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Previously on The Affair...
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You guys are clearly
having some serious issues.
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No marriage is perfect.
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- I could tell your wife.
- I have no idea
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- what you're talking about.
- How about ten grand
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to make sure Helen never finds out?
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Can't help you out unless
you tell me what it's for.
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- It's money.
- Okay, how much?
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- Do you think he's anemic?
- No, the blood work was normal.
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It seems like it was just a panic attack.
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Helen, I can't keep it from you.
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I had a fling this summer.
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It is a destructive thing for a waitress!
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You just see me as potential unfulfilled.
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It was stuck to the bottom of the pie box.
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- Can I see it?
- They're screwing around.
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- Cherry, please?
- After everything
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he's done for you.
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You ever ask her how she found out, huh?
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- Who told her to call the cops?
- Let's go.
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She saw you call the cops.
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- Cole, come on.
- No, she wasn't even there.
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You know who was there?
The guy she's fucking.
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- [Grunts]
- Do I know him?
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No.
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It's your problem. You deal with it.
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Well, grandma's not doing well at all.
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I could feel it.
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Do you know a place called "The End"?
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No, what is it?
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- So you've never been?
- Never.
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Let's make a baby.
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I want to start this part over again.
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♪ I was screaming into the canyon ♪
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♪ At the moment of my death ♪
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♪ The echo I created ♪
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♪ My voice, it made an avalanche ♪
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♪ And buried a man I never knew ♪
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♪ And when he died ♪
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♪ His widowed bride met your daddy ♪
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♪ And they made you ♪
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♪ I have only one thing to do ♪
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[School bell ringing]
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So what are the names of the two families
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in Romeo and Juliet?
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Anybody? Anyone?
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The Montagues and Capulets?
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Montague and Capulet. Okay, great.
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Why do they have to die?
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Uh, it's in the script, Mr. Solloway.
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I know it is, Cherise,
but until the morning
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after their wedding, Romeo
and Juliet is a comedy
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in the classic sense of the form.
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So why do you think Shakespeare
chose to change it up?
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'Cause he's soft. [Laughter]
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Okay. Anybody else?
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Keisha?
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Maybe they're just too happy.
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Okay, I'm interested. Tell me more.
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Well, like, the shit's not their fault,
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he was all like, "meet me 'hereth,'"
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and she's like, "I'll be 'thereth,'"
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and then, like, her grandma...
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- Yeah, the nurse.
- Yeah, and that freaky dude...
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The friar.
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They the ones who fuck it up.
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[Laughter]
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Right. Absolutely right.
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Why do they fuck it up?
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- [Laughter]
- Wow.
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- 'Cause they're old.
- They're old.
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Right, they're old,
like me, they're adults,
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and adults are imperfect.
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Romeo and Juliet are
children. They're innocents.
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They never hurt anybody,
they never betrayed anybody,
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so because they're
innocents, their love is pure.
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But when the adults interfere,
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even though they're trying to help,
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which both the nurse and the friar are,
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they end up corrupting this perfect love.
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So what Shakespeare's trying
to say is that pure love
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cannot sustain in an imperfect world.
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Okay, Act III, Scene 4.
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- Hey.
- Hi.
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Sorry.
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That's okay. They seated me.
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- Mr. Solloway.
- Hey, Jed, how are you?
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Good, teach. Nice to see you again.
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Good to see you.
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Wish he'd go to college.
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- I thought he was in a band.
- Yeah, he is.
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- Are they any good?
- No, they're terrible.
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- I have news.
- Yeah?
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- Thanks.
- About the store.
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They want to feature us
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on the front page of
the Sunday Style section.
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- You're kidding.
- Nope.
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- Baby, that's huge.
- I know.
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- How did that happen?
- I don't know.
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I... Word of mouth, we had
a few celebrities in recently.
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- We should celebrate.
- I know.
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I just wish I'd brought
a gift or something.
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Oh, wait a second.
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What's that?
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It's for you. Open it.
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- Did you know?
- No, of course not.
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Oh, my gosh.
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Wow, what's that for?
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I don't know. Sticking it out?
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I don't think we can't afford this.
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- Don't worry about it.
- No, I know
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- we can't afford it.
- Helen.
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We haven't paid off the
Amex bill this month.
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- Will you put it on?
- I think you should return it.
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[Clears throat]
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- You serious?
- Really, yeah.
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I don't need anymore
jewelry. I have plenty.
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- Please.
- Nope.
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What are you in the mood for?
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- Hey.
- What's up?
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- You busy?
- Just doing homework.
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That was my favorite
book when I was your age.
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I know. You've told me many times.
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[Chuckles]
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So mom showed me your report card.
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Fantastic.
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You want to tell me what
happened this semester?
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It got harder.
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Come on, you got a... you
got a B-minus in algebra.
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You used to do algebra
for fun two years ago.
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I can't hear in class.
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It's too crowded.
Everyone's talking at once.
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So... move nearer the front of the class.
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I can't do that. All
the girls sit up there.
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[Sighs] Okay, well...
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why don't you go find
Mr. Reiner after school,
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and ask him for some extra help?
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Okay, sure.
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Will you do that?
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- No.
- Why not?
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Because I'll get the shit
kicked out of me, Dad.
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If they find out that I
went in for extra help...
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Who's "they?"
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M-Maybe I should just go to
private school next semester,
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with Whitney.
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Do you really want to do that?
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I don't know.
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I thought you wanted to
go to Science and Tech.
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- Isn't that what you told me?
- Yeah.
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So you changing your mind now?
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Look, I-I know it gets a
little tough, okay, but...
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you're getting a real life education there,
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not some private school fish bowl bullshit.
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Just give it one more semester, okay?
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If you still hate it at
the end of the year, then...
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I'll go have a conversation
with your grandfather.
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Well, I won't even have
to. Your mother will,
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she's dying to.
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Okay?
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Yeah, okay.
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[Knocking at the door]
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What's wrong?
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- [Gagging in the bathroom]
- You hear that?
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- [Retching]
- What's that sound?
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- She's throwing up.
- Why, is she ill?
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- I think she's bulimic.
- What?
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- [Retching]
- Come on.
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Think about it. Look at
how thin she's gotten,
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and she barely eats anything.
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Well, then what's she got to throw up?
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- What should we do?
- Let's go in there
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- and talk to her.
- No.
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- [Toilet flushing]
- Did you not read
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any of the child psychology...
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[Door opening]
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- What are you doing here?
- Nothing.
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Are you bulimic?
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Yes, Mom. Take me back to therapy.
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[Door slams]
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I really fucked that one up, didn't I?
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- It wasn't your finest hour.
- Yeah.
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But we do need to nip it in the bud.
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You have no idea how
dangerous eating disorders are,
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trust me. The longer she goes on,
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the harder it's gonna be for her to stop.
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Is it my fault?
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Did I somehow... make her
think she had to be thin?
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No.
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Probably spending the summer
with your fucking mother.
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Oh, don't call her that.
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You're right, I'm sorry.
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No, you're right, it probably
was my fucking mother.
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I hope she's happy paying
for Whitney's fucking therapy,
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and I just found out she's
not even coming this weekend.
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- To the benefit?
- Mm-hmm, she's going to a spa
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- with my aunt.
- Well, why do we have to go?
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Because somebody has
to be there for my dad.
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It's a big deal, because it's
a lifetime achievement award,
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and now I'm afraid to leave
Whitney, because she...
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Don't you think you may be overreacting?
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No, I don't think I'm
overreacting, I don't!
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And you have lost the
right to say that to me.
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You know, we used to be a team.
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We still are.
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No, now we're just two idiots
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that don't know how to handle anything.
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I don't know what to do,
because my daughter needs me.
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And I feel like I have to talk
to her about what's going on,
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and I think I could help
her, I just need some time,
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and the store needs me because
the fucking New York Times
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is coming on Monday, and
it... the place is a mess,
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I need to clean and restock,
and I can't do any of that
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if I have to go to Montauk.
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So don't go.
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I can't leave my father
alone. I mean, it's a big deal,
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what's happening there, and
if my mom isn't gonna go...
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You're not responsible for the problems
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in your parents' marriage, Helen.
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I understand that, Dr.
Gunderson, it's just that...
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somebody needs to be there
if my mom's not gonna go.
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I'll go.
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What?
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I'll go and support your father
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- and represent our family.
- No.
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Why not?
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- Why not?
- Mm.
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Helen, nothing is gonna happen.
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I'm not gonna contact her. I won't see her.
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Why should I believe you?
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Have I spoken to her since this summer?
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- I don't know.
- No.
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- How would I know?
- No, not at all, never.
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Okay, fine, but that... it's crazy for you
253
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to go back to that place
without me, isn't it?
254
00:12:40,800 --> 00:12:42,432
No, not necessarily.
255
00:12:53,578 --> 00:12:57,414
Do you know why... [Sighs]
256
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Do you know why I married you?
257
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Because you loved me?
258
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I thought you were safe.
259
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Safe.
260
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Do you remember how quiet you used to be?
261
00:13:16,367 --> 00:13:18,234
You got paralyzed if there
were more than three people
262
00:13:18,236 --> 00:13:20,069
in the conversation. I
mean, you only spoke to me.
263
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Everyone else thought you were mute.
264
00:13:26,644 --> 00:13:30,846
And I...
265
00:13:30,848 --> 00:13:35,584
I could have had
anyone... when I was young.
266
00:13:35,586 --> 00:13:40,056
I'm sorry if that sounds
crass, but it's true.
267
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[Sighs] And I chose you.
268
00:13:45,895 --> 00:13:48,263
And I knew you were
never gonna be president
269
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or famous or rich, but
I didn't care about that,
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because I had a rich, famous father
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and he was such a fucking asshole,
272
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and you adored me.
273
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I knew you would never cheat.
274
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You wouldn't leave, and
you would be a good father,
275
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and we would have a nice life,
276
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and we would grow old and die together,
277
00:14:07,617 --> 00:14:09,451
and everyone would talk
about how lucky we are,
278
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and what a smart choice I made.
279
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[Chuckles]
280
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Do you think any of this is news to me?
281
00:14:24,066 --> 00:14:26,968
Helen, I have been going
over and over this in my mind
282
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for four months now.
283
00:14:29,872 --> 00:14:31,739
Why did I do it? What was I thinking?
284
00:14:31,741 --> 00:14:33,641
I'm married to the perfect woman.
285
00:14:33,643 --> 00:14:38,712
I have a perfect life. I'm...
I'm fucking tired of it.
286
00:14:38,714 --> 00:14:41,248
[Sighs]
287
00:14:41,250 --> 00:14:44,284
It's so hard living up to your
goddamn standards all the time.
288
00:14:44,286 --> 00:14:48,489
I don't want to be the...
envy of our friends.
289
00:14:48,491 --> 00:14:51,725
I feel like a fraud.
290
00:14:51,727 --> 00:14:53,927
I don't own our house. I
don't even clothe our kids.
291
00:14:53,929 --> 00:14:56,096
Of course you clothe our
kids. You're not unemployed.
292
00:14:56,098 --> 00:14:58,297
You send Stacey's clothes
to the dry cleaners.
293
00:14:58,299 --> 00:15:00,533
The French ones, yeah.
294
00:15:06,173 --> 00:15:07,941
I think I wanted to make a mistake.
295
00:15:07,943 --> 00:15:09,875
I've never made a single fucking mistake
296
00:15:09,877 --> 00:15:12,278
in my whole goddamn life. A
person can't live like that.
297
00:15:12,280 --> 00:15:13,746
Well, congratulations, you did it.
298
00:15:13,748 --> 00:15:17,550
Yeah, and now I'm sorry.
I am so fucking sorry.
299
00:15:17,552 --> 00:15:19,718
And it had nothing to do
with her, it's not about her.
300
00:15:19,720 --> 00:15:21,020
- She could have been anyone.
- You know,
301
00:15:21,022 --> 00:15:23,322
that doesn't make me feel better!
302
00:15:23,324 --> 00:15:26,491
Please.
303
00:15:26,493 --> 00:15:30,228
You have to forgive me.
304
00:15:30,230 --> 00:15:32,330
I love you.
305
00:15:32,332 --> 00:15:35,000
We've been coming here for four months.
306
00:15:35,002 --> 00:15:37,335
I've taken all your fury.
307
00:15:37,337 --> 00:15:38,771
I walk out of here every Friday
308
00:15:38,773 --> 00:15:41,939
with my fucking underwear on my head.
309
00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:44,876
All I want is move on.
310
00:15:44,878 --> 00:15:46,844
Just let me go to Montauk for the weekend.
311
00:15:46,846 --> 00:15:52,850
Let me fucking stand next
to your... jackass father.
312
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Let me do this for you.
313
00:15:56,356 --> 00:15:58,422
Please.
314
00:16:07,399 --> 00:16:09,333
- Have a lovely evening.
- Thanks.
315
00:16:09,335 --> 00:16:12,837
The recipient of this year's
lifetime achievement award,
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Bruce Butler.
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[Applause]
318
00:16:35,693 --> 00:16:40,030
Well, it's not the Pulitzer,
but I suppose it's something.
319
00:16:40,032 --> 00:16:42,866
[Laughter]
320
00:16:42,868 --> 00:16:44,567
Thank you.
321
00:16:44,569 --> 00:16:47,570
[Light jazz music and chatter]
322
00:16:47,572 --> 00:16:48,738
♪
323
00:16:48,740 --> 00:16:51,674
More wine, sir?
324
00:17:12,863 --> 00:17:17,767
- Fancy meeting you here.
- What are the chances?
325
00:17:28,144 --> 00:17:30,679
I-I can't.
326
00:17:30,681 --> 00:17:33,615
I know.
327
00:17:44,526 --> 00:17:47,061
Hey, Bruce.
328
00:17:47,063 --> 00:17:49,230
- So how'd I do?
- You did great.
329
00:17:49,232 --> 00:17:50,564
They loved you.
330
00:17:50,566 --> 00:17:51,900
- How's that knee?
- Oh.
331
00:17:51,902 --> 00:17:55,235
It always bothers me more in winter.
332
00:17:55,237 --> 00:17:56,604
Good of you to come.
333
00:17:56,606 --> 00:17:58,439
Helen really wishes she was here.
334
00:17:58,441 --> 00:18:01,642
She just, uh... We're having
a bit of a crisis with Whitney,
335
00:18:01,644 --> 00:18:04,011
and she's the more effective parent, so.
336
00:18:04,013 --> 00:18:05,479
Want to get some air?
337
00:18:05,481 --> 00:18:08,316
Not really. It's freezing outside.
338
00:18:08,318 --> 00:18:11,684
Ah, come on, it'll put hair on your chest.
339
00:18:17,826 --> 00:18:22,029
So, was that her?
340
00:18:22,031 --> 00:18:23,530
I'm sorry?
341
00:18:23,532 --> 00:18:25,732
The one you were fucking this summer?
342
00:18:25,734 --> 00:18:29,336
Was that her?
343
00:18:29,338 --> 00:18:31,003
Helen told you?
344
00:18:31,005 --> 00:18:32,839
No, of course not.
345
00:18:32,841 --> 00:18:35,809
Helen told her mother,
Margaret told Miranda,
346
00:18:35,811 --> 00:18:40,547
Miranda told her sister in
Ecuador, and I speak Spanish.
347
00:18:40,549 --> 00:18:43,782
So... was that her?
348
00:18:46,320 --> 00:18:50,756
Well, it's been invigorating
talking to you, Bruce, as usual.
349
00:18:52,525 --> 00:18:54,993
How's your book coming?
350
00:18:56,496 --> 00:19:00,999
- It's fine.
- That's not what I hear.
351
00:19:01,001 --> 00:19:03,268
Harry tells me you've been
quiet as a church mouse
352
00:19:03,270 --> 00:19:04,636
- since you got home.
- I've been focused
353
00:19:04,638 --> 00:19:08,607
- on other things.
- Like what?
354
00:19:08,609 --> 00:19:10,842
Saving my marriage.
355
00:19:12,579 --> 00:19:14,747
Seems to me this girl
might have been your muse,
356
00:19:14,749 --> 00:19:18,283
and now that she's gone,
you're afraid of the page.
357
00:19:18,285 --> 00:19:22,154
You got to harness that
disappointment, son.
358
00:19:22,156 --> 00:19:24,155
If you know how to use
it, you might actually
359
00:19:24,157 --> 00:19:26,991
produce something worth reading this time.
360
00:19:32,131 --> 00:19:36,434
Why do you have to be such
a dick all the time, Bruce?
361
00:19:36,436 --> 00:19:39,737
Years ago, when Helen was young,
362
00:19:39,739 --> 00:19:42,573
before I was famous,
363
00:19:42,575 --> 00:19:45,643
I was a visiting professor
at the University of Michigan
364
00:19:45,645 --> 00:19:48,646
and I met this girl, a student of mine.
365
00:19:48,648 --> 00:19:51,315
She wasn't the prettiest
girl I'd ever seen,
366
00:19:51,317 --> 00:19:52,582
but there was something about her.
367
00:19:52,584 --> 00:19:55,685
She... lit me up.
368
00:19:55,687 --> 00:19:59,656
I felt like I'd been
sleepwalking my whole life,
369
00:19:59,658 --> 00:20:04,661
then suddenly, I was wide awake.
370
00:20:04,663 --> 00:20:07,631
So what happened?
371
00:20:07,633 --> 00:20:12,602
The semester ended. I
went home for the holidays.
372
00:20:12,604 --> 00:20:14,226
We were living in Greenwich at the time,
373
00:20:14,228 --> 00:20:20,276
and Margaret had erected this tree.
374
00:20:20,278 --> 00:20:22,478
And I looked up at the
tree, and I thought about
375
00:20:22,480 --> 00:20:25,781
what my tree would be like with this girl.
376
00:20:25,783 --> 00:20:29,518
I imagined some sad, little potted thing
377
00:20:29,520 --> 00:20:32,088
in her tiny apartment.
378
00:20:32,090 --> 00:20:35,791
I thought about my little
Helen coming to visit,
379
00:20:35,793 --> 00:20:38,761
sleeping in the closet
without any of her toys,
380
00:20:38,763 --> 00:20:42,230
and I knew right then, I
would never go through with it.
381
00:20:44,601 --> 00:20:48,070
So that was it? You just
broke it off with her?
382
00:20:48,072 --> 00:20:53,008
Instead, I channeled it
all into my next book.
383
00:20:53,010 --> 00:20:56,010
First time I was
short-listed for the Pulitzer.
384
00:21:00,416 --> 00:21:02,984
The only time.
385
00:21:05,288 --> 00:21:08,390
Send me something, anything.
386
00:21:08,392 --> 00:21:11,926
- Might be a while.
- Good ones always take time.
387
00:21:14,563 --> 00:21:17,398
Harry will drive me home.
We need to talk business.
388
00:21:17,400 --> 00:21:20,502
Besides, I can't be seen
in that shitty car of yours.
389
00:21:20,504 --> 00:21:22,637
Understood. I'll be right behind you.
390
00:21:22,639 --> 00:21:25,373
I think I left my ticket.
391
00:21:25,375 --> 00:21:29,410
Which hospital? Is she okay?
392
00:21:29,412 --> 00:21:31,078
Oh. Okay, when?
393
00:21:31,080 --> 00:21:35,416
Yeah, okay.
394
00:21:35,418 --> 00:21:37,818
[Sighs] Shit.
395
00:21:37,820 --> 00:21:40,554
- What's wrong?
- Nothing.
396
00:21:40,556 --> 00:21:42,189
Come on, tell me.
397
00:21:42,191 --> 00:21:45,158
My grandmother had a heart attack.
398
00:21:45,160 --> 00:21:46,960
- Oh, God.
- I have to be there,
399
00:21:46,962 --> 00:21:50,497
but I-I don't have a car and
I can't get ahold of a taxi.
400
00:21:52,834 --> 00:21:55,502
I'll give you a lift.
401
00:21:55,504 --> 00:21:58,505
No, that's okay, I'll just...
I'll just keep calling.
402
00:21:58,507 --> 00:22:01,007
- It's fine.
- Come on.
403
00:22:05,446 --> 00:22:08,515
I need to get my coat.
404
00:22:16,890 --> 00:22:19,291
[Brakes squealing]
405
00:22:19,293 --> 00:22:22,227
[Car door opening]
406
00:22:25,065 --> 00:22:28,067
Will you come in with me?
407
00:22:30,737 --> 00:22:33,873
Won't your husband be there?
408
00:22:33,875 --> 00:22:36,808
No, I haven't told him.
409
00:22:43,149 --> 00:22:45,149
It's not my place.
410
00:22:48,788 --> 00:22:51,155
Well, thanks for the lift.
411
00:22:52,725 --> 00:22:54,625
It's great seeing you again.
412
00:23:00,199 --> 00:23:02,701
[Car door closing]
413
00:23:14,613 --> 00:23:18,749
[Grunting]
414
00:23:23,422 --> 00:23:26,356
[Wincing]
415
00:23:37,936 --> 00:23:40,637
- Bruce?
- Jesus!
416
00:23:40,639 --> 00:23:42,472
You fucking scared me, Noah.
417
00:23:42,474 --> 00:23:45,942
Sorry. Can I give you a hand?
418
00:23:45,944 --> 00:23:47,844
[Sighs]
419
00:23:47,846 --> 00:23:50,713
We got this goddamn chair re-stuffed.
420
00:23:50,715 --> 00:23:53,783
Now it sucks you in like a whirlpool.
421
00:23:53,785 --> 00:23:56,586
[Grunts]
422
00:23:56,588 --> 00:24:00,056
You took the long way home, didn't you?
423
00:24:06,697 --> 00:24:09,265
You need help going up the stairs?
424
00:24:09,267 --> 00:24:11,067
No, I've been sleeping in my office.
425
00:24:11,069 --> 00:24:14,002
I'm fine.
426
00:24:17,674 --> 00:24:19,174
Bruce?
427
00:24:22,546 --> 00:24:27,683
That woman, the student in Michigan...
428
00:24:30,653 --> 00:24:32,988
Do you ever think about her?
429
00:24:37,526 --> 00:24:40,962
Every fucking day.
430
00:25:10,158 --> 00:25:13,094
[Groaning]
431
00:25:31,011 --> 00:25:35,949
- Alison. Alison?
- Mm.
432
00:25:35,951 --> 00:25:39,252
- What are you doing here?
- I think she's about to go.
433
00:25:39,254 --> 00:25:42,555
What?
434
00:25:42,557 --> 00:25:45,859
Oh, my God. My... What do I do?
435
00:25:45,861 --> 00:25:47,326
Just go to her and hold her.
436
00:25:47,328 --> 00:25:48,962
- What do I say?
- Say you love her.
437
00:25:48,964 --> 00:25:50,964
Say everything's gonna be all right.
438
00:25:50,966 --> 00:25:52,665
- You'll see her again.
- No, I can't, I can't.
439
00:25:52,667 --> 00:25:54,567
Yes, you can.
440
00:25:54,569 --> 00:25:57,169
Grams.
441
00:25:57,171 --> 00:25:59,572
Mm.
442
00:26:04,144 --> 00:26:06,211
Grams.
443
00:26:06,213 --> 00:26:11,884
There you are. Um...
444
00:26:11,886 --> 00:26:16,889
we're late. How fast can you drive?
445
00:26:16,891 --> 00:26:20,425
Pretty fast.
446
00:26:39,412 --> 00:26:44,148
[Sighs]
447
00:26:44,150 --> 00:26:47,084
Oh.
448
00:26:48,720 --> 00:26:49,821
[Sniffs]
449
00:27:58,354 --> 00:28:00,589
Ladies and gentlemen,
we are pleased to present
450
00:28:00,591 --> 00:28:03,592
to you tonight, author of the
best-selling novel Descent,
451
00:28:03,594 --> 00:28:06,528
which will soon to be made
into a major motion picture...
452
00:28:06,530 --> 00:28:08,697
Please welcome Noah Solloway.
453
00:28:08,699 --> 00:28:11,633
[Applause]
454
00:28:11,635 --> 00:28:14,969
_
455
00:28:22,111 --> 00:28:25,980
Thank you, it's an honor
to be reading here tonight.
456
00:28:25,982 --> 00:28:27,916
As I used to say as a
teenager, I can't promise
457
00:28:27,918 --> 00:28:29,850
this will be any good,
but it will be quick.
458
00:28:29,852 --> 00:28:33,354
[Laughter]
459
00:28:33,356 --> 00:28:35,489
"They were driving fast.
460
00:28:35,491 --> 00:28:39,860
"Out of the corner of his eye,
he saw an old boat painted blue,
461
00:28:39,862 --> 00:28:44,498
"resting on the side of
the road, dilapidated.
462
00:28:45,934 --> 00:28:49,503
"Rotting, as if the air
itself were corrosive.
463
00:28:49,505 --> 00:28:52,272
Tall, pale grass grew wild in its belly..."
464
00:28:52,274 --> 00:28:54,174
[Voice fades out]
465
00:28:55,747 --> 00:28:59,319
_
466
00:29:04,630 --> 00:29:09,616
_
467
00:29:09,656 --> 00:29:10,990
- [Bell dings]
- Come on.
468
00:29:10,992 --> 00:29:14,092
You can't say "nothing."
You must want something.
469
00:29:14,094 --> 00:29:16,394
You can all do the Secret Santa thing again
470
00:29:16,396 --> 00:29:19,030
- and just leave me out of it.
- Scrooge Lockhart!
471
00:29:19,032 --> 00:29:20,598
Fine.
472
00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:24,669
I want Christmas dinner
here, with all of you.
473
00:29:24,671 --> 00:29:27,172
- Is it Christmas already?
- Oh, it's you.
474
00:29:27,174 --> 00:29:29,474
We're celebrating. You're
finally off crutches.
475
00:29:29,476 --> 00:29:31,509
[Laughs] Wow. Thanks, Mom.
476
00:29:31,511 --> 00:29:33,544
Dad's old records.
477
00:29:33,546 --> 00:29:34,645
Garbage.
478
00:29:37,248 --> 00:29:39,917
Your old records.
479
00:29:39,919 --> 00:29:42,353
Garbage. [Laughter]
480
00:29:42,355 --> 00:29:44,121
We should get one of
those stagers to come in
481
00:29:44,123 --> 00:29:45,990
and make it look good to rich people.
482
00:29:45,992 --> 00:29:48,993
And bury a St. Joseph statue in the yard.
483
00:29:48,995 --> 00:29:52,329
- Guaranteed bidding war.
- [Chuckles]
484
00:29:52,331 --> 00:29:56,900
Oh, that's baking powder. You
want baking soda, this one.
485
00:29:56,902 --> 00:29:59,235
How can you tell?
486
00:30:00,205 --> 00:30:03,106
Ali?
487
00:30:08,145 --> 00:30:11,948
I want to hang onto that.
Just stick it in my bedroom.
488
00:30:14,318 --> 00:30:17,353
- Thank you.
- Of course, honey.
489
00:30:22,893 --> 00:30:24,793
Hal and I are planning on traveling
490
00:30:24,795 --> 00:30:26,229
once the sale goes through.
491
00:30:26,231 --> 00:30:28,298
- Where?
- Paris.
492
00:30:28,300 --> 00:30:30,366
Well, she... you know, she
wants to open a tattoo parlor.
493
00:30:30,368 --> 00:30:32,235
- No kidding, where?
- I don't know,
494
00:30:32,237 --> 00:30:34,703
- somewhere in the Hamptons.
- She's gonna ink the stars.
495
00:30:34,705 --> 00:30:36,206
[Laughter]
496
00:30:36,208 --> 00:30:38,541
Well, I'm thinking about
going in on a club in the city.
497
00:30:38,543 --> 00:30:40,075
What a surprise.
498
00:30:40,077 --> 00:30:41,410
Yeah, what's that supposed to mean?
499
00:30:41,412 --> 00:30:43,178
You've been going to the
city a lot these days.
500
00:30:43,180 --> 00:30:45,326
Yeah, because this place
is fucking claustrophobic
501
00:30:45,328 --> 00:30:46,181
in the winter.
502
00:30:46,183 --> 00:30:47,506
I wouldn't cut the checks just yet.
503
00:30:47,508 --> 00:30:49,251
We haven't even put it on the market.
504
00:30:49,253 --> 00:30:50,653
Still got a ton of work to do here.
505
00:30:50,655 --> 00:30:52,354
We don't have to do anything, Cole.
506
00:30:52,356 --> 00:30:53,988
We could sell the place tomorrow, as is.
507
00:30:53,990 --> 00:30:56,558
- But we're not gonna do that.
- And why not?
508
00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:58,693
I don't want the new owner
to come in and tear it down,
509
00:30:58,695 --> 00:31:00,895
- and if it looks like a dump...
- Dump?
510
00:31:00,897 --> 00:31:04,098
You've been in their houses.
You see how those people live.
511
00:31:06,735 --> 00:31:09,037
There's an appraiser coming tomorrow.
512
00:31:09,039 --> 00:31:11,039
He'll let us know where we
stand. After that, we can start
513
00:31:11,041 --> 00:31:12,406
- interviewing real estate agents.
- [Laughs]
514
00:31:12,408 --> 00:31:16,377
"Interviewing agents." Jesus.
515
00:31:16,379 --> 00:31:18,079
We need somebody who
understands the property,
516
00:31:18,081 --> 00:31:19,814
somebody who can market it.
517
00:31:19,816 --> 00:31:22,249
This isn't a summer home.
It's a working ranch.
518
00:31:22,251 --> 00:31:24,886
So on the market when?
519
00:31:29,458 --> 00:31:30,858
I don't know, sometime early spring?
520
00:31:30,860 --> 00:31:33,227
No, absolutely not.
Bullshit, overruled, done.
521
00:31:33,229 --> 00:31:35,696
Hey, Cole. Cole, look.
522
00:31:36,565 --> 00:31:38,299
Oh, my God, I forgot.
523
00:31:38,301 --> 00:31:39,900
The bath upstairs, I forgot to turn it off.
524
00:31:39,902 --> 00:31:41,402
- Oh, shit.
- Oh, ma. Ma, I got it.
525
00:31:41,404 --> 00:31:43,971
- I got it, I got it.
- Need me to go get a bucket?
526
00:31:43,973 --> 00:31:45,305
Here.
527
00:31:46,641 --> 00:31:49,076
- Oh, fuck!
- [Gasps]
528
00:31:49,078 --> 00:31:50,844
- Oh, boy.
- I know.
529
00:31:52,546 --> 00:31:54,314
[Groans]
530
00:31:57,051 --> 00:31:59,719
You can't be serious. She's in her 50s,
531
00:31:59,721 --> 00:32:02,522
miles away from senile. You
know, people forget things.
532
00:32:02,524 --> 00:32:05,325
Mm-mmm. She doesn't.
533
00:32:05,327 --> 00:32:07,293
Last week, she left a
window open in the rain,
534
00:32:07,295 --> 00:32:08,961
and that blue rug is completely ruined.
535
00:32:08,963 --> 00:32:11,397
Before that, she backed
herself into a fencepost.
536
00:32:11,399 --> 00:32:12,565
And what the fuck was she even doing,
537
00:32:12,567 --> 00:32:14,134
running a bath before dinner?
538
00:32:14,136 --> 00:32:16,502
I don't know.
539
00:32:16,504 --> 00:32:18,604
I want to take her to see a doctor.
540
00:32:18,606 --> 00:32:20,339
Why?
541
00:32:20,341 --> 00:32:23,275
- Alzheimer's, early onset.
- [Scoffs] No.
542
00:32:23,277 --> 00:32:25,210
There's no way.
543
00:32:25,212 --> 00:32:27,813
[Sighs] I'm just saying, I...
544
00:32:27,815 --> 00:32:29,181
Look, I think she's trying to slow down
545
00:32:29,183 --> 00:32:31,050
the sale of the ranch.
546
00:32:31,052 --> 00:32:32,951
Why would she do that, Alison?
547
00:32:32,953 --> 00:32:34,953
I don't know. Just a feeling I had
548
00:32:34,955 --> 00:32:36,388
when she said she left the tub running.
549
00:32:36,390 --> 00:32:38,190
- It was weird.
- Well, that's exactly
550
00:32:38,192 --> 00:32:40,058
what I'm saying, something's wrong.
551
00:32:40,060 --> 00:32:41,693
[Sighs] Ugh.
552
00:32:41,695 --> 00:32:43,795
God, it's so fucking cold in here.
553
00:32:43,797 --> 00:32:46,165
- Get in here.
- Ooh!
554
00:32:46,167 --> 00:32:47,832
Ugh.
555
00:32:47,834 --> 00:32:49,167
You want me to stoke the fire?
556
00:32:49,169 --> 00:32:54,505
- No. You're like a human furnace.
- [Laughs]
557
00:32:54,507 --> 00:32:58,143
Were you okay? At dinner?
558
00:32:58,145 --> 00:33:01,146
Yeah. Yeah, I was fine.
559
00:33:05,017 --> 00:33:07,084
[Laughing] Don't look at me like that.
560
00:33:07,086 --> 00:33:09,287
That's your "I need to
have a discussion" face.
561
00:33:09,289 --> 00:33:13,023
I have nightmares about that face.
562
00:33:13,025 --> 00:33:16,227
What are you gonna do with
your share of the money?
563
00:33:16,229 --> 00:33:18,196
I'm gonna burn it, for fuel.
564
00:33:18,198 --> 00:33:21,131
[Scoffs] That's a bad idea.
565
00:33:23,601 --> 00:33:26,836
I want you to buy
something you always wanted.
566
00:33:36,114 --> 00:33:41,518
I have everything I always wanted...
567
00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:44,454
right here.
568
00:33:56,066 --> 00:33:58,868
[Both giggle]
569
00:34:02,172 --> 00:34:05,608
- [Grunts]
- Oh.
570
00:34:50,085 --> 00:34:53,020
Thanks, babe.
571
00:34:56,124 --> 00:34:59,560
- Hmm.
- [Phone ringing]
572
00:35:02,130 --> 00:35:05,666
Hi, Athena.
573
00:35:05,668 --> 00:35:08,169
What?
574
00:35:08,171 --> 00:35:09,703
Oh, my God.
575
00:35:09,705 --> 00:35:12,673
What do you mean? When?
576
00:35:12,675 --> 00:35:16,177
Were you with her?
577
00:35:16,179 --> 00:35:18,978
Which hospital?
578
00:35:18,980 --> 00:35:22,616
Is she okay... Okay,
calm down, I'm on my way.
579
00:35:24,352 --> 00:35:25,919
What happened?
580
00:35:25,921 --> 00:35:28,154
- Gramma's had a heart attack.
- Oh, shit.
581
00:35:28,156 --> 00:35:30,757
She's in the I.C.U. Look, I have to go.
582
00:35:30,759 --> 00:35:32,693
- I'll drive you.
- No, it's okay.
583
00:35:32,695 --> 00:35:34,493
My mother is there.
584
00:35:34,495 --> 00:35:38,497
- They called your mother first?
- Yeah, I don't know why.
585
00:35:38,499 --> 00:35:40,133
You sure you don't want me to come?
586
00:35:40,135 --> 00:35:41,534
No, you have the appraiser coming.
587
00:35:41,536 --> 00:35:44,670
- I can reschedule it.
- No, it's okay!
588
00:36:09,028 --> 00:36:10,595
Oh, thank God you're here.
589
00:36:10,597 --> 00:36:12,231
I've been peppered with questions.
590
00:36:12,233 --> 00:36:13,531
Why did they call you?
591
00:36:13,533 --> 00:36:15,901
Joan told them to call her daughter.
592
00:36:15,903 --> 00:36:19,371
She meant me. And what's this?
593
00:36:19,373 --> 00:36:23,475
Dennis, my daughter Alison.
Alison, my friend Dennis.
594
00:36:23,477 --> 00:36:24,876
It's a pleasure to meet you, Alison.
595
00:36:24,878 --> 00:36:26,177
It's a real honor to be in the presence
596
00:36:26,179 --> 00:36:29,547
of such a powerful female lineage.
597
00:36:29,549 --> 00:36:32,884
Please, let me know if
I can be of any service.
598
00:36:32,886 --> 00:36:36,324
Can you give us some privacy, please?
599
00:36:39,224 --> 00:36:42,593
- I'll be in the cafeteria.
- Thank you, sweetie.
600
00:36:46,398 --> 00:36:49,733
What did her E.K.G. show
when she was admitted?
601
00:36:52,437 --> 00:36:55,706
I haven't had a...
602
00:36:57,308 --> 00:36:58,776
I'll come back in a few minutes.
603
00:36:58,778 --> 00:37:01,144
That'd be great. Thank you.
604
00:37:01,146 --> 00:37:06,082
[Door opening and closing]
605
00:37:07,351 --> 00:37:08,852
What was that about?
606
00:37:08,854 --> 00:37:12,188
You need to consent to a D.N.R. order.
607
00:37:12,190 --> 00:37:14,391
Excuse me? She's...
608
00:37:14,393 --> 00:37:17,027
Okay, come with me.
609
00:37:21,966 --> 00:37:27,003
Okay, she's been in
decline for a while now.
610
00:37:27,005 --> 00:37:29,372
- She's stable.
- Yes, yes, at the moment,
611
00:37:29,374 --> 00:37:31,574
but you mustn't cling to the
illusion of health, sweetie.
612
00:37:31,576 --> 00:37:33,142
Her heart is an old heart,
613
00:37:33,144 --> 00:37:35,611
and we need to honor
what is happening here,
614
00:37:35,613 --> 00:37:38,680
and make this part of her
journey as peaceful as possible.
615
00:37:38,682 --> 00:37:40,516
Do you know what it
means if anything happens?
616
00:37:40,518 --> 00:37:42,885
Anything? They'll let her die!
617
00:37:42,887 --> 00:37:45,187
If she chokes on a grape,
they won't save her.
618
00:37:45,189 --> 00:37:46,522
She's not gonna choke on a grape
619
00:37:46,524 --> 00:37:48,490
- because she eats baby food.
- Look, I know nothing
620
00:37:48,492 --> 00:37:49,918
would make you happier
than to be rid of her
621
00:37:49,920 --> 00:37:52,845
so you can sail off to some
chakra sunset, guilt-free,
622
00:37:52,847 --> 00:37:55,555
- but she's my grandm...
- Please, stop.
623
00:37:58,268 --> 00:38:01,670
At times like these, we need
to act from our higher selves.
624
00:38:02,705 --> 00:38:05,940
I'm getting a cup of fucking tea.
625
00:38:18,588 --> 00:38:22,290
I'm looking for it.
626
00:38:22,292 --> 00:38:25,793
Well, you're the appraiser. Can't you tell?
627
00:38:29,064 --> 00:38:33,802
No, the roof on the stable is 11 years old.
628
00:38:33,804 --> 00:38:35,769
Yeah, I know, I know, I know, receipts.
629
00:38:35,771 --> 00:38:37,270
What can I tell you?
630
00:38:37,272 --> 00:38:38,577
My mother didn't keep very good records.
631
00:38:38,579 --> 00:38:41,664
She was a little busy
raising a family on her own.
632
00:38:43,678 --> 00:38:45,746
Yeah. Yeah, no, I get it, I get it.
633
00:38:45,748 --> 00:38:49,016
Just give me a couple days. Bye.
634
00:38:49,018 --> 00:38:53,586
Sorry about that. It's the appraiser.
635
00:38:53,588 --> 00:38:55,855
How's your granny?
636
00:38:55,857 --> 00:39:00,560
She's okay. I-I think she's okay.
637
00:39:00,562 --> 00:39:02,486
You know, she knows what's going on.
638
00:39:02,488 --> 00:39:04,430
Well, that's a good sign, right?
639
00:39:04,432 --> 00:39:08,434
Mm.
640
00:39:08,436 --> 00:39:11,446
Athena wants me to consent to a D.N.R.
641
00:39:12,773 --> 00:39:15,274
Do not resuscitate.
642
00:39:15,276 --> 00:39:18,244
Do you think I should do it?
643
00:39:18,246 --> 00:39:20,379
I don't know, Ali. Do you want to?
644
00:39:20,381 --> 00:39:22,281
No.
645
00:39:22,283 --> 00:39:25,984
Then don't do it.
646
00:39:34,326 --> 00:39:37,162
[Sighs]
647
00:39:44,236 --> 00:39:46,672
Appraiser's fucking useless.
648
00:39:46,674 --> 00:39:48,273
He told me he can't give me an estimate
649
00:39:48,275 --> 00:39:50,141
because he doesn't have
comps, but there are no other
650
00:39:50,143 --> 00:39:52,177
200-year old working
ranches out in Montauk,
651
00:39:52,179 --> 00:39:55,146
which is kind of the point. Fucking idiot.
652
00:39:55,148 --> 00:39:57,346
- Do you need the car later?
- Yeah, I got to run
653
00:39:57,348 --> 00:39:59,417
down to the hardware store
with Caleb and get some tile.
654
00:39:59,419 --> 00:40:02,454
- Why?
- I have a catering job.
655
00:40:02,456 --> 00:40:04,722
- Where?
- Boden Hall.
656
00:40:04,724 --> 00:40:08,325
- Can you drop me?
- Yeah, of course I can.
657
00:40:08,327 --> 00:40:10,461
- What's the event?
- Don't know.
658
00:40:10,463 --> 00:40:13,464
Don't care.
659
00:40:13,466 --> 00:40:17,068
[Shivers]
660
00:40:17,070 --> 00:40:21,605
God. I just can't get warm.
661
00:40:24,576 --> 00:40:26,343
What's happening tonight?
662
00:40:26,345 --> 00:40:29,746
A literary society, I
think. Some sort of award.
663
00:40:29,748 --> 00:40:32,816
- For who?
- Oh, he's famous.
664
00:40:32,818 --> 00:40:35,952
He wrote Castle of Man.
665
00:40:35,954 --> 00:40:39,489
- Bruce Butler?
- I think so.
666
00:40:43,127 --> 00:40:44,828
Whole kitchen's gluten-free, I need you
667
00:40:44,830 --> 00:40:45,829
- to make sure there's no...
- Nadine?
668
00:40:45,831 --> 00:40:47,764
- Yes?
- Can I go home?
669
00:40:47,766 --> 00:40:49,465
- W... No, why?
- I-I just...
670
00:40:49,467 --> 00:40:52,435
- I'm not feeling well.
- [Scoffs]
671
00:40:52,437 --> 00:40:55,838
I'm really understaffed tonight, Ali.
672
00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:57,406
Can you take an Advil and power through?
673
00:40:57,408 --> 00:40:58,649
I'll put you on coat check.
674
00:40:58,651 --> 00:41:01,544
That way, you don't have
to move around very much.
675
00:41:01,546 --> 00:41:04,713
- Okay.
- Thank you.
676
00:41:04,715 --> 00:41:07,683
Listen, did you get that? Gluten-free.
677
00:41:09,653 --> 00:41:13,221
Thank you.
678
00:41:19,295 --> 00:41:22,564
Ah, the man of the hour.
679
00:41:22,566 --> 00:41:26,468
- I suppose so.
- Have a good night, Mr. Butler.
680
00:41:43,485 --> 00:41:45,352
Miss?
681
00:41:45,354 --> 00:41:49,090
- Miss?
- Sorry.
682
00:41:50,726 --> 00:41:52,559
Have a good night.
683
00:41:56,832 --> 00:42:00,367
Traitor.
684
00:42:05,139 --> 00:42:09,042
It's the only thing I could find.
685
00:42:11,979 --> 00:42:16,583
- Hi.
- Hi.
686
00:42:16,585 --> 00:42:19,686
Good to see you.
687
00:42:19,688 --> 00:42:24,057
You too.
688
00:42:26,761 --> 00:42:30,030
I haven't smoked since this summer.
689
00:42:30,032 --> 00:42:33,866
No, really, I haven't.
690
00:42:33,868 --> 00:42:37,403
Okay.
691
00:42:43,377 --> 00:42:45,578
So your family didn't come?
692
00:42:45,580 --> 00:42:48,269
- No.
- Why not?
693
00:42:50,383 --> 00:42:55,420
Can we not talk about my family?
694
00:42:55,422 --> 00:42:57,556
Sure.
695
00:43:05,698 --> 00:43:08,634
You look so beautiful.
696
00:43:16,676 --> 00:43:21,680
You know, things have been
good between Cole and me lately.
697
00:43:21,682 --> 00:43:23,347
Really good.
698
00:43:25,818 --> 00:43:29,720
You know, we're trying to get
pregnant, actually. [Chuckles]
699
00:43:32,191 --> 00:43:37,061
- That's wonderful.
- Yeah, it is.
700
00:43:40,599 --> 00:43:42,966
Well, I guess I should
701
00:43:42,968 --> 00:43:48,806
go back inside before my absence is felt.
702
00:43:48,808 --> 00:43:54,111
Yeah. Probably a good idea.
703
00:44:00,518 --> 00:44:06,423
[Cell phone ringing]
704
00:44:06,425 --> 00:44:11,161
Hello? What?
705
00:44:11,163 --> 00:44:14,831
Oh, okay, when?
706
00:44:16,701 --> 00:44:19,469
Oh. Yeah, okay, um...
707
00:44:28,511 --> 00:44:31,747
I appreciate the ride.
708
00:44:31,749 --> 00:44:36,418
I can stay and drive you home later.
709
00:44:36,420 --> 00:44:39,421
Take care, Noah.
710
00:44:57,507 --> 00:44:59,441
Do you know what it looks like
711
00:44:59,443 --> 00:45:02,077
to see a pit crew of
Western medical professionals
712
00:45:02,079 --> 00:45:05,313
trying to jumpstart a heart that's done?
713
00:45:05,315 --> 00:45:07,749
Ribs were cracked! Electricity...
714
00:45:07,751 --> 00:45:10,017
- Stop, please.
- Her lungs, done.
715
00:45:10,019 --> 00:45:12,587
Her kidneys, done.
Suddenly, everything is done.
716
00:45:12,589 --> 00:45:13,693
- It c...
- Maybe you'd like to go
717
00:45:13,695 --> 00:45:16,992
- into the family room?
- No, we wouldn't.
718
00:45:19,628 --> 00:45:23,130
Talk to the doctor, tell him
he can write the D.N.R. order,
719
00:45:23,132 --> 00:45:25,533
- and get those machines off her.
- Why don't you do it?
720
00:45:25,535 --> 00:45:27,067
I'm not the fucking proxy.
721
00:45:27,069 --> 00:45:29,837
Well, I'll sign it over to you right now.
722
00:45:29,839 --> 00:45:31,506
Then you can do the dirty work. Go ahead.
723
00:45:31,508 --> 00:45:34,148
Go in there and pull the plug.
724
00:45:39,580 --> 00:45:44,084
Lucky you. Here comes the calvary.
725
00:45:44,086 --> 00:45:46,486
[Exhales]
726
00:45:56,997 --> 00:46:01,835
Cafeteria's closed. Vending machine.
727
00:46:01,837 --> 00:46:07,440
I should be with her.
I should be in her room.
728
00:46:07,442 --> 00:46:10,909
Well, a few minutes here won't hurt.
729
00:46:13,013 --> 00:46:18,784
If it's any comfort, I
remember how this feels.
730
00:46:18,786 --> 00:46:20,486
My mother died in a
hospital just like this.
731
00:46:20,488 --> 00:46:22,055
You...
732
00:46:22,057 --> 00:46:24,457
No, maybe I need to get another doctor.
733
00:46:24,459 --> 00:46:26,625
I-I-I could move
her to the city.
734
00:46:26,627 --> 00:46:31,163
Or I could call a doctor I...
735
00:46:31,165 --> 00:46:35,300
used to know.
736
00:46:35,302 --> 00:46:40,805
What if... what if someone made a mistake?
737
00:46:40,807 --> 00:46:43,041
You know, people die because someone...
738
00:46:43,043 --> 00:46:45,750
should have known better...
739
00:46:54,053 --> 00:46:57,121
Look, maybe I'm out of line here, but...
740
00:46:59,124 --> 00:47:05,163
I know this pain... Feels familiar.
741
00:47:08,033 --> 00:47:12,170
But it's different. She's not a child.
742
00:47:17,909 --> 00:47:21,845
I just...
743
00:47:24,549 --> 00:47:28,019
I...
744
00:47:28,021 --> 00:47:33,625
I need to know that I'm...
I'm not making a mistake.
745
00:47:33,627 --> 00:47:38,595
You're not. You're not.
746
00:47:38,597 --> 00:47:44,200
I know every cell in your body
wants to keep her alive, but...
747
00:47:44,202 --> 00:47:48,104
holding on to her is
not gonna bring him back.
748
00:47:53,010 --> 00:47:57,380
Letting her go is an act of compassion.
749
00:47:57,382 --> 00:48:03,385
Feels like hell, but... it's compassion.
750
00:48:22,638 --> 00:48:26,641
Did she have friends?
751
00:48:26,643 --> 00:48:31,580
Yes. Lots.
752
00:48:35,518 --> 00:48:39,588
If you want to plan a
funeral, I understand.
753
00:48:39,590 --> 00:48:41,890
You know, she'd want a
service at her church,
754
00:48:41,892 --> 00:48:45,193
but if you want something
casual after lunch...
755
00:48:45,195 --> 00:48:48,490
Well, we're headed up to
Rhinebeck in the morning.
756
00:48:50,299 --> 00:48:52,833
You can't wait a few days?
757
00:48:52,835 --> 00:48:57,505
The pathways out here
are too muddled for me.
758
00:48:57,507 --> 00:49:01,174
I need to be someplace I feel supported
759
00:49:01,176 --> 00:49:05,145
in order to even start the healing process.
760
00:49:05,147 --> 00:49:11,151
Losing one's mother... Whew.
761
00:49:11,153 --> 00:49:15,321
It's such an archetypal wound.
762
00:49:15,323 --> 00:49:20,760
Yes. It is.
763
00:49:22,496 --> 00:49:25,397
[Chuckles]
764
00:49:25,399 --> 00:49:28,300
Have a great trip.
765
00:49:33,740 --> 00:49:36,675
Yeah.
766
00:50:58,355 --> 00:51:01,557
I love you.
767
00:51:04,461 --> 00:51:07,396
I love you too.
768
00:51:22,078 --> 00:51:23,712
[Car engine starts]
769
00:51:23,714 --> 00:51:25,615
- I'm all-in, fuck it.
- All-in?
770
00:51:25,617 --> 00:51:28,217
See, that's what I was trying
to... I was trying to instigate.
771
00:51:28,219 --> 00:51:30,252
I got a made-up card.
772
00:51:30,254 --> 00:51:32,221
Yeah. Stop throwing shit.
773
00:51:32,223 --> 00:51:35,784
- [Laughter]
- Seriously.
774
00:51:37,727 --> 00:51:40,662
[Indistinct chatter]
775
00:51:45,701 --> 00:51:48,096
Bringing me luck. All right, turn 'em.
776
00:53:28,100 --> 00:53:30,335
[Chuckles]
777
00:53:30,337 --> 00:53:32,471
[Sniffs]
778
00:53:49,088 --> 00:53:53,524
As you know, we had to
delay this memorial service
779
00:53:53,526 --> 00:53:56,894
longer than we would have liked,
780
00:53:56,896 --> 00:54:02,733
but today, we are here and
we will not dwell on tragedy.
781
00:54:02,735 --> 00:54:07,405
Instead, we will remember
the life of our son,
782
00:54:07,407 --> 00:54:10,173
Scott Lockhart.
783
00:54:10,175 --> 00:54:13,610
And if this crowd is any indication,
784
00:54:13,612 --> 00:54:16,346
he was greatly loved.
785
00:54:19,250 --> 00:54:21,751
Let us pray.
786
00:54:21,753 --> 00:54:26,423
Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace.
787
00:54:26,425 --> 00:54:29,966
Where there is hatred, let me sow love.
788
00:54:29,968 --> 00:54:33,563
Where there is injury,
pardon. Where there is doubt...
789
00:54:33,565 --> 00:54:35,164
Can you look something else up for me?
790
00:54:35,166 --> 00:54:36,666
- Labor Day.
- He didn't stay with us.
791
00:54:36,668 --> 00:54:39,302
I know, I know. Try under cancellations.
792
00:54:39,304 --> 00:54:42,238
Okay.
793
00:54:45,175 --> 00:54:47,443
Oh, wow, you're right.
794
00:54:47,445 --> 00:54:49,511
There was a reservation under "Solloway."
795
00:54:49,513 --> 00:54:53,916
- It was canceled at 11:22 P.M.
- Thank you.
796
00:54:53,918 --> 00:54:56,852
- Have a good night.
- Mm-hmm.
797
00:54:59,256 --> 00:55:01,857
Say, I got into a little fender bender.
798
00:55:01,859 --> 00:55:04,526
Do you know someone local
who can look at my car?
799
00:55:04,528 --> 00:55:06,728
Yeah, there's somebody out
here that everybody uses.
800
00:55:06,730 --> 00:55:09,531
Let me get his number.
801
00:55:22,711 --> 00:55:24,846
[Car engine starts]
802
00:55:37,029 --> 00:55:42,029
Sync and corrections by explosiveskull
www.addic7ed.com
803
00:55:45,166 --> 00:55:46,401
[Benjamin Booker's Wicked Waters]
804
00:55:46,403 --> 00:55:51,705
♪ This must be where I
lose it all, darling ♪
805
00:55:51,707 --> 00:55:57,217
♪ Throw myself into wicked waters... ♪
805
00:55:58,305 --> 00:56:58,921
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