --> 00:36:58,633
can ever be bad enough for me.

445
00:36:58,883 --> 00:37:00,176
Mike!

446
00:37:00,426 --> 00:37:03,054
Mike, open the damn door!

447
00:37:03,304 --> 00:37:04,597
Mike, open the damn door now.

448
00:37:30,539 --> 00:37:34,001
Captain Harper, this
is Detectives James

449
00:37:34,251 --> 00:37:35,294
and Bushwick from Internal Affairs.

450
00:37:35,544 --> 00:37:37,922
They're going to need
to ask you some questions.

451
00:37:38,172 --> 00:37:41,342
You need to come with us.

452
00:37:55,088 --> 00:37:56,607
Go home.

453
00:37:56,857 --> 00:37:58,734
I'm fine.

454
00:37:58,984 --> 00:38:00,086
I didn't say you weren't.

455
00:38:00,336 --> 00:38:02,088
I said go home.
Be with your boy.

456
00:38:02,338 --> 00:38:04,532
I'll call you
as soon as they finish with her.

457
00:38:08,844 --> 00:38:09,729
Mike...

458
00:38:11,122 --> 00:38:14,917
I have a lot questions
about the last couple of days.

459
00:38:15,167 --> 00:38:18,085
Things I'm going to need
your help to understand.

460
00:38:26,562 --> 00:38:29,390
<i>I can't tell you
how many cases I've closed.</i>

461
00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:30,849
You know, most of the time

462
00:38:31,099 --> 00:38:32,935
I think it's the ex-boyfriend,
it is the ex-boyfriend.

463
00:38:33,185 --> 00:38:36,189
Sometimes it's almost miraculous
how you untangle something,

464
00:38:36,439 --> 00:38:38,524
but neither way, you feel...

465
00:38:38,774 --> 00:38:40,902
I don't know, not satisfaction.

466
00:38:41,152 --> 00:38:43,196
Closure, I guess.

467
00:38:43,446 --> 00:38:44,947
And this doesn't feel that way?

468
00:38:46,435 --> 00:38:47,252
No.

469
00:38:48,617 --> 00:38:50,036
How does it feel?

470
00:38:50,286 --> 00:38:51,579
Like it doesn't matter.

471
00:38:53,372 --> 00:38:56,667
I want a time machine.

472
00:38:58,339 --> 00:39:01,981
As much as we... we often wish
that life were otherwise,

473
00:39:02,231 --> 00:39:04,050
it only moves in one direction.

474
00:39:04,300 --> 00:39:06,719
And the good news is,

475
00:39:06,969 --> 00:39:10,723
you finally realize
that this is life.

476
00:39:10,973 --> 00:39:15,060
It's not about imaginary
partners in penguin suits.

477
00:39:15,310 --> 00:39:16,646
You're letting yourself

478
00:39:16,896 --> 00:39:20,333
see this other world for the
dream that it's always been.

479
00:39:20,583 --> 00:39:22,602
And that is an enormous step

480
00:39:22,852 --> 00:39:26,531
towards the very closure
that you're talking about.

481
00:39:26,781 --> 00:39:28,699
No, I don't want closure
with my family.

482
00:39:28,949 --> 00:39:30,476
I believe that you're fine

483
00:39:30,726 --> 00:39:34,330
that allowing yourself to
invest fully in one real life

484
00:39:34,580 --> 00:39:37,783
is ultimately going to
be a richer experience

485
00:39:38,033 --> 00:39:39,877
than dividing yourself between two.

486
00:39:41,871 --> 00:39:45,258
What if I just had a dream?

487
00:39:47,476 --> 00:39:49,303
I don't follow.

488
00:39:49,553 --> 00:39:53,724
I mean, everything else feels
real to me right here and there.

489
00:39:54,543 --> 00:39:56,352
Everything obeys all the laws

490
00:39:56,602 --> 00:39:57,979
of physics, logic, and...

491
00:39:58,229 --> 00:40:02,775
Why can't I just... have had...
a normal dream?

492
00:40:03,025 --> 00:40:04,310
Are you saying that...

493
00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:08,447
that you were having a dream
while you were dreaming?

494
00:40:10,950 --> 00:40:14,453
Detective, the last time
that you truly came face-to-face

495
00:40:14,703 --> 00:40:16,656
with the fact that
you had lost your wife,

496
00:40:16,906 --> 00:40:19,166
it split your reality in two.

497
00:40:19,416 --> 00:40:23,713
And now you're on the
verge of remedying that.

498
00:40:23,963 --> 00:40:26,882
The world with Hannah is a dream.

499
00:40:27,132 --> 00:40:28,334
And you saw that.

500
00:40:28,584 --> 00:40:29,844
You know that.

501
00:40:30,094 --> 00:40:31,762
Hannah is gone.

502
00:40:32,012 --> 00:40:35,274
And it's time to come back
to living in one world

503
00:40:35,524 --> 00:40:37,977
and not run off seeking a third.

504
00:40:38,227 --> 00:40:40,194
I'm not seeking anything.
I'm just saying, wh-who...

505
00:40:41,063 --> 00:40:42,398
Who knows the rules?
Who's to say?

506
00:40:42,648 --> 00:40:44,717
Help me to understand this.

507
00:40:44,967 --> 00:40:49,689
When you go home tonight, go to bed,

508
00:40:49,939 --> 00:40:51,574
what do you expect to see?

509
00:40:51,824 --> 00:40:53,492
I don't know.

510
00:40:55,277 --> 00:40:56,962
And here I was thinking that...

511
00:40:57,212 --> 00:41:00,124
that we had taken
a giant step forward.

512
00:41:00,374 --> 00:41:01,917
Detective,

513
00:41:02,167 --> 00:41:04,837
I'm afraid it's just turtles
all the way down.

514
00:41:07,882 --> 00:41:10,057
If you could...

515
00:41:19,502 --> 00:41:21,395
Doctor?

516
00:42:56,615 --> 00:42:57,742
Morning.

517
00:42:57,992 --> 00:43:00,494
I was beginning to think
you'd never get up.

518
00:43:05,165 --> 00:43:07,042
What... what time is it?

519
00:43:07,292 --> 00:43:08,160
8:30.

520
00:43:08,410 --> 00:43:09,712
You gonna drive me?

521
00:43:11,103 --> 00:43:12,423
What?

522
00:43:12,673 --> 00:43:15,885
Registration's at 9:00.

523
00:43:17,302 --> 00:43:19,138
Oh, yeah. Sure.
I was just...

524
00:43:19,388 --> 00:43:21,432
Look at this. He lives.

525
00:43:21,682 --> 00:43:23,476
Hey, Rex, could you grab me a water?

526
00:43:23,726 --> 00:43:24,959
Yep.

527
00:43:27,896 --> 00:43:28,848
Dad?

528
00:43:29,098 --> 00:43:30,733
Michael?

529
00:43:34,653 --> 00:43:36,537
You okay?

530
00:43:39,675 --> 00:43:43,144
Yeah... I'm good.

531
00:43:48,416 --> 00:43:49,984
I'm perfect.